Update
Posted 4 years agoHello everyone, first of all sorry for not uploading art, i actually got a few pieces already done that i have yet to submit including an animation! Short but I'm sure you will all like it ^^
As some of you may know, i work retail and given the season its very busy, so less time for me to spend on here! But you can catch me on twitter where I'm more active https://twitter.com/xionix00
Thank you all for have follow and fav my post, I do read and see them, sorry if I don't have time to thank you all but I appreciate every interaction very much <3
Lastly my birthday is coming! I'm from January first and I'm turning 29 this month! I can still say on on my 20's hehe
I still have plenty of ideas for new art, including another animation, some lore building and personal pieces, as well as some what if's, including one done by my friend
where she will transform Xio into a Synth with some Metroid vibes as well o3o
So much i want to share with you all!
As some of you may know, i work retail and given the season its very busy, so less time for me to spend on here! But you can catch me on twitter where I'm more active https://twitter.com/xionix00
Thank you all for have follow and fav my post, I do read and see them, sorry if I don't have time to thank you all but I appreciate every interaction very much <3
Lastly my birthday is coming! I'm from January first and I'm turning 29 this month! I can still say on on my 20's hehe
I still have plenty of ideas for new art, including another animation, some lore building and personal pieces, as well as some what if's, including one done by my friend
where she will transform Xio into a Synth with some Metroid vibes as well o3o So much i want to share with you all!
Check out my friend!
Posted 4 years agoHello everyone, its been a while since i made one of this, currently i still have a few pictures in the works as well as one or 2 to upload.
For now, i would appreciate if you all can go and check out my friend
Dark_Guardian_Corporation
She recently returned to FA and is here to stay and give drawing another go at, she is very good and i highly recommend you to go watch her and commission her.
For those of you that have been following me for a while, she is the owner of "Another" or also known as object 17, someone i gotten plenty of art with, like this one https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26656187/
And that is all for today, have a good one folks!
For now, i would appreciate if you all can go and check out my friend
Dark_Guardian_Corporation She recently returned to FA and is here to stay and give drawing another go at, she is very good and i highly recommend you to go watch her and commission her.
For those of you that have been following me for a while, she is the owner of "Another" or also known as object 17, someone i gotten plenty of art with, like this one https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26656187/
And that is all for today, have a good one folks!
New art coming
Posted 4 years agoHello guys, i have a back log of art to upload, i will be uploading during the next couple days and that is pretty much it.
I will update that old pending art journal soon too
I will update that old pending art journal soon too
It is my birthday :D
Posted 5 years agoHi, hello, hows everyone?
I know i haven't post lately, i do have like... 4 pictures to upload or 5? Anyway, tomorrow im off, will try to upload them then
But as the title says, today is my birthday :D
I turn 28 but didn't do any party or such due to covid, still, its my birthday!!!!!!
Hope you all had a wonderful day and wish you a fantastic 2021!!!!
I know i haven't post lately, i do have like... 4 pictures to upload or 5? Anyway, tomorrow im off, will try to upload them then
But as the title says, today is my birthday :D
I turn 28 but didn't do any party or such due to covid, still, its my birthday!!!!!!
Hope you all had a wonderful day and wish you a fantastic 2021!!!!
Thank you + small update!
Posted 6 years agoHello everyone, first of all im typing this from.my phone right before going to work so sorry for any possible gramar error.
Okay with that out of the way, thank you to all of you and my recent followers, i just realised im about to hit 400 watchers and that is awesome!
Will see about holding a raffle at 500 watchers, see how that goes n.n
Also, i got 4 new things to upload, the sound animation, 1 freebie of my sona, 1 breath of the wild themed pic and 1 pretty lady. I will be uploading them after work today so look forward to that!
Okay with that out of the way, thank you to all of you and my recent followers, i just realised im about to hit 400 watchers and that is awesome!
Will see about holding a raffle at 500 watchers, see how that goes n.n
Also, i got 4 new things to upload, the sound animation, 1 freebie of my sona, 1 breath of the wild themed pic and 1 pretty lady. I will be uploading them after work today so look forward to that!
Pending art.
Posted 6 years agoSo here it is what i have pending, i will constantly update this journal as i go.
1 Pic from
Talynn Fully paid 2 character piece.
1 Pic from
ultrabondagefairy Not paid 2 character piece
1 Pic from
Jhony. Paid 1 Full body character
1 Pics from
HyperionTrash 1 partially payed BIG project. (550)
1 Character model from
Imago Paid, Rei to be made 3D model and put into paws of combat game
2 Pics from
Moon-S Both paid 2 character piece each.
1 Gif loop from
DreamflowerBunny @/DreamShepard Twitter. Not paid, 2 character 5 sec-ish loop.
2 Pics from
Laune Both paid, both 2 characters pic.
Pending to upload:
1 Pic by
IrieDono (Chompa)
1 pics by
Dai.dai (Hug with Ultra)
1 Pic from
Talynn Fully paid 2 character piece.1 Pic from
ultrabondagefairy Not paid 2 character piece1 Pic from
Jhony. Paid 1 Full body character 1 Pics from
HyperionTrash 1 partially payed BIG project. (550)1 Character model from
Imago Paid, Rei to be made 3D model and put into paws of combat game2 Pics from
Moon-S Both paid 2 character piece each. 1 Gif loop from
DreamflowerBunny @/DreamShepard Twitter. Not paid, 2 character 5 sec-ish loop.2 Pics from
Laune Both paid, both 2 characters pic.Pending to upload:
1 Pic by
IrieDono (Chompa)1 pics by
Dai.dai (Hug with Ultra)Thanks to all new watchers!
Posted 8 years agoNormally I take my time to thank all my new watchers but during this season I been super busy with little to no time. For those of you who don't know I work retail and retail during holidays... It's hell. It's hours yes but man do they burn you out x.x
But yeah guys, thank you all to my new watchers and for everyone that has been here with me. Its been about a year and a half now since I started uploading and now I'm on full track to get lots and lots of art ^^
But yeah guys, thank you all to my new watchers and for everyone that has been here with me. Its been about a year and a half now since I started uploading and now I'm on full track to get lots and lots of art ^^
Im back!!!
Posted 8 years agoHello friends and fellow furs, dragons, sharks, ever everyone else x3.
So after nearly 2 months I'm back, and feeling better than ever :)
I got couple pieces I need to upload that received during this time. I may not upload them today but expect to see plenty from me the next couple days.
And without much else to say, I hope everyone has been having a good time ^^
So after nearly 2 months I'm back, and feeling better than ever :)
I got couple pieces I need to upload that received during this time. I may not upload them today but expect to see plenty from me the next couple days.
And without much else to say, I hope everyone has been having a good time ^^
Taking time off from FA.
Posted 8 years agoHey guys, I will try to keep this short.
Some things have happened recently that caused me stress and anxiety, and I need time to let things calm themselves as well as I need time for myself.
Already sent note to artists working on stuff for me. Those of you I had art planned with, I'm sorry but it will be on hold.
I care for all my friends, you guys know that I'm the kind of person that goes out of his way to help but this time I need to lay low and just stay away.
I won't be closing my account but I won't be checking it.
I most likely get off of most social apps as well.
I will be back, this is not a good bye, but simple a see you later.
Some things have happened recently that caused me stress and anxiety, and I need time to let things calm themselves as well as I need time for myself.
Already sent note to artists working on stuff for me. Those of you I had art planned with, I'm sorry but it will be on hold.
I care for all my friends, you guys know that I'm the kind of person that goes out of his way to help but this time I need to lay low and just stay away.
I won't be closing my account but I won't be checking it.
I most likely get off of most social apps as well.
I will be back, this is not a good bye, but simple a see you later.
92 truths thing
Posted 8 years agoRules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose however many people you want to tag!
LAST...
[1] drink: Milk
[2] phone call: A cab
[3] text message: Karlo (IRL friend)
[4] song you listened to: Fallout boy - Thanks for the memories
[5] time you cried: A few days now. Shit happens
HAVE YOU EVER…
[6] dated someone twice: yes
[7] been cheated on: yep
[8] kissed someone and regretted it: yes
[9] lost someone special: yes
[10] been depressed: yes
[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: no, I don't drink
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:
[12] White
[13] Blue
[14] Black
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
[15] made new friends: yes
[16] fallen out of love: No
[17] laughed until you cried: No
[18] found out someone was talking about you: yes
[19] met someone who changed you: yes
[20] found out who your true friends are: No, I already knew
[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: yes
GENERAL…
[22] how many of your online friends do you know in real life: That I first met online and then met IRL, a few furs I saw on AC and 1 person about my age I found out lives in my same city.
[23] do you have any pets: 1 dog.
[24] do you want to change your name: No
[25] what did you do for your last birthday: Not much, as I'm from Jan 1 so it's a new years party for the most part.
[26] what time did you wake up: 7am.
[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: RP
[28] name something you cannot wait for: Something I ordered online to get delivered o3o
[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: She is in front of me.
[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I'm too lazy, can't find motivation to do some things I should.
[31] what are you listening to right now: News on the radio.
[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom:
ondawait[33] something that is getting on your nerves: Life
[35] elementary: public
[36] high school: public
[37] college: ----
[38] hair colour: Black
[39] long or short hair: medium
[40] do you have a crush on someone: Maybe
[41] what do you like about yourself?: My kind nature, I live with a clean consciousness knowing I make other people smile :3
[42] piercings: On me? Never
[43] blood type: A+
[44] nickname: Xio
[45] relationship status: Single
[46] zodiac sign: Capricorn
[47] pronouns: He/hin
[48] fav tv show: I don't watch TV, but if I did maybe walking dead....
[49] tattoos: Never.
[50] right or left handed: right handed
FIRST…
[51] surgery: luckily never needed
[52] piercing: ----
[53] best friend: ----
[55] vacation: Southern Mexico
[56] pair of trainers: ????
RIGHT NOW…
[57] eating: Was eating cereal a few mins ago.
[58] drinking: Water
[59] I’m about to: Open my store (I'm a supervisor at my work)
[60] listening to: traffic
[61] waiting for: Tax returns
[62] want: time to pass faster ... A week or 2
[63] get married: Eventually I will again.
[64] career: 3D-2D modeler and/or computer animation.
WHICH IS BETTER…
[65] hugs or kisses: hugs
[66] lips or eyes: eyes
[67] shorter or taller: taller
[68] older or younger: doesn't matter
[69] romantic or spontaneous: romantic all the way
[70] nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms
[71] sensitive or loud: Sensitive
[72] hook up or relationship: relationship of course.
[73] troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant... I tend to avoid troubles.
HAVE YOU EVER…
[74] kissed a stranger? yes
[75] drank hard liquor? nop and never will
[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? don't use
[77] turned someone down: yes
[78] sex on first date? Hell no
[79] broken someone’s heart? yes...
[80] had your own heart broken? yes..
[81] been arrested? no o.o
[82] cried when someone died? yes
[83] fallen for a friend: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
[84] yourself? Somewhat
[85] miracles?yeah
[86] love at first sight? no
[87] santa claus? no
[88] kiss on the first date? yes
[89] angels? yes
OTHER…
[90] current best friend’s name: :----
[91] eye colour: Brown
[92] favourite movie genre: fantasy, animated, and sci fi.
Tag: Everyone that reads/leaves a comment on this journal!
Want art with me or a character of mine?
Posted 8 years agoHello everyone :3
So as everyone has seen, I been getting a lot of art with
klenerschluchti and not anymore with
For those of you who enjoyed art of Xionix with Another, rest assure there will be more, I plan to keep getting art with her in fact, I have a new piece waiting to be uploaded which will be done after this journal.
On the other hand I also have couple more pieces with Kalie (Kleners sharksona name for those who don't know) on process, 1 in particular to be expected soon.
With all that said though, I was wondering if anyone was interested of getting art of their OC's with any of mines? Either my main or any other.
I would certainly enjoy to share a commission ^^
I will make a list and start working I say within a month hopefully.
The way it would work either leave a comment here and state you would like to and general idea or note me with the details. I will add your name to the list and then note you back once I'm ready.
Depending on the price I want to do at least 1 picture every two weeks.
IMPORTANT: I DONT DRAW. THIS IS FOR SHARING A COMMISSION.
I'm open to most ideas, even NSFW but some extreme kinks I will not accept. None the less, I'm very open minded (I have my own kinks too >.>), if your unsure just note me and I will respond you as soon as possible. Unless I'm working, I tend to check FA very often.
So yeah, if you want to share a commission let me know, it will be cool to get art with many of you guys :3
My characters for all of you to see :
So as everyone has seen, I been getting a lot of art with
klenerschluchti and not anymore with
For those of you who enjoyed art of Xionix with Another, rest assure there will be more, I plan to keep getting art with her in fact, I have a new piece waiting to be uploaded which will be done after this journal.
On the other hand I also have couple more pieces with Kalie (Kleners sharksona name for those who don't know) on process, 1 in particular to be expected soon.
With all that said though, I was wondering if anyone was interested of getting art of their OC's with any of mines? Either my main or any other.
I would certainly enjoy to share a commission ^^
I will make a list and start working I say within a month hopefully.
The way it would work either leave a comment here and state you would like to and general idea or note me with the details. I will add your name to the list and then note you back once I'm ready.
Depending on the price I want to do at least 1 picture every two weeks.
IMPORTANT: I DONT DRAW. THIS IS FOR SHARING A COMMISSION.
I'm open to most ideas, even NSFW but some extreme kinks I will not accept. None the less, I'm very open minded (I have my own kinks too >.>), if your unsure just note me and I will respond you as soon as possible. Unless I'm working, I tend to check FA very often.
So yeah, if you want to share a commission let me know, it will be cool to get art with many of you guys :3
My characters for all of you to see :
My characters Xionix (SFW)~MainLuna (SFW/Story) Yang (SFW/Story) Rei (NSFW/Story)Sakura (NSFW/Story)???? Wolf (SFW)Maximus (SFW/story) Alexander (SFW/story) Satine (SFW/No story yet)Over 100 watchers! Q and A journal - Ask me anything.
Posted 8 years agoO wow, I didn't eve realize when this happened! I'm super late for this.
Thank you everyone who is watching me, it's been about 7-8 months when I actually started uploading pictures despite my account being many years old.
I wish I could hold a raffle like other artist do, but since I don't draw, what I will do is I will have a "Ask me anything" type of journal.
The way it will work is you can ask me, or ANY of my characters a question and I will answer as honest as possible.
You would do it by putting the name of who you want to ask a question and then the actual question like this:
Xionix
What's your favorite meal?
John (Me)
What kind of video games you play?
Luna
Would you have a nigth with me?
The question can be something simple or something super lewd. And you can also ask multiple questions :3
Thank you everyone who is watching me, it's been about 7-8 months when I actually started uploading pictures despite my account being many years old.
I wish I could hold a raffle like other artist do, but since I don't draw, what I will do is I will have a "Ask me anything" type of journal.
The way it will work is you can ask me, or ANY of my characters a question and I will answer as honest as possible.
You would do it by putting the name of who you want to ask a question and then the actual question like this:
Xionix
What's your favorite meal?
John (Me)
What kind of video games you play?
Luna
Would you have a nigth with me?
The question can be something simple or something super lewd. And you can also ask multiple questions :3
Happy New Year! And its my birthday!
Posted 9 years agoHappy holidays everyone, cheers for a new year and let's make this an incredible one! (Honestly 2016 was not that great <.<)
Also, today is my birthday! :3 And I'm on way to work, so yay to work on birthday X3
I didn't had anything planned anyway, will go out on th week with couple friends though.
So wish you all some great time and keep an eye close, as I'm expecting alot of new art soon and some projects I'm working on :3
Question, how many of you here know I use to do 3D modeling and rendering?
Also, today is my birthday! :3 And I'm on way to work, so yay to work on birthday X3
I didn't had anything planned anyway, will go out on th week with couple friends though.
So wish you all some great time and keep an eye close, as I'm expecting alot of new art soon and some projects I'm working on :3
Question, how many of you here know I use to do 3D modeling and rendering?
Birthday + Happy holidays :3
Posted 9 years agoHello everyone
Just a quick note that I'm getting holder xD My birthday it's on January 1... Yeah new year baby >.>
I'm not planning anything since a new year party is going to be held anyway, probably will go out with some of my friends after the new year.
But hey! I wish you all happy holidays, doesn't matter what you celebrate, spend time with your loved ones and people who appreciate who you are. Those friends and family who actually worry about you and seek you out :D
And don't drink too much if your driving <.<... Safety first!
Just a quick note that I'm getting holder xD My birthday it's on January 1... Yeah new year baby >.>
I'm not planning anything since a new year party is going to be held anyway, probably will go out with some of my friends after the new year.
But hey! I wish you all happy holidays, doesn't matter what you celebrate, spend time with your loved ones and people who appreciate who you are. Those friends and family who actually worry about you and seek you out :D
And don't drink too much if your driving <.<... Safety first!
Rant/Mentality/Venting out (Need feedback, please read)
Posted 9 years agoOkay so I will get personal here... but .. I am looking for feedback here, I really want to hear as many opinions as possible. This may get long.
I don't even know where to start...
Guess I will start with what I think and believe.
I don't know from where I got it as a kid, but since kindergarten I believed in honor (and medieval things in general, kings, knights, sword, dragons, castles, you name it, I grabbed the honor concept from something medieval related), and trough my entire life I have till this day. Every time I have to make a decision, I think "What's the most honorable thing to do?" Even if by doing so leads to me having something bad happen to me, even if it could lead to harm... Now I'm not saying I'm perfect or a saint or any of that, of course I haven't live 100% of life doing this, but I have definitely a big majority of it. I made mistakes like everyone has before, I have done done bad things, but I have never betrayed, cheated or mislead anyone (except one time I was being scam and I deceived the person back to get her off me, I didn't took anything from her nor harm her though). That's not who I am.
Who I am though... I'm a person that's not the smartest, strongest, fastest, or anything like that... But what every person that knows me really well will say the same thing, I'm a trustworthy person.
I have never done any harm to anyone, there is no evil intentions within me, if someone says me something and that person ask me to not tell anyone, even if I can somehow benefit out of, I won't say a word. People trust me, and I appreciate that. Among my friends, since I was in about 3rd grade, I always had people come and ask me for advice, from some things, to a couple who was 50 years old (Married about 22 of those) , and they had been cheating on each other for about 5 years at the time.
I really work hard to prove myself to others, that there is still hope on this world, that there is still some of us who try to make a difference. But for every one of us, trying to make an impact, it feels there is 10 just being complete assholes. It really makes me go crazy the way some guys think, comments like "woman place is in the kitchen" or "woman are only good for making babies"... This is the type of bulsshit that makes me wonder how fuck up can someone be? This is no medieval times (irony I know), why guys still have this type of mentality, like what are you thinking? Woman are capable of many things, in fact a woman almost became president of US (please no political comments, I will just delete them).
I'm an extremely kind and altruistic person, I'm always offering help left and right, if I see someone and I feel I can do something, believe me I will do everything in my power to help. I have do simple things I see a friend struggling with, to helping a friend out of a possible of slave status..
I was in highschool when this happened, I had a friend who was a good student, and she lived with her dad and step mother. Her dad would always listen to her step mother over herself, so any argument she instantly lost it, regardless even if she was correct. So the thing that happened, her step mother wanted to take her out of school and had her stay in the house and become a cleaning lady. That's right, drop out school all together, to stay in house and clean. And by no means I mentioned any disrespect to anyone who does that, but my friend had so much potential, she wanted to be a graphic designer so badly, and she had incredible skills! And all that talent was going to be throw away... I could not let it happen... So I took upon the task of helping her get in contact with her mother, get her things and move out. She was so grateful, she was able to finish her school and she always thanked me for it.
That's why I do what I do, I help because I like it, because seeing how I can help other people smile and accomplish things makes me feel good inside, seeing those around me happy makes me happy. I care deeply for those around I consider special people.
There was also the one time, an artist I knew, she was not popular yet, she developed carpel tunnel syndrome... This is a killer for artist. She was not able to draw anymore... I started calling hospitals around the area I lived, and where she lived (I use to talk with her alot, we use to be good friends) and even other countries. On the end I got all the info I needed, and I told her "Hey if you do the procedure here it will cost you 2K" But she was a student, she had no where to get $2000. "Okay I didn't made myself clear, if you do the procedure here it will be $2000, I got $2500 for you, I been saving so you can get your hand fix and start drawing again, I ask nothing from you, other than you to keep drawing". And this was like around 1-2 years ago.
I really didn't ask her for anything, I never ask for favors when I help people. I help others because I like to do it.
I often give gifts to people, recently
was sad and I made a story and had an art piece commissioned for her.
Same for
She was sad and I just couldn't stand there and do nothing, I had Amy help me and she did a piece as well while I did a story, and also I did a collage of some previous art of her, little I know I was doing wrong. For as my heart begin on the correct place, sometimes people really don't want other to help them, give them anything or even talk at all. Just gotta accept that
But this mentality has also lead to me getting backstab, betrayed, and just pain in general, physical and emotional.
I want to trust others, I really want to believe there is still hope for humanity but I often get slapped in the face as a reminder of how others use me as a stepping stone.
For as many times I been pushed and step on, I always stood back up, because I just don't want to give up, I want to believe hope is not completely lost. Because just as honor is important for me... Hope it's as much.
***
Another point I wanted to mention, getting away from the above topic, is my characters.
While I didn't design them, I feel a connection with every single one of them, and if you approach me saying you want +18 art with them, I will decline without hesitating. I feel a bit creep put about this, atleast when it comes to random people, if I know you well.... I can discuss it, I have a piece of +18 art being made and it's the first one I will have, and it will be with a special person. I may be okay with suggestive, I'm open for questions.
But if your 100% random, never have talk with me, and just approach and want +18 art... Don't even bother.
Is this a bad thing though? Am I being too harsh? It's only drawings for some right? What's wrong with that?... Many things...
For my characters are special to me, there is a little bit of me in all of them.
Now I don't mind RP as long as its not *Leans gropes your balls and kiss you*. RP can be fun and entertaining, doesn't have to go into full +18 for that.
In other words, for both art and RP, I believe in romance and love, not on sex.
******
Am I wrong for believing in a concept that death for over 500 years?
Is my altruism wrong?
Is me wanting to believe in others a bad thing?
Is it bad I like giving gifts?
Is it bad I want to believe on humanity after everything that goes bad?
Is it bad I don't want +18 art?
I been questioning alot of things lately with my life ... And I would like to hear from anyone really... Am I wrong on what I have chosen?...I have always just wanted to help.. but I need help this time around.
*Edit*
Forgot to add, to finish in a good way, my birthday is in a month! January 1st! Yay me I guess...
I don't even know where to start...
Guess I will start with what I think and believe.
I don't know from where I got it as a kid, but since kindergarten I believed in honor (and medieval things in general, kings, knights, sword, dragons, castles, you name it, I grabbed the honor concept from something medieval related), and trough my entire life I have till this day. Every time I have to make a decision, I think "What's the most honorable thing to do?" Even if by doing so leads to me having something bad happen to me, even if it could lead to harm... Now I'm not saying I'm perfect or a saint or any of that, of course I haven't live 100% of life doing this, but I have definitely a big majority of it. I made mistakes like everyone has before, I have done done bad things, but I have never betrayed, cheated or mislead anyone (except one time I was being scam and I deceived the person back to get her off me, I didn't took anything from her nor harm her though). That's not who I am.
Who I am though... I'm a person that's not the smartest, strongest, fastest, or anything like that... But what every person that knows me really well will say the same thing, I'm a trustworthy person.
I have never done any harm to anyone, there is no evil intentions within me, if someone says me something and that person ask me to not tell anyone, even if I can somehow benefit out of, I won't say a word. People trust me, and I appreciate that. Among my friends, since I was in about 3rd grade, I always had people come and ask me for advice, from some things, to a couple who was 50 years old (Married about 22 of those) , and they had been cheating on each other for about 5 years at the time.
I really work hard to prove myself to others, that there is still hope on this world, that there is still some of us who try to make a difference. But for every one of us, trying to make an impact, it feels there is 10 just being complete assholes. It really makes me go crazy the way some guys think, comments like "woman place is in the kitchen" or "woman are only good for making babies"... This is the type of bulsshit that makes me wonder how fuck up can someone be? This is no medieval times (irony I know), why guys still have this type of mentality, like what are you thinking? Woman are capable of many things, in fact a woman almost became president of US (please no political comments, I will just delete them).
I'm an extremely kind and altruistic person, I'm always offering help left and right, if I see someone and I feel I can do something, believe me I will do everything in my power to help. I have do simple things I see a friend struggling with, to helping a friend out of a possible of slave status..
I was in highschool when this happened, I had a friend who was a good student, and she lived with her dad and step mother. Her dad would always listen to her step mother over herself, so any argument she instantly lost it, regardless even if she was correct. So the thing that happened, her step mother wanted to take her out of school and had her stay in the house and become a cleaning lady. That's right, drop out school all together, to stay in house and clean. And by no means I mentioned any disrespect to anyone who does that, but my friend had so much potential, she wanted to be a graphic designer so badly, and she had incredible skills! And all that talent was going to be throw away... I could not let it happen... So I took upon the task of helping her get in contact with her mother, get her things and move out. She was so grateful, she was able to finish her school and she always thanked me for it.
That's why I do what I do, I help because I like it, because seeing how I can help other people smile and accomplish things makes me feel good inside, seeing those around me happy makes me happy. I care deeply for those around I consider special people.
There was also the one time, an artist I knew, she was not popular yet, she developed carpel tunnel syndrome... This is a killer for artist. She was not able to draw anymore... I started calling hospitals around the area I lived, and where she lived (I use to talk with her alot, we use to be good friends) and even other countries. On the end I got all the info I needed, and I told her "Hey if you do the procedure here it will cost you 2K" But she was a student, she had no where to get $2000. "Okay I didn't made myself clear, if you do the procedure here it will be $2000, I got $2500 for you, I been saving so you can get your hand fix and start drawing again, I ask nothing from you, other than you to keep drawing". And this was like around 1-2 years ago.
I really didn't ask her for anything, I never ask for favors when I help people. I help others because I like to do it.
I often give gifts to people, recently
was sad and I made a story and had an art piece commissioned for her. Same for
She was sad and I just couldn't stand there and do nothing, I had Amy help me and she did a piece as well while I did a story, and also I did a collage of some previous art of her, little I know I was doing wrong. For as my heart begin on the correct place, sometimes people really don't want other to help them, give them anything or even talk at all. Just gotta accept thatBut this mentality has also lead to me getting backstab, betrayed, and just pain in general, physical and emotional.
I want to trust others, I really want to believe there is still hope for humanity but I often get slapped in the face as a reminder of how others use me as a stepping stone.
For as many times I been pushed and step on, I always stood back up, because I just don't want to give up, I want to believe hope is not completely lost. Because just as honor is important for me... Hope it's as much.
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Another point I wanted to mention, getting away from the above topic, is my characters.
While I didn't design them, I feel a connection with every single one of them, and if you approach me saying you want +18 art with them, I will decline without hesitating. I feel a bit creep put about this, atleast when it comes to random people, if I know you well.... I can discuss it, I have a piece of +18 art being made and it's the first one I will have, and it will be with a special person. I may be okay with suggestive, I'm open for questions.
But if your 100% random, never have talk with me, and just approach and want +18 art... Don't even bother.
Is this a bad thing though? Am I being too harsh? It's only drawings for some right? What's wrong with that?... Many things...
For my characters are special to me, there is a little bit of me in all of them.
Now I don't mind RP as long as its not *Leans gropes your balls and kiss you*. RP can be fun and entertaining, doesn't have to go into full +18 for that.
In other words, for both art and RP, I believe in romance and love, not on sex.
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Am I wrong for believing in a concept that death for over 500 years?
Is my altruism wrong?
Is me wanting to believe in others a bad thing?
Is it bad I like giving gifts?
Is it bad I want to believe on humanity after everything that goes bad?
Is it bad I don't want +18 art?
I been questioning alot of things lately with my life ... And I would like to hear from anyone really... Am I wrong on what I have chosen?...I have always just wanted to help.. but I need help this time around.
*Edit*
Forgot to add, to finish in a good way, my birthday is in a month! January 1st! Yay me I guess...
The Legend of Xionix. (Story explanation)
Posted 9 years agoHello everyone, so as I mention before, I been working on a story for couple years now, I have had on and off time but I have tried to keep it alive.
The idea is to have everything animated in 2D and make it a web series. Starting with a novel.
Right now I have 4 seasons well stable, each season not having a "X" number of chapters/episodes, one can have 15 other 20 and so on. Each episode is aimed to be somewhere between 5-15 minutes long.
The series itself will be centered around 3 main characters, Xionix, Sakura and Roger. Xionix being a white artic wolf, Sakura a Kitsune, and Roger a Wolf (Xionix design is done but will change, as people keep saying he looks to feminine, Sakura and Roger have a sketch wich is not uploaded but will most likely change as I'm not convinced) . Our 3 heroes will face challenge upon challenge that together will overcome, although not necessarily without more than a scratch...
The target audience will be 17+ , while it will not have adult only material, it will have, but not limited to, blood, gore, drug references, alcohol (and it's consequences), backstabbing, kidnapping, murder, mental disorders, oppressions of minorities, power abuse, and while not seen it will imply rape, dismembered, extreme violence and other really sensitive material.
The main villain will remain a mystery until a partial reveal at end of season one and proper reveal on season 2.
The story takes places on modern age, but guns and standard warfare we use won't exist on my story because the population has powers, from simple flying to traveling trough time and space. Now just because there will be powers in it, doesn't mean it will be full on fantasy, it will be heavily based on physics. Example, one mayvhave the ability to fly, but without wings or any way to propel or control course mid-flight, that person will be merely floating more than actually flying, if tried to "swim" it would be going slower than swimming on water. The reason you can run on cement but you can't on water it's due to the density of the molecules giving you a solid grip (on cement) on wich you can put a foot and propel forward, on water the density is lower but still manageable, and while you can't run, you can get a semi-grip to push those particles away and use the momentum you get from that to move forward, but on air, the particles are all over the place and you can't get, real grip. So someone with the ability to fly would have a better yet not perfect grip and won't have good speed unless you have a way to increase it, a variation could be obviously having wings, another would be, for a wingless creature, the ability to solidify what's around you, kind of like freezing maybe. That would be a simple way to do it, another would be able to concentrate gust of wind in a particular place, creating a base from wich get a grip but maintaining a gas matter state.
Think of this as an Avatar the last air bender, will have comic relief here and there but does have a main plot, and end goal.
There are no humans on this story, the world is populated by furrys.
An individual may have up to 3 powers, but they will keep any ability that the animal they are based on have. So a jaguar will run faster than a dog, bats have bad eyesight but amazing hearing, etc. So any bird based character can't have the ability to fly because they naturally can (With proper exceptions of course for those birds that can't fly *coughpenguincough*)
And that's a general idea, their are more details I can share but this will do for now :)
The idea is to have everything animated in 2D and make it a web series. Starting with a novel.
Right now I have 4 seasons well stable, each season not having a "X" number of chapters/episodes, one can have 15 other 20 and so on. Each episode is aimed to be somewhere between 5-15 minutes long.
The series itself will be centered around 3 main characters, Xionix, Sakura and Roger. Xionix being a white artic wolf, Sakura a Kitsune, and Roger a Wolf (Xionix design is done but will change, as people keep saying he looks to feminine, Sakura and Roger have a sketch wich is not uploaded but will most likely change as I'm not convinced) . Our 3 heroes will face challenge upon challenge that together will overcome, although not necessarily without more than a scratch...
The target audience will be 17+ , while it will not have adult only material, it will have, but not limited to, blood, gore, drug references, alcohol (and it's consequences), backstabbing, kidnapping, murder, mental disorders, oppressions of minorities, power abuse, and while not seen it will imply rape, dismembered, extreme violence and other really sensitive material.
The main villain will remain a mystery until a partial reveal at end of season one and proper reveal on season 2.
The story takes places on modern age, but guns and standard warfare we use won't exist on my story because the population has powers, from simple flying to traveling trough time and space. Now just because there will be powers in it, doesn't mean it will be full on fantasy, it will be heavily based on physics. Example, one mayvhave the ability to fly, but without wings or any way to propel or control course mid-flight, that person will be merely floating more than actually flying, if tried to "swim" it would be going slower than swimming on water. The reason you can run on cement but you can't on water it's due to the density of the molecules giving you a solid grip (on cement) on wich you can put a foot and propel forward, on water the density is lower but still manageable, and while you can't run, you can get a semi-grip to push those particles away and use the momentum you get from that to move forward, but on air, the particles are all over the place and you can't get, real grip. So someone with the ability to fly would have a better yet not perfect grip and won't have good speed unless you have a way to increase it, a variation could be obviously having wings, another would be, for a wingless creature, the ability to solidify what's around you, kind of like freezing maybe. That would be a simple way to do it, another would be able to concentrate gust of wind in a particular place, creating a base from wich get a grip but maintaining a gas matter state.
Think of this as an Avatar the last air bender, will have comic relief here and there but does have a main plot, and end goal.
There are no humans on this story, the world is populated by furrys.
An individual may have up to 3 powers, but they will keep any ability that the animal they are based on have. So a jaguar will run faster than a dog, bats have bad eyesight but amazing hearing, etc. So any bird based character can't have the ability to fly because they naturally can (With proper exceptions of course for those birds that can't fly *coughpenguincough*)
And that's a general idea, their are more details I can share but this will do for now :)
Character introduction - Episode 0 Prologue
Posted 9 years agoAlright let me explain.
Back in highschool I started writing the idea/concept for a series of sort. The end goal it's to make an online animated series (Not on TV, will explain in a bit why). Starting first with a digital novel, then a graphic novel and finally the animated series.
At first I was so full of ideas and started writing them all but things happened right as I finished highschool and I had to stop completely and was forced to step away from this community unfortunately.
But after so long, I'm finally able to Continue with the script and all.
I have main season ideas and major plots, as well as the most likely ending (still on debate), but I'm missing parts on the middle. I got 3 main seasons well stavlished but would like to make more. I also got sub story arcs (mostly characters development, aka backstory, how they reached the current point they are in life) .
I /may/ do journal introduction of characters right before writing each episode, will try to get every character commission too as to try and give a better idea.
O yeah, humans don't exist, the world is filled with furries.
So for now, I will introduce 3 characters, Xionix , Claudia, and John (while I like the idea of not common names, some characters will have them, but promise others will have less common as well).
Xionix:
Artic White Wolf, 21 years old, mostly white colored except for a bit of gray on tail and a blue scar, very protective, very loyal to his friends and family, always there to lend a paw to a friend in need, even if it means risking his own life for the sake of others. Has a secret wish of being seen as a hero by others thus having very high standards and always trying harder and going out of his way to do as much as possible. This has led him to miss undertandings, friends getting mad with him, even lost a few due to this. None the less, he keeps striving for being a better person and always helping when help is needed.
Has a very high sense of honor and respect for others, will do (on most occasions) the "right" thing to do even if it may harm him or affect him in a bad way. Would never harm others unless in self defense or to protect someone he cares for.
Dislikes guys who are "manhores", guys who already have a mate/couple yet they go out and look out for some "fun" with others without their mate/couple consent (If both sides agree, well no harm done, they mutually agree to have fun with someone else).
Dislikes guys who see females as mere objects, mistreat them, or any sort of machist behavior. Rescued once someone from a "slave" status and helped her get back on her feet.
He is easy to trust others, very innocent, wich has led to him getting betrayed on more than one occasion, yet doesn't loose hope on the world . Has a really high standard for hope, never loosing it, trying to inspire and motivates others not to loose it too.
Shy at first but once it gets to know you, it opens up. Could be considered somewhat extrovert, but only to VERY close friends.
Has two childhood friends who have stick together. Sakura and Roger.
Claudia: Xionix mother. She is also an artic White Wolf, yellow eyes. Very caring, responsible and working mother, always looking for the best for is son, a bit too overprotective. Long hair. Very calm even under heavy pressure. Since a joung age, she had to be auto-sufficient, for unknown reasons she was abandoned at teenage life, and with little to no help she got back on her feet. Since she was abandoned at a teenage age, she does remembers her parents although has no physical object to remember her parents except for a small memento, a bracelet with the word "HOPE" on it, wich she found on her room the day her parents disappeared. She is always wearing this bracelet and doesn't take it off for any reason, she doesn't hold a judge against her parents for abandoning her and still hopes to find them one day.
John: All black Wolf, green eyes and green tounge. He is the main research scientist in the most advanced technology industry. His specialty is the brain and DNA. While being brilliant, he is also arrogant and somewhat short tempered, he has smack in more than one occasion coworkers due to not being able to follow what he believes are "simple instructions". Others support him and haven't quit nor complain due to the secrecy of the job they have, they "can't" leave.
Not much else is know about him... (Read the actual episode for the why)
Sakura and Roger will be episode 1: The legends begins-
Back in highschool I started writing the idea/concept for a series of sort. The end goal it's to make an online animated series (Not on TV, will explain in a bit why). Starting first with a digital novel, then a graphic novel and finally the animated series.
At first I was so full of ideas and started writing them all but things happened right as I finished highschool and I had to stop completely and was forced to step away from this community unfortunately.
But after so long, I'm finally able to Continue with the script and all.
I have main season ideas and major plots, as well as the most likely ending (still on debate), but I'm missing parts on the middle. I got 3 main seasons well stavlished but would like to make more. I also got sub story arcs (mostly characters development, aka backstory, how they reached the current point they are in life) .
I /may/ do journal introduction of characters right before writing each episode, will try to get every character commission too as to try and give a better idea.
O yeah, humans don't exist, the world is filled with furries.
So for now, I will introduce 3 characters, Xionix , Claudia, and John (while I like the idea of not common names, some characters will have them, but promise others will have less common as well).
Xionix:
Artic White Wolf, 21 years old, mostly white colored except for a bit of gray on tail and a blue scar, very protective, very loyal to his friends and family, always there to lend a paw to a friend in need, even if it means risking his own life for the sake of others. Has a secret wish of being seen as a hero by others thus having very high standards and always trying harder and going out of his way to do as much as possible. This has led him to miss undertandings, friends getting mad with him, even lost a few due to this. None the less, he keeps striving for being a better person and always helping when help is needed.
Has a very high sense of honor and respect for others, will do (on most occasions) the "right" thing to do even if it may harm him or affect him in a bad way. Would never harm others unless in self defense or to protect someone he cares for.
Dislikes guys who are "manhores", guys who already have a mate/couple yet they go out and look out for some "fun" with others without their mate/couple consent (If both sides agree, well no harm done, they mutually agree to have fun with someone else).
Dislikes guys who see females as mere objects, mistreat them, or any sort of machist behavior. Rescued once someone from a "slave" status and helped her get back on her feet.
He is easy to trust others, very innocent, wich has led to him getting betrayed on more than one occasion, yet doesn't loose hope on the world . Has a really high standard for hope, never loosing it, trying to inspire and motivates others not to loose it too.
Shy at first but once it gets to know you, it opens up. Could be considered somewhat extrovert, but only to VERY close friends.
Has two childhood friends who have stick together. Sakura and Roger.
Claudia: Xionix mother. She is also an artic White Wolf, yellow eyes. Very caring, responsible and working mother, always looking for the best for is son, a bit too overprotective. Long hair. Very calm even under heavy pressure. Since a joung age, she had to be auto-sufficient, for unknown reasons she was abandoned at teenage life, and with little to no help she got back on her feet. Since she was abandoned at a teenage age, she does remembers her parents although has no physical object to remember her parents except for a small memento, a bracelet with the word "HOPE" on it, wich she found on her room the day her parents disappeared. She is always wearing this bracelet and doesn't take it off for any reason, she doesn't hold a judge against her parents for abandoning her and still hopes to find them one day.
John: All black Wolf, green eyes and green tounge. He is the main research scientist in the most advanced technology industry. His specialty is the brain and DNA. While being brilliant, he is also arrogant and somewhat short tempered, he has smack in more than one occasion coworkers due to not being able to follow what he believes are "simple instructions". Others support him and haven't quit nor complain due to the secrecy of the job they have, they "can't" leave.
Not much else is know about him... (Read the actual episode for the why)
Sakura and Roger will be episode 1: The legends begins-
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