....sorry guys... just.... boyfriend trouble i guess.....

;;
im soo sooo worried about him... you know?
i love him with all my heart... and... lately, hes been acting weird, things have been happening.... blah blah blah.........

im just.... im so worried and scared..... *cries irl*




...i... im sorry guys..... ill shut up and go now............
sorry if you wasted your time reading this.....

I NEED YOUR HELP!!!!!!!!!


HOW DO YOU FIX JELLY-ASS SYNDROME?????????????????????????????????

i dont have much fat on my body.... like a healthy ammount
everywhere but my fat ass >.>
its like i have freakin bowling balls in my pants over my ass or over where my ass should be



HOW DO I FIX IT??????????????????????


;;

these are poems and things ive written and put up on DA
I will not put them up here, but here are the links

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/Air-197045343?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=55

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/Water-197048856?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=54

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/a-birds-life-197053420?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=53

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/the-new-rome-198418433?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=50

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/we-have-the-power-to-change-199953943?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=49

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/love-conquers-all-199979220?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=48

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/Blank-with-a-Monster-Concealed-202474953?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=29

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/courage-202483636?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=28

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/light-at-the-end-of-the-passag-202486285?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=27

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/the-sunlight-of-hope-202490344?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=25

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/we-are-all-the-same-202552433?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=24

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/The-Evil-Dream-202702615?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=21

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/I-miss-you-cousin-203436573?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=20

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/you-are-my-everything-205197242?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=11

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/Surrender-205198428?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=10

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/why-doth-this-be-205337841?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=9

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/I-drempt-205476829?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=8

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/MATH-PUZZLE-OF-LOVE-205560085?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=6

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/your-eyes-are-a-piece-of-a-sky-205612944?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin%2F12492341&qo=5

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/not-so-different-206462004?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin&qo=2

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/the-gardens-of-heartache-206540809?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin&qo=1

http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/art/GAY-LOVE-206544295?q=gallery%3Ayiharbin&qo=0



I hope you enjoyed them if you took the time to look through them <33

LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OF THEM PLEASE!!!!!!!! <333

lol, yup.
thats what i said to my snow ball >///<

he was shifting to the dom, and... I DONT LIKE BEING THE SUBBY ;;

so, i said that, and he asked me how he should act, my response was something along the lines of:

"i dont know, but i want you to give new meaning to the term pussy cat" XDDDD
(his sonas a snow leopard)(hes my kitty)




lol, random jurnal, sorry
i just thaught it was worthy of sharing

YURP!!!!!
like..... my mate, he was making smex noises and... GAHHHHHH, SOOOOO HAWT!!!!!!!!
twice he made me cream my pants, now i fap to it a little, and still, in no time, BAM!!!!!
little white tadpoles everywhere!!!!!


MURRRRRRRRRRRRRR~~~~

lol, i realize this is a personal thing... but.....



why is this?
i can fap one off... but its not as satisfying as it used to be.... and playing with my 'toy'..... well, hard to do when the folks are home, and im not in the mood to do it 24/7........

what the hell ><
what should i do???????
i have NO clue >//>








anyway... yeah, thats all....

~Nai

well... i can draw and shit.... i just dont really have a scanner.....
;; dont know where to get a scanner if i did have money... i dont know of anyone that has one.....

so... ill just have pictures piling up until i get access to a scanner



;; it sucks..... but, oh well....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U06jlgpMtQs

you can hear the pride and power and unity in their voices!
i love it!!!
its enough to bring a tear to my eye!

just listen, youll hear what im talking about!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U06jlgpMtQs







<333333333

alright.... i discovered a bad i kinda like called:
the birthday massacre

theyre like a cross between nightwish and jack off kill


this one song, this one music video really got to me
https://youtu.be/tLOfluH8mgQ

....nothing you guys need to know......
but......... im curled up on my coutch.... crying my eyes out..... my arms are covered in bite marks........
...............................................................................
....im sorry guys........

yes, a good friend of mine..... he's going to become homeless without your guys' help

GO HERE:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2259427/

show some love, give a friendly paw <33

this is what a country would be if i could make it however i want
what would you do?


it would be a communistic government where the people idolized are the people who accomplish great deeds, like people who cure cancer, discover new species of creatures, scientific or social breakthroughs rather than mindless celebrates. lives dont revolve around money, they revolve around living and life.
your occupation depends on your talents and desires more than anything.
there is a military. a strong one where everyone is trained hard, drilled hard. the strongest people there can be. they will be brilliant enough to make an RPG out of a stick and a handkerchief, but only fight for peace and protection of people that need it (not just their country, but others (like if one country invades another for virtually no reason, or not a good enough reason))

the arts, like paintings and drawings, music, good musical compositions, all sorts of other things like that, will be whats important
everyone, from a young age and throughout their lives, will be taught to be kind, respectful, accepting. there will be no crime or hate. there will be an unnatural ammount of peace, like india, or tribes of africa before the british fucked them up.
the only form of energy will be green energy. no nuclear plants, cars will be electric (if cars are allowed)
no more pollution, littering will give you punishments that are severe. there will be no bullshit laws that protect wrongdoers of any degree. everyone will get just punishments.
rapists will get super painfully large dildos repeatedly blushed into them until they cry and bleed
someone that beats and mugs others will be beaten severely and will get many possessions taken
murderers.... depends how they did it. what they did to others will be done onto them.

since its communist, everyone will get what they need. the medicine, the surgeries, the therapy

all religions will be accepted. people will believe what they do.
there will be no McDonalds poisoning people. there will be food enough to thrive, healthy foods. all the awful things put into peoples food poisoning their bodies will be taken out.

smoking will be permitted, as well as drinking and drugs (depending on their severity) but they will be thoroughly educated on them before their use.

spirituality will also be something taught. everyone will be taught to be peaceful. to love one another. that deep down everyone and everything living is family by soul.


if i could form a country, this is what it would be
what would you do?

make a jurnal about what your government will be!
put a link in the comments please, i want to see what a wonderful world you all dream of

alright!
im doing free shit for you guys!!!!!!!

im only doing shit i can do with my computer.
so,what i am offering:
- poems
- short stories
- small scenes


okay?
and you need to have an idea of what it is you want...
no "surprise me"s, okay?


i want to be a writer when i grow up, so... i need to start somewhere ^^




also, please spread the word!

i dont care if iton only 9:30, im fucking tired!!!!
fucking shit weak.....


nighty all
sweet dreams

im doing requests!

however, not pictures. WORDS!!!!!!!

poems or short stories or whatever you want!
i just... i can draw, the scanners just broken... >.<

so... yeah... peoms... short stories...
short stories




just request what you want here, well talk it out! <333

the printer/scanner thingy is busted or something.....
so, i cant scan anything i do...... ;;
i have a TON of things to scan too
;;



im sooooo sorry guys ;~;

dudes and chicks!!!! the greatest thing evarrrr!!!!!!!!

bacjon cheese burger with friend onions, a little lettuce, a little mayo, all inbetween two clices of buttered toast

its an orgasm in my mouth!!!!!


fucking delicious enough that it needs shared!!!!

its was like a ten second thing



the CIA boss dude and stan were looking for a GF for the boss
first was a strip club, then a goth themed place, a cowboy place, spin the bottle in the basement, then a furry convention!!!

lol, it was kinda funny

see, i had this idea for a few video clips.... short ones, no longer than the average music video.
but, i am no good infront of a camera, operating one, or dealing with technology really ^^;
HOWEVER, i can write out ideas, like... like a playwright or a director!

then, that leaves people that want to get involved and take part




the requirements:
-willingness/desire to be infront of the computer or work with the videos and editing and sich
-willingness/desire to help the cause


you know what cause this is?

C
O
M
M
U
N
I
S
M

thats right!
communism!!!

though, socialism also works! ^^

you dont even have to fully support it or believe in it. you could just be an actor or actress playing a role if you want ^^




please spread the word

AND BE NICE/RESPECTFUL!!!!!!!
please

i just want everything shitty to just go away,...

im sick of things going well for 3 seconds, then turning to shit again....

it takes a lot of everything trying to make shit happy..... then... it barely lasts at all... then.... more shit


why cant anything just stay happy?
i mean really.... god forbid life goes well for someone... you konw?

something just has to turn to shit ALL THE TIME!!!

god... if it were just once in a while.... whatever, shit happens...
but all the time.... why? why?

http://www.travelblog.org/World/fla.....the_world.html

look at all the 'different' flags
look how so many of them are the same... or how similar they are.... ;;

my friend erin, on VERY kinky, crazy chick, she asked me if theres a furry term for an asphyxiation fetish in the furry fandom


is there?
hm? hm? is there? is there? *pokes with a stick* hm? hm?


lol, thanks guys ^^
id apreciate your assistance

....well..... first of all, this is looking for help or advice, okay?
so.... thats that.....

second.... this is because i got a problem with my tail hole......

PROBLEM:
i got a weird bump on my tail hole...... looked at it in the mirror.... looked AWEFUL. like... a bad bruise with a weird purple-y lump protruding from it..... it hurts....
i tried squeezing it, before i looked at it by a little bit, thinking it might be a weird pimply thing... its got an odd solit center under the skin there...
its like... the size of a medium sized ladybug (for size refference)

....it hurts...... ;;


what do you guys think it is?
do you guys know any proctologists on here? (i think thats what theyre called (the ass doctors))



if you guys could help, it be super greatful
im kinda scared of what it might be.... like.... if its serious or something.... ;;

please help guys
please

though some of the updated stuff... im really not used to it...

like, everythings formatted weirder, the screens significantly brighter
i dont know how to change the settings and shit yet.... ill figure it out

i still wont be on or doing much lately


also, getting dragged to grandparents house later......


sorry guys

yeah, so i dont know if/when ill be on... ;;
im going to try to restore it, but that will get rid of everything i have...
so im taking the time to go threw everything and put it on a flashdirive...

so, i might not be on for a while... sorry guys... ;;