**First Journal in 2 yrs-still alive, just MOVED ACCOUNTS!**
Posted 7 years agoLIKE THE TITLE SAYS
I realized I never??? Made a redirect to my new account over here?? And frankly I see that ~1600 of you STILL FOLLOW THIS DEADASS ACCOUNT so!! If you were a fan of my art, my suits, or my ~*illustrious personality*~, follow me on my new account,
!!!
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I'll probably log back on like, once, to make a submission saying as much, but YAH getting back in the saddle, art's in a weird spot but That's Why We Workin'
I realized I never??? Made a redirect to my new account over here?? And frankly I see that ~1600 of you STILL FOLLOW THIS DEADASS ACCOUNT so!! If you were a fan of my art, my suits, or my ~*illustrious personality*~, follow me on my new account,




I'll probably log back on like, once, to make a submission saying as much, but YAH getting back in the saddle, art's in a weird spot but That's Why We Workin'
I'm Like Never Here Anymore
Posted 10 years agoAnd I feel BAD about it!! I actually had a lil fan base here. BUt!!
As cliche as it is, the "Yoshii" moniker has sort of become emblematic to some very tumultuous times in my life, and I would love nothing more than to shed it. SO I WILL. i'll bookend that chapter of my life.
I'm not gonna delete the content here or any junk, but I'm just officially saying, like, I Ain't Here.
The obvious question, answered: I'M GOING TO MAKE A NEW FA. I will! And I'll link the name when I get around to it C:
LOVE Y'ALL <33333
As cliche as it is, the "Yoshii" moniker has sort of become emblematic to some very tumultuous times in my life, and I would love nothing more than to shed it. SO I WILL. i'll bookend that chapter of my life.
I'm not gonna delete the content here or any junk, but I'm just officially saying, like, I Ain't Here.
The obvious question, answered: I'M GOING TO MAKE A NEW FA. I will! And I'll link the name when I get around to it C:
LOVE Y'ALL <33333
*whispers* hellooo
Posted 11 years agoHi strangers!! I uhh. Promise I'm still alive -- I still lurk around here and see what peeps are up to! but between Brain Problems and college (I'M IN COLLEGE BTW!! COLLEGE!!!! COOOOLLEEEEEGE!!) I HAVE BEEN BUSY
but guess what??
I'M ACTUALLY WORKING ON A NEW FURSUIT HOLY SHIT
I'll post foamwork shortly!!
but guess what??
I'M ACTUALLY WORKING ON A NEW FURSUIT HOLY SHIT
I'll post foamwork shortly!!
Free fursuit raffle! And once again, getting back into it!
Posted 12 years agoHey so!!
is having a FREE fursuit head raffle, and that's pretty sweet, you should check it out, their stuff is legit!
And I'm, as usual, still alive! I'm hopping in the saddle and through a combination of better living through chemisty, CBT and general therapy, I'm getting more and more on my feet! I'm catching up on all my old owed debts, and I'm really determined to finally get 100% caught up! Liger feet are done, Myrilla's junk from YEARS AGO OMG I'M TERRIBLE is being finished, and I'm pecking away at my modest art queue! With any luck and some more gumption, I should be regularly updating again!
My raccoon suit is still up for offer, and shortly I'm going to offer a meerkat (or other similar mammal) foam base up for adoption! It was a project for someone but due to reasons the client is no longer interested, so now this meerkitty needs a home!
Hope to be in your inbox more soon!

And I'm, as usual, still alive! I'm hopping in the saddle and through a combination of better living through chemisty, CBT and general therapy, I'm getting more and more on my feet! I'm catching up on all my old owed debts, and I'm really determined to finally get 100% caught up! Liger feet are done, Myrilla's junk from YEARS AGO OMG I'M TERRIBLE is being finished, and I'm pecking away at my modest art queue! With any luck and some more gumption, I should be regularly updating again!
My raccoon suit is still up for offer, and shortly I'm going to offer a meerkat (or other similar mammal) foam base up for adoption! It was a project for someone but due to reasons the client is no longer interested, so now this meerkitty needs a home!
Hope to be in your inbox more soon!
Any LAST MINUTE FWA BADGE COMMS?! Also FWA meme why not
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/9897188/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9897188/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9897188/
Still more than willing to draw some badges before FWA because man I could use it ;u; MANAGED TO FINALLY GET STUFF OUT OF STORAGE I'VE NEEDED TO SHIP FOREVER, got a SHIT TON of sewing to do before FWA but there's nothing I can't finish! Liger paws, Snowie's hamster ears, Tenshi's Projects and a personal suit SHOULD be done by then. hahahshsdkfhkdfhg
And here's the FWA meme because why not.
Where are you staying?
Main hotel
What day are you getting there?
Thursday morn'
How are you traveling?
Carpool there, Greyhound home~
Who will you be with?
most deff, and whoever the hell else grabs me
Who will you hang out with during the convention?
don't ask me questions like that, pretty much whoever grabs me. Hopefully Glowsheep, Mari, Keet, Myst, Emerson, Tenshi, Youkai, Snowie Rei, Tey, whoever else!!
How is the best way to find you?
there isn't a good way, i guess tweet at me because I'll get an email alerting me, but otherwise i'm pretty fucking inscrutable sorry
Are there any panels you might be attending?
no idea!!
What do you look like?
I'm an average build white girl with brown-red hair past my ass?
Will you be suiting?
WITHOUT QUESTION
Do you do free art?
Don't count on it!
Do you do trades?
Mmmmaybe?
Do you do badges?
Yes give me money let me draw your murrsona yes I'll be AAing this year
Do you do commissions?
Prooobably just badges this year
What is your gender?
Girl
How tall are you?
Average? 5' 7"ish?
Are you mated/in a relationship?
If you're asking if i'm available, no I am definitely not and i don't really take kindly to being hit on/flirted with, so don't uwu
Can I talk to you?
Sure! If you're a shithead i'll probably laugh at you and disengage tho, but you're not a shithead right uwu? I promise i'm generally friendly though!
Can I touch you?
That's a really creepy question!
How can I find you?
you already asked that meme, gosh
Can I visit your room?
If you're invited!
Can I buy you drinks?
Sealed drinks or ones prepared in front of me in open, mixed, safe company, sure
Can I give you stuff?
I guess??
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
I uh would rather you didn't
Are you nice?
I'm REALLY nice and genial and sweet if you're not a shithead :D (this isn't meaningless qualification, seriously 99% of the time i'm a bunny but if you're shitty to me or someone I care about i will laugh at you)
How long are you going?
til Monday!
Do you have an artist table?
will probably be AAin yep
Will you be going to parties?
NEVER BE SOBER AGAIN
Will you be performing?
nope i'm the most awkward motherfucker
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Say "yoshii" or "act" or "hannah" I respond to lots of names, please don't yell too loud or just randomly hug me tho
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
lord only knows, see prior regarding: inscrutable
What/where will you be eating?
Hahaha, i'm a Poor, i don't eat food
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Don't just Join A Group it's rude as hell and awkward, but ASK and probably??
Can I look in your sketchbook?
probably!
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Tell me what you're drawing first!
Can I take your picture?
i'm actually ultra camera shy, please don't unless I okay it, unless I'm in suit then go hog wild.
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
To never be sober again, avoid anxiety attacks, reconnect with some motherfuckers, assert my own happiness, be the active player in my life instead of a reactive cast member, and demonstrate the bravery in the face of a brain that makes me live in fear I possess >:|
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9897188/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9897188/
Still more than willing to draw some badges before FWA because man I could use it ;u; MANAGED TO FINALLY GET STUFF OUT OF STORAGE I'VE NEEDED TO SHIP FOREVER, got a SHIT TON of sewing to do before FWA but there's nothing I can't finish! Liger paws, Snowie's hamster ears, Tenshi's Projects and a personal suit SHOULD be done by then. hahahshsdkfhkdfhg
And here's the FWA meme because why not.
Where are you staying?
Main hotel
What day are you getting there?
Thursday morn'
How are you traveling?
Carpool there, Greyhound home~
Who will you be with?

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
don't ask me questions like that, pretty much whoever grabs me. Hopefully Glowsheep, Mari, Keet, Myst, Emerson, Tenshi, Youkai, Snowie Rei, Tey, whoever else!!
How is the best way to find you?
there isn't a good way, i guess tweet at me because I'll get an email alerting me, but otherwise i'm pretty fucking inscrutable sorry
Are there any panels you might be attending?
no idea!!
What do you look like?
I'm an average build white girl with brown-red hair past my ass?
Will you be suiting?
WITHOUT QUESTION
Do you do free art?
Don't count on it!
Do you do trades?
Mmmmaybe?
Do you do badges?
Yes give me money let me draw your murrsona yes I'll be AAing this year
Do you do commissions?
Prooobably just badges this year
What is your gender?
Girl
How tall are you?
Average? 5' 7"ish?
Are you mated/in a relationship?
If you're asking if i'm available, no I am definitely not and i don't really take kindly to being hit on/flirted with, so don't uwu
Can I talk to you?
Sure! If you're a shithead i'll probably laugh at you and disengage tho, but you're not a shithead right uwu? I promise i'm generally friendly though!
Can I touch you?
That's a really creepy question!
How can I find you?
you already asked that meme, gosh
Can I visit your room?
If you're invited!
Can I buy you drinks?
Sealed drinks or ones prepared in front of me in open, mixed, safe company, sure
Can I give you stuff?
I guess??
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
I uh would rather you didn't
Are you nice?
I'm REALLY nice and genial and sweet if you're not a shithead :D (this isn't meaningless qualification, seriously 99% of the time i'm a bunny but if you're shitty to me or someone I care about i will laugh at you)
How long are you going?
til Monday!
Do you have an artist table?
will probably be AAin yep
Will you be going to parties?
NEVER BE SOBER AGAIN
Will you be performing?
nope i'm the most awkward motherfucker
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Say "yoshii" or "act" or "hannah" I respond to lots of names, please don't yell too loud or just randomly hug me tho
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
lord only knows, see prior regarding: inscrutable
What/where will you be eating?
Hahaha, i'm a Poor, i don't eat food
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Don't just Join A Group it's rude as hell and awkward, but ASK and probably??
Can I look in your sketchbook?
probably!
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Tell me what you're drawing first!
Can I take your picture?
i'm actually ultra camera shy, please don't unless I okay it, unless I'm in suit then go hog wild.
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
To never be sober again, avoid anxiety attacks, reconnect with some motherfuckers, assert my own happiness, be the active player in my life instead of a reactive cast member, and demonstrate the bravery in the face of a brain that makes me live in fear I possess >:|
Badge commissions!! Get me food!!!!
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/9897188/
Check it out I'm doing badge commissions! Details on submission.
because I need food like whoa.
Check it out I'm doing badge commissions! Details on submission.
because I need food like whoa.
submitting some suits from like a YEAR AGO WTF and ALSO
Posted 12 years agowould anyone look down on me for doing prepose/your character here auctions
like I've honestly never gotten the complaint against them beyond "they generally market to a pretty specific body type of character, and if your character ISN'T that animu humanoid sort of furry then the entire market tends to ignore you", but it's like if I have these poses I drew for warming up, why SHOULDN'T someone commission me to use it, you know?
I've actually been drawing a lot, but nothing i've wanted to post here, but yyyyeeeeaaah this job is not making me anywhere near as much money as my old one and I'm feeling the squeeze. But a lot of the times I kind of "choke" on regular commissions when I can't figure out specific posing for the idea they have and etc, so this seems like a reasonable compromise?
And about suits; commissions are closed while I bluntly Improve. I'm probably going to make a few pre-mades to tighten up my technique and play with a few ideas, but I really want to offer the best product possible, and it seems like this would be the best way of doing that!
I have the next few days off, I'm DEFINITELY attending to my backlog of sewing (Liger feet, Myrilla junk, Tenshi PROJECTS) might make a coyote or a grey fox suit to auction, doodle a few preposes or whatever, yeah!
enjoy those YEAR OLD SUITS dies of embarrassment
like I've honestly never gotten the complaint against them beyond "they generally market to a pretty specific body type of character, and if your character ISN'T that animu humanoid sort of furry then the entire market tends to ignore you", but it's like if I have these poses I drew for warming up, why SHOULDN'T someone commission me to use it, you know?
I've actually been drawing a lot, but nothing i've wanted to post here, but yyyyeeeeaaah this job is not making me anywhere near as much money as my old one and I'm feeling the squeeze. But a lot of the times I kind of "choke" on regular commissions when I can't figure out specific posing for the idea they have and etc, so this seems like a reasonable compromise?
And about suits; commissions are closed while I bluntly Improve. I'm probably going to make a few pre-mades to tighten up my technique and play with a few ideas, but I really want to offer the best product possible, and it seems like this would be the best way of doing that!
I have the next few days off, I'm DEFINITELY attending to my backlog of sewing (Liger feet, Myrilla junk, Tenshi PROJECTS) might make a coyote or a grey fox suit to auction, doodle a few preposes or whatever, yeah!
enjoy those YEAR OLD SUITS dies of embarrassment
Hey you'll probably start seeing more of me!
Posted 13 years agoHi all! It seems like every other one of my journals pretty much says "I'M STILL ALIVE I PROMISE" but this one is subtlety different
I AM still alive. The onset of some heretofore unbeknownst mental issues really threw a wrench in my life and my progress - and then I lost my job early October, which is
not good. However, it did open me up to start drawing again, and to realize how much I'd been neglecting this community and this outlet! My guilt for my owed work has made me PRETTY AVOIDANT, but then I remember, like... going to cons and selling con badges and all the crazy prep and fun of all that and TALKING TO PEOPLE and I miss it. So I'm doing my best to get back in the saddle! I've said that a million times before, but this time I mean it FOR REALS, Y'ALL. I've already got some sketches and junk like that, and truth be told I'm almost caught up with everything in my life!
I'm sorry for turning into such a hermit. With any luck Yoshii will be a name you see in your inbox a LOT more very shortly though. Y'all rock <3
I AM still alive. The onset of some heretofore unbeknownst mental issues really threw a wrench in my life and my progress - and then I lost my job early October, which is
not good. However, it did open me up to start drawing again, and to realize how much I'd been neglecting this community and this outlet! My guilt for my owed work has made me PRETTY AVOIDANT, but then I remember, like... going to cons and selling con badges and all the crazy prep and fun of all that and TALKING TO PEOPLE and I miss it. So I'm doing my best to get back in the saddle! I've said that a million times before, but this time I mean it FOR REALS, Y'ALL. I've already got some sketches and junk like that, and truth be told I'm almost caught up with everything in my life!
I'm sorry for turning into such a hermit. With any luck Yoshii will be a name you see in your inbox a LOT more very shortly though. Y'all rock <3
Gettin' over this - Queue list! Do I owe you something?
Posted 13 years agohey there! So I, in general, have been trying to get my shit together, and I've been chugging away at commissions and owed works! I've been doing alright (barring a pretty bad anxiety attack the past few days, unfortunately), in fact I'm about to post a five-part commission I just finished, and I'm about to be done with two partial suits!! So this is me taking stock of the work I have on my table and making sure nothing's slipped through the cracks! I think... I'm actually almost completely caught up! If you don't see your name on this list, please remind me! I'm trying really hard to get all my disorganized ducks in a row.
Art
-Offsite commissions for private clients, x2
-Tenshi, like a lot
-Snowie, pokemon piece
Fursuit stuff
-Spectrum and Duckie, Baron and Sammie partials (almost!)
-Myrilla, ears, arm warmers and tail oh gosh forgive me
I seriously think that's it! I'm happy I'm almost there. And as I said - if I owe you something and you don't see it above, PLEASE don't hesitate to alert me! I'm doing my best to get on my feet. Thanks again!
Art
-Offsite commissions for private clients, x2
-Tenshi, like a lot
-Snowie, pokemon piece
Fursuit stuff
-Spectrum and Duckie, Baron and Sammie partials (almost!)
-Myrilla, ears, arm warmers and tail oh gosh forgive me
I seriously think that's it! I'm happy I'm almost there. And as I said - if I owe you something and you don't see it above, PLEASE don't hesitate to alert me! I'm doing my best to get on my feet. Thanks again!
~FWA~ attendees! Hi yes I'm looking for somewhere to room!
Posted 13 years agoChuggin away at my commissions and stuff between work yay! Should have lots more stuff posted soon \o/ Thanks again for all the support from everyone, it seriously means the world to me and I appreciate it more than you could ever know =)
Moreover to the subject! Yes I am going to go to FWA this year because I have a ton of shit to sell and Gotta Make Bank, you know how it do! But here's the dumb kind of embarrassing confession part - I've been going to conventions at least biannually for at least like SEVEN FUCKING YEARS NOW and, well. I've never figured out rooming by myself, I've always been piggybacking as someone else looking for a room's plus one. SO LET'S FIX THAT.
Anyone out there got roomspace? I'm chill as hell, clean, quiet, and wouldn't drag other people into the room without permission, blah blah I'm not high maintenance at all. I know I got plenty of friends headed that way, so y'all know me and know I'm chill, but instead of contacting everyone one by one and getting a yes/no (due to the fact I know I'm kinda hoppin in here kinda late), I figure it'd be easier to cast my line like this c: Please comment or bug me and I'll fill you in with more details, thanks!
Moreover to the subject! Yes I am going to go to FWA this year because I have a ton of shit to sell and Gotta Make Bank, you know how it do! But here's the dumb kind of embarrassing confession part - I've been going to conventions at least biannually for at least like SEVEN FUCKING YEARS NOW and, well. I've never figured out rooming by myself, I've always been piggybacking as someone else looking for a room's plus one. SO LET'S FIX THAT.
Anyone out there got roomspace? I'm chill as hell, clean, quiet, and wouldn't drag other people into the room without permission, blah blah I'm not high maintenance at all. I know I got plenty of friends headed that way, so y'all know me and know I'm chill, but instead of contacting everyone one by one and getting a yes/no (due to the fact I know I'm kinda hoppin in here kinda late), I figure it'd be easier to cast my line like this c: Please comment or bug me and I'll fill you in with more details, thanks!
STILL alive! Just been really busy!
Posted 13 years agoHey all! Just wanted to post ONE MORE journal saying that I'm alive still, I didn't drop off the planet that soon after saying I was getting on track C: I've just been
working a lot of 14 hour shifts at my job :c
But I should have - if nothing else - A LOOOOT of fursuit WIPs up very shortly! Not to mention some more art c:!
working a lot of 14 hour shifts at my job :c
But I should have - if nothing else - A LOOOOT of fursuit WIPs up very shortly! Not to mention some more art c:!
Alive, been struggling with depression, whatup general news
Posted 13 years agoSo it took a lot of steeling myself to post this journal but here I am??
I'm STILL alive, I haven't abandoned my commissions or anything, I'm just a li'l overwhelmed by life in general right now and I've been doing a really shitty job of Coping. I'm really sorry, all. It might help to know that I've long since stopped taking on new commissions, and once I'm nice and caught up I'm only going to take commissions in the future on a one-at-a-time basis. I'm sorry again for LETTING this situation happen, but I'm doing my best to make it right. I'm just dealing with a lot of shit but having these obligations fall by the wayside isn't cool!! So let's start this new year right, I'ma do my best to answer all the notes I have rockin' right now, send progress to peeps, just generally get my shit together. Because it is very much not together right now. New year though, I can do this 8c
(If anyone wants a refund instead of continuing to wait for me to get my shit together, I more than understand, no hard feelings.)
SO YEAH. I'ma submit some art I've done, I'ma send off some progress, I'm do my best to get my momentum back up.
I'm sorry again, thanks for everyone's patience!
ollies out
I'm STILL alive, I haven't abandoned my commissions or anything, I'm just a li'l overwhelmed by life in general right now and I've been doing a really shitty job of Coping. I'm really sorry, all. It might help to know that I've long since stopped taking on new commissions, and once I'm nice and caught up I'm only going to take commissions in the future on a one-at-a-time basis. I'm sorry again for LETTING this situation happen, but I'm doing my best to make it right. I'm just dealing with a lot of shit but having these obligations fall by the wayside isn't cool!! So let's start this new year right, I'ma do my best to answer all the notes I have rockin' right now, send progress to peeps, just generally get my shit together. Because it is very much not together right now. New year though, I can do this 8c
(If anyone wants a refund instead of continuing to wait for me to get my shit together, I more than understand, no hard feelings.)
SO YEAH. I'ma submit some art I've done, I'ma send off some progress, I'm do my best to get my momentum back up.
I'm sorry again, thanks for everyone's patience!
ollies out
holy shit I'm alive and also having a birthday
Posted 14 years agoHI ALL HOLY SHIT LONG TIME NO POST
So pretty much here's a recap
went to RCFM, had a ballin time all things considered, did a ton of art I still need to post, was without internet forever, went to hang with friends for my impending birthday, been working life a fiend on a suit, just got home
i have a daunting number of notes and things to post
which I will respond to and post, respectively, once I have had some sleep.
My birthday is on the 25th though C: 21st!
but yes expect notes and an upload flood tomorrow or the next day okok thanks!
So pretty much here's a recap
went to RCFM, had a ballin time all things considered, did a ton of art I still need to post, was without internet forever, went to hang with friends for my impending birthday, been working life a fiend on a suit, just got home
i have a daunting number of notes and things to post
which I will respond to and post, respectively, once I have had some sleep.
My birthday is on the 25th though C: 21st!
but yes expect notes and an upload flood tomorrow or the next day okok thanks!
Sooo....
Posted 14 years agoSo this isn't Yoshii, as both her internet and phone are cut off. :[
But with any luck she'll have her internet back sometime next week.
Until then, she's working on her current commissions, so no worries, everyone!
But with any luck she'll have her internet back sometime next week.
Until then, she's working on her current commissions, so no worries, everyone!
fjhsdfjh PAIN ;A; / Would anyone want to watch me stream :Y?
Posted 14 years agoFirst and foremost I am in a pretty significant amount of physical pain! I don't know how; I was just walking, and gradually, my Achilles' tendon got more and more sore. Long story short it's full on ripped (not separated thank God, just ripped). Which sucks, because lately I've gotten a lot more brash about walking proximal places to get out of my house. But yeah, not to be a baby but it hurts soooo fucking bad. And I can't get a brace or crutches (yes that bad) until Thursday. I mean, this likely won't affect my work output; if anything it helps a little bit that I'm stuck at home. But I'm just letting everyone know my slight physical incapacitation might become relevant a bit!
Plugging away at commissions! Both art and fursuit.
Also, would anyone even WANT to watch me stream? I pretty much never watch others do so, nor have I ever done so myself, but it seems popular and if I would have an audience I very well might.
Plugging away at commissions! Both art and fursuit.
Also, would anyone even WANT to watch me stream? I pretty much never watch others do so, nor have I ever done so myself, but it seems popular and if I would have an audience I very well might.
And my desktop is revived!
Posted 14 years agoThanks SO much to
, my desktop lives again, WITH all my data retrieved! My hard drive was totally on its last leg yo.
But yes I'm back on track c: I see SO MANY NOTES oh my god, ngl I'm a little daunted, but I'ma submit a few things, collect my thoughts, and get back to everyone! Sorry again for the persistent issues, shit just seems to go wrong for me all the time xD;.
Thanks again for the patience, all!

But yes I'm back on track c: I see SO MANY NOTES oh my god, ngl I'm a little daunted, but I'ma submit a few things, collect my thoughts, and get back to everyone! Sorry again for the persistent issues, shit just seems to go wrong for me all the time xD;.
Thanks again for the patience, all!
Wellp my desktop is dead
Posted 14 years agoHI
SO MY HARD DRIVE IS DEADED
hence my temporary absence!
Yeah, my hard drive started failing, so I turned that bitch off and walked away. Luckily I have awesome friends, and
and her mate
are repairing it for me. God fuckin' bless them thank you duders ;w; Sounds like my machine is gonna be just fine, but I don't have it for about two weeks-ish. All my art and shit is on it! SO YEAH. I'ma be pretty flighty and inscrutable for that time period, because I'm having to use my mom's terrible computer. I'll be back in contact as soon as I can! SORRY ALL.
Oh yeah was at FWA was a con etc
But yes I should be back soon enough SO SORREH.
SO MY HARD DRIVE IS DEADED
hence my temporary absence!
Yeah, my hard drive started failing, so I turned that bitch off and walked away. Luckily I have awesome friends, and


Oh yeah was at FWA was a con etc
But yes I should be back soon enough SO SORREH.
Quick note re: art commissions
Posted 14 years agoHi all! I see I have some unread notes and all that jazz, but I just wanted to drop a message here that right now, suit commissions are REALLY spearheading my time. I've got a fullsuit, a body, and another fullsuit that's 85% done to finish by, like
mid-march
@_@
Also got some tails and other shit to make, and I'm really sorry! I'm just operating under some pretty strict deadlines. Really, though, I'm approaching a state of completeness on the majority of these, I'm just kinda scrambling. Still working on art, too, but I gotta get this done, thanks!
mid-march
@_@
Also got some tails and other shit to make, and I'm really sorry! I'm just operating under some pretty strict deadlines. Really, though, I'm approaching a state of completeness on the majority of these, I'm just kinda scrambling. Still working on art, too, but I gotta get this done, thanks!
And internet back! Almost caught up on comms!
Posted 14 years agoAnd I'm back *pose*. Thanks to my amigo for posting a message for me to let everyone know why I wasn't replying to notes and shit, after I post this journal I'ma note everyone with progress and shit, cos I'm seriously almost completely caught up on my art comms and it's BLOWING MY MIND A LITTLE.
I likely won't be online too much more tonight though, because I donated plasma yesterday and [tmi]then immediately started my cycle[/tmi], so the combined loss of bodily fluid made me sleep, like, 16 hours. It was a little ridiculous.
And because EVERY JOURNAL I MAKE apparently has to be about two topics at once, after I'm caught up on my current comms, I'll likely be interested in taking art commissions for things I don't have a lot of examples of in my gallery. Frankly, because I'm a little tired of the like-begetting-like nature of commission work, I'd like to draw something that ISN'T tentacles for once xD. No disrespect to my current or past clients who asked for just that! I do enjoy drawing it, I would just LOVE the opportunity to draw other things, too. Especially things that aren't sequences. Again, it's not that I don't enjoy doing them - it's BARELY a secret I totes love sequential art - it's just that, by their nature, they tend to be big projects and some nice one-off pieces would be a nice change of pace.
Just some out loud thinkin! So if there's anyone out there looking at my gallery and being like "well I like her style enough but geez it seems like she only draws pokemon and tentacle porn, I don't see any examples of ____!" I am expressing to you I WOULD ACTIVELY LIKE TO CHANGE THAT.
(though I would like to be more completely caught up before taking on too much more work, but still)
I likely won't be online too much more tonight though, because I donated plasma yesterday and [tmi]then immediately started my cycle[/tmi], so the combined loss of bodily fluid made me sleep, like, 16 hours. It was a little ridiculous.
And because EVERY JOURNAL I MAKE apparently has to be about two topics at once, after I'm caught up on my current comms, I'll likely be interested in taking art commissions for things I don't have a lot of examples of in my gallery. Frankly, because I'm a little tired of the like-begetting-like nature of commission work, I'd like to draw something that ISN'T tentacles for once xD. No disrespect to my current or past clients who asked for just that! I do enjoy drawing it, I would just LOVE the opportunity to draw other things, too. Especially things that aren't sequences. Again, it's not that I don't enjoy doing them - it's BARELY a secret I totes love sequential art - it's just that, by their nature, they tend to be big projects and some nice one-off pieces would be a nice change of pace.
Just some out loud thinkin! So if there's anyone out there looking at my gallery and being like "well I like her style enough but geez it seems like she only draws pokemon and tentacle porn, I don't see any examples of ____!" I am expressing to you I WOULD ACTIVELY LIKE TO CHANGE THAT.
(though I would like to be more completely caught up before taking on too much more work, but still)
Internet out!
Posted 14 years agoHey, all. This is Yoshii's friend here
checking in for her. She just informed me that her internet is out until the 9th but she will be back around then if not on that day! (Unless something entirely stupid happens which I hope doesn't.) But anyway, she wanted me to let y'all know that. And she is working on comms and whatever the hell she has to do for you guys, so do not fret! c:
Uhm, I guess that's pretty much it. If you have any issues/questions and don't wanna/can't wait until the 9th for her net to be restored you can drop me a note and I'll text her and let her know that way. Anyways, guys, have a good'n!

Uhm, I guess that's pretty much it. If you have any issues/questions and don't wanna/can't wait until the 9th for her net to be restored you can drop me a note and I'll text her and let her know that way. Anyways, guys, have a good'n!
I'm not home + the thumbnail system seems ineffective
Posted 14 years agoNot home for a few days, visiting with
for a few days. So no art or suit updates for a few days, and hell, I'll be pretty lazy about replying to notes to boot, sorry!
Also, my most recent upload made me think about the whole thumbnailing system on FA. It conceals the contents of the submission, unless it's the most recently favorited submission in someone else's gallery or the most recently submitted in one's own. For me, that's beneficial RIGHT NOW cos the Resh pic is giant and the thumbnail doesn't betray that so the halfview is good, but that really seems to defeat the purpose. I'm not a delicate little flower and though I don't like everything I'm not gonna cry if I accidentally see scat or whatever, but still - it seems like they might implement a better filter system. I know, more impotent bitching about FA's systems, it just has a bit of a bearing on me too, cos I DEFINITELY draw questionable works, and I'm fucking sure I've been unwatched before to someone accidentally being subjected to, say, tentacle rape oviposition transformation or whatever. It seems like a person should be able to not see whatever they don't wanna see xD
basically I'm lazy and I don't want to have to maintain more than one account just for my fetishy commission works 8T

Also, my most recent upload made me think about the whole thumbnailing system on FA. It conceals the contents of the submission, unless it's the most recently favorited submission in someone else's gallery or the most recently submitted in one's own. For me, that's beneficial RIGHT NOW cos the Resh pic is giant and the thumbnail doesn't betray that so the halfview is good, but that really seems to defeat the purpose. I'm not a delicate little flower and though I don't like everything I'm not gonna cry if I accidentally see scat or whatever, but still - it seems like they might implement a better filter system. I know, more impotent bitching about FA's systems, it just has a bit of a bearing on me too, cos I DEFINITELY draw questionable works, and I'm fucking sure I've been unwatched before to someone accidentally being subjected to, say, tentacle rape oviposition transformation or whatever. It seems like a person should be able to not see whatever they don't wanna see xD
basically I'm lazy and I don't want to have to maintain more than one account just for my fetishy commission works 8T
Questions; how to make transparent icon + WHAT ANIMAL?!
Posted 14 years agoTwo questions, everyone.
I'm feeling like a complete dumbass here, but I just completed a gentleman's icons, and they're supposed to have a transparent background. Here they are, for reference. http://i.imgur.com/GbKdD.png http://i.imgur.com/aLWOa.png . Now then, apparently FA hates transparent PNGs, and he's unable to upload them without the background going black. And when I try and save them in Photoshop as another format that preserves transparency, the background gets disgustingly grainy. Is a clean transparent BG just impossible with those blotches? Or is there some way for me to pull this off o_o. I'm sorry I should know this crap ;A;
Second question, more fun and open-ended :D, I'm feeling crazy impulsive and creative (my muse is demanding), and I wanna make a fursuit head. Just fucking spit one out in a few days 8D. I just have NO IDEA what species D8
Guidelines!
-This will likely be a personal suit at first, and depending on how much it clicks, it will likely be for sale.
-I really only want to make a head but will make the other crap (hands tail etc). Because of this, I'm looking to avoid anything with too big/elaborate peripheries xD (think a skunk's tail or wings or crap like that)
-I haven't made anything really COLORFUL yet, so this will likely be bright. Honestly probably going with a CMYK color scheme.
-I do NOT want to make a dog or cat. But I DO want to make something recognizable to a layperson/child, so no coatimundis or aye-ayes or West African Obscure Ungulates or whatever xD
-Considering going either super cute or semi-realism, mainly just looking to expand my portfolio.
Suggestions?! THANKS.
I'm feeling like a complete dumbass here, but I just completed a gentleman's icons, and they're supposed to have a transparent background. Here they are, for reference. http://i.imgur.com/GbKdD.png http://i.imgur.com/aLWOa.png . Now then, apparently FA hates transparent PNGs, and he's unable to upload them without the background going black. And when I try and save them in Photoshop as another format that preserves transparency, the background gets disgustingly grainy. Is a clean transparent BG just impossible with those blotches? Or is there some way for me to pull this off o_o. I'm sorry I should know this crap ;A;
Second question, more fun and open-ended :D, I'm feeling crazy impulsive and creative (my muse is demanding), and I wanna make a fursuit head. Just fucking spit one out in a few days 8D. I just have NO IDEA what species D8
Guidelines!
-This will likely be a personal suit at first, and depending on how much it clicks, it will likely be for sale.
-I really only want to make a head but will make the other crap (hands tail etc). Because of this, I'm looking to avoid anything with too big/elaborate peripheries xD (think a skunk's tail or wings or crap like that)
-I haven't made anything really COLORFUL yet, so this will likely be bright. Honestly probably going with a CMYK color scheme.
-I do NOT want to make a dog or cat. But I DO want to make something recognizable to a layperson/child, so no coatimundis or aye-ayes or West African Obscure Ungulates or whatever xD
-Considering going either super cute or semi-realism, mainly just looking to expand my portfolio.
Suggestions?! THANKS.
Hey wow I'm alive I guess, I'll get to everyone
Posted 14 years agoUh, hi! IT'S BEEN A WHILE
Happy belated various holidays I've been way too preoccupied to acknowledge!
I've been completely tied up in family matters this past month, and then when I thought I was about to buckle down and GET BACK TO IT, I fuckin' catch bronchitis (I think, it was never diagnosed by a doctor? But I got VERY SICK immediately after hanging out with my grandmother for an entire day, who developed almost identical symptoms, went to the doctor, and was diagnosed, so it's a pretty safe bet). So I've pretty much spent the last span of time languishing in bed feebly and eating nothing but corn flakes, Hating Everything
(mom's been sick too, but that's almost a base state : /)
SO YEAH, I'm alive, I've just been consumed by sickness/drama/a suit comm that's very close to being done, which I'll post soon enough c:
I see a daunting amount of notes sitting there in the corner, lookin' at me, but I promise I'll get to those shortly :T I HAVE got some comm progress done, finally, and with any luck should have crap uploaded promptly.
SO MANY IRONS IN THE FIRE RIGHT NOW, ALL OF THE IRONS
sorry guys :<
Happy belated various holidays I've been way too preoccupied to acknowledge!
I've been completely tied up in family matters this past month, and then when I thought I was about to buckle down and GET BACK TO IT, I fuckin' catch bronchitis (I think, it was never diagnosed by a doctor? But I got VERY SICK immediately after hanging out with my grandmother for an entire day, who developed almost identical symptoms, went to the doctor, and was diagnosed, so it's a pretty safe bet). So I've pretty much spent the last span of time languishing in bed feebly and eating nothing but corn flakes, Hating Everything
(mom's been sick too, but that's almost a base state : /)
SO YEAH, I'm alive, I've just been consumed by sickness/drama/a suit comm that's very close to being done, which I'll post soon enough c:
I see a daunting amount of notes sitting there in the corner, lookin' at me, but I promise I'll get to those shortly :T I HAVE got some comm progress done, finally, and with any luck should have crap uploaded promptly.
SO MANY IRONS IN THE FIRE RIGHT NOW, ALL OF THE IRONS
sorry guys :<
OTTER SUIT AUCTION LINK FOOLS + What makes you unwatch...?
Posted 15 years agohttp://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1020096.html
http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1020096.html
http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1020096.html
Bid bid bid bid bid. Ends in 7 days, payment installments okay, GO FOR IT FOOLS
Also, a question that's been percolating in my mind. Nothing has spurned me to ask, but it's just something I've wondered.
Under what circumstances do you - or would you - unwatch someone?
See, I don't utilize the watch feature to start with (please don't take it personally, anyone, I just actually comment/check up on people I care about and getting system updates drives me crazy), so it's just a question of curiosity. Do you do it if that person expresses an unfavorable/unsavory opinion? Art of a subject matter you don't like? How extreme does it have to be? Or is it not-a-big-deal to you, and you just periodically "trim" your watchlist?
I'm curious c:.
This is also asked partially because I - again - have realized that a lot of my artistic frustration is due to the fact I struggle against how I want to draw for most commissions or adult pieces. My natural inclination is very toony, chibi, and silly, with pretty nonmorphic anatomy. Like this or this. Chubby or lanky cute things. But, I dunno, when I get commissioned to draw adult things, it just feels kinda... dirty or "cub" to put genitals on those type of drawings :T. I admit, I'm not categorically opposed to it at all, I'm just afraid of losing watchers or being branded a cub artist or w/e for it. Haters gonna hate, I'm sure, I just have an admittedly fragile ego, but it's REALLY hard for me to try and make my art more anthro and less cute for the sake of it. It just kinda feels weird to make "porn" and "cute" mutually inclusive xD;
So yah o:! Thoughts? Just thinkin' out loud thanks for readin'.
http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1020096.html
http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1020096.html
Bid bid bid bid bid. Ends in 7 days, payment installments okay, GO FOR IT FOOLS
Also, a question that's been percolating in my mind. Nothing has spurned me to ask, but it's just something I've wondered.
Under what circumstances do you - or would you - unwatch someone?
See, I don't utilize the watch feature to start with (please don't take it personally, anyone, I just actually comment/check up on people I care about and getting system updates drives me crazy), so it's just a question of curiosity. Do you do it if that person expresses an unfavorable/unsavory opinion? Art of a subject matter you don't like? How extreme does it have to be? Or is it not-a-big-deal to you, and you just periodically "trim" your watchlist?
I'm curious c:.
This is also asked partially because I - again - have realized that a lot of my artistic frustration is due to the fact I struggle against how I want to draw for most commissions or adult pieces. My natural inclination is very toony, chibi, and silly, with pretty nonmorphic anatomy. Like this or this. Chubby or lanky cute things. But, I dunno, when I get commissioned to draw adult things, it just feels kinda... dirty or "cub" to put genitals on those type of drawings :T. I admit, I'm not categorically opposed to it at all, I'm just afraid of losing watchers or being branded a cub artist or w/e for it. Haters gonna hate, I'm sure, I just have an admittedly fragile ego, but it's REALLY hard for me to try and make my art more anthro and less cute for the sake of it. It just kinda feels weird to make "porn" and "cute" mutually inclusive xD;
So yah o:! Thoughts? Just thinkin' out loud thanks for readin'.
Otter suit for sale? + general update
Posted 15 years agoHi all! I just realized I haven't updated my journal in a month. Fixing that now.
It's been kinda a shitty month for a variety of reasons. But hey, I keep my chin up c: I'm not at home right now, will return next week, and it's back to work! I've got a few suit commissions on deck I'm excited about, so news there.
Unfortunately, due to automotive issues and a hefty car repair bill, I need money. Likebad. I'm NOT wanting to add to my already spurious backlog (unless you're wanting to commission a suit from me? In which case now would be an awesome time to make that life decision), so I'm looking to sell my otter suit, Mayflower.
Peectures:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2971140/
http://dragonscales.net/gallery/dis.....&pid=19779
http://dragonscales.net/gallery/dis.....&pid=19781
(Liel Fox was made by me also, but is totes not for sale xD)
I'm not at home, so I can't get current pics, but sufficient to say her tail is Pretty Amazing.
Included: Head, wrist-length hands, tail.
Specs:
Only worn to two events! Like new. For sale only because 1. I need money and 2. I don't really have fun when I wear her.
Solid foam head, fleece lined mouth, fleece tongue, plastic eyes and a moving jaw. High quality fur! Should fit up to a 23 inch head (tentatively. I have a 22 1/2" head and it fits me well). I'd say the vision is decent - clear vision but the range is a little limited. Zipper in the back of the head to make putting her on easier.
Please note: she was originally a personal suit, and as such wasn't really built to my "commission standards". Not to say there's anything shoddy about her in the least! Just to say that there are definitely some glued seams on the head that aren't visible or other minor corner-cuts. These shouldn't affect the integrity of the suit in any way, I just want to be up front.
Handpaws are mitt-like with nub fingers to emulate webbed hands. Tail is AMAZING. Honestly I loathe parting with the tail more than the head :I. It's a yard long, curved, foam frame with polyfil stuffing. It sits up off your butt with a cute curl, and has a nice bounce to it. The foam frame really adds an element of life to it c: A tail like this would cost 100$ by itself to commission from me! It, uh, also makes pretty much the best body pillow :T It attaches by means of attached belt (that is, uh, glued on. Again, personal suit, cut corner ^^;)
I'd be willing to make minor aesthetic changes to the head to suit a buyer (eye color, etc). She's moderately androgynous and could easily pass for male. I'd prefer against creating feet - I kind of hate making feet, and I'm really just wanting to ship something out as opposed to creating anything new - but if it's make or break, I could be persuaded.
I'm looking for 300$ plus shipping or thereabouts, but am willing to haggle, and if there's interest, I'll throw her up on an auction site.
Thanks for reading c: Feel free to ask any questions c:
It's been kinda a shitty month for a variety of reasons. But hey, I keep my chin up c: I'm not at home right now, will return next week, and it's back to work! I've got a few suit commissions on deck I'm excited about, so news there.
Unfortunately, due to automotive issues and a hefty car repair bill, I need money. Likebad. I'm NOT wanting to add to my already spurious backlog (unless you're wanting to commission a suit from me? In which case now would be an awesome time to make that life decision), so I'm looking to sell my otter suit, Mayflower.
Peectures:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2971140/
http://dragonscales.net/gallery/dis.....&pid=19779
http://dragonscales.net/gallery/dis.....&pid=19781
(Liel Fox was made by me also, but is totes not for sale xD)
I'm not at home, so I can't get current pics, but sufficient to say her tail is Pretty Amazing.
Included: Head, wrist-length hands, tail.
Specs:
Only worn to two events! Like new. For sale only because 1. I need money and 2. I don't really have fun when I wear her.
Solid foam head, fleece lined mouth, fleece tongue, plastic eyes and a moving jaw. High quality fur! Should fit up to a 23 inch head (tentatively. I have a 22 1/2" head and it fits me well). I'd say the vision is decent - clear vision but the range is a little limited. Zipper in the back of the head to make putting her on easier.
Please note: she was originally a personal suit, and as such wasn't really built to my "commission standards". Not to say there's anything shoddy about her in the least! Just to say that there are definitely some glued seams on the head that aren't visible or other minor corner-cuts. These shouldn't affect the integrity of the suit in any way, I just want to be up front.
Handpaws are mitt-like with nub fingers to emulate webbed hands. Tail is AMAZING. Honestly I loathe parting with the tail more than the head :I. It's a yard long, curved, foam frame with polyfil stuffing. It sits up off your butt with a cute curl, and has a nice bounce to it. The foam frame really adds an element of life to it c: A tail like this would cost 100$ by itself to commission from me! It, uh, also makes pretty much the best body pillow :T It attaches by means of attached belt (that is, uh, glued on. Again, personal suit, cut corner ^^;)
I'd be willing to make minor aesthetic changes to the head to suit a buyer (eye color, etc). She's moderately androgynous and could easily pass for male. I'd prefer against creating feet - I kind of hate making feet, and I'm really just wanting to ship something out as opposed to creating anything new - but if it's make or break, I could be persuaded.
I'm looking for 300$ plus shipping or thereabouts, but am willing to haggle, and if there's interest, I'll throw her up on an auction site.
Thanks for reading c: Feel free to ask any questions c: