Kinda lack of time to produce anything art related atm (or better said since weeks) because I am so damn busy. Along the thing with the moving and preparing for it, I also have a full time job going on. I only got two free days in the whole time because at the one day, next week we get our new kitchen installed and I have to be at home for the whole day and the other free day is when the actual move takes place, where I also have no time to work on anything else.
The last couple weeks we bought quite many things for the new apartment, we arranged to get the new kitchen which also combined many apointments at the new home to measure everything by a professional, and selecting the modules for the furniture and electric components, the sink and all that.
We will get a new kitchen from IKEA, I am pretty much excited about it. I paid everything with paypal payment plan because we don´t have tons of cash laying around LOL
We also packed everything up already, except for the very needy things we use daily or still need.
Along the passing weeks I also had exhibitions with my art group where I am working, so the move apointment couldn´t be at a better time (sarcasm).
Tomorrow another art exhibition starts, where I have to be present.
Next week I have different things to do at every single day of the week. The week after will be a bit more chill but there we will take the time to get rid of my mom`s bed, our oven and other kitchen furniture. We had a metal sink for camping installed in our current kitchen for 4 years now because we didn´t want a normal (and costy) kitchen in it because we kinda knew we won´t live that long here and probably move to a cheaper home at some time.
We were seeking a new better apartment since 2023 but that wasn´t easy when you don´t have 3000+ earning per month, so we kinda had luck finding something cheap but good in the end which happened a couple months ago.
So yeah, please don´t worry about why you didn´t see much art from me lately. I am still here and I will draw again, once everything is done and put back together so I can have a normal life again. Atm it`s sadly not possible.

I don´t even know if anyone ever reads my journals but I thought this place is the right place to post this.
Our western world is changing, but from what I can see, it`s changing back into a time which wasn´t really a great time of our history.
I live in Germany but I can see it through what my friends in the US are telling me and from other people out there who post practically daily how badly it affects their own lives, or better said, how it destroys them.
I am concerned about our freedom.
People often argue and say that we are not free anyway, so there has to be a change, but what they think is happening is not a return of the freedom. It`s just a lie and everyone who is not a "normie" knows that.
On this site there are many people who are not the so-called norms. Many people here belong to the LGBTQ+ scene and many furries are also seen as freaks among "normal people".
This makes me worried about the rights of people like us are still existent or how long we are going to have these rights to express and actually LIVE who we are.
In the US, there are things going on which mean dramatic changes for the citizens.
It started with the right of having a name of your choice and define your own gender on your own being taken away. From what i know there are courts who fight to keep these rights but we don´t know if they will win.
What will happen to people who had transitioned fully with surgeries and all if they have to go as male again or as female again, can´t afford their hormone treatment anymore or whatever? What happens to these people when they lose their jobs because companies think they never really wanted an openly trans or homosexual person in their company? Is it even possible to fire someone because of this reason?
Then there is this really terrifying thing that health guy Kennedy is now building.
It`s true that the US has a drug problem, but there are many many people who rightfully need medication and those who really are drug and medic addict need serious therapy but that health minister just thinks to build up some wellness camps will solve the problem.
I was readon that they want people to send there who are chronically ill, who have ADHD, autism, disabilities and other conditions that need "treatment" and cost money to the states.
That´s practically more than the half of the US citizens then...
However, I wanted to know more about these camps and saw an article where it was stated that they want to let the people do farm work to get a free mind again.
They further wrote that they want to people being without contact to the outer world, no smartphones, no internet, no contact to their families and relatives.
You know what this reminds me of?
If you know anything about German history then you know.

However, these things make me seriously worried. I got sick last week with a flu. I was planning to draw something but I got so much distracted and blocked doing anything creative because I am stressed out. We had our own elections here in Germany yesterday. The outcome isn´t fully through yet but prognoses say that the AfD is rising and even though other parties don´t want to coaliate with them, it worries me that they get stronger. They don´t have the partial overweight yet to rule and make decitions but they are a clearly right wing party which sympathizes with Trump, Elon and their alleys. They said rude things about what they want to do with our LGBTQ rights and that really makes me worry about my own future as well.

I never really cared much about NFT art. I don´t really know what it is, barely every heard about it but that changed now.

Yesterday, I have gotten a comment on one of my facebook postings with a hand drawn marker painting I have made this week.
The guy said that he really likes my illustrations and requested a PM because he wants to purchase something from me.
I was really lucky because someone else also commented on the same image just on instagram and I thought - ok cool, people seem to like these simple marker paintings -
But the person on insta just lost interested when I told them the price (25$ + shipping or 15$ for a digital print version which IS NOT EVEN EXPANSIVE BRU!) however.
The guy on facebook just replied to by message today and said he wants NFT art from me.
I googled about it and saw that this is not just normal commission art.
I said I have no experience into NFT art but if he wants something from me, no matter if digital or traditional, I can work something out.
He just said now that he only buys NFTs, mostly for personal collection, but also for companies or something and then he picked two traditional paintings from me and said he would give me some amount of crypto currency for that.
I am sure that this guy is a scammer.
Because I also read something about NFT scams who come across just like this guy did.
His facebook profile appears to play an artist who lives in Sydney but originates from Manchaster UK.
Not sure if anything of that is true. He has a few photos of himself posted but also some art stuff, so I don´t know if that's true or stolen.
I just pretended on my way to do deals and the end of story way "Okay thanks for your time" but he put me onto his follow list for some reason :-/

What do you think? Did you have any people come to you asking you for NFT art?

Hi guys, Wolfie here!

Today I kinda got inspired to talk about an important topic.
I wanted to post it here, eventhough not many people ever read my journals.
But DA is dead and all other places don´t really give an option to leave lots of text.
I try to keep this short but want to talk about it anyway.

First, I am seriously thankful about living in a relatively free country where I have rights that protect the way how I am and give me the right to express how I feel.
There are lots of countries out there where this is NOT possible.
Anyway, if you are like me, life isn´t easy in such a country.
I personally don´t have the desire to be something special, but because of different things about myself, others see me as something that is special or not normal.
Since a while, people like me are called "people with special needs" instead of "people with disabilities" (I have autism and a few other psychological diagnoses).
I think these are the reasons why I don´t have the power or the will to adapt as much to other "normal" people to not pop out of the crowd.
The autism makes things already difficult in interaction with other people. Those people who see themself as normal, can be very complicated for me.
They have a way and language that confuses me sometimes and I can get into weird or bad moments which make the other person think that something is wrong with me.
If that wasn´t enough, I also think that I have species disphoria.
Since ever I can think, I never wanted to be a human or have a human body. Animals, especially canines and felines or foxes and mustelids appeared so much more logical and beautiful to me that I literally felt having a body like that and tried to adapt their behavior and physiology.
The society and "normal" people of course, have no awareness about this and they don´t understand it.
When I see people online openly talk about it, then there are either haters or gossip and shit talkers who make fun over these people who try to openly speak about their feelings.
I wonder if this also happens in such a big amount and way with people who talk about depression, suicide or other dramatical psychological disorders which are already a bit more accepted in the middle of our society.
Currently I live in Germany in an area that has mixed people. Some are rather conservative and some are modern and open minded.
People look at the tail I wear all the time, some are confused, some are terrified but not many, some make fun of it because they don´t understand it.
People show even weirder reactions when I also wear my wolf ears or my mask. I even had people just grabbing at my tail without asking me first.
When I feel like a wolf, it just doesn´t feel right when I have no tail.
The other thing which is also an issue is my gender disphoria.
Thankfully in my country this is a patological thing, so I get treatment for that.
I was born female but live like a guy since I was 11 and since 8 years I am under hormon treatment. It feels so much better but I still want to get the surgeries done, too so I don´t have weird moments or even dreams anymore about my current body stadium.
It irks me that I don´t dream what I wish to be but what I actually am, so when the surgeries give me male body parts that I can FEEL and that are not just bound to my body, then I should have better dreams and a better psychological condition. Since I take hormones, people see me as a guy anyway but I can´t go swimming with my friends in public, I can´t pee while standing and I am ashamed about my current body condition. I mean, I am afraid to get into emberrassing situations by accident where people see parts that I don´t want to call my own.
If those parts would look male, I wouldn´t at least be ashamed anymore.
All these things are stuff which is not really respected in today's openminded society.
Our free nations usually act like they accept stuff like that but when it comes to trying to live an independent life, you have hard times to find a job, "normal" friends or anything.
When I was younger, before I had hormone treatment, I tried to find a job. I was looking like a woman who was walking around and acting like a guy and guess what, nobody liked me or wanted to give me a paid job. And at that time, I didn´t even wear a tail yet. I tried to adapt to their behavior as good as I could and I got into disagreements and missunderstandings just a few times, but well, it didn´t matter where I tried to get an education or even a normal basic job, people just didn´t want me.
A few times, I got a chance because someone else helped me to get a job, but when 6 months were over and it was time for them to officially take me and make a worker agreement with me, they said no and kicked me out like garbage.
Now with my diagnosed autism and other stuff, I found a place in a paralel society where just disabled people work.
We sadly don´t really get a payment. Mostly it is a system that helps us to survive and have a job, but it is nowhere inclusion to the normal society, who doesn´t want us anyway.
I am thankful for that place because if it wouldn´t exist, I would either be homeless, in psychiatry or in jail.
I am a predator afterall and hunting is not legal here and attcking humans for whatever reason isn´t of course, either.
But things could be better.
The problem is just the society that doesn´t want to learn and see us a benefit towards the economy and work or the world in general.

If you have any thoughts you want to leave or to share, you are welcome to make a comment.

I thought I make a new journal that explains a bit of the current happenings on this account, so you can ignore my older journals. They got ignored for the most anyway LOL

I hate it to create new accounts, so I just thought about using this old account for a new purpose.
Back in the days I mostly tried to sell adopts or art on this account and posted some of my mature stuff along with that.
But because this never really worked too well, I just lost an interest, also because this page works so different compared to deviantart.

Now that deviantart dies more and more and it is no fun to use that page anymore, and I can´t post everything on twitter and instagram or facebook either, I thought it's best to post at least my adult content stuff here now.
The other pages are just not the right places for things that go beyond just nudity and average sexual themes.
I know that because I got some weird or shit comments already and some of my stuff got deleted, mainly on deviantart eventhough I used mature content filters on it.
I am just done with explaining myself and justifying of what I draw. I mean, one person just moaned about my art having animals with visible buttholes.
Sometimes I believe deviantart is a page for infants and other childish behavior so I keep my mature stuff from that page from now on and think they have a better home on this page. It seems that here are more of those people who understand the humor of such content and can deal with this quite better than anywhere else.

I also want to state something about commissions as a few people already asked me if I do them.
I want to explain what I said to everyone who has asked me.
- Yes I do commissions
- basically I am always open for them since I don´t get spammed with requests all the time
- I don´t have a price sheet, the prices are very individual like the type of art that people request
- I still want to offer fair prices, that´s why I have a rough plan about what a comic page costs or what I want for a flat color fullbody and so on
- mature content art does cost extra
- my prices are not super high. For example clean comic pages are 30USD per page and flat color fullbodies cost 15USD
- but as you know, various things can change a price, if people want extras, if characters are super complex and stuff like that
- I just recomment to send me a note with the commission idea you have in mind and then I can give you a quote.
That has worked pretty fine for me in the past.

Just a small side note:
I don´t want to draw everything.
That´s why I also don´t want to post "Commissions are open" sheets frequently or something. Most people don´t have the money or ideas when I open my things for you anyway and I wait and none comes. Usually people come to me when I don´t expect them to come and that´s fine with me because usually I can take the time for it since I have time enough. Some in some way, it can be a little bit of luck if I accept your commission request or not.
I am not depending on the money, it's only a little extra for me, so I really only want to do it if it is something I really want to do.
That´s why I can give you an idea of what type of commissions you can come to me.
Mainly I am focused on feral art in general but mainly it's all about the Bad Guys right now, no matter if that`s feral or anthro stuff.
I even draw most sorts of fetishes and adult content stuff. The only things I don´t really want to draw are infant fetishes like wearing pampers until they burst or something and hyper muscle art.

As for the Bad Guys, as you already saw, this is what I mainly post here.
I deleted a lot of older concent, things I no longer want to be seen in public and the few other things that remained on my account are now put into a separated folder.
I created two new folders for my recent stuff. One Bad Guys folder containing all my anthro art and one Bad Guys folder containing all my feral Bad Guys art.
The feral Bad Guys concept stuff along with the following comic pages are quite different from the anthro stuff which is dedicated towards the stuff in the movie.
In my feral concept, the characters look different since they don´t wear clothes and have a more animal shaped body and the world they live in, is a completely different one. There is much more nature and other landscapes involved and you wouldn´t recognize it as "The Bad Guys" if you wouldn´t know the look of the original characters.
The personalities of the characters remain the same of course. I never wanted to change them because they are just a fun to work with.
Atm I am working on a small new comic with them, and I am really happy for anyone who wants to commish me about new comic pages. My own ideas are not the best, I rarely have any ideas sadly and it's cool to see various adventures these characters go through.
For now I am not done yet, posting all the old stuff. There are still quite a hand full of comic pages that need to be posted, along with some other art.
I try to get that up without spamming the site.
Once that's done, the comic pages will come within a much more relaxed time span. Usually every Sunday and Wednesday if I am not sick like right now.
I sadly got a flu since last Wednesday and still not recovered. But at least a feel a bit better already. So let's hope the flu has an end very soon and I can get back to work like normal.

I want one of those key chains.
Well, actually the merch stuff now is not really that wide spread, I found a bit of stuff on ebay.uk and on the american ebay, but German ebay has nothing except for a poster in one size and style. Germany is always a loose when it comes to search for merch. It's a bummer.
However, ebay only has one seller who offered one of those rubber keychains from the movie The Bad Guys.
I would love to get such a key chain and not sure if that one seller would ship it to Germany or not.
If he won´t, would some people be here to eventually selling me their key chain? I of cause can pay for the shipping and I can pay with paypal, it's no biggie for me.
It's just weird how many movies which i like, have nearly nothing of merch available. The only movie which has tons of merch, which I like is The Lion King LOL but yeah, that´s Disney...

Hello, I know a few guys maybe wonder why I haven´t responded or answered to notes. I just use this page not really much, or not at all anymore as I used to.
I just wanted to say that so you know what happened. I am not dead LOL
I am just much more active on deviantart, that´s all.

I open my commission status. I never did that on this site before LOL but I want to give it a try.
Usually people did note me here and I got back to them on that way, but why not just making a journal with status explaining that I open, then you know and don´t need to think of asking in the first place.

For type of commissions, prices and alike, please go here:

General art:
https://www.deviantart.com/stanhone.....list-684650105

Pixel icon commissions and bigger icons (pixel and non-pixel):
https://www.deviantart.com/journal/.....info-604392259

In case you want to know my terms of service or need some questions to be answered, maybe look here before asking:
https://www.deviantart.com/stanhone.....ules-490993466

If you want to order something, please note me here or on deviantart, but please do not comment below. It is easier for me to see the notes.
Thank you :)