Got back today from my hospital trip.



My heart procedure went very well just got my heart valve frozen so it can beat regularly and not irregular. First time ever have something to go up my...personal area. Have three stitches but so far no bleeding, no infection. So I'll be off from work to avoid heavy lifting so my stitches won't be torn. It takes a lot of hard work to help run a restaurant.



So while everything went well with the minor surgery and I am feeling good so far. However our hotel stays and gas and such has taken a toll on our finacial status. So while I'm back home and such I am still in need of donations to help me get by until payday. So any donations can still help. Please buy me a Ko-fi for me. https://ko-fi.com/koleyl0953



Also I also want to thank all who gave me well wishes and support throughout my scary moment. I appreciate all of your concern and words of encouragement.

Won't be as active for the next few days going out of town for my hospital appointment. Still need donations to help pay for the hospital trip

Please donate here https://ko-fi.com/koleyl0953

So my recent post of asking for donations on my Ko-fi page https://ko-fi.com/koleyl0953 for a hospital trip because I'm low on funds.



Well next week I'll be leaving out of town to spend a couple of days at a hotel so I can attend to my appointment way early in the morning. It's to check up on my heart defibrillator because a couple of months ago I suffered from having strange dizzy spells and head rushes. Turns out my defibrillator was pumping my heart way too fast making it a bit harder to breath. They had to shock me to get it to pump normally and gave me some medications to keep my heartbeat regular. So this is like a heart scan where they will check to see if my defibrillator might need to be replaced since I had it since 2012 and they worried it might be worn out. So any prayers and donations can help me out.

Hey guys. Well after two weeks of a small vacation I'll be back to work on Wednesday. I'm working on finishing up my Captain Frying Pan/Hazbin Hotel story.

In the meantime since the Holiday's are coming up fast I better start making my wish list of what kind of artwork I wish for this year.

Too lazy to repost this from my DA page. Please click on the link to read the list. https://www.deviantart.com/koleyl/j.....024-1126060500

Finally made my own blue sky account don't have anything posted yet but stay tuned
https://bsky.app/profile/koleyl.bsky.social

Hey all.



Well as some of you know I was hospitalized yesterday all day.



It seems lately I've been having head rush feelings lately and recently yesterday my chest felt heavy, I has having shortness of breath and more of those dizzy head rush feelings.



I went to the Hospital and found out my heart rate was beating faster than normal. I was suffering from irregular heart beating, it might be due to my defibrillator being over 10 years old might have been working overtime and it has me feeling unwell. I was sent to another hospital out of town to get better treatment and it was hell riding the ambulance and being hook up to so many monitors trying to get my heart rate back to normal. It was going almost 200 beats a second, so they gave me a mild shock treatment to help my heart rate get back to normal. It was...something else not very comfortable but it worked and was relieved that I didn't have to go to surgery. So I'm taking a couple days off from work to recover.



Thank you all for your well wishes and concerns. I thank you all so much.

Well Halloween is over with so it's time to get a jump start on my Christmas theme art of gift wrapped damsels where sexy damsels from the media are gift wrapped like presents for Christmas.



So if you can guess where this is going I need some ideas for damsels to be gift wrapped as presents for Christmas but being there are so many selections (and my art skills is very...limited) I need some ideas for damsels to be gift wrapped.



Rules:

1) Female only (duh)

2) It can be from video games, cartoons, comics, it can even be your own OC's.

3) No anime or manga girls so sorry anime fans but I suck at drawing anime characters.

4) If I didn't pick your ideas please don't be mad.

5) Also importantly please post up refs for your characters you've suggested.



So that's it so please post your ideas for me.

Happy Halloween please enjoy this classic kid friendly Halloween movie Ernest Scared Stupid

https://youtu.be/MEkhPKRwkdc?si=sv53injeTIKl9G8W

It's my birthday and remember friends my party will never end at https://youtu.be/XtaDEqTi0Gg?si=yn05kHNT-F-TmLi4

My friend  Virus-20 is in need of some emergency commissions to help pay for his rent. Please read the details here and help him out.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10956575/

Can't believe it'll be almost a month away that I'll be 43. Boy how times flies.


If you are wondering what kind of gift arts I would like this year. Well in real life I be happy just to get some new clothes from Kingsize (I'm a pretty heavy built guy) and maybe get some new movies and games.


But what you guys can do for me for gift arts. I be happy if you can do any gift arts of my OC's. I would love any artworks of my Super Mario Bros OC's Marty and his friend Kelly O'Koopa both happily playing games

https://www.deviantart.com/koleyl/a.....OC-s-890533613

Or artworks of The Tops and their mother Carla Brown Cow

https://www.deviantart.com/koleyl/a.....soon-977196334

Any artwork of Kyle with his two moms Lizzie and Cassandra

https://www.deviantart.com/koleyl/a.....ging-843421552

Any artwork of Morgana Blackrose

https://www.deviantart.com/koleyl/a.....tyle-766955968

and any artworks of Miranda Mystical

https://www.deviantart.com/koleyl/a.....-ref-832669313

Also if you want you can also do fan arts of my persona Captain Frying Pan

https://www.deviantart.com/koleyl/a.....-Pan-897199193

Just some ground rules.

No Blood and gore

No gross things like pooping or peeing

No Guys in Distress (I'm not into that)

No Racist or Political themes


With all that aside just have fun.

Today was a sad day; for you see last Thursday just right on my town's local event's first Indian Day's celebration my cousin John passed away. They said that his appendix must have burst due to might be from his medications for his scitsoprania (not sure if I spelled it right) and other health issues. He was very sickly and yet he was only 26 barely an adult but still a kid. The poor guy he was a very nice kid and was loved by all in our family and had good friends who help him during his conditions and was well taken care of. But I guess God decided that he had suffered too much and decided it was...time for him to go back home. Sad to lose him but happy that he is no longer suffering. Had his wake yesterday and had him buried today for his funeral.


John Casey Pamburn 1993 to 2024

First off thanks for all who gave me well wishes for the passing of my dog Mia the other day.


Now for this upcoming event it's once again the national Native American Indian Days event in my hometown Browning Montana. https://crownofthecontinent.net/ent.....1-8c5dbea1aef0 and working in a Casino's restaurant so I'll be pretty busy to deal with lots of tourists so I might not be as active but hopefully I won't be too tired to visit the campgrounds. I loved the Powwows, the traditional homemade dancing outfits homemade traditional weapons, homemade beadworks, artworks, not to mention food, food and more food. So wish me luck this week.

My dog Mia has sadly died today. Got hit by a car and passed away on my front yard. She was my best dog friend from 2014 to today helping me through hard times when I used to live with toxic people and having emotional and mental issues. If not for her I would have been lost I'll miss her dearly

Hey there guys.


It's been a while since I done a journal post.


My stove been acting up the baking element wasn't working. Turns out I just needed a new part so it's not going to cost me a new stove but still the replacement part did impacted my budget a bit so I'm thankful for a couple of artists that I ordered commissions from for being patient with me until I can build up my finances a bit.


Also I had a pretty good Easter despite I had to work on Easter Sunday but after work I enjoyed a nice Easter dinner with my family.


Upcoming ideas and projects:


I am planning on doing Mother's Day theme art with my OC Mimsy Hauntsfords the Mummy Mommy of my OC's the Hauntsfords https://www.deviantart.com/koleyl/a.....2022-915341896
either by buying commissions or doing artworks of my own of Mimsy being a loving mummy mother to her kids and family.


Also I am slowly and gradually going back into doing more of the Tops stories and more stories with Cassandra Cow and family and of course Captain Frying Pan's adventures.


Also well I'm kind of hesitant of opening requests again because of past users not following my terms and conditions and some whom kept repeating asking for the same requests that I keep turning them down. But I will do random gift arts and fan arts.


However I am open for suggestions for ideas for art or stories. Bare in mind not all suggestions will get pick but love to hear some.

Hope you all will have a fun and safe Easter. https://youtu.be/PlX7FId8fns?si=zkxxFkHpBdYm-tYJ

Hey everyone I hope you all will have a safe, holly-jolly Christmas and a Happy New and brighter New Year in 2024.

ey all.


Hope you are all having a good December. Mine started out busy as hell from work due to my workplace getting new floor tiles for us workers in our hallway away from the costumers. Also working in the restaurant we had to cater to a lot of out of town High Schoolers for a special basketball competition and yesterday a religious communion. Let me tell you my feet were killing me and I was exhausted.


But good news half of my Holiday shopping is done I got half of my loved ones gifts just need to buy some special snacks to go with their gifts. I do a bit of a homemade gift packages, this year since we are all doing too much screen time they thought it was a good idea that I give them good books to read along with good snacks to go with them.


Also side notes okay I know there is a lot of haters for the AI Art Generators and I know on Twitter that some of you said I should stick to my own artwork (which I'm surprised that some of you liked my art style) well I found this website that makes free AI Art and well I did some experiments and just played around with it. So since I don't want any haters harpering me on my art galleries I posted what I done here. The theme Space Alien Queens wearing Niqabs https://imgur.com/gallery/XE3rdAF here is the art generator I used https://perchance.org/ai-text-to-image-generator


Here is my Christmas List https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10735984/

Here is my Christmas wish list of what I would like for Christmas this year for artworks.


1) My OC Halloween family the Hauntsfords
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42968886/
doing a fun family Christmas caroling like in this pic

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39839342/

2) My Luchadora Sheep Wooly Wonder in her Christmas theme wrestling outfit.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44887275/

3) My Super Mario Bros OC's Kelly O'Koopa giving Marty the plumber boy a kiss under the mistletoe.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43512989/

4) My cobra pop-star diva Queen Lady Cha-cha singing some Christmas songs to little kids

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47537414/

5) Carla Brown Cow and her sons the Tops having a Christmas dinner together.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50438430/

Hey everyone I hope you all had a good Halloween this year.


As for me things have been fine. My costume as Mario did well I got second place at my work place and won $50, first place was $75 for the funniest category. The irony to this was that I lost first place to a guy who dressed up like Bowser, the one time Mario actually loses to Bowser and it had to be from me.


Other than that things have been quiet but however this week is a tad sad for my family. My Uncle Larry has passed away, heart attack. It was a surprise because for a guy in his mid-70's he was pretty stride, very active and well healthy other than his love for beer. Him and his wife my Aunt Marge were a great couple who helped me out after I finally got rid of a toxic family that was hoarding in my family's home (Their grandma was a friend of my Mom and Dad who took her in and they took advantage of my family's generosity. Probably more on that later on in the future) and helped me get more freedom and independence. I miss him and I did kind of see this coming with his long trip to an out of town hospital to help his body drain of fluids. You know this sort of thing coming but it still always come as a shock.


For sometime ago the DA froze my account on claims of underage children artwork doing adult things like sex and such and violated their rules. I figured it was all of those commissions I brought from various artists of the Simpsons characters Shauna Chalmers duct taping up Marge Simpson for some fun. https://imgur.com/UjbvjYn well after some thoughts and research I am thinking on bringing the artworks back to the DA because come on people according to various Wiki's on the net from Wikipedia to the Simpsonswiki that Shauna apparently graduated from High School and as we all seen her working on various jobs and became like a background adult character so technically she's is around the age of 18 to 21 perfectly legal. So don't give me any of that crap I'm doing child porn or anything. This website has Deviant for half of it's name and we should be allowed to live up to that part of the name. So deal with it.


Now that is out of the way on my next journal entry I'm going to post up my Christmas wishlist for artworks so stay tune and have a good night.

Hey all.


Hope you all will have a safe and happy Halloween. I'm glad I was able to do a few Halloween theme artworks and a couple of Halloween type stories for this year.


Hoping to do more artworks of my OC's the Tops and finally get their reboot story done. Stupid writers block.


Also hoping to do more artworks and stories of my persona Captain Frying Pan.


I'm also trying to do more stories of my lesbian couple Cassandra Cow and her wife Lizzie the lizard with FurryBound's girls Scarlet, Lupe, Alex and Ruby for some kinky bondage fun stories.


Christmas is around the corner again. I don't have any ideas for gift art ideas but when I do I'll make a journal entry of them.


That's my update hope you are all doing well.

And remember friends the party never ends at https://youtu.be/XtaDEqTi0Gg?si=E5F_uOO5k28pY--n

UPDATE: I am back on the DA

I can't believe this. This is the first I gotten suspended and it's for something I didn't even do. https://imgur.com/a/HUp0Q4t

I didn't even put any underage characters in any kind of sexual exploit and situation's. They didn't even tell me which pics was upsetting them so I had to take a gamble and deleted all the Shauna and Marge Simpson pics from my gallery and put them in my stash account https://sta.sh/219e1jaw2m1o?edit=1

This isn't fair why after all these years they finally have the gull to suspend me. I even sent in a ticket complaining about it and they didn't even tell me what pics or if they would lift the suspension off of me. It's not fair! I can't loose my gallery after many years I put into it.

Hey guys.


Well it's August 21st which means in one month I'll be 42 on September 21st 2023. Damn I feel old.


I am getting some nice new things for myself I'm not the kind of guy who wants a big party. I used to as a little kid (what kid didn't like a big birthday celebration?) But now being a bit of a laid-back kind of guy I don't ask for too much on my birthdays. I just treat it like another day.


But yeah I guess I should get down to business and tell you what kind of gift arts you guys can give for me on my birthday.


Just to let you know.

1) No snuff, scat, urination, blood and gore, and guys in bondage for me.

2) No underage sex with my OC's.

3) With DA being pussy's...I mean more concern about the type of artworks we have. Any artwork will do as long as they are between G and PG-13 ratings.


with that in mind here we go.


Birthday gift art ideas.

1) Any fan art of my popular persona Toppy T.Tops (the blue one in the ref pic) https://www.deviantart.com/koleyl/a.....soon-977196334

just hanging out with one of your favorite OC's like from hanging out at the park or reading a book together or singing a song together


2) My Super Mario Bro's OC's Marty with his Koopaling friend Kelly O'Koopa both hanging out at a concert by my Donkey Kong County OC's the Jungle Jammers. (Yeah this is kind of a biggie) https://www.deviantart.com/koleyl/a.....OC-s-890533613 https://www.deviantart.com/koleyl/a.....mers-971527150

3) With Halloween being around the corner a fan art of my characters the Hauntsfords https://www.deviantart.com/koleyl/a.....refs-886940703


My Superhero persona Captain Frying Pan hanging out with your favorite DC Superheroes https://www.deviantart.com/koleyl/a.....-Pan-866035003


Finally an artwork of my cow Cassandra Cow dress up as her Batmoo persona https://www.deviantart.com/koleyl/a.....2023-962724116


That's it. If anyone wants to do one of these gift arts for me I would appreciate it. If not then a birthday greeting would be just fine.

Hey guys how are you all doing? Hope I hope everyone is doing well.


As for me this has been a sucky month for me.


From my week of having covid, I went back to work for only 4 days worth but then suddenly I got sick again my throat was sore, I kept coughing and coughing, then my nose kept on getting runny and stuffy. It was so bad that I barely gotten any good nights sleep. I sleep for about an hour or two, then I wake up coughing and blowing my nose. Sleep for a bit, wake up coughing and blowing my nose, I go to sleep again and guess what people? Coughing and blowing my nose again. So I went to the doctors and found out what the problem was. It appears I have gotten an upper respiratory infection. So they gave me some antibiotics and some cough medicines and they seem to be helping. I am getting better, my nose is not as stuffy, while I'm still coughing a lot it's starting to die down.


I feel so bad about leaving my work for almost a whole month. I worked as a dishwasher long enough to know that it gets hectic in the restaurant at the casino I worked at. My boss and follow coworkers are great people and all and know I wouldn't fake my illnesses. It still feels like I am cheating them but as my folks says my health comes first.


Side note: My doctors didn't say if the infection was covid related.