It's that time of year again, when my birthday rolls around and I.. well. I honestly couldn't remember how old I was. That's kinda sad. Made me do a bit of a headdesk.

But yeah. Being that it's storming something fierce and I'm all stuffed on BBQ.. I think a nap is in order. Deliver presents to my nightstand: I'll unwrap when I roll over and tumble out of bed. :D

So, after a week that's been pretty much the dictionary definition of sucky, I've come to figure I need something new to play. And everyone's playing Terraria, and it looks like a damn good game. But, alas, this dragon's been out of work for too long. >.<

So I've been pondering getting back into the writing swing again and hope that I'm not as sucky as I think I've atrophied into, and maybe get into some commishing stuff. Maybe. Ha.

Either way I just need to write a ton more to get something developed. I'm so out of practice. ><

I covered all my bases there, I think. But yeah, merry holidays and all that happy jazz. I'm... going to be resting off this feast of seafood that I just stuffed myself with for the past few hours. D:

This might not be a news flash, but e621's been taken down. And the guy who did it has said he's moving on to bigger game.

From what I've heard, this gun-toting law-breaking loophole-finding dip is going to go lawsuit happy now. And people wonder why I have no faith in humanity. People like him make me seriously want to just go on a homicidal rampage to increase the average IQ of the entire planet by a good 20 points.

Yeeah. Two years. I should write more. I've been a bad dragon, playing Guild Wars so much.

I need to find a new way to waste my time. Besides writing porn. >.>

Yup, you guessed it everyone. Another June 14th has rolled itself around, and I'm another year older!

...Celebrated at 1:30 in the morning by running into a wall. -..- At least I feel old, now.

Well, my writing might be postponed a bit. Life's taken a gut punch to me. You know what they say about not telling a single lie, because that one will end up snowballing into a while thing that will kill you in the end?

Well, it hit me. Yeah, this dragon's managed, in the middle of a storm, to screw over his life. The simple lie is, months ago, someone asking me if I had my own place. I'm 23, and my life hasn't been the best to me. What was I expected to say.

And now here, months later, someone I care deeply about, more then I can put into words, is ending up hating me for that one lie I told. He's been wanting to visit me, and I've been wanting to meet him for this long. I don't think he knows how much he means to me.

He hates people telling lies to him, so admitting this will only make him hate me. Right now it just feels like my life is tumbling around me like a bunch of cardboard that got cut from its strings. I want nothing more then to just be in his arms right now and cry my eyes out because of all this, but I have half a mind to think he'll turn me away.

I love him...no matter what, I will always love him. I've loved him for this long, and I won't give up. But if he gives up on me...I don't know what I'd do. I'm just a stupid, fucked up dragon who's got his brain screwed in wrong. Who doesn't know the first thing about a decent relationship, and who doesn't have half the attention span that he should have for the things that he cares about the most...

I can't express how sorry I am to him. No amount of apology can make this go away. And that's what I'm afraid of. Losing the one thing I held so dear..

Doing a bit of writing. The first part of my new series should be coming out soonish. Dragons. Evil Corporations. Ancient relics.

With big booms. Did I mention the dragons?

Look for it, in a theater near you!