Hi fuzzballs,

I'm in search for 2 people for my room for fwa 2017.
Would prefer close friends, someone to get to know or a couple as it would be bed space.

-April 5th-April 10th
-Double bed
-Bed space
-$150 per person
-Fursuit friendly
-21+ preferred as alcohol will be present
-Clean and modest, friendly.
-Laid back.

Please let me know :3

I'm coming back after 3 years.
I'm excited to be back in the windy city and Bringing my girlfriend along for her first MFF.

Rooming with his buddy Genesis and my duder

Show me what's up, Chicago.

Hello all,

Sorry for not being as active ^^
I just moved to the Pacific Northwest a week ago and started my new job. I'm loving it here and I feel it's gonna help me alot better from a mental state of mind.
I am temporarily living with my buddy and his bf .
After that gonna be moving in with my buddies zazzy, oven and dipper. I'm excited and look forward to what's t.o come


Anyways I am currently seeking a roommate or two for BLFC 2016 in Reno, NV.

-May 11th (check in)
-May 16th (Check out)
-Bed space (shared with you're truely)
-No creepers, thieves, smelly furw
-I will be selective on whom I would let share a bed with.
-Easy to get along with myself and roomies
-able to follow the simple rules.
- Share would be $140.00 for all the days of con, but could be cheaper if we go with a 5th.
Contact me here, on twitter ( @ChewyTobacco) or telegram
( chewyxbreakdown ).

Let me know and look forward to seeing many of you

Hi there,

So I'm getting closer to my move and I can't be anymore excited.
Currently my friend has offered me to crash with him for a temporary time but we're looking into getting a place and currently looking for roommates. We're aiming for a 3-4 bedroom house in the Lynwood/Mountlake Terrace/North Seattle area. We're gonna be selectI've on whom we wish to live with so please don't be offended. This woby be until JUNE 2016 (when his lease is up) is when we'd move to a bigger place. We're both pretty open people and very friendly/approachable.

Please let me or Oven know if youre interested.

Requirements.

-Stable income/job
- Drama free
- Be fine with some smokers (would be done outside)
- Good hygiene is a must....no smelly people
-Couples welcome
-Suiter friendly
-Family like atmosphere

Contact myself or Oven on twitter, FA or telegram.

Chewy: twitter ChewyTobacco.
Telegram chewyxbreakdown

Oven: twitter OvenOtter



Thank you in advance.

-Thursday-Monday
- Rooming with and
-suiting
-barking at strangers and snuggling friends
-party it up.

This year is gonna be a good one.

See you fuzzies there.


XOXO Chewy.

Made ya look.

I'll be here and here ~~~~>

Watch me there as well.
or the hyena will eat something.

Hi fuzzies,

I've rarely been active on here (just posting art here and there and all) due to me working 60 hours a week and some more.

-I AM WORKING A FULL TIME JOB AND BEGINNING A 2ND PT JOB. WHY I AM WORKING SO MUCH IS FOR THE LAST REASON.

- I can say that I am happy again and not letting my past catch up with me. Although it was a struggle and bonds/bridges have been broken, I've realized my mistakes and have made changes. I'm not making the same mistakes like I did with my last relationship. I'm learning and to not make them twice. Although we're not on speaking terms right now due to my own selfish actions and negligence. I know what I've done and where I've been. I just wanna say thank you for myself into my own self thought that I am no longer being in a toxic environment. I've made my bed and I have bden laying in it but I've gotten up to take responsibility for myself.

-I've been more active outside and biking more. I've changed my diet and cut out the bad stuff (soda, sugary drinks, fast food ect) and still going. I have my.goal I wanna be at and once I reach it, gonna be this big ol' muscle mutt cus.....muscles ♡.

-I guess I've been claimed by and dating him now. Such a sweet derp. I really have no idea where I'd be without you. I was broken for a while and unsure of what to do. I had to learn to love myself first before I could love another. Thank you for being patient with me. You mean more than words can describe.

-As for cons, I'm going to be skipping MFF (due to work denying my time off), Further Confusion and Furry Weekend Atlanta is 50/50. Next con will be Biggest Little Fur Con up in Reno, NV. I'm bummed but it's something that isn't important cus I wanna be moved and settle :3

-I'm going to be moving from So Cal up to the Pacific Northwest to help get myself together. I have a huge passion for nature and the woods :P but I'm moving there to better my mindset and work on my degree which is why I'm working so much to save money for a rainy day. I do have some leads and do look forward to a new place. I won't be alone cus I'll have many friends up there as well as some family.

That's pretty much it i guess.

Have a good one,

Chewy xxo

As I type this from an in flight wifi system flying over the bay area of California heading to my temporary home of Los Angeles. I'm sad and super bummed because I got to see old friends and meet many new ones. I have alot of people to thank but mostly and . Both were amazing roommates and honestly wouldn't mind rooming with the big wuff again. Super down to earth and very respectful. I'd voucher for him in any situation. I also stood and extra 2 days to be with Kaiser aka Haze. I miss you and honestly can't wait to see you again.
you made these past few days more than anything. You have shown me alot more than anyone ever has in my past. I really don't deserve someone like you but I'm happy again and learning to love and fix myself and not.make the same mistakes again.I was treated very amazing with respect and love from many of your friends. I really have no words for their genuine kindness. That's all I can say for now

I'll see you soon.
And remember,
I love you.

Chewy

Thursday-Sunday in main hotel.
Sunday-Tuesday with friends.
Fursuit, booze, snugs and stuff.

Rooming with the boy
and awesome personal guard muscle woofers :P

See you fuzzies there.

Looking for a room for me and a buddy of mine.
let me know as I can pay my fair share .

Bed space would be nice since I'd be sharing with him.

LET Me KNOW PLEASE AND THANK YOU.

I've met alot of people in my now 24 years of life. I am super humbled to have met everyone who's ever given me their time of day. Though I'm never gonna be perfect, I will always try even when I do mess up.

Thank you all so much for blowing up my phone and showing a love I don't deserve ^^

Here's to an awesome birthday to me.

-Flew to Sacramento and things happened that I'm not gonna talk about publically
-Friends helped me out and I'm super thankful for that (you know who you are)
-Got bus ticket to reno with my Buddy
-arrived at GSR
-Met friends new and old,
-Got drunk and smoked alot.
-Got fuzzy
-3-4 hours of sleep each night
-Partied until I passed out.

BLFC is an amazing con. I will definitely be going back and I do recommend it for anyone.

I'm tired now. Time to go to sleep cus work sucks.

Have fun, be Excellent.

Chewy

Need 2-3 roomies. Bed space for a couple/close friends
floor space for one.

Thursday-Monday
Fursuits are obviously welcomed.
Alcohol is also welcomed.

Note me for info.

Tell your friends.

Thanks.

-Chewy

So a lot has happened within the past couple of months on my part of things in this here thing called life.
I became single as many friends know now. Things just weren't working out. I know I fucked up
and I always never really accepted the fact that many things caused it. It's not easy getting over
someone you loved dearly,whom you wanted to dedicate your life to. Just let it be known this is not a "shot" or me "demonizing" anybody but me merely expressing my side of things.

I met a guy 4 years ago, sweet fucking kid and was just the type of person i could see myself with to help me balance myself out and how messed up I was at the time. We got to talking and it just kind of clicked. I forgot to ask for his contact info and was super upset about this,I cried on the ride home from FC 2011. I sat in the middle of the street somewhere in Coalinga, CA outside of a gas station and just sat in the middle of the road,crying because I didn't know if I'd be able to speak to him or find him again.
I found him a few days later from the friend who introduced us to each other. He gave me his contact info and it went from there. We talked for a few weeks and I got bashful at everything he said, I then had the nerves to ask him out,to be a dumb smelly dog to follow along this perfect person that I saw (a teacher in a way to me at least) on april 29th,2011. Best fucking day for me ever. He even came out to so cal a week later for a meet with a bunch of dumb animals up in santa clarita,ca. BEST DAY EVER haha.

In 2012, I left the Bay Area, CA and moved back down to So Cal for a week,waiting anxiously to come live with him.
I was overwhelmed but this was something I wanted to do. At least that's what my heart led me to believe.
We got our own place in may 2012,I met alot of awesome friends here in Las Vegas and wouldn't trade them for the world. You vegas furs are great company to be around.

Everything went great for the first two years and I was actually learning even though to him it seemed like I wasn't however I do regret the day I left for MFF 2013. I got off work at 6am (working overnights at sam's club was a fucking joke lol but it helped pay the bills) and had to be at the airport. Basically as soon as I got in the car,I snapped at the person I loved,to a point where we were arguing and screaming at eachother. I said alot of stupid shit that day and I couldnt even enjoy my whole con because of how badly I knew I hurt him. I tried to call him but the hotel and my phone signal hated eachother oh so much. It's a bummer when you wanna have fun but you have so much guilt and regret for what was said, I still can't forgive myself for that to this day and I dont think I can anytime soon. They say you need to live and let live but that's hard for me when I promised I wouldn't do any selfish shit like that. I should have just stayed home and talked it out instead of running away from my problems.

It was a great run in the end but it sadly ended on a stupid note. He saw that our relationship seemed more like a friendship. We argued alot,got mad at each other,screamed,cried,bled etc. I felt i failed as a mate/bf to fulfill his needs and wants that should be in a relationship as I was pretty selfish,self centered and had an "IDGAF" attitude. These are the things that caused my relationship to crumble. I didn't want to believe it at first but then I realized it. I guess he was under the impression that he wasn't good enough for me or something,idk. I tried to talk to him and let him know that we should take a small break so I could focus on getting myself better but he still stuck with me,believing in me. I failed him and I feel that I had failed myself. I got so used to being blamed for alot of stuff,it just kind of hung around for a while.

Things just got worse and worse as they shouldn't have. I felt there was no more compatibility with us. Dreyse listened to the same tune as I did back in November or December of 2014. I was told promise after promise of us "getting back together but want us to both work on ourselves for the better". I believed in it and I instantly starting doing everything I needed to get back to that point once again,to ensure I was going to love the Person I was with.
Unfortunately,that didn't happen. I'm not sure what to call it but it just sucks now to be in the same house as your ex and his current bf whom clash with very badly. This whole situation of me fighting over someone I once loved really got to me and it killed me slowly everyday. I had no self confidence as I felt there was competition back at FC 15. I froze up cus I was scared so I told them both they should date,hoping that maybe things would get better? I guess I was wrong. I realized it just became more of a jealousy factor on both ends. Though we still did alot of things like hung out,watch movies,went with friends and all that,it wasn't the same.

Fast forward to March 2015 and more stuff happened that has a lot of us (household wise) overly stressed out. stupid fights over dumb shit,one person is the alpha male bullshit,just constant fighting and bickering amongst everyone. It got tiring really fast. I thought long and hard about alot of things and I got to a point where I cant sleep anymore,I feel scared to even be in my own else, get called a piece of shit,a loser etc all behind my back. These walls do have ears yet no one seems to mind. I guess that's the way this shit rolls. I was going insane being here because there was lack of communication between me and the ex. I've never been an open person but to my ex and close friends. I couldn't express anything without his partner feeling he has to know everything and anything that doesn't concern him at all.
I took a stand and let them know that I need to move back to So Cal to get myself better. The ex wanted me to stay here as he knew I was getting better but I took steps back when i should have taken them forward. I should have listened but Im good with how things are at the moment. I got offered a full time job out in Orange County,CA and it's a mile from the beach. I'm at the point in my life where my mom is getting older as are my nieces. My nieces mean the world to me and they always will. Im that uncle who spoils the shit out of them and will continue to do so.
I believe my time here has come to an end and all I can say is thank you. Thank you for showing me that there is some good left in me but not in this city. This is a fucked up town to live in,no matter who tells you what. I have a chance to learn to be happy again,find my balance and maybe date a potential someone in the future but i think i'm gonna be single for the time being. Who knows what the future holds but i'm not holding my breath at all anymore. I'm tired of not being able to not sleep,not be happy and not have any heart to hearts.

Today is my last day here, though I may not get to say goodbye in person to a lot of people here,there is this shit i guess haha.
Thank you to all of my friends who have stood by me with all this, you have no idea how much it means.
I'm moving on and gonna go for gold, Nobody is gonna stop me from achieving my goals. I fell once but i'm only getting back up to go again. I refuse to sink. I have a lot of things to work on and that's exactly what i'm going to do.


"Can't say I was never wrong
But some blame rests on you
Work and play but never okay
To mix the way we do" ~ Jimmy Eat World

~Single-ish
~Doing okay
~Still have my best friends in my life.
~I'm hungry
~Can't sleep a lot as of late
~Working sucks.
~FC, FWA, MFF 2015

I'm lazy.

xoxo

Chewy

If it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand
I hope you find out what you want
I already know what I am
And if it makes you less sad
We'll start talking again
And you can tell me how vile
I already know that I am

I'll grow old
And start acting my age
I'll be a brand new day
In a life that you hate
A crown of gold
A heart that's harder than stone
And it hurts a whole lot
But it's missed when it's gone

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad you that can forgive
Only hoping as time goes
You can forget

If it makes you less sad
I'll move out of the state
You can keep to yourself
I'll keep out of your way
And if it makes you less sad
I'll take your pictures all down
Every picture you paint
I will paint myself out
It's as cold as a tomb
And it's dark in your room
When I sneak to your bed
To pour salt in your wounds
So call it quits
Or get a grip
Say you wanted a solution
You just wanted to be missed

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget
So you can forget
You can forget

You are calm and reposed
Let your beauty unfold
Pale white like the skin
Stretched over your bones
Spring keeps you ever close
You are second hand smoke
You are so fragile and thin
Standing trial for your sins
Holding onto yourself the best you can
You are the smell before the rain
You are the blood in my veins

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget

Yup...... I'm pretty sure that's what is happening.
and i'm not even sure how to think.

"I failed myself
Again today
Liar, liar
It's always been that way
I fell face first
while I was over thinking
Cloud my mind again
Block it all away
Insecure and undeserving
Of all the love
you were reserving
Negative and assuming
I'm numbing myself
just to keep quiet

I couldn't commit
When it knew all along
it would end up like this
I won't pretend
That I don't want all my secrets back

My own reflection
won't look me in the eyes
Cause it knows
who I could've been
But you killed him
you killed him

I tried to change for you
Faked a smile and attitude
I never wanted it to be like this
I never wanted to feel a fucking thing

I lost the key
to purposely
Keep everything locked away inside of me
Still question myself
Still hating myself
Still everything I deserve

Another blow to the head
Slapped in the face
by the things that you said
This curse burns infinite
Bound by the chains
anchored in my head

And so it begins
every single good thing will come to an end
Nothing ever lasts when every light in my path is burned out by my past."

~Capsize

Well, it's been a great run and I have made many friends here in the fandom and I love many people I have had the pleasure to grow and make friendships with. These will last a lifetime with me.

However, myself and have agreed to come to terms that we should go our seperate ways,relationship wise.
it's been a great 3.5 years with him and I could not have asked for someone so fucking caring and loving.
I'm pretty content I guess is the word I am looking to use. I haven't been the greatest bf and I do know that.
If he decides to date me again,it will be fresh.....I will be a brand new person, not someone bitter.

Thank you Dreyse for always being there for me whenever shit would go downhill for me,you would always be there.
I can't ask for anyone better to remain by my side other than the one person who knows more about me than anyone should know.

Maybe we'll be together someday,maybe we won't, only time will tell.

If I can't love you as a lover, I will love you as a friend,

Take care Fuzzies,

Chewy
xoxo

My buddy made this sick fucking husky.
GONNA BE UP FOR AUCTION.

CHECK IT!

Just in time for MFF.

:)

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14981357/

awesome person and great to work with :3



http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6150435/


you'll love her art skills :3

I got an email from my boss and he told me that as much as he wanted to let me go,he just couldn't because of the holidays and how short staffed we are yet i'd be getting extra hours and OT to make up for it.

I'm sorry to anyone who was looking forward to hanging. Pretty bummed about it.

fuck.

I am addicted to butts,bulges,undies,fursuit snuggles,boobs,wolfdrakes and sheps D:
send help.

what's up fuzzies. I have quite a few items i'd like to sell since I could use some extra cash. let me know if you're interested in any of the following.
Pic 1.
a.) Furry Fuel Energy Drink (non open) asking $2
b.) Jack Skellington Trailer hitch plug cover. $20
c.) wolf belt buckle. $15

https://www.dropbox.com/s/qohhbl69z.....e/CAM00132.jpg

Pic 2.
a.) Kingdom Hearts Mickey Mouse Action Figure $25
b.) Kingdom Hearts Special Edition Sora Master Form Action Figure Asking $60 obo (worth $120+)
c.) Computer usb fan, runs VERY well. not used much. $15

https://www.dropbox.com/s/7xpl9z8h3.....u/CAM00133.jpg

Pic 3. Wolf Plush $10
https://www.dropbox.com/s/rq2di1xsb.....s/CAM00135.jpg

Pic 4 Husky Hat $10
https://www.dropbox.com/s/g3i7y0eef.....a/CAM00136.jpg

Pic 5 Wolf Backpack $30 obo
https://www.dropbox.com/s/k30a8ezsc.....u/CAM00137.jpg

Pic 6. Iron-on enjoi shirt adhesives $2 each, stickers $2 a piece.
https://www.dropbox.com/s/y4ends0om.....3/CAM00138.jpg

Pic 7. Kingdom Hearts wall scrim $20
https://www.dropbox.com/s/5tez7g3ty.....6/CAM00139.jpg

Let me know :3


you pay for shipping.

BLOW THE FUCK OUTTA 's page :P

he's gonna kill me LOL

Happy birthday hon. Love ya lots.

Have a good one

P.S. you're an old fart

Pound da butts