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My Birthday Is Tomorrow...
Posted 2 years agoWell I'll be turning 24 years old as of tomorrow. It's been one he'll of a rough year for me, but I have managed to pull through once again to continue on with doing what I love to do. I am feeling a little down though, if I'm being honest. My B-Day is gonna be lacking my family that lives a few states over and most of my friends will be busy with their wives and crushes. That pretty much means I'll be spending my 24th birthday alone. And well, I feel genuinely hurt. And alone. Usually this day doesn't effect me like this, but the recent events that have been happening have left quite the impact on me, this certain feeling of pure loneliness and isolation really has me feeling like I'm alone.
Aside from a few online buddies of mine, my B-Day will be quite the firestarter to launch me back and have me spiraling into an out of control mess that's made up of depression. I just...I know it's selfish of me to ask for any help of any kind, especially after so many have already helped me with so many thing, but I could really use the financial boost to not only help me keep my mind off stuff, but to help get through the day. Basically all's that I'm asking for is if all my friends, my fans, and everyone who is able to donate or spare anything can come together and help out. I'll put links below to where I'm able to accept any funds. But yeah, that's pretty much it.
I love you guys so much and well, I appreciate everything the people in this community has done for me. I hope that one day I'll be able to give back just as much as I have been given. ^^
PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/SanAnto99
CashApp: $RudyL1999 / https://cash.app/$RudyL1999
Peace ^^
Aside from a few online buddies of mine, my B-Day will be quite the firestarter to launch me back and have me spiraling into an out of control mess that's made up of depression. I just...I know it's selfish of me to ask for any help of any kind, especially after so many have already helped me with so many thing, but I could really use the financial boost to not only help me keep my mind off stuff, but to help get through the day. Basically all's that I'm asking for is if all my friends, my fans, and everyone who is able to donate or spare anything can come together and help out. I'll put links below to where I'm able to accept any funds. But yeah, that's pretty much it.
I love you guys so much and well, I appreciate everything the people in this community has done for me. I hope that one day I'll be able to give back just as much as I have been given. ^^
PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/SanAnto99
CashApp: $RudyL1999 / https://cash.app/$RudyL1999
Peace ^^
Help Me End This Struggle
Posted 3 years agoHello fellow furs, people, friends, and good people. I have finally mustered the courage to step forward and swallow my pride and let you guys know know where the hell I've been and what the hell I've been doing. So no more secrets. No more lies. So here goes.
I have lost everything. I lost my job. I lost my home. I lost my pets that I had to give away to spare them from living on the streets. I lost my friends. I lost my grandma. I lost my mind. I lost my pride and dignity. I lost my soulmate, I really just lost everything. And I'm sure there's more to come by the way things are looking.
But the truth is, I completely brought all this upon myself and I only have myself to blame. I made friends on a site that I used to watch and indulge myself in inappropriate subjects, later partaking in putting out my own artworks. I got attached and met so many good people, and I honestly truly never felt happier and more welcomed than I ever have. I was able to be myself and finally explore what I had kept bottled up inside. But that would be my biggest mistake because I only ended up hurting myself and losing some good friends.
So for all those who know of me or had been my friend for a while now, I'm sorry. Especially to those I've learned on and ended up pushing them away. I'm a horrible person, I don't mean to be and God knows that at heart I don't want to be, but right now I feel like I am. The little good in me is the ONLY reason why I'm even writing this because... well I'm not sure. Maybe I just wanted to tell someone this whole time, I don't know...
But after all the hell and pain and loss I've been through, nothing pains me more than watching someone who doesn't deserve what I'm going through get out through the same shit. While I was struggling withy own sicknesses and depression, my mom and pops were struggling with money and trying to do their best to keep our family together. My dad had lost his job after his boss died so he had to find odd jobs just to bring in something. My mom was trying to get ahold of me, but I couldn't even answer her cause I was on the streets. And everything from that point on just fell apart for them.
My dad had to get loans on his car and truck and my mom had to sell a lot of her stuf, to which what I'm told, actually held them afloat for a while. But after being late on the rent and loans, they soon fell behind and now they're where they're at; waiting to be thrown out in a house with no light and water. Not to mention they already repo'd my dad's trucks so moving gonna be a bitch now.
So that's why I'm here. I have a favor to ask from you guys and anyone who who's willing to help this lost soul. Right now, I'm on my way back to help them, but I can't do it alone, I know I'm not strong enough by myself. But together, I'm sure we can make a difference. I know that not only can we help them be pulled out of this debt and keep them out of the streets, but maybe I can use my time that I'm staying with them to focus and fix up myself too
I don't know but from what I heard, seen, and sound, my mom sounds like she's in pain. And it hurts more than anything to know she's going through hell when she doesn't deserve to. Same for my pop's. I could hear how bad and stressed out he is from all that's going on. And honestly, it should be only me going through this kind of hell, not them. So that's why I'm asking you guys to please help them out and spare anything you can. Or if you got people who you could share this link with, please help this lost soul out and spread the word by sharing it with them. I appreciate
https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/8MPaI4QBQr
I'll leave this here for now, I've been stressed all day and I'm almost there in a few more hours anyways, so I'm gonna get some shut eye. I'll see you guys later, peace....
I have lost everything. I lost my job. I lost my home. I lost my pets that I had to give away to spare them from living on the streets. I lost my friends. I lost my grandma. I lost my mind. I lost my pride and dignity. I lost my soulmate, I really just lost everything. And I'm sure there's more to come by the way things are looking.
But the truth is, I completely brought all this upon myself and I only have myself to blame. I made friends on a site that I used to watch and indulge myself in inappropriate subjects, later partaking in putting out my own artworks. I got attached and met so many good people, and I honestly truly never felt happier and more welcomed than I ever have. I was able to be myself and finally explore what I had kept bottled up inside. But that would be my biggest mistake because I only ended up hurting myself and losing some good friends.
So for all those who know of me or had been my friend for a while now, I'm sorry. Especially to those I've learned on and ended up pushing them away. I'm a horrible person, I don't mean to be and God knows that at heart I don't want to be, but right now I feel like I am. The little good in me is the ONLY reason why I'm even writing this because... well I'm not sure. Maybe I just wanted to tell someone this whole time, I don't know...
But after all the hell and pain and loss I've been through, nothing pains me more than watching someone who doesn't deserve what I'm going through get out through the same shit. While I was struggling withy own sicknesses and depression, my mom and pops were struggling with money and trying to do their best to keep our family together. My dad had lost his job after his boss died so he had to find odd jobs just to bring in something. My mom was trying to get ahold of me, but I couldn't even answer her cause I was on the streets. And everything from that point on just fell apart for them.
My dad had to get loans on his car and truck and my mom had to sell a lot of her stuf, to which what I'm told, actually held them afloat for a while. But after being late on the rent and loans, they soon fell behind and now they're where they're at; waiting to be thrown out in a house with no light and water. Not to mention they already repo'd my dad's trucks so moving gonna be a bitch now.
So that's why I'm here. I have a favor to ask from you guys and anyone who who's willing to help this lost soul. Right now, I'm on my way back to help them, but I can't do it alone, I know I'm not strong enough by myself. But together, I'm sure we can make a difference. I know that not only can we help them be pulled out of this debt and keep them out of the streets, but maybe I can use my time that I'm staying with them to focus and fix up myself too
I don't know but from what I heard, seen, and sound, my mom sounds like she's in pain. And it hurts more than anything to know she's going through hell when she doesn't deserve to. Same for my pop's. I could hear how bad and stressed out he is from all that's going on. And honestly, it should be only me going through this kind of hell, not them. So that's why I'm asking you guys to please help them out and spare anything you can. Or if you got people who you could share this link with, please help this lost soul out and spread the word by sharing it with them. I appreciate
https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/8MPaI4QBQr
I'll leave this here for now, I've been stressed all day and I'm almost there in a few more hours anyways, so I'm gonna get some shut eye. I'll see you guys later, peace....
Help Me End This Struggle
Posted 3 years agoHello fellow furs, people, friends, and good people. I have finally mustered the courage to step forward and swallow my pride and let you guys know know where the hell I've been and what the hell I've been doing. So no more secrets. No more lies. So here goes.
I have lost everything. I lost my job. I lost my home. I lost my pets that I had to give away to spare them from living on the streets. I lost my friends. I lost my grandma. I lost my mind. I lost my pride and dignity. I lost my soulmate, I really just lost everything. And I'm sure there's more to come by the way things are looking.
But the truth is, I completely brought all this upon myself and I only have myself to blame. I made friends on a site that I used to watch and indulge myself in inappropriate subjects, later partaking in putting out my own artworks. I got attached and met so many good people, and I honestly truly never felt happier and more welcomed than I ever have. I was able to be myself and finally explore what I had kept bottled up inside. But that would be my biggest mistake because I only ended up hurting myself and losing some good friends.
So for all those who know of me or had been my friend for a while now, I'm sorry. Especially to those I've learned on and ended up pushing them away. I'm a horrible person, I don't mean to be and God knows that at heart I don't want to be, but right now I feel like I am. The little good in me is the ONLY reason why I'm even writing this because... well I'm not sure. Maybe I just wanted to tell someone this whole time, I don't know...
But after all the hell and pain and loss I've been through, nothing pains me more than watching someone who doesn't deserve what I'm going through get out through the same shit. While I was struggling withy own sicknesses and depression, my mom and pops were struggling with money and trying to do their best to keep our family together. My dad had lost his job after his boss died so he had to find odd jobs just to bring in something. My mom was trying to get ahold of me, but I couldn't even answer her cause I was on the streets. And everything from that point on just fell apart for them.
My dad had to get loans on his car and truck and my mom had to sell a lot of her stuf, to which what I'm told, actually held them afloat for a while. But after being late on the rent and loans, they soon fell behind and now they're where they're at; waiting to be thrown out in a house with no light and water. Not to mention they already repo'd my dad's trucks so moving gonna be a bitch now.
So that's why I'm here. I have a favor to ask from you guys and anyone who who's willing to help this lost soul. Right now, I'm on my way back to help them, but I can't do it alone, I know I'm not strong enough by myself. But together, I'm sure we can make a difference. I know that not only can we help them be pulled out of this debt and keep them out of the streets, but maybe I can use my time that I'm staying with them to focus and fix up myself too
I don't know but from what I heard, seen, and sound, my mom sounds like she's in pain. And it hurts more than anything to know she's going through hell when she doesn't deserve to. Same for my pop's. I could hear how bad and stressed out he is from all that's going on. And honestly, it should be only me going through this kind of hell, not them. So that's why I'm asking you guys to please help them out and spare anything you can. Or if you got people who you could share this link with, please help this lost soul out and spread the word by sharing it with them. I appreciate
https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/8MPaI4QBQr
I'll leave this here for now, I've been stressed all day and I'm almost there in a few more hours anyways, so I'm gonna get some shut eye. I'll see you guys later, peace....
I have lost everything. I lost my job. I lost my home. I lost my pets that I had to give away to spare them from living on the streets. I lost my friends. I lost my grandma. I lost my mind. I lost my pride and dignity. I lost my soulmate, I really just lost everything. And I'm sure there's more to come by the way things are looking.
But the truth is, I completely brought all this upon myself and I only have myself to blame. I made friends on a site that I used to watch and indulge myself in inappropriate subjects, later partaking in putting out my own artworks. I got attached and met so many good people, and I honestly truly never felt happier and more welcomed than I ever have. I was able to be myself and finally explore what I had kept bottled up inside. But that would be my biggest mistake because I only ended up hurting myself and losing some good friends.
So for all those who know of me or had been my friend for a while now, I'm sorry. Especially to those I've learned on and ended up pushing them away. I'm a horrible person, I don't mean to be and God knows that at heart I don't want to be, but right now I feel like I am. The little good in me is the ONLY reason why I'm even writing this because... well I'm not sure. Maybe I just wanted to tell someone this whole time, I don't know...
But after all the hell and pain and loss I've been through, nothing pains me more than watching someone who doesn't deserve what I'm going through get out through the same shit. While I was struggling withy own sicknesses and depression, my mom and pops were struggling with money and trying to do their best to keep our family together. My dad had lost his job after his boss died so he had to find odd jobs just to bring in something. My mom was trying to get ahold of me, but I couldn't even answer her cause I was on the streets. And everything from that point on just fell apart for them.
My dad had to get loans on his car and truck and my mom had to sell a lot of her stuf, to which what I'm told, actually held them afloat for a while. But after being late on the rent and loans, they soon fell behind and now they're where they're at; waiting to be thrown out in a house with no light and water. Not to mention they already repo'd my dad's trucks so moving gonna be a bitch now.
So that's why I'm here. I have a favor to ask from you guys and anyone who who's willing to help this lost soul. Right now, I'm on my way back to help them, but I can't do it alone, I know I'm not strong enough by myself. But together, I'm sure we can make a difference. I know that not only can we help them be pulled out of this debt and keep them out of the streets, but maybe I can use my time that I'm staying with them to focus and fix up myself too
I don't know but from what I heard, seen, and sound, my mom sounds like she's in pain. And it hurts more than anything to know she's going through hell when she doesn't deserve to. Same for my pop's. I could hear how bad and stressed out he is from all that's going on. And honestly, it should be only me going through this kind of hell, not them. So that's why I'm asking you guys to please help them out and spare anything you can. Or if you got people who you could share this link with, please help this lost soul out and spread the word by sharing it with them. I appreciate
https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/8MPaI4QBQr
I'll leave this here for now, I've been stressed all day and I'm almost there in a few more hours anyways, so I'm gonna get some shut eye. I'll see you guys later, peace....
I'm Coming Home
Posted 4 years agoFirst off I want to apologize for making my friends along with everyone checking in on me worried because of my silence. It wasn't my intention to put you'll through that ordeal of stressing of my whereabouts. But the truth is, I was pretty certain that this time around I was finally gonna die. And I sincerely believed I was. And if I was, I had figured it would have been easier on everyone to simply vanish, to be a someone who was online one day and then not the next, slowly to be forgotten as time passes on.
I know. I'm a horrible person for going for that route, but I've never been the type of person to burden anyone with what I'm going through. And because of that, I figured this would be the easiest way to do things. I didn't even tell my family this time around, figured what was the point y'know? But now that I'm recovering, I feel riddled with guilt on how I handled things. And sure I could have continued on with keeping things to myself and just come back like nothing happened, but I genuinely feel wrong for keeping everyone in the dark about this for so long.
I just want to let everyone know that I'm doing fine now, and that after months of hospitalizations, I've finally been given a date to go home by this weekend. Hopefully after I'm released and get settled, I will finally be able to patch things up with everyone and catch up with some friends. I know there's a few things I need to work on like finishing some unfinished commissions that are long overdue (I really owe these people an apology) as well as getting up to speed with everyone, but I honestly look forward to it all, especially after everything I had to go through. I just can't wait to take advantage of this extra life I've been given and get things back to normal.
And to my friends that have been concerned, again I am deeply sorry for what I put you'll through. I'll make sure to drop in later and talk with you'll when I'm feeling a bit more awake. But for now, rest easy and love to the most of ya.
-yolo99
I know. I'm a horrible person for going for that route, but I've never been the type of person to burden anyone with what I'm going through. And because of that, I figured this would be the easiest way to do things. I didn't even tell my family this time around, figured what was the point y'know? But now that I'm recovering, I feel riddled with guilt on how I handled things. And sure I could have continued on with keeping things to myself and just come back like nothing happened, but I genuinely feel wrong for keeping everyone in the dark about this for so long.
I just want to let everyone know that I'm doing fine now, and that after months of hospitalizations, I've finally been given a date to go home by this weekend. Hopefully after I'm released and get settled, I will finally be able to patch things up with everyone and catch up with some friends. I know there's a few things I need to work on like finishing some unfinished commissions that are long overdue (I really owe these people an apology) as well as getting up to speed with everyone, but I honestly look forward to it all, especially after everything I had to go through. I just can't wait to take advantage of this extra life I've been given and get things back to normal.
And to my friends that have been concerned, again I am deeply sorry for what I put you'll through. I'll make sure to drop in later and talk with you'll when I'm feeling a bit more awake. But for now, rest easy and love to the most of ya.
-yolo99
Macro/Micro March art Trades Anyone?
Posted 4 years agoI'm gonna be taking a break soon after Macro march ends and wanted to see if anyone out there wants to do some macro themed art trades with me? I'm not looking for much, just maybe some paw/foot centered art. Note me or msg me if you're interested ^^
Today is my Birthday!
Posted 4 years agoHell yeah! Just turned 22 today and I'm super stoked mainly cause I didn't think I'd live to see it. These past couple of months have been hard with my lung infection and when the cold hit, things only got worse. Now I'm better, still a little sick, but now I'm able to comfortably say I'll be fine.
I want to thank everyone who was there for me and those who came by to check on me. I appreciate it all, you're the reason why I was able to pull through. So thank you all, for pushing me to fight my illness so I can live to see today and everyday pass this one.
I want to thank everyone who was there for me and those who came by to check on me. I appreciate it all, you're the reason why I was able to pull through. So thank you all, for pushing me to fight my illness so I can live to see today and everyday pass this one.
Happy Valentine's Day Everyone!
Posted 4 years agoJust wanted to drop in and tell everyone Happy Valentine's Day! I won't be spending the day with anyone special or anything, you know cause it's like 8 degrees outside, but also cause I still haven't got back in the game since my last relationship.
But all is good. I'm a kick back, play some games, doodle some stuff, amd take it easy. So stay safe, stay warm(or cool for some) and have an awesome day fellas!
But all is good. I'm a kick back, play some games, doodle some stuff, amd take it easy. So stay safe, stay warm(or cool for some) and have an awesome day fellas!
Commissions are open baby!!!
Posted 5 years agoThe holidays are here, which means so are some problems. So to get me outta these problems, I'm accepting commissions requests. For more info, check this link here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37962004/
I work around the prices because the art style can range from "sexy anime dads" to "chibi cartoon men" so feel free to heckle and take advantage of the cheap prices. I'm always accepting tips too!
Right now I'll accept 5 requests, just read the rules and don't feel shy to ask questions! Who knows, maybe I can be you're go to guy for art pieces like that! At the moment I'm accepting PayPal only tho as Kofi is being stupid hehe.
But yeah, happy holidays and thanks for hearing me out! Peace!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37962004/
I work around the prices because the art style can range from "sexy anime dads" to "chibi cartoon men" so feel free to heckle and take advantage of the cheap prices. I'm always accepting tips too!
Right now I'll accept 5 requests, just read the rules and don't feel shy to ask questions! Who knows, maybe I can be you're go to guy for art pieces like that! At the moment I'm accepting PayPal only tho as Kofi is being stupid hehe.
But yeah, happy holidays and thanks for hearing me out! Peace!
I Really Need Your Help...
Posted 5 years agoHello guys, I have a bit of a situation right now and I could seriously use your help. The situation is that I am about to get kicked out of my home. My roommate up and left me with rent due and bills due and I already tapped into my savings to pay off for last months rent. But now the rent is due again and I'm gonna be short, by a lot...
My landlord is very strict and does not fuck around. She already threatened to evict me last month for being late and I just wanna avoid that situation all together. I've been living here for so long, that this place feels like home, not to mention it's very convenient to my work. But until I find a new roommate, things are gonna be bumpy.
I'm not asking for much, just whatever you can donate. I need to reach at least $250 to be in the safe zone, and at worst, I'll pawn some stuff to make ends meet.
But PLEASE, help me out. I can't give much, but for those who do help out, maybe I can offer something for your help. An art piece or maybe even a story. Whatever it is, I'll give it to you. At worst case, I'll pay you'll back little by little just please...
I don't know what else to do or where else to go to. You guys are my only hope. If you do plan to donate to me, here is my paypal:
https://www.paypal.me/SanAnto99
And here is my kofi: https://ko-fi.com/sananto210
I never do things like this and all I'm trying to do is get things back on track. Even with all the overtime its still not enough. I had to sacrifice my grocery money and get food from the food Bank just to make sure my Chow Chow gets plenty to eat. That's how fucked up my situation is.
So if you got a few dollars in your card and got nothing to spend it on, help a guy who's struggling out. It would mean so much to me. Thank you for hearing my plea...
My landlord is very strict and does not fuck around. She already threatened to evict me last month for being late and I just wanna avoid that situation all together. I've been living here for so long, that this place feels like home, not to mention it's very convenient to my work. But until I find a new roommate, things are gonna be bumpy.
I'm not asking for much, just whatever you can donate. I need to reach at least $250 to be in the safe zone, and at worst, I'll pawn some stuff to make ends meet.
But PLEASE, help me out. I can't give much, but for those who do help out, maybe I can offer something for your help. An art piece or maybe even a story. Whatever it is, I'll give it to you. At worst case, I'll pay you'll back little by little just please...
I don't know what else to do or where else to go to. You guys are my only hope. If you do plan to donate to me, here is my paypal:
https://www.paypal.me/SanAnto99
And here is my kofi: https://ko-fi.com/sananto210
I never do things like this and all I'm trying to do is get things back on track. Even with all the overtime its still not enough. I had to sacrifice my grocery money and get food from the food Bank just to make sure my Chow Chow gets plenty to eat. That's how fucked up my situation is.
So if you got a few dollars in your card and got nothing to spend it on, help a guy who's struggling out. It would mean so much to me. Thank you for hearing my plea...
100th Follower Special?
Posted 5 years agoI want to draw something special to mark the goal of when I reach 100 followers! If you got any hot manly characters that have no foot art, make a list and comment it below. The characters with the most reoccurring votes or the best of the best will be featured in my 100th follower special! Let the fun begin!
Quick Question
Posted 6 years agoHow come I can’t upload animated gifs as my avatar?
Also, why can’t I upload anything at all?
Oh wait. Nvm. I got it 👍
Also, why can’t I upload anything at all?
Oh wait. Nvm. I got it 👍
