Hey everyone! It's been a while.

First off I want to apologize about my hiatus here, I been so busy in life and not in a bad way. Everything is better now and I'm grown up. I have responsibilities in life and happier that I'm making so many life changing improvements. I got a new job that doesn't break me anymore, I live free and took control of my own life and I'm happy. Sometimes my brain likes to play tricks but I am more aware of it now and been working towards a goal of being independent and striving to be the best person I can be.

I am also planning on going to a lot of cons next year because I feel like I earned it. Between my promotion and my strides, I wanna see friends again and it will make me happy to do so.

Cons I plan to go to: ANE/FWA/AC/CEO

Maybes: TFF and MFF

Also I changed my look of Yoshils and Stitchils to be more me. I become older and wanted them to reflect that with my gray hairs and dad body. Oh! I think you all noticed my whole Yoshils Lore stuff and I appreciate everyone who has been enjoying it and been enjoying writing it. I know this journal is all over the place but wanted to tell you all that you aren't left alone, you all are the reason I'm even here so for that I thank you.

I just wanted to give a update on my life. Last time I did I was pretty depressed and wasn't in the right mindset. I blame myself for it but now I'm happy, earned what I have and worked hard to be where I am and only going to keep pushing. I'm going to Outgrow Life! My Life! <3

As of right now I am on Bluesky ( https://bsky.app/profile/yoshils.bsky.social ) where I am more active. I don't stream anymore so that is that. <3

Just one more note before I am done. I been told that I was a inspiration to others. If you ever been inspired or if I have given you any positivity in your life please shout yourself out here. I wouldn't mind reading them all and continue to be a positive light to anyone I can.

Thank you very much for everything. I'll try to update as much as I can here art and writing wise! Yoshi! <3

Since I wanna have myself on other websites I decided to make more ways to interact with me!

Other socials:
https://bsky.app/profile/yoshils.bsky.social
https://macrofurs.social/@Yoshils
https://itaku.ee/profile/yoshils
https://furaffinity.net/user/yoshils/
https://twitch.tv/yoshils
https://www.youtube.com/c/YoshilsPlays
https://twitter.com/Yoshils

Also I been streaming alot so if you can follow my Twitch channel and keep up with me that would be amazing!

Also I think people noticed but I haven't posted in a while here. I honestly don't remember what I did and didn't post here so it would be alot of work but maybe one day I'll do it. One day X3

Since I wanna have myself on other websites I decided to make more ways to interact with me!

Other socials:
https://bsky.app/profile/yoshils.bsky.social
https://macrofurs.social/@Yoshils
https://itaku.ee/profile/yoshils
https://furaffinity.net/user/yoshils/
https://twitch.tv/yoshils
https://www.youtube.com/c/YoshilsPlays
https://twitter.com/Yoshils

Also I been streaming alot so if you can follow my Twitch channel and keep up with me that would be amazing!

Also I think people noticed but I haven't posted in a while here. I honestly don't remember what I did and didn't post here so it would be alot of work but maybe one day I'll do it. One day X3

Since I wanna have myself on other websites I decided to make two more ways to interact with me!

Other socials: https://macrofurs.social/@Yoshils
https://itaku.ee/profile/yoshils
https://furaffinity.net/user/yoshils/
https://twitch.tv/yoshils
https://www.youtube.com/c/YoshilsPlays
https://twitter.com/Yoshils
https://twitter.com/NaughtyYoshiFox

Also I been streaming alot so if you can follow my Twitch channel and keep up with me that would be amazing!

ALSO I'll post here again soon, just been busy with work! I got a new job since last time and it's been amazing but it does take up alot of my time. I'm doing amazing though, very very busy though. I love you all! <3

Merry Christmas Everyone! <3

Hey Everyone.

So I want to get some stuff off my chest because I been feeling like I haven’t been transparent with any of my friends. I haven’t really been feeling good at all mentally. I think telling everyone about what’s been going on in my life would help me feel like atleast people know about my situation and how I been feeling.

So I been looking for a new job for months now. I hate working with my father at this point but it’s all I got atm so I keep to it. It’s been very hard finding something that pays well and sadly nothing has called me back. I went to interviews and even was told “You are a shoe-in for this job” and yet nothing. I am still going to interviews and even have the NYC Sanitation test coming up to take. I’m trying my best to make a better living for myself but atm life won’t give me a break. I also have mentioned before that I am still taking the Medical test that is coming up in Oct for myself. I have failed it before so I’m hoping to pass it this time. I have almost passed it but it’s always by like 2-5 points every time. I feel like a disappointment to my family and my friends because of all this. I don’t want to be considered a free-loader or a loser…

I also have family issues since some of them can’t accept me being bi. I just try to make it like I’m ok with hiding it but I just internally hate being hidden. At least when I’m out with friends I can be more myself but being home or family event’s I got to act like…normal. It’s not all bad since I know my family loves me but I just want to be more…me…you know?

I also want to talk to people that I have wronged in my life. I have been very brutal about people talking to me to a point I have come across as an asshole. I’m really sorry to those people who have tried talking to me and I just act like a jerk to you. Also I had a few friends who stopped talking to me and even blocked me without asking me or discussing it with me. I don’t know if people think I suck as a person or people think I’m an asshole or I did something wrong but whatever it is I’m sorry. I know I am a shit person to have as a friend but I am trying to be a better person to everyone.

I also have been told that people have actually said that I get art to spite others and that is 100% false. I always like supporting people I feel totally deserve it and also people who I feel have amazing talent. I would never try to get art just to make someone feel bad or to just “One-Up” someone. That’s not me at all and people that do know me can confirm that. I hate when people spread rumors about me and then people want to make their own assumptions about me but I wish I knew how to clear it up better for people.

I am trying to do a lot with my stream on Twitch and I appreciate everyone who has been supporting me through it as a follower, watcher and even more so directly supporting me through subs. Like…I feel I don’t deserve it but it does make me happy to have people come to my stream and say they enjoy seeing me stream. It’s one of the things in life that has been making me really happy to be around. I am still updating and working on stuff on my streams and I want to continue with it to make people happy because I strive to make people happy.

I know I have been very silent about my politics but I think people know that I want the best for everyone. I do hate picking sides on situations which has also got me in trouble in the past with friends but I just think that everyone in government is crooks so picking a side is like picking which knife to drive into my stomach. It’s not fun to talk about, it’s not healthy to think about and I wish that people that can make a difference and won’t should be stomped out of existence. I know this is a unpopular opinion but if you see my twitter you know what side I’m on and that has also led people to block me since I hate Dump with a passion. It really showed how cruel and evil this country is and it takes everyone to make a difference one tiny step at a time.

I know this is a lot to read and I really just want to put it out there for everyone to know about me. I’m not perfect and living in a perfect world. I’m lucky to have people that actually care about me but there is stuff that is in my mind that likes to mess with me. I have my own issues that I have been keeping hidden like my stomach issue that I take meds for and just my life in general.

This isn’t really a call for help but more so want to be transparent with everyone about how I feel and my life. I’m not asking for free art, donations or anything at all. I just want people to know how I been feeling because I say I’m “Good” or “Ok” and I’m really not but I hate to worry people or have people like have to ask me if everything is ok. I’m blessed to have a loving boyfriend who has heard all this already and just hear me bitch and moan about it all and he suffers for it too.

I want to make a difference and I want to just clear things up. If you have an issue with me or if I have wronged you in the past please let me know and we can talk it out. I wish the best for everyone even if you hate my guts. I also don’t want people to talk to me because I’m “Popular” because I’m a nobody and I rather you be happy if you don’t want me around your life. I want to be a better person. I want to make people happy for me being around you all. I don’t know if I ever will but I can try.

Thank you for reading all this…I know it’s a lot but it is all fact and if anyone had any questions or concerns I will answer them. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this whole thing and hope you all have a wonderful day.

Yoshi! :3

Hey everyone! I know it's been a while but here I am!

I have been still active but not on Furaffinity. I feel like that might be better for me but if you wanna still follow my art posts and stuff here's some links to stuff I do.

Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/yoshils

Twitter: https://twitter.com/Yoshils

It's the only two places I'm still pretty active on and that's ok! I stream video games now and post my nonsense on Twitter. I may not post my art on here anymore but I'm still debating on doing so or not. <3

Thank you for reading and hope to see ya on the other platforms! ^_^

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39533151/

Check the link for pricing and everything! Thank you <3

Hey everyone!

Still open for commissions! I have a goal now!

I'm looking to get a tablet now so I can learn how to use one and actually draw like I use too :heart:

Gonna use the money from commissions to buy a good tablet to use! Thank you so much even if you consider it! ^_^

https://twitter.com/Yoshils/status/.....760652289?s=20

https://picarto.tv/Yoshils

Gonna work on some coloring commissions but will also be taking in stream color commissions as well!

Come join in on me coloring things! <3

Hey all! Finally something different here!

I take commissions now! Yes I do some commissions!

Link: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35179048/

Muscle Icons:
Each Icon is $15-20 depending on complexity!

Color Commissions:
Color commissions start at $10 and up depending on complexity!

If you want any commissions let me know! I'm usually open unless something comes up.

Thank you so much and hoping you have a wonderful day! ^_^

Hey all! Finally something different here!

I take commissions now! Yes I do some commissions!

Link: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35179048/

Muscle Icons:
Each Icon is $15-20 depending on complexity!

Color Commissions:
Color commissions start at $10 and up depending on complexity!

If you want any commissions let me know! I'm usually open unless something comes up.

Thank you so much and hoping you have a wonderful day! ^_^

Hey all! Finally something different here!

I take commissions now! Yes I do some commissions!

Muscle Icons: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/34324098/
Each Icon is $15-20 depending on complexity!

Color Commissions: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/34324113/
Color commissions start at $10 and up depending on complexity!

If you want any commissions let me know! I'm usually open unless something comes up.

Thank you so much and hoping you have a wonderful day! ^_^

Hey all! Finally something different here!

I take commissions now! Yes I do some commissions!

Muscle Icons: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/34324098/
Each Icon is $15-20 depending on complexity!

Color Commissions: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/34324113/
Color commissions start at $10 and up depending on complexity!

If you want any commissions let me know! I'm usually open unless something comes up.

Thank you so much and hoping you have a wonderful day! ^_^

Hey all! Finally something different here!

I take commissions now! Yes I do some commissions!

Link: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35179048/

Muscle Icons:
Each Icon is $15-20 depending on complexity!

Color Commissions:
Color commissions start at $10 and up depending on complexity!

If you want any commissions let me know! I'm usually open unless something comes up.

Thank you so much and hoping you have a wonderful day! ^_^

Hey all! Finally something different here!

I take commissions now! Yes I do some commissions!

Link: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35179048/

Muscle Icons:
Each Icon is $15-20 depending on complexity!

Color Commissions:
Color commissions start at $10 and up depending on complexity!

If you want any commissions let me know! I'm usually open unless something comes up.

Thank you so much and hoping you have a wonderful day! ^_^

Hey all! Finally something different here!

I take commissions now! Yes I do some commissions!

Muscle Icons: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/34324098/
Each Icon is $15-20 depending on complexity!

Color Commissions: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/34324113/
Color commissions start at $10 and up depending on complexity!

If you want any commissions let me know! I'm usually open unless something comes up.

Thank you so much and hoping you have a wonderful day! ^_^

Hey all! Finally something different here!

I take commissions now! Yes I do some commissions!

Muscle Icons: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/34324098/
Each Icon is $15-20 depending on complexity!

Color Commissions: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/34324113/
Color commissions start at $10 and up depending on complexity!

If you want any commissions let me know! I'm usually open unless something comes up.

Thank you so much and hoping you have a wonderful day! ^_^

I had a friend....a best friend who I knew for many years leave the fandom today with just a very short notice.

I feel terrible...he deleted everything to move on with his life away from the internet. I just wish I could of helped maybe but I know hes better off.

I'm really sad and depressed over it....im sorry I just wanna be real with everyone and not be fake.

Thanks for being there for me bro...I'm gonna miss you...

https://twitter.com/Yoshils/status/.....70404365279232

This is only a Twitter thing so just a heads up :3

So I decided to finally open for color commissions! <3

I'll be charging $10 and up depending on complexity. It's only colors and no shading since I can't shade.

***You must ask the original artist before having the picture colored***

Thank you so much for your time! <3

Artist:
 Sparky_the_chu
 ScruffKerfluff
 maxblackrabbit
 kuma

https://twitter.com/Yoshils/status/.....94964757426177

Running a poll for my Youtube channel

https://discord.gg/y756CS

Thats right! I got me a discord server! It's SFW but come to enjoy for fun and happyness! <3

https://www.youtube.com/c/YoshilsPlays

https://www.twitch.tv/yoshils

Hey all! If you don't know me, they call me Yoshils! I play video games and discuss video games too! Some of my friends sometimes pop into my videos and I even do a podcast. I like playing retro and new games and experiencing new adventures. ^_^

If you wanna sub or follow me on my pages, that would be amazing! Thank you for your interest and hope you enjoy what I got!