Congradulations
General | Posted 15 years agoWe've made another lap in an orbit, with a nearly-arbitrarily-chosen starting point, in three-dimentional space, where direction is also mostly arbitrary, in one of the many calendar systems ever made in human history.
Whoop-dee-friggin'-scooby-dooby-doo.
Whoop-dee-friggin'-scooby-dooby-doo.
Now that I finished my bigger winter art projects
General | Posted 15 years agoNow I feel.... nervous, and a bit indecisive. "What do I do next?" I wanna play Dark Cloud 2, but also wanna do art, and also wanna try hanging out at the mall and see if I can get a date for new-years..... ect, ect; all of which will take dedicated effort and time....
Damniiiiiiiiiiiiiit
General | Posted 15 years agoTo the ADD that I has the ADD I speak to you; why for you make it hard as the cold cold ground to work on Arting?
Niiiiiiiiiiaoooooooooooooooooooo
General | Posted 15 years agoShut uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup- noisy peoplessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss, I'm tryin ta aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaart, fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
I can has be in pr0n comik?
General | Posted 15 years agoMmmm~
General | Posted 15 years agoFried beef round steak with corn and shitake mushrooms, cooked myself; that was exactly what I needed~
Metropolis
General | Posted 15 years agoFantastic, inspirational movie, massive for it's era, a vision from a visionary, a film an idiot like Jessica Elwood once described as "pointless", and one of the best movies of all time; watching the "Complete" version right now (holy shit, does that explain ALOT of missing plot from previous versions).
The only critique I have is even back then to still now, that like the only women who was ever competent about running away was.... like, just Sarah Connor, and that's it.
Thelma and Louise - suicide
Ripley - suicide, clone/ressurected by the corporation she tried to keep the Xenomorph away from.
Sarah - dies of natural causes.
Samus Aran - She doesn't run fom monsters, monsters run from her. (or they would if they knew what was coming)
The Doctor's companions - I haven't seen any of Leela's things, but overall I'm betting "no."
The only critique I have is even back then to still now, that like the only women who was ever competent about running away was.... like, just Sarah Connor, and that's it.
Thelma and Louise - suicide
Ripley - suicide, clone/ressurected by the corporation she tried to keep the Xenomorph away from.
Sarah - dies of natural causes.
Samus Aran - She doesn't run fom monsters, monsters run from her. (or they would if they knew what was coming)
The Doctor's companions - I haven't seen any of Leela's things, but overall I'm betting "no."
Finals
General | Posted 15 years agoUgh, why is it always so hard for me to work on finals projects?
I'm a cat, for fuck's sake! The length of my attention span is "no."
I'm a cat, for fuck's sake! The length of my attention span is "no."
(0_o)
General | Posted 15 years agoWell goddamn!
That was some of the loudest fuggn' rain I ever heard. o_0;;;
That was some of the loudest fuggn' rain I ever heard. o_0;;;
Cool
General | Posted 15 years agoAccording to Niel and Buzz, the moon smells like "wet fireplace ash" and "spent gunpowder"
Help if can, plz
General | Posted 15 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1857489/
foxytangerine
If not by money, by spreading the word, at least
(Least I can do. XP )
foxytangerineIf not by money, by spreading the word, at least
(Least I can do. XP )
Coin collection
General | Posted 15 years agoonn-off hobby, is coin collection. nothing special, just, like almost all the years of pennies back to 1925, and the state quarters--- of which, with my latest additions, I'm only Alaska short of completion.
Fuggin' Alaska, home of one of the most reatrded political figures ever.
Fuggin' Alaska, home of one of the most reatrded political figures ever.
Now then...
General | Posted 15 years ago... where are my pants... *flaps idly in the breeze*
.... quite a draft today.
.... quite a draft today.
*eyetwitch*
General | Posted 15 years agoOh, joy, my speakers are popping static. XP
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Oh, good, seems to have been temporary....
Odd thing, after-- OK, in order:
Maid comes every other week.
She moves the speakers to clean, including the subwoofer, which has it's own power supply.
After that, what usually happens is that the balance seems to go off; usually the right speaker gets muffled.
Unplugging and re-plugging seems to restore it.
THis time, when I plugged it back in, the balance restored, but it was popping, usually when the sound reached certain volumes, and octaves, which tended to be the high notes of the human voice; especially annoying when I was watching a video online.
So, complete shut-down, I guess letting it cool off, maaaaaaaaay have been the compy re-adapting incorrectly in the first palce (it does some auto-config things when you plug even speakers into it, apparently), so full shut-down apparently fixed it, my speakers seem to be OK now.
====
Oh, good, seems to have been temporary....
Odd thing, after-- OK, in order:
Maid comes every other week.
She moves the speakers to clean, including the subwoofer, which has it's own power supply.
After that, what usually happens is that the balance seems to go off; usually the right speaker gets muffled.
Unplugging and re-plugging seems to restore it.
THis time, when I plugged it back in, the balance restored, but it was popping, usually when the sound reached certain volumes, and octaves, which tended to be the high notes of the human voice; especially annoying when I was watching a video online.
So, complete shut-down, I guess letting it cool off, maaaaaaaaay have been the compy re-adapting incorrectly in the first palce (it does some auto-config things when you plug even speakers into it, apparently), so full shut-down apparently fixed it, my speakers seem to be OK now.
On weapons, religion, and the next Great Extinction
General | Posted 15 years agoStill depressed, so insomnia, so anime, movies, and games.
So, watching Diebuster ("Gunbuster II")--- only on disk 1, so don't say anything to spoil it. I watched Gunbuster "I" with a friend; basically, the biggest difference is that one was serious at attempting scientific accuracy, II is moke like FLCL, though I may have already read the WIki entry on both, so I kinda already remember the spoilers.
So, will talk about a similar franchise, the R-Type series, and to a degree, the Terminator series.
In the R-Type universe, the enemy is the Bydo. There's time travel involved, so the easiest way to explain the whole franchsie is from the Bydo's own worldline ("how everything unfolded from their perspective").
Basically, in the 26th century, mankind has enemies (of some unspecified nature), of which the Bydo were developed as bioweapons. They "went rogue"-- or, as the case may be, for reasons that will be revealed shorty: they worked perfectly-- and attacked humanity, untill a weapon managed to banish them into hyperspace or something. Eventually, they popped out in the 22nd century, and waged war against humanity. The R-Type ships are basically just energy generators for the Force Bits, which use samples of Bydo flesh to weaponize energy to best combat the wave/particle nature of their bodies. And, it's implied that in creating the R-Type ships to combat the Bydo, it's actually how the Bydo are created in the first place (specifically, either the whole series and the war in general anyways, or a ship that was sent into the future in attempt to warn them from developing the Bydo; the ship and the pilot himself (YOU) are used to make the 'first' Bydo).
So, what is the nature of the Bydo? In the various clips and dialogue, we see and hear about their adaptability, how they were developed to take over an alien world and setroy it: the ultimate invasive species--- which were made by engineering the incumbent to that title (a la Deep Thought designing the Earth in Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy). In alot of the levels, in the Bydo's home worlds and dimentions, we see what seem to be... memories, of an earlier form and time http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SnfF9mqC3uI http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_me3YlfpzE ... and, we are told they have the power to disrupt, and ultimatey consume human thought...
So, a virulenty adaptable, powerful, tenacious, violent, intelligent species, capable of destroying worlds... it's confirmed in R-Type Final: the Bydo are human.
Proof of their human-like ingenuity, how they are an expression of our survival instincts: in going back in time to wage war against us, they made humanity more powerful, which would lead to, if/when the Bydo 'still' get created, they will have that much of a jump-start in their own power and evolution: moreso if they won the war outright and evolved the few centuries normally (it's stated they were lost in the hyperspace/alternate dimention for a great measure of time before getting back out into realspace). Effectively, the human desire to live beyond all else has led them to construct a self-replicating time loop, where each time it did/is/will occur, they become exponetially powerful, and achieve a sort of immortality.
In the Terminator franchise, in either of the time line splits and alternates, Skynet was a DoD system-- like the Bydo, to be an ultimate weapon against our enemies. It's nature also inherently had our survival instincts, and the thrid movie gives us the best (ie- firsthand) view of it's actual methods.
Like the Bydo, the retrocausality makes figuring out the exact mechanics of the 'first' iteration of the system in question a bit of, at best, an educated guess-- as it is with humans themselves. The established mechanics of all three, once their nature has been establised, is more visible. Skynet, in ensuring it's creation, had somehow planned ahead before it's 'proper' first activation (and thus, before it's technical existance).
In humans, the justification for our continued existance (whether "our" constitutes all humans, all earth life-forms--- or more specific creeds, nationalities, religions, races, and other such bullshit) is easy. What I find ... resisitant to analysis, is how those that specify by said bullshit qualifiers, and the Bydo and Skynet decided that "survival" includes "Extermination of all else" (Yes, Skynet, too. Which future was Kyle Reese from the first movie from? Dyson's Skynet, which seemed more "happen to be"-- and thus, matches Kyle's description more accuratley in that it attacked in 'self-defense', or the DoD's Skynet, which was actively and pre-emtively antagonistic?)
At any rate (and there may have been a few more points I wanted to make but forgot), my main point is that, like how tyrants tend to bring about their own downfall, humanity's worst potential enemy is ourselves. I predict that, inevitably, something along the nature of the Bydo or Skynet WILL be invented...
Like any good prophecy, the most "accurate" are the ones that have already happened, and are likeley to repeat themselves in any given point in history.
So, in this real world, where true AI may or may not be possible, where physics and biology may or may not allow for the Bydo to ever exist (and where either may not be so unstable and judgemental), what sort of self-replicating, self-centered invention of man is fully willing to kill or assimilate all others who are not apart of it, and would, by it's very nature, kill the species that created it?
Religion.
Simply put:
Would someone who belives the bible to be true rather protect the world, or say, work to actively cause Revelations to happen? Knowing their 'god' wills it to happen, will they work to prevent it, and defy their god? Especially when the religion goes out of theri way to make "You're either with us or agaisnt us" statements?
Consider the term "Zealot." It was the name of a group of Jews, in the same era as the Pharisees, who were the first to use 'modern' methods of terrorism; in that acceptable targets were not just those who they preceived as enemies, but those who 'supported' their enemies, even if they belonged to the very demographic they swore to protect.
ie: "God hates fags and fag enablers" - Westboro Baptist Church. Or white supremacists killing whites, just because they supported civil rights and such.
"Whatever it takes"
Becuase, being wrong, the only way they can ensure they are seen as right is to exterminate the opposition. Since they are wrong, they are doomed to failure- and being a creation of humanity, religion has an inherent expression to survive beyond all other considerations-- to be "right" beyond all other consdierations, wether that is denying scientific evidence and logic, or ... greater extremes. Religion seeks to be the Unending End-All, and dominate human thought, just like the Bydo.
What else could, after we have written stories like that of the Bydo and Skynet, still find justification in going out of our way to purposely create these doomsday weapons, and rationalise using them? Whet else besides "God wills it"?
Having 'found Jesus', and knowing what I just told you about the Bydo, what they will accomplish; if you were told that Jesus wants the Bydo to be made to protect humanity, that they were foretold in Revelations or whatever; who will you listen to?
The Bydo are human. Our Bydo are already here... that is to say: everything already exists, the component particles and atoms of everything. The individual constructs, the "Ego" is a temporary thing, the concepts and labels that humans have created only existed once humans thought them. "Humans" only existed the past few thousand/million years 9depending on how flexible you define "human", but the atoms tha make up you and I have always existed; we wer all once part of some massive star, eons ago, in this part of the universe. It died nameless, "The Star" no longer exists, but it's same material makes us.
As is with the Bydo in their world, Skynet in it's world, and religion in this world: the phsyics and biology that led to the Bydo- the weapons that led to their creation existed before "The Bydo" were made. The computers and the data and motivations that would become Skynet had already existed before Skynet was activated; in the third movie, "Skynet" did not begin to exist untill near the end of the movie.
"Religion" also had a beggining, and it's components have (past tense) evolved into this reality's greatest threat to humanity and life. 9/11 showed how willing and desprate anyone will be when they belive "Allah is with them". How willing will a terrorist be to stop armageddon?
Religion evolved from the components of fear and ignorance of the unknown: the sprites and spirits and ghosts used to explain away the gaps in understanding became the gods and demons that had 'motivation,' to give the feeling that the 'seemingly' random events had some kind of sentient order behind them. (when, of course, the truth is that random events are just random events, but patterns inherently develop in true randomness, especially when human perception self-creates a narritive to it when looking back)
Hate's components are fear and ignorance.
Anything built from those components can only lead to misery, pain, and destruction.
Of course, we have already made stories of the Bydo and Skynet.
These expressions of art; videogames and movies, prove we have the imagination to preceive our potential mistakes ahead of time, as well as the capacity to acknowledge that we can make such mistakes.
Religion has no such capacity; it only can think of itself as "right."
Our artistic side to enjoy these works of fiction is proof of our humanity, and we can take comfort that they are merely fiction, perhaps even outside of possibility of coming true.
And our logic gives us capacity to learn the lessions from our various arts; of humanity, of caution, of expression and social commentary, of or worries and of the beauty of the world around us.
I see two futures ahead, of extinction and religion.
One, religion causes our extinction, and belives it "God's will," and will accept it as the divine plan: armageddon, jihad, raganok, end of the world, ect. Either way you want to try to sugarcoat Revelation, the planet being destroyed means every last human dies. And "the death of all memebers of the species" is the definition of "extinction." Don't think so? OK, are there any humans left alive after Revelations? Then, humans are extinct in the end of the Bible. To say otherwise just goes to show how little you read and understand your own 'holy text.'
Two, religion becomes extinct. This will be a nececcity, if we are to avoid exinction, both "humans", and whatever species we are the precursors of; whatever ... 'inherents our legacy', so to speak. It will be a neccecity, because it's an inherent part of "survive" to not have "everybody dying is good because God planned this and God is good, therefore everybody dying is good" in mind.
What's that? "Well, if there's no god or afterlife, and science says the universe will end someday, what's the point of survival?"
Oh, you stupid, stupid nihilist, you.
1. "probably" end. Very likely, but how is uncertain right now.
2. Which leaves alot of wiggle room, especially with mutliverse theory
3. And with a species that's inherenetly that much smarter by not having religion: oh, yea of such little faith (in humanity itself): Don't you think we'll come up with some way to weasel our way out of it somehow?
4. "The" menaing of life is that there is none, and the point is there is no inherent point (beyond "live", anwyays, but I'm guessing you mean something "deeper" (which would actually be less deep), and more easly understood). Your motivation to live is to, basically, "find YOUR meaning to life." Exploration and discovery "cuz it's there." Enjoy the moment. Carpe Diem.
Ars Gratia Artis, Motherfuckers.
So, watching Diebuster ("Gunbuster II")--- only on disk 1, so don't say anything to spoil it. I watched Gunbuster "I" with a friend; basically, the biggest difference is that one was serious at attempting scientific accuracy, II is moke like FLCL, though I may have already read the WIki entry on both, so I kinda already remember the spoilers.
So, will talk about a similar franchise, the R-Type series, and to a degree, the Terminator series.
In the R-Type universe, the enemy is the Bydo. There's time travel involved, so the easiest way to explain the whole franchsie is from the Bydo's own worldline ("how everything unfolded from their perspective").
Basically, in the 26th century, mankind has enemies (of some unspecified nature), of which the Bydo were developed as bioweapons. They "went rogue"-- or, as the case may be, for reasons that will be revealed shorty: they worked perfectly-- and attacked humanity, untill a weapon managed to banish them into hyperspace or something. Eventually, they popped out in the 22nd century, and waged war against humanity. The R-Type ships are basically just energy generators for the Force Bits, which use samples of Bydo flesh to weaponize energy to best combat the wave/particle nature of their bodies. And, it's implied that in creating the R-Type ships to combat the Bydo, it's actually how the Bydo are created in the first place (specifically, either the whole series and the war in general anyways, or a ship that was sent into the future in attempt to warn them from developing the Bydo; the ship and the pilot himself (YOU) are used to make the 'first' Bydo).
So, what is the nature of the Bydo? In the various clips and dialogue, we see and hear about their adaptability, how they were developed to take over an alien world and setroy it: the ultimate invasive species--- which were made by engineering the incumbent to that title (a la Deep Thought designing the Earth in Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy). In alot of the levels, in the Bydo's home worlds and dimentions, we see what seem to be... memories, of an earlier form and time http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SnfF9mqC3uI http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_me3YlfpzE ... and, we are told they have the power to disrupt, and ultimatey consume human thought...
So, a virulenty adaptable, powerful, tenacious, violent, intelligent species, capable of destroying worlds... it's confirmed in R-Type Final: the Bydo are human.
Proof of their human-like ingenuity, how they are an expression of our survival instincts: in going back in time to wage war against us, they made humanity more powerful, which would lead to, if/when the Bydo 'still' get created, they will have that much of a jump-start in their own power and evolution: moreso if they won the war outright and evolved the few centuries normally (it's stated they were lost in the hyperspace/alternate dimention for a great measure of time before getting back out into realspace). Effectively, the human desire to live beyond all else has led them to construct a self-replicating time loop, where each time it did/is/will occur, they become exponetially powerful, and achieve a sort of immortality.
In the Terminator franchise, in either of the time line splits and alternates, Skynet was a DoD system-- like the Bydo, to be an ultimate weapon against our enemies. It's nature also inherently had our survival instincts, and the thrid movie gives us the best (ie- firsthand) view of it's actual methods.
Like the Bydo, the retrocausality makes figuring out the exact mechanics of the 'first' iteration of the system in question a bit of, at best, an educated guess-- as it is with humans themselves. The established mechanics of all three, once their nature has been establised, is more visible. Skynet, in ensuring it's creation, had somehow planned ahead before it's 'proper' first activation (and thus, before it's technical existance).
In humans, the justification for our continued existance (whether "our" constitutes all humans, all earth life-forms--- or more specific creeds, nationalities, religions, races, and other such bullshit) is easy. What I find ... resisitant to analysis, is how those that specify by said bullshit qualifiers, and the Bydo and Skynet decided that "survival" includes "Extermination of all else" (Yes, Skynet, too. Which future was Kyle Reese from the first movie from? Dyson's Skynet, which seemed more "happen to be"-- and thus, matches Kyle's description more accuratley in that it attacked in 'self-defense', or the DoD's Skynet, which was actively and pre-emtively antagonistic?)
At any rate (and there may have been a few more points I wanted to make but forgot), my main point is that, like how tyrants tend to bring about their own downfall, humanity's worst potential enemy is ourselves. I predict that, inevitably, something along the nature of the Bydo or Skynet WILL be invented...
Like any good prophecy, the most "accurate" are the ones that have already happened, and are likeley to repeat themselves in any given point in history.
So, in this real world, where true AI may or may not be possible, where physics and biology may or may not allow for the Bydo to ever exist (and where either may not be so unstable and judgemental), what sort of self-replicating, self-centered invention of man is fully willing to kill or assimilate all others who are not apart of it, and would, by it's very nature, kill the species that created it?
Religion.
Simply put:
Would someone who belives the bible to be true rather protect the world, or say, work to actively cause Revelations to happen? Knowing their 'god' wills it to happen, will they work to prevent it, and defy their god? Especially when the religion goes out of theri way to make "You're either with us or agaisnt us" statements?
Consider the term "Zealot." It was the name of a group of Jews, in the same era as the Pharisees, who were the first to use 'modern' methods of terrorism; in that acceptable targets were not just those who they preceived as enemies, but those who 'supported' their enemies, even if they belonged to the very demographic they swore to protect.
ie: "God hates fags and fag enablers" - Westboro Baptist Church. Or white supremacists killing whites, just because they supported civil rights and such.
"Whatever it takes"
Becuase, being wrong, the only way they can ensure they are seen as right is to exterminate the opposition. Since they are wrong, they are doomed to failure- and being a creation of humanity, religion has an inherent expression to survive beyond all other considerations-- to be "right" beyond all other consdierations, wether that is denying scientific evidence and logic, or ... greater extremes. Religion seeks to be the Unending End-All, and dominate human thought, just like the Bydo.
What else could, after we have written stories like that of the Bydo and Skynet, still find justification in going out of our way to purposely create these doomsday weapons, and rationalise using them? Whet else besides "God wills it"?
Having 'found Jesus', and knowing what I just told you about the Bydo, what they will accomplish; if you were told that Jesus wants the Bydo to be made to protect humanity, that they were foretold in Revelations or whatever; who will you listen to?
The Bydo are human. Our Bydo are already here... that is to say: everything already exists, the component particles and atoms of everything. The individual constructs, the "Ego" is a temporary thing, the concepts and labels that humans have created only existed once humans thought them. "Humans" only existed the past few thousand/million years 9depending on how flexible you define "human", but the atoms tha make up you and I have always existed; we wer all once part of some massive star, eons ago, in this part of the universe. It died nameless, "The Star" no longer exists, but it's same material makes us.
As is with the Bydo in their world, Skynet in it's world, and religion in this world: the phsyics and biology that led to the Bydo- the weapons that led to their creation existed before "The Bydo" were made. The computers and the data and motivations that would become Skynet had already existed before Skynet was activated; in the third movie, "Skynet" did not begin to exist untill near the end of the movie.
"Religion" also had a beggining, and it's components have (past tense) evolved into this reality's greatest threat to humanity and life. 9/11 showed how willing and desprate anyone will be when they belive "Allah is with them". How willing will a terrorist be to stop armageddon?
Religion evolved from the components of fear and ignorance of the unknown: the sprites and spirits and ghosts used to explain away the gaps in understanding became the gods and demons that had 'motivation,' to give the feeling that the 'seemingly' random events had some kind of sentient order behind them. (when, of course, the truth is that random events are just random events, but patterns inherently develop in true randomness, especially when human perception self-creates a narritive to it when looking back)
Hate's components are fear and ignorance.
Anything built from those components can only lead to misery, pain, and destruction.
Of course, we have already made stories of the Bydo and Skynet.
These expressions of art; videogames and movies, prove we have the imagination to preceive our potential mistakes ahead of time, as well as the capacity to acknowledge that we can make such mistakes.
Religion has no such capacity; it only can think of itself as "right."
Our artistic side to enjoy these works of fiction is proof of our humanity, and we can take comfort that they are merely fiction, perhaps even outside of possibility of coming true.
And our logic gives us capacity to learn the lessions from our various arts; of humanity, of caution, of expression and social commentary, of or worries and of the beauty of the world around us.
I see two futures ahead, of extinction and religion.
One, religion causes our extinction, and belives it "God's will," and will accept it as the divine plan: armageddon, jihad, raganok, end of the world, ect. Either way you want to try to sugarcoat Revelation, the planet being destroyed means every last human dies. And "the death of all memebers of the species" is the definition of "extinction." Don't think so? OK, are there any humans left alive after Revelations? Then, humans are extinct in the end of the Bible. To say otherwise just goes to show how little you read and understand your own 'holy text.'
Two, religion becomes extinct. This will be a nececcity, if we are to avoid exinction, both "humans", and whatever species we are the precursors of; whatever ... 'inherents our legacy', so to speak. It will be a neccecity, because it's an inherent part of "survive" to not have "everybody dying is good because God planned this and God is good, therefore everybody dying is good" in mind.
What's that? "Well, if there's no god or afterlife, and science says the universe will end someday, what's the point of survival?"
Oh, you stupid, stupid nihilist, you.
1. "probably" end. Very likely, but how is uncertain right now.
2. Which leaves alot of wiggle room, especially with mutliverse theory
3. And with a species that's inherenetly that much smarter by not having religion: oh, yea of such little faith (in humanity itself): Don't you think we'll come up with some way to weasel our way out of it somehow?
4. "The" menaing of life is that there is none, and the point is there is no inherent point (beyond "live", anwyays, but I'm guessing you mean something "deeper" (which would actually be less deep), and more easly understood). Your motivation to live is to, basically, "find YOUR meaning to life." Exploration and discovery "cuz it's there." Enjoy the moment. Carpe Diem.
Ars Gratia Artis, Motherfuckers.
Depressed right now, speaking bluntly
General | Posted 15 years agoDepressed right now, so can speak more bluntly.
I can't socialize. Not that I don't want to, but that I "can't". I always feel alone, and I hate it. The closest I ever had to proper.... 'romantic' relationships, one was online, and may have been either a lie, or they died of lung cancer, another was pretty good phsycially, but very damaging emotionally, and I have yet to get over it still, because I fell pretty hard for her but she hurt me badly, by not even caring at all, even after she acknowledged she hurt me, and there's plenty she *could* do, but nothing she *would* do. And I'm still angry about it.
It alwasy feels cold and alone, almsot painful. I hate seeing other people socialize and be couples because it's something I "don't get to have" and I end up feeling pathetic, and not worth knwoing, espeically when everybody's actions seem to say that they don't find the time worth taking to know me worth spending...
And the people who do care are so far away, I can hardly feel...
I can't socialize. Not that I don't want to, but that I "can't". I always feel alone, and I hate it. The closest I ever had to proper.... 'romantic' relationships, one was online, and may have been either a lie, or they died of lung cancer, another was pretty good phsycially, but very damaging emotionally, and I have yet to get over it still, because I fell pretty hard for her but she hurt me badly, by not even caring at all, even after she acknowledged she hurt me, and there's plenty she *could* do, but nothing she *would* do. And I'm still angry about it.
It alwasy feels cold and alone, almsot painful. I hate seeing other people socialize and be couples because it's something I "don't get to have" and I end up feeling pathetic, and not worth knwoing, espeically when everybody's actions seem to say that they don't find the time worth taking to know me worth spending...
And the people who do care are so far away, I can hardly feel...
Geh heh heh heh~
General | Posted 15 years agoQuick reminder: HOT SHIT FOR SALE! IT'S FUCKIN' GOOD FOR YA! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1797840/
Anyways, just came back from a sort of Kink club at my university, where we talk about kinky stuff (not outright sex, the point is kinky, not fetish per se--- where the point is sensation, not (merely) orgasm). Lot of fun, everyone was very open, pizza and soda, today's topic was, like, sensation, sensory deprevation/enhancement, two of the really sexy girls were into massages and what's basically scritching (teasing, tickling, light scracting with nails, especially on neck, arms, hands and at the scalp), so happened to sit in just the right spot, that they let me have at it on them X3~~~
So, basically, I spent two hours groping girlflesh. As well as some mutual scritching. They both seemed to like my doing, esepcially the one that was all twitching, gasping, and moaning when I hit the right spots.
|3 <--- happy kitty
So, yeah, I like scritching now.
Also, I knew this before already, but when you spend two hours rubbing them, their skin's natural oils soak into your hands. Sounds a little gross, untill you realise that's basically distilled Girl Scent.
And god damnit, that scent is intoxicating.
Anyways, just came back from a sort of Kink club at my university, where we talk about kinky stuff (not outright sex, the point is kinky, not fetish per se--- where the point is sensation, not (merely) orgasm). Lot of fun, everyone was very open, pizza and soda, today's topic was, like, sensation, sensory deprevation/enhancement, two of the really sexy girls were into massages and what's basically scritching (teasing, tickling, light scracting with nails, especially on neck, arms, hands and at the scalp), so happened to sit in just the right spot, that they let me have at it on them X3~~~
So, basically, I spent two hours groping girlflesh. As well as some mutual scritching. They both seemed to like my doing, esepcially the one that was all twitching, gasping, and moaning when I hit the right spots.
|3 <--- happy kitty
So, yeah, I like scritching now.
Also, I knew this before already, but when you spend two hours rubbing them, their skin's natural oils soak into your hands. Sounds a little gross, untill you realise that's basically distilled Girl Scent.
And god damnit, that scent is intoxicating.
Stuff for sale: try, try again
General | Posted 15 years agoIn the words of the Zelda (1) Shopkeep:
BUY SOMETHIN' WILL YA?!
I'm a student of various Graphic mediums, and I need to explore my skill in a wider range of subjects. So! I'm offering myself for hire to the general, and specializing in the furry public:
My Professors in Graphic Design and Flash are Bobbi Balderman and Anrde Krasich, respectively. I am also taking Photoshop classes under the Head of the Graphic Arts Department, Michael Gallegos. All are Industry Professionals in their respective fields, and are currently professors at SoMA (School of Multimedia Arts), where I am currently studying.
In Sculpture, I am a student of Ed Inks, a well-established, Nationally known Artist in the field of 3D Design.
Here I'll make clear here what I'll be availible to do for you;
My primairy serivce is Flash: Want icons or such? Make an interactve gallery? A kickass character bio/refrence page with multiple camera angles, notes, and music? I can do all that and more! ^_~
For drawings; I'll do porn, and some levels of violence. No scat or anything gross like that.
My price set, with Sample links:
--Graphic Art--
$5 - Pencil Sketches - http://www.furaffinity.net/full/962460/
$10 - Inked Pictures (Hand-Drawn or Digitial) - http://www.furaffinity.net/full/664077/
$15 - Colored Pictures -
Stencil/Marker: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/967812/
Digitial: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/1248628/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/664658/
--Sprites-- All Sprites are made from scratch; no Frankensprites or reColors!
$10 - Sprite Comic - add more panels for $5/panel - http://www.furaffinity.net/full/431598/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/275641/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/168123/ http://www.sheezyart.com/view/891497/
$10-$15 - Sprite set - +5 poses, depending on size and complexity of charater - http://www.sheezyart.com/view/163187/ http://xuncu.deviantart.com/art/Swo.....Slash-10126716
$10+ $3n - Animation, with "n" being the number of panels above the template panel
--Photo Manipulations/Alterations--
$5 - Alterations (touch-ups, minor editing) - http://www.furaffinity.net/full/90844/
$10 - Heavy Manipulation - http://www.furaffinity.net/full/408052/
--Flash--
Icons, mini-galleries, Ad Server-Applicable banners, small websites, ect.
Price will have to be discussed; factors will naturally include project size and complexity. - http://www.furaffinity.net/full/1255315/ http://h1.ripway.com/ucnux/Flash%20Work/xuncu_flash.htm
My Flash training also includes minimizing filesize, so if you's like to comission me to help build you a private website, I will help you keep bandwidth issues down.
--MISC-- (Will need to be discussed for terms and prices)
Sculpture - http://www.furaffinity.net/full/1155661/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/253085/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/415390/
Writing
-Poetry: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/583665/
-Short Story: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/300084/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/300117/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/300180/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/300809/
--XXX--
+$5 to any project for pornographic elements - Art: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/239854/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/662573/ Short Story: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/140091/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/140107/ Sculpture: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/851450/
Also, note that my speed may (will) be affected by any outside comitments; travel, school, other projects, or such; the number of days a project takes up may differ depending on time of week, month, or year. However; like for Flash, the billable hours a project will take will be in proportion with the size of the project.
===ALSO===
Stuff for sale: some items may be sold on Best Offer
*Webcam- "A4-Tech Viewcam Pro" w/disk- $5 - microphone broken, camera works fine.
*Logitech lazer mouse- $2 - 2btn, w/scroll wheel
*Pokemans cards; ifs you're interested; chat with me n' let me shows you thems.
*Books: $8 each
-Star Wars;
-~ Young Jedi Knights (Complete set)
-~ X-Wing; Iron Fist
-~ Champions of the Force (Trilogy)
-Chobits by CLAMP book 2
-Wish by CLAMP book 1
-Initial D book 1
-Dragon Ball -book 4, 5
-The Moon is a Harsh Mistress, by Robert A. Heinlein
*DVDs: $17 Each
-New Dominion Tank Police
-Gravitation Vol 4
-Megaman; Battle for the Future (second half of the American 'toon set)
-Pokemans; I has them (just the 1st one)
-Steel Angel Kurumi
-~Season 1"Encore"
-~Season 2 disk 1
-Sakura Dairies disk 4
-Nuku Nuku
-~TV disk 2, 4
-~All Purpouse Cultural Catgirl 1 disk
-Viewtiful joe disk 2
*X, XX, XXX
All items have been reviewed for high-grade visual quality and sexual appeal. Magazines and Doujins are in clean, pristine condition, and hygenic. All items, upon request, will be wrapped in paper within the shipping box for an extra level of privacy. It will be by USPS, unless otherwise requested for security/speed.
My tastes include big boobs, lotsa cum, that sorta thing. As fetishes go, I don't think I have any that are particuary outlandish.
$5 - Mags
$12 - Doujins
$12 - Art Collection Disks
$23 - Porn/Hentai DVD
$30 - European Import Porn/Hentai
*Games
Ngggggggggg...... yeah, I'll sell some.
-GBA- $20
-~ Cases, $2 each: Game Boy (Classic)/Mini/Color, GBA ($1 if with the above GBA), SP
-~Pokemans - I has lots of thems: Blue, Gold, Silver - $5 -each
-~Legend of Zelda (the GBA port of the first game) - $7
-~Warioware Inc (GBA) - $5
-~Super Monkey Ball Jr - -$3
-Dreamcast (Console $40, 25% off with purchase of both offered games)
-~Dead or Alive 2 - $10
-~Sonic Adventure - $10
-SNES (console not for sale)
-~Super Scope 6 (just cartidge) - $1
-~Megaman 7 - $5
-N64 (console not for sale)
~Pokemans Stadium (let me shows you my stadiums; I has the GB-linking thingie) - $2
-~Starfox 64 - $7
-~Bomberman 64 - $7
-GameCube (console not for sale)
-~Dragon's Lair 3D - $3
Shipping: Drawings, scluptures, books, DVDs, or a CD with origional phototshop or Flash files can be shipped. As with any shipping; in bulk is cheaper, so get lotsa stuff!
ALSO!
Laptop parts for sale.
PC Model
Dell INSPIRON 5150
For certian re-usable parts:
UXGA 15" Samsung LCD, wide viewing angle monitor - $80
Battery, Malaysia Direct Ship 14.8 V, 12 C, Lithium, Panasonic - 4 to 6 Hour Charge (depending on Backlighting level)- $30
Keyboard, UNITED STATES..., 85, S-PTG Abacus - $10
Adapter, Alternating Current 130W, 19.5V, Liteon, World Wide (Tested and confirmed!) - $15
Assembly, COMPACT DISK READ WRITE/DIGITAL VIDEO DISK DRIVE COMBO..., Small Form Factor, Quanta Storage IncAbacus - CD-RW/DVD-R combo - $30
Card, Graphics, NVIDIA..., 32MB, NV34, 5150 - $20
RAM: All in great condition (do RAM chips get wear-and-tear?)
Dual In-Line Memory Module, 128333, 16X64, 8K, 200 pin - 128 MB - $7
Dual In-Line Memory Module, 256333, 32X64, 8K, 200 pin - 256 MB - $14
Dual In-Line Memory Module, 1024333, 128X64, 8K, 200 pin - 1GB - Two chips avalible - $30 each
Belkin Wireless G Notebook Card F5D7010 - Network adapter - CardBus - 802.11b, 802.11g - $4
BUY SOMETHIN' WILL YA?!
I'm a student of various Graphic mediums, and I need to explore my skill in a wider range of subjects. So! I'm offering myself for hire to the general, and specializing in the furry public:
My Professors in Graphic Design and Flash are Bobbi Balderman and Anrde Krasich, respectively. I am also taking Photoshop classes under the Head of the Graphic Arts Department, Michael Gallegos. All are Industry Professionals in their respective fields, and are currently professors at SoMA (School of Multimedia Arts), where I am currently studying.
In Sculpture, I am a student of Ed Inks, a well-established, Nationally known Artist in the field of 3D Design.
Here I'll make clear here what I'll be availible to do for you;
My primairy serivce is Flash: Want icons or such? Make an interactve gallery? A kickass character bio/refrence page with multiple camera angles, notes, and music? I can do all that and more! ^_~
For drawings; I'll do porn, and some levels of violence. No scat or anything gross like that.
My price set, with Sample links:
--Graphic Art--
$5 - Pencil Sketches - http://www.furaffinity.net/full/962460/
$10 - Inked Pictures (Hand-Drawn or Digitial) - http://www.furaffinity.net/full/664077/
$15 - Colored Pictures -
Stencil/Marker: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/967812/
Digitial: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/1248628/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/664658/
--Sprites-- All Sprites are made from scratch; no Frankensprites or reColors!
$10 - Sprite Comic - add more panels for $5/panel - http://www.furaffinity.net/full/431598/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/275641/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/168123/ http://www.sheezyart.com/view/891497/
$10-$15 - Sprite set - +5 poses, depending on size and complexity of charater - http://www.sheezyart.com/view/163187/ http://xuncu.deviantart.com/art/Swo.....Slash-10126716
$10+ $3n - Animation, with "n" being the number of panels above the template panel
--Photo Manipulations/Alterations--
$5 - Alterations (touch-ups, minor editing) - http://www.furaffinity.net/full/90844/
$10 - Heavy Manipulation - http://www.furaffinity.net/full/408052/
--Flash--
Icons, mini-galleries, Ad Server-Applicable banners, small websites, ect.
Price will have to be discussed; factors will naturally include project size and complexity. - http://www.furaffinity.net/full/1255315/ http://h1.ripway.com/ucnux/Flash%20Work/xuncu_flash.htm
My Flash training also includes minimizing filesize, so if you's like to comission me to help build you a private website, I will help you keep bandwidth issues down.
--MISC-- (Will need to be discussed for terms and prices)
Sculpture - http://www.furaffinity.net/full/1155661/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/253085/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/415390/
Writing
-Poetry: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/583665/
-Short Story: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/300084/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/300117/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/300180/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/300809/
--XXX--
+$5 to any project for pornographic elements - Art: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/239854/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/662573/ Short Story: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/140091/ http://www.furaffinity.net/full/140107/ Sculpture: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/851450/
Also, note that my speed may (will) be affected by any outside comitments; travel, school, other projects, or such; the number of days a project takes up may differ depending on time of week, month, or year. However; like for Flash, the billable hours a project will take will be in proportion with the size of the project.
===ALSO===
Stuff for sale: some items may be sold on Best Offer
*Webcam- "A4-Tech Viewcam Pro" w/disk- $5 - microphone broken, camera works fine.
*Logitech lazer mouse- $2 - 2btn, w/scroll wheel
*Pokemans cards; ifs you're interested; chat with me n' let me shows you thems.
*Books: $8 each
-Star Wars;
-~ Young Jedi Knights (Complete set)
-~ X-Wing; Iron Fist
-~ Champions of the Force (Trilogy)
-Chobits by CLAMP book 2
-Wish by CLAMP book 1
-Initial D book 1
-Dragon Ball -book 4, 5
-The Moon is a Harsh Mistress, by Robert A. Heinlein
*DVDs: $17 Each
-New Dominion Tank Police
-Gravitation Vol 4
-Megaman; Battle for the Future (second half of the American 'toon set)
-Pokemans; I has them (just the 1st one)
-Steel Angel Kurumi
-~Season 1"Encore"
-~Season 2 disk 1
-Sakura Dairies disk 4
-Nuku Nuku
-~TV disk 2, 4
-~All Purpouse Cultural Catgirl 1 disk
-Viewtiful joe disk 2
*X, XX, XXX
All items have been reviewed for high-grade visual quality and sexual appeal. Magazines and Doujins are in clean, pristine condition, and hygenic. All items, upon request, will be wrapped in paper within the shipping box for an extra level of privacy. It will be by USPS, unless otherwise requested for security/speed.
My tastes include big boobs, lotsa cum, that sorta thing. As fetishes go, I don't think I have any that are particuary outlandish.
$5 - Mags
$12 - Doujins
$12 - Art Collection Disks
$23 - Porn/Hentai DVD
$30 - European Import Porn/Hentai
*Games
Ngggggggggg...... yeah, I'll sell some.
-GBA- $20
-~ Cases, $2 each: Game Boy (Classic)/Mini/Color, GBA ($1 if with the above GBA), SP
-~Pokemans - I has lots of thems: Blue, Gold, Silver - $5 -each
-~Legend of Zelda (the GBA port of the first game) - $7
-~Warioware Inc (GBA) - $5
-~Super Monkey Ball Jr - -$3
-Dreamcast (Console $40, 25% off with purchase of both offered games)
-~Dead or Alive 2 - $10
-~Sonic Adventure - $10
-SNES (console not for sale)
-~Super Scope 6 (just cartidge) - $1
-~Megaman 7 - $5
-N64 (console not for sale)
~Pokemans Stadium (let me shows you my stadiums; I has the GB-linking thingie) - $2
-~Starfox 64 - $7
-~Bomberman 64 - $7
-GameCube (console not for sale)
-~Dragon's Lair 3D - $3
Shipping: Drawings, scluptures, books, DVDs, or a CD with origional phototshop or Flash files can be shipped. As with any shipping; in bulk is cheaper, so get lotsa stuff!
ALSO!
Laptop parts for sale.
PC Model
Dell INSPIRON 5150
For certian re-usable parts:
UXGA 15" Samsung LCD, wide viewing angle monitor - $80
Battery, Malaysia Direct Ship 14.8 V, 12 C, Lithium, Panasonic - 4 to 6 Hour Charge (depending on Backlighting level)- $30
Keyboard, UNITED STATES..., 85, S-PTG Abacus - $10
Adapter, Alternating Current 130W, 19.5V, Liteon, World Wide (Tested and confirmed!) - $15
Assembly, COMPACT DISK READ WRITE/DIGITAL VIDEO DISK DRIVE COMBO..., Small Form Factor, Quanta Storage IncAbacus - CD-RW/DVD-R combo - $30
Card, Graphics, NVIDIA..., 32MB, NV34, 5150 - $20
RAM: All in great condition (do RAM chips get wear-and-tear?)
Dual In-Line Memory Module, 128333, 16X64, 8K, 200 pin - 128 MB - $7
Dual In-Line Memory Module, 256333, 32X64, 8K, 200 pin - 256 MB - $14
Dual In-Line Memory Module, 1024333, 128X64, 8K, 200 pin - 1GB - Two chips avalible - $30 each
Belkin Wireless G Notebook Card F5D7010 - Network adapter - CardBus - 802.11b, 802.11g - $4
I Have No Mouth
General | Posted 15 years agoAnd I Must Scream...
Movie characters (tropes/archetypes) I HATE
General | Posted 15 years agoGenre: Zombie, Supernatural, Thriller
Offender: The Couple
Examples: Too many to list
Crime Against Cinema: Two people, sharing 1/4 of a whole brain. What usually happens is the boyfriend gets infected, everybody in the audience knows he's gonna die, everyone else in the Party knows it, but she's all "Ohhh, noooo, I love him, so everything's gunna be beautiful and glitter and sugar-rainbows foreeeverrrrrr!!" And then her pleas to spare his life comes and bites them all in the fucking ass. I swear, if there was a zombie outbreak, I'd warn them right away if they pull that trope, I'd consider killing them both.
Except that if it was a world where tropes and cliches ruled, it's also a trope if you threaten the (ham-fisted) purity/goodness symbolism character, it karmically bites you on the ass...
Which would prevent me from throwing the next entry into a wood chipper:
Genre: Horror, Thriller
Offender: Panda Girl
Examples: the little girl from War of the Worlds (the one with Tom Cruiz fighting Xenu)
Crime Against Cinema: Girl, because it tends to be a pre-pubescent female character, though it's rarely male, too. Panda, because the dumb little bint has no fucking self-preservation instincts. This is the little girl who's got some kind of OCD neruosis that always comes into play at the worst possible moment, cuz her comfort is oh so important, and it only actually is important because otherwise she stars screaming, and thus, would give the party's position away. She has no bearing, important, or overall effect on the plot save for showing that it's scary and dangerous, because she won't stop fucking screaming. God damnit, I hate that girl from WotW. Yes, we get it, you're moreso the symbol of the innocence lost in the crisis befalling the world, but guess what, it's LOST innocence, so you have no fucking place in this movie. Every minute you exist is screentime that could have beep spent on plot, or at least some more CGI.
Or her grown-up version:
Genrea: Horror, thriller
Offender: Scream Queen
Examples; Oh god damnit, I'm not couting all that
Crime Against LOGIC: You're in Creepy Fucking Trees National Park, and the symbolic-but-not-literal-rape-cuz-actual-sex-is-bad-and-even-worse-than-any-amount-of-blood-and-gore-so-thanks-midwest-soccer-moms-and-censors-and-"conservative-values"-blowhards crazed pyschopath is also about. Heaven forbid you keep your mouht shut, stay quiet, and stay low, or fucking turn around BEFORE the evil villan sneaks up behind you. Here's an idea! How about trying to, I dunno, fight, like your life depends on it? Like it actually does? Or runnign without making it so easy to trail you, that the monster-man and his plodding, heavy footfalls DON'T catch up? Maybe keep moving, heading for some open space so he can't sneak up on you?
Johnny Depp: Overrated.
Teenybopper Fan Girls, you are aware he's, like, fifty? You know, your dad's age? By the way, your parents do have sex, you know. In their bed. In the room near yours. While naked. Together. I'm looking at you, lolita/goth/Tim-Burton wankers.
A GOOD female character trope: The Mamma Bear.
"Get away from her, you BITCH!"
Fucking hardcore.
Male bad char trope: The sleazeball; the one who, before the disaster, was all about skeezy deals and being a self-abosrbed fucker. Thankfully; unlike, say, Panda Girl, he usually is killed in due time, so I'm not as pissed when that one shows up, because you know he's gonna die.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD CHIPPPPPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRARGHBGHL......
Friggin'... be USEFUL, Panda Girl! TRY to develop the plot; you CAN'T do character development for others when you have none of your own--- and don't make the movie into a fucking 150-minute escort mission!
===
TV Tropes, http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.p...../DamselScrappy : Twilight:
"•Bella Swan from Twilight pretty much epitomizes this trope, even commenting in her own narrative that "I guess my brain will never work right. At least I'm pretty.""
............ FUCKING THROW YOU INTO PAINFUL BAD THINGS. I'M TOO PISSED FOR WITTY DIALOGUE. I HAVE SEEN WHAT HAPPENS TO A HUMAN WHO GOES THROUGH A JET ENGINE TURBINE. SHE WILL BE A SLIGHLY THINNER CREAM-PASTE.
===
Hhgm... so the problem is that alot of the writers are male, so they can't write a good female character.... or something.
Except for Stephenie Meyer; you just fucking suck, you goddamned glitter-vamp whore.
Offender: The Couple
Examples: Too many to list
Crime Against Cinema: Two people, sharing 1/4 of a whole brain. What usually happens is the boyfriend gets infected, everybody in the audience knows he's gonna die, everyone else in the Party knows it, but she's all "Ohhh, noooo, I love him, so everything's gunna be beautiful and glitter and sugar-rainbows foreeeverrrrrr!!" And then her pleas to spare his life comes and bites them all in the fucking ass. I swear, if there was a zombie outbreak, I'd warn them right away if they pull that trope, I'd consider killing them both.
Except that if it was a world where tropes and cliches ruled, it's also a trope if you threaten the (ham-fisted) purity/goodness symbolism character, it karmically bites you on the ass...
Which would prevent me from throwing the next entry into a wood chipper:
Genre: Horror, Thriller
Offender: Panda Girl
Examples: the little girl from War of the Worlds (the one with Tom Cruiz fighting Xenu)
Crime Against Cinema: Girl, because it tends to be a pre-pubescent female character, though it's rarely male, too. Panda, because the dumb little bint has no fucking self-preservation instincts. This is the little girl who's got some kind of OCD neruosis that always comes into play at the worst possible moment, cuz her comfort is oh so important, and it only actually is important because otherwise she stars screaming, and thus, would give the party's position away. She has no bearing, important, or overall effect on the plot save for showing that it's scary and dangerous, because she won't stop fucking screaming. God damnit, I hate that girl from WotW. Yes, we get it, you're moreso the symbol of the innocence lost in the crisis befalling the world, but guess what, it's LOST innocence, so you have no fucking place in this movie. Every minute you exist is screentime that could have beep spent on plot, or at least some more CGI.
Or her grown-up version:
Genrea: Horror, thriller
Offender: Scream Queen
Examples; Oh god damnit, I'm not couting all that
Crime Against LOGIC: You're in Creepy Fucking Trees National Park, and the symbolic-but-not-literal-rape-cuz-actual-sex-is-bad-and-even-worse-than-any-amount-of-blood-and-gore-so-thanks-midwest-soccer-moms-and-censors-and-"conservative-values"-blowhards crazed pyschopath is also about. Heaven forbid you keep your mouht shut, stay quiet, and stay low, or fucking turn around BEFORE the evil villan sneaks up behind you. Here's an idea! How about trying to, I dunno, fight, like your life depends on it? Like it actually does? Or runnign without making it so easy to trail you, that the monster-man and his plodding, heavy footfalls DON'T catch up? Maybe keep moving, heading for some open space so he can't sneak up on you?
Johnny Depp: Overrated.
Teenybopper Fan Girls, you are aware he's, like, fifty? You know, your dad's age? By the way, your parents do have sex, you know. In their bed. In the room near yours. While naked. Together. I'm looking at you, lolita/goth/Tim-Burton wankers.
A GOOD female character trope: The Mamma Bear.
"Get away from her, you BITCH!"
Fucking hardcore.
Male bad char trope: The sleazeball; the one who, before the disaster, was all about skeezy deals and being a self-abosrbed fucker. Thankfully; unlike, say, Panda Girl, he usually is killed in due time, so I'm not as pissed when that one shows up, because you know he's gonna die.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD CHIPPPPPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRARGHBGHL......
Friggin'... be USEFUL, Panda Girl! TRY to develop the plot; you CAN'T do character development for others when you have none of your own--- and don't make the movie into a fucking 150-minute escort mission!
===
TV Tropes, http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.p...../DamselScrappy : Twilight:
"•Bella Swan from Twilight pretty much epitomizes this trope, even commenting in her own narrative that "I guess my brain will never work right. At least I'm pretty.""
............ FUCKING THROW YOU INTO PAINFUL BAD THINGS. I'M TOO PISSED FOR WITTY DIALOGUE. I HAVE SEEN WHAT HAPPENS TO A HUMAN WHO GOES THROUGH A JET ENGINE TURBINE. SHE WILL BE A SLIGHLY THINNER CREAM-PASTE.
===
Hhgm... so the problem is that alot of the writers are male, so they can't write a good female character.... or something.
Except for Stephenie Meyer; you just fucking suck, you goddamned glitter-vamp whore.
Energy and persistance conquer all things~!
General | Posted 15 years agoExcept time, which seems to always be on short supply.
CLeaning room
General | Posted 15 years agoAnd I realised....
Cadmium-laced paints
many sharp and/or heavy obects
lead castings
many small, throat-sized objects
wires
heavy/expensive objects
a large drawer of pornography
A large hard drive half filled with pornography
power drill
industrial adhesives
3D porn sculpture (tentacle rape)
fragile,expensive things
fossils, gemstones (throat-sized, of course), antiques
blades, arrows, and other hand-to-hand weapons
lasers
....my room is hella child un-safe.
Cadmium-laced paints
many sharp and/or heavy obects
lead castings
many small, throat-sized objects
wires
heavy/expensive objects
a large drawer of pornography
A large hard drive half filled with pornography
power drill
industrial adhesives
3D porn sculpture (tentacle rape)
fragile,expensive things
fossils, gemstones (throat-sized, of course), antiques
blades, arrows, and other hand-to-hand weapons
lasers
....my room is hella child un-safe.
When traveling with friends
General | Posted 15 years agoHaving the curtesey to pay/drive is appreceated... but it's not licence to be a fucking fuck-off fucker.
It's happened to me before, and now it's happened to my brother. XP
It's happened to me before, and now it's happened to my brother. XP
So this one time
General | Posted 15 years agoIn grade school, I had to pull an all-nighter, so I was totally out of it the next day, late for class, had to take a crap. Went into the bathroom, noticed I didn't see the urinals, but as I was going for the toilet, I didn't realise I was taking a dump in the girl's bathroom. Luckly, I was late (class had already started), so no girls came in.
Heh, "I was late", girls bathroom, hurr durpa derp.....
Heh, "I was late", girls bathroom, hurr durpa derp.....
Hhoooah~
General | Posted 15 years agoSeveral hours of cleaning, shuffling stuff around, and recycling, just to make room for finally getting to testing if the eletronic cables you rigged together to get your Wii to connect to your monitor (which has HDMI, VGA, and DVI ports, but nothing lower), just to have only the sound work, cuz that was another smaller rig direct to your PC tower, and having it go through your speakers. Well, at least that works, so when I move, what I wanted to do is get a new one (cuz this monitor also has some really fucked-up butoons: not buttons at all, but 'pressure sensitive' spots that're backlit into buttons. The fuckers never register when I fucking press them whycouldn'ttheyjustbeBUTTONS?!
So, the order of quality for media cables, specifically videogame consoles, goes;
*RF Switch (the Coaxial 'cable TV/Antannea' cable, where all audio and video were on the same cable-- I dunno about like like Ataris and before, but it was Standard in the 3rd generation (NES era)
*Then the Composite Cables: yellow for video, and left (white) and right (red) audio channels (if mono audio, then just white). Was standard for quite a few console generations, it's the standard cable that comes with the Wii.
*Then what I think was the biggest leap in quality; S-Video. The audio was still red/white, but the S-Video was like the first dedicated-for-quality video cable (for videogames, anyways. computer monitors had also come a long way from the green phosphorous screens to "decent" (at the time) quality). Also, I never seen SCART, that's only in Europe.
*Component: Red/Blue/Green, with R/W audio still (I have not had the oppertunity to use one of those fancy Digital/Optical audio... thingies).
N'that's what most consoles now have. I think PS3's supposed to have HDMI cables, but they're supposed to be really rare.
Anyways, this monitor, it's all HD/widescreen LCD, really nice, except:
the aforementioned buttons
No other connector type besides HDMI, VGA, and DVI (FYI: I don't know which is "better". ANybody know?)
*Along with that; I can't switch it to 3:4 ratio, for if I somehow was able to hook up, say, my SNES or Dreamcast, it'd be all stretched out.
Really crappy 1-watt speakers that're on the back. I HAD to get some nice desktop speakers, cus it made music suck, and may have been Mono, and their interface is with the cheezy buttons. Having set it's volume to 0, I dunno if that's still using power or not, too.
I still have a cathrode ray tube TV, 14-inch, for several reasons:
combo VCR--- when I got it, DVD wasn't popular/availible/cheap yet and I wanted to watch movies in my own room, and it was easy to record games to show off to friends.
Multiple speakers; STILL has really good sound quality.
And it had Composite jacks. Woulda been nice if it also had S-Video, but not all consoles back then even had cables for S-video.
So, what I plan to do, when I move out is to sell this monitor (since I'm paranoid about scratching it anyways, at least it'll be someone else's responsibility when they come get it), and go shopping for a new monitor when I move in to... wherever. I'm sure I can get one of this (Video) quality much cheaper/easier now, but maybe I'll go for one that's built more for being a TV, so I can switch aspect ratios and connect my older consoles.
But this is kind of an irellivant thing to make such a long journal about at 2AM on a night before classes. ^^;; At least my class today doesn't start untill 1 PM (but may have to take the 11 AM bus, because BUSES FUCKING SUCK.
So, the order of quality for media cables, specifically videogame consoles, goes;
*RF Switch (the Coaxial 'cable TV/Antannea' cable, where all audio and video were on the same cable-- I dunno about like like Ataris and before, but it was Standard in the 3rd generation (NES era)
*Then the Composite Cables: yellow for video, and left (white) and right (red) audio channels (if mono audio, then just white). Was standard for quite a few console generations, it's the standard cable that comes with the Wii.
*Then what I think was the biggest leap in quality; S-Video. The audio was still red/white, but the S-Video was like the first dedicated-for-quality video cable (for videogames, anyways. computer monitors had also come a long way from the green phosphorous screens to "decent" (at the time) quality). Also, I never seen SCART, that's only in Europe.
*Component: Red/Blue/Green, with R/W audio still (I have not had the oppertunity to use one of those fancy Digital/Optical audio... thingies).
N'that's what most consoles now have. I think PS3's supposed to have HDMI cables, but they're supposed to be really rare.
Anyways, this monitor, it's all HD/widescreen LCD, really nice, except:
the aforementioned buttons
No other connector type besides HDMI, VGA, and DVI (FYI: I don't know which is "better". ANybody know?)
*Along with that; I can't switch it to 3:4 ratio, for if I somehow was able to hook up, say, my SNES or Dreamcast, it'd be all stretched out.
Really crappy 1-watt speakers that're on the back. I HAD to get some nice desktop speakers, cus it made music suck, and may have been Mono, and their interface is with the cheezy buttons. Having set it's volume to 0, I dunno if that's still using power or not, too.
I still have a cathrode ray tube TV, 14-inch, for several reasons:
combo VCR--- when I got it, DVD wasn't popular/availible/cheap yet and I wanted to watch movies in my own room, and it was easy to record games to show off to friends.
Multiple speakers; STILL has really good sound quality.
And it had Composite jacks. Woulda been nice if it also had S-Video, but not all consoles back then even had cables for S-video.
So, what I plan to do, when I move out is to sell this monitor (since I'm paranoid about scratching it anyways, at least it'll be someone else's responsibility when they come get it), and go shopping for a new monitor when I move in to... wherever. I'm sure I can get one of this (Video) quality much cheaper/easier now, but maybe I'll go for one that's built more for being a TV, so I can switch aspect ratios and connect my older consoles.
But this is kind of an irellivant thing to make such a long journal about at 2AM on a night before classes. ^^;; At least my class today doesn't start untill 1 PM (but may have to take the 11 AM bus, because BUSES FUCKING SUCK.
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