Okay... first of all, I want to apologize for the last journal I posted. I wasn't at my best, and I wanted to vent myself.

I'm still a little down, but not as much as I was that day. The reason was that whenever I post a drawing, I get frustrated that unless it's NSFW or an attitude to be, it doesn't reach the people I expect. (At least more than one person.) And I can't help but feel frustrated and wonder what I'm doing wrong. Is there a mistake I'm making with the drawings I'm making? Or am I just "not good at drawing?"

Normally these thoughts don't overwhelm me as much as they did recently. The reason I felt so depressed was because I made the mistake of trusting people I considered friends, fellow artists who always supported the projects and work they shared with me, offering my opinions to see them grow and improve. But when it was my turn to share my work and feelings about my situation as an artist, all I received were negative comments towards my work. arguing that I brought this situation on myself by not "following trends" or "drawing what I wanted and not what was most popular" even some said my art was attractive.

I know im not the best or the only digital artist but hearing that from the people I trusted my work to their criticism and open myself to them, it was harsh, and worts of all. I belive them for a moment and if he continued to believe his words, he would abandon the drawing again.

Just want to say this to conclude the subject,

I wont draw whats popular i will draw what i like and if i will be ignored in the furry community for that, so be it
I will try to keep doing what I love and hoping for someone else to like it too.

Thank you for all your support, even when I said at the very beginning I wish for more reach. I am moved by those who come to give their Fav, in what I get to publish in this site or other place.

Seems like im not good enough in art as i thought i was...

Bit to late but heeey. I'm still here, and back to do more Projects, i know i own You an explanation with good reason.
Firts Than all, thanks so much For keeping your watch to My gallery, It means so much to me and That motivates me to continiue drawing ans improve My art.
Firts Than all. YES! I Will continúe "The vore tailor" comic. Is one of My biggest Projects and a fanart For My favorite artist, in all this Time i Finish writing the story so i don't make any mistakes or unecesary pages.
Also after finishing That i have other Story with Simon. But That Would have to wait before planing it.

With That said, it's time For My explanation:
This last couple of Months They have been difficult for me, the truth is that my boyfriend had passed away 3 years ago, but at the end of 2O2O, I still lost my best friend and had trouble balancing my emotions, nothing serious don't get me wrong, I didn't fall back into depression or something, I only suffer from slight anxiety when I'm alone which is minimal the number of times it happens. so on that side i'm fine. The university does not help either, it has been heavy these last semesters, being a psychologist is a bit demanding all that set of events and others that I cannot mention, make the result exhausting in the long run the motivation to draw declined a lot in me and I decide to focus on video games.
But after so much, I have returned and I will do my best to continue posting art for you, because you motivated my return.And that's why I love you so much, my little furballs
WITH THAT SAID!
I'm back as never before

Hi there all of my watchers and the others who take their time to see my gallery.

First then all, i want to apologise for not being here sharing more atwork from me or other artist.

Its been hard to me this last 2 years since my boyfriend past away, i lost much friendships because of my sadness, i was drawing to forget the past and move on. But my tablet get broke and that was the thing what break me.
I felt so deep in sadness and i dint know what to do in that time.
Dont worry i feel better more, i get help with friends and other persons. but still im no able to draws in digital yet.

I try to draw in tradicional but im out of practice and its a little hard for recover my skills. so, what im gonna do is upload my uggly draws and some CM from other artists to maintaining this place active at leats.

what do you guys think about that? leave a comment i will reading you.
i love you all of you

Hello guys.

IM SO SORRY! I'm sorry for my absence. In the same way, I'm sorry for not uploading new content. I have not been at my best, even more because of the nostalgic season.
As you can see, more than six months ago, the person I love most in my life passed away, not before losing my good friend. I have not been the same since then. Do not worry, after reflecting these months, I felt stable, although I know I can not overcome it. This year has been hard

But I want you to know that I will be back to bring more content in this place.

take care fur balls. I love youu!!