that's all really

i'm going to try my best to finish this commission really fast so i can have it to him

WELP

THERE YA GO

20 YEAR OLD BEEFOX

I"M GONNA JUST GO LAY DOWN

FOREVER

IF I LAY HERE
IF I JUST LAY HERE
WOULD YOU LIE WITH ME
AND JUST FORGET THE WORLD

001. Real Name: Khalahjia

002. Nickname(s): Lunn, Lunney, Lunneus, Xero, Xerox

003. Zodiac Sign: Cancer/Leo

004. Male or Female: Male

005. Nursery: ?????

006. Primary School: uh... Easy elementary????

007. Secondary School: Ahsbrook High School?

008. Hair Colour: Black

009. Long or Short: Short :/

010. Loud or Quiet: Depends

011. Sweats or Jeans: Mmm.. Jeans probably. Loose ones c:

012. Phone or Cameras: Neither???????

013. Health Freak : Nah

014. Drink or Smoke : nah

015. Do You Have A Crush On Someone : UHM..... *sweats nervously*

016. Political orientation : fuck tha politics

017. Piercings : noh but i kinda want one and kinda don't

018. Tattoos : NEEDLES NOH



HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN] :

019. Airplane : no ;c i am ascared

020. Car Accident : luckily, no

021. Fist Fight : nope, i'm too passive



FIRSTS :

022. First piercing : none

023. First Best Friend : Teh farthest bakc i cna reember is a girl named... Oma? Ama? I don't remember. I was like 4 or 5

024. First Instrument played : lolololololol

025. First award : Arts :D

026. First Crush : I don't fuckin remember

027. First Language : English

028. First Big Vacation : Farthest back i remember was Nagshead, NC



LASTS :

029. Last Person you talked to: MORAYEEL (moirail)

030 Last Person You Texted : Kasey

031. Last Person You Watched: ???????????? I DON'T REMEMBER

032. Last Food You Ate : Chicken Pasta

032. Last Movie You Watched : Eight Below

034. Last Song You listened to : Do You Rock? by TC

035. Last Thing You Bought : Milk....

036. Last Person You Hugged: Cat............


FAVES :

037. Food : UHM UHM UHM UHM UHM

038. Drinks : UHM UHMUHMUHMUUMH

039. Clothing : loose clothing, preferably dark colored

040. Book : The Alchemyst Series

041. Color : Black/Red/White/Silver/Blue

042. Flower : Roses and Orchids

043: Music : Mmmm... I like Indie music nowadays.

044. Movies : ??????????????????????????

046. Subjects : Arts c:



IN THE PAST YEAR I...

047. [ ] Kissed in the rain

048. [X] Celebrated Halloween

049. [ ] Had Your Heart Broken

050. [ ] Went Over the Minutes on Your Cell Phone

051. [x] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation

052. [X] Bought Weapons

053. [ ] Breathed fire

054. [ ] Had an Abortion.

055. [X] Done something you've regretted

056. [ ] Broke a Promise

057. [x] Kept a Secret

058. [x] Pretended To Be Happy

059. [ ] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life.

060. [ ] Pretended To Be Sick

061. [ ] Left The Country.

062. [X] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it.

063. [X] Cried Over The Silliest Thing.

064. [ ] Ran a Mile

065. [ ] Went To the Beach

066. [X] Stayed Single (Did you mean: What have you been doing the past 4 years)



CURRENTLY :

067. Eating : probably cat hair

068. Drinking : Tea (and probably cat hair)

069. Getting Ready To : finishing shading dicks

070. Listening To : Temple of Soul from Lamento

071. Plans For Tomorrow/Today: complain loudly about birthdays and feeling old

072. Waiting For : the world to change


YOUR FUTURE :

073. Want Kids : NO

074. Want To Get Married : Eh

075. Careers in mind : Graphic artist c:



WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL :

076. Lips or Eyes : Eyes.

077. Shorter or Taller : I am unsure

078. Romantic or Spontaneous : rOMANTIC

079. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms : *shrugs*

080. Sensitive or Loud : Sensitive

081. Hook-up Or Relationship : Relationship.

082. Troublemaker or Hesitant : Mmm... Hesitant



HAVE YOU EVER :

083. Lost Glasses/Contacts : I lost my glasses on purpose....................................

084. Ran Away From Home : I ran away from home.... to the stair leading upstairs.

085. Held A Weapon, For Self Defense : Nah

086. Killed Somebody : On... but... (i kinda want to. isthatbad?)

087. Broken Someone's Heart : Probably...

088. Been Arrested : Nevar



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

090. Yourself : lolno

091. Miracles : Maybe

092. Love at First Sight : Nah

093. Heaven : Maybe

094. Santa Claus: Nope

096. Magic : Some



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now : There's like three...

098. Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life : I could be happier

099. Are You Happy With The Person You're With : *Gestures toward empty air*

100. Post as 100 Truths and Tag five People: I DO WHAT I WANT *flies into the sun*



Well some of these were jsut depressing jesus

WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN

I THOUGHT I HAD ANOTHER WEEK

I AM NOT REAdY


SOMEONE PREPARE A TIME MACHINE

But i don't really know what to do?

I thought about doing an animation of lunney with hsi head stuck in a jar but Sai fucked the gif up

And then i thought about doing a pixel but lololol i can't pixel

So ????????????????????????????????


What should i do

 farisbatwan is the sweetest person ever


Even with all the shit my mom and sis are giving her, she's still so pleasant and I just really hope I'm not being a problem to her because she's really fantastic.

I just really appreciate her putting up with all the insanity they's causing and forcing me to have to constantly ask about things simply because they won't accept anyone's answer.

They don't understand that just because THEY want something instantly that it's going to happen instantly, they of all people should know that. So busy trying to tell me what to do that they---

You know what, I'm not going to talk about it any more, because it's making me angry all over again.


I just want you to know that Faris is a wonderful person.

Sometimes I get that feeling.

Like am I not friendly enough?
am I TOO friendly?
Am I too awkward? (can't really do anything about that tho)

Maybe I don't have anything in common with people.... I dunno.

Why don't you let me know what YOU think. And i won't get upset or sad or anything, just some honest curiosity here.

I'm looking for an adult animation i watched on here a looooooooooooooong time ago.

It had a rabbit lying on it's stomach on the bed and it had a ribbon of sorts (or a collar) around it's neck
and you had to find and click hidden butterfly sin the image to advance to animation.

Going the default route i think the disembodied horse schlong just comes all over the rabbit, but if you find the HIDDEN hidden butterfly you get to do more.

It was in a kind of... painterly style (if that's what you call it)?

AND I CNA'T FIND IT

I've Tried searching everything and either it's tagged with nothing or FA is hella dumb

(i even checked e621 and nothin)

This person also made another little flash thing where it was summer themed and you have to find and click the hidden 'shiny' spots and it had multiple routes to go and i think the setting was a beach or something?

I have recently discovered there are way more foxbee's than i though

Now, watch as i interact with none of them because i'm a shy asshole

my tablet worked on the small computer, but i avoid using that for commissions because it lightens colors by about 2 shades.
Yet when i plugged it into the big computer to install... everything went to shit

first it WOULDn'T install, so then i put the CD in (i didn't even use the CD with the small computer because it doesn't have a disk slot) and it did install... but it wouldn't detect the pen pressure at all. And i couldn't access ANY of the settings.

So i uninstalled and reinstalled, same thing. Tried the same thing again 2 more times. nada.
then i tried cancelling the tablet installing the driver when i plugged it in initially and let to CD install EVERYTHING. Still nothing.

Finally, i did another reinstall, but this time downloaded everything directly from the wacom website and it turns out that the CD might've been defective because now everything works beautifully.

I would be kinda miffed about wacom, but man i got like 3 art programs for free and i am happy as fuck.

I'm gonna fiddle in ArtRage studio later~

Heyo guyssss

I finally got my tablet~ it's a small Wacom Intuos
HOPEFULLy it won't fuck up in 2 years like the last one -_-

SO NOW I CAN GET BACK TO WORK HELLA

in other news..... LET'S DO A MEME if you want



Comment and Ill tell you...

1. Tell you what animal/creature you remind me of.
2. Tell you what color I think fits you.
3. Tell you how I feel about you.
4. Insult you.
5. Tell you my favorite OC of yours. (If you have one...)
6. Tell you what season you remind me of.
7. Tell you what food you smell like in my head.
8. Think of a random nickname for you.
9. Tell you what element you remind me of.
10. Ask you to put this in your journal without using the words 'tag' or 'dare'.


i honestly don't give a shit about 10, you can do it or not

I just got a huugggee influx of favorites and watches. thank you sososososooo much <3

I really appreciate it~


So welcome to the Lunney-Bin of Crazyrandomness :D Please enjoy your stay

Also feel free to add me on steam or shoot me a note/shout or whatever if you wanna talk, i don't bite c: (i might buzz in your ear tho)

That was a long drive to Maryland, but i've returned and the funeral service was really nice

I really hate i didn't get to know uncle charles better but.. well... nothing to do about it now.

My tablet is now 100% dead (thanks wacom for your shitty product)

So everything's on hold basically until i get a new one...

Now, I'm not canceling them by any means, there's just going to be a wee delay while i wait for the new one to ship

Thank you all for your patience c:

here have a snake instead

I really do and i don't know why

I mean, yeah, my mom's uncle died and we have to go to his funeral which is sad, but honestly.. and i don't mean to sound cold, I didn't know him at all. All i really knew about him was that we called him uncle charles and he liked to travel. That's all.

So i don't think i'm sad abotu that.

But really, i just feel shitty and terrible and sometimes i want to cry and sometimes i won't eat or even drink all day.

and now all these cysts or whatever the fuck are open again and i'm literally leaking puss everywhere and we still don't know what's wrong with me

and i feel like i'm a useless failure who can't do anything for himself and what's even the fucking point

i don't evne know wha ti'm talkign about anymore


just ignore me

Alright, I am nearly done with Utamos's commission, i really hate that it took me SO LONG to get it to them, i just feel really bad about it... I never take this long on commissions.

But! It's nearly, done. I'm shading it as we spe--er.. type.. wat?

anyway

After that i'm going to at least do Izome's sketch until i get the Refs for Kalma, and in the mean time i'm going to be doing Lime's commission. I'm hoping that one won't take long since there's a pose reference as well as the fact that i've drawn Lime twice before

I still have Dark's trade, as well, but they're going to get back to me about ti i belive c:

And then my new commission :D more refs <3 I love references

They're really straightforward and nice to do c:


So basically my line up is...


1. Utamos
2(3). Izome
3(2). Lime
4. New commissioner c:
5. Drak ref


So that's what's going on right now, thank you all for your patience

Of maybe doing a YCH or two once i get through my commissions

I already have one on stand by, and adult one, kneeling in kind of a 'display' pose with maybe some collars and things or whatever the winner wants as accessories (people like those right?)

And the other i was thinking of doing a feral drawing, maybe doing something cute or just lounging, idk. Since i get like zero feral commissions :C

The YCH i have currently, i was thinking of starting it at $18 but i don't know what i should do for Bid increase or Autobuy, I don't want it to be capless because i honestly don't think something that simple is worth it. but i don't want it to his the cap immediately either so.... I dunno.

I have no idea how any of these things even work honestly. it seems really difficult to find advice.

I like doing the things because things are fun. and people tend to be kind curious about my fursona.



• What is the name of your fursona?
Lunneus (or Lunney)

• Where did the name of your Fursona come from?
Before i made my fursona, i was reading this webcomic called Teahouse. There was a character in it named Linneus who really liked and i liked his name as well. So i got it and changed the letters around and viola, Lunneus.

• What species is your fursona and why did you choose that species?
Lunney is a beefox, but a little bit more 'bee' than most beefoxes i've seen. He has insectoid feet + tail in addition to the usual antennae and wings. I chose this species because one day i was in psychology and i wanted to draw a fox, but we were talking about bees. so i drew both and it was unique and easy enough to draw that i kept it.


• What color is your fursona and why? Hair/fur/eyes/etc
Lunney's fur is white. well.. not PURE white, but white enough with grey sock markings up to mid knee (also his legs are semi-digigrade). His hair is black and eyes are blue. I'm not sure why i chose those colors, i kinda just started coloring and kept going.

• What is your fursona's personality and how does this compare to your RL personality?
Lunney is a kind hearted soul, he'll go out of his way to help someone if he thinks they deserve it. Sometimes people can take advantage of him though an dusually he'll just grit his teeth and deal with it. He's extremely shy and kind of timid around new people, but warms up pretty fast if they have compatible personalities. He can also be pretty short and snappy with people who piss him off, but it takes A LOT to do that.
That's pretty much me exactly

• What is one item your fursona owns that is significant to you in RL?
His headphnes (that I've only drawn him with once) because I have to have music. it it literally a requirement, no music drives me crazy. I cna even do with music that's just in my head.

• What is one thing you think you would say to your fursona if you could meet?
"Holy shit you adorable baby, come here and let me snuggle you forever... no don't run away, come hERE"

• How has your fursona changed over the years?
He hasn't changed a whole lot honestly, the main change was in his tail. It used to literally be a bee's abdomen, but i changed it to be more of a hybrid tail with fur on top, tough skin on the bottom and a stinger on the tip under the fur.

• How long have you had this fursona?
Hmm... I think... since i was 16/17?

• Would you like to be more like your fursona?
Hell yes. I mean. we already share the same personality, but if i could become closer to what he is, i would be fuckign ecstatic. I probably wouldn't care if anyone thought i was a freak.

• Now tag three people

RAPID ARM FLAILING AND FINGER POINTING

Hey guys, can you possible inform me of a good tablet?

currently i have a Wacom Bamboo Capture (CTH470) but it’s acting like it’s going to die pretty fuckign soon

SO

i need another suggestion.

I’ve looked at Huion, but i kinda dislike the fact that you plug it into your computer AND have to supply it with batteries apparently so i mean??? what’s the point of plugging it into the computer.

I also looked into getting another wacom, of course, BUT they seem to be NOTORIOUS for having bad customer service and tablets dying out VERY quickly.

So idk where to go with this. Wacom? Huion? or something else??

cause why the hell not

"The Furry Sue Test"

Check all that apply to your "fursona", including multiple similar items and any lesser but equally true items (if 50% or more of their body glows, for example, you would also check the "10%" and "any part" boxes).

[x] They are a hybrid of two or more species.
[ ] They are a hybrid of three or more species.
[ ] They can shapeshift into other species.
[ ] They can shapeshift into other sexes.
[ ] Their hair is more than one color.
[ ] Their eyes are dichromatic (two different colors), and it is not a species trait.
[ ] They have one random body part not associated with their species or parentage.
[ ] They have two or more random body parts not associated with their species or parentage.
[ ] They have wings, and it is not a species trait.
[ ] They are a lizard/serpent/reptile/avian with humanlike hair.
[x] They are a very rare species, or one rarely seen in furry.
[ ] They are a fantasy/sci-fi species.
[ ] They are unaging.
[ ] They heal quickly.
[ ] They can regrow body parts.
[ ] They can fully regenerate very fast/instantly.
[ ] They have the means to return from death.
[ ] They are a sergal or part sergal.
[ ] They are full dragon.
[ ] They are part-dragon.
[ ] They are an angel, deity or demigod.
[ ] They are a demon.
[ ] They are not a demon, but are part-demon.
[ ] They are a licensed pop-culture species (argonian, dragonborn, khajiit, gnoll, Starbound avian, Pokemon, etc).
[x] Their parents are from two normally incompatible species.
[x] They are a species that most people would find threatening/unsettling, but their appearance lessens that threat.
[x] They are a species that most people would find threatening/unsettling, but their appearance negates that threat entirely.
[ ] They are a species that most people do not find threatening/unsettling, but their appearance or ferocity is altered to create a threat.
[ ] Their blood is a color other than red.
[ ] Any part of their body glows.
[ ] 10% or more of their body glows.
[ ] 50% or more of their body glows.
[ ] They somehow have actual tattoos (not painted markings) on fur/feathers.
[ ] They have a highly unusual curse or disability.
[ ] They have multiple highly unusual curses or disabilities.
[ ] They are a hermaphrodite.
[ ] They are a hermaphrodite with full sets of functional testes and ovaries.
[ ] They prefer hermaphrodite pronouns (sie, hir, etc).
[ ] They are transgender via magic, birth, etc rather than hormone treatments.
[ ] They have swapped sex via magic.
[ ] They are child-sized, but are an adult.
[ ] They are self-labeled in any way as "more scientifically accurate".
[ ] They have a penis larger than 10 inches.
[ ] They have a penis larger than 15 inches.
[ ] They have a penis larger than 20 inches.
[ ] They have a penis larger than 25 inches.
[ ] They have a penis larger than 30 inches.
[ ] Their penis is five inches or smaller, and the smallness of it is emphasized.
[ ] They have a breast size of DD or larger.
[ ] They have a breast size of E or larger.
[ ] They have a breast size of F or larger.
[ ] They have a breast size of G or larger.
[ ] They have a breast size of H or larger.
[ ] They have a breast size of A or smaller, and it is a source of lament.
[ ] They have more than one pair of breasts.
[ ] They have three or more pairs of breasts.
[ ] They are an anthro female or fem-herm lizard/serpent/reptile/avian with no breasts.
[ ] They have more than one penis, and it is not a normal trait of their species.
[ ] They have a knot, but are not a canid.
[x] Their penis does not match their species.
[ ] They ejaculate a cup or more.
[ ] They ejaculate a liter or more.
[ ] They ejaculate a gallon or more.
[ ] Their sexual fluids are an abnormal color.
[ ] Their sexual fluids have an abnormal flavor.

Total: 6
NOT a furry sue c:

1-10: Not a Furry Sue
Your character is most likely normal. They may have a few oddities or minor extremes, but not enough to add up to anything too crazy.

11-20: Maybe a little Furry Sue
Your character could be kind of a Furry Sue, but if they don't have any extremes, they could just be interesting. This is the gray area of Furry Sue-dom.

21-30: Strongly Furry Sue
You might want to dial your character down a bit. While they may not necessarily be ridiculous, they've clearly had too many qualities added on, and it could be a sign of bad taste or a desire for them to be a little too special or "extreme".

30+: Definitely Furry Sue
Your character is a Furry Sue. You should feel ashamed of yourself.

This has literally been 3 weeks of shit

two weeks ago we were almost evicted
the week after our lights were turned off
and this week we don't have the money to make the car payment

SO

i could make 17 otelisks and sell them for $10

or 34 and sell them for $5

either way, i need $170

or we'll lose the car

that doesn't sound too major except for the fact that my mom would not be able to get to work, thus losing her job and rendering us homeless

doesn't that sound like a fun turn of event? c:

the company that owns this apartment complex decided they they didn't want to accept our payment and are evicting us

so

in light of that

we need to find somewhere else to move to. preferably in gastonia or king's mountain (both in North Carolina) and under $600/mo

so if you know anywhere let me know

also if it's an apartment it has to be privately owned

So i'm on to shading Kuvasi (simply because i didn't have an internet connection when i was finished coloring him and i figured the shading is going to be the same either way)

And I'm refining Sephyro's sketch (he's really being difficult with his pose... i think i made his shoulders too broad)

Once i finish those two i'm going to start on Utamos's character and Drak's refsheet (i've kinda been waiting for the chance to draw drak again, i reeeaaaaaly enjoyed doing their scales)

So that's basically what i'm doing and i should be able to devote more time to it now that finals are over and i'm not passing out literally as soon as i get home. (really though i'd leave around 8 am, get home aroudn 4pm, eat and then sleep until 2-4am)

for some reason i can't access it to do a port forwarding?

I tried typing in my IPV6 and it told me that it couldn't connect to it even though I'M connected to the internet

then i tried the IPV4 and it said the same thing.

so what the hell

i've port forwarded before by going to the IPV6 but now it just doesn't work and you can't call those assfucks about anything


Aslo, i'm working on everyone's commissions. this is literally the week of finals plus i had a really bad day yesterday and couldn't do anything but sleep. i didn't even talk to anyone yesterday.