I really regret joining the Professor Owl Caption TF raffle by rainthewolfie

I hoped I could win, but sadly I did not, and as a result, it all led to me having to write down my own Professor Owl Caption TF post today as a result.

I feel like a pure failure, a nobody who should never be born at all.

And I don't feel like I want to join raffles anymore.

Hi again.

The more I realise, it is more easy to lose a raffle than actually win one.

I learned the hard way.

Hi again.

I am letting you know I deleted the status posts bashing the user over on DA, and said I was sorry. I know his stories have their fans, even if they are not my cup of tea.

https://www.deviantart.com/sharpe-f.....tus-1213625162

https://www.deviantart.com/sharpe-f.....y-I-1213618340

Hi guys, I am letting you know that I finally turned 26 years old today.

So today is my birthday.

Today's my last day as an 25 year old.

Tomorrow, it is going to be my 26th birthday.

Probably one thing I feel annoyed about myself on FA is that I rarely get faves for new stuff uploaded onto my FA account, and when I do, it is usually from three users and that is it.
I often feel like, this is often the result of me liking a character (Professor Owl) that no one seems to recognise unless it's people who do know him.
It also does not help that I don't even do real art, meaning I can't do an painting of Professor Owl, or pay someone to do an art of him, which is why I am stuck on the cheap (pitching requests to artists who do them), because I do not have the online money to pay for a commission.
Even if I did have the money for commissions, then the artist wouldn't want to do him anyway, (this is a problem I now have with RedWolfGator99, as he is no longer interested with me pitching request arts of Professor Owl for them to do, which is why I had to let the artist do arts featuring Sonic characters instead).
I feel guilty for loving a character that very little people remember, and an character that the company who created him even wants to bury, since they don't want the shorts he appeared in onto Disney+.
I still am my own failure.
A failure for loving Professor Owl, no wonder why loving him was all for nothing.
Even though I do love Professor Owl.

Hi guys, I got some sad news.

I am not one of the winners of bluegreen369's latest raffle.

My idea to the artist was for them to do a TF of me becoming the forgotten Disney character, Professor Owl. Sadly, as I did not be one of the winners, that idea will never be realized by the artist, meaning that since I don't even have online money, I will sadly probably have to pitch the idea to mojo1985 instead.

Nobody cares about Professor Owl, all because it's Disney's fault that he's an niche character, and I don't even deserve to be on the internet, not even on DA, not even on FA and not even on Twitter, and not even everywhere.

So Luiskoa is preparing to delete his FA account as he already disabled access to it and has already deactivated his Bluekoa64 account. I will miss them.


While I do understand the user wants to look after his family, I still find it surprising that he did not leave his accounts up for users to see as a archive.

Happy New Year!

Have a merry Christmas.

For those who watch me here and those who I watch. I have an Bluesky account

https://bsky.app/profile/reallorcan.bsky.social

I just removed my FA colourizations of AnyFan1's fatty Pokemon templates, all because when I saw one of them (the Fat Lucario piece) get an fave today instead of any of my newer pieces.

Yes, I'm aware not everyone cares for my newer pieces (especially those that involve a certain breakfast cereal mascot (Toucan Sam) that not everyone's a big fan of as an character (especially since SyriusNightwing was right all along back in August when I vented about users in the AI Hub server not willing to do my RVC voice model of Maurice LaMarche's portrayal of Toucan Sam request), especially Brits, to the point I'm the only British fan of Toucan Sam, but not when he's in his shitty 2020 redesign or the slightly-better 2021 redesign), but honestly, I think my newer pieces (whenever they are unique for my account or duplicate uploads of some of my Toucan Sam requests from artists) are better than the colourizations of AnyFan1's fatty Pokemon templates.

I now despise my colourizations of AnyFan1's fatty Pokemon templates, especially their (now-deleted) FA uploads all because they are spotlight stealers that stole the thunder from my new pieces, and I regret doing them back in 2020 in the first place.

I have admit that while I'm pleased that my colourizations of AnyFan1's templates still get appreciation, I'm not too keen that they hog the faving attention rather than my other arts and the select requests that artists did for me.

I'm gonna say it.

I'm not too keen on ArtFight.

Well, it looks like Twitter has been f**ked up by the Musk since yesterday.

Dammit, but I will try to stay on Twitter unless Musk causes another stupid thing on Twitter that causes me to leave the site.

For those of you who watch me, or those who I watch.

I'm 24 years old today!

That asshole known as Edita/Emiliz has ban-evaded using that illegal software known as TOR, and returned as EmilizInSully.

I already blocked him and already ignoring him.

Honest to God, he keeps ignoring the fact I don't want shouts on my FA account whenever he misbehaves like a prick.

I already sent out a trouble ticket regarding the user.

I wish Furaffinity strengthened their site so that TOR could never work and I wish Emiliz was never born.

That damned troll named Edita/Emiliz returned to create a new account called EmilizFromOuterSpace

I had already blocked him and reported him.

Like I said before the site was a better place for me before he started to target me in March. He's the reason why this year's April for my FA account sucks.

FA would've also been a better place had they stopped ban-evading users.

Emiliz/Edita the troll returned under a new account called EmilizMonke.

This site was a better place for me until that shite started to target me for no apparent reason.

He's the reason why April is the worst month for me on FA.

If I have one thing to say about April this year, even though this month has not ended yet.

This is the worst month I ever had on this site because of some shite named Emiliz starting to target me.

FA not updating their site to prevent TOR from being used does not help matters either.

That asshole known as Emiliz, came back and created an new account called EmilizGoof.

I wish that fucking user was NEVER BORN SO THAT HE COULD NEVER TARGET ME!

That git (using it here as an insult) known as Emiliz came back to create a new account called EmilizMentallyIll.


Furaffinity should've updated their damn website to ban TOR from being used, but no they do not, and Emiliz comes back to target me!

Honest to God, I'm gonna report a trouble ticket.

Just as I though EmilizThePussy's previous account would get banned from FA and stay that way.....

But no Emiliz ban evaded as per usual and created EmilizThePussy as his new account. While also using TOR to ban evade.

Sent out a trouble ticket to the FA staff again.

Emiliz has returned as EmilizGoofyAhh, still using that wretched illegal software of his that should've been useless against Furaffinity.

Sent out a trouble ticket to the FA Staff to let them know that he has returned and to let him know of his bad deeds.

He also thought I was an Australian, even though I'm actually am a person from the United bloody Kingdom!

Emiliz came back today as EmilizEDP445.


Honestly, he should just leave this site alone and not harass users who did nothing wrong.

Also sent out an trouble ticket to the FA staff regarding the user.