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AB/DL The sleepover
Posted 3 months agoheres a real life story of my first sort of abdl sleep over, it happened when i was sin 2nd or 2rd grade
This was at the time with my best friend, and i'm gonna skip right to the "juicy stuff"
But first if you havent read the previous journal, here is how much of a role diapers played in my life
From the moment i first remmber i loved diapers, when i was 3 or 4 i sneaked my first diaper, and later the year when i was 4 i started being a bedwetterm untill i was 9, but i faked it to wear diapers untill i was about 14 at which point i got insecure.
But this story takes its place during the years when i wet the bed naturaly every day, i wore drynites, which sometimes leaked but otherwise were okay, and i liked them a lot
ANYWAYS, back to the story at hand, after school we drove to my friends house, and it was a pretty normal day, we played with lego's jumped in his pool, took a lego boat in said pool had dinner
and after that dinner my friends mom called us quite audibly to go get ready for bedtime, cause apparentally thats how they did it at my friends house into jammies at 6 o clock, so we took a shower together, and when we were dried we were supposed to get our pajamas on, and his mom said to me that i "didnt have to worry about my little problem , that she would come and help me after the shower.
and just as i got dressed in my pajamas she came in and announced: "allright boys, time go get your diapers on, i dont want you falling asleep on the and making a mess." just as she siad the word diapers my friend and i blushed a real deep red and sheepishly looked at each other.
and before we could say anything his mom said "Its okay, Timmy also still needs to wear nappies at night as well." she said and laid out and actuall diaper with tapes on the matress that i wa supposed to sleep on and one my friend's bed.
she motioned me towards the diaper, i was gonna protest. say that i have my drynites, But she'd told me that she didnt trust those pull up diapers. saying that she'd rather have me wear a real diaper.. those were her words, a real diaper... she however saw that i was unsure and said to me: "come on, its gonna be really comfy, you'll get powder and baby oil on your tushie too."and then she gave my butt a pat.
i was still a bit scared, cause i didnt really meet my friends mom before then, and not that i didnt wanna wear that diaper, i was just embarassed, so she said she would show me how its gonna be on my friend.
and sure enough after seeing how comfy it looked to be wearing that diaper, i finally nodded yes to the diaper, and what followed was really the best moment of my abdl life, no one ever put a diaper on me like that. my friends mom was changing me very much like she would a baby, there was no difference. when she was done i was amazed how thicker the diapers felt and when i got my pajama bottoms on i realised that i wasnt fooling anyone that i'm not wearing a diaper.
it was about half past 6 when we our diaper change was finished and i then realised that we still had 3 hours untill bed time, and i kinda didnt go pee yet, and i was starting to feel the need to, and i wasnt really sure if i wanted to wet the diaper, cause i was probably gonna have to walk around and be seen... but my train of thoughts was broken by my nbow very excited friend, excitementthat i would very soon share, "so you wear diapers as well! that is awesome!" i then found out that he enjoys wearing them and is even allowed to wear and use them during the day when he is Sick, or when he asks nicelly.
and thats what he already planned on asking tommorow, if they could stay in their diapers for the day. Of course he then asked, only if i was okay with it. to which i said of course i was, and that i loved the idea.
We then went to play videogames on my friends WII and i completelly forgot that i had to go pee, untill it was urgent. but i had the diaper on, and i fealt as if i should use it, now that i had it. But my embarassment got the better of me and i asked where the toilet is instead
So i turned to my friend and whispered " i need to go to the toilet"
upon hearing which he rolled his eyes and said " you're wearing your toilet silly, just go now, we can tell my mom you couldnt get the tapes of in time."
"i dont know... what if i leak at night when i wet it now?" i told him, embarassed.
"dont worry my mom's gonna change us if we tell her we're wet. or if she decides to check us
"us? i asked
"yea, us... you think i'd go to the toilet if i'm wearing a diaper?" he said an pulled his pajamas down, and showed me that he already used his diaper.
that gave me some courage and i did in fact manage to go in the diaper. and later that night i did in fact had to get a diaper change.
and the next day we got to stay in diapers after pleading for it.
that sure was a nice weekend,
This was at the time with my best friend, and i'm gonna skip right to the "juicy stuff"
But first if you havent read the previous journal, here is how much of a role diapers played in my life
From the moment i first remmber i loved diapers, when i was 3 or 4 i sneaked my first diaper, and later the year when i was 4 i started being a bedwetterm untill i was 9, but i faked it to wear diapers untill i was about 14 at which point i got insecure.
But this story takes its place during the years when i wet the bed naturaly every day, i wore drynites, which sometimes leaked but otherwise were okay, and i liked them a lot
ANYWAYS, back to the story at hand, after school we drove to my friends house, and it was a pretty normal day, we played with lego's jumped in his pool, took a lego boat in said pool had dinner
and after that dinner my friends mom called us quite audibly to go get ready for bedtime, cause apparentally thats how they did it at my friends house into jammies at 6 o clock, so we took a shower together, and when we were dried we were supposed to get our pajamas on, and his mom said to me that i "didnt have to worry about my little problem , that she would come and help me after the shower.
and just as i got dressed in my pajamas she came in and announced: "allright boys, time go get your diapers on, i dont want you falling asleep on the and making a mess." just as she siad the word diapers my friend and i blushed a real deep red and sheepishly looked at each other.
and before we could say anything his mom said "Its okay, Timmy also still needs to wear nappies at night as well." she said and laid out and actuall diaper with tapes on the matress that i wa supposed to sleep on and one my friend's bed.
she motioned me towards the diaper, i was gonna protest. say that i have my drynites, But she'd told me that she didnt trust those pull up diapers. saying that she'd rather have me wear a real diaper.. those were her words, a real diaper... she however saw that i was unsure and said to me: "come on, its gonna be really comfy, you'll get powder and baby oil on your tushie too."and then she gave my butt a pat.
i was still a bit scared, cause i didnt really meet my friends mom before then, and not that i didnt wanna wear that diaper, i was just embarassed, so she said she would show me how its gonna be on my friend.
and sure enough after seeing how comfy it looked to be wearing that diaper, i finally nodded yes to the diaper, and what followed was really the best moment of my abdl life, no one ever put a diaper on me like that. my friends mom was changing me very much like she would a baby, there was no difference. when she was done i was amazed how thicker the diapers felt and when i got my pajama bottoms on i realised that i wasnt fooling anyone that i'm not wearing a diaper.
it was about half past 6 when we our diaper change was finished and i then realised that we still had 3 hours untill bed time, and i kinda didnt go pee yet, and i was starting to feel the need to, and i wasnt really sure if i wanted to wet the diaper, cause i was probably gonna have to walk around and be seen... but my train of thoughts was broken by my nbow very excited friend, excitementthat i would very soon share, "so you wear diapers as well! that is awesome!" i then found out that he enjoys wearing them and is even allowed to wear and use them during the day when he is Sick, or when he asks nicelly.
and thats what he already planned on asking tommorow, if they could stay in their diapers for the day. Of course he then asked, only if i was okay with it. to which i said of course i was, and that i loved the idea.
We then went to play videogames on my friends WII and i completelly forgot that i had to go pee, untill it was urgent. but i had the diaper on, and i fealt as if i should use it, now that i had it. But my embarassment got the better of me and i asked where the toilet is instead
So i turned to my friend and whispered " i need to go to the toilet"
upon hearing which he rolled his eyes and said " you're wearing your toilet silly, just go now, we can tell my mom you couldnt get the tapes of in time."
"i dont know... what if i leak at night when i wet it now?" i told him, embarassed.
"dont worry my mom's gonna change us if we tell her we're wet. or if she decides to check us
"us? i asked
"yea, us... you think i'd go to the toilet if i'm wearing a diaper?" he said an pulled his pajamas down, and showed me that he already used his diaper.
that gave me some courage and i did in fact manage to go in the diaper. and later that night i did in fact had to get a diaper change.
and the next day we got to stay in diapers after pleading for it.
that sure was a nice weekend,
AB/DL and how i realised i'm into diapers
Posted 3 months agoI'd like to share a story from my life, cause i wanted to put it on paper anyway, or at least get inspired by it, cause its where my fondness for diapers began,
I had a friend, we dont really talk much to anymore, but when i was about 3 and a half to four, and he could have been like 2, maybe 3 and a half. we both had older brothers by about 1 and half to 2 years, and since its gorilla see, gorilla do, we both we're pretty well spoken for our age, again i think this was because we tried to copy and catch up to our older brothers.
The story starts when one summer day, mom took us to the public pool to meet up with her friend, hoping the kids.. that being us, and our older brohters would go play and give the two of them to have a little time to lie down and talk and other adult stuff, yknow how it went when you were little.
And this was about the time my friend, actually we didnt play much up untill this day yet, cause he was up untill recently very much still a toddler, and i guess he must have had a growth spurt cause he was only a head shorter than me, and coukd run all of a sudden.
I Should note here that this has happened in about 2006-8 and im only hoping to share this story, to maybe start a debate about how y'all got into, or realised you were AB/DL
anyways back to the the story, as we played i was fascinated by his colorfull and a bit weirdly shaped underwear, and i got a response, that made me realise why i was fascinated with that "swim wear"
My friend told me "well thats my swim diaper?" he said very sure of himself, and proceeded to explain to me that he was still wearing diapers sometimes, and always to the water.
here is where my memory gets a little more fresher, i remember being arroused, and getting a bit arroused from the thought of wearing a diaper like he was. And i remember being amazed and in envious when his mother had "gave him a diaper change." well he actually got into a pullup after, but i got really aroused after seeing that. and i knew i wanted to wear a diaper,
However this day was about to get better, since it was still a long time to bedtime and we pleaded that we wanted to play, our older brothers helped with that too.. and soon enough we were heading to our place, and eventually it was decided that they would sleep over, since we had a large apartment.
we were playing with lego's, when i realised why my friend needed the pull up still, he suddenly yelped and got up, but as he did something let loose and he squatted a bit and he pooped his pullup right in front of me. And thats when i realsed we had something else in common, cause he proceeded to shrug it of now that it happened, and said " im gonna change later" just like that and sat down in it.
if course it wasnt more than twenty minutes before we were discovered by the smell, His mom came in asking if he went potty, and he'd pretend that he didnt realised, all the while i just envied him so much that he got to still wear diapers of any kind.
So she took him to my younger sisters room where she had my brothers and mine old crib, changing table and the works, and when she got out her diaper bag she realised she only had swim diapers left, Thankfull my mom came to the scene, cause she needed to know what was taking so long, and said to take some of my sisters diapers, that they will fit as they had fit me when i had diarhea a couple months back, which i didnt remember and still dont, i think my mom made it up. to convince her not to put him in a swim diaper cause it would leak.
and i just stood there and watched, the whole thing, funny enough my friend got to be pantsless for a while cause his pants smelled like poop...
He'd later tell me that the diapers were better and he wished that he could wear them instead, but his mom wouldnt let him wear them, cause he needed to be potty trained to enter kindergarden.
But we would later sneak into my sisters room and tried to get me diapered up as well, but we kind of botched it, cause it was my first time putting on a diaper. but it fit well enough once i got my undies and pants over it, but my mom found me in it when i was getting my onepiece sleeper on and she came in cause she knew i needed help getting the buttons done up. she had me take it off. and my friend had actually lied to my mom that he said that i had put it on, cause he felt like a baby after having messed his pullup, and this would help him feel less so..
But anyway this is how i realised i wans into diapers, im gonna post how i actually got to wear them after i started to wet the bed, where my mom straight up asked me if i wanted to go back to diapers.. at like 4-5 years old.. and of course i said yes, ended up faking wetting the bed when i stopped at like 9 untill i was like 14.
thank you if you took the time to read this, i'd like to hear your story too if you'd like to share,
I had a friend, we dont really talk much to anymore, but when i was about 3 and a half to four, and he could have been like 2, maybe 3 and a half. we both had older brothers by about 1 and half to 2 years, and since its gorilla see, gorilla do, we both we're pretty well spoken for our age, again i think this was because we tried to copy and catch up to our older brothers.
The story starts when one summer day, mom took us to the public pool to meet up with her friend, hoping the kids.. that being us, and our older brohters would go play and give the two of them to have a little time to lie down and talk and other adult stuff, yknow how it went when you were little.
And this was about the time my friend, actually we didnt play much up untill this day yet, cause he was up untill recently very much still a toddler, and i guess he must have had a growth spurt cause he was only a head shorter than me, and coukd run all of a sudden.
I Should note here that this has happened in about 2006-8 and im only hoping to share this story, to maybe start a debate about how y'all got into, or realised you were AB/DL
anyways back to the the story, as we played i was fascinated by his colorfull and a bit weirdly shaped underwear, and i got a response, that made me realise why i was fascinated with that "swim wear"
My friend told me "well thats my swim diaper?" he said very sure of himself, and proceeded to explain to me that he was still wearing diapers sometimes, and always to the water.
here is where my memory gets a little more fresher, i remember being arroused, and getting a bit arroused from the thought of wearing a diaper like he was. And i remember being amazed and in envious when his mother had "gave him a diaper change." well he actually got into a pullup after, but i got really aroused after seeing that. and i knew i wanted to wear a diaper,
However this day was about to get better, since it was still a long time to bedtime and we pleaded that we wanted to play, our older brothers helped with that too.. and soon enough we were heading to our place, and eventually it was decided that they would sleep over, since we had a large apartment.
we were playing with lego's, when i realised why my friend needed the pull up still, he suddenly yelped and got up, but as he did something let loose and he squatted a bit and he pooped his pullup right in front of me. And thats when i realsed we had something else in common, cause he proceeded to shrug it of now that it happened, and said " im gonna change later" just like that and sat down in it.
if course it wasnt more than twenty minutes before we were discovered by the smell, His mom came in asking if he went potty, and he'd pretend that he didnt realised, all the while i just envied him so much that he got to still wear diapers of any kind.
So she took him to my younger sisters room where she had my brothers and mine old crib, changing table and the works, and when she got out her diaper bag she realised she only had swim diapers left, Thankfull my mom came to the scene, cause she needed to know what was taking so long, and said to take some of my sisters diapers, that they will fit as they had fit me when i had diarhea a couple months back, which i didnt remember and still dont, i think my mom made it up. to convince her not to put him in a swim diaper cause it would leak.
and i just stood there and watched, the whole thing, funny enough my friend got to be pantsless for a while cause his pants smelled like poop...
He'd later tell me that the diapers were better and he wished that he could wear them instead, but his mom wouldnt let him wear them, cause he needed to be potty trained to enter kindergarden.
But we would later sneak into my sisters room and tried to get me diapered up as well, but we kind of botched it, cause it was my first time putting on a diaper. but it fit well enough once i got my undies and pants over it, but my mom found me in it when i was getting my onepiece sleeper on and she came in cause she knew i needed help getting the buttons done up. she had me take it off. and my friend had actually lied to my mom that he said that i had put it on, cause he felt like a baby after having messed his pullup, and this would help him feel less so..
But anyway this is how i realised i wans into diapers, im gonna post how i actually got to wear them after i started to wet the bed, where my mom straight up asked me if i wanted to go back to diapers.. at like 4-5 years old.. and of course i said yes, ended up faking wetting the bed when i stopped at like 9 untill i was like 14.
thank you if you took the time to read this, i'd like to hear your story too if you'd like to share,
first abdl story in the works
Posted 5 years agoheya, back again with another update... I'm working on my first abdl story, not that i havent made any in the past... i just didnt feel like posting them... but this one iam pretty confident about, and think I'll actually post sometime about next week... (night of the knight part 2 is almost ready too, just have to come back and fix a few things, like grammar and shits... )
the story is gonna get matured for diaper usage of course...
the story is gonna get matured for diaper usage of course...
how did i get here?
Posted 5 years agoi just need to flood this out of my mind, basically how i got into being a furry... it all started on december of 2005, my father managed to make some real money that year... so he bought me and my brother a PS2. When we opened it we couldnt believe our eyes. in the following years i played a lot of crash bandicoot, ratchet and clank and spyro the dragon.... and as i got older i remember evisioning myself as these characters, making up stories as i walked to school... As i got through the first years of puberty (2000s were weird man) i started actually writing some of those stories down, in a dedicated textbook... which i fear to open to this day, i also drew a lot of the stuff for night of the knight... I'll post some of it, and the rest will go to scraps. through the following years i bought myself a computer and started to write more stories, i eventually made Kaiden 1.0 lets just say that was a mess... and eventually i posted the first stuff i felt good about here... took a break because i came back to those stories, and they were horrible to say at least. i reworked those and now i'm here... now i'm there... ..... whats wrong with me? so just bear with me on this, its gonna be long way, and a lot of bad puns... but it'l be great, i can feel it.
Whats to come
Posted 5 years agoSorry for bad formating, Its late. And iam on mobile.
So today i released the new night of the knight. Once iam Done with It, there Will be a prequel thats gonna Focus on Kaidens past... And how He got to that planet the Phoenix crew found him on.
Then Theresa gonna be a mistery series which Will be set in the years after return of the jedà (you're gonna love what i have plqnned for that one)
After mistery series (not the name btw, im JUST not tellin' untill its out) you'll get a series focusing on the aftermath of the previous one.
Then there Will be Reunion, which already has 1 part Done... Well Guess what iam rewriting that one too. Its gonna Focus more on Kali (kaiden's Son) he'll get a series too...
Thats about IT really... I have little bits of these written already. And the rest Is in my head... Stay Safe And healthy And goodnight
So today i released the new night of the knight. Once iam Done with It, there Will be a prequel thats gonna Focus on Kaidens past... And how He got to that planet the Phoenix crew found him on.
Then Theresa gonna be a mistery series which Will be set in the years after return of the jedà (you're gonna love what i have plqnned for that one)
After mistery series (not the name btw, im JUST not tellin' untill its out) you'll get a series focusing on the aftermath of the previous one.
Then there Will be Reunion, which already has 1 part Done... Well Guess what iam rewriting that one too. Its gonna Focus more on Kali (kaiden's Son) he'll get a series too...
Thats about IT really... I have little bits of these written already. And the rest Is in my head... Stay Safe And healthy And goodnight
current timeline
Posted 6 years agoso iwanted to clear things out regarding Kaiden and his adventures across the galaxy.
we start somewhere in 50-150 bby with ultra-prequel (a story iam working on explaining how Kaiden became a lombax
at 22 bby in the first year of the clone wars Kaiden is found and joins the Jedi in their fight against the separatist droid army
close to the end of the clone wars at 19 bby Kaiden is sent on a mission to investigate a rumored separatis base in the unknown regions of the galaxy. however the clones execute order 66 and shoot him down, he crashes on a nearby moon.
he is rescued by rebel cell looking for a hideout there in the year 6 bby
he fights with rebels until 3 aby when he and his crew attempt to assasinate the emperor however Kaiden is banished by him to earth via a hyperspace wormhole
he spends 23 years on earth (there will be multiple stories covering that in the future)
Kaidne returns back to his galaxy at the year 26 aby (that will be covered by the Reunion rewrite, since iam not happy with how that one turned out)
then there will be an end of Kaiden's time line, and Kali's timeline will start
we start somewhere in 50-150 bby with ultra-prequel (a story iam working on explaining how Kaiden became a lombax
at 22 bby in the first year of the clone wars Kaiden is found and joins the Jedi in their fight against the separatist droid army
close to the end of the clone wars at 19 bby Kaiden is sent on a mission to investigate a rumored separatis base in the unknown regions of the galaxy. however the clones execute order 66 and shoot him down, he crashes on a nearby moon.
he is rescued by rebel cell looking for a hideout there in the year 6 bby
he fights with rebels until 3 aby when he and his crew attempt to assasinate the emperor however Kaiden is banished by him to earth via a hyperspace wormhole
he spends 23 years on earth (there will be multiple stories covering that in the future)
Kaidne returns back to his galaxy at the year 26 aby (that will be covered by the Reunion rewrite, since iam not happy with how that one turned out)
then there will be an end of Kaiden's time line, and Kali's timeline will start
iam taking a break
Posted 6 years agoso iam not a weeb or something, but every once in a while i do find out about a good one... so i started binge watching boku no here academia (in english because i am too lazy to read subtitles... dont tell me you know a weeb that speaks fluent japanese and not in mixed up quotes filled in with google translate) and my man am i hooked, hope i'll gain some knowledge from it.
technical dificulties
Posted 6 years agoso.... my phones's screen died yesterday, and i just got the new design of kaiden done, only to lose it somewhere. So ill be uploading a recreation of that pic (the original was waaaaaay better then this one so far) about the "ultra prequel" i have a second ''ruff'' draft almost done. about that pic, i guess if i get my old iphone 3g working i could post it. all tough i doubt that, the battery was ass to begin with and i dont think it will be much better now (it was in a shelf for 2 years)
working on it
Posted 6 years agoso its not like i have many fans, if any. But maybe someone will read this someday. Sooooo i wasnt posting anything since i was really busy (by that i mean studying and browsing memes on reddit) but i'am currently working on a ultra prequel which explains how my lombax character even appeared in the star wars universe (it is really hard to write something star wars related without breaking the canon, or creating something or someone who could potentially change the course of SW history) i'am currently on like 3000 words and the finished story should have give or take 6000 words. The story will however change some parts of the night of the knight Trilogy (for example, Kaiden's second lightsaber is no longer the one of his deceased master, but his best friend Josh. who died on a mission at the time of the Clone Wars) and will probably set a new course for the reunion. Iam not sure when will i finish it... since... ya'know, school.
