*click, click*

"ZOMG VIRUS"

O_O

:O

"WTFFFFF"

*Dies*

*Depression*

*Several days later*

*System Recovery ftw!*

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Good news: Several things I wanted to get rid of are gone now. My hardrive is clean :D

Bad News: Omg my stories...nuuuuuu...

Back to dra- I mean writing board >.>

Sooooorrry, I've been really busy with work so I haven't gotten anything done. Tomorrow I have a day off so I'll try to complete chapter two! It's been put off far too long, if I were to wait any longer I may forget it.

I've also been attempting to sketch my fursona. This one has no luck drawing muzzles ;_;
Heads are the most difficult part for me. I can never get anything right about them. Ear placement, muzzles, head size, everything. This one was not born with talent, but he'll make up for it with effort and persistance.

This one bought Dance Dance Revolution Supernova 2 today thinking he being the nimble wolf he is, would easily defeat it. I went at it for 2 hours and daaamn I am tired. Most fun I've ever had though, this game is bomb. It had Angelus on it (An inuyasha opening song) and I freaked out.

So liek DDR = Top rating imo

*pants and wags tail*

^_^

Squeeee~
My thanks goes to  baggy52 for giving me a program similar to word.

After some debate with my inner self, I've decided am I am worth it. I found a reason to live. I call them "friends", those who treat me no differently regardless of my orientation. I owe my happiness to you, so from now I'll live for just that. You. The conductors of my heart's instrument. I promise I won't let you down.

I knew watching Zack die was going to hit me hard, but it was more then I expected. Now I'm in a slump. I think I'll go lie down and mope for awhile :(

I'm beginning to depise WoW. Everyone on it is n elitest jerk, myself included. I think quitting may be the only cure. I don't want to end up like "them". I like being able to take a joke and not bitch about everything all the time.

On a side note I bought a PSP recently so I could play Crisis Core. I'm very impressed. I thought Cloud was my favorite character, but I was mistaken. Zack is way more emo and yet happy at the same time. The only problem is I'm dreading the ending because I know what will happen...

;_;

Why Zack, why?

I got this meme from  ulv

[] I am shorter than 5'4
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercing.
[] I have/have had piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've had children.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[] I'm in school
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[] I've slipped out
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment
[] I've gotten stitches/staples
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[] I've gotten lost in my city.
[] I've seen a shooting star.
[] I've wished on a shooting star
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from myspace/nexopia/facebook/furaffinity/etc..
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[] I'm in a relationship.
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school. (ONLY ONCE!)
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[]I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've smoked weed
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I am or was anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[x] I can sing well.
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[] I paid/have paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair. (:D)
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[x] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or *blue*
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[] I know how to shoot a gun
[] I am in love with love.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[]I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[] I believe in ghosts.
[] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] I love cooking.

Is how I'm feeling. I've been given the boost I needed and I'm not going to waste it! Now is the time to write, lets do it! Feel the power of truth and looooooveeeeeee~

*skips into the distance*

Friend died in a car accident last week. I was in it with him, but I was in the back seat. Some new member on my forums gets up in my face repeatedly and I snap. Probably banned tomorrow. Going to go sleep now.

Stolen from  siriusdog

1.) Put your media player of choice on shuffle.
2.) List the first fifteen songs that come up (skipping titles like "Fugue in D Minor") and add "in my pants" to the end.
3.) Bold the ones that actually made you LOL.

1.Amazing Kiss in my pants
2.Movin, movin in my pants
3.One Winged Angel in my pants
4.Believer in my pants
5.The Take Over, The Break's Over in my pants
6.Teenagers in my pants
7.Invoke in my pants
8.Bokutachi no Yukue in my pants
9.Don't Look Down in my pants
10.Shounen Heart in my pants (Shounen = young boy)
11.It's My Life in my pants
12.This Is How It Goes in my pants
13.No.1 in my pants
14.SLASH! in my pants
15.Sympathy in my pants.

So I went to the anime convention in New Brunswick. It was so bomb. I got tons of shit. I bought a cute little white neko hat, an FF7 comic, random goodies and a replica of Squall Leonhart's Griever. Aside from that I went to the plushie making event, kareoke, fandubbing, hellsing OVA screening, and the most awesome dance I have ever been part of. Anime + techo + 100 raving fans = WOOT. Needless to say I danced so much I'm actually hurting. My wrists are kinda sore and my calves are completely ruuuuuined. Owie ;_;

Whoo, I'm writing. This will be a series, and since I'm a fan of fantasy that will be it's type. With of course the usual romance, bang, etc. I don't have a title yet, but I'll try to think of one. I've written 20 pages so far, but I need to revise them so give me some time mmkay? I'll try to get at least one chapter up in march break.

Hmmm I think I may submit something one of these days. I'm getting psyched with all the stories around here. I haven't written anything in a long time though, I'll have to polish up my dialogue, it looks kinda scruffy right now. If anyone has an idea they want written I'll give it a look.

Fuck it, I told my prom date I was gay. She took it pretty well, saying that guyxguy is one of her turn ons anyhow. Girls are sooo odd. She actaully writes gay fanfiction. I didn't see that coming.

Hmm I think I messed up. I gave roses to a girl...
It's too bad I haven't admitted to someone about being gay yet ;_;

It makes me sad, especially since there's this really hot guy at my work, but I don't want to even try cause I'm afraid.

PS secretly being gay is the worst.

Advice?