Cursed by the gods for so long...
Posted 4 years agoWhen will I finally be able to lift this curse...?
Furry Artists' Discord :3
Posted 9 years agoI've decided to make a Furry Art Discord.
If you're a Furry Artist, or a fan of Furry Artists, this server may be of interest to you, nyeah :3
Here's a link to the Discord: https://discord.gg/CYHX8Bc
If you're a Furry Artist, or a fan of Furry Artists, this server may be of interest to you, nyeah :3
Here's a link to the Discord: https://discord.gg/CYHX8Bc
Another update :3
Posted 9 years agoOkay, went back to the doctor... I'm on new antibiotics.
They told me that healing can take a very long time, especially when you're older. I guess I should have expected so ^o.o^
I'm also trying to eat a bit healthier and consume smaller meals so I don't have too much bloating/pressure in my chest and stomach.
Hopefully this new antibiotic isn't too stressful on me. Pills have never agreed with me, especially painkillers and antibiotics. I tried to get the liquified version of the prescription, but it was $35 more than what I wanted to pay and figured I may as well just go cheaper X3
Oh well... a cat can't win them all I suppose ^o.o^
I'm also drawing again! Finally getting back into it, so expect some submissions soon :3
They told me that healing can take a very long time, especially when you're older. I guess I should have expected so ^o.o^
I'm also trying to eat a bit healthier and consume smaller meals so I don't have too much bloating/pressure in my chest and stomach.
Hopefully this new antibiotic isn't too stressful on me. Pills have never agreed with me, especially painkillers and antibiotics. I tried to get the liquified version of the prescription, but it was $35 more than what I wanted to pay and figured I may as well just go cheaper X3
Oh well... a cat can't win them all I suppose ^o.o^
I'm also drawing again! Finally getting back into it, so expect some submissions soon :3
Just a small update ^o.o^
Posted 9 years agoLast month, I went on a trip and when I got back from said trip, I realized I had an infection in my finger.
Had to go to the doctor and took some antibiotics.
The pain, swelling and pressure in my finger is completely gone... however, the skin hasn't completely healed and it's been awhile since the infection has gone and since I've stopped taking the antibiotics.
I also noticed that my right index finger started hurting on the bottom, close to the tip. At first I thought I was having another infection, but quickly realized this shouldn't be the case and that it's likely hurting due to how I'm holding my tablet pen and pressing the button on it (It's the monoprice replacement pen... not exactly a friendly pen to press the buttons on constantly). The problem is that I haven't really been using my index finger much and its been 10 days, and it still subtly hurts. Keep in mind that I use my tablet as a mouse, so I use it a lot. It just seems weird that my finger is still hurting, even though it is getting better the progress is slow.
These are two different fingers. The finger my infection was on was the left hand, and my index finger on my right hand is the one that hurts from overuse.
I'm also going through anxiety attacks that keep me from getting more than 4 hours of sleep. Whenever I try to rest/relax, sometimes I get weird palpitations right along my left collarbone, or on my left shoulder blade. Right now I feel congested. I might have a sinus infection or something, I have no clue. I may also have an infection somewhere else which could be causing me problems throughout my body... but I can't confirm that. It could be a number of things, or just plain mental stress.
Because I've been trying to keep up with my health, I haven't been practicing much on art... which I need to get back into, its just hard to concentrate when I'm worried about something and I tend to be overly cautious.
This whole situation is problematic for me because I'm not on insurance. I have to pay out-of-pocket for an appointment, prescription, etc and I don't want to do that too often. I may not have much of a choice, but I'm just stubborn sometimes.
I hate making excuses or giving bad news, which is why a post like this is rare from me. I just wanted to put this journal up since a decent amount of my watchers are friends of mine (and someone I deeply care about) and I wanted to give an update for them :3
Had to go to the doctor and took some antibiotics.
The pain, swelling and pressure in my finger is completely gone... however, the skin hasn't completely healed and it's been awhile since the infection has gone and since I've stopped taking the antibiotics.
I also noticed that my right index finger started hurting on the bottom, close to the tip. At first I thought I was having another infection, but quickly realized this shouldn't be the case and that it's likely hurting due to how I'm holding my tablet pen and pressing the button on it (It's the monoprice replacement pen... not exactly a friendly pen to press the buttons on constantly). The problem is that I haven't really been using my index finger much and its been 10 days, and it still subtly hurts. Keep in mind that I use my tablet as a mouse, so I use it a lot. It just seems weird that my finger is still hurting, even though it is getting better the progress is slow.
These are two different fingers. The finger my infection was on was the left hand, and my index finger on my right hand is the one that hurts from overuse.
I'm also going through anxiety attacks that keep me from getting more than 4 hours of sleep. Whenever I try to rest/relax, sometimes I get weird palpitations right along my left collarbone, or on my left shoulder blade. Right now I feel congested. I might have a sinus infection or something, I have no clue. I may also have an infection somewhere else which could be causing me problems throughout my body... but I can't confirm that. It could be a number of things, or just plain mental stress.
Because I've been trying to keep up with my health, I haven't been practicing much on art... which I need to get back into, its just hard to concentrate when I'm worried about something and I tend to be overly cautious.
This whole situation is problematic for me because I'm not on insurance. I have to pay out-of-pocket for an appointment, prescription, etc and I don't want to do that too often. I may not have much of a choice, but I'm just stubborn sometimes.
I hate making excuses or giving bad news, which is why a post like this is rare from me. I just wanted to put this journal up since a decent amount of my watchers are friends of mine (and someone I deeply care about) and I wanted to give an update for them :3
^o.o^
Posted 9 years agoSorry for being so inactive. I got back from a trip a couple of days ago and I was exhausted ^o.o^
I'm going to get back into the swing of things very soon :3
I'm going to get back into the swing of things very soon :3
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Posted 10 years agoA reminder that most of my stuff will likely be in my Scraps and not Submissions!!!
Going to be watching way more porn and sketching from it! :3
Visualization training has helped me quite a bit, but I really do think I need to look at more real objects and the surface movement and shadows to help me understand forms better ^o.o^
I also really need to work on features like eyes, hair, facial structure, object-interaction, foreshortening, shadows and rhythm ^o.o^
Basically just going to try harder to sketch more and get better :3
Going to be watching way more porn and sketching from it! :3
Visualization training has helped me quite a bit, but I really do think I need to look at more real objects and the surface movement and shadows to help me understand forms better ^o.o^
I also really need to work on features like eyes, hair, facial structure, object-interaction, foreshortening, shadows and rhythm ^o.o^
Basically just going to try harder to sketch more and get better :3
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Posted 10 years agoI'm likely going to have a lot of scraps... nothing really submission-worthy for awhile as I'm trying to figure out anatomy and spacial rotations... both subjects are difficult X3
Going to keep practicing though because this is fun :3
Going to keep practicing though because this is fun :3
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