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Posted a year agoHello! :) I forgot to mention it here, but since it's for SFW commissions I actually should!
I'll be opening for a few commissions slots in a few days, more info here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10865680/Crazy-wolf, one year later.
Posted 10 years agoI did post it on his personal page, but in case no one knew, I am posting this in here as well.
To anyone who might read this, I got more precise details of his disappearance through his sister...And this will sound a bit like a rant, now that I am rereading this whole text.
I understand this could seem somewhat morbid, so you don't have to read this. The short answer is, his death was of natural causes...But I would have rather learned it was a stupid accident, such as being hit by a car or falling down some stairs.
Anyway, let's go with this.
Crazy-Wolf, http://crazy-wolf.deviantart.com/ , passed away one year ago. On March the 12th 2014 he started feeling some pains in his left arm and went to see a doctor. He was told it was nothing and shouldn't worry too much about it. He went back home with his family (little sister and mother, from what I understood his father passed away years ago).
While they were watching TV, he stood up, did two steps and fell to the ground. He had heart attack, apparently due to thyroid problems he had been having. Her little sister tried CPR while waiting for the paramedics.
He was in coma when he arrived to the hospital and he had a second heart attack on the next day.
On Sunday March 17th, Johan, Crazy-Wolf, was declared dead.
His remains are buried somewhere, probably nearby his town in Switzerland.
For one year I have been thinking it was an accident: hit by a car, falling down somewhere. I would have never imagined it was something like this: I didn't notice he was sick the few times we chatted...Though honestly, many of these illnesses lie beneath the surface, under the skin. It is not something you will know about unless you are told about it.
The moral of this story should be to take care of yourselves, and I know it can't be easy, depending on your personal health, or what kind of health care your country is offering you. It truly saddens me, and also infuriates me, that this kind of stuff is what ultimately killed him, at a rather young age, in a developed country (note: I am not implying anything like "well, if it was in deep Africa, I would understand it", since extreme worldwide inequalities tend to piss me off. Allow me to be naive and to believe that, one day, our civilization will reach a peek where worldwide affordable health care and health knowledge will exist, and equal opportunities for everybody, but I digress...).
What a waste of talent and skills, simply because his body couldn't keep up. He was older than me, it is so strange to think now that I am the older one. I promised myself to work on the comic-book we were planing on doing (he did provide me with some valuable hints, that evolved to be great parts of the plot), or at least something else, anything. I haven't done shit.
Well, maybe if I am unable to make up anything out of my life, you guys reading this can. Crazy-Wolf did studies in arts, movies and script-writing, I have the feeling he was working in so many independent shorts, writing series scripts and working on pilots to try to get them approved by some TV-channel. He ultimately worked his butt off towards his art, his ideas, probably more than I ever will in my entire life.
And now he is dead.
He won't be coming back.
Any ideas he had, any other projects that were coming to fruition are now in the grave with him. As far as I'm concerned, any year above 30 is a luxury that he will never have.
So for those of us still around here, let's make something out of them.
To anyone who might read this, I got more precise details of his disappearance through his sister...And this will sound a bit like a rant, now that I am rereading this whole text.
I understand this could seem somewhat morbid, so you don't have to read this. The short answer is, his death was of natural causes...But I would have rather learned it was a stupid accident, such as being hit by a car or falling down some stairs.
Anyway, let's go with this.
Crazy-Wolf, http://crazy-wolf.deviantart.com/ , passed away one year ago. On March the 12th 2014 he started feeling some pains in his left arm and went to see a doctor. He was told it was nothing and shouldn't worry too much about it. He went back home with his family (little sister and mother, from what I understood his father passed away years ago).
While they were watching TV, he stood up, did two steps and fell to the ground. He had heart attack, apparently due to thyroid problems he had been having. Her little sister tried CPR while waiting for the paramedics.
He was in coma when he arrived to the hospital and he had a second heart attack on the next day.
On Sunday March 17th, Johan, Crazy-Wolf, was declared dead.
His remains are buried somewhere, probably nearby his town in Switzerland.
For one year I have been thinking it was an accident: hit by a car, falling down somewhere. I would have never imagined it was something like this: I didn't notice he was sick the few times we chatted...Though honestly, many of these illnesses lie beneath the surface, under the skin. It is not something you will know about unless you are told about it.
The moral of this story should be to take care of yourselves, and I know it can't be easy, depending on your personal health, or what kind of health care your country is offering you. It truly saddens me, and also infuriates me, that this kind of stuff is what ultimately killed him, at a rather young age, in a developed country (note: I am not implying anything like "well, if it was in deep Africa, I would understand it", since extreme worldwide inequalities tend to piss me off. Allow me to be naive and to believe that, one day, our civilization will reach a peek where worldwide affordable health care and health knowledge will exist, and equal opportunities for everybody, but I digress...).
What a waste of talent and skills, simply because his body couldn't keep up. He was older than me, it is so strange to think now that I am the older one. I promised myself to work on the comic-book we were planing on doing (he did provide me with some valuable hints, that evolved to be great parts of the plot), or at least something else, anything. I haven't done shit.
Well, maybe if I am unable to make up anything out of my life, you guys reading this can. Crazy-Wolf did studies in arts, movies and script-writing, I have the feeling he was working in so many independent shorts, writing series scripts and working on pilots to try to get them approved by some TV-channel. He ultimately worked his butt off towards his art, his ideas, probably more than I ever will in my entire life.
And now he is dead.
He won't be coming back.
Any ideas he had, any other projects that were coming to fruition are now in the grave with him. As far as I'm concerned, any year above 30 is a luxury that he will never have.
So for those of us still around here, let's make something out of them.
RIP Crazy-Wolf
Posted 11 years ago Dear all,
I don't even know how to start this. I never had to write such a thing before, I am not good at it, and my wording will be poor at worst, awkward at best...And I have hoped I would never have to write such a thing.
I am terribly sad to announce you the passing of Crazy-Wolf http://crazy-wolf.deviantart.com, maybe some of you knew him as arcomoxis http://arcomoxis.deviantart.com/ . He passed away last week, at the age of 30. I don't know the circumstances of his death, but I suppose it was an accident.
I didn't know him that well, still I wish I would have: we met a lot through skype, we talked about meeting IRL...It will never happen now. And heck, we had know each other for 8 years now ! You know how sometimes you meet someone with whom you get along perfectly? Someone that gives you the feeling you have known him forever? He was a bit like that. I'll not only remember him as a talented artist, but also as an incredibly kind person.
That guy was a true artist. Always creating, always working on something. He graduated from an art school that focused on movie directing and scriptwriting. He was always working, which is probably why I had so much trouble getting in touch with him (let's be honest that he was sometimes a bit disorganized). I had the chance to see some of the projects he was working on and we were in talk so I could participate in it.
I even totally forgot that he is one of the very few who read one of my horror/lovecraftian style novel some years ago (unpublished...maybe one day): I remember that he even proposed me to illustrate it.
Then two years ago I pitched him a comic book idea, since I was looking for an artist and he could have been the person for the job. We discussed the plot and details for months, and while he had to walk away from this project to work on some more serious stuff, the ideas and themes he brought to my original idea really had an incredible impact on the whole story.
Hopefully one day this story will come to fruition: if it hadn't be for him, it wouldn't be what it is now. And one of the characters he fought tooth and nail to have incorporated to the story will be named after him.
Merci pour tout : merci pour tout ce que tu m'as apporté d'un point de vu artistique, que ce soit dans le dessin, l'écriture de scénario. Et merci pour ton amitié : à en voir la réaction de tes proches, tu laisses un grand vide derrière toi. C'est le cas pour moi également.
Bon voyage l'ami.
Rest in peace my friend.
I don't even know how to start this. I never had to write such a thing before, I am not good at it, and my wording will be poor at worst, awkward at best...And I have hoped I would never have to write such a thing.
I am terribly sad to announce you the passing of Crazy-Wolf http://crazy-wolf.deviantart.com, maybe some of you knew him as arcomoxis http://arcomoxis.deviantart.com/ . He passed away last week, at the age of 30. I don't know the circumstances of his death, but I suppose it was an accident.
I didn't know him that well, still I wish I would have: we met a lot through skype, we talked about meeting IRL...It will never happen now. And heck, we had know each other for 8 years now ! You know how sometimes you meet someone with whom you get along perfectly? Someone that gives you the feeling you have known him forever? He was a bit like that. I'll not only remember him as a talented artist, but also as an incredibly kind person.
That guy was a true artist. Always creating, always working on something. He graduated from an art school that focused on movie directing and scriptwriting. He was always working, which is probably why I had so much trouble getting in touch with him (let's be honest that he was sometimes a bit disorganized). I had the chance to see some of the projects he was working on and we were in talk so I could participate in it.
I even totally forgot that he is one of the very few who read one of my horror/lovecraftian style novel some years ago (unpublished...maybe one day): I remember that he even proposed me to illustrate it.
Then two years ago I pitched him a comic book idea, since I was looking for an artist and he could have been the person for the job. We discussed the plot and details for months, and while he had to walk away from this project to work on some more serious stuff, the ideas and themes he brought to my original idea really had an incredible impact on the whole story.
Hopefully one day this story will come to fruition: if it hadn't be for him, it wouldn't be what it is now. And one of the characters he fought tooth and nail to have incorporated to the story will be named after him.
Merci pour tout : merci pour tout ce que tu m'as apporté d'un point de vu artistique, que ce soit dans le dessin, l'écriture de scénario. Et merci pour ton amitié : à en voir la réaction de tes proches, tu laisses un grand vide derrière toi. C'est le cas pour moi également.
Bon voyage l'ami.
Rest in peace my friend.
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