Hi, my name is:
Lexington Epsilon Greywinds

When I'm nervous:
Go super quiet and normally have a weapon ready, but unseen

The last song I listened to was:
Men without Hats - Saftey Dance

I have a hard time understanding:
Many things

This Morning:
I was sleeping

Last night I was talking to:
The cashier while Christmas shopping

Better name for me would be:
Lexington Epsilon Greywinds

Monday night I'll be:
Resting

My heart:
Currently undoing repairs and possible refit

I was born:
Almost 21 years ago

Are you scared of growing up old and alone?
Not really

Ever been kicked out of a bar?
I don't go to them

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?
I like to be indoors, looking outdoors

Do you like walking in the rain?
Nope

Do you like thunderstorms?
Nope

Are you a vegetarian?
FUCK NO. EAT MEAT.

Anything you absolutely could eat forever?
STEAK

What food makes you want to gag?
ANYTHING VEGETARIAN! OR VEGAN!

What is your favorite dessert?
Cake

Do you want to get married?
Maybe. I'm a gay guy who does not believe in same sex marrage. Sorry.

Do you smoke cigs?
Nope, but I would like to smoke a pipe, but only twice a year for personal reasons.

Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks?
Not on Earth

Who's the last person that came to your house?
My high school pal

Miss someone?
Yes.

How's your ex doing?
No clue. But I'm doing much better with him gone. I showed the logs of the last week we were talking and what was going to 3 different people. This responce is the best:
********: Uhmmm... Lex? I hate to ask this but how could you love this guy? He sounds like the BIGGEST PYSCHOTIC ASS in the world
********: No offense
********: But he's got some really deeply rooted psychological issues
Lexington Greyskin: He wasn't always like that, I was kindda hoping he could come out of it
********: Especially since he thinks he can pry into your business but you can't even ask him what his problems are
********: Well, it's what he's become
Lexington Greyskin nods
********: Apparently he's not the wiz at solving his problems like he thought
Lexington Greyskin: I'm actually glad he's out of my life
Lexington Greyskin: With him gone, I can really move on
********: I'm sorry if you did get hurt at all
Lexington Greyskin: I was ready for it, I could see how things were degrading was prepared for something like this
********: Well, I give you my word I would never do something that asinine or childish
Lexington Greyskin: Nor I to you, we can actually talk. That was the point I tried to make clear
Lexington Greyskin: "No. Mine, it's mine. Not yours" was the answer
********: And him thinking you were pouring a pity story on him
********: And he called you the Pathetic Child?
********: Geez, he sounds like Squall from FFVIII
********: ANd that's not good

The other responses where more or less the same.

Is there someone you want to fight?
People who are blinded by arrogance and self superiority.

Do you like someone right now?
Yes

Song playing?
None

What are you doing tomorrow?
Getting ready for Christmas

Do you know what tofu is?
Pure horrible evil that is not meat.

Have you ever eaten it?
To be fair and have my opinion have some weight, I attempt to eat it once in a while: For 2 years now, I still find it be a horrible... creation. I can not even bare to classify it as food. NOT FIT TO SUSTAIN LIFE.

Do you want to go back to primary school?
Nope.

Have you ever watched the Britney Spears movie?
Never. I'm not a Crocker-pot.

What are you doing tonight?
Meeting up with my boyfriend for the first time in months

Who did you ride in a car with last?
My mother I drove her into town

Are you tired?
Every level at 48% and rising

Who will you be with today/tonight?
Nobody

What color socks do you have on?
Not wearing socks

What color is the shirt you are wearing?
Not wearing a shirt

Do you think Barbie is a negative role model for young girls?
The newer ones, yes.

Does your family own any boats?
Thank god no

Do you have any interesting bruises or scars?
One scar on my forehead

Where were you when 9/11 happened?
Just waking up for school

How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
20mins

The last text you received on your mobile was from?
My mate Aqwers

http://www.myfursona.com/user/LexingtonGreywinds

Yeah, I think I'm getting to like this.
Just started though
And the old journal needed to go away

I have completely forgotten who I stole these from...
I think from formyyaoi and Kuya


Gay Meme First
1. When did you realize you liked boys?
Approximately around 16-17 years old


2. When did you first kiss another boy?
I don't remember the day... just the moment

3. when was your first time?
Still a virgin

4. top/bottom/switch?
I am more a bottom subbie, but I am capable of top

5. is your fursona gay?
That would be an accurate statement.

6. Do you have a preferred body type?
Not really, compatabiltiy of personailities and being able to talk without fear are more important the exterior design.

7. Have you ever had a crush on a straight guy?
Nope

8. Celebrity crushes?
Nope


9. Furry crushes?
Yes, many


10. Dick, butt, balls or other?
Who's attached? o.o

11. Shaved or not?
Error. Unable to reply, question is recoginsed as a paradox, rejecting inquery and proceeding.

12. Any particular kinks?
Handcuffs, collars and leashes... I love to be in all of them and let my partner have at me. <3
This one is also interesting for me because I am a machine... but I don't often go for other machines. o.o Most of us machine fur's are incompatable with eachother... Odd.

13. Fav Porn Comics?
Hmm... not sure I read any.

14. Would you consider doing it with a girl?
Error. Unable to reply, question is recoginsed as a paradox, rejecting inquery and proceeding.

15. Have you done it with a girl?
Cyber yes, phyiscal world no.

16. Do you ever do anything stereotypically flaming?
I have a tendency to do that limp wrist thing, but only on rare occasions.

17. Do you try to act 'straight' around non-gays?
It's different for me, I do not need to act. Gay-dar's don't pick me up.

18. Are you 'out' to your family/close friends?
Family, no, a few friends know.

19. Who was the first gay fur artist you encountered?
Frank Gembeck

20. What is a 'must have' in your porn?
Furry, duh... for anything else, not sure

21. Do you ever daydream/have personal fantasies?
Yes

22. Do you have a fur species besides your own character
Nope, I am only Lexington Epsilon Greywinds

23. Do you know any gay manga/anime you could recommend to folks?
Don't have any!

24. How many gay friends do you have?
A few

25. Do you own any sex toys?
Yes


26. Are you circumcized? Do you prefer cut or uncut cocks?
Nope, dunno

27. Rough or Romantic?
BOTH!


28. Anal/Oral/Jackoff/Frottage/Other ?
All are alright with me :3


THE SECOND, TMI Meme

1. Guys and/or Girls?
Guys! Well... and girly bois

2. What turns you on, furry and real life?
While it is difficult to say what is a turn on in those areas, I would have to say both.

3. Dominant, or Submissive?
I'mma subbie girly wolf...

4. What gets you the most randy? (i.e. a long workout, or some kind of smell/taste)
I'm not Randy, my name is Lexington o.o

5. What are you most likely: The Romantic, The Pervert, The Whore
Romantic X3

6. You like fore-play, or just get straight to it?
I like to fore-play.

7. What's your #1 thing to do before sex?
Get to know the person, cuddle the person, know thier favorite color.

8. Do you do it clothed, or butt-naked?
Depends on the outfit, but usually it somehow gets to butt-naked o.o

9. Lots of noise, or keep quiet?
I'm very vocal... either with moans, calling out to my partner... often times having a full conversation. >>

10. Where would you want to have sex at? (excluding the bed)
Somewhere somewhat private, just me and whoever. Someplace comfy.

11. What's your favorite position?
Dunno... bound to something?

12. Any kind of fetishes at all?
I love to be dommed, being put in handcuffs... does that count?

Thanks to my Programmer, I have a couple new art pads. And I will be doing quite a bit of work with them.

Not sure why I am doing this here. I think it's because it's the only journal which is not monitored by a lot of people. Normally I would put this on LJ, but for reason I will not disclose, I can't bare to write there. I may even abandon that journal anyways. It's been seven hours and I'm still in as much pain from when the discussion took place, almost a daze even. And I cannot understand why. How one simple fact could just make a piece of your heart feel as if it has imploded and lost forever.
I feel more alone than ever before.
It's a terrible empty pain that for me I can barely express. I just go on without a change in my actions or exterior mood. Expressing something like this I can only do in writing, yet even then it confuses me and hurts still.

Well, as anyone who's seem my stuff here or anywhere knows... it's mostly sucks. I can't color worth crap! And being out of Job Corps I've been hunting for a... job. Figures don't it? In any case, I've also been looking for a place to help with my favorite media, the color pencil!
I ALWAYS GET SO JEALOUS OF THOSE WHO CAN COLOR!! ><
I shouldn't, but I do, so I found a place that teaches for free and to anyone who just drops by.
Just one small demonstration and I can already tell a difference in it. I'm not sure I'll up load anything I've done in the past 10 months I've been away. Meh... we'll see.

*Beep* Beginning final transmission, communication will be unavailable until I arrive back in home space... I have enough supplies to last at a low consumption rate for these last 12 days. I apologize to all whom I was not able to inform personally of this. I had been kept so busy with school that I barely planned for this. But thankfully with the extra work I've put in my studies, I will be completing and graduating on time. I hope we'll meet up again when I return home and return to full operation status.
That is all. This is Lexington Epsilon Greywinds
Signing off for now.

Stolen from formyyaoi
1) Name: Lexington Epsilon Greywinds
2) Name Backwards: sdniwyerG nolispE notgnixeL
3) Were you named after anyone?: No, I took my last name after Darius Greywinds, he's my adopted fur-father ^^
4) Does your name mean anything?: No that I know of
5) Nick Name (s): Lex, Lexie, Fluffy, Darnyou, Silly
6) Screen Name (s): LexGreywinds, Xanaiden, robowolf
7) Of Birth Date: Jan 25, 1988
8) Place of Birth: Billings Montana
9) Nationality: American
10) Current Location: Nampa Idaho
11) Sign: Aquarius
12) Religion: Catholic, officially
13) Height: 5, 11
14) Weight: 300
15) Shoe Size: 14 1/2 w
16) Hair colour: black
17) Eye colour: brown
18) What do you look like?: Erm... like me?
19) Innie or Outie?: Bothie
20) Righty, Lefty, ambidextrous: right
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: I've been trying to settle on an answer on this for year, and today I have a definite answer, my sexuality is- OMG, IS THAT CAKE!? Brb, I gotta get in on some of this cake!
22) Best Friend (s): Darius, Wanda, Wolf, Scynt, Naq, Raust, Tony, Kyle... List goes on
23) Best friend you trust the most: Each one I trust
24) Best friends of your sex (): Darius
25) Best friends of the opposite sex: Wanda
26) Best Bud (s): I don't do bud, thank you, keep your drugs to yourself.
27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: CAKE! COME BACK WITH THAT CAKE!
28) Crush: CAKE CAKE CAKE CAKE CAKE CAKE CAKE CAKE
29) Parent (s): Mother, Programmer
30 Worst Enemy: Time
31)Favorite Online Guy (s): All mentioned before
32) Favorite online Girl (s): Wanda
33) Funniest friend: Hmm... dunno
34) Craziest friend: Kyle
35) Advice Friend: Anyone whom I trust
36) Loudest Friend: That dwarf guy down the hall in to dorm
37) Person you cry with: *blushes and suffles his feet* It only happened once, just as I was getting ready to leave for this hell-hole Job Corps

Do You Have ...

38) Any sisters: No
39) Any brothers: Yes
40) Any pets: Yes
41) A Disease: no
42) A Pager: Arn't those all dead now? They should be...
43) A Personal phone line: Nope
44) A Cell phone: Yush
45) Lava lamp: Too 70's for me
46) A Pool or hot tub: Nope
47) A Car: Nope

Describes Your ...

48) Personality: Talk to me, I'm open on all IM-thingys, I am shy at first...
49) Driving: Careful, exact, easy going more or less
50) Car or one you want: A working one of my own
51) Room: I miss it...
52) What's missing?: Me
53) School: Completed high school and now attending Job Corps
54) Bed: Not really mine
55) Relationship with your parent (s): Good, we respect each other
56) Believe in yourself: If I did not I would be dead
57) Do you believe in love at first sight? Not logical... but since when is love logical?
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Yes
60) Get Along with your parents: Of course
61) Save your e-mail conversations: Yes
62) Pray: Sometimes
63) Believe in reincarnation: Recycling should not apply to this
64) Like to make fun of people: Not really, but the cleaver pun does arise
65) Like to talk on the phone: I likevoice chat in YIM or MSN
67) Like to drive: Yes
68) Get motion sickness: Not often, but when too hot and already have a headache or someone smokes in the car, yes
69) Eat the stems of broccoli: I don't even eat that stuff to begin with- NO!
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: When dipping
71) Dream in Color: Yes
72) Type with your fingers on home row: Nope
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: Companion Cube <3

What Is…?

74) Right next to you: My Companion Cube
75) On the walls of your room: Paint, this place does not allow you to put things on the walls
76) On your mouse pad: Laptop, built in mouse pad thingy
77) Your dream car:
78) Your dream date: June 21, 2161
79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Someplace warm, surrounded by trees with a view of the ocean in the distance with the moon setting over it slowly and we turn we see the vast expanse of city lights and road ways...
80) Your dream husband/wife : one 18.25 ounce chocolate cake mix, one can prepared coconut pecan frosting, 3/4 cup vegetable oil, 4 large eggs, one cup semi-sweet chocolate chips, 3/4 cup butter or margarine, 1 2/3 cup granulated sugar, 2 cups all purpose flower, don't forget garnishes such as: fish shaped crackers fish shaped candies fish shaped solid waste fish shaped dirt fish shaped Ethel benzine pull n' peel licorice fish shaped volatile organic compounds and sediment shaped sediment
candy coated peanut butter pieces; shaped like fish.......

81) Your bedtime: When I get sleepy
82) Under your bed: Empty suitcases
83) The single most important question: What if?
84) Your bad time of the day: Morning
85) Your worst fear (s): Being abandoned by all whom I love
86) The weather like: Cloud-y-ish
87) The time?: 6pm at the time of this question
88) The date? Sunday, April 20th 2008
89) The best trick you ever played on someone: Porn in a school bullies power-point
90) The weirdest food that you eat or drink: I don't know what it was, didn't ask, didn't want to know, but I liked it
91) Theme Song: http://youtube.com/watch?v=tgPknz39MR0
92) The hardest thing about growing up: When school comes between you and one you love
93) Your funniest experience: Each time Kyle said "Are we having fun yet?"
94) Your scariest moment: *points to the above*
95) The silliest thing you've said: Ask my Programmer >.>
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the things you want: Sneak onto a charter bus in Vancouver, pretend I'm supposed to be there and wind up in Seattle. DO. NOT. ASK.
97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend (s): We lit a garbage can of gas on fire, it melted the can and nearly set the whole mountain ablaze and all we had was a cotton blanket to fight it with.
98) The worst feeling in the world: Being truely alone
99) The best feeling in the world: Being needed, being useful, being loved
100) Who will you tag: The second person who reads this.

I dunno, I suddenly lost all drive to really draw or build in SL.
I'm not sure what happened. I've no clue what I did wrong, but I've hurt someone I didn't mean to and certainly someone I would never want to. It's a cold feeling, when this happens, and knowing there is little you can do to try make up for it when they won't even talk...
All I can do is wait, and continue to be open should they choose to make contact again.

I ordered myself a Companion Cube.... >.>
I had to... I really had no choice. It had to become mine ^^;
And my flute should come this week as well :3 Wow, I seem to have gone on an Internet buy spree. o.o
I've been sketching out some concept ideas for a newer fursona design for Lex. And, finally, a standardized boots for myself. If anyone would care to flip though all the old pic here in my gallery, you'll see he's had different boots nearly in each one. I never had a set form for them so each time I started to draw they'd change.
Ah well, sleepy restful weekend thus far. Dammit I wish I had a scanner to upload things >.<

Just trying to keep this more up to day as well as my LJ.
I really wish I was not so damn shy, it's silly but I find it really, really hard to post to simplest of comments to others. I worry too much, I always worry to much. It's hard to meet others when you're so quiet. Doesn't really matter I suppose, I've got a long while to get over this.
Happy Easter to all who read this! ^^ May you all find eggs somewhere that have been hidden and candy bunnies for all! X3

I've had a connection here in Idaho in January but had totally forgotten that this place had a journal thingy here as well. Well, in any case, I'm on down here in the dorms now these days. Things here at Job Corps as going as smoothly as they can get here.
I just wish I had a scanner here =/
I've tried to keep up my drawings the best that I can, but time and privacy holds me back slightly. Combined with not having a scanner... it be some time before I am able to upload anything here that is hand drawn. Pictures I take or screen-shots of SL will be all that shop up under here for now.
For a while now, since I've been pretty much separate from it, I've been wanting to get in touch with my 'furryness' and the community more than I have. It's one of those moments you don't really know how much you miss it until it's gone.
Ah well, I'mma gonna try and be more active here, as much as I can be as well as other places.
I'm open to IMs on the screen names listed here as well.

Hiyas! Lex here. I've been here at Job Corps little over a month now... and I've descided I don't really like it here. They are changing all that I came here for. I was hoping to get my A+ certifcation, but they seem to be phasing that out. Without being able to earn that here there is little point in my staying other than my driver license. So after I get that, me staying here all depends whether they keep the program or not.
Other than that, I'm doing alright. It is lonely without an internet connection. I've been glad to have this one week to at least check my e-mail and make this post. I am working on getting a connection of my own so I'll at least be partly happy here if I choose to stay.
I miss you all, my friends...
As soon as I am able I will return to something or normality.
Take care everyone

Woo! My LJ is blocked here, but I can just BARELY get here! I shall have a full update tomorrow as I don't have time to write all thats been going on here

Took me a moment to figure it out again...
Well anyways, I've seen this around here in many places so here it goes.

ASK ME ANYTHING!
And I will answer.

~Lex

Well, I got tagged
Bands you should check out:
1. The Aquabats
2. The Blue Oyster Cult
3. The Feeling

Songs you should hear:
1. be human
2. Blümchen - Heut Ist Mein Tag
3. Dont_Fear_The_Reaper

Books you should read
1. Drivers handbook if I ever want to drive...
2. All Douglas Adams

Manga you should read:
1. FullMetal Alchemist - FANTASTIC!
2. Ghost in the Shell - I think the technology shown here really is not too far off...
3. Cyborg009 - My first manga series, one of the best
4. One Piece - Read this, you'll see just how badly the show was raped...
5. Zatch Bell - This inspires me in so many way.

Shows you should see:
1. FullMetal Alchemist - Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return, to obtain something of equal value must be lost. That is alchemys first law of equivalent exchange.
2. Big O - Giant Robots, android playing the piano, mass destruction... YES!
3. Scrubs – Greatest show EVER

Movies you should watch:
1. Bicentennial Man - A story of a robot and his 200 year journey to become human, the first movie to ever make me cry.
2. ALL the Star Trek films - 'Nuff said!

Games you should play:
1. Halo - Any and all games
2. Chess - A true classic
3. Find the saltine - If you watch Scrubs, you know what his is

Foods you should try:
1. Sushi made in Japan
2. Something good

Drinks you should try:
1. Something with alcohol that doesn't make me sick
2. Coffee from Starbucks
3. A ‘real’ milkshake

Places you should eat:
1. In another country
2. Outer space
3. Someplace nice

Places you should go:
1. Brittan - There's someone I want to meet there.
2. To bed about now…
3. Outside the solar system

People you should meet:
1. Laura Pirrazzo
2. A Star Trek starship captain (not Janeway)
3. Mark Overbaugh – again :3

Things you should do:
1. Break my caffeine addiction
2. Lose weight
3. Live forever

Things you should waste money on:
1. A friend
2. More wolf plushies

Desktops/Laptops you should buy:
1. A new desktop to fit my needs when the time arrives
2. A new lappy to fit my needs when the time arrives

Programs you should buy/download:
1. Windows Vista - when is becomes more backwards compatable
2. Star Trek Legacy
2. LOTS of video editing programs

Colors you should paint your living room:
1. Something cozy

Colors you should paint your bedroom:
1. Paint? I'd like solid metallic walls with blue light strips along the ceiling

Names you should name your kids:
1. Boy – Lexington, Darius
2. Girl – Rosalie, Alicia, Wanda

Names you should name your pets:
1. Zero-Zero-Thirteen
2. Depends on the pet really…

Things you should look for in a mate:
1. Compatibility
2. Loyalty to each other
3. So much more

Advice you should pass on:
1. Stand up and move forward
2. As long as there are dreamers who have the courage to pursue their dreams the world will have heroes. And as long as there is a thirst to discover the unknown there will be new stories to tell and new adventures to be had.
3. Treasure the moments you share with your friends and loved one, because there is a time, when such moments will never come again.

You are tagged if you have read this!

This thing has been done by so many people here... BANDWAGON TIME!!

(-) means I don't like it
(+) means I do like it (more than one + means it's a fav of mine)
(o) means indifferent/undecided

Anal (+)

Breasts (+)

Breast Expansion (-)

Bondage (++) Light stuff... being handcuffed to a bed... <3

Clothing (o) Aren't they supposed to be off during this type of stuff?

Leather (+) Leather collar... leather leash...

Stockings (o)

Shoe/Boots (o) I take mine off, but if things aren't moving fast enough I suppose they'll stay on

Muscle *Male (-) I seem to like normal or other femmy guys

Muscle *Female (+) I love strong dominate females...

Herm (-)

Fur (++) Duh :P

Babyfur (---)

Transformation (o)

Macro (-)
> I don't see anything for these.
Micro (-)

Impregnation (o)

Pregnancy (o)

Lactation (+) Moving on...

Vore (---) Not a fan

Paw (++)

Foot (o)

Suit and Tie (-) What? Is this what happens when this is the only was pay your lawyer?

Incest (--) No.

Yuri (F/F) (o)
Yaoi (M/M) (---SUPER--)

Sissy Boy (++) I am one of sorts...

Mind Control (--) This seems alot like rape...

Rape (--) Whaddya know!

Uniform (-) What is this foolishness? More clothes on during smex?

Orgy (--) I am loyal to only one.

Subbing (+++) I love being sub... for any female it's like I come pre-whipped :P

Domming (+) Sometimes I feel like it...

Biting (o) Love bites only... otherwise it's a defensive thing

Cheesecake (?) What...? I'm not sure I'd like to know...

Solo Masturbation (+) Oh look, porn...

Watersports (--) Hell no

Glasses (o) Meh, doesn't matter

Tentacles (-) Creepy...

Oviposition (?) I'm not google-ing ANY of this...

Masochism (?) No clue

Sadism (-) Scary...

Cub (-) Eww...

Multiple body parts (o) Depends I guess...

Expansion/Inflation (--) No...

Partial Nudity (+) I like doing it sometimes...

Gore/guro (----) No!

Snuff (---) I seem to be having trouble finding a better was of saying "Hell no, fuck you!" .... Actually, that works very well.

Zoophilia (-) Moving on!

Electricity/e-stim (-) Huh?

She-males (-) Error...

Cross-dressing (+) Okay... I'll wear a pink frilly thing... sometimes.

Skunk spray (-) No

Oral (+++) Murr....

Cybernetics/biomech (+) Being a synthoid myself....

Asphyxiation (----) See snuff

Fat (+) Rude way of putting it, but yeah.

Public (o) Nothing major... a cuddle or kiss, smex is private and should be kept as such.

Yeah, long time, no upload or journal entry. I have just now fixed one of those problems and I am currently working on a new drawing! I should have it up... soon I guess...

I feel as if I should up-date here.
I have so much to say, feeling and thoughts I wish to share... yet have no words to.
School's been going alright I guess, with me fighting a cold I've gotten.
I've also been spending even more time on Second Life.
I guess thats it... rather lame update...

~Lex

Greetings. My name is Lexington Greywinds. Yes, I know, the name Xanaiden shows up at top, but my name is Lex. I got this a test account to compare the differences between this and my old gallery and I think this better. It seems it won't let me get a different account here under the name LexGreywinds though. Oh well, I'll stick with this for now.
Basically:
Hi! I'm new, forgive me and my newness for now!