Through months of planning and stress and things going horribly wrong I could not be happier marrying my best friend yesterday.

through the stress and lack of sleep things went well and of all things enjoying my last few days off before returning to work


Theme of wedding star wars...entrance theme for reception the star wars theme having every person from our dj to the photographer to friends and family knowing star wars and loving it....priceless

I'm just a little disappointed in some things and life is getting in the way

either I have a much disappoint or a much sad either way this wuff is going back into hiding

Okay lookie here as most know I'm a geek not just a little but a lot and I have a huge love for both star wars and star trek


I am looking for somewhat of a decent price but I do plan on getting the rebellion ,empire and boba fetts symbols but in one unquie way to make it my own tattoo I'll prob get later on but eh I figured I have some room left on me for more ink....

the chive has spoken for those that don't want to read pretty much they are doing a meet up in calgary sometime this summer or fall and are raising funds to help those hit by the flood

http://thechive.com/2013/06/25/dail.....r-today-14-18/

To all the fur's that know me IRL I am safe and so is my mate we are far enough from the river that we are not in the area to be evacuated how ever the devastation of the all the rain the storms the wind has trashed my area as there are still broken down trees,branches and muck all over because the storm drains can not with stand such rapid flow of the water or rain water for that matter


so never fear I'm all good and if not I have my anti-flood kit a.k.a sandbags

That's right I'm promoting a friend of mine go check her out ^.^

Journal here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4723530/

yep count it four apartments plus mine that makes five are flooded due to a pipe bursting in the apartment beside me that was fine....get home after talking to my mates work smelt something burning realize hey it's the water pipes from the heat vents next apartment next to mine is now flooded just helped them and the rest of the flooded apartments move their things.


Now they have killed the hot water for the complex and I'm left crying because my storage room and bedroom are flooded my carpets need to be ripped out and I just lost a large amount of collectibles mostly autographs hard to find cd's but my most prized Ghaleon collectible puppet from lunar is water damaged followed by most of my retro game systems



It's now two in the morning and my dog is howling because she's scared out of her wits not knowing where all this water is coming from and for one thing I'm a fool I cancelled my rental insurance with my insurance company because I was thinking hey I'm on the second floor of a apartment complex now....nothing bad could happen famous last words for me


I'm one tired wuff but I got to try to soak up as much water as I can so the damage does not get worse

Mostly for me I just want to curl up and sleep it's the one season where I am working non-stop thursday I pulled a 11.5 hour shift followed by friday and it's 10 hour shift and yesterday with a nine hour shift....I want to fall over and it's not stopping anytime soon the reason I have amassed such a large number of hours is because the catering department is in full swing and I'm thrown into that mix followed by my boss wants me to also work my reg hours for the restraunt so I get paid for catering and get a portion of the gratuity and I also get paid for working on the line...I would yell out winner winner but I feel like crud that just wants a day to pass out...

Lack of better words I hate the subject line...been busy with work working either afternoons,nights or early mornings but that shall all come to a end. Considering I did decide to go back to college to enter my second year of apprenticeship long story behind that one.



all I can say is ahhhh piss first day back at the college today and I'm facking tired considering I worked late last night and my dog being ever so excited as she is decided it was a great idea to keep me up half the night...why because she does not like thunderstorms dang jack russsel took over the bed rack


not much new for me just work....lots and lots of work all in the hopes to pay off a few people and finally get back on track any spelling errors I blame it on this dang keyboard setup which for some odd reason yes...still not used to laptop keyboards >.<

So I been in a daze for the past little while more so recently wisdom teeth removal emergency which was not so fun as quite literally one wisdom tooth shattered one other molar in half and the fact my jaw is tiny and trying to get out the teeth resulted in a dislocation of my jaw and i'm missing a good chunk out of my top lip and even with insurance I'm paying 990 for it.

but if you want the har....during that time that I was completely drugged up I went on a rant about how we where all cats and how cat nip was illegal and my brother was the biggest catnip dealer of all time.

or when my boss called me to see how I was doing the next day my reply was I'm a duck

This has been my week of fack I finally finished paying off one loan after being screwed over a few months back now all my focus is on paying off my credit card due to crap hitting the fan over and over again to the fact of my wisdom teeth removal.


x.x all silent wants is a break away from this crazy world and the stuff that keeps happening to me as of right now it looks like I got into a world class bar fight so I been mostly hiding and since I can't take anymore time off work I'm back there full time trying to deal with this crazy amount of fooked up face and the staff looking at me wondering wtf did I do to myself


anyways this wuff is gonna go and finish up on watching game of thrones

so yes I posted a while back about my ferret pretty much at his deathbed then why for the living is this the day he decides to spazz out and run around the living room dooking and torturing the dog guess I'll take him back to the vet and get him checked out maybe things could get better or worse who knows I'm just a bit freaked out at the moment

Some good friday eh the ferret I adopted back in 07 has taken a turn for the worse and the humane way right now is to just put him down. worst part it's good friday no place is open so the least I can is just make the time I have left with him comfortable till I can finally get a hold of a vet.


my heart breaks and does this make me generically female...who knows all I know is I have not stopped crying

The positive aspect I gave a abused ferret a new life for all these years and that's what I can look at is I gave a new hope of life for one abused animal


I'm going back to trying to find a vet....and try to not lose it at work with in the hour

Just busy with work and school and the xbox and Wow...and soon to be diablo 3 XD yes I been geeking out in what little spare time I have.


Plenty of changes happening though come april taking off for CCEE my goal get my my ironman comic signed by stan lee

don't mind spelling errors I tend to be backwards at times.....and now back to the kinect

So yesterday I was in a great mood actually fooking excited seeing the blank for the start of silents fursuit head -_- only to go to work and get informed by my boss that my hours shall now be cut I've been at my job for nearly two years and they have let me apprentice under them and now I have been utterly skunked....the hours I need.


Are for my apprenticeship I'm at a loss currently and stressed about it, now mind you it's hard to find work mostly anywhere currently so I am now stuck in a bind

to make it more epic or not so epic ....the amounts of stress work has handed me has equaled to random nose bleeds to anxiety attacks.


I'm thankful for my wonderful mate as she has helped me a lot in dealing with everything my work has thrown at me in the past few weeks.


but for now I am crawling back to bed so I can at least get a few more hours of sleep in

Honestly stress soon to be over with found a beautiful three bedroom house....as most do know or don't my current landlord put the house up for sale so it's been a mad scramble of relocating but ha...now my dog has a big fenced off back yard to run around EDIT: due to unforseen matters of the landlord of a doucebag kind .....this chance is most likely going down the drain due to I can't get released from the dang lease

The stress is finally hitting the raw nerve got a nice not so merry Christmas from my landlord....they put the house up for sale and now all it's causing is stress int he house and bickering to be heard.....none of us want to move again and none of us feel right about strangers parading around the house to look at it....let alone if worse come to worse I don't want to give up the animals I have recused and given a good loving home.



So if I do poof I have zero clue of where I will be or where I shall go to make matters worse school is piling the load on me and it's stressing me out....


*sighs* wuff out....

A new ref sheet as I figured now is a great time to upgrade to silent version 2 added are a few new things and old things readjusted to be more balanced I is a happy wuffer....and what is not coming soon is my sanity school is driving me up the wall...work is driving me up the wall.

but I am stoked to showing off a new ref sheet soon many thanks to  j-a-l-m-u

Honestly I work six days a week and go to school there is no time for me my supposed day off is my school day and yet I still get called into work -_-. I'm half stressed got a 85% on my mid term and to me I know I can do better but uggh math is making me want to rawr.


other then that I have been stupidly busy minus the fact I pushed my goblin to level 80 and now I am cursing at the cata zones lol

Did I mention I'm a sucker for animals....or more so went to the animal shelter yesterday with the roommate because we been having the talk all week about the possibility of getting a dog yeah will guess what I adopted a dog in all it's crazyiness from what I got for background info is they believe the dog to be around three years old and the old foster family gave her up because they could not with stand a shedding dog. I've also noticed this dog is a bit scared every time someone raises up there foot or yells this dog literally just cowers and runs makes me wonder if the org owners did something.....really glad she has not peed on the rugs yet


oh and my mate named her misty pic below XD (PS I'm not that great looking lol)


http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y1.....mals/misty.jpg

For sale is Stompy the dinosaure made by Temperance from http://www.komickrazi.com/
If your interested, go check it out: http://www.ebay.ca/itm/ws/eBayISAPI.....ht_1869wt_1139


Stompy is a will loved and will taken care of suit and has put a lot of smiles on peoples faces
but this is in hope that stompy will find a new home where he will be loved and taken care
Im not the one selling the suit I am only spreading the word , if you have a question please contact  Temperance
Original journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2641476/

So the choice was made to kick out one roommate due to his on going drinking and even if he promised to stay sober for one month.

I'm sorry but snapping and blaming your now ex gf because they left you last night after another crazy arse rant and blame game
He's gone crazy landlord is being talked to for the locks to be changed and to make it even more of a silent does not like dumping this out but hi I'm scared literally

why because he admitted to having a very vivid daydream for the past few days where he's come in with a machete and gone postal now yeah calm down -_- his machete is currently hanging out on the living room wall and I like to know how he got it stuck there


but yes this is what I'm dealing with a utter nut job who's becoming half stalkerish half crazy nut job

final straw really was the fact of whiskey breath and other things like lack of cleaning up after self blaming others for his sobriety lashing out in anger ....trying to sabotage my knife set for culinary

I'm done ranting I've done all I can he keeps this up and the cops will deal with him >.< might do it now considering he has one of the car keys and claims he does not have it but house keys and car keys are missing

wuff gonna go hide again....due to I'm the only one home and one roommate is hiding and refuses to come home till they know it is safe and my mate is at work

scared rant over

Even with the AC on the dang house of mine is reading at a temp of 30 degrees while outside is a good 34 degrees.

My verdict my house is a easy bake oven and the roommates and I are all cookies....just gooey and not so delicious.


Other then that I work way to much right now...and I can't wait till the new hires are actually fully trained so I can start taking days off again.

working six to seven days in the past few weeks have really worn me out...and to make it worse out of those said days I'm either working mornings or nights or doing both

if I could I would find a rock to hide under or a field of goats to hide in....

Yesterday it was a severe thunderstorm followed by a downpour of rain that the storm drains could not keep up so flooding happened yep what happens to me got stuck once pushed car out...get clipped by car that said driver decided it was a good idea to go speeding down the street when visibility is poor

That was the events of my night last night eh my car's fine I'm fine cept my one side is sore that's about it lol

in other news....Ferret=non lover of storms why because said ferret quickly becomes attached to your head and the cat will the cat will fluff up make odd noises and attempt to climb up your leg


Also I've been on shift for 8 days now I got 11 more shifts to go....and then I find out how many more to go when the new schedules get put up a.k.a when this is done and over with I plan to sleep and ignore the world for a few days....no wuffers does not get any days off I am now in a world of tired and hurt and not loving being understaffed and having to deal with people who decide to play the run off the line and hide game when they know there stuck there till close....I been closing for a while now and I can say this much...I never want to run five different stations ever again while keeping my bill times to a six to eight minute out time during a rush

That is it I'm just a tired wuff...tired and sore think my kitchen shoes are close to biting the dust again

So far as counted for b-day loot .....got a Garmin 1350 LMT,Season one of thundercats,logitech gamers mouse,world of warcraft worgen mousepad,two plaques one with the canucks goalie on it and one with burrows on it(got this given to me early but eh I throw it in to the loot pile)

Edit:Also got Vol 1 and 2 of Tailspin,hitman and history of the world part.1.....It's good to be the king

Think that's it folks =_= now then it's off to work I go yay for being understaffed

I never can think of a subject....more so stress has hit me by ten fold....I'm now completely and utterly understaffed for the kitchen for both morning and night. The crew I had that could do a busy Friday or Saturday night are now gone....

I'm left with people who fail to understand and refuse to learn....I'm working more then I want to I'm burning out fast

and it's kinda left me into one grumpy wuffers....enough yabbering or moaning about how much I hate this and that I shall leave this alone by leaving this ....also yes my bad for locating my many boxes of comics you can now see what I been doing for a stress relief


In brightest day, in blackest night,
no evil shall escape my sight let those who worship evil’s might, beware my power… Green Lantern’s light!