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HAPPY NEW YEAR
General | Posted 13 years agolet us all hope this year goes better than last
I am wishing you all the very best!
Love y'all~
I am wishing you all the very best!
Love y'all~
COMMISSIONS???? NOW OPEN FOR THE VERY FIRTST TIME!!!!!!!!!!!
General | Posted 13 years agoJUST AS THE TITLE SAYS!!!!!!!!
I AM SOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!!! :D
who wants to be my first? who wants my commission virginity??? XD
will probobly start cheep... lets say a dollar? will give a discount if I am not satisfied with my work
well.... Its my birthday.....
General | Posted 13 years agoyeah... today is my birthday,.... I am now 18... legally an adult........
*sigh* it is just depressing......
My parents want to throw a party, but I really dont want one..... Idk... I am just really depressed....
I dont want to be older, especially not 18.... I dont want to be an adult....
.......oh well.......
*sigh* it is just depressing......
My parents want to throw a party, but I really dont want one..... Idk... I am just really depressed....
I dont want to be older, especially not 18.... I dont want to be an adult....
.......oh well.......
should I start commisions?
General | Posted 13 years agojust as the title asks.... should I?
I need money, and I love drawing.. but...
1, my art... I'm not sure my art is good enough
2, I am scared of disappointing
3, I am scared of giving out the wrong info and people stealing all my money/savings
what are your thaughts, guys?
I need money, and I love drawing.. but...
1, my art... I'm not sure my art is good enough
2, I am scared of disappointing
3, I am scared of giving out the wrong info and people stealing all my money/savings
what are your thaughts, guys?
me: what I looked like in the begining, and how I look now
General | Posted 13 years agoyou guys may have noticed my newest ID ... that is the most current picture of me, taken not long ago at all: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9522990/
well, this morning, I posted an ID as well.... https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9521165/
both I think are ugly... I really think I look like hell
lets backtrack here, so you can see why I think I am crazy ugly now...
before the above one, there was https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9264034/
before that https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8632277/
before that https://www.furaffinity.net/view/7976952/
before that https://www.furaffinity.net/view/7437089/
before that https://www.furaffinity.net/view/6683083/ ( I MISS THAT HAIR )
before that https://www.furaffinity.net/view/5976221/
before that https://www.furaffinity.net/view/5206538/
before that https://www.furaffinity.net/view/4255582/
before that https://www.furaffinity.net/view/3759059/
and (last one, I promise) before that https://www.furaffinity.net/view/3726312/
I need my hair longer, I need my hair to stop turning black and start going back to red, I need my hair longer, and I need to lose weight...... can anybody help with any of that?
3 dreams of doom
General | Posted 13 years agoLast night, I had three different end of the world type dreams....
The first of which started at haverford highschool, like.... third floor... and we saw a meteor in the window, a huge flaming chunk of rock... the teacher said to calm down and that we have a while before it hits... but it hit seconds after he said that, and there was immediate pannic... it didn't hit far from the school (for some reason havertown looked like a city)... we could look out the window, and we could see into the massive crater that was now filling up with lava..... aparently more than one meteor hit, and lava was pouring out of each crator created... there was lots of debate and confusion wether to run up to the roof, away from the lava but trapped, or run to the streets and find a safe spot away from it..... I took to the streets... I saw many of my friends scatter different directions.... I was too scared to run to found out their plan.... I ran as fast as I could, and as I passed haverford middleschool, I found my little brother... (my little bro is my partner in crime for like everything, and he is involved in each of these dreams as an ally).... well, we rand to lynnwood elementary bevause the lava ended up deadending us at it... we rushed to the back where there is a big and steep hill that comes up to the side of the building, and we ran up that.... in the dream, it was a bit bigger and steeper than it actually is.... but we ran straight tot he top of that and leaned against the building, sighing a big sigh of relief, thinking we are safe, we can wait till the lava cools and hop back down and run home to see if mom and dad are okay (for some reason, i did not have my keys or phone or anything on me.... I could not just call them...
Well, after only a short period of time the lava became to creep OVER the other side of the building and drip on our side where the hill is... (the ground is uneaven. the other side of the school is higher up on the other side than it is on the side we were on, but we didnt think of that, we only saw that the hill was steep but had a flat top and the surrounding ground was all down hill). The small drip of lava became a small cascade, between me and my brother... he ran to one corner, i ran to the other, a small waterful of glowing red and steaming lava pouring down between us. I yelled for him to hold on and that everything will be okay... we will make it out of this.... But that is when I started to realize, we werent... the bottom of the hill was now a lavapool, the hillside was covered by a flow of lava that was coming from the roof.. the lava waterfall kept getting wider and wider, pushing me and my brother further into the corners until we had no room to move.... while the pool of lava rose, and, since the gronud we were standing on was flat, the splash of the lava made it so that we had to keep moving to not get hit, and a small pool was forming up here..... I yelled to my brother to hold on, that it is starting to let up...... he was on tip toes at the very edge, half way climbing the wall (the wall is there to keep kids from falling off the side of the hill, it doesnt really have a roof or anything, which is why it isnt dripping or pouring from there).... he is backed as far as he can go... then the pool that has been forming up here reaches him, he has nowhere to go either..... and the waterfall from the roof hits him at almost the same time...... I turned away, not wanting to see...... I knew we were royally screwed the second the lava was dripping from the roof....... well..... I was the only one left at this point.... i ran completely out of room..... the waterfall inching closer, the pool inching closer... no room to escape down the hill, nowhere to escape to...... I got closed in...... and a big blob drips from the roof onto my head, causing me to fall down the hill, rolling down in a river of lava and fire, and falling into the now about 6 feet of lava at the bottom........ but.... it wasnt hot... it was cold... my eyes were closed and i was clenched tight, and as soon as i opened my eyes, not really feeling on fire.... i was in my house, on the couch, my little brother sitting next to me, and my dad on the other couch..... we had a small conversation and came to the conclusion we all died.... everything was normal in the house.... except my laptop... something weird came up.... it was basically a blueprint of every building, the blinking ones were the ones that had people, the white outlined ones are the rooms and places where the lava hasnt hit, the grey is where the lava has hit, and the orange is where the meteors initially hit with the angle of impact being a blinking yellow dotted line....it was weird.... then, we noticed mom wasnt home... she must still be alive, and we looked for all the rooms and buildings that still were survivable and had people.... where could we go, though? if we looked out our windows, everything was a soft and fuzzy white, like there was a thick, yet bright fog outside.... we couldnt see anything and were not sure we could even go out......
Well, I woke up shortly after that point at almost 3 AM
The second dream... This one, I do not remember all that well.... something about a guy from the future, or a different plannet, and we got teleported (me and my brother) to planet where it is thick with fruit bearing trees, but the fruit is actually poisonous, and if we eat it, we will go blind (best case scenario).... I dont remember exactly what happened, but something about the trees being alive, and the guy that sent us here was a bad guy who was trying to clear the native live for jewels and things.........
the third dream.... I do not remember how we got there, but there were giant robot things standing on pieces of building that were floating down a massive lake of lava that...I am guessing was a city, because of all the bits of building standing out of the lava, and that me and my little brother are sitting on a piece of building that is floating down the way... the robots were talking about something, dont remember what, then they offered to save me and my little brother because they know of a safe place not far from where we are that is too small for them but perfect for our size (being normal people size)... we drift along to a cavern... meteors raining from the sky in the background, until we reach a weird hill.... one of the robots gives another a kiss before jumping into the lava and surrounding the part of the hill we need with his body.. the other says some magic words, and the dirt just crumbles, making a perfect passage way, which me and my brother run down after thanking them..... the one that jumped in melts, and we can hear the one he kissed sobbing as we run down the passage way.... the dirt behind us reforms and stops the lava from following us down.... and when we get to the bottom, there is a huuuuge safe room.... it has a well stocked kitchen, massive pantry also fully stocked, TV, xbox, massive collection of DVDs, games, massive thing of yugioh cards, several chess tables and other board games... just tons and tons and tons of stuff to keep us occupied... (i think the robots thaught we were two different genders and could repopulate or something.... but..... yeah... I feel bad for the robots... after we went down and the entry resealed, there was a loud and rumbling explosion...... )
I dont remember the details between that and waking up.....
WELL, those were my 3 weird end of the world dreams
let me know if i am fucked in the head, or it sounds like we have a good movie/book/comic idea XD
see y'all later!
The first of which started at haverford highschool, like.... third floor... and we saw a meteor in the window, a huge flaming chunk of rock... the teacher said to calm down and that we have a while before it hits... but it hit seconds after he said that, and there was immediate pannic... it didn't hit far from the school (for some reason havertown looked like a city)... we could look out the window, and we could see into the massive crater that was now filling up with lava..... aparently more than one meteor hit, and lava was pouring out of each crator created... there was lots of debate and confusion wether to run up to the roof, away from the lava but trapped, or run to the streets and find a safe spot away from it..... I took to the streets... I saw many of my friends scatter different directions.... I was too scared to run to found out their plan.... I ran as fast as I could, and as I passed haverford middleschool, I found my little brother... (my little bro is my partner in crime for like everything, and he is involved in each of these dreams as an ally).... well, we rand to lynnwood elementary bevause the lava ended up deadending us at it... we rushed to the back where there is a big and steep hill that comes up to the side of the building, and we ran up that.... in the dream, it was a bit bigger and steeper than it actually is.... but we ran straight tot he top of that and leaned against the building, sighing a big sigh of relief, thinking we are safe, we can wait till the lava cools and hop back down and run home to see if mom and dad are okay (for some reason, i did not have my keys or phone or anything on me.... I could not just call them...
Well, after only a short period of time the lava became to creep OVER the other side of the building and drip on our side where the hill is... (the ground is uneaven. the other side of the school is higher up on the other side than it is on the side we were on, but we didnt think of that, we only saw that the hill was steep but had a flat top and the surrounding ground was all down hill). The small drip of lava became a small cascade, between me and my brother... he ran to one corner, i ran to the other, a small waterful of glowing red and steaming lava pouring down between us. I yelled for him to hold on and that everything will be okay... we will make it out of this.... But that is when I started to realize, we werent... the bottom of the hill was now a lavapool, the hillside was covered by a flow of lava that was coming from the roof.. the lava waterfall kept getting wider and wider, pushing me and my brother further into the corners until we had no room to move.... while the pool of lava rose, and, since the gronud we were standing on was flat, the splash of the lava made it so that we had to keep moving to not get hit, and a small pool was forming up here..... I yelled to my brother to hold on, that it is starting to let up...... he was on tip toes at the very edge, half way climbing the wall (the wall is there to keep kids from falling off the side of the hill, it doesnt really have a roof or anything, which is why it isnt dripping or pouring from there).... he is backed as far as he can go... then the pool that has been forming up here reaches him, he has nowhere to go either..... and the waterfall from the roof hits him at almost the same time...... I turned away, not wanting to see...... I knew we were royally screwed the second the lava was dripping from the roof....... well..... I was the only one left at this point.... i ran completely out of room..... the waterfall inching closer, the pool inching closer... no room to escape down the hill, nowhere to escape to...... I got closed in...... and a big blob drips from the roof onto my head, causing me to fall down the hill, rolling down in a river of lava and fire, and falling into the now about 6 feet of lava at the bottom........ but.... it wasnt hot... it was cold... my eyes were closed and i was clenched tight, and as soon as i opened my eyes, not really feeling on fire.... i was in my house, on the couch, my little brother sitting next to me, and my dad on the other couch..... we had a small conversation and came to the conclusion we all died.... everything was normal in the house.... except my laptop... something weird came up.... it was basically a blueprint of every building, the blinking ones were the ones that had people, the white outlined ones are the rooms and places where the lava hasnt hit, the grey is where the lava has hit, and the orange is where the meteors initially hit with the angle of impact being a blinking yellow dotted line....it was weird.... then, we noticed mom wasnt home... she must still be alive, and we looked for all the rooms and buildings that still were survivable and had people.... where could we go, though? if we looked out our windows, everything was a soft and fuzzy white, like there was a thick, yet bright fog outside.... we couldnt see anything and were not sure we could even go out......
Well, I woke up shortly after that point at almost 3 AM
The second dream... This one, I do not remember all that well.... something about a guy from the future, or a different plannet, and we got teleported (me and my brother) to planet where it is thick with fruit bearing trees, but the fruit is actually poisonous, and if we eat it, we will go blind (best case scenario).... I dont remember exactly what happened, but something about the trees being alive, and the guy that sent us here was a bad guy who was trying to clear the native live for jewels and things.........
the third dream.... I do not remember how we got there, but there were giant robot things standing on pieces of building that were floating down a massive lake of lava that...I am guessing was a city, because of all the bits of building standing out of the lava, and that me and my little brother are sitting on a piece of building that is floating down the way... the robots were talking about something, dont remember what, then they offered to save me and my little brother because they know of a safe place not far from where we are that is too small for them but perfect for our size (being normal people size)... we drift along to a cavern... meteors raining from the sky in the background, until we reach a weird hill.... one of the robots gives another a kiss before jumping into the lava and surrounding the part of the hill we need with his body.. the other says some magic words, and the dirt just crumbles, making a perfect passage way, which me and my brother run down after thanking them..... the one that jumped in melts, and we can hear the one he kissed sobbing as we run down the passage way.... the dirt behind us reforms and stops the lava from following us down.... and when we get to the bottom, there is a huuuuge safe room.... it has a well stocked kitchen, massive pantry also fully stocked, TV, xbox, massive collection of DVDs, games, massive thing of yugioh cards, several chess tables and other board games... just tons and tons and tons of stuff to keep us occupied... (i think the robots thaught we were two different genders and could repopulate or something.... but..... yeah... I feel bad for the robots... after we went down and the entry resealed, there was a loud and rumbling explosion...... )
I dont remember the details between that and waking up.....
WELL, those were my 3 weird end of the world dreams
let me know if i am fucked in the head, or it sounds like we have a good movie/book/comic idea XD
see y'all later!
Improvement and help!
General | Posted 13 years agoI need to get better at drawing!
I love to draw, it is really fun and it is a great outlet for pent up emotions and things... BUT... I really want to get better at it.... It seems like my skills are doing the opposite of improving! D:
so.. I will take suggestions on themes, kinks, etc. I wont do ALL of them, only the ones I feel are doable... there are some things I just cant draw, like ponies... then there are things i refuse to draw, scat/watersports... But, other than that, I am pretty open to trying things. I have a handful of fun characters to chose from, and I may even chose a few of yours if you provide a link or something to a reff sheet ^^
ALSO, I would greatly appreciate it if you guys would tell me what in my pictures looks the best and what parts look like they need improving... Like... i am starting to work on drawing heads at facing angles, apposed to looking perfectly forward and perfectly left or right.... the eye/snout placement is a spot of a challenge, but I am working on it! Input would be appreciated!!!
THANKS GUYS
comment here for suggestions and whatever!
WOW!!!
General | Posted 13 years agoI joined this site October 12th, 2009 07:06
I have recieved 25,596 pageviews
I have posted 671 submissions and 808 jurnals
I have given 29,822 comments, and received 31,050
and, I have gotten 2,120 faves<3
I have 341 watchers! (like 3 of which are active watchers XD )and I am watching... 4,814... huh... thats a lot, isnt it ^^;
Anyway! Thanks for the oodles of love over the years... i have litterally been on this site for 3 years, and I have to say I have always loved it here, and I dont foresee that changing any time soon!
so.... I think I might die....
General | Posted 13 years agookay... it seems like I get sick every time I go to the gym for a work out... I cant get enough air or water... have to frequently stop for water, even sit down at one of the tables near the windows and just lay on the table for a few minutes until i dont feel like I am going to die anymore....... usually go to the bathroom, puke up a little, wash my face with cold water (the cold water to the face makes me feel better almost right away, so idk if I am overheating....).... Usually after the puking and water, I feel better and get back to it.... but today... every time i got back to working out, it was worse... I couldnt get air, the world was spinning around me........ seriously felt like was going to throw up and die, in that order.....
Got home and am laying on the couch.... feel like fuck.....
anyone wanna play dooctor ad tell me whats wrong with me?
Got home and am laying on the couch.... feel like fuck.....
anyone wanna play dooctor ad tell me whats wrong with me?
my weird dream i had last night and woke up at 3am to
General | Posted 13 years agoThere was a room full of friends of mine, a handful of which I recognized in person.... a few of the others found some kind of book that looked kind of like the one from that kiddy halloween movie with the. 3 witches, the talking cat named zachery binx, a zombie... etc... inside the box where they found the booc, there was magic stuff..... the guys that found it braught some of the stuff to the room where all the rest of us where, and a lot of us were drawing anime things and talking about that, and there was a big gurren lagann picture on the wall that a few of them were working on coloring and drawing in and stuff, but the picture could move... like... the drawings itself were like a mini movie or something.....
The people that braught back the magic stuff came in, a handful of us gathered around it to look at the weird shit they found.... I took a small flat circle thing..... it had a weird symbol on it that I pressed to my hand, and it burned they symbol into my hand... the girl I was attempting to flirt with recognized the symbol and said she had one like it and showed me the one on her hand... some kind of spell symbol that gives different powers, but the powers can kill you if you arnt ready for it..... we didn't know that yet, but the girl used the (let's just call it a stamp) on herself, and within a few minutes she started feeling sick... she didn't look too well either... I forget a lot of the conversation, but it was dark... and there was something about ghosts, evil shadows and imposters...... some stuff I forgot already that I wish I didn't... one of the most haunting things was the girl that had the stamp and stamped herself again.... I rember holding her hand, her mark starting to glow, and the top layer of skin on her hand dried, turned blach and crumbled away.... she died... there was a funeral... than the remaining friends gathered in the room before... we were all in suits and dresses and proper funeral attire.... hugging eachother and crying... (she wasn't the only one dead, a few others died because of some weird shit... like eaten by shadows, killed by shadow imposters of friends and loved ones.... a little kid was left orphaned because the shadow things killed his parents... he was hugging a teddybare asking where his mommy and daddy were.... lot of sad and weird things............
Though, there was funny stuff too... like me, my dadd and a few other poeple wre in a hallway made of polished stone and the only light was from torches on the walls... my dad made a joke about a flashlight and the took his flashlight and said our only sotce of light was going to be magic.. all the torches went out, the dude waved his wand ans said faux something, and it made a small orb of light... then we had to try it and we all did it, except for my dad who accidentally shot off a fireball becausw he couldn't pronounce it right, lol... my dad can't pronounce certain sounds right because of his (subtle) philler accent....
Weird stuff ,lol
The people that braught back the magic stuff came in, a handful of us gathered around it to look at the weird shit they found.... I took a small flat circle thing..... it had a weird symbol on it that I pressed to my hand, and it burned they symbol into my hand... the girl I was attempting to flirt with recognized the symbol and said she had one like it and showed me the one on her hand... some kind of spell symbol that gives different powers, but the powers can kill you if you arnt ready for it..... we didn't know that yet, but the girl used the (let's just call it a stamp) on herself, and within a few minutes she started feeling sick... she didn't look too well either... I forget a lot of the conversation, but it was dark... and there was something about ghosts, evil shadows and imposters...... some stuff I forgot already that I wish I didn't... one of the most haunting things was the girl that had the stamp and stamped herself again.... I rember holding her hand, her mark starting to glow, and the top layer of skin on her hand dried, turned blach and crumbled away.... she died... there was a funeral... than the remaining friends gathered in the room before... we were all in suits and dresses and proper funeral attire.... hugging eachother and crying... (she wasn't the only one dead, a few others died because of some weird shit... like eaten by shadows, killed by shadow imposters of friends and loved ones.... a little kid was left orphaned because the shadow things killed his parents... he was hugging a teddybare asking where his mommy and daddy were.... lot of sad and weird things............
Though, there was funny stuff too... like me, my dadd and a few other poeple wre in a hallway made of polished stone and the only light was from torches on the walls... my dad made a joke about a flashlight and the took his flashlight and said our only sotce of light was going to be magic.. all the torches went out, the dude waved his wand ans said faux something, and it made a small orb of light... then we had to try it and we all did it, except for my dad who accidentally shot off a fireball becausw he couldn't pronounce it right, lol... my dad can't pronounce certain sounds right because of his (subtle) philler accent....
Weird stuff ,lol
GAH!!!!! IM SHORT A DIMENTION!!!!!!!
General | Posted 13 years agoI JUST REALIZED THAT I AM NOT GOOD WITH GIVING THIGNS A THIRD DIMENTION!!!!!!!!
LOOKING AT MY LATEST WORKS, THEY ARE SO FLAT!!!! DX
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TOO MUCH CUTE
General | Posted 13 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u155ncSlkCk&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ELtIPVLrzQY&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2btR9rAcdzo&feature=fvwrel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-e3M93QWIQE&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CinfuRwQlO0&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ndlf5_L5gsE&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-bbaB9DoyE&feature=relmfu (aparently the pup was fine, so dont worry about the ending)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHIfYwrb1k0&feature=fvwrel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZHWZf1Z4B5k&feature=fvwrel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=68IDuqCz2jA&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZs3EADi2pQ&NR=1&feature=endscreen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DQbhtZzHsbE&feature=related
this one is less cute, but i find it interesting
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DxoQVUVrOw4&feature=related
that is all i have to show you for now XD
DX looking for a master/mistress!!!
General | Posted 13 years agoI am looking for a female master or mistress.
To me, it is sort of an important and special role... sooo.... yeah
requirements:
-must be female
-not afraid to be nice or mean if the situation calls for it. sometimes, i may need you to get rough with me...
-okay with being yiffy once in a while
let me know if you are interested in filling the position!!!
and maybe pass on the word to other people that may be able to fill the role or may know someone else that can
thanks guys!!!
Hope you Halloween has been amazingtastic!
General | Posted 13 years agomine has been pretty alright ^^
this is the first year I have been handing out candy instead of going out and getting it, lol
kids are cute. Some of them are shy, some of them go all out, some of them... really half ass it
this one girl though... there was a group of kids, I say take two or three, and she dies in with both hands >.<
there was every range of ages from kids that can barely walk or talk, and there were
there was a group of four girls, probobly about 12 years old, one of them (dressed as an angel, very shy) complimented me on the cob webs on the bushes and the hanging skull and stuff (took ten mins to throw on there... I did try to make it all look nice, but everything was wet and leaves blown all over from sandy... we couldnt set up anything before today because of the storm)
a lot of really nice kids and stuff though.
things have been pretty sweet
im pigging out on left over candy (we have enough left over to last till easter XD )
hope you all had fun~<3
this is the first year I have been handing out candy instead of going out and getting it, lol
kids are cute. Some of them are shy, some of them go all out, some of them... really half ass it
this one girl though... there was a group of kids, I say take two or three, and she dies in with both hands >.<
there was every range of ages from kids that can barely walk or talk, and there were
there was a group of four girls, probobly about 12 years old, one of them (dressed as an angel, very shy) complimented me on the cob webs on the bushes and the hanging skull and stuff (took ten mins to throw on there... I did try to make it all look nice, but everything was wet and leaves blown all over from sandy... we couldnt set up anything before today because of the storm)
a lot of really nice kids and stuff though.
things have been pretty sweet
im pigging out on left over candy (we have enough left over to last till easter XD )
hope you all had fun~<3
tmi tuesday
General | Posted 13 years agoim bored... the excitement of the hurricane and the power going out is over, i need something fun to do
sooooo
yup.. ask whatever
less than great wake up call... >.<
General | Posted 13 years agoso, yeah, I had a dream where I was being chased by monster spiders, the smallest being the size of a ping pong ball, the largest the size of a basketball... there were millions of them, and they were after me... one jumped on my face, and I woke up by punching myself in the face DX>
my face hurts!
my face hurts!
looking for friends
General | Posted 13 years agoyeah, I used to have a lot more friends on here than I do now....
not sure where they all disappeared to... anyway, I have become too cut off from the rest of the world and fairly antisocial
>.< no bueno!
nicht gut
soooo....
Im not one to ask more than a conversation once in a while
and I do draw and stuff for friends a lot (incase you are looking for more perks for the situation, lol)
uhm.. so.. yeah...
comment or note me I guess
I look forward to meeting and getting to know you guys and gals out there
....
General | Posted 13 years ago*cries softly and curls up in the corner, mumbling to myself incoherant attempts to make myself feel better*
things get better.... have to get better.... doesnt rain every day.... 17 year bad luck streak isnt that bad......... people.... people leave you because of them, not you.... just coincidences.... just coincidences... nothings wrong... not all my fault......
things get better.... have to get better.... doesnt rain every day.... 17 year bad luck streak isnt that bad......... people.... people leave you because of them, not you.... just coincidences.... just coincidences... nothings wrong... not all my fault......
psychiactric clinic for abused cuddletoys
General | Posted 13 years agoFREE SHORT STORY REQUESTS AND FREE COMMISSIONS
General | Posted 13 years agoI WILL WRITE FOR PEOPLE!!!!!!!
I want to write for you guys
my motivation with my personal books has been.... falling... I really dont feel the same burning and motivation and things.....
so.... heres the deal... I can ONLY do one story at a time, two at absolute most....
If the file of what I type is more than 30 MB, I'll charge you about 5 bucks, and an aditional quarter for every next 10 MB
30 megabytes is not short, which is why I will charge you if it gets that long
I am pretty sure it wont, so dont worry
and even if it is just at 30, but you dont really have money, I probobly wont charge you... but if it is like 50 MB... I will ask you to pay up
Porn, romance, cubs, straight, bi, gay
and... as I write, I will be working with you to make sure I am getting personalities and details correct
only thing I will not write is any glorification of rape.......
oh, and if you are not nice to work for/with, I quite simple won't.
I am taking a break from drawing to work on my writing ability... I need practice and tips for improvement
thanks y'all
I want to write for you guys
my motivation with my personal books has been.... falling... I really dont feel the same burning and motivation and things.....
so.... heres the deal... I can ONLY do one story at a time, two at absolute most....
If the file of what I type is more than 30 MB, I'll charge you about 5 bucks, and an aditional quarter for every next 10 MB
30 megabytes is not short, which is why I will charge you if it gets that long
I am pretty sure it wont, so dont worry
and even if it is just at 30, but you dont really have money, I probobly wont charge you... but if it is like 50 MB... I will ask you to pay up
Porn, romance, cubs, straight, bi, gay
and... as I write, I will be working with you to make sure I am getting personalities and details correct
only thing I will not write is any glorification of rape.......
oh, and if you are not nice to work for/with, I quite simple won't.
I am taking a break from drawing to work on my writing ability... I need practice and tips for improvement
thanks y'all
just keeps on piling on......
General | Posted 13 years agoreally... why doesnt everything just stop for a minute......
first jarred leaves... now connor........... the only one I truly believed would never leave............ 2 days from now would be our two year anniversary...................................
there school stuff kicking my ass too.... and family stuff......
it just piles on... more and more....
first jarred leaves... now connor........... the only one I truly believed would never leave............ 2 days from now would be our two year anniversary...................................
there school stuff kicking my ass too.... and family stuff......
it just piles on... more and more....
The story of how I got my laptop back, by Yiharbin
General | Posted 13 years agoso, my dad took my laptop and stuff because there was a gay movie on netflix.... my ex watched it, which is why it was there
ANYWAY
I went to the bathroom, but I left my phone out in the open with some REALLY good pron on. Like up there, freakin hot porn....
I come back from the can, dad hands me my phone saying I left it on the floor (I did), and told me I could have my laptop back XD
I didnt actually think it would work
but... huzzah!
ANYWAY
I went to the bathroom, but I left my phone out in the open with some REALLY good pron on. Like up there, freakin hot porn....
I come back from the can, dad hands me my phone saying I left it on the floor (I did), and told me I could have my laptop back XD
I didnt actually think it would work
but... huzzah!
wont have computer..... some trouble.... be back when I can
General | Posted 13 years agoDont expect many responses from me.... I will be aronud as much as I can be, but...................
heres the deal.....
my boyfriend dumped me over.... well.... its a little bit complicated......
im basically in pieces....... *sigh*.... super depressed... feel like absolute hell..............
........
not only that, but I got screamed at over one or two of the things he watched on our netflix.... the main one being http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Another_Gay_Movie
soooooooo my dad took away my computer and took netflix off the xbox......
I still have netflix and skype on my phone, and i can get on FA, DA and IB from there...... but..... theres only so much I can really do from it......
I will try to be on as much as I can... but.... dont expect too much from me, okay guys?
....im sorry........
this is good bye for now.... dont know when ill get my comp and stuff back or when I will be able to reply...........
will miss you all..............
heres the deal.....
my boyfriend dumped me over.... well.... its a little bit complicated......
im basically in pieces....... *sigh*.... super depressed... feel like absolute hell..............
........
not only that, but I got screamed at over one or two of the things he watched on our netflix.... the main one being http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Another_Gay_Movie
soooooooo my dad took away my computer and took netflix off the xbox......
I still have netflix and skype on my phone, and i can get on FA, DA and IB from there...... but..... theres only so much I can really do from it......
I will try to be on as much as I can... but.... dont expect too much from me, okay guys?
....im sorry........
this is good bye for now.... dont know when ill get my comp and stuff back or when I will be able to reply...........
will miss you all..............
the debate....
General | Posted 13 years agowatching the debate, and it is kind of pissing me off...
I hate em both to be honist.... obama is a loser who went around the system to throw money at different groups that were suposed to do more.............. BUT Romney is a douche bag.
I like what romney said... it was something like "47% of this country thinks the government owes them something"
some people do abuse the system, and it is bull shit....
here is what I think you should do..........
-cut the groups that arnt doing shit entirely
-STOP jobs over seas entirely.... dont care if it is feading some indian family, your job as an american company or as an american president is to look after the AMERICAN people. I dont care if it is cheeper, it is wrong.
-tax the living balls off of foreign goods (not nessissarily media or things, but things that can be made in the US SHOULD be made int the US)
-give more money to schools and things
-stop being a pussy about foreing policey.... my policey would be "You fuck with us, we will fuck the living fuck out of you. End of story."
-work on fixing inflation until the dollar bill is at least near the ammount of gold in the treasury
-find ways to pay china back, because we owe them freakin TRILLIONS
I may be a communist, but I could run this nation better then these a-holes we have to chose between
I hate em both to be honist.... obama is a loser who went around the system to throw money at different groups that were suposed to do more.............. BUT Romney is a douche bag.
I like what romney said... it was something like "47% of this country thinks the government owes them something"
some people do abuse the system, and it is bull shit....
here is what I think you should do..........
-cut the groups that arnt doing shit entirely
-STOP jobs over seas entirely.... dont care if it is feading some indian family, your job as an american company or as an american president is to look after the AMERICAN people. I dont care if it is cheeper, it is wrong.
-tax the living balls off of foreign goods (not nessissarily media or things, but things that can be made in the US SHOULD be made int the US)
-give more money to schools and things
-stop being a pussy about foreing policey.... my policey would be "You fuck with us, we will fuck the living fuck out of you. End of story."
-work on fixing inflation until the dollar bill is at least near the ammount of gold in the treasury
-find ways to pay china back, because we owe them freakin TRILLIONS
I may be a communist, but I could run this nation better then these a-holes we have to chose between
Computer is on its death bed DX
General | Posted 13 years agoSo... yeah.. my computer is on its last leg... the dead pixels, missing keys and broken hinge were all deplorable.... but.. it started randomly shutting down, clearing everything I have up..... it is officially on its way out... it is sad to see it go..... but what REALLY super sucks about it is that this is where pretty much all my friends are ;;
no deviant art, no fur affinity, no ink bunny.... no Gmail, no comast, no yahoo.... so, no email any more..... no skype...... nothing.... just me and the TV...... starting to run low on drawing paper, and a lot of my markers are dying......
*sigh*....
I will use my computer to the extent in which it will work, but.... dont get mad at me for slow responses or lack of activity or whatever...
;; computer only lasted about 3 years.....
*sigh* that is all, folks... Ill be around.... message me if you need me, but be patient with repsonses, okay?
no deviant art, no fur affinity, no ink bunny.... no Gmail, no comast, no yahoo.... so, no email any more..... no skype...... nothing.... just me and the TV...... starting to run low on drawing paper, and a lot of my markers are dying......
*sigh*....
I will use my computer to the extent in which it will work, but.... dont get mad at me for slow responses or lack of activity or whatever...
;; computer only lasted about 3 years.....
*sigh* that is all, folks... Ill be around.... message me if you need me, but be patient with repsonses, okay?
