So… I feel like I have been naive for a while now! Until recently, I really don’t think I ever really thought about what my fursona was… IS!!! Before, I just chose my favorite animal and went from their - I never really took into account my personality and etc.! After a long while of thought and scribbles, I feel like I have found my REAL fursona!!!

So, here it is:

My new fursona is a Wolf, Bunny, and Raccoon mix! I chose to add a bunny because I just felt like that would fit my personality more! There are a few other changes as well. Meh Hair is still emoish as it parts to the side, but it is a darker purple with streaks o light blue, two streaks of black, and one streak of silver in the front! My body is going to be like: big raccoon tail, Rabbit-like face, lime-greenish blue eyes, body of a wolf but limbs of a rabbit, and grey fur with white belly and face markings, and black circled around my eyes like a panda or raccoon.

I really, REALLY feel like I have found the real me, as corny and cliché as that sounds lol!! I’m really happy with this!!!

P.S.: and if I’m LUCKY, maybe I can convince my FAV artist in dah WURLD Jaga a.k.a  furredfem to make a ref sheet for me for FREE!!! Hahaha jk Jaga I’ll pay ya!!!

hey everyone! im am finally back on FA!! i have finally found the courage to get back on here and to get back into my artwork. there were many personal reasons for my long absence. but hopefully with my new laptop i bought with my high school grad. money i can keep in touch with everyone more often.
tty guys later!!
Ciao!!
-Kova Grey Wolfe

... this has been the worst year of my life and i just wanted to tell you guys (at least the people who for some odd reason might have been wondering or worrying) the reasons as to why i have been gone for so long! I'm not quite ready to go into all the details.... it's just that I have hit a brick wall... and.... I'm not entirely sure I can jump over this one! I'm not sure when I will get back on again! Then again, I really don't know when or if I can get over this so... this is goodbye at least for now!! I hope to get back on sometime soon but I really can't be sure anymore! I think this furry has lost his way and I might be drifting away from my faith as well!
I really don't want you guys to feel bad for me because I guess this is just a part of life! All things must come to an end I guess! It might be another month or two before I can build myself back up emotionally to get back on here, or to even attempt to get back into my artwork!!

So, I hope all of you are doing well and..... I hope to talk to you guys soon!! Goodbye for now!
This is Kova...... signing off!

this past week on wednesday (july 22) i get a call from the mother of my first boyfriend, Ryan! i was currently at this conference w/ my church friends and i was at Daytona Beach in Flordia. now previously, for the past year, Ryan has been having brain cancer and tumors!! they would keep coming and going for a while. so when they found a new one, they assumed tht it would be just as easy to beat as the other ones had been!! but one day, after the first treatment, the tumor had consumed a large portion of his brain!! and if they were to operate and try to remove tht big of a tumor in tht area of the brain, there would be a HUGE, and mostlikely possibility tht it could cause permanent brain damage. or he could become brain dead!! his mom told me about this latest development because he didn't want to tell me about what was happening!! she told me tht the doctors said tht, at the most, he only has 1 month left to live, until the tumor consumes and shuts down his brain!! when i heard this, it nearly tore me apart!! he was my first love, and tht is something tht you never TRUELY get over!! there will ALWAYS be a part of me tht left w/ him when he moved away!! and now to hear tht my first love, and one of my best friends will DIE....i dont kno what i'll do w/o him in my life!! this is something tht i originally wasnt going to post up online cuz i didn't want the pity, but now im asking tht if you guys could just, maybe pray tht GOD will give him some kind of miracle!!

i honestly dont kno what i would do w/o him in my life!! he helped me come out of the closet to my friends, and he was there, as well as my BF for LIFE Jaga  furredfem, when i camer out to my mother!! if he was no longer among the living, i would be missing a piece of myself!! in some way, i will ALWAYS love him!! he will always be apart of me!! and i cant lose tht!!

...well good news is tht i FINALLY GOT A JOB IN THIS GOD-FORSAKEN ECONOMY!!!! I now work at a Target by my house!! i am soooooo excited!! i just had my first orientation and my next orientation is on the 16th!! but thts not the problem!! this may seem immature, naive, idiotic, or whatever but.......here is my issue: it all started when i went back into Target for my second interview. They told me to go to this man's office and wait a few minutes for him to finish up with a customer. i waited about a few minutes and then, this unbelievably adorable man walks in and says,
"Are you Eric?"
i'm pretty sure i blushed but when i said yes, my voice TOTALLY craked!! UGH tlk about WRONG TIMING!! lmao. anyway, we get to tlking and then he offers me a job and, OF COURSE, i take it!! (ive been looking for how many months!!) so a few days later, i have my first orientation. and im thinking to myself to forget about him cuz its NEVER goin to work......and guess who led the freakin orientation....YUP, you guessed it!! lmao!! so now i think i am growing a crush on one of my bosses!! UGH man this sucks!! i cannot have a crush on someone tht i work with, especially my BOSS (one of them)!!!! lmao, oh man lol !! how do i get myself into these situations!! lol

so i have decided to put off my novel tht i am working on until i take some good writing classes cuz i juat keep finding my self at dead ends!! not to mention tht one of the very first things you do when writing a novel (knowing all about yr characters!!) is something tht i still haven't finished!! so i have decided to put it off for a while until i have completelty 'created' my characters and finalized on a plot!! so........sry if (for some odd reason unknown to me!!) you were waiting (HIGHLY doubt it!!) for me to post the first chapter!!

hey everybody!! maybe some of you have been wondering why i have not been on FA for a LONG time!!??!! well there are several reasons for tht; such as the following:

1.) My iTouch Safari is totally fucked up and the internet connection no longer works!! i am going to get a new one, just gotta get the funds for it!!

2.) My mom got me a new comp this year for school. its a Apple desktop but not a normal one!! its the Max OSX and I HATE IT!! plus my mom has parentaL controls sooo strict tht even if you type in the letters GA together at all...it blocks EVERYTHING!! so and somehow this site is block too!! even tho i JUST turned 18 this past June 7th, she STILL treats me like a kid, even tho i am LEGALLY an ADULT!!!!

3.)the only chance i DO get to get on here is when i am at my dad's and i am usually being bothered by either my step-sister, or my dad who has NO IDEA about me, both being gay AND a furry!! not to mention he has this softwars tht can show him all the sites and pages tht i view or go to!! it's quite irritating cuz he keeps asking about this site!! ugh what a pain!!

anyway, there were also many other problems going on tht really just took A LOT of my time! not to mention i was going to school with a heavy work load tht i had to catch up on from my being sick a lot this past school year!! anyway, im going to try and upload some of my newest stuff whenever i can get the chance...plus if i can SOMEHOW FIND A JOB IN THIS GOD-AWEFUL ECONOMY then i will be on less!! sry if this was too long!!

ok, first, the reason why ihavent been on lately is because my iTouch safari isnotworking and thts how I usually checked it!! so I will only be on every now and then whenever I can!! I'm really busy with studying for the SAT and the ACT as well as all the requirements that comes withbeimg a junior!! so I will tlk to you guys whenever I can!! miss you all!! toodles!!

Awhile back, I posted an excerpt of the first chapter of my novel called "Bewitched". Well now that I am a junior in high school, and will be getting a another job soon, I will not have as much time to work on it!! I will still be posting up my sketches when I finish them, but I probably won't be working on it until the summer!! I will not be under as much stress, and I think I will be able to think more clearly as I'm writing!! So YES, I am still working on it so please bare with me....for the ppl who care!! LOL LOL so thts an update and I hope to post the first chapter possibly before the summer!! But no promises.

so i have been working on this idea for a novel and i have finally started working on it!! i am posting an excerpt from the first chapter from it in my gallery and i want you guys to check it out!! its about a gay high school boy who goes to a christian high school (like my situation!! lol) who falls in love with this guy (except tht is not part of my situation) and....well i wont give the whole story away!! you will just have to wait and read it yourself if you want to kno!! i will be posting a chapter at a time and will try and post them whenever i can!! it might also be difficult because i also have to go to school and go to work which may preocupy my time!!
i would also like your feedback on the plot, the characters, or just comment on what you think!! and i will also consider character requests if you would like me to either write a fictional character based on you or if you just want to be in it period!!
i havent decided on if i am going to make this into a furry novel or a human!! i cant decide!!
anyway, i look forward to your comments and feedback!! and i really hope you guys like it!!

so it has come to my attention tht some of my furrfamily really doesen't like my name!! like JAGA!! she cant even say my name without thinking of herpies or some other genital disease!! lol so i have come up w/ a few new names and i would truely appreciate if you guys would give me your feedback!!
here are the folowing ideas for my new name::

Hemzy

Flarieon

Quibble (lol just came up w/ tht!! lol)

plz tell me what you think!!

so i have an idea to tweek my fursona a wee bit!! im still a wolf cuz tht is just me!! but instead of my fur being gray........are you ready for it....*drum roll**drum roll*............my fur is now light blue!!!! i am really liking my new color!! i got a simple yet awsome new blue wolf avatar on SL and can't wait to post the new screenshot of him!! my tail is stil big, even tho they don't have the right size tail tht i want but oh well!! my hair is somewhat emo like for it slants to one side and instead of it being only lime green, its now black, the slanted part of the hair is lime green with 2 random strips of blue hair!! i am really excited about it and i am now working on a close up of my fursoa's face thnx to my BFF  furredfem and her really old furry head tutorial!! well look forward to it and tlk to you guys later!!

hi, in case you all didn't kno, i live in Houston, Texas....and Hurrican Ike came into Texas first hitting Galveston and then made its way up to Houston and then went up into the Oklahoma valley or something!! I am fine, i was at my dad's house where he lives in the Woodlands and we barely had any damage!! no trees fellon the house and we only had to clean up the debree that was around the house!! we are curently still out of power so my dad, stepmom, stepsister, my sister, me, and our beautiful golden retriever Boudreaux left to go to San Antonio where my dad's father is currently living!! i now have access to the computer and will be able to check FA every so often!!
well, just wanted to give you guys an update on my situation!! and HOPEFULLY we will have power back up at my house really soon so i can go to school!!
well, tlk to you guys later!!
TOODLES!!

-Herme

I finally found a avatar on Second Life tht is fairly similar to my fursona!!! I'm so excited because while i was looking for an avatar, i had to use this white fox tht my friend Jaga ( furredfem) set me up with!!!

You can find me on the SL Teen server as : Hitsugaia Nightfire! (*just for the record for all you BLEACH fans, i spelled Hitsugaya's name like tht because someone already used tht name so there!! lol tehetehe*)

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[x]Smoked.
[x]2. Drank alcohol.
[x]3. Cried when someone died.
[x]4. Been drunk.
[x]5. Had sex.
[ ]6. Been to a concert.
[x]7. Gotten/given a handjob.
[x]8. Gotten/given a blowjob.
[ ]9. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
[ ]10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.



[x]11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
[x]12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
[ ]13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
[x]14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ]15. Been to prom.
[x]16. Cried at school.
[x]17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
[ ]18. Went streaking.
[ ]19. Given or received a lap dance.
[x]20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.


[ ]21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
[x]22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
[ ]23. Kissed a stranger.
[x]24. Hugged a stranger.
[ ]25. Went scuba diving.
[x]26. Driven a car.
[ ]27. Gotten an x-ray. (
[ ]28. Hit by a car.
[x]29. Had a party.
[ ]30. Done serious drugs.


[#3]31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball.
[ ]32. Got paid to strip for someone.
[x]33. Run away from home.
[ ]34. Broken a bone.
[ ]35. Eaten sushi.
[ ]36. Bought porn.
[x]37. Watched porn.
[ ]38. Drew porn.
[x]39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x]40. Been in love.


[x]41. French kissed.
[x]42. Laughed so hard you cried.
[x]43. Cried yourself to sleep.
[ ]44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
[ ]45. Stabbed yourself.
[x]46. Shot a gun.
[x]47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
[x]48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
[ ]49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
[x]50. Watched an animal die.



[ ]51. Watched a person die.
[x]52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
[x]53. Pranked somebody.
[ ]54. Put somebody in the hospital.
[ ]55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
[x]56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
[DAILY]57. Dressed punk.
[DAILY]58. Dressed goth.
[ ]59. Dressed preppy.
[ ]60. Been to a motocross race.



[x]61. Avoided somebody.
[ ]62. Been stalked.
[ ]63. Stalked someone.
[x]64. Met a celebrity.
[x]65. Played an instrument.
[x]66. Ridden a horse.
[x]67. Cut yourself.
[x]68. Bungee jumped.
[ ]69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
[x]70. Been to a wild party.



[x]71. Got caught stealing something.
[x]72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
[ ]73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
[ ]74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
[ ]75. Got arrested.
[ ]76. Been pregnant.
[x]77. Babysat.
[x]78. Been to another country.
[almost]79. Started your house on fire.
[x]80. Had an encounter with a ghost.



[x]81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
[x]82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
[??]83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.
[x]84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more.
[x]85. Sat on your butt all day.
[x]86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
[x]87. Had a job.
[x]88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
[x]89. Been called a whore.
[x]90. Danced like a whore.



[ ]91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
[ ]92. Been in a car accident.
[x]93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
[x]94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
[ ]95. Raped somebody.
[x]96. Danced in the rain.
[x]97. Been rejected.
[ ]98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
[x]99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
[ ]100. Been raped.