Back again. Shady’s back. Tell a friend.

Not dead.

Just been exploring different things.

Waiting on my fursuit.

Not really getting any art anytime soon. Its a budget thing.

Been using a different skype. If you still want to talk to me on there PM me and I'll give it to you.

Swag.

Ask me random shit. Keep me entertained.

(These usually fail) *sobs*

I am Lil B. Holla atchya boi.

Sweg

Hey all! I have kinda been absent for a bit, but here is the skinny on my life if you actually care.

School suck major. I have a ton of work to do and have been exhausted lately.

I'm getting in the mood for commissions again. If you want something with me, hit me up and we'll work something out.

I got a MacBook Pro. I fucking love this computer. How have I lived my life without it???

I passed 3k page views and am getting close to 300 watchers. Thank everyone!

I should be getting my suit soon as long as my maker doesn't have a mental breakdown. I have my fingers crossed big time.

The Dallas Stars are playing and I am getting lost in hockey season, as I usually do.

Thats it. Love you all!

Hey all, I'm thinking about going to Furry Fiesta this year! It'll be my first con and its in my home town of Dallas, which is awesome.

I kinda want to gauge if anyone would want to room with me possibly or have space open for a dorky husky. I have money and can easily pay/look after myself.

I guess just comment, message, skype me if you want to work out some details. I haven't registered yet, cause I wanted to see what my options were first. Thanks all!

So whatever.

Ask me shit.

I have a ton of new followers (more like 20) who i'm sure want to ask me shit.

So do it. Ask away. I'll talk.

1. Why did you join FurAffinity?
Because it gives me a good place to post art and be somewhat social in the fandom.

2. What does your username have to do with you?
Well Elle is my main sona's name and the x's are just bookends.

3. What is your current avatar of?
Jarl Balgruuf and he been ballin

4. How many watchers do you have, and how many do you watch?
240/512

5. Do you have more than one account?
I did, but all the art is gone so it is useless.

6. Name 3 of your favorite artists on FA.
Probably , and

7. What artist do you admire because of their personality?
and

8. Do you comment, fave, or both?
I comment periodically if I have something worthwhile to say and I only fav what I really really like.

9. What do you typically post on FA?
Porn and a bit of music

10.What's your favorite submission in your gallery?
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11642390/

11. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
Anything, I draw like a 5 year old with Parkinson's.

12. How many hours a day do you spend on FA?
I check it at least 5-10 times a day for no real reason

13. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
Med-Fast but I screw up a lot.

14. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
Nothing really. I love being asked questions.

15. What is the most annoying/offending comment you've received?
The fucking paw comment on http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11064194/

16. What/who inspires you?
My perverted mind and anyone who like the shit I post

17. Everyone has considered leaving FA once or twice. Have you? Why?
I did when I was like 18 over parental disdain. But holy shit I'm back.

So as I have come to find out, my suit maker has at least 30 other commissioners, a lot of which were there a long time before me. All of these people have suits or refunds that are way overdue, some even a year.

She got banned from FA for not keeping a public list and taking almost $6k from commissioners with literally nothing to show for it. I asked if she had an FA when I commissioned her and she said no, so I couldn't see the shit she got me into.

I am scheduled for an October completion, but at this rate I don't think I will see my suit at all. I'm so beyond pissed right now. I would like to tell her off and tell her she is an incompetent moron, but I want to stay in her good graces and maybe see my suit done in time for some meets.

I guess that's what I get for ordering a suit from a 28 year old anxiety ridden train wreck who can't even complete a sentence correctly. I have put like $350 into that shit, and even though that isn't even close to what other people pay, its still way more than I can give up without getting a job in college, which I don't want to do.

I'm just pissed right now. Maybe I'll commission someone else if this one falls through, but I doubt it. I'm so pissed cause I really wanted a fursuit. Thats one of my draws to the fandom.

UGHHHHHH!

Bitch, I'm Lord of the Rings. I'm the Jarl of Whiterun. Holla if you need me.

SWAGSWAGSWAGSWAGSWAG

I can see what all the rage about these things is.

IT IS SO COMFY OMG!!!!!

I got a red panda kig and I absolutely love it. I'm probably going to wear it when I'm in my room from now on.

Also got some clawpaw slippers. They rock too.

Maybe I'll take a pic and set it as my ID. Idk.

So I just wanna say I love that everyone is favoriting and enjoying the art. I truly am thankful that y'all enjoy it so much.

As for commissions coming in, I only have 2 more in my owed list and 1 refund.

So that means more art is on its way right? Wrong. Aside from one YCH which I may or may not get, art is going to be on the decline.

Why is that? I have recently been stocking up my money to pay for something I really enjoy. What that is, if you're curious, is for me to disclose to people I trust. Simple as that.

It'll come back right? Of course. I still love getting art done. But until I spend my money on said item(s), commissioned art will be almost nonexistent. When I am satisfied enough to start paying for art, be on the lookout. I will be looking for folks to join in on some pieces.

I know this isn't a pressing matter, but if you read all of this, just know I love you.

So I am officially home from vacation! It was a lot of fun. Saw Mt. Rushmore, Yellowstone, Grand Tetons, and a bunch of other things. Good times indeed. I have some picture I may post. I thought they were pretty good anyway.

I got some commissions while I was gone. They are awesome. I'll post them throughout the week.

I move to Arkansas on Wednesday. I will be living in an apartment with two non-fur friends. It'll be a lot of fun.

My suit is currently being worked on. No idea how much, but I should be getting an update soon.

I also passed 2k pageviews and 200 watchers. Thank y'all so much.

I may do a kiriban at 3000 for a piece with Elle. I don't know yet.

So yeah, home sweet home for a few days lol then college.

<3

Over the next 2 weeks I'll be touring the Midwest, being in Wyoming, Colorado, Kansas, and others. Doing a big tourist trip with my family.

So if you feel compelled to talk to me, good luck. I'll have my phone, so I may be on skype periodically.

Art will still be coming in, just not posted. Expect a dump. I don't feel sorry.

I'm up for auction! Starting Bid is $15!!! If you win, you get a full color piece of me and you doing whatever you want. You don't want to miss out on this! Bid now!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11232695/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11232695/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11232695/

I have been really bad about this, so I figured since I have 100+ watchers now I'll say it via journal.

New watcher or old, thank you.

Whether it be my music or my dingle berry of a character that brought you here, I seriously thank you.

I hope y'all like all the stuff. There is more to come for sure. Just you wait :D

So guys, I am going to be part of this really cool project done by .

I pay to be a part of a set of commissions, then I'll be auctioned off for a FULL COLOR PIECE doing whatever you want with your character. Anything goes. ;)

It'll be an auction style, and everything has been relatively cheap so far.

So if you want a cheap piece with Elle, be on the lookout.

Thanks y'all!

If I did a DJ stream or a music production stream would anyone even watch it?

I want to do one, but I see no point if I won't have an audience.

Hell, I'd do it if anyone showed interest. Literally anyone. It would help me improve my shit and maybe y'all could hear some dope tunes.

I need new people to talk to!

I promise I won't bite. Just add neowill666 and lets talk about things.

I have a bunch of new watchers and I would love to meet y'all.

Went to a kick ass house show tonight. Was in a dudes living room that was the size of about 2 college dorm rooms put together. One might call it cozy.

Shit was so awesome doe. Such close quarters effect not the hardcore patron. Thankfully no glass was broken, no fights, and the cops weren't called. Also picked up a dope shirt. Fun fun fun!

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1. Do you usually sleep with your closet door open or closed? Closed

2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels? No

3. Have you ever ‘done it’ in a hotel room? No

4. Where is your next vacation? Wyoming in August. Maybe St. Louis earlier.

5. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? No

6. Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? No

7. Do you have a calendar in your room? No

8. Where are you? In my room at my desk.

9. What’s your plan for the day? Its midnight, so nothing.

10. Are you reading any books right now? The Road

11. What fandoms are you part of? Furry

12. Who is your OTP? OTP?

13. Do you ever dance even if there’s no music playing? No

14. Do you chew your pens and pencils? Yes

15. What is your “Song of the Week”? Being As An Ocean- Dear G-d

16. Is it okay for guys to wear pink? Sure

17. Do you still watch cartoons? Only thing I watch besides sports

18. Whats your favorite love movie? The Dark Knight

19. What do you drink with dinner? Milk

20. What do you dip Chicken Nuggets in? Honey Mustard

21. Something I fantasize about? Porn

22. What movies could you watch over and over and still love? Hot Rod, Dark Knight (Rises), LotR, Star Wars

23. Last person you hugged/kissed? A family friend at a grad party/ my mom maybe?

24. What are your favourite smells? Vanilla, cooked meat, and gasoline.

25. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? Maybe

26. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? Almost never

27. Can you change the oil on a car? No

28. Ever gotten a speeding ticket? Does a citation count?

29. What do you normally order in a bar/pub? Nothing

30. Favorite kind of sandwich? Turkey, bacon, creamcheese on a bagel.

31. Best thing to eat for breakfast? Waffles and bacon

32. What is your usual bedtime? 12-2

33. Post a screenshot of your tumblr dash: Don't have one

34. Post a screenshot of your facebook newsfeed: No

35. Do you have any magazine subscriptions? Game Informer

36. Which are better, legos or lincoln logs? LEGO

37. Are you stubborn? Kinda

38. What did your last text read? Sorry yo

39. Have you ever kissed a member of the same sex? Yes

40. Afraid of heights? Not really

41. Sing in the car? Constantly

42. Dance in the shower? Yeah

43. Dance in the car? Kinda

44. Ever used a gun? Yeah

45. Do you think musicals are cheesy? Yeah

46. Is Christmas stressful? No

47. What is your sexuality? I enjoy dicks

48. Major annoyance right now? Nothing

49. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Auto tech, band frontman (still my dream job)

50. Do you believe in ghosts? No

51. Ever have a deja-vu feeling? Alot

53.Wear slippers? No

54. Can I touch my nose with a tounge? Yes

55. What do you wear to bed? Boxers

56. Wal-Mart, Target or K-Mart? WalMart

57. Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t? Not really

58. Cheetos Or Fritos? Both

59. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Neither

60. Would you ever use a dating site? No

61. Ever taken karate? I think I did

62. Favorite season? Summer

63. Can you curl your tongue? Yes

64. Ever won a spelling bee? No

65. Ever cried because you were so happy? Yes

66. Own any record albums? Several

67. Are you allergic to anything? Peanuts

68. Regularly burn incense? No

69. Ever been in love? Yes

70. Did you brush your teeth this morning? Yes

71. Tea or coffee? COFFEE

72. Favorite kind of cookie? Vienna Fingers

73.Can you swim well? I am a fish IRL

74. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? Yes

75. Zodiac sign? Cancer

76. Ever won a contest? I don't know. Not recently anyway

77. Ever had plastic surgery? No

78. Which are better black or green olives? Neither

79. Describe your dream date: A round of golf, a simple dinner (fast food or something), showers, cuddling, then sexy time.

80. Wash room or bathroom? Bathroom?

81. Do you want to get married? Maybe

82. Who was your High School crush? Didn't really have one

83. Do you like to play board games? Yeah

84. Are you fond of romantic novels? No

85. Last movie you saw in theatre? Can't remember

86. What was your favorite cartoon growing up? Spongebob

87. Do you miss anyone right now? Not really

88. Who do you want to see right now? No one.

So I am now a artist! Really excited to be a part of this group, seeing as it is all for the love of music. Hope to submit stuff to them and get on some compilations and such.

New Defeater http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7y-fGeNods&list=FLj27ehfgO54yY6q1UP7xqtw
and new letlive http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3wnxFJUZtp4&list=FLj27ehfgO54yY6q1UP7xqtw

I already preordered Defeater's new album, and letlive's is next on my list. They are so good.

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1.Ever been given an engagement ring?
No

2. Longest relationship?
A few months

3. Last gift you received?
I have no idea. Haven't gotten a gift since Christmas.

4. Ever dropped a mobile phone?
All the time.

5. When's the last time you worked out?
I run about once a week

6. Thing(s) you spend a lot of money on?
Records and art

7. Last food you ate?
Cane's Chicken

8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Dat ass (⌐■_■)

9. One favorite song?
Victim- Barrier

10. Where do you live?
Texas in summer, Arkansas during school

11. High school attended:
Lovejot

12. Cell phone provider:
AT&T

13. Favorite Shop.
Polo Ralph Lauren

14. Longest job:
Pizza Delivery Boy

15. Do you own a pair of dice?
No

16. Do you prank call people?:
No

17. Last wedding you attended?:
Cousin's wedding several years ago

18. First friend you'd call if you won the lottery:
My childhood (and still) best friend

19. Last time you saw your best friend(s):
A day ago

20. Favorite fast food Restaurant:
All of them

21. Biggest lie you've ever heard?
Not answering, my lawyer isn't present.

22. Blondes or Brunette?
Brunette

23. What is the number you call most often?
Mom

24. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST JOB?
Yogurt Shop Slave

25. What were you doing before filling out this survey?
Listening to Code Orange Kids

26. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Nothing

27. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
No reason in particular

28. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
My uncleanliness

29. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
Not worry

30. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
Maybe a 1 or 2

31. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
No

32. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Hell no

33. WHEN DID YOU LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY?
I was like 17, I think.

34. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I'd be friends with me.

35. DO LOOKS MATTER?
To some degree

36. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Complain to no end

37. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
Arkansas

38. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Not really

39. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Yeah

40. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
I broke my friends tooth on Wednesday from throwing down. Yes, I have been in a mosh pit.

41. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Cotton Candy (Thanks Chewy)

42. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM
Oreo

43. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
None anymore

44. CAN YOU COOK?
Eggs, hot dogs, anything you can grill, and anything with directions on the side of the box

45. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?
2012 Scion tC

46. BEST DATE YOU'VE EVER BEEN ON?
Took her to Dallas Museum of Art

47. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
I don't

48. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:
Peanut Butter (it can kill me) and a few vegetables.

49. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?:
10.5 Hours

50. FAVOURITE MOVIE(S)?
Hot Rod

51. CAN YOU SING?
Kinda

52. LAST FIGHT?
At some show I'm sure

53.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:
iPhone

54. FAVORITE ITEM:
iPhone

55. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
Laptop

56. DO YOU SMOKE?
No

57. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
In my boxers

58. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?
No one

59. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?
Not really

60. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
A few

61. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:
OMG YES

62 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
Scrambled

63. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
No

64. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:
Some random number from NY

65. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED?:
My best friend calling me a homo for missing a show.

66. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:
1

67. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
My undershirt from work and some sport shorts

68. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
Yes

69. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
What kinda question is this?

70. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?:
Summer

71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?
10am

72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:
Having an excuse to stay inside

73. LAST TIME A COPPER GAVE YOU A TICKET?:
Driving through Oklahoma goign back to Arkansas in like October last year.

74. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:
Indifferent, seeing as they are only in movies. Pirates of the Caribbean is cool doe.

75. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?
Working

76. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:
Teacher

77. WHAT'S YOUR BIGGEST REGRET?
Not specializing in something at a younger age.

78: HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
Yes

79.ARE YOU SMILING?:
Neutral expression

80: DO YOU PREFER TO SMILE WITH A TOOTHY GRIN OR A CLOSED MOUTH?
Closed

81. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
No

82. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD IT BE?
Singapore

83. DO YOU HAVE A HIGH SEX-DRIVE?
Yes

84. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
No

85. NIGHT OR DAY?
Either

86. PLAY AN INSTRUMENT?
Guitar and bass but I am not good.

87. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:
No

88. DO YOU HAVE SISTERS/BROTHERS?
1 brother and 1 sister.

89. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO JAIL?
No

90. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE IN PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?
No

91. FAVORITE SPORT?
Football/Baseball (He put LARP. That is not a sport dude.)

92. YOUR HAIR COLOR ?
Dark brown

93. YOUR EYE COLOR ?
Brown

94. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
No

95. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Yes

96. LAST THING YOU WATCHED:
The last few innings of a college softball game.

97. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Christmas

98. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
No

99. STRANGEST PLACE HAD SEX?
Campus Library Bathroom

100. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?
Play LoL

Remember that 'Power Violence' song I wanted to do? Yeah, its almost done. Like, gimme a few days and I'll have it finished.

It sounds more like Nails now, and it is more hardcore than anything. But its sludgy, low, evil, and fast. I love it. <3