You might've noticed that the art I posted of me and the bear has all been removed.

I won't go into details but to put it simply, that guy and I are no longer friends, so it didn't feel right to keep the art up.

Sorry to anyone who enjoyed those pictures, truly, but I hope you understand.

Turning 25 lol

Hope ya'll have a wonderful day <3

...Same old bitch as always.

Happy new year everyone, I hope your 2020 will bring you loads of happiness <3

Not as my fursona, he is coming back as a separate character, his new name is Jay Parker.

that's it :V

Today, my family's dog Lilleman passed away... only 7 years of age :( he became such a big part of our lives and I didn't get to give him a proper goodbye... At least he is not suffering anymore. <3

New year, still got the same old bitchy attitude tho.

Happy new year ya cunts. <3

So... I thought I'd make this cheesy post dedicated to 4 people who were a huge part of this year <3

 asophis My boyfriend NR.1
I have spent so much time with you this year, both online and in person, and you have been such great support for me, you been there for me when the animals I care about passed away, whenever I have a breakdown irl you just hug me and hold me closely when you can, you never judge me in the things I talk about or the things I like, you love me through everything I do and I cannot thank you enough for it, thank you for making this year amazing <3

 Evil-evilness My boyfriend NR.2
You're always so accepting and sweet to me and no matter what I say or do, you always tell me how cute I am or how sweet I am when I tell you how much I care about you, and you always willing to listen and be there for me when I need to get something off my chest, we sadly haven't met in person yet but I look forward to the day we will <3 you are such an amazing boyfriend and I am so lucky to be able to be with you~ you and Asophis make my life better <3

 Linktheokami My best friend!
I met you last year and you been such a great friend ever since, even if you lowkey insult me for liking Dragon Age more than Skyrim ;D but you been there for me and helped me when I had a rough time and I can never thank you enough for being so willing and open with me when I need to talk, I love you man, thank you for being such a huge part of this year!

 takaa My best friend and big brother!
I know we didn't speak too much last year but this year we've been getting close again, we known each other since I was 16 and ever since you been there for me, but esspecially this year, you are always so willing to just talk to me when I feel lonely, you're always willing to listen when I keep going on and on and on about OC's or custom characters in game and you make me feel so happy with myself with all those constant compliments <3 I am so thankful you've stuck around for 5 years and I hope we will remain friends for so much longer. <3

I love you all, you are all such amazing friends! <3

There has been alot more people part of my life this year but these four deserves their moment! <3

Going to be spending this day with the boyfriend  asophis <3 eat pizza, drink bear and soju and watch disney movies <3

And piss off single people apparently XD but thats a while other story, love you all! have an amazing day <3

I concider myself quite open minded and accepting, however I just want to talk about what I don't tolerate... certain fetishes...

Yes, be into whatever you're into, if it turns you on, whatever... just keep it behind closed doors, however... let me tell you a few fetishes I will not ever fucking tolerate... ever...

Diaper stuff - while most people do this mostly for.... non-fetish reasons, I call this fetish "borderline pedophilia"... if it turns you on or if you overall love acting like a child, maybe you should get yourself into a mental hospital?

Cub stuff - now this just screams pedophilia to me... if cub stuff turns you on, please jump on the tide pod challenge.

Rape - Because being sexually attracted to the idea of bringing uncomfort, pain to someone and fucking them even when they don't want you to... is definitly not a obvious sign of mental instability.

Death - Do I even need to talk about this? if the idea of fucking dead people or fucking someone before killing them turns you on, please do yourself a favor and put yourself into a mental hospital.

My favorite game varies from time to time but the most accurate list would be this

1. Dragon age(all 3 of them)
2. Resident evil 4
3. Dragon's Dogma
4. Yakuza 3
5. Tekken(6&7)
6. Resident evil outbreak file 2
7. Tenchu (all of them)
8. Soul calibur (3-5)
9. Resident evil (all of them except 7)
10. Sleeping dogs

What is your top 10? share them in the comment or make a journal! I'd like to see!

Since 2017 is coming to an end, I will share my favorite moments/things from this year <3
(this is not a "copy and paste" thingy, I created this for fun but like... copy and paste if you want to XD)

Favorite event from 2017: going to Eurofurence 23 was probably my favorite event from this year <3 Because not only did I go to my first furry convention, I also met my boyfriend for the second time and I was outside of Sweden for the first time.

Favorite song from 2017: my favorite song that got released this year was probably "hands up" by B.A.P, even if it was released towards the end of the year.

Favorite comic from 2017: The Internship, a very cute comic by  jackaloo, if you got the chance, go read it! (18+ tho ono)

Favorite person I met in 2017: my friend  linktheokami, a very fun guy, he is so open minded, I really love talking to him and we been talking almost nonstop since we met, I hope we have a long lasting friendship <3

Favorite makeup profuct I used in 2017: Artless Glow Base by heimish, I love how dewy my skin looks after using it, I hate when my skin looks dry so I use this to add a nice but natural glow to my fave, a life saving makeup product <3

Favorite accessory from 2017: my striped hyena tribal necklace that I wear in most photos, bought it for 40euros at EF23 but it was so worth it, it looks so unique and I get so many compliments for it <3 it's my favorite necklace ever.

What I'm looking forward to in 2018: meeting my boyfriend, I am already going to Germany in January so I don't need to wait long for that!

"It's not art theft if it's on the internet!"

Let me tell you just how fucking wrong you are right there...

Using someone else's art is art theft, let me break it down for you.

Let's start with the basics, did you know you can't just use any image you find on google any way you want to use it? alot of pictures are copyrighted which mean they are already owned by someone, so by law you're breaking a copyright law.

This does apply to furry art aswell.

Artists makes art, some make money out of making art, some people make a living out of making art.

The person commissioning the artist have to 99% of the time pay for what they commission, and that can go anywhere from 5 dollars up to 500 dollars, depending on the art quality, the artist and the details you want in your art.

The artist spends hours upon hours creating that piece of art and the person buying art spent their own money on the art to bring their character to life, THEIR character, keep this in mind <3

So the person bought the art and the artist delivered.

Now how would you feel if you spent 100's of dollars on something only to have someone else save that very picture to their computer, then use it on their social medias, claiming it to be their character, it's not only frustrating but it's very disrespectful, you have now taken something that doesn't belong to you without the owners premission, and ontop of that, claiming it to be your own.

You know what you call taking something that isn't yours?

Theft.

You have taken something that isn't rightfully yours and claimed it as your own. that is theft.

Don't come with "but it's on the internet" bullshit.

It's art theft, end of fucking story

-Zeno is tired and felt like making a rant-ish post-

(sorry if grammar mistakes occured, I am tired as fuck, I just felt like ranting lol)

https://www.allkpop.com/article/201.....yun-found-dead

Just found out one member of my all time favorite K-pop groups is dead... fuck... Jonghyun was one of my favorite members and he commited suicide... this fucks me up alot :'(

I will probably not talk alot today... this may not mean shit to anyone but K-pop is something I got into in 2009 and SHINee was one of the first groups I fell in love with back then... SHINee was a very important group to me, their music really made me feel better and shit...

Sorry for depressing post but I felt like sharing this here...

I forgot why I stopped chatting alot online, esspecially on facebook

Then i remember why

Peoples capability of chatting is limited to one word responses or responses with less than 4-5 letters

Such as

Ok
Wyd
Nice
Cool
Hmm
Mmm
Why
Lol
Kk
Sure
Idk
Meh
Bye
Hi
No
Yes

Like... im not too picky but if i ask you a question(example)
"So youre from New York? How do you like it there? Is the weather nice?"
Or something along those lines and you respond
"Yes"
Or
"Idk"
Or
"Meh"

Chances are I'm instantly less interested in talking to you.

I understand one word responses to questions like "are you okay?" Or even goodbye
But if i talk to you and our conversations look like

"Hi"
Hey there!
"Hru"
Im doing great, yourself?
"Good"
Thats nice, what are ya up to?
"Nm"
Heh okay ^^ is the weather nice?
"Meh"

I am most of the time not going to continue chatting with you.

No im not leaving, imma roast people who say shit like that

If you gonna talk about leaving this fandom just fucking do it already

No one wanna see you cry about how garbage this fandom is because no one wanna talk to you

These type of people have a few things in common

They cant spell - as in they use "nm" "wb" "hru" and etc instead of actual words, some people find this annoying and may be a reason to why they ignore said person
Theyre hypocrites - they talk about being ignored when they ignore just as much
They make multiple posts talking about leaving the fandom - just leave already

Youre annoying as fuck, so suck it up sweetcheeks, leave or stay and stop crying about how shit this fandom is on furaffinity, facebook, twitter, etc. i been in this fandom since 2010(this profile is not that old but yeah), i know it tend to be shitty, but just stop, no one likes a crybaby

So it just turned the 11th here in sweden and its only 4 days left till im going to germany for EF23, im so excited!

Its a lil more than a month left so I'll do it now

I uploaded this before but deleted since it was way too earky cx now seems more fitting

I stole this from some weirdo(jk i love you whoever I stole this from)

Where are you staying?

The Estrel, the main hotel of the convention

Means of transportation?
Plane? Cx from Sweden to Germany and then taxi, bus or whatever from airport to hotel

Sharing a room with:
 asophis my boyfriend

What is your gender?
Male.

Relationship Status:
In a poly relationship

How old are you?
20

How tall are you?
Still 186cm i think, I'm tall

Which languages do you speak?
English and Swedish, I do know a tiny bit of Korean and German but I doubt I'd be able to talk in conversations with it

Where will you be most of the time during the day?
Next to my boyfriend Asophis most of the time, or walking around being gay

Who will you be with?
My boyfriend since I don't know anyone else there

Do you do free art?
Nope

Do you do trades?
Nah cx

Do you do commissions?
Why would you waste money on my shitty art?

Do you have prints/ CDs?
No.?

What suit(s) will you have?
None, wish i had one tho, maybe next year! I hope

Can I dance with you?
Yas bitch! Only if the senario is right, like if we're at a dancable place, I ain't gonna dance just anywhere

Can I touch you?
Just don't touch my crotch :P

Can I talk to you?
I am very shy but sure? Cx

Can I hug you?
I love them hugs <3

Can I take photos of you/with you?
If you want..?

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Nuuh ono

Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
I drink at times, and I vape #cringelorddotcom.

Can I give you lots of money?
Nuh, keep em

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are fine, I doubt I'd snuggle a stranger

Can we hang out?
I mean, sure? Cx

Are you nice?
I try to be

Other cons you may go to?
Nope

Attending any events?
This is my first con so I don't know any events ono

How can I find you at the con?
Look for that overweight gay guy with makeup who is probably looking at his phone while fixing his hair, or look for the guy with a badge that says "Jae"

Can we go out for a dinner?
Are you trying something? e3e i doubt it but sure, if my boyfriend can come along

Are you buying art?
If I can, sure!

What do I have to watch out for, when I am meeting you?
If you wanna come say hi go ahead, just don't be creepy and don't scare me ono

What is the best way to contact you?
Telegram YangIsAGaYena

May I kidnap you to my room?
If you want? My boyfriend is a lion tho and lions tend to protect what's theirs c:

You look pretty tired, are you ok?
Fuck off, i mean... i love you, yes im väldigt trött

Last time/last con/last meet/last chat we talked so much and now you forgot my name? Why???
Either you mistake me for someone else or we havent talked in years, I usually remember people I talk to

Will you tell me your room-number and can I surprise visit you?
Nope, I want me and my boyfriends room to be our private cave, thank you

I have a personal question for the convention. May I ask you that?
I am open as fuck so ask me anything and you will 99% of the time recieve your answer <3

I will finally meet Asophis for the first time tomorrow (one of my boyfriends <3) I am extremely excited as you could imagine

will pick him up 19.45 tomorrow at the airport (that is 7.45pm for the people who dont use 24h time thing cx)

Goodnight now <3