livestreaming
https://furstre.am/stream/WulfGecko

Last few days before xmas. So every night until then i'm going to be doing sketches winter themned until xmas. They're PWYC ( aka Pay What You Can) if that means you cant afford anythign then so be it.

but if you ahve a free sketch please tell as many people as possible because i need the moeny for heating and electric. plus other stuff.


for the animations they're monochromatic (wiht a single highlight colour e.g. red xmas hat or scarf) windy winter ones and are 15 gbp
but i'd do two for 25gbp.





For in-stream offers!; http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6272802/

Fro the stream; https://furstre.am/stream/WulfGecko

For my patreon (which u should go see) ; http://www.patreon.com/WulfGecko

https://furstre.am/stream/WulfGecko livestreaming some YCH sketches

feel free to suggest some!

also doign pwyw sketches rules/ info plus other offers ; http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6272802/

So to start with.. over the bast.. almsot 24 hours FA wont let e upload ANYTHING.. no reason nothign just send me back to my home page or the begin gin of how to submit stuff..

anyone know anything? its agrivating trying to say i wanna stream and have finished a piece for and other WIP for peeps its annoyign and takeing up more time than i'd like...



OKAy so personal crap.

NOT good.

turns out tht even when i cant tell my kidneys are constantly bleeding.. yay effing yay...
just my body has gotten "use" too it.

wow..

he said this must have been goign on for a long time and he was a bit suprised at my pain threwshold.. which is kinda cool...

So im gunna be seeing a minimum of 3 specialist over then next month or so. and the only reason im nto seeing them now is cus xmas time is NUTS... but i ahve to go in next week for a check up.

hes worried anoguht about me to want to see me every week.

plus phone calls

he's given me 2 types fo pain killers, antibiotics and somthign to actually help me sleep. and hinted at weed being used to help pain (i used to use it for pain relief because it truely was the only thing tht didnt make my kidneys bleed and helped relive pain/ elt me sleep) but i stopped when i moved cus i dont have the money nor do i knwo a grower i trust.

so i read the effing pain killers and it says...

do nto take if you have kdiney problems...



ARE YOU EFFING KIDDING ME


what is it with doctors giveing me the pain killer tht are the cheepest possible (cus there boxes put pressur eon them to save moeny etc) that cause more dmage to my kidneys...

but at this point i need the help with the pain management. so iv taken them and it helps.. a lot.
but its making other issues. hopefully these will work and wont makes things worse. today i slept even withotu the sleeping medications the doctor gave me (remains unopened) it was nice to actualy sleep deep. i didnt realise over the last year how bad it had gotten.


so. the news isnt good.. i have constant internal bleeding, weekend immun system, and generally unwell

yay...

plus all the other crap goign on in my life.


someone buy me a pony?





(just adding this a friend noted to me) http://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/a.....ely-legal.html
solution to my kdiney pain maybe?

So heres my idea.

I'm goign to offer icons/ pic that are simply animated.

I'd like to offer the first one for just 10 gbp.

The art will be done to this kind of standered with all the detail, shadeing glowing etc
AND animation.
the first one is 10gbp because the first is never as quite as fine tunned as the following ones and i need an example piece.

art style and lever example;
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15166085/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14982511/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14961585/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14585067/

NSFW
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13913624/



General icon (very baisic sketch);http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15232171/



I'f you'd liek to help support me durrign these harsh cold months and due to recent events please sing up or share this link; http://www.patreon.com/WulfGecko

for my other offers available; http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6272802/

So.. yesterday i did some talkign with the doctor... which iv been putting off for quite soem time now cus i hate goign to hospitals because i always end up with bad news. and they smell horrid..
So my docotr was so worried she tried to convinve me to come in tth night but i didnt want too..
so she tried to book me in for monday but ir eally CANNOT miss anymore college with allt he days iv missed and had half days because of effign western grey hound I'm lagging behind plus im struggalign with my course work.
so she finally agrees to see me tuesday at 8 am...
but she seemned like.. worried. and told me to ring the late night urgent no. if i got a fever, start feelign dizzy, feel nauseous, cant eat, any more of ym fingers go numb.. , go super pale, or very red, or sweatign horridly, or cant sweat at all and a few other things... im going.. i get alot of this day to day...? shit am i dyeing? ... o.0
she made it clear i needed to take it easy. but i jsut can't. no money and the holidays are coeming up FAST...
*flails*
she said she's concerned i mgiht have to go back on dyalisis.. if tht happens i cant do my course, and all sorts and depending on what med they'll give me i may even end up bed ridden.



this all ontop of all my financial stress, benefits may be being cut cus i was ill and missed something... so no help over the holidays at effing ALL ... its cold. and its getting colder.

i dotn even own SOCKS ..
i have flip flops, a pair of old high heels my cowboy boots (which hurt without socks) and crappy old trainers iv had sicne i was 16(for my b-day)... im 22 nearly 23
none of my shoes are under 3 years old...

most of my clothes are gettign thred bair and i can only sow them up myself so much...

This vet bill.

travel and course costs.

and i could be earnign moeny RIGHT NOW good moeny too. cus i can start practiceing my massage now.

but i need insurance
oils,
towles
better shoes,
a place or transport
buisness cards and leaflets
a few cosh and H&S reports done professionally
and the correct clothes

its not tht far out fo reach and yet it really is.

dont get me started on my diet.. its probably why im so ill i eat 90% noodles and pasta.

steve's been made redundant... and he wotn ahve a job garunteed for another 6 motnhs
(when he joins the navy)

i jsut.. *flails*


just.. someone hug me..

going to watch tht new dracula film now


For in-stream offers!; http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6272802/

Fro the stream; https://furstre.am/stream/WulfGecko

For my patreon (which u should go see) ; http://www.patreon.com/WulfGecko

https://furstre.am/stream/WulfGecko



if ur lookign for my art offer etc look ehre ;
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6272802/

i'm thinkign fo doings xmas icons that when all places together form a xmas tree!! =P

whut do u think?




Takeign on wing-it commissions and doign PWYW sketches here and there
(all info here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6272802/ )


i'm also going to be desiging some xmas themned ychs. and i'd LOVE for your input and ideas too

https://furstre.am/stream/WulfGecko

So..

Fantastic Mr FOX!!!

and maybe a few other films.
feel free to suggest some.



Tongiht i'll be streaming.


Takeign on wing-it commissions and doign PWYW sketches here and there
(all info here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6272802/ )


i'm also going to be desiging some xmas themned ychs. and i'd LOVE for your input and ideas too

https://furstre.am/stream/WulfGecko

goign to stream today for a few hourse, take a break for course work then again later on tonight.



goign to be watching a fee films, including;

The Maze Runner

Guardians of the Galaxy

Echo

and maybe a few others (feel free to suggest some)



I'm offering pwyw sketches as useual (sketches not lineart)
these are also known as pwyw wing-it sketches.
rules here; http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6272802/


I'm also offering wing-its at different levels

more info here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6272802/



feel free to suggest somthing you'd like to see me offer!

https://furstre.am/stream/WulfGecko


i just want some company.

pwyw sketches open i could reaaallly use rent money

so..


i kinda had some crap news.

im not getting my college bursary, i cant get a student loan because i have to be 24 to get one that is valid for this course... wtf?

and steve no longer has a job due some unfortunat circumstances involving him and someone else too.


so eff this all i feel like just walking off a cliff. (its how i feel i wont do it)

i already feel like im teetering on the edge of a dark casim to a bottemless pit of depression and iv been trying so effing hard

i finally got onto my course i have to wake up at 6 am or earlier and dont get home till 8 ish.

i really am trying ym best.

im trying to do my art,

trying to get a job

trying to get a career via my education


and now we have no money, no rent.. no money for me to moove some where smaller.

he's moveing back into his parent's house soon. but i have noware to go. no money to find a place and it sucks.


im feeling overwhelmned well we're trying to get the seccond half of this month's rent. so that we can stay here then give our notice. but we need money to find me a small place to rent. and im haveing real trouble finding anywhere...

so.. help?

i wanna test something out so i need a gunniepig. no not a real one. i just reed some ref sheets to have a look at gunna pick someone who's chracter inspires me for this partiuclar art style im gunna test out (new brushes). so post ur ref as a reply and i'll ahve a look (doing this via Facebook, fa, me patreons and maybe twitter)

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6290613/

all furiffic peeps get first consideration!

www.furiffic.com

so opeing up for a few pwyw sketches / wing its min 2gbp per chracter. post a reef and i'll do somthign awsome https://furstre.am/stream/WulfGecko

So im cant sleep.. so im jsut gunnna do an all nighter i think =P

gunna work on the world of Laid bare

feel free to come in and ask questions

it's a vast world but i'm starting small


https://furstre.am/stream/WulfGecko





and look at my patreon!
http://www.patreon.com/WulfGecko

Well heres a list of other things i use and what i use them for.
i really should update some of them more often.

FIRST i'd like to talk about a website i'm helping out with, when i say tht i mean as a forume etc mod. where i dont allow bullying. I'm a bitch when it comes to bullies.
we have specific filters, updateing guidlines and we're only in Beta testing.

so come have a look at furiffic because i think its a real winner ; https://www.furiffic.com



So where else do my art end up?;


Patreon : Lexi WulfGecko - http://www.patreon.com/WulfGecko

FurAffinity aka FA : WulfGecko - http://www.furaffinity.net/user/wulfgecko/

DevientArt aka DA : WulfGecko - http://wulfgecko.deviantart.com/

Tumblr : WulfGecko - http://wulfgecko.tumblr.com/

Twitter : WulfGecko - https://twitter.com/WulfGecko

AD Twitter : https://twitter.com/ADWulfGeck

Weasly : WulfGecko - https://www.weasyl.com/~wulfgecko

Furiffic : WulfGecko - http://www.furiffic.com/WulfGecko

SoFury: WulfGecko - https://wulfgecko.sofurry.com/

Facebook : https://www.facebook.com/profile.ph.....mp;amp;fref=nf

Spillit : adwulfgeck - http://spillit.me/ADWulfGeck

Spillit : Wulfgecko - http://spillit.me/wulfgecko

Skype .: WulfGecko

Tumblr Ask : Wulfgecko - http://wulfgecko.tumblr.com/ask

AskFM : WulfGecko - http://ask.fm/WulfGecko

Uk furs : WulfGecko

Livejournal: wulfgecko - http://wulfgecko.livejournal.com/ (not used yet)

Smackjeeves: WulfGecko / (comic name) Laid Bare x -
pg 13 - http://laidbare.smackjeeves.com/
pg 18 - http://laidbarex.smackjeeves.com/

Livestream : WulfGecko https://furstre.am/stream/WulfGecko

Etsy: (comign soon)

and a few other wibsites (i'll be updateing this journal as more come up now)

Yeah i like to keep things simple!!! =P

you can also get ahold of me on my Skype (wulfgecko)
or via email Wulfiegecko[at]gmail.com




feel free to suggest other websites i should look into!

https://twitter.com/ADWulfGeck/stat.....26032916549634

just..

expect nipples

i think im gunna start doing nipple art once a month if i get enough patrons

cus why not?

http://www.patreon.com/WulfGecko

eikk! how much bad luck can a single chimera get? ... maybe its all the mixed DNA o.0...

steve's car hit a pot hole just wrong after a jerk comeing from the other direction neerly hit us... we burst a tire ruined the wheel too... and scuffed up his car. like we need this ontop of everything else eerrggg..... HELP


yeah.
i swore

*flails*

If you've been directed here most likely i'm now streaming on LIVEFURSTREAM watch at https://furstre.am/stream/WulfGecko

(if im not i'm goign to be soon or you just missed me check for the i'm streaming now art posts)

oh oh oh and look my http://www.patreon.com/WulfGecko

!!!!!




Tis that time of year!!!! ALL my prices are 10% off if you go with a winter/ holiday theme!
so all things below are not only special offers but are also an extra 10% off marked price!

e.g. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15245437/




PWYW

okay MINIMUM of 2gbp per chracter.
please don't pleed with me to do it for 2 dollars, or to colour it etc, it makes me feel terrible but im already makeing pittance at this rate.
THESE are sketch wing-its
busts-3/4- full bodies.
detaile depends on level of donations!
WINGS, TATTOOS etc cost more.



half body wing-its

These are 15gbp / roughly 25 dollars us
these are wing-its
full colour with fur texture
simple shadeing
background
all i need is a reff and a theme (e.g. action, sad, lonely, ice-cream, pink, sexy nurse)
if you want a particularly complicated outfit, tattoo or non chibi wings it may cost extra.



Full Body Wing-It's

These are 25gbp / roughly 35 dollars use
these are wing-its
full colour with fur texture
detailed shadeing
background
all i need is a reff and a theme (e.g. action, sad, lonely, ice-cream, pink, sexy nurse)
if you want a particularly complicated outfit, tattoo or non chibi wings it may cost extra.




Free/ PWYC in stream doodles/ sketchs

These are pay what you can sketches.
i ask that you do atleast three of the following;
1. you pay for it
2. be friendly and olive and kind and patient
3. be in the stream and have a reef if you want one
4. if you are broke and would like some art please share/ pimp out my livestream so i can get toher commissions!
5. spread the xmas cheer invite your friends to the stream too!
6. Give me nom noms. real nom noms. internet cookies dont taste as good





examples for the colouring and art style for both half bodya nd full body wing-its ;

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14982511/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14585067/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15245437/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13913661/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13631584/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13631564/




Payments please look at my TOS

but generally i must be paid in gbp.
i must receive the gbp amount
the US dollar amounts are rough guesses ebcause of influx/ deflux of values of dollars etc
payment before art
all generall rules from tos applys to all commissions
EXCEPT the pwyw sketches which if not done on the same night rarely go past a week (only that long because of course work)








Now streaming on LIVEFURSTREAM watch at https://furstre.am/stream/WulfGecko



oh oh oh and look my http://www.patreon.com/WulfGecko

!!!!!

so here is a better draft of my ideas (with help from you guys) for my patreon

first draft; http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6230190/






PATREON


Im trying to make a patreon. Now i'd like to know what rewards would YOU like to be offered in exchange for your support.

These are the ideas i have so far, they are not worded the best (i'm dyslexic and i find all writing painstakingly difficult and tedious hence me asking for help)
I would LOVE LOVE LOVE to hear you suggestions on what you'd pledge for if it was offered.


First off: all pledgers get a special access to certain content i'd post in most other places, but FIRST on my patreon from here on out. plus random doodles that i never have/ never will finish. All pledgers are welcome to give feedback. and will always get a 5% discount on art.(excluding material costs on certain items)


1 gbp monthly pledge PLUS "Pledge access" (including the discount) and "Monthly sketch raffle 1".
(200 available)

2gbp for "Pledge access" PLUS you are entered into a "Monthly sketch raffle 1" x2 entries.
(300 available)

4 gbp "Art mortgage" these are little deposits you make to build up to buy discounted art. More info below.
(30 available)

5 gbp for "comic access" Plus the "Monthly sketch raffle 1" x2 entries.
(100 available)

10 gbp for "first access" and a head/ bust sketch or artistic freedom/ guinipig.
(20 available)

15gbp "first access" - this package will make you the Shizzel. Info below. Plus 3 raffle entries.
(20 available)

20 gbp "first access premium" info below.
(20 available)

40 gbp a month pledge will allow you to have your character appear int he comic as a non major roll (few no line e.g. waitress background characters etc) PLUS "first access premium" , which you really need/ want. PLUS you get the opportunity to download a seasonal background including some of the cast from "Laid bare".
(3 available)

60gbp a month pledge will allow your character in the comic as a medium roll (line interaction main story line e.g. butler, friendly/ mean acquaintance, annoying niebour or regular guest visiting the house) PLUS "first access premium" PLUS you get the opportunity to download a seasonal background including some of the cast from "Laid bare".
(1 available)

80 gbp a month a in-depth character who will have a story line on the main part of the comic e.g. a gladiator, one of the girls or guys who are "entertainers", a guest who stays for a short time on and off, a side storyline, a slave being freed or saboteur etc) "first access premium" PLUS you get the opportunity to download a seasonal background including some of the cast from "Laid bare".
(1 available cus i can dream)










THESE are totals from all pledges total contributions together! not singular pledges!

(below are my targets for different things i can do every month if i receive a certain amount of pledges in total each month)

0 + ;
i'll still be doing the odd ask me, commissions and when time allows my comic (which has been sorely neglected)


+ 60 gbp a month ;
everything as above plus a sketch page of the comic once a month
(total minimum 60 gbp a month)


+ 20 gbp a month ;
everything as above plus an extra sketch of one of the character that is in/ appearing in the comic at a later date
(total minimum 80 gbp a month)


+ 20 gbp ;
i'll still be doing everything the same as before but the comic will be done as line-art not just sketch
(total minimum of 100 gbp monthly)


PLUS more in the future when i get more/ have better ideas







different levels of of access the content will be more clearly laid out but here are the rough ideas i have so far are;

"Raffle 1"
This is a monthly raffle, offering you the chance to get a single artistic freedom sketch of your fursona/ character each month! there also more than one chance to win, because for ever 20 pledgers entered into this raffle i'll add another sketch up for grabs!


"Raffle 2"
This is also a monthly art raffle, but with a little more flare. The raffle prize for this raffle is a flat coloured 3/4 or half body piece. there also more than one chance to win, because for ever 20 pledgers entered into this raffle i'll add another sketch up for grabs!


"Art mortgage"
So you like art? specifically my art? But never quite save up enough at once to get the level or art you'd like? Well how would you like to be able to pay small monthly amounts that would pay off a piece of art you'd like. The bonus of this is by the time you've finished paying the amount my art will most likely of improved, it will be more manageable, plus you get the 5% discount. We can set level goals e.g. sketch, then line-art then colour then shaded and background. If you decide to stop there is no refund but what ever level you get to you get to keep.


"Pledge access"
This includes;
- Access to all normal content uploaded to Patreon first
- All my doodles, personal art, photos and some nutty stuff too
- 5% discount on all art (excluding supplies/ shipping costs, items under 5gbp, auctions, and multi character ych's)
- I'll be bringing this content to you so that hopefully you'll see where my inspiration and ideas come from
- Help give me / you critique on my pledger's only page


"comic access"
This includes;
- Access to all normal content uploaded to Patreon first
- All my doodles, personal art, photos and some nutty stuff too
- Help give me / you critique on my pledger's only page
- The chance to see the new comic pages before being posted/ accessed anywhere else
- All of the WIP, sketches and concepts when designing the next pages
- ALSO you are always able to give early critique and suggestions on the wip of the comic to help improve it!
- Plus extra pages, front covers, failed front covers and future character concepts waayyy ahead before time
- Plus 10% discount on art (excluding supplies/ shipping costs, items under 8gbp, auctions, and multi character ych's)
- Seasonal laid bare themed background download


"first access"
this includes;
- (I will always upload everything to my patreon first) Why? because you get to see it FIRST
- You also get first dips/ opportunities/ considerations for being in any "ask me"s or buying a slot in YCH, the comic, ask me, or anything else like that when offered
- First consideration on all ych's
- All my doodles, personal art, photos and some nutty stuff too
- Help give me / you critique on my pledger's only page
- The chance to see the new comic pages before being posted/ accessed anywhere else
- All of the WIP, sketches and concepts when designing the next pages
- ALSO you are always able to give early critique and suggestions on the wip of the comic to help improve it!
- Plus extra pages, front covers, failed front covers and future character concepts waayyy ahead before time
- PLUS 10% discount on art (excluding supplies/ shipping costs, items under 8gbp, auctions, and multi character ych's)
- A mention of your name/ or username once a month in my posts (either as a thank you or a mention of you being an awesome pledger)
- You get the opportunity to download a seasonal background including some of the cast from "Laid bare"
- You get to see all of my Wip on my side projects too, my terri-bad drunk/ super tired doodles
- A little weekly update aimed at just you guys
- An extra ticket in "Raffle 1"


"first access premium"
this includes;
- Everything that "first access" dose
- My personal ideas for the future both art wise and aspirations, not just for me but for my characters
- Upcoming YCH ideas before everyone else
- Plus access to a private chatroom i'll be on that is only accessible to you and other premium members where i will be present a minimum of once a month at a pre-advertised time, to chat with you guys about most things but mostly about future product ideas, feedback and anything you'd like to see from me in the future or maybe we'll talk about boobs, cus boobs are awesome
- A link and monthly changing password will be posted only visible to you guys at the beginning of each month (earlier if its compromised and later if i forget to change it)
- PLUS a 15% discount on all art (excluding supplies/ shipping costs, items under 8gbp, auctions, and multi character ych's)
- Plus a high rate of 25% discount on any ideas on seasonal things i start offering as a direct result of our brainstorming as a group!
- I will also do each of you a doodle or sketch inspired by you/ your fursona or including your character each month!

so im doing this things http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6230190/

and iv decieded the best idea i end up useing will result in some free art. if there are lots of ideas i end up useing i'll make more free art.

i just need you to read the above linked journal and give me some feed back. its a rough copy with terrible spellign and its a bit long winded.

i need to knwo what you'd liek to see me offer.

i have no idea why but haveing a hard few days this week.

*puppie eyes* gimmy motivation?

i'm sat here at my computorer (which i have finally with help from to move upstares and set up my work tabel and get off the dinning table) im stareing at the screen and drawa single line or two then sit here and stare at the screen erg. my brain why why why!!??

and i still have a mountain of coursework to finish


so to lay out what i'm dealign with cus i guess I'm lettign it all out today (i did go out without a bra earlier too.. o.0)


Lack of motivation
worrying over bills includeing;
water bill
electric
council tax
Rent
pet insurance
phone bills
internet bills
landline bill
food costs
travel
course fees
course equipment i havnt boguht yet and have to get by monday....


i'm worried about all the crap we're eating
im worried about ym wieght and how it effecting/ affecting my health
I'm worried about my apperance
im worried about steve
(won't list everything abotu how im worried about my little one cus most of them are unfounded mom worries)
I'm worried about future funds, tinter is coming. it gunna get cold. we barely afford the electric now. but with heating...?
im stressed tht our house is messy
im stressed cis steve wont let me do the decorating. -.-
im stressed cus i dont have a job
im annoyed that the job centre expect unreasonable shit from you
im embarassed i dont have a job.
i hate thatpeople make sinde jabs at me for "not pullign my weight" or "not having a job and rellying on steve" i actually pull my own wieght 90% of the time. yeah i don't have a job and its not for lack or applying etc. its just hard to even get an interview these days.
i hate people ragging on my about not applying for certain jobs e.g. care worker. now god bless you to thouse people who do it but, i just couldn't. i'd look after someone i knew, do shoping, cleaning cooking etc but iam not suited for helping bathe people and dress them i just dont have the right kinda of mind to be able to do it especially wipeing someone's arse. bless thouse who can your doing somting hard and BRAVE.
I hate applying jobs i knwo i wont get so that i fill my Quota for weekly job searches. i apply for dead end jobs that would kill me inside if i'd ever got the job. i could do them short term. and even have here and there but i want a career and need to use "crappy"jobs as a steppign stone.
im freake dout i wont keep up wiht my course work.
iv been feeling ill alot
and sad and lonely even though im gettign mroe socialisaion wiht my course etc.
i get mad at the world seeing the indecent and horrid stuff that is going on
i hate how when im trying to be friendly someone wont give me there attention (in irl cercumstances not online, online it is different)
i hate people keep expectign weird shit from me that is often impossible
i hate myself because i havnt had a real job in 2 years.
i get sad ebcause i feel liek shit for complainign when i have a roof over my head, someone who loves me, good family and a future.
i get happy when i think of how my life is improoveing (getting on this course so next year i can start studdying to become a physio therapist or start a buisness or both)
i get mad at myself because i keep saying "I" and I'm worried i sound selfish and self absorb when all im tryign to do is share so i can better relate and hoepfully set a space where via me shareing alllowes other to share and relax with me and become closer as friend , work collegels etc.
im worried that i can't make any extra money. it all goes on neceities and the occasional bottle of coke/ bar of chocolate(which makes my self image worse)
i get annoyed thati cant make myself get over fears, and that people dont respect that i TRUELY am trying e.g. absolutly efifng terrified of ebing in a back seat in a 3 door car. i wont get in them i will panic and freak the fug ntus out due to ebign ina nasty car accedent before and gettign trapped.
i hate that i dont always think before i open my mouth
i love that i don't actualy hate a single person i ahve ever met. i greatly hate what people do/say and things that happen. but i dont have the capacity of actually hating someone. this also makes me sad dunno why. its a happy/ sad mix. lol
im disgusted by the way i look below my neck. and even then im not exactly happy with my face. i do like ym hair when iv blowdiried it tho.
i love my dog and family so effing much but they all screw me over in wierd ways and i feel like i do the same to them...
I CANT STAND how i have to rely on others generosity to get bye (lifts, mini loans etc)
I wish i had a real talent. i wish i was a great artists, somtime s i see the amazing art on ehre and else ware and like throw my pencil/ pen because i suck so much especially in comparison to them (i think my art looks okay, the occasional piece im proud of)

and the list goes on ALOT more. but if this wasnt TMI already it sure would be if i kept typeing.


PLUS if i could beg some critique and suggestions/ ideas etc for this project; http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6230190/

i'd appreciate it more than i could express.

Im trying to make a patreon. Now i'd like to know what rewards would YOU'd like offered in exchange for your support.

These are the ideas i have so far, they are not worded the best (im dyslexic and i find all writing painstakingly difficult and tedious hence me asking for help)
I would LOVE LOVE LOVE to hear you suggestions on what you'd pledge for if it was offered.


First off all pledgers get a special access to certain content i'd post in most other places, but FIRST on my patreon from here on out. plus random doodles that i never have/ never will finish. All pledgers are welcome to give feedback. and will always get a 5% discount on art.(excludeing material costs on certain items)



Thankyou support 1 gbp monthly pledge PLUS "Pledge access"

im thinking monthly sketch raffle for 2 gbp monthly pledge. (one artistic freedom sketch up for grabs each month randomly selected from all pledges this amount or more) and for ever ten of these pledges taken i'll add an extrach sketch up for grabs! (checked each month and announced) and "Pledge access"

5 gbp for "comic access" that will give you access to the comic before its posted anywhere else and some other awesome content. Plus the raffle. (below for more info on "comic access")

10 gbp for "first access" aka open access to Wip, side projects and extras only avilable to pledgers of this level and higher, Includeing seeing any and all WIP comic pages i do/ working on first. (below for more info about "first access")

15gbp "first access" - this package will make you the Shizzel. PLUS you get the oportunity to download a seasonal background includeing some of the cast from "Laid bare".

25 gbp The awsome packge. including the above raffle x2 entries. PLUS "first access" " which you really need/ want. PLUS you get the oportunity to download a seasonal background includeing some of the cast from "Laid bare".

25 gbp "first access premium" PLUS you get the oportunity to download a seasonal background includeing some of the cast from "Laid bare".

40 gbp a month pledge will allow you to have your chracter appear int he comic as a non major roll (few no line e.g. waitress background chracters etc) PLUS "first access premium" , which you really need/ want. PLUS you get the oportunity to download a seasonal background includeing some of the cast from "Laid bare".


60gbp a month pledge will allow your chracter in the comic as a medium roll (line interaction main story line e.g. butler, friendly/ mean acquaintance, annoying nieghboughr or regular guest visiting the house) PLUS "first access premium" PLUS you get the oportunity to download a seasonal background includeing some of the cast from "Laid bare".


100 gbp a month a indebpth chracter who will ahve a story line on the main part of the comci e.g. a gladiator, one fo the girls ro guys who are "entertainers", a guest who stays for a short time on and off, a side storyline, a slave being freed or sabatour etc) "first access premium" PLUS you get the oportunity to download a seasonal background includeing some of the cast from "Laid bare".


(below are my targets for different htings i can do every month if i recieve a certain amount of pledges each month)

0 + ;
i'll still be doign the odd ask me, comissions and when time allows my comic (which has been sorely neglected)


+ 60 gbp a month ;
everything as above plus a sketch page of the comic once a month
(tottal minimum 60 gbp a month)


+ 20 gbp a month ;
everything as above plus an extra sketch of one of the chracter that is in/ appreaing in the comic at a later date
(tottal minimum 80 gbp a month)


+ 20 gbp ;
i'll still be doing everything the same as before but the comic will be done as lineart not just sketch
(tottal minimum of 100 gbp monthly)


PLUS more in the future when i get more/ have better ideas.















different levels of of access to contact will be more clearly layed out but here are the ideas i have so far are;

"Pledge access"
All normal content uploaded to Patreon first from the open date onwards. All my doodles, personal art, photos and some nutty stuff too. I'll be bringing this content to you so that hopefully you'll see where my inspiration and ideas come from while also allowign you to see whats coming first and help give critique. 5% discount on art (excluding supllies/ shipping costs, itemns under 8gbp, auctions, and multi chracter ych's)


"comic access"
Comic access allows all patrons who pledge this amount or more the chance to see the new comic pages before being posted/ accessed anyware else and all of the WIP, sketches and concepts when designing the next pages. ALSO you are always able to give early critique and suggestions on the wip of the comic to help improove it! Plus extra padges, front covers, failed front covers and future character consepts waayyy ahead before time. Plus 10% discount on art (excluding supllies/ shipping costs, itemns under 8gbp, auctions, and multi chracter ych's)


"first access"
First access allows all patreons of this level and higher to see everything of this level and lower. Plus access to all art first (that is not private commissions). (I will always uplaod everthing to my patreon first) Why? because you get to see it FIRST.
You also get first dips/ oportunities/ considerations for being in any "ask me"s or buying a slot in YCH, the comic, ask me, or anythign else like that. PLUS 10% discount on art (excluding supllies/ shipping costs, itemns under 8gbp, auctions, and multi chracter ych's)
and a mention of your name/ or username once a month in my posts.
AND you get the oportunity to download a seasonal background includeing some of the cast from "Laid bare".


"first access premium"
First access premium allows all patreons of this level to see everything of this level and lower.
Plus all of my Wip, doodles, suggested ideas for the future, add ideas, YCH's coming up soon,
Plus access to a private chatroom i'll be on that is only accessible to you and other premium members where i will be present a minimum of once a month at a advertised time, to chat with you guys about most things but mostly about future product ideas, feedback and anythign you'd liek to see from me in the future. or maybe we'll talk about boobs. cus boobs are awsome.
a link and monthly changeing password will be posted only visabel to you guys at the begining of each month (earlier if its compromised and later if i forget to change it) PLUS a 15% discount on art (excluding supllies/ shipping costs, itemns under 8gbp, auctions, and multi chracter ych's)

PWYW sketches


Now streaming on LIVEFURSTREAM watch at https://furstre.am/stream/WulfGecko



Halloween pinups only 25gbp and icons!
more info http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14601757/

Pwyw sketches area minimum of 2 gbp.

BUT i'm msotly working on piece in brand new art styles for my art exabhition. if you have an idea let me know. i need things that are big, beautiful, effective and hopefully simple/ easy/ quick.


gunna watch horror films ALLL NIGHT

starting with;
dark space
Bloodline

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