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A FRIEND IN NEED!!!! (not me, someone who REALLY needs help)
General | Posted 14 years agoPLEASE MY FELLOW FURRIES, I KNOW YOU ALL HAVE A HEART!!!!!
papa scars (
) needs some money.... he get debilitating migranes, and hes been plagued with depression more recently.... he cant go to the doc's due to medical insurance (the lack their of) and personal funds (the lacking of a sufficient supply of income)he REALLY needs to go to the doctors... he should have quite some time ago
i cant even express the urgencey and worry here properly.....
please guys, anything you can offer, from spreading the word to donating a little, anything you can do for him... please do what you can guys.... please
*cries in panic PANICING!* IMFUCKEDIMFUCKEDIM FUcKIN FUCKED!
General | Posted 14 years agoIM FUCKED IM FUCKED, I AM SO FUCKING FUCKED!!!!!!!!
MY LAPTOP WAS IN MY DADS OFFICE WHEN I GOT HOME!!!!!!
MEANING HE WAS ON IT!!!!!!!
I HAD FUCKING EVERYTHING UP
......yahoo, secret facbook, deviant art, fur affinity, yiffy.tk, youporn. com (straight and gay pornos and varying fetishes), writings and poetry, saved pictures (mostly furry porn which he will most likely take as beastiality), xbox messages, very fucked up emo music on yourtube, notes ON FA (someone talking about fetishes, someone trying to get me to do a gay RP)....
not to mention some talk about vibrators via notes
and emails from bad dragon about fucking dildos
ANIMAL DILDOS
when i started it up, nothing was up, so he may have exited everything
judging by the browsing history (which i never clear any more... ;; critical error on my part), he only went into email on comcast (not sure wether its his or mine.... or both) and direct debit something.... those are the only admormalities.... im not sure what he looked at that i had up yet...... im so fucking scared that im going to break my diet and have some chocolate!!!
he was on while i was at school..... he had more than enough time to go through everything and anything..... the charger was back there and plugged into it, meaning he intended to be there a while, or WAS on for a while...... it had a full battery thismorning when i got off, so to be hooked up... he had to be on for a while...............
....look guys..... if i die.... i want you to know i love you all
and, connor, i love you more than anything!!!
papa scars, you were a great papa <3
mama mei, you were always awesome, so please cheer up
too all my brothers and sisters, you all were great people and amasing friends that i am proud to have had
devon, linda, i know you two wont see this, but you two were family to me and i loved you like family
nina, i know i wont see this either, but i love you so so so very very much.... i dont even know what to say...
joseph.. you were an awesome dude... really.....
everyone else unmentioned.... i love you all.... no one forget that......
you were all great friends....
if i dont die, i look forward to seeing and hearing from you all soon <3333
-Ian C. Hayes
MY LAPTOP WAS IN MY DADS OFFICE WHEN I GOT HOME!!!!!!
MEANING HE WAS ON IT!!!!!!!
I HAD FUCKING EVERYTHING UP
......yahoo, secret facbook, deviant art, fur affinity, yiffy.tk, youporn. com (straight and gay pornos and varying fetishes), writings and poetry, saved pictures (mostly furry porn which he will most likely take as beastiality), xbox messages, very fucked up emo music on yourtube, notes ON FA (someone talking about fetishes, someone trying to get me to do a gay RP)....
not to mention some talk about vibrators via notes
and emails from bad dragon about fucking dildos
ANIMAL DILDOS
when i started it up, nothing was up, so he may have exited everything
judging by the browsing history (which i never clear any more... ;; critical error on my part), he only went into email on comcast (not sure wether its his or mine.... or both) and direct debit something.... those are the only admormalities.... im not sure what he looked at that i had up yet...... im so fucking scared that im going to break my diet and have some chocolate!!!
he was on while i was at school..... he had more than enough time to go through everything and anything..... the charger was back there and plugged into it, meaning he intended to be there a while, or WAS on for a while...... it had a full battery thismorning when i got off, so to be hooked up... he had to be on for a while...............
....look guys..... if i die.... i want you to know i love you all
and, connor, i love you more than anything!!!
papa scars, you were a great papa <3
mama mei, you were always awesome, so please cheer up
too all my brothers and sisters, you all were great people and amasing friends that i am proud to have had
devon, linda, i know you two wont see this, but you two were family to me and i loved you like family
nina, i know i wont see this either, but i love you so so so very very much.... i dont even know what to say...
joseph.. you were an awesome dude... really.....
everyone else unmentioned.... i love you all.... no one forget that......
you were all great friends....
if i dont die, i look forward to seeing and hearing from you all soon <3333
-Ian C. Hayes
heh, so many things you guys may enjoy drawing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
General | Posted 14 years agoalright, so, my days are actually like this sometimes.... >.>
pictures to draw basted on events that happened in mah life:
-someone wearing super tight pants, trying to walk
-someone thats crotch combusts due to said tight pants
- trying to take a drink out of a waterfountain and it does tha 'imma fire mah lazarrrrr' thing
-a mexican guy working on a roof and falls off into the bush and yell "PEDRO!!! HELP MAN, THERES A BRANCH IN MY ASS!!!!!!!"
-someone tears open their head and takes out thier brain to get a song out of their head, and theres a button that says clear
AND MORE!!!!!!
want random shit to draw, just talk to meh
XDDDDD
pictures to draw basted on events that happened in mah life:
-someone wearing super tight pants, trying to walk
-someone thats crotch combusts due to said tight pants
- trying to take a drink out of a waterfountain and it does tha 'imma fire mah lazarrrrr' thing
-a mexican guy working on a roof and falls off into the bush and yell "PEDRO!!! HELP MAN, THERES A BRANCH IN MY ASS!!!!!!!"
-someone tears open their head and takes out thier brain to get a song out of their head, and theres a button that says clear
AND MORE!!!!!!
want random shit to draw, just talk to meh
XDDDDD
OMG!!! GUYS!!! GET THIS!!! ITS AMASING!!!!!!!
General | Posted 14 years agoSCARED FOR A FRIEND!!!! ;;
General | Posted 14 years ago
SENT ME A NOTE TITLED "goodbye forever"and it says " ...... bye bye Ian.... hope u have a happy life...... I won't intervene in it anymore. sorry for causing all your pain. "
IM SOO FUCKING WORRIED ABOUT HIM!!!!!!
;;
haha, NEED
General | Posted 14 years agoI HAVE A THEORY TO TEST!!!! (females only please)
General | Posted 14 years agoalright, so, a guy at school pointed out that the females that babysit little ones, their chest grows significantly
so... I have a science experiment to try out!!!
for this, I require one female that doesnt get headaches easily, wants a larger chest, and is comfortable enough with telling her measurements
if this experiment comes out as i hope, I believe I have a new way to make breasts larger without surgery!!!!!
let me know whos willing!!!
I would prefer to have more than one test subject to confirm this, but lets just see whos willing to try this out
depression and pain..... (not asking for help....)
General | Posted 14 years agomostly this week I have been plagued by some rather severe depression.... In truth, I do not know what happened or what is wrong with me...... But I am..... well.... to be completely honest.... it struck hard earlier, and I just had an episode.... I freaked out a spot..... and I was craving death.....
I was talking about killing myself, and how much I crave it......
also, random things keep happening.... things that seem small and miniscule... but cut me deep......
I honestly dont know what to do..... I....
my best friend and mate cheer me up more than anyone..... yet.... my mate has foot ball practice until 6, my other mate doesnt really talk to us much.. ever...... and my best friends always busy with prior engagements.....
a fair ammount of my old friend.... real and on the computer.... they seem to just cause pain..... some seem to do it intentionally, whilst others clearly dont know they are doing it.....
....I feel so..... so......
I cant even think of how to describe it....
a mixture of... depressed, pathetic, worthless, less than nothing, and crave death, but also desire to get better (rather than crushing hopelessness and emptiness)....
forgive, all
I just needed to get this out there.... it helps me feel better normally, typing up what I think and feel... almost like someone truly truly cares......
I was talking about killing myself, and how much I crave it......
also, random things keep happening.... things that seem small and miniscule... but cut me deep......
I honestly dont know what to do..... I....
my best friend and mate cheer me up more than anyone..... yet.... my mate has foot ball practice until 6, my other mate doesnt really talk to us much.. ever...... and my best friends always busy with prior engagements.....
a fair ammount of my old friend.... real and on the computer.... they seem to just cause pain..... some seem to do it intentionally, whilst others clearly dont know they are doing it.....
....I feel so..... so......
I cant even think of how to describe it....
a mixture of... depressed, pathetic, worthless, less than nothing, and crave death, but also desire to get better (rather than crushing hopelessness and emptiness)....
forgive, all
I just needed to get this out there.... it helps me feel better normally, typing up what I think and feel... almost like someone truly truly cares......
looking for a mommy figure (please read)
General | Posted 14 years agosee, my lovely, amasing, crazy ass boyfriend needs a mommy figure (for his infintilist / babyfur side..)
anyone want to fill the position?
MY rules are:
-must be nice to everyone involved
-no preaching crap (stuff like "you should dump your ian for me. hes no good for you". if you do, i will hunt your ass down, gut you and hang you wit your own intestinal tract.)
-have to be gentle and nurturing
-and you have to tell me everything that goes on between you two
sorry, i do not believe there will be any pay
but, it should be fun ^^
anyone want to fill the position?
MY rules are:
-must be nice to everyone involved
-no preaching crap (stuff like "you should dump your ian for me. hes no good for you". if you do, i will hunt your ass down, gut you and hang you wit your own intestinal tract.)
-have to be gentle and nurturing
-and you have to tell me everything that goes on between you two
sorry, i do not believe there will be any pay
but, it should be fun ^^
SORRY GUYS!!!!! ;;
General | Posted 14 years agoIM SO SORRY!!!!!
I JUST NUKED EVERYHTING!!!!!
too much for me, im so sorry
;;
I JUST NUKED EVERYHTING!!!!!
too much for me, im so sorry
;;
people really piss me off guys.... im sick of em
General | Posted 14 years agothinking they are so high and mighty... thinking they are better than anyone.... anything......
humans ARE animals.
so fucking what if we are 'smart', we are still part of the food chain. we should be more apart of the food chain than we are now.
humans are over populating.... why dont we ever fix the population?
we hire people to kill animals so they dont over populate an area... but.... humans over populate the world... are the most serious and destructive invasive species of them all...
yet... we do nothing about it.
this shouldnt be so. this is sickening to see, to hear about.
human "advancement" .............
forgive me, but people upset me greatly... thinking so highly of themselves... contradicting themselves.... making no sense....
humanity.... pisses me off......
sorry, im just having one of my "fuck the world" moments....
sorry
humans ARE animals.
so fucking what if we are 'smart', we are still part of the food chain. we should be more apart of the food chain than we are now.
humans are over populating.... why dont we ever fix the population?
we hire people to kill animals so they dont over populate an area... but.... humans over populate the world... are the most serious and destructive invasive species of them all...
yet... we do nothing about it.
this shouldnt be so. this is sickening to see, to hear about.
human "advancement" .............
forgive me, but people upset me greatly... thinking so highly of themselves... contradicting themselves.... making no sense....
humanity.... pisses me off......
sorry, im just having one of my "fuck the world" moments....
sorry
ive been thinking... but i will regret it.....what to do?
General | Posted 14 years agoalright... i was thinking about attempting to cross dress... like... dress in drag...
but like... go full out
wear my skirt and tank top, shave off my body hair.....
but...... idk
part of me REALLY wants to... but, the rest of me... is like.... dreadfully scared of doing it or really against it....
idk what to do.....
i like REALLY REALLY want to do it... but am scared to do it, and might not look at myself the same way again....
I dont want to do it it i cant look like a legit girl.... you know?
i want to be able to pass for a chick.... a hot one at that... which is really doubtful....
i want your opinion guys!!!! what should i do?????????????????????
GAHHHHHHHHH I DONT WANT TO HEAR THAT YOU DAMN HOUSE!!!! ;~;
General | Posted 14 years agoim just down stairs, innocently watching horror movies and going through my inbox's on DA and here on FA... but then... it started.....
i can hear my parents bumpin' uglies upstairs..... ;~;
I DONT WANT TO HEAR THAT!!!!!!!!!
why cant this house be soundproof?????????????????
my little ass hole brother's lucky enough to not have insomnia and still be asleep, while my horror movies are plaged with "oh cris! harder! oh oh!!!" as background noise!!!!
NYAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! MAKE IT STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-flails-
please help me -insert super sad and cute puppy face-
i can hear my parents bumpin' uglies upstairs..... ;~;
I DONT WANT TO HEAR THAT!!!!!!!!!
why cant this house be soundproof?????????????????
my little ass hole brother's lucky enough to not have insomnia and still be asleep, while my horror movies are plaged with "oh cris! harder! oh oh!!!" as background noise!!!!
NYAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! MAKE IT STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-flails-
please help me -insert super sad and cute puppy face-
FUCK YOU TOO COMPUTER!!!!! (need help, plz read!!!!!)
General | Posted 14 years agoalright, just click this link. this is a jurnal i posted but only minutes ago that says everything nessissary for this..... i think
http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/journal/40560162/
please help ;;
well... my literacey is deteriorating..... painfully.......
General | Posted 14 years agocountless typos..... talking improper English.... typing atrocious English.....
so, from now on guys.... please do your best to speak proper English around me. I am trying hard to basically re0learn the language, WHILST I attempt to learn German and create my own languages for books......
thank you all if you took the time to read this guys <3
so, from now on guys.... please do your best to speak proper English around me. I am trying hard to basically re0learn the language, WHILST I attempt to learn German and create my own languages for books......
thank you all if you took the time to read this guys <3
where are my commrades at? youll love this~
General | Posted 14 years agoLIMES ARE FUCKING MAGIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
General | Posted 14 years agoI SHIT YOU NOT!!!!!!!!
we were doing something in chemistry where we pealed fruits and pqushed the skin near the flame of a candle, and it made sparks (because of the ethanol gas given off by it)
mr seifert was going to throw out the insides.... i was hungry, I asked for the lime....
so, I got breakfast for once, and it was delicious!!!
not to mention, I felt freakin amasing all day!!!!!!!!!!
TRY THAT GUYS!!!!!
a lime at like......... 9 am?
lol
we were doing something in chemistry where we pealed fruits and pqushed the skin near the flame of a candle, and it made sparks (because of the ethanol gas given off by it)
mr seifert was going to throw out the insides.... i was hungry, I asked for the lime....
so, I got breakfast for once, and it was delicious!!!
not to mention, I felt freakin amasing all day!!!!!!!!!!
TRY THAT GUYS!!!!!
a lime at like......... 9 am?
lol
fuck.... im sick of these scares.....
General | Posted 14 years agothis is the socnd time connor has almost left me.......
ive cried till ive puked and couldnt see both times.....
.....hes scared me so bad..... ive had freaking heart palpitations both times....
.....i love him so much.... im.... im terrified of losing him.... you know?
.......i dont know what to do........
ive cried till ive puked and couldnt see both times.....
.....hes scared me so bad..... ive had freaking heart palpitations both times....
.....i love him so much.... im.... im terrified of losing him.... you know?
.......i dont know what to do........
*scribbles cave drawing on wall* Hotta lB-(
General | Posted 14 years agoHOTTA
(if you dont get it right away, which i doubt most people will, its from southpark. the episode when bebe starts to grow boobs and all the guys go craze. stan draws boobs on the wall like cave drawings repeatedly sayoing "hotta")
well..... god, i want some boobs..... not like attatched to me.... i want somebody with bewbs >///>
that probobly sounds like..... shallow.... and stuff.....
but... fuck, i want some boobs.... >//<"
GRRRRRRRR
i have a boyfriend, and its mostly guys that are attracted me to and shit
its guys that want to rp and stuff....
i want a fucking girl somewhere!!!
lol, sorry, im like... freakin out of it on pills and shit right now.... so... your more than welcome to just pretend this didnt happen
XDDD
(if you dont get it right away, which i doubt most people will, its from southpark. the episode when bebe starts to grow boobs and all the guys go craze. stan draws boobs on the wall like cave drawings repeatedly sayoing "hotta")
well..... god, i want some boobs..... not like attatched to me.... i want somebody with bewbs >///>
that probobly sounds like..... shallow.... and stuff.....
but... fuck, i want some boobs.... >//<"
GRRRRRRRR
i have a boyfriend, and its mostly guys that are attracted me to and shit
its guys that want to rp and stuff....
i want a fucking girl somewhere!!!
lol, sorry, im like... freakin out of it on pills and shit right now.... so... your more than welcome to just pretend this didnt happen
XDDD
amasing thing happen when you eat recees puffs -rantish-
General | Posted 14 years agoyeah, amasing things happen... amasing things happen to you when your too fucking high on painkillers when they are pumping your stomach >.>
THOSE COMERCIALS PISS ME OFF THAT THAT SHIT USED TO BE GOOD!!!! NOW ITS JUST GOD AWEFUL CRAP THAT MAKES YOU SICK TO YOUR ASS!!!!!!!
RAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah, sorry
XDDD
THOSE COMERCIALS PISS ME OFF THAT THAT SHIT USED TO BE GOOD!!!! NOW ITS JUST GOD AWEFUL CRAP THAT MAKES YOU SICK TO YOUR ASS!!!!!!!
RAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah, sorry
XDDD
IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
General | Posted 14 years agoim home from the saint denis fair now, had a freakin blast!!!!!!!
we spent less than half the time at the actual fair XDD
i had a freakin panic attazk on the zipper ride
we spent less than half the time at the actual fair XDD
i had a freakin panic attazk on the zipper ride
HILARIOUS IDEA FOR A COMIC STRIP
General | Posted 14 years ago imagine a little comic where... like....
alright, like... two dude characters... ones like... flamboyantly gay and the other... isnt as much so...
and, the flamboyant one hears a lot of weird noises coming from the not ones bedroom. "what are you doing" he calls to the staight one. "im choking the chicken" he hollars back. a blush shoots across the flamboyant ones face and he opens the door to sneek a peek. he walks in to see the straight one litterally choking a chicken. "i found the bastard going through my wallet" the straight one says to the gay one
XDDDDDDD
what you think guys?
know anyone that could pull that one off?
alright, like... two dude characters... ones like... flamboyantly gay and the other... isnt as much so...
and, the flamboyant one hears a lot of weird noises coming from the not ones bedroom. "what are you doing" he calls to the staight one. "im choking the chicken" he hollars back. a blush shoots across the flamboyant ones face and he opens the door to sneek a peek. he walks in to see the straight one litterally choking a chicken. "i found the bastard going through my wallet" the straight one says to the gay one
XDDDDDDD
what you think guys?
know anyone that could pull that one off?
sorry about the previous jurnals....
General | Posted 14 years agosorry guys
everythings okay now!!! ^^
he's staying with me, so all is well <333
sorry if i scared or worried you guys
its just..... he is my absolute everything.... you know?
i love him with all my heart and ever since we got together, ive been scared to lose him.... in any way shape or form.....
you know?
all is well now ^^
thank you for your concern
sorry for worrying you
everythings okay now!!! ^^
he's staying with me, so all is well <333
sorry if i scared or worried you guys
its just..... he is my absolute everything.... you know?
i love him with all my heart and ever since we got together, ive been scared to lose him.... in any way shape or form.....
you know?
all is well now ^^
thank you for your concern
sorry for worrying you
SOMEBODY FUCKING KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
General | Posted 14 years agoIM GOING TO LOSE THE ONE PERSON THAT MAKES LIFE LIVABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CONNOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD CONNOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SCARED SHITLESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT EVEN FUCKING VENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
GSJGNKJEGINIUOEBWIIUUUUUUEHJ KJBGKLJFBG KLJEFB GLKJ EFJLBG EBFGIUPQEPUBWRIPGBEBWNK
JUST FUCKING KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
GOD, I CANT STAND THIS TORTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CONNOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD CONNOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SCARED SHITLESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT EVEN FUCKING VENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
GSJGNKJEGINIUOEBWIIUUUUUUEHJ KJBGKLJFBG KLJEFB GLKJ EFJLBG EBFGIUPQEPUBWRIPGBEBWNK
JUST FUCKING KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
GOD, I CANT STAND THIS TORTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cries my eyes out*
General | Posted 14 years agoGOD CONNOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TALK TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TELL ME WHATS WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOD CONNOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
;;
its all my fault... i had to have done something wrong... i fucked up.... god.... i.... *cries my eyes out*
im so... so so scared....... so scared.... i love him with all my heart...... god... what happened????
what did i do wrong?!?!?!?!!!!
WHAT HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tell me!!!!!!!!!!!
oh god... ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CONNOR
OH MY GOD CONNOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
;;
its all my fault... i had to have done something wrong... i fucked up.... god.... i.... *cries my eyes out*
im so... so so scared....... so scared.... i love him with all my heart...... god... what happened????
what did i do wrong?!?!?!?!!!!
WHAT HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tell me!!!!!!!!!!!
oh god... ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CONNOR
