She does nice stuff!
Check it out here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60790204/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60790204/

Been a bit through the last journal. I haven't really posted much here due to what I can only describe as brain stuff.

I can say I'm doing good though. Had a big event recently and its only catalyzed further growth for me. Its not the direction I expected it to go in, but I'm quite pleased.

If I start uploading again, expect some changes.

But we're still us - the core that was in me when I first started up here is still kind of present, but metamorphosed and evolved.

In a way, its something old and something new, but I will be me now more than ever.

Birthday time, hooray.

A milestone even - but I'm not telling~

Updates!
So, first of all, I've been DJing a bunch, both on Twitch/SL and some IRL
You can find me here https://www.twitch.tv/azaleathewitch
And I post mixes here https://www.mixcloud.com/PlaceholderPigeon/ - I do mixed genre dance music (trance, psy, hardcore, future funk, house, etc!)

Second: I've been focusing a lot on the character of Kaiko, who is a personal alter/aspect who represents a lot of parts of me that I had masked before, being autistic, awkward, focused and intense. But I'm trying to develop that more. She's going to get a ref update and some new styles!
I haven't posted much of her because shes not very furry but fuck it I should anyways so I'm gonna put up stuff I missed.

I'm really bad at posting in general, I'm sorry!

I'll be there, doing registration as usual. Of course wearing Azalea badges when I get em.

Say hi if you see me!

Discord got my email back~

Now, how do I prove to everyone its legit?

LinaMonster#9287 is the new one

Please remove it!

So. Yes. Plural. Azalea is too, in a way too.

It turns out that the characters who I made to explore parts of myself (Lina, Kaiko) ended up becoming the best road to self expression.

Combined with my transition and identity and expression shift it all fits.
Having depersonalization, being separated from my emotions and feelings and have to act and fill that out, and then that coming back and reconnecting and having to put it together.
The part that got me through that stage cant do it alone, and post dysphoria, the feelings are there, but they are not integrated.

I found myself being split - dom, sub, goth, fairy styles, demi, lesbian, pan, bi - everything, but not at the same time. And having arguments with myself about what to say, what to write, to avoid being rejected, to the point where I would collapse and cry.

Thanks to friends and a long time of thought i decided that maybe theres at least some aspects in there.
I dont switch, and its more like a mindlink connection than anything. But its not singularity either.

So far there's four
Kaiko - host, main front, the rational goth, stylish but cold. The part that got me through pre-dysphoria times. Serious minded, logical. Domme
Lina - That ghoul. A lot nicer now. Wants attention, playful, more direct. Still part and not a full aspect. Into food and drink and such.
Kimani - Inner child. Aspirational and loving
Isabella - Exile/Awkward goth. Artistic, but sad and failure prone. Gets frustrated.

Anyways, it works for me, that's all I care about, but i think this might be helpful.
Thanks for reading

If you dont get it, dont worry, not much will change. We like being Azalea too.

WE're a system now, FWIW
more details soon!

So, its been awhile since I put one of these up. I've been through a lot!

New job is going well and theres a lot of changes happening:

Item number one on the docket
I am officially trans and transitioning! Took way too long but I'm on HRT and I'm going through with it, because I will not be happy any other way.
Everyone in my life has been accepting and understand, its been really nice.

I should have done it a long time ago but I had to go through a lot of things to figure out. While I thought I wasn't really dysphoric, I had depersonalization and other feelings that caused me to feel like nothing.

But I'm getting better at expressing myself, slowly. rebuilding the identity that I buried. Days are up and down, especially do to estrogen, but im positive about the future.

Second thing:
As a result of this, I'm wanting to express my identity and personhood more.
And my tastes have changed stuff. I'm still into similar things, but I'm a lot less into...random sex? I guess. Maybe my horniness will level off further into the transition.
So I'm doing some character changes.

Xaxoqual will still be around, but I don't think she fits me as my main character anymore.

I will be having the goth witch klipspringer Azalea as my new main/sona, as her design and character feels much closer to what I want to be.

I hope ya'll like her, she's really important to me
I've put a lot of work into some of my other characters and expressing my personal feelings and struggles - Kimani, Kaiko and Azalea - and I will be putting out stories and vignettes about their character arc and the world they're in. I will hopefully be releasing more things because I want to be better at getting stuff out there, I've been very shit tbh.

Feel free to ask any questions about such and her in the comments

thanks for reading!

Wtf is time
It goes too fast!

Hi
So I havent posted here in awhile.
I feel a real inetia to do it and its dumb and frustrating. I cant form it into words but its there.
Ayways, I get a feeling of meaninglessness that hangs around like a malaise. Like all the character projects I did is just facile superficial stuff and its pointless, and nobody cares.

But I want to post again. And interact.

So..this is selfish, but i'm going to own it some. I do like the attention and stuff.

So, does anyone still care of have interest?
You can even just post who and what you miss seeing! Im fine with that too. Anything is okay

Thank you

Updating this for a new time.

This is just to have a pool in case I want to have a partner character for mine in a pic maybe.

Just want some charas to pull from for pics maybe
If you have some large female or herm charas that want to be fucked or bred by a big ram (or maybe a Skunk or Dragon)
leave some refs here.
My kinks are all over the map so extreme stuff may be possible

Adrian: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/20878790/
Carmilla: https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....0638/Carmilla/

Also useful:
how submissive
kinks?
breeding/preg ok?
any other useful info

Bday in 3 days, and the end of the year finally

Bday in 3 days, and the end of the year finally

 kotecfaction is doing one here, check out their work!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35899631/

Thinking about Vignettes, any characters you all would like to see me write stuff on?

Figure I might give it a whirl, put in a question and I'll try to answer!

Was away for family stuff, sorry! Will be back on doing bios tomorrow

If anyone was still interested take a look at the idea suggestion thing!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9237571/

**If you want to, please share this journal! I could use the signal boost!**

Okay, so I'm going to continue wrting the bios! I didnt get any response before, so I'm going to ask again - does anyone have any characters they'd like to learn more about? Karla and Isabella are probably next

Secondly, I want your ideas or suggestions for stories!
So if you've all had things you've wanted to do to or with my charas, feel free to suggest! I will probably take a few but who knows, it may depend on the response.
It doesnt need to be complex, just a basic seed of an idea is fine!

If interested, you can comment below, or if you're embarrassed about it, notes are okay too! (please title it something like (story idea)

Ground Rules (nothing special, but I need to cover them)
1- I will take a few ideas and write some stories about them. I reserve the right to pick which I want, please dont grumble if yours dont get picked.
2- Ideally they will include at least one of my characters and one of another character, yours maybe. Cartoon characters and R34 characters with them is good!
2A - If the character is not yours, and is owned by someone, I expect you to have permission. I'm not going to get in shit over permissions.
2B - Overly complex ideas will be rejected, keep the scale and the number of characters to something manageable.
3- I am quiite content flexible, but it needs to be something that is acceptable to post on FA! Generally I will be better at subjects that my characters already are into, but I can branch out if you've had something burning for awhile.
3A - If you're not sure, you can ask on notes or look at my F-list: https://www.f-list.net/c/xaxoqual
4- They will be posted - I respect the desire for privacy but it does me no good in building up a story portfolio if I can't show the story off! I expect you to post them and share them yourself at least a bit.
5- I'll try to work at a good pace but don't rush me, nothing would make me want to stop like being pestered about if the story is done yet.
6- I may ask you for feedback or if you want changes, but don't take it for granted. Consider it a gift, not something I owe you.
7- If something happens, or sours me on things I reserve the right to stop working on the story. This likely wont happen but you never know.
8- If you dont have a specific idea and you just want to share something you want to see me write in the future, or a character to feature more of, that's fine too!

That said, part of my interest here is that I want to see the naughty stuff people have been thinking about my characters and want to see realized! I'd be happy to try to please those and make my characters do what you like, even if it is just a non sexual lovey dovey romance scene!*

*Within reason of course.

TL;DR: Give me story ideas or suggestions! But please check the guidelines.

Thanks for reading!

Hi all!

So I decided that Bird and Skunk Xax are going to be sort of two differnet characters. Either they were two people pretending to be the same person (think The Prestige) or something like alternate universe characters who might meet.

Yep, thats prolly what I'm going with

Since I've been thinking about bios and characters and poking at various stories, I've noticed that a lot of people have an affection for Xax as a bird/pigeon. Even though I changed to skunk I feel like I want to make use of that form as a character, because I like seeing people enjoy her. But I don't want to go back and undo the changes of Xax - my fursona itself is a skunk now.

Maybe a slightly different profile or identity as a standalone character might be good, what do you all think? Any other ideas or suggestions are good!

Edit: Is Bird Xax fine then?

So in the process of thinking about writing, it turns out that really nobody knows as much of my characters as I thought!

This isn't anyone's fault but mine really: I've had lots of thoughts and ideas about character stories and plots, but I haven't really expressed them much in actual artwork or content. So its no wonder they seem a bit blank.

To solve this issue I'm going to be posting a bunch of little biographies about my various characters, starting with one of Xaxoqual herself!

So stay tuned! And if you have any particular questions or interests in certain characters, feel free to share them in the comments!

This is just an interest check for now, though I'll keep peoples thoughts in mind:

I've been thinking about writing on the side, since I have a lot of ideas and a good amount of time lately.
But i'm not super confident in how good it would turn out or how my output rate would be.

I'm thinking about trying to do a limited number of free/request stories for people, likely with my own characters involved? Short ones, probably sexual, nothing too complex, with the exchange of feedback and patience with me since they are just requests.

*Also It'd have to be shared because I would want to get the word out. And I'd probably limit the range of potential ideas to things I'm into - like stuff in my gallery. It is a freebie after all.

What do you all think? Would you all be into stories with my characters maybe?