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Posted 11 years ago*wag* I guess i'm 23 now...... yay.
Just gonna snuggle and put things in
>:3
he won't deny me today muwahahaha
jk.
WHERE MAH CAKE AND PRESENTS MOFUCKAS?
XOXO
CHEWY
Just gonna snuggle and put things in
>:3
he won't deny me today muwahahaha
jk.
WHERE MAH CAKE AND PRESENTS MOFUCKAS?
XOXO
CHEWY
3 years.
Posted 11 years agoIt blows my mind that everyday I get to wake up next to the person whom has put up with me constantly.
He has shown me unconditional love and always strives to to do better. Now it's my turn and try.
I am not perfect nor will I ever be. I can't promise you alot but I can promise you from having a broken heart.
I still wonder why you said yes to me....thank you for giving me the benefit of the doubt.
I love you Happy Anniversary.
xoxo Your Damn Mutt
He has shown me unconditional love and always strives to to do better. Now it's my turn and try.
I am not perfect nor will I ever be. I can't promise you alot but I can promise you from having a broken heart.
I still wonder why you said yes to me....thank you for giving me the benefit of the doubt.
I love you
Happy Anniversary. xoxo Your Damn Mutt
H.O.P.E.
Posted 11 years agoLately.....I haven't been okay. I've been struggling with self doubt,homesickness and alot of depressive shit.
My motivation to keep going somehow are my friends,my boyfriend and my music.
I love what I listen to because I believe it is a safe haven.....My safety bubble.
To those who have always been there for me....thank you.
My motivation to keep going somehow are my friends,my boyfriend and my music.
I love what I listen to because I believe it is a safe haven.....My safety bubble.
To those who have always been there for me....thank you.
Happy Birthday Dreyse
Posted 11 years ago:3 another year older I see.
23 and still adorable as fuck.
I love you.
EVERYONE GO SPAM HIS PAGE WITH HAPPY BDAYS AND STUFF.
23 and still adorable as fuck.
I love you.
EVERYONE GO SPAM HIS PAGE WITH HAPPY BDAYS AND STUFF.
Birthday
---> <----
Bitch Reminisce
Posted 11 years agoI relive the days you held me,
Held me so tightly,
You never let me go,
I just hope you know,
You are my hero,
I just need to understand,
We forever walk hand in hand,
Until the end of my time,
I will see you again when the time is right,
When you're looking down on me,
I hope you see everything I'm trying to be,
Just to make you so proud,
To see that smile through the clouds,
Some day you wont be so far away,
Then we will both fly away.
I miss you Grandpa,
and 
Someday.....
Held me so tightly,
You never let me go,
I just hope you know,
You are my hero,
I just need to understand,
We forever walk hand in hand,
Until the end of my time,
I will see you again when the time is right,
When you're looking down on me,
I hope you see everything I'm trying to be,
Just to make you so proud,
To see that smile through the clouds,
Some day you wont be so far away,
Then we will both fly away.
I miss you Grandpa,
and 
Someday.....
Just a few simple words.
Posted 11 years agoLive life, find happiness
and never look back on the life
you were meant to lead.
Never.
Look.
Back.
#StayPositive
xoxo Chewy
and never look back on the life
you were meant to lead.
Never.
Look.
Back.
#StayPositive
xoxo Chewy
1 year tomorrow.
Posted 11 years agoIt still leaves me in tears that tomorrow is 1 year that I lost (amongst many others) a very good friend whom went by Tim or as some of you may/may not know him as 
/. I'm glad you left your mark on the world as well as on many of us. I Love and miss you......Funny how time passes.
I want to be selfish....and say goodbye to you one last time.
Just one more time.
This one's for you.....my sweet...sweet friend.
/. I'm glad you left your mark on the world as well as on many of us. I Love and miss you......Funny how time passes.I want to be selfish....and say goodbye to you one last time.
Just one more time.
This one's for you.....my sweet...sweet friend.
Andrew W.K. A Furry? :O
Posted 12 years agoJUST MAYBE?
would be cool if we got him to be a GoH AT A BIG CON (FC,MFF,FWA,AC ECT) AND MAKE IT TO A HUGE PARTY CON :D
JUST SAYING.
http://andrewwk.com/news/andrew-gets-furry
would be cool if we got him to be a GoH AT A BIG CON (FC,MFF,FWA,AC ECT) AND MAKE IT TO A HUGE PARTY CON :D
JUST SAYING.
http://andrewwk.com/news/andrew-gets-furry
Haven't Been Myself Lately
Posted 12 years agoAlot of shit has been happening the past week.
FC was awesome but that tuesday I got a phone call from my brother whom informed my that my twin (yes i have a twin brother) is having another kid. I was quiet as he told me everyone knew and he thought I did too.
I was kept out of the loop for 9 whole fucking months. Then I get a call from my twin saying I needed to go to socal because she was having the baby that day.
I told him I couldn't cus I had to fly back home to vegas and work that night. He basically tried to play it off like I fucking knew all along but I didn't wanna stress him out. He then told me that they may not even keep the kid cus they couldn't afford both and they may put the baby up for adoption. So that hurt me so much more because I didn't know if it was a Boy or a Girl,what it's name was ect. And It devastated me because I love my nieces and nephews to death and i'd do anything for them.
I then come to find out 2 days ago a good friend since we were 3 committed suicide. His mom called me and told me she found him in his closet hanging. She discovered this because of a thud (his shoe hitting the wicker door or something) This fucking sucks because this was someone who stuck by me after all the bullshit in the past that i went through. Just gone like that. I fucking miss him but i'm sure i'll see him again someday.
The last thing sucks but cus of the bullshit economy,alot of people at work including managers are being given pinkslips which are supposed to go out this week. Ugh...I so don't need this shit. I'm hoping I don't get one cus not to toot my own flute,i'm one of the best they have when it comes to alot. stocking well,custmer service,cross trained ect.
What a fucking week man =/
FC was awesome but that tuesday I got a phone call from my brother whom informed my that my twin (yes i have a twin brother) is having another kid. I was quiet as he told me everyone knew and he thought I did too.
I was kept out of the loop for 9 whole fucking months. Then I get a call from my twin saying I needed to go to socal because she was having the baby that day.
I told him I couldn't cus I had to fly back home to vegas and work that night. He basically tried to play it off like I fucking knew all along but I didn't wanna stress him out. He then told me that they may not even keep the kid cus they couldn't afford both and they may put the baby up for adoption. So that hurt me so much more because I didn't know if it was a Boy or a Girl,what it's name was ect. And It devastated me because I love my nieces and nephews to death and i'd do anything for them.
I then come to find out 2 days ago a good friend since we were 3 committed suicide. His mom called me and told me she found him in his closet hanging. She discovered this because of a thud (his shoe hitting the wicker door or something) This fucking sucks because this was someone who stuck by me after all the bullshit in the past that i went through. Just gone like that. I fucking miss him but i'm sure i'll see him again someday.
The last thing sucks but cus of the bullshit economy,alot of people at work including managers are being given pinkslips which are supposed to go out this week. Ugh...I so don't need this shit. I'm hoping I don't get one cus not to toot my own flute,i'm one of the best they have when it comes to alot. stocking well,custmer service,cross trained ect.
What a fucking week man =/
Farter Confagsion 2014
Posted 12 years agoStolen from 
Days staying:
Arriving the 15th - Leaving on the 21st
Staying at:
MURRIOT!
How are you traveling?
some fucking thing I Hate but i'll be with aka my calming effect .///.
Who are you rooming with?
Who will you be with?
me myself and I, fuck all of you hipsterfuzzyanimulpeepz. <3
Where will you be? How is the best way to find you?
FUCK IF I KNOW. SOME LOUD DUDE WITH VAGINA EARS?
What do you look like?
like a washed up mexican
What is your gender?
mi guesta man
How old are you?
22
Are you mated/in a relationship?
.///.
How tall are you?
5 Feet and 9 Inches
Can I talk to you?
I WELCOME IT! I'm drunk....yes. don't creep me out though
Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
HUGS ARE THE FIRST SIGN OF UN-CHRISTIAN HEATHEN INTERCOURSE!
Are you nice?
Really depends on who you are and how you act towards me. I can be your worst enemy or your best friend.
Are you cliquey?
naw
Are you fursuiting?
nope ;-;
Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
yo mama
Can I try on your suit?
NONE TO TRY ON ;D
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Bring me booze or call me or something, I DON'T CARE.
Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
Only if I'm like hella drunk, I don't usually dance.
Can I buy you drinks?
well i don't wanna be rude ;D
Do you attend parties?
All day erryday sun up to sun down bitches!
Can I take your picture?
Can I take your picture taking a picture?
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Make sure to party like fuck,see old friends and make sure Dreyse has a great time <3
Days staying:
Arriving the 15th - Leaving on the 21st
Staying at:
MURRIOT!
How are you traveling?
some fucking thing I Hate but i'll be with
aka my calming effect .///.Who are you rooming with?
Who will you be with?
me myself and I, fuck all of you hipsterfuzzyanimulpeepz. <3
Where will you be? How is the best way to find you?
FUCK IF I KNOW. SOME LOUD DUDE WITH VAGINA EARS?
What do you look like?
like a washed up mexican
What is your gender?
mi guesta man
How old are you?
22
Are you mated/in a relationship?
.///.
How tall are you?
5 Feet and 9 Inches
Can I talk to you?
I WELCOME IT! I'm drunk....yes. don't creep me out though
Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
HUGS ARE THE FIRST SIGN OF UN-CHRISTIAN HEATHEN INTERCOURSE!
Are you nice?
Really depends on who you are and how you act towards me. I can be your worst enemy or your best friend.
Are you cliquey?
naw
Are you fursuiting?
nope ;-;
Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
yo mama
Can I try on your suit?
NONE TO TRY ON ;D
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Bring me booze or call me or something, I DON'T CARE.
Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
Only if I'm like hella drunk, I don't usually dance.
Can I buy you drinks?
well i don't wanna be rude ;D
Do you attend parties?
All day erryday sun up to sun down bitches!
Can I take your picture?
Can I take your picture taking a picture?
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Make sure to party like fuck,see old friends and make sure Dreyse has a great time <3
If you disrespect the dead.....
Posted 12 years agoI will be on your ass. I just had some fat fucking jabba the hut looking fucker try and tell me shit.
All I can say is this.
I hope you don't feel the pain MANY of us feel after we lost/. and don't you dare say shit about them jumping the wagon. How fucking dare you.
I need a bowl or something to chill out.
You invited me to say things to your face.......heh. If only you knew me.
/rant
All I can say is this.
I hope you don't feel the pain MANY of us feel after we lost
/. and don't you dare say shit about them jumping the wagon. How fucking dare you.I need a bowl or something to chill out.
You invited me to say things to your face.......heh. If only you knew me.
/rant
Memories
Posted 12 years agoThis song really hits home.....I really don't like crying but fuck man. I just want everyone i've lost back.
Make the pain just stop...please.
*curls up tight and whines*
Make the pain just stop...please.
*curls up tight and whines*
MFF Recap
Posted 12 years agoJust got home....tired and too lazy to write this shit haha.
1.) I was stoned/drunk most of the time.
2.) met MANY awesome new people (YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE,YO <3)
3.) There was some bullshit but I didn't try to let it bring me down
4.) I met with old friends and I cuddled with em <3
5.) Why the fuck does everyone say i'm cute.....fuck >///>
6.) I miss you all.
7.) Party until 6am
8.) sleep until 9-10am
9.) Get white girl wasted
10.) Do it all over again the whole weekend.
This sums up my MFF really. I had too much fun and wish could've joined me. I can't be happy 100% at a con if he isn't there with me.
I wanna say a super special thank you to
for being one of the most sweetest and genuine people I have ever encountered. It was nice to just cuddle and talk with someone else who can understand where I am coming from. I miss ya bud.
I definitely will be going back next year :)
1.) I was stoned/drunk most of the time.
2.) met MANY awesome new people (YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE,YO <3)
3.) There was some bullshit but I didn't try to let it bring me down
4.) I met with old friends and I cuddled with em <3
5.) Why the fuck does everyone say i'm cute.....fuck >///>
6.) I miss you all.
7.) Party until 6am
8.) sleep until 9-10am
9.) Get white girl wasted
10.) Do it all over again the whole weekend.
This sums up my MFF really. I had too much fun and wish
could've joined me. I can't be happy 100% at a con if he isn't there with me.I wanna say a super special thank you to
for being one of the most sweetest and genuine people I have ever encountered. It was nice to just cuddle and talk with someone else who can understand where I am coming from. I miss ya bud.I definitely will be going back next year :)
So....Dat MFF Thing
Posted 12 years agoYeah,Yeah.
Super last minute but I guess i'm gonna be going now.
Thursday-Monday. Main Hotel with this guy ---->
First person to find me and hug me will possibly get something :D
Mention this journal or the tweet on twatter i will put out upon arrival.
Who can I expect to see there?
I'm always up for meeting new people. I'm approachable...i think.
Say Hi
#OiMateWTF
Deuces,
Chewy
Super last minute but I guess i'm gonna be going now.
Thursday-Monday. Main Hotel with this guy ---->
First person to find me and hug me will possibly get something :D
Mention this journal or the tweet on twatter i will put out upon arrival.
Who can I expect to see there?
I'm always up for meeting new people. I'm approachable...i think.
Say Hi
#OiMateWTF
Deuces,
Chewy
FC 2014+VolleyBall+Hempcon= Fun Time Ahead
Posted 12 years agooh boy. Weed+volleyball chicks who bitch too much the past 2 years+ Marijuana "enthusiasts" all in one convention center.
This should be VERY fun and interesting....for me at least :D
http://hempcon.com/wp-content/uploa.....elease-xsm.jpg
KATY B FOR PRESIDENT YA'LL
This should be VERY fun and interesting....for me at least :D
http://hempcon.com/wp-content/uploa.....elease-xsm.jpg
KATY B FOR PRESIDENT YA'LL
Living Up To Standards
Posted 12 years agoI'm not sure but to be quite honest I feel like an absolute terrible friend to many people,including those closest to me. I personally feel that I am not doing my job to be a good friend whilist many are always trying or actually going out of their way for me just to make sure i'm safe or stable. We all run into things some point in our lives that we try to overcome but sometimes,you just want to say "fuck it" and not deal with it. But then you see,that there are those few people who have always been there emotionally when you need em most.
I am not a perfect friend or a perfect boyfriend.I am one of the most stubbornist fucking people you can meet. I have alot of pride and I don't back down easily unless I know where I stand and admit my defeat which isn't easy. I still don't understand why is still with me after all the shit that goes on with us. I really do love you,Dreyse and thank you for being one of the few who actually does give a fuck about the choices I make and help balance me out.You are my calming effect whenever someone or something goes wrong or fucks up,you're there to help me.
I am truely sorry for anyone I have wronged or said something fucked up/negative to in any aspect.I have always tried working on myself and proceeding those I meet. I try to always make a good first impression and will always strive to make myself better in anyway needed.I know,I'm a people pleaser >_> it's how I've been since I was young and that is one something i don't think I can change about myself.
~Chewy
I am not a perfect friend or a perfect boyfriend.I am one of the most stubbornist fucking people you can meet. I have alot of pride and I don't back down easily unless I know where I stand and admit my defeat which isn't easy. I still don't understand why
is still with me after all the shit that goes on with us. I really do love you,Dreyse and thank you for being one of the few who actually does give a fuck about the choices I make and help balance me out.You are my calming effect whenever someone or something goes wrong or fucks up,you're there to help me.I am truely sorry for anyone I have wronged or said something fucked up/negative to in any aspect.I have always tried working on myself and proceeding those I meet. I try to always make a good first impression and will always strive to make myself better in anyway needed.I know,I'm a people pleaser >_> it's how I've been since I was young and that is one something i don't think I can change about myself.
~Chewy
Deuces!
Posted 12 years agoTime to slave away all night and sleep for 4 hrs after 6am ....then go to job #2 for a while and do it all over again.
I'll be on when i can.
Fuck.
find me here slutbutts or buttsluts
https://twitter.com/ChewyTobacco
bai bai
I'll be on when i can.
Fuck.
find me here slutbutts or buttsluts
https://twitter.com/ChewyTobacco
bai bai
For My BF, Dreyse
Posted 12 years agoThis says EVERYTHING about you ;D <3
don't kill me haha
don't kill me haha
For My Pup, Dreyse
Posted 12 years agoThis says EVERYTHING about you ;D <3
don't kill me haha
don't kill me haha
Won't Be Around Much
Posted 12 years agoGot a FT position at work now but I'm going overnights now. I am extremely Thankful for getting a full time position at work because we all know now-a-days that this isn't just given out to just anyone,at least from where i've been. So I just thought I'd give a heads up as to what is going to happen.
I'll be around on twatter and sometimes skype/aim when I am able to do so. So please forgive me as I will probably be sleeping all day haha. This will begin Sunday 10/27/2013.
Stay Fuzzy,
Chewy
I'll be around on twatter and sometimes skype/aim when I am able to do so. So please forgive me as I will probably be sleeping all day haha. This will begin Sunday 10/27/2013.
Stay Fuzzy,
Chewy
I heard a little girl killed herself today
Posted 12 years agothat blood's on your hands.
It's on your hands, when everyone knows your face, nothing's safe.
You'll live your life as a fucking target.
You've earned my disgust.
Stay Pissed,
Chewy
It's on your hands, when everyone knows your face, nothing's safe.
You'll live your life as a fucking target.
You've earned my disgust.
Stay Pissed,
Chewy
Who wants to become a drink??
Posted 12 years agoA Tasty Alchy Drink? :D
Go talk to
he has 6 spots left. I blame 
for this one haha.
Go talk to
he has 6 spots left. I blame 
for this one haha.Con Plans
Posted 12 years agoyeah.
MFF 50/100 going
FC 2014 100/100 going
FWA 2014 100/100 going
BLFC 2014 50/100 (undecided)
That's all for now.
Hi
MFF 50/100 going
FC 2014 100/100 going
FWA 2014 100/100 going
BLFC 2014 50/100 (undecided)
That's all for now.
Hi
Looking for FC 2014 Roommates
Posted 12 years agoOne can't go due to obligations at home and the 2nd one forgot he was rooming with another good friend of mine.
I have 2 spots open. I have a bed spot open IF you're a couple or however. idk. someone is gonna sleep on a rollaway bed.
Room is a double bed at the Marriott from 1/15-1/21. $100/per person
Roomies are
and
I WOULD PREFER I KNOW YOU or Dreyse or Knux know you and can vouch for you.
Let me know.
fursuiters ALWAYS welcomed.
I have 2 spots open. I have a bed spot open IF you're a couple or however. idk. someone is gonna sleep on a rollaway bed.
Room is a double bed at the Marriott from 1/15-1/21. $100/per person
Roomies are
and I WOULD PREFER I KNOW YOU or Dreyse or Knux know you and can vouch for you.
Let me know.
fursuiters ALWAYS welcomed.
So....Who Wants To See A Chewy Fursuit
Posted 12 years ago:)
He's gonna be made and he MAY be making an FC2014 debut.
No one is allowed to hug him until after
gets the first one because he's a butt I adore and have loved our friendship since forever ago.
Should be fun getting to suit with many of my friends,especially with >///>
He's gonna be made and he MAY be making an FC2014 debut.
No one is allowed to hug him until after
gets the first one because he's a butt I adore and have loved our friendship since forever ago.Should be fun getting to suit with many of my friends,especially with
>///>
