Here's a collection of Frequently Asked Questions regarding Nimin. If you ask a question that has already been asked here, I'm going to dislike you for not taking the effort, despite all the effort I have put into the game :P

Q.) I'm new to FA and can't find your game. Where is it?
A.) You have to go into your Control Panel -> Account Settings -> turn on View Mature Artwork. It's off by default for new accounts and must be turned on to view pervy things.

Q.) Where did the mobile app go? Where can I get the mobile version?
A.) I've gotten asked this a bunch. I have never made a mobile version of the game. I guess somebody did make a mobile version and distributed it? I don't know who or when or where, so I can't help you there, sorry!

Q.) When will the next version come out?
A.) Never! :P Seriously, though, I have no idea how long it ever takes for me to get to the point I want to release a new update. Sometimes I'm a bit more ambitious and take a while adding stuff, other times I simply have other things getting in the way in real life (and there is often more of that than I ever want...). Sometimes I just tend to take a break from writing; look back in my gallery and check out my dispersed submission dates. The mood/motivation/inspiration comes and goes, and I don't want to force it when it's gone because the results are simply disappointing.

Q.) How do I find _______?/How does _______ work?
A.) I'm not telling. It's up to you guys, the players, to learn/share how to find things. If someone else answers you, that's fine, but I won't. I don't want to spoil anything myself, I think one of the key benefits of the game is the discovery. Plus, if you want to know something, you can often ctrl+f to search and see if anybody else has stated so. There's also a couple walkthroughs going around that you can probably find, though I won't link them myself. You can still ask these questions, just be advised I won't be the one answering them.

Q.) My lust is dropping instead of rising sometimes/I can't see the explore button/Some other things, are these bugs?
A.) No, these aren't bugs. Please either read what's being stated by the game or check the game tutorial.

Q.) My lust value is gone, where did it go?
A.) This is a common error at times. The game is set at a certain size (800x600, if I recall correctly), and shrinking certain dimensions will make pieces of the game vanish, much like a picture does with pixels when shrunk. Simply mess with your window dimensions a little to get it back.

Q.) How can I download the game?
A.) There is a Download link right beneath the game window that is always in FA submissions. Either click it or right-click it and choose "Save target as" or whatever. If that doesn't work, try hitting up the thread at Futanari Palace, or seeing if swfchan or something has it.

Q.) Will there be images?
A.) I will not be adding images to the game. Images carry a lot of weight and Flash has a bad garbage collector, resulting in Flash using an enormous amount of resources over time; just play Slave Maker with the Task Manager up. Also, the game tends to be too diverse to have images. However, that doesn't mean people haven't made images. Check out this journal to see what people have drawn about Nimin: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2331909/

Q.) Why isn't there more ____? Why don't you have ____? You should put in _____!
A.) The last one isn't a question but it fits with the others :P I know there's a lot I don't have in the game; the game is a work in progress. I have plans for a lot more and it takes time to put them in. I would like to cover a lot of things and I'm not going to cater to every single person's desires (not that many people expect this, but there have been a couple). Although, you can potentially suggest stuff, which I'll mostly ignore, but occasionally I will spot something that I might want to take care of later (and I have, I'm sure some of you have noticed). There are only a few things I really dislike; usually certain anal-oriented or violent or cruel things. If there's something you really want to see, see the following question.

Q.) How can I contribute?
A.) Currently, everyone can contribute via prostitution scenes. It's entirely populated by scenes from you people, and I'm leaving it that way. I don't want/need help elsewhere just yet; I like trying to keep this game my own for now. If I find myself growing tired of the game or simply start needing help in the future, I'll open the rest up. Click this to see how to submit a prostitution scene.

Q.) Can I donate any money?
A.) Yes, you can. However, I ask that you donate because you liked what I have done, not to donate in hopes of making me feel obligated to get out more. I can't exactly survive off of donations, so it wouldn't be like getting paid to continue working. However, gratuity is a great way to show appreciation for my efforts ^^ For more information about donating, check this journal.

Q.) Where are the saves? What's wrong with my saves? etc.
A.) The saves for the game are stored as Flash "SharedObjects". Google "where are flash shared objects stored for X" if you want to know where they are stored for your OS. They are deep within a multitude of folders and the file itself is named NiminFetishFantasy.sol. Despite my searches, there seems to be no way for me to store them elsewhere, and I don't know if Flash can handle saving them to a text document or something elsewhere. FLASH SHARED OBJECTS ARE COOKIES! Shared Objects are a form of cookie and will be cleared with certain processes that clear your cookies, thus removing your saves. It's dumb, I know. If I could find a method to get around it (like saving them elsewhere) I would, but I haven't been able to. You'll either have to manually back them up or avoid clearing your cookies. The shared objects are also separated by their source, so if you're playing through FA, the saves will not be available if you download the game and play it on your local system, unless you manually move them over.

You can now also "Save As" to save your game somewhere of your choice on your computer, preventing them from being wiped. However, you can only "Load File" when you are playing Nimin from your computer (as in you saved the flash to your computer and are playing it from there). You cannot load your specially saved files when playing Nimin through a website, such as FA.

Q.) Why don't you use a better version numbering system?
A.) I don't really care about the version numbers and I'm mostly just kinda winging it. Don't be surprised if the version number bounces around with no rhyme or reason, or gains a few extra nonsensical characters, because I have no rhyme or reason for them anyways XD

Q.) What do you use to code? How do you code?
A.) I use Adobe Flash CS3 to create the game, which uses the ActionScript 3 language. I have no idea how you can get it; I got the thing from a friend years ago and I only use it now because I simply had it. If you want to know how to code a flash game, DON'T ASK ME. I taught myself to use it by looking at the code Fenoxo released and through many Google searches. I also have experience working with lots of pure code through school and stuff, so I have quite a bit of background. The way I, and Fenoxo, code is via pure code; it's not through simplified methods like you'd see in Game Maker and the like. I cannot teach you all there is to do such code and I wouldn't even know where to begin, so it's up to you to learn on your own.

Q.) I thought Nimin was killed?
A.) That journal was posted on April 1st. If you read through it, I'm sure you'll quickly catch on. It was a joke Fenoxo and I played, because I thought his original joke was hilarious.

Q.) Do you (me, Xadera) RP?
A.) I RP in DnD and the like, but I do not do any sexual RP with random people.

Q.) Can I (you) be your (me, Xadera) friend? Can I message you?
A.) I'm not looking for a ton of new friends, sorry. I have the ones I like and I'm not terribly interested in more. So, yes, you can message me if you want, but please don't expect me to be your best friend all of a sudden. I appreciate the desire, but I don't wanna lead anybody on. Especially when I've had a couple dozen other people all looking to do the same.

I just got this in an email and was pretty surprised myself : /

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Subject: FIRST NOTICE OF INFRINGEMENT AND DECLARATION: FENOXO'S GAMES

First Notice of Infringement and Declaration
(Continued after the break)

TO: “Xadera” of http://www.furaffinity.net/user/xadera/

This letter serves as notification under the Digital Millennium Copyright
Act, 17 U.S.C. § 512, or equivalent notice provisions of your local law,
that content currently residing within your computer system infringes on the
copyrights of Fenoxo's Games. Moreover, your game contains
material that is protected international copyright. I am authorized to act
on behalf of Fenoxo's Games and Fenoxo in this matter.

REGARDING: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5232046 and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5048772/

FENOXO'S GAMES

I, the undersigned, do solemnly and sincerely declare and CERTIFY UNDER
PENALTY OF PERJURY that:

1. I am the owner or an agent authorized to act on behalf of the owner of
certain intellectual property rights, said owner being named Fenoxo
("IP Owner").

2. I have a good faith belief that the materials identified in the
addendum attached hereto are not authorized by the above IP Owner, its
agent, or the law and therefore infringe the IP Owner's rights according
to the laws of the (check all that apply):

United States
Australia
Canada
EUR
France
Germany
Italy
Japan
Mexico
Netherlands
Russia
Sweden
United Kingdom
All of the above X

Please act expeditiously to remove or disable access to the material or
items claimed to be infringing.

3. I may be contacted at:

Printed Name: Cheesy McBurger
Title: Consultant
Company: Fenoxo's Games
Address: 8==D Fool Circle
Farmville, CA 65752
Email (correspondence): Copyright[at]slopsbox.com
Telephone: 753-555-0190


You should understand that this letter constitutes notice to you that
the sale and/or other distribution of this product is unauthorized. This
letter does not constitute a waiver of any right to recover damages incurred by
virtue of any such unauthorized activities, and such rights as well as
claims for other relief are expressly retained.

Finally, notwithstanding our use of the required notice form, we believe
that http://www.furaffinity.net/user/xadera/'s activities and services fall outside the
scope of the Digital Millennium Copyright Act ("DMCA"). Our use of this
form, as required by law, is meant to facilitate http://www.furaffinity.net/user/xadera/
's removal of the infringing product listed above and is not meant to
suggest or imply that http://www.furaffinity.net/user/xadera/'s activities and services
are within the scope of the DMCA.

I make this declaration conscientiously, believing it to be true and
correct, and in accordance with the laws of each of the countries listed
above. I am aware and agree that the contents of this statement may be
relied upon against me in any court or arbitration proceeding.

Truthfully,

Cheesy McBurger
Digital Signature: Little Loli Girl

Addendum to Notice of Infringement:

List of Allegedly Infringing
Items Or Materials

Name of Intellectual Property Owner: Fenoxo

IMMEDIATELY REMOVE ALL UNRELEASED AND UNAUTHORIZED MATERIAL.

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http://fenoxo.blogspot.com/2011/04/well-it-has-been-good-run.html

I am now accepting donations through Paypal. It has worked for now and I'll keep using it :)

If you would like to donate some money to me for any reason, such as appreciation for my work or to help me financially, then please feel free to send money as a gift (in personal payment) to xadera1(at)yahoo.com ^^ I appreciate all donations I receive!

If there is an option to add a note, please do not input anything. If you want to sent me a message with the donation, send the message through here on FA via a note, not through Paypal. If you put a note on Paypal, I may reject the donation altogether.



Occasionally I have Donation Drives that allow people to donate for specific content in Nimin. I will usually post a journal regarding such events. Outside of the events, I generally don't do donation content, though I might if there is good reason.

Previous Donation Drives:

Drive I
Drive I Additions
Drive II
Drive II Additions

Here's how it works. For the first 10 artists to reply, I go into your gallery and find 3 pieces of your art to feature. Obviously, if you don't have art you don't count XD Then, you must post this meme yourself, featuring me somewhere amongst the other 10 (I don't really care where) ^^

I got the meme from  fenris49 and thought it'd be a good way to shake up the ideas that have been lounging in my head ^^

 fenris49

1) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2006423/ - I cheated, I'm featuring a whole series :P TF, BE, lactation, cowgirls, udders... Duh? What's not to like?! XD
2) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5106627/ - A really hot idea ^^ A large vulva, inflation, and sooo much fem-juice! Fenris is really good at catching all those nice obscure kinks of mine :P
3) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2235847/ - I really love pregnancy, and I'm cheating again X3 Yay hyper-pregnancy! Plus I should mention catgirls are nice too ;P

 tsula_kiouku

1) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5104702 - Saw this on her front page and was like "Ooo~ That's a pretty cool character design".
2) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3852591/ - And then I was like "Yay, tentacle-ish rape! With some particularly interesting tentacles! X3"
3) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3734578/ - I'd also like to imagine how that'll work out ;P

 wolfykool

1) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5166809/ - I think I like small towels more than I did before, now =3 X3
2) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3458388/ - Bunnies are cute, and this one seems to be no exception ^^ And she seems pretty lithe too ;P
3) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3868112/ - Although she seems to be missing a leg, I'd like to think she's missing some undies beneath that really short skirt X3

 Dark-Young

1) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1618474/ - Inflation is always nice, and honey is good, so combining them must be awesome X3 Plus I like the abdomens on insect-girls ^^
2) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1386347/ - This made me laugh. Egg-inflation is hot, and shooting them out like that is hilarious XD
3) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2060555/ - A different kind of egg inflation, but still good ;P

I would like to thank everybody for the suggestions you've made ^^

However, I have come to realize that it probably wasn't a very good idea to open them XD

There have been so many suggestions for so many different things that I just got bogged down in trying to conceptualize what to do next. There are many things I can't do. I can't make up 20 different masturbation sequences. I can't make up every variation of every type of enemy. I can't make up significantly expanded versions of what's already there.

Why?

Because there needs to be a balance between time and progress. Sure I can write up 10 different forms of rape with this one monster. However it would take me days/weeks to do so, and nothing else would get done. I take some shortcuts here and there, I don't cover every possible variation, and I avoid certain things, all so I can actually develop a playable game rather than a list of 100 different ways to masturbate (though, if someone is interested in such a list, you're free to write it up yourself ;P).

And I know, I know, I'm sure some of you will say "then why don't you let others help you write?" Well... as much as I'd like to, I can't. For one, everyone who writes would have to know the code intimately in order to know what to cover and what's viable. Second... I might not like what's written or might not think it's suitable for the game I'm trying to create. I'm normally a writer around here. I think long and hard about vast worlds and try to put them into literature in a way I think is most suitable to get the message across in the most profound way (in most cases, what would be the most arousing XP). And most of those things I don't know until I'm already working on them.

I'm not a professional programmer - I don't know my own goals, let alone know what goals to give others.

As such... I'm mostly going to be working alone at my own pace, just like I started this out as. That's what I enjoyed doing; discovering ways to solve problems and developing my own world. It might not be as fast as some people might want and it probably won't cover every little detail that every single person might want. You're free to create your own game, however.

However, that doesn't mean I'll be completely blind to suggestions. If I see many people clamoring for the same thing, I'll probably try to cover it. If someone sends me a well thought-out idea that I think is appropriate, I might throw it in. Heck, if someone happens to suggest something that particularly piques my interest, something I might have wished I had thought of before, I might attempt to work to put it in. There's some suggestions that people have made that are just like that and you'll be seeing in the future. But, don't be disappointed if I don't.

Don't take this as an insult or your own fault. I was actually quite surprised at how many people suggested something and were so quick to beat themselves up when I didn't outright accept it. I know furries tend to be people with low self-esteem, but I hadn't actually met many where it was true XD That was probably one of the hardest things to do about taking the suggestions: turning people down. I'm not omni-whatever, I can't accept everything; I can hardly accept some things.

This isn't any of your faults :P I'm just accepting my limitations and my own desires, the things that made me build the game in the first place. And I really, REALLY appreciate you enjoying the game so much that you wanted to voice your opinion/ask to see more/try to help push it along further ^^ Especially to everyone for finding all of the bugs for me! I managed to get them all gone in a single week! X3

And don't worry, I plan on pushing it further along so that you can discover more kinky naughtiness ;3

Now I'm really really tired and am going to sleep really really late >. >

Edit: lol, I wrote this too late last night and forgot to mention a couple of things. I'm not saying you shouldn't suggest things. I'm just saying that I'm no longer openly looking for suggestions. That means I'm not asking you guys to do work and thus making me feel obligated to look through them all (it'd be mean if I didn't). And in trying to look through them all and respond to them all, I was spending more time conversing about suggestions than I could with the actual coding ^^; So, I'm no longer openly looking for suggestions so I can spend more time coding and so I no longer feel obligated to thoroughly overview what everybody suggests XD

FFFFFUUUUU-

Woke up and there was a light dusting of snow. Thought "oh neat, it's our first white Christmas since we moved here". They were calling for a dusting to an inch, which wasn't too bad. Parents went out ahead of my brother and I to go to our cousins (a 45 min drive). 15 minutes later, we left.

Holy crap! There was snow everywhere and the roads were horrendous. North Carolina doesn't usually get snow, so none of the roads are plowed or anything. My brother (I was riding with him) nearly swerved off the road because some dumbass decided to come to an abrupt stop to make their turn, which they did at a snail's pace thereafter. In the end we had to leave his truck at some church because we weren't going to make it up our final hill and our dad had to get us.

Time passes and we're at our cousins. More annoying crap happens, which I won't go into, but in the end we wind up driving with our parents back home with 5 inches of snow on the road. It took us 2 hours to make the 45 minute drive. I'm reeaalllly glad my dad is awesome when it comes to driving in snow, because I woulda went off the road sooo many times if I were the one driving.

Edit: Oh, and Merry Christmas! ^^

Since it's been a while since the last journal, I figure I should give those waiting an update ^^ Especially because I know some of you really wanna know XD

I finally got my replacement video card on Tuesday and was able to get my computer running later that night. Since then, I've managed to sync the code I did in the meantime with the code I already have. I haven't tried building it yet, but I think it'll work out well. Other than that, all I need for the core of the game is to code the "invert colors" button and fix the Save and Load game buttons (everything else can come in future updates).

Once those are done, most of the work will be the "flavor" stuff. The things that basically require a lot of writing. The events, the appearance description, masturbation, sleep, etc. I want to get those 'done' before I post the game at all, with at least 2 events per explorable area. And there's 12 explorable areas >. >

While I was hoping to have it posted by Christmas, like Fenoxo's, but I don't think I'm going to make it X3 I also wanted to give out stuff for Christmas, like last year, but without a computer for the past 2 weeks, I could only do stories. I managed to get 2 finished, but that's all I could manage, much to my disappointment : / Hopefully things will be better next year ^^;

So yeah, coding is going along, won't make it by Christmas, hopefully soon though, depending on how much more gets in the way ^^

I was going to leave this until a couple weeks from now, since my computer is dead, but I realized I had a nice little coding program I can still use until then, I just won't be able to error-check for a while. Plus I wanted to bump off the last journal without deleting it xD

This may be a little tl;dr, so I'll try to section things off according to relevancy XP

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Introduction

I am in the process of making a Porn Text-RPG in Flash and am looking for suggestions/help as to what to put in ^^ (Note: there will be no images in this game; it's all about your ability to read and imagine)

I got the original idea and initial code from  fenoxo's Flash rpg. Click that link and check it out in their submissions so you can see how it works =3 Plus it's fun on its own ;P

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Details

I'm actually rebuilding Fenoxo's code from the ground up to better suit my own purposes, but they'll still get credit for the base design (plus I'll try to keep in contact so we can possibly help each other out =3). I managed to get the initial engine to work like I wanted just before my video card went kaput, and have managed to fill in some of the other basics since then.

My game will function as such, so far: upon a New Game, you will be able to choose your race, gender, and body type. So far for race I only have "Human", although I plan on at least putting in an anthro-horse race and an anthro-dog/wolf race. Possibly an anthro-cat race (not sure). And for genders I have "Male", "Female", and "Herm", with no ideas for more there. Body types aren't as essential, but they help set some initial values and give people more customization ^^

Then, just like Fenoxo's, you will have a Bag that holds items, be able to visit a Shop to buy/sell more, Sleep (which you will have to do to fend off exhaustion, a "bar" that will remain invisible for now) that has its own special descriptions, Masturbate with options on what you want to pleasure and what toys you want to use, and Explore to find new stuff and visit other towns. Plus there will be the "Appearance" button so you can have a full idea of what your character looks like whenever you're in town, just like Fenoxo's ;P

Oh, right, I'll also have towns that will be your "base of operations" and will change your Explore options depending on what town you're currently at. Different Races will start off at different towns as well ^^

There is also a Clock that will keep track of the hours of each day and the number of days since you began. At the moment I have no intention on setting a maximum on the amount of days, but the option is there to set events based upon day and time. Also, I fully intend on using it to keep track of time-based statuses. Like pregnancy ;3

I have modified the stats slightly from Fenoxo's. Strength increases your effectiveness in battle and some other minor things. Mentality increases your resistance to lust effects, for the moment. Sensitivity is double-edged; a low Sensitivity toughens you against damage, whereas high Sensitivity makes you come harder and drop your lust faster. Libido determines how fast your lust increases, and may make your lust increase over time if you haven't climaxed in a while.

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How You can help

So, what I am asking from you, the people that will potentially be playing this game, is "What would you like to see?" and "Is there anything you would like to add yourself?"

Most importantly: I need ideas to fill the game in!

In the following sections I'll describe how to submit ideas. I not sure if I will give people credit on the title screen if I use one of their submitted ideas (it'll be a bit of a hassle and I'm already doing a lot of work just inserting your ideas). But you would potentially have the satisfaction of finding your kink or idea in the game. I will also not be telling you if I have actually placed your idea in the game or not, as I think it'd be better as a surprise ;P (Although if you really need the surprise to be spoiled, I suppose I can if you note me :P).

But, I do need ideas. I have most of the base-work finished, I just need lots and lots of writing and flavor to fill the game in. Items, enemies, events, places, etc. I'll possibly be needing hundreds of each (well, some moreso than others). So help would be greatly appreciated ^^

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Submitting Items

Items are going to be one of the most important methods of giving the player control over a large portion of the game. If you played Fenoxo's, you can see how important they are. So, I hope to have quite a few in the game. So far I am considering having a contraceptive for characters with a vagina to avoid pregnancy. Other than that, I haven't thought of anything specific, yet, beyond generic "Grow your penis/boobs" or "Cause lactation for X hours".

Items fall into two categories: Consumables and non-consumables. You can buy as many consumables as you want, but you can't buy another non-consumable if you already have one in your bag. It is possible to find multiple non-consumables though. It's just the way Shops function, atm.

After those two categories, items can be restricted to certain events, such as "Only usable during a battle" or "Only usable during masturbation" and the like. Otherwise they'll be usable any time you can access your bag or give you a passive effect as long as it is in your bag (or both).

To submit an idea for an ITEM, I will require the following: A possible name for the item, a possible description for the item (what the player will see), and possible results for having/using the item, and if the item is consumable.

There's currently no limit on what an Item can do. I will be tracking factors (such as cock size or whether or not you have equine qualities and such) when they have the need to be tracked. So, if an Item can make your skin turn to scales, then I'll consider keeping track of a skin value with the option of scales (I already am, but that's just an example).

If you think it would be a good idea to tie an Item with a specific encounter or shop, lemme know.

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Submitting Events

Events are also very important. They're the things that happen that the character can't control. Currently, events occur when Exploring certain areas . Which towns and areas are available currently are unknown, but can be submitted further below.

Events can be a number of things. They can be an encounter with a friendly creature, they can be stumbling upon an ancient artifact that has some effect on the player, they can simply be finding an item somewhere. A good deal will be battling non-friendly creatures (see Enemies below). There's no limit at the moment, as this can be filled out tremendously.

To submit an idea for an EVENT I will require the following: Where the event might occur (in a specific town or exploration option), a possible description of how the event is viewed, any possible options the player might have (such as "Choose A or B" or if they're able to access their bag), possible results for the end of the event, and anything else you think is necessary.

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Submitting Enemies

I have set things up for Battle events. Beyond the initial description of entering the Battle event, everything else will follow the same guidelines, substituting things based on what the enemy is. There will be options as to what to do in the battle that I won't spoil, but you may be able to guess from what I'd need :P

To submit an idea for an ENEMY, I will require the following: What kind of location the enemy might be found when exploring, a list of possible enemy attacks (such as swinging a weapon or casting a spell), a possible layout of stats (high HP, extra tough, extra horny, whatever), a possible gender (male, female, or herm - has a penis, has a vagina, has both), the gender the enemy "prefers" (males, females, or herms), and possibly a term for their race (if they're not already a race). A description of the enemy would be nice as well, to start off the battle.

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Submitting Races

Races determine where the player starts out and what they start out with. Or they could be possible transformations or enemies (or enemies you can transform into =O). For instance, a male anthro-horse (whatever that race will be called) would start out with a cock, 2 balls, fur, a tail, and possible bonus to strength. It will also start out with a full equine affinity (the term Fenoxo uses), which will make the tail and cock be that of a horse's. The affinity value is used to keep track of transformations from one race to another.

To submit an idea for a RACE, I will require the following: A possible name for the race, a possible home-town for the race , a detailed outline of the race (specific features such as tail, genitals, etc.), and any size multipliers for the race (such as anthro-horses might be 2x normal human cock length).

A race does not necessarily need to be playable to have a home-town. It can be something a player can't choose at first, but can eventually find in a town. And a race need not necessarily have a home town, it could just be one of the wild monsters. And the races of wild monsters can/will matter most of the time.

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Submitting Towns and exploration locations

Towns aren't terribly important, but they can add flavor. Same goes for unique locations (such as Forest, Ruins, Bleak Cave, Happy Land, etc). If you would like to submit a starting race, submitting a home-town with them might be a good idea.

There's no real guidelines as to how to submit a home-town or location. Just give me some flavorful descriptions and maybe some possible events associated with exploring them (such as visiting the horse town, a drunken stallion possibly stumbles upon you room and rapes you, possibly impregnating you if you are a mare or at least have a mare cunt from transformations). Oh, and a possible name. Short enough to fit on a button, if you can :P

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Submitting Everything Else

For everything else, there aren't guidelines I know of yet, as things like specific transformations or other kinks would only require a variable to keep track of or something. I can't think of all the sexual possibilities at the same time ;P However, I also won't tell what kinks I am already covering, other than the pregnancy example that I gave, so I don't spoil possible discoveries in the future :P As for pregnancy, it will be a time-based status that will occasionally occur from certain events/items and result in a birth after a certain amount of time. Other transformations can be permanent or a time-based status as well, or even other possible "status effects" that you can think of.

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Epilogue

Whew, that was a lot XD I hope people actually respond with interest ^^; Although more might once I have the game posted so I can add more in the future.

I won't be able post the game for about 2 weeks, as I have to wait for a part to fix my computer (the one that has the Flash creator). However, I am writing the code in the meantime from memory and using a text editor so when my computer gets fixed I can start debugging/building it.

Oh, and currently I have the game currency generically named "coins". If someone has a better idea, let me know X3 Not ounces of cum or gallons of milk, though, for obvious reasons :P

Hopefully it'll turn out well ^^

Edit: I am revising this journal every so often as I write more and more code and figure things out, so you might wanna check back later for an update ^^

"You can't have sexualized loli or shota art because it looks like a little kid"

"You can't have sexualized cub art because it looks like a fuzzy little kid"

"You can't have sexualized Sonic art because it they are technically little kids and therefore cub art"

"You can't have sexualized chibi art because it looks like a little kid"

"You can't have sexualized small flat-chested girl art because it looks like a little kid"

"You can't have sexualized femme-boy art because it looks like a little kid"

"You can't have sexualized furry-on-human/human-on-furry art because it looks like bestiality"

"You can't have sexualized furry art because it's bestiality for the person getting off on it"

"You can't have sexualized art unless the character specifically agrees to being drawn that way in the picture because otherwise it's non-consensual sex"

"You can't have sexualized art because it's pornography and that's just icky"

"You can't have art because you're attempting to express an idea that not everyone else already has"

Really, this shit's fucking dumb : / Isn't it common knowledge that ideas don't necessarily have a causal effect on reality? And if you say otherwise, you are a schizophrenic that should really check yourself into a mental institution immediately. If correlation does necessarily imply causation for you, then you need to be locked away before you realize the correlation of 'all serial killers are living people, so therefore being a living person makes you become a serial killer,' or something.

I know FA's actions are in response to financial issues, but that doesn't make them or the financial companies right. And this isn't merely a slippery slope issue, this is a matter of censorship by those that control the wealth. "Never mind that there's things called rights, I can just silence you by starving you".

I stopped posting art on SoFurry simply because it had a "no humans" rule that affected me. I'd consider doing the same to FA, if I weren't not posting anything anyways XD

On a side note, a capacitor on my video card blew last night while playing Poker Night (4 players going all in, including me, at the same time is apparently extremely taxing on the game) and I have spent 8 hours since then trying to figure it out/fix it. I'm now approximately 2 weeks without a main computer (I'm using an old laptop that can't run most of the things) while I wait for the RMA. And I had been in the middle of developing a Flash fetishy rpg text game that I was making tons of progress on. Suffice it to say, I am not in a good mood.

Okies, I know I haven't been terribly active here, but I have been doing stuffs! Lots of writing and oC arts and stuff that I can't/won't post X3 But, I have come across something fun =3

I have figured out how to make TF2 in-game sprays that change according to distance from them ^^ So if you ever seen sprays of girls flashing you or something as you get closer, I can make them :P I was just doing this for fun, but I figured I could make a little profit >=3

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So, here's the deal:

You provide me with the 2 or 3 pictures you want to make the spray with (3 at most, because any more is unnoticeable). I'll re-size and crop them into the appropriate dimensions if needed and turn them into a distance-changing spray. Preferably images larger than 512x512 px, as anything smaller would have to be made larger and it looks ugly.

If you want, I can also add text or manipulate the image a bit. For instance, I can paint in boobs in place of that bikini or give that girl a nice pregnant belly. I've manipulated a few pictures this way, with the artist's permission, though I can't show them :P

In return, you give me a Hat in game =D

XD

Not exactly the most profitable of schemes, but I think it's fun :P I like hats in TF2 and I can trade them and have more fun with other stuff, etc. I don't care what hat it is (or misc slot item), as long as it's not a Swarm Parasite, Ellis' Cap, Gibus, or Halloween Mask (can't craft those or trade them for anything, really).

If you're asking for like a spray that changes 3 times + has text + to be manipulated, I may ask for 2 hats, depending on how complicated you're getting :P Other than that, as to what you can ask for... idk, just try and I'll see what I can do X3

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tl;dr details: These sprays require a few programs to create, but nothing you have to worry about. Also, if your graphical settings are too low (I don't know the exact level), your computer won't process the change and the image will always look the same to you (but still change for others). Here's an example of what a distance changing spray can do, from a quick youtube search: Example. That's about the closest distance I can make the sprays change sufficiently (any closer would only work with people that have resolutions much greater than 1024x1024). A third change can be done at 3x that distance, any more beyond that would be hard to notice.

Trading in game is simple. As for the spray, I will send you two files through MSN, YIM, AIM, or email (your choice). Take those files and put them in

C:\Program Files\Valve\Steam\SteamApps\USERNAME\team fortress 2\tf\materials\VGUI\logos

or your computer's equivalent. From there, your spray will be available to choose in game under Options -> Multiplayer -> Spraypaint image (in the dropdown box). No importing a spray or anything.

I'm kinda inspired/in the mood to write a real story. The music I've been listening to has been sparking a lot of separate ideas that I've just kinda viewed as different visualized scenes in my mind's eye and just now considered actually putting them together. I also just beat Aquaria yesterday and thought "hey, I could totally write something better than that", so I'm kinda telling myself to put my money where my mouth is XD But then I also thought about how I tend to make things in a box (like my DnD campaigns), so this time I thought I'd ask you guys, the readers/gamers/video watchers, what kinds of stuff you find most appealing in stories.

1. Fantasy or Sci Fi or a mixture of the two? Both can have very beautiful environments to be mussed around with, and I myself love some books that have combined the two elements together (sci-fi general setting with fantasy details on specific planets). So do others prefer to have pure fantasy, pure sci-fi, or like the mixture of both?

2. Which do you prefer: a telescopic or microscopic setting? These are terms I just made as I finished this journal XP A telescopic setting is one that starts out with a small scope, but grows to encompass more and more environments as the story explores it (like starting out on a single continent, growing to include the whole world, growing to include other planets, growing to encompass the whole galaxy). A microscopic setting is one that starts out with a big scope, but delves deeper into the details of different things about it (like starting out with a planet as the setting and then learns more and more about its inhabitants, history, etc.). I hope that makes sense ^^

3. Do you "connect" better with a female or male lead role? The protagonist is someone you're going to be observing most of the time, so I feel it's key that it be someone you want to read more about. That being said, would you be more likely to continue reading if it the protagonist is one gender or the other?

4. Quirky or plain protagonist? Ie, do you latch on more quickly if the lead role has some interesting superpower/ability or if they're a more relatable "human" (who's power is simply either being at the wrong place at the wrong time or simply has the desire to continue onward)?

5. Male or female secondary role? As 2, but with the people that accompany the lead role. Do you like the female tag-along more than the male one?

6. Do you find a story more interesting if it goes into rather sexual matters? Not actually to the point where the story has pornographic elements, but rather that the book isn't afraid to include what is a big part of our lives. For instance, one of the books I read had a female supporting role that was a girl who had been genetically modified to be a genius but was later further modified (by another party) to be a practical fertility goddess, basically going into heat and having to be constantly pregnant to make her genetically superior mind become more widespread across the galaxy. Or does including sexual matters turn you off from an otherwise sci-fi/fantasy story?

7. Does a lack of action for the benefit of more intrigue turn you off from a sci-fi/fantasy story? As in, if there was more thinking put into the story and things that make you go "wow, that's really interesting" in the stead of adrenaline-rushing, magic-casting, laser-pew-pewing, would you be less apt to continue reading?

8. Do you like stories more if they take unexpected twists and turns? I know sometimes a poorly-placed plot twist has turned me off from stories before ("that's just dumb"), whereas other times I remember stories more fondly because they just grew bigger and bigger after several plot twists (like my first Final Fantasy or many fantasy novels).

9. How often do you fall in love with a character from a story? Can you provide specific instances of such? Does a story stick out in your memory more if you did fall in love with a character from the story? In a good or bad way?

Feel free to emphasize any of your reasons for answering and even giving examples =3 And you don't have to answer them all, just whatever ones pique your interest, since those are the things you would pay more attention to anyways ^^

To counter the shallow weight journal, I'm going to make something more intellectual! Here's a bunch of things that I know happen kinda often in my dreams, and I was wondering how many of them others have had ^^ Think of it like a meme, I guess ;P

-Jumped/Ran across the top of the backs of chairs in a classroom/auditorium
-Ran on all fours like an animal
-Flew
-Went through the process of learning to fly
-Kinda "disabled clipping" and "fuzzed" through/into an object to avoid something bad
-Died
-Came back to life
-Woke up to find you're still in a dream
-Went all uber-mode against the bad guy with the "I know I can destroy you now, even if it means destroying myself in the process"
-Glided across the floor like socks on a well-waxed floor
-Tried to pull something/someone from the dream into the real world as you woke up
-Successfully peed in the dream without wetting the bed irl XD
-Had anthropomorphic animals
-Visited the same location across multiple dreams that is unrelatable to any place irl
-Involved a theme park, and more often a water park (even if you didn't even go to as many water parks as theme parks irl o.O)
-Recalled the same location in the current dream as having been in a past dream (and the secrets therein)
-Recalled having the exact same dream within the dream and changed the dream by knowing the info from the past dream
-Been to a different planet
-Had a visit from The Doctor
-Time traveled
-Forced time travel (no, that didn't happen, rewind!)
-Forced something/someone to appear
-Fallen in love with someone you have never met before irl (a figment of your imagination)
-Had fallen in love with that someone above many years ago and never seen since suddenly appear and remember you and ask "Where have you been?" (I nearly cried with that one ; ;)
-Been in space
-Drove a car like a crazy person
-Mixed the geography of the real world with that of a video game
-Read something that was gibberish irl
-Read something that wasn't gibberish irl
-Continued a dream after having woken up (<- one of my more recent and more awesome achievements! X3)
-Had your eyesight so blurred/dark that you tried to see so hard you opened your eyes irl (and thus woke yourself up)
-Had your throat so scratchy/muffled that you tried to speak so hard you spoke irl (and thus woke yourself up)
-Moved so fast that time slowed around you
-Forced time to slow around you
-Natural disasters threatened to kill you
-The world was on the brink of destruction
-Used your powers to stop the natural disaster/world destruction instead of waking up from fear
-Played within what you recognize as a video game, but unlike any video game you know of irl
-Played what would have been an AWESOME version of a video game
-Had a quest-like objective to perform (gotta get these gems to defeat this dude!)


Okay, that's enough for now ^^ I avoided anything like the school or home related dreams (missing class, mixing up your new home with your old one) and any sex-related dream features because they are too common/personal XD So... Have you had any of these? ^^

So with all this talk about loli/shota being banned and how many countries are making them illegal, I heard that Japan was thinking of taking such serious measure as well. To this I can only think:

Japan's economy is going to collapse o.o

XD

As many of you know, Clyx was my first story and was the reason I came to reside at FA. I have fond memories of spending days writing chapter after chapter; with the first 6 or so finished within the first week. Every extended break I had from school I churned out a dozen chapters, each very different than the last.

Eventually I started to get bogged down. Not only by the huge family whom I could barely handle (some members of which I still don't know what I intended to do with), but by the previous chapters as well. I wanted to go back again and again to rewrite what was so horribly written before. Yet, I couldn't without completely forgetting about what I was currently doing. Then it got to the point, halfway through the latest chapter, that I just couldn't continue without being disappointed with what I was going to release. I wanted Clyx to be far better than what I was doing. I didn't want to be thinking up random things to keep the story going that could also handle all the characters, just for the sake of continuing.

So, Clyx has been on hiatus for nearly a year now. I still don't know what to do with it. Chances are, you probably won't see any more of it's current incarnation. However, that doesn't necessarily mean it's dead. I truly loved a lot of the characters and I would like to see them in a more coherent storyline. What I have considered is that, someday, I will actually draw up the characters. Having images helps cut down on the amount of descriptions and prevents confusion. Now that I feel more comfortable drawing, I feel I can more accurately portray them (without being frightening). Then, I'm going to start over. I'm going to start from the very first chapter and rewrite all of Clyx. That does not mean I'm going to just use what's already been written and modify it. No. I mean to build it back up from scratch. It may even take some different routes, lose some of the characters, and perhaps gain others. I don't know. I'm nowhere near that point yet.

This probably doesn't concern many of you as Clyx barely got any views, had very few favs, and maybe 1 or 2 comments per chapter, if any. But I just wanted you to know ^^

So I went out with my parents today and it was such a beautiful day. And thanks to the cat and dog, I only got 3 hours of sleep =D .... x.x So, while I was out, I was much more "unwary" of myself and tended to stare at things I liked and didn't like. And I still haven't recovered from that lack of sleep, so now it seems like a good idea to post what I have found X3

Things that make me happy:

- Flowers ~ We were mostly flower shopping for my mother's garden and gosh did the flowers wake me up o.o They just made me feel so cheerful ^^ All the pretty colors, the sweet scents, and the delectably soft petals. I even found one I really liked, called Aquilegia. Those elongated petals are so sexy o.o I kinda wanna draw a character based on them now, but we'll see how that turns out once I've regained consciousness XD

- Silly Children ~ I just brightens my day to see a young child being silly. Not like "gee, what a friggan brat" kind of silly, but the "omg! that's so cute and innocent!" kind of silly @.@ Bonus points if the child is older and still retains that same cuteness and innocence X3

- Nice, Good-Natured Old People ~ Usually old people make me sad, because it means some day I'm going to break down and be just as helpless as them. But when they're nice, good-natured, and even cheery; it shines some hope into old age. If some people can come out being so great as them, even after all the crap life throws at you, then it might not actually be so bad after all ^^

- Girls with their ear sticking out through their long, straight, silky hair ~ OMG it's so cute! I don't really know why, but if their ears stick out like that I can't help but want to hug them o.o Not the deformed dumbo ears, of course, but the larger than average ears that would make the girl self-conscious about them being too big X3 Maybe that's how someone with a foot fetish works? I mean, I wouldn't try to hump someones ear, but if they're clean I would totally nom on them X3

- Pregnant Woman ~ They're so awesome o.o Well, most are. Not the ones where you're debating if they're pregnant or just plain fat, or the ones where you're like "How did she get pregnant?! o.O" either. But like today, while we were going through the vegetable plants, there was this cute, kinda skinny woman (not a hotty; I don't particularly like hotties, I like some cute flaws) wearing a floppy, large brimmed, straw sun hat and a black tank top. And she was sporting an ~8 month-large pregnant belly with slightly swollen breasts that was all quite easily visible and clearly outlined (I could see her belly button; so cute~ X3). She was by herself, squatting and bending over and looking at all sorts of plants. I talked with her a little bit, and she did sound a bit air-headed (she can't help if she's Southern XP), but I couldn't help but admire and adore her o.o If I was a bit more daring, I would have asked to rub her belly XD But staring was good enough for me ;P Gosh... I really get into a relationship XD

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Things that make me sad:

- Obese Children ~ I don't mean when they clearly have some sort of glandular problem; I'm talking about when it's quite apparent that the parents aren't taking care of their kids. There's "baby fat" and then there's a "fat baby". Like the 3-6 year olds that probably weigh twice as much as I did at that age o.O I can't help but pity the child and despise the parents for neglecting the kid by only feeding them fast food and cheap Walmart crap -.-

- Bulky Guys ~ The kind of guys that aren't just muscular, they have a thick layer of padding; and that thick layer applies to their head as well. They walk around like they're the kings of the world or something. This doesn't include fat guys, I've got a few friends like them, they're fun people. I'm talking about the kind of guy you'd expect to be on a football team or asking "ya wanna wressle?" Geeze, if I wanted a strong guy, I would go with a friggan hockey player. They've got tones upon tones and are hung like a friggan horse o.O (I have a friend who used to live across the hall from a bunch of hockey players in a dorm. They liked to walk around the hallway nude (the RA didn't care since it was some side hall very few people ventured down and nobody complained) and "washboard" was an understatement of their abs o.o).

- Women that don't take any care of themselves ~ Okay, there was this "recently made mother" I saw during my outing who must have been in her late teens/early twenties. She had a child that was somewhere between 1 and 2 y/o. She was... blech. It's expected to have quite a bit of weight after you give birth. But god, for the sake of peoples' visions, at least buy clothes that fit x.x She was always hunched over, her face didn't even look washed, and her breasts were literally jiggling over her bra like a couple of overpacked cases of flan. Her gut was beyond pudgy and the striped shirt she wore hung over her pants sooo much x.x Her friends that came with her were actually presentable, on the pudgy side but in a cute way with clothing that matched, so it wasn't like the girl couldn't have known better -.-

- Smoking ~ Blech blech blech blech bleeeech. I don't know what people see in cigarettes to even start. Sure it can kinda help with stress, but so can masturbation and gaming! At least with masturbation and gaming you don't end up smelling like ass x.x I also have the reflexive reaction to stop breathing whenever I inhale smoke like that (developed from building lots of fires in camp and the like =3 (fire GOOD! XD)), so I can almost always tell when there's a smoker around. It smells sooo bad and it makes me wanna cough up a lung just inhaling it second hand x.x Any cute guy/girl that suddenly lights up a fresh one is instantly and utterly dismissed and deemed "blech" in my book. I mean, I can be friends with someone that smokes, I have a few who do, but I can't get close to them. And if they're a smoking mother around they're >5 y/o children, I wanna punch them in the face -.-


tl;dr: THIS IS A SLEEP DEPRIVED RANT =DDDDD

While my original Xadera will always have a place in my heart, she wasn't a very good fursona XD I developed her in her own little world, with too much emphasis on appealing to as many of my fetishes as possible (and there were still some missing), resulting in something so complicated that even I had to look at the reference sheet to recall what was going on XD Some of the things I wasn't even interested in; I just thought they would be "intriguing" at the time. So, with more thought, here's a "closer" Xadera:

Xadera

Reference Sheet

Description

Xadera is perverted. She'll make perverted jokes, pervert things others say in her mind, and she'll often be day-dreaming about perverse things. She can be pretty outgoing, using her perversion as a method of breaking the ice, though she's also fairly private. She doesn't quite share her perversion with others, in the intimate sense. She'd rather save that for someone she really cares for. However, that doesn't mean she doesn't do perverted things. In fact, she'll quite frequently be playing with herself. Very, very frequently... Half the time she's not even aware she's doing it, driven by both habit and a fidgety nature. Sometimes she'll even focus on holding her tail so as to prevent her idle hands from venturing about (equivalent to sitting on one's hands, but in her case that's a little too close to where her idle hands would venture XD).

One of the things her hands are most frequently occupying herself with are her nipples, causing them to stand quite tall when erect.
It's even gotten to the point where she can readily induce lactation. Her breasts don't always produce milk, as some weeks her hands might find something else to play with or her mood might prevent her from doing so, but when they do it doesn't stop her. If she does continue playing with her nipples, chances are she'll milk them so much that her mammary glands will grow to meet the demand. Her breasts will expand until either the milk production matches how much she plays, or she eventually takes effort to ween herself down. In either case, much of the milk might end up in bottles in the refigerator for future use, or a bunch of it will end up being ingested as she sucks on her own nipples.

However, Xadera's milk isn't ordinary breast milk. It's a slight aphrodisiac, but that's to be expected. What her milk is most notable for is the fact that the penis of anyone who drinks her milk will temporarily grow in size and semen volume, proportional to how much they drink in how much time. And if they don't have a penis, they grow one to be grown! (The shape of a newly-grown penis varies with body-type and current mood of the ingester, including the occasional lack of external testicles) Which often leaves Xadera with a pretty hefty member.

It is unknown as to whether it's the exended exposure she has to her own milk that has caused her clitoris to be fairly large (since it grows into a big cock so often), or if it's just from her playing with it so much. It is also unknown what the effects of excessive ingestion leads too, or what second-hand ingestion of her milk might do.

And despite all her playing, Xadera doesn't actually climax too often. She usually only masturbates to full orgasm about once a week. That doesn't mean she's not horny the rest of the week - quite the opposite - but she's not usually an orgasmic-fiend. Though you may want to watch out for the weeks she sometimes is >. >

Extra Stuff

Wet?
She's no longer constantly slipping in her own puddles. Though, she still does. Playing with yourself all week without orgasm can get the juices flowing really well XD Which can often be the reason Xadera finally decides to orgasm. And to answer a related question, yes she still sometimes wears diapers to help solve the flow.

Eggs?
Her menstruation is still replaced by oviposition, though the amount of eggs and the frequency of laying are pretty random. Sometimes she'll wake up with a single egg nestled between her thighs, other times she might find moving difficult for an entire week.

Clothes?
Yes! She wears clothes. Even moreso now that she's not so wet and has to worry about two different sizes. Xadera prefers skirts and short-shorts over pants, though, and she'll avoid denim jeans if she can. Bathing suits and other skin-tight wear can be a bit of an issue, as putting her hand underneath to play with herself is a bit more obvious :P (Not that she won't wear them, but she's more keen to hold her tail XD)

Irises?
Xadera's irises are not black because they do not just absorb light. They are lit up from behind due to her wandering imagination. When she's particularly lost in thought (such as with a day-dream, or even a night one), her eyes will brighten appropriately. And if you look deep into her eyes, you can the shadows of the images that dance within her mind.

Ears?
Her ears are something she'll often be playing with. They are large and quite sensitive, and massaging them can infect her with a bit of restless leg syndrome or send her tail in a tizzy. While they normally point out from either side of her head, they can still bend back easily and allow her to sleep on them without any problems. Just don't yank on them or pierce them o.o

I have characters that climax for several minutes/hours straight and some that have to climax multiple times every hour. So, I randomly start thinking, what would happen for a character with a cock to always be spewing cum? I thought a herm would be a better subject, since she would still be able to pee when needed. And a cock versus other girl bits because I already have characters that explore the "almost constantly dripping" aspect X3 Normally I'd explore this aspect with a story, but I have too many other stories I wanna write ^^;

So, what would it be like to constantly climax with a cock? Assuming she doesn't die from the hormonal imbalance, the hormone production would adapt and keep up. The abdominal muscles would probably be uber-toned too, to keep up with the spraying. Though, they could probably get a break every now and then and just let the semen dribble out without much pressure. And over time, the testicles would possibly grow larger and larger, growing from their constant usage (Yes, I know this is mostly impossible, but I'm having fun ;P).

And then there's the obvious issues. Cum constantly oozing down her thighs, spurting back up every few minutes as it intensifies and tires for a bit of recharging. Even condoms like water balloons would only keep things clean for maybe ten minutes. Maybe even a latex suit that would seal off from the neck down so she'd still be decent and slowly get "fatter" until she went to the bathroom and opened up a release valve. Profiting off of the stuff seems kinda cliche'd, but she might work like a sprinkler for some special flowers (yes, I got that idea from a manga XD) or just walk around nude when home with "pets" that clean up the stuff. Every morning she'd wake up in a pool of her own goo, like a creamy bath that leaves her skin very soft and supple. Maybe sometimes when she's out, she just doesn't care and let's the throbbing thing gush over wherever she goes ("Hi, how are you?" "You just came all over my pants... and you still are...").

Of course, she'd get use to the sensation of constantly climaxing, probably to the point where it's just a dull warmth that intensifies a little when her muscles kick in and spew the stuff a few inches/feet further away. She'd probably have to rely on her female bits for a noticeable difference in pleasure. But, the constant endorphins and whatnot from the cock would always leave her in a good mood, very cheery, with only an occasional down that quickly dissolves.

Then, to keep up with the loss of protein and fluids, she'd probably have many meals a day. Eggs would be an easy and manageable diet. Maybe she'd have a chicken coop (or maybe a friend/mate that constantly laid eggs? XD) to keep up the supply. As before, she could "sprinkle" a crop of fruits and vegetables to help them stay fertilized and healthy. And she'd probably always be carrying a bottle of water or have some water-storing adaptation that keeps her from becoming dehydrated.

This is where my mind wanders off to and how I come up with many of my character ideas XD This just wouldn't fit in any of my current stories too well, so I put it here for people to consider ^^ Maybe you guys can elaborate on areas more, yourselves ;3

These things are taking me longer and longer with each progressive one I do, and it's just taking too long XD I'm very sorry to all of those whose requests I did not get around to, but I've pretty much found my limit. It's nothing personal, just luck of the die as to which ones I got to first. I may take requests again in the future or maybe even commissions, but through this experience I believe the best way for me to do it is only 2 at a time, so I don't have this intimidating list that makes it feel like I'm trudging rather than having fun.

That being said, I plan to go back to my original series. One more chapter of Clyx, new chapters of Kimi whenever I'm in the mood, and a new series if I manage to figure it out correctly.

Again, sorry to all those I didn't get to ^^;

Maybe my last journal didn't make it quite clear enough, or maybe people just aren't interested, but I will say it again, all alone in a new journal XD I am taking story requests! Anything that's erotic, has nothing to do with Clyx or Kimi, and doesn't include any gore or scat (including most anal). You can otherwise ask for just about anything. If you want to use one of your own characters, I will need a full description of them. I will try to keep these within the 4-10 page range, like the Kimi's have been.

If there's a lot of requests, I may have to cut it short. My watchers will get first priority, with those that leave comments on my stuff getting even more. No multi-chapters or sequels though, so I can get to other people. I will try to go through as many as I can, to see if I'm ready for commissions. Just post your request here and I may PM you for some elaboration.

Also, on an unrelated note, I spruced up Xadera's description journal for those that are interested. And no, she can't be included in any requests either XD

EDIT: Requests are closed for now, at least for a while so I can randomly order how I'll do them and actually begin doing them. If this works out well, I may do it again in the future.

1) This'll bump off the fursona sheet so my journal won't be so large on my userpage XD

2) Over the past few months, I've gained a ton of watchers. I'm too lazy to go and shout thanks, so I'll thank you all here. Thanks! XD And thanks to all those who have been watching me already, I hope I've kept up to par ^^

3) I've been told time and time again that I skimped out on the sex scenes in my stories. I thought about it and realized: I don't like sex scenes ^^; Is that wierd? When I read other stories, I just skim through the sex scenes. Same thing goes for reading manga as well. I just find all the other interesting things that go on to be much more interesting than the actual act of intercourse. Unless something special happens during intercourse (oh look, that person is bursting with milk as she climaxes!), it otherwise just seems like a given what goes on, or something >. >

4) I have run short on ideas XD I mean, I have general concepts down (Kimi turns into X, the main theme in this chapter of Clyx is Y), but I'm having difficulty filling in the rest of it ^^; Maybe it's a hormonal or exhaustion thing going on, but I still wanna write something XD So, I think I might start taking requests for anything erotic, outside of Clyx and Kimi. If you have an idea, shout it out here! No guarantees I'll actually fulfill them all, but if I do attempt any I'll have my own little system of choosing. No guarantees I'm actually going to do them, though; I wanna see if I'll actually be able to. Oh, and no scat or gore. I can sorta understand their appeal, but I don't want to really understand their appeal. And no anal either... Kinda for the scat reasons XD Which means no male-on-male stuffs, for the mostpart. Never was really a fan of yaoi ^^;

5) I still haven't figured out Xadera's colors yet ^^; I might just end up coloring her a bunch of times in different ways and see what looks good XD

6) I'm hankerin' for some DnD XD I don't want to DM, though, I just wanna play this time. And online, of course, through something like OpenRPG or RPTools, though I can do fine with just AIM Chat as well. Preferrably 3.5, since I don't have the 4.0 books (but I can get them if need be), and I prefer the customizability of 3.5 even though it's a bit hard on DMs ^^; Otherwise, I can pretty much conform to any rules, but I do like lots of variants and stuff like Gestalt. I am quite the rules whore and can maximize efficiency, even for things that aren't very good even when maximized (one of my most favorite characters wielded spellfire, whereas another specialized in illusions XD). I "have" all the official 3.5 books and can use anything amongst what is allowed. I can really get into character if the campaign is well balanced between RPing and battling, though I do tend to build characters that are self-sufficient in battle 'cause they tend to be loners ^^; If anybody would like to invite me, let me know =D

Xadera is a single character that I can say is closer to "me" and I can identify more with, something that others can look at and have a better idea of who I am. She may be overly complicated, but all my creations are XD So that's kinda a reflection of me, for better or for worse. And a lot of her is very sexual/perverted. I enjoy being perverted because it's fun and makes me happy, so I like to focus on it to counter all the sadness ^^;

Xadera has two forms, a child form and an adult form. On a normal basis, she's in her child form. When significantly aroused, she'll quite literally mature, growing into a rather well endowed adult ;3 Partially this helps to not make it so wierd when associating Xadera with sexual stuff and also because I like the idea of a loli suddenly "filling out" X3 Plus, like I said, I'm an adult when I need to be ^^

Child (normal) form

Personality

Xadera loves to be near water, in either child or adult form. She will swim for hours on end every day and relax in the tranquility of nature. She will curl up under a tree and rest her eyes, or play with the butterflies amidst the lush vegetation that tends to flourish around clean water. She is probably like a nymph in this aspect, practically tied to the water itself, preferring to stay in it rather than venture into some populated area.

However, this hermetic lifestyle also leaves Xadera rather lonely. While in her child form, inside she's somewhat melancholic and quite shy. Not that she'll let it show all that much. She'll put on a happy face and try to be cheery all the time. Sadness resonates between people, and she wouldn't want to make others sad. Occasionally, she'll even summon up the courage to actually approach someone, even if she might act a little awkward in doing so. She's smart for a child, but it'll make her more goofy than suave when the shyness muddles the mixture.

Whatever the case may be, Xadera tries to be nice to everyone. It's easy to be mean, in a way, and it's just nice to be nice. She understands that people have many different aspects, and she accepts just about everyone. Though, she'll avoid drama for the mostpart. Drama isn't very pleasant...

Physical Description

Xadera's child form is about that of a 9-year-old, though that may not be her true age. At about 3'7", Xadera's fairly slender. She has three sets of breasts, with the top pair of nipples being puffy and barely even an A-cup. The other two sets are aligned below, with the lowest about even with her belly button. Her hair descends to the small of her back, and she has long, pointy ears, like how Cheezy drew Rael's (god I love those ears), except they are slightly limp and longer, such that if she were to put her arms out to her sides, the tips of the ears might scrape her elbows.

There's a sort of mane that travels down her spine under her hair, terminating just above her tail. It's fur, instead of hair, and is extremely soft, full, and light. She has similar fur on her chest in a triangle pointed into the cleavage of her top pair of breasts, as well as some in her pubic region instead of actual pubic hair.

She has a thin tail that begins at the top of her butt-cleavage (butt-cleavage is amusing XD) and is prehensile, reaching about a foot past her feet, ending in a sorta demonic-looking spade. The "spade" is supple and can curl onto itself parallel to the tail, tight enough to crush a pencil if need be. The underside of the spade is smooth and velvely to the touch. The outerside is still supple, but has a ribbed texture, which becomes extra pleasant when curled up and used for fun <3

Xadera's vulva, even in child form, is developed and can be pleasurable for penetration during sex, should she maintain her child form for some reason. However, it is always dripping wet with lubricant. This... causes some problems. Sometimes, on the small chance that she goes out, she will wear a diaper to keep from creating a mess and drawing unwanted attention. Otherwise, if she's not near water and does not wear a diaper, she might use some "toys" or other tricks to maintain her adult form, where she's usually not as wet.

She does not normally use the diaper for any sort urination or defication, just for the sole purpose of keeping her dry and not causing a scene. Since Xadera spends most of her time in water or the surrounding flora, there's no need to wear a diaper. But, when venturig into populated areas, creating puddles of slime wherever you stand causes undesirable stares and is rather humiliating. Wearing a diaper, while embarassing, is far less embarassing than that. And the diapers are normally well hidden underneath her cloths, though she'll still blush constantly at the crunching that probably only she notices.

There is occasionally some other uses for her diaper, on the other hand. As the slickness begins to build up, things start rubbing in a somewhat sensitive kind of way... Like sticking a pillow between your legs and humping slowly with each step, it can make her a little bit aroused. Not so much that she'll grow to adulthood, but enough to engorge her clitoris by several inches. At the same time, not enough to let her testicles descend or the clitoris to flare. More often than not, the procession will eventually climax into a gentle, quite hot, ejaculation for several minutes. Even through the intense embarassment doing so causes, she'll look a bit dorky as her lower bits begin swimming in her own, warm cum with her mind reeling in orgasm. Until the stuff starts seeping out the edges and down her legs, awakening her to her predicament such that she'll run off and hide...

There is a rather uncommon chance that she might actually urinate in her diaper. This is never intentional, but instead a sort of side-effect of staying in the water all the time where you can normally just let yourself go. When her lubricant builds up, it's reminiscent being in water, and things proceed accordingly... Once she catches on to what she's doing, however, she'll run off and hide, scolding herself...

Reference Picture (click here)

Adult (aroused) Form

Personality

When in her adult form, Xadera's shyness and meloncholy falls away to the bliss of arousal. She may even actively initiate some play with others. She's so horny, logic and reason tend to disintegrate to lust and attraction. She'll especially swoon when something appeals to her tastes.

Despite her hyper-sexual behavior, adult-Xadera is very loving and is rather motherly in her affection. She'll give plenty of attention to those she is with. She is also quite the cuddler and loves to bond with others through the act of suckling. Almost like a mother and her child, adult-Xadera will wish for the best for those she cares for, even if it may not actually be beneficial for herself. Generosity is nice ^^

Though, unless she is treated likewise, she will revert back to her child form before she is done snuggling, and if she hasn't fallen asleep already, she will quickly become shy again and wholly embarassed, then quickly slinking away and hiding if possible. It can be rather awkward ^^;

Physical Description

As an adult, Xadera really fills out. About 6' high at most, her hips are much wider, her rear is nice and plump, and her top pair of breasts become massive. The second pair underneath are also large but tend to be overshadowed by the above pair, which they support. The final pair also supports the middle pair slightly, and are about equivalent to D-cups in size. All pairs will have very plump nipples and can lactate appropriately for their size, with the top pair practically gushing when triggered. When individually aroused, the nipples of her top pair can become several inches long and over an inch thick with their stiffness, the lower pairs doing the same relative to their size.

Xadera's ears become quite large, no longer able to hold themselves up and droop down to her hips, while still retaining a slender shape. Her hair doesn't grow much longer, descending only just past her shoulder blades. The fur remains the same length, if growing a bit more over the expanded surface area to maintain the similar markings. Her tail becomes much longer, reacher nearly 8', as well as growing slightly thicker overall, with the spade at the end probably doubling in size. With the greater length, she will tend to wrap it about her waist like a belt.

Her labia are significantly plumper, with the inner labia decorating the outer with a pink frill around the ripe slit. She is no longer as wet, with most of her juices keeping her sex nice and slick without wasting a drop. Her vagina is also quite muscular, akin to a dolphin's in that the muscle control allows her to really contract her vagina or even perform a sort of 'sucking' action. Whatever action it performs usually shifts with the intensity of intercourse, though she can do certain things at will if she tries.

And since Xadera is most often aroused in this state, she will be sporting a little something extra. Through a series of change, her clitoris will protrude well from her hood. If you know of Linty's Lamedh story, the way he drew the main character's clit just before pulling back the foreskin is a good example of what it looks like. It will keep growing longer, sometimes reaching two feet in length when especially aroused. At the base of the clitoris, just past the hood, a bulb will form, much like a canine knot. When the knot appears, usually large testicles will descend from her abdomen, into a stretchier portion of the anterior labia minora, creating a sac. The ball-sac can resemble much like a horse's in terms of size, shape, and thus will tend to bounce between her thighs. And just before ejaculation, the tip of the clitoris will literally crack open and blossom like a sort of flower before erupting with a tremendous amount of semen. The flaring glans may be more difficult to remove, but is still quite supple and may bend enough to wedge its way out in some cases. At this point, the clitoris looks much akin to a flower's stigma, even though it's of the opposite gender. In terms of the cum itself, Xadera will continue to ejaculate for several minutes, similar to how a boar ejaculates except with stages that are much different. I haven't quite determined how, yet, but I'm sure it'll be nice and messy ;3 The clitoris can ejaculate without flaring, should she not be aroused enough or some other issue (often as a child), in which case a tiny hole will crack through the tip and begin spraying. The stream is aptly thinner, causing the distance of ejaculation to increase proportionally.

Reference Picture (click here)
And here's another nice one ^^

Transformation

The transformation between the two forms in a normal case follows after becoming significantly aroused in her child form. First, her vulva will begin to plump. This is often quite big compared to her child-form, and will cause her bikini's, panties, and occasionally even diapers to "ride up". Usually, this serves as a warning for her to strip or change to a stretchier outfit, or else tear what she's wearing to shreds. Her clitoris will swell out of it's hood as her breasts fill out, growing taller with her tail hovering in the air for room as it gets longer. Her ears also follow behind until she finally makes up her adult form.

Cycles

The above transformation is only in the case of a normal day, outside of her cycles, without any variation in weather. The latter portion is due to her closeness with nature, and so a change in weather can cause a hormonal imbalance. The changes from such an imbalance can vary greatly, such as her breasts growing while still in her child form or still acting like a child while in her adult form. There's also some foods that may cause some reactions, though they aren't as common. Otherwise, she has two, monthly cycles, a sort of "estrus" period and a sort of "anestrus" period.

During estrus, or in heat, her child form will often find itself with aspects of her adult form. She will often be aroused, but only the higher degrees of arousal will actually trigger a full transformation, sometimes leaving her in her child form while running around with a 2-foot long erection and testicles bouncing against a heavily engorged, still dripping vulva, looking for some relief, or some other unfortunate proportions/circumstances. When her heat peaks, she will remain in her adult form for nearly a day straight. Occasionally this peak goes a little overboard and she can be stranded in a lone spot with tits too big to move and too far out of reach to milk to regain her movement or balls so large that she will ejaculate for a couple of hours straight.

During anestrus, Xader is rarely aroused, thus maintaining her child form for the mostpart. If she does happen to get aroused, her adult form will often retain some of the child-form aspects. Also, anestrus is the cause for her monthly haircuts. During anestrus, both hair and fur grow surprisingly long. Often by the end of anestrus, she'll have trouble tripping over the hair from her head, half her breasts would be covered in the sliky-soft locks on her chest, she'll have entwined her mane about her tail, and have braided her pubic fur down to her knees. Afterwards, she'll shave/trim it herself and puts the soft fur to use. Like making her own clothes, for instance ;3 The stuff is very comfortable and feels great against the skin.

She also has a yearly cycle of egg-production, a sort of replacement for menstration that doesn't happen during her other cycles. This will result in a pregnant-esque belly in either form (looking disproportionally large in her child form) and end after about 2 weeks with a day of laying rather large, hard-shelled eggs, numbering around a dozen (one for each month, give or take a few). Usually the laying itself will get her aroused enough to be in her adult form for most of the process, and if not she might be a little sore afterwards. However, these eggs are not fertile unless she has had sex within the week beforehand. Otherwise, she can get pregnant normally but is mostly receptive during estrus. Don't ask me how the children from the oviposition differ from normal birth, I don't know XD

Cycle Examples (click here)

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A couple of extra notes:

Does Xadera wear clothes?
Yes, yes she does, even though I'm too bad at it to actually draw her that way XD Xadera is quite self-conscious and will wear clothes if there's even the slightest chance she will be seen by others. She does have a few private water-holes she can freely skinny-dip in, but otherwise she has an assortment of bathing suits like one would have an assortment of normal clothes. They're store-bought and many are extra-stretchy to accomodate her transformation, though many kid-sized brands don't quite keep up ^^; She also buys a few pairs of hip-hugging denim jeans and some other sexy things for her adult form and she can survive in just an adult shirt as a child. Otherwise, she's makes stuff out of her own fur/hair. It's not as gross as that may sound, because it's similar to a sheep's wool or a worm's silk in it's usability. Laziness has been the reason to some rather fuzzy looking clothes, though XD She tends to stay away from panties in her child form, for obvious reasons ^^; But if someone else decided to dress her up in some... well, Xadera won't fight back ;P

Why so much about diapers?
Because I wanted to make it clear that Xadera doesn't wear them for the infantilism or scat aspects. To me, diapers are interesting in much the same way as latex or leather or other clothes. They give the image of a large butt and wide hips. They are also a good way of hiding sexual exploits in public while serving as a reminder of what you're doing, as well as comfort that you won't be caught. And as for the small bit of urination... What can I say? The desparation and humiliation aspects of watersports kinda intrigues me ^^; It's the dirty-ness that kinda keeps me from really liking it...

What to stay away from with her?
I really, really don't like scat. I can handle it, and I don't mind if others like it, but I don't want to be involved with it, it's too dirty. That also applies to anal. As a wise lady once said "But that's where I poop from!" or something >. > Gore is similar. While an amputee or some scarring might be cute (in a non-sexual way), the actual act disturbs me... Owwww. Not that some torture is bad, like some spanking and whatnot. Just don't get too bloody or painful ;)

DnD-wise
Xadera is pretty much Chaotic Neutral, if you wanted to give her an alignment. I love my CN characters ^^ And Xadera is kinda reminiscent of my most favorite character, one whom I had felt quite the connection to, which was a Druid. I find comfort in trees and water and animals and stuffs =3

What is Xadera?
I know, I know, most fursonas are usually a single animal or a hybrid of a few animals. But, I like sooo many animals, I just couldn't decide. And I didn't want to be completely fuzzy, because the feel of some nice, supple skin is ~<3 If you really wanted to categorize her, she'd be a... sheep, dog, dolphin, rabbit, pig, cow, egg-laying something, demon, plant, futa, horse - girl.... or something XD If you want, you can just give her a generic label of 'Fey'.

Why the child form?
Even though I'm now 23, I still think of myself as a kid rather than an adult. In fact, I don't ever want to be an adult except when I need to be for someone else, because everything feels 'new' and interesting to a child, and there's a sort of innocence. Being an adult means cementing yourself in a set way of thinking, something I hope I never do.

Why 9-years-old, specifically?
Because that was the age when I had my first crush ^^; And the crush never had a 'reality check' about how bad that relationship would have been, because the person moved away before I learned anything bad about them XD So I still kinda have the crush, actually >. >

In doing some research for the chapter I'm currently working on, I came to realize how bad Chapter 20 was XD At the time, I just wanted to fill the gap between where I was and where I wanted to be (hence partially why it's labeled "Filler"), but now I realize that it's quite a bit confusing and has so much more potential than I gave it. So, I'll be rewriting it soon, probably after the current chapter. For those of you who haven't read it yet... don't. Wait for me to get to it :P

Which brings up a question that you guys can reply to. Have you noticed any other chapters that particularly need rewriting? I know I gotta do the earlier chapters still (I got bored and stopped somewhere in chapter 4...), but other than that has there been any that were severely lacking/confusing?

This isn't another one of those "I'm lost" journals. In fact, it's almost the opposite!

I have my confidence in Clyx back and I've been taking a nice break from worrying about it to clear my mind. Once I finished the project I'm currently working on, I was going to brainstorm up what will come next in Clyx, especially with the fallout of the chapter I had planned. But, rather than me bouncing to something, I figured this would be a good point to ask you guys something:

What would you like to see in Clyx?

Think of this as a chance to request fetishes and circumstances. Just keep in mind that I won't let things go haywire and get an entire town pregnant, but don't be afraid to chime in on some strange things. The only things I won't let happen in Clyx (aside from the above) is guro and scat, everything else is fairly up for grabs for now.

Okay, so, the past few days have been riddled with headaches and loss of sleep. So, I couldn't write all the things I've been wanting to (the next Clyx, two more Kimi's, some more rewrites) and this was about the only thing I could manage to work on:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2054798/

Sex & Slaves!

Yes, it's the Sex Engine submission I had before, but much cleaner and much more interactive. That and I couldn't change the submission file for the Sex Engine anymore XD

So, yeah, as the submission states, I'm looking for input and suggestions that can be inserted. I'm rather brain-dead atm as well, so I don't know if it's even interesting :x If it isn't, please tell me XD

Not sure if many of you will care (since you either already read past them or already gave up on them), but I'm writing the first several chapters of Clyx. I'll keep updating this journal as I progress.

I have heard many people complain about it being too confusing and I can see why XD So, I'm giving the earlier chapters revisions like I gave chapter 14, only I'm not making them new submissions, just replacing the original files.

If anybody does read them, could you give me a heads up if they sound a little wonky? I re-read them as I re-write them, so some of the original mental-state blends in with my current thinking and might make things screwy.

This is actually much harder than writing new chapters, but I think it's necesssary. It doesn't matter how much the legibility has improved in the later chapters if the earlier ones are too difficult to digest @.@ Hence, future Clyx and Kimi are on hiatus for however long it takes me to do this (I won't stop until I get to a chapter that I deem was already good enough).

-Ok, I might be writing some new stuff to give me a break from constant proofreading...


Chapters rewritten so far:
The Lamia, the Short-Thingy, and Some Other Stuff part 1
The Lamia, etc part 2 (also giving these the Clyx thumbnail)
The Lamia, etc part 3
The Lamia, etc part 3.5