First off, I'm sorry to everyone for not being around very much lately. I've been off thinking i guess. Taking a break.

I'm retiring as an artist. Not because i've lost interest in the art or subject matter. but because my hands aren't really capable of drawing anymore, Plus i kinda just want to step back and relax now. I dunno lol :P

Anyway, I'll be removing all of my submissions over the next month or so. So save what ever you like! ^^

Then i'll become a watcher. ^^

Don't think this is me saying i'm leaving. I'm just not going to be making more art. That's all <3


Thank you guys so much~ <3

[EDIT] I'm just moving everything to scraps. Thanks you guys! :)

...At least, Not yet ^^

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I have had a lot of Real life stuff i have had to deal with and i haven't been able to get on FA since the 26th.

Notes need sending, Things need responding, Stuff needs Faving... Busy busy, But i'm so happy to finally be back <3

Requests are open ^^

EDIT: there closed now ^^

I will not be getting one.

FA is the only place i will ever post my stuff. With the exception of Fchan on occasion.

^^

Everything looks to be alright ^^

The doc said that Cancer/Infection is unlikely since i don't have any other symptoms.

I just need to drink lot's more water, (which i don't drink very much of) And come back if it gets worse. Or if i get other symptoms like Abdominal pain or Nausea.

^^

Because of blood in my feces. So... YAY! :D

I"ll be going sometime next week. Wish me luck ^^

<3

"This means lots of the rarer kind of snuff art,"

I still mean it ^^

With this pic http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3813237/ ?

It is the worst 12 hour performance picture I've ever posted. With 144 view's and only two fav's and two comments.

What was so unappealing about it?

Did i over do the violence?

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And while i have your attention.

I have another question for you guys. What is so appealing about Asphyxia? Namely hanging, Those pics almost always do good.

Now, i like Asphyxia as much as the next chick, I'm just curious to why you guys like it so much ^^

I want start posting a butt load of stuff, But i'm curious, What would you guys enjoy seeing more of?


Or should i just keep posting a little bit of everything?

This is all of the info you should read before asking me about requests.
When i am taking requests i will say it on my user page.

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I Don't work on more than three at a time.

I Don't do backgrounds. (unless i feel like it)

I Don't do Cub, Feral Snuff, Transformation, or Extreme Scat. (a little is fine, but no eating or being covered in it)

I Don't do sex. Simply because i'm interested in snuff, Not yiff. However, sex with snuff is okay, i.e getting oral from a de-caped head. But not just sex.

I Don't do overly complex pictures. i.e more than four characters or Extreme detail. I just don't have the time or skill to do them.

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I Do full color. (unless specified otherwise)

I Do all of my pictures on 8x10 paper.

Also, I have a hard time drawing males, and non-furry creatures. (dragons, bugs, birds, etc...) I'll still try to draw them, But they may
not come out as fast or as good as normal.

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I think thats everything, If you have any questions feel free to PM me,

And, if you were wondering, They are free.

Thank You ^^

I just got my new Colored Pencils in the mail today :D I LOVE THEM!!!

I just tested them out on Alfador's pic, They work much better than my old ones (though they are the same brand) And it's quite nice to go from using 17 colors to 162 :D


Now, Excuse me while i go make sweet love to them. <3

Right, So Heres another random and pointless journal :D

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1. Spit It Out ~ SlipKnot

2. Disasterpiece ~ SlipKnot

3. Cyanide ~ Metallica

4. I Am Hated ~ SlipKnot

5. All Nightmare Long ~ Metallica

6. (Sic) ~ SlipKnot

7. The Unforgiven III ~ Metallica

8. Wait And Bleed ~ SlipKnot

9. Die My Bride ~ Murderdolls

10. The Day That Never Comes ~ Metallica


Heavy Metal makes for good snuff art <3

I have Artists Block :/

Any Idea?

Alright, I couldn't really think of something Important to put up, But i wanted a new journal. So heres this random thingy

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I'm curious, Who is you're favorite band?

Mine is the Murderdolls, i have a thing for the singer :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UxQYPRDYaVE

Yo :D


I feel that it's time for an account overhaul, So this is whats going to happen ^^

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I'm Changing my profile info~
I'll be adding more info, And just be trying for a cleaner and more efficient design.

I'm Changing my thumbnail System~
I'll be including more info about the pictures in the thumbnails.

I Might Be removing some pics from the Scraps.

I'm Changing the content of my pics~
I feel like most snuff artists draw the same thing, Hangings, Beheadings etc... So, I feel like i should add something, Other than this account, I won't be remembered for anything, I don't really have family to remember me, And i don't do anything else that stands out, So, I want to make my art set me apart, This means lots of the rarer kind of snuff art, Stuff like~ Electrocution, Drowning, Gutting/Skinning, Medical stuff, And other things that i feel people don't draw enough. That doesn't mean i won't still draw the more common stuff, I'll just be drawing it less.

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Of course, if you don't like any of these changes, Doors that way,
Thank you ^^


~Peace Ya'll~

First i'd like to thank everyone again for all of this, It's not just 1000 page views, It's that people like my stuff, Back when i started this account i didn't think i would even get 100, It really means a lot, Hugs all around! :D

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But now down to the fun ^^

I have the winners of my 1000 page views celebration in my hand, Lets find out who they are!
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First place goes to... Alfador
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Second place goes to... [Sic]
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And Third goes to... Vanyelstargazer

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To The Winners!, Congratz, Feel free to send me a note giving a detailed description of what you want, Think long and hard about what you want. ^^


To the people who didn't make it, Don't frown, I'm sure i'll be opening up some more free request slots soon ^^




~Peace out everyone~

Good News Everyone!


I don't seem to have cancer :D The doctor (who didn't speak much English) said that it isn't something to worry about, But i'm still going to watch it, I'll go again if it changes.

Also, funny story, I walk into the doctors office, Walk over to the chair/table thingy, Turn around, And BOOM, Full frontal nudity, Seriously, a Full painting of a nude chick holding her breasts, Fully nude, not just topless, Vag and all.

Strange country...

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Btw, The offer is still active! Go here and post if ya want in, Entries close when i get my 1000th page view ^^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1235009/


~Peace out yo~

That awesome number is coming up fast! Let's celebrate!


To celebrate my 1000th Page view i will be doing three commissions :D Heres how it will work,

Post a reply on this journal entry if your interested, Then, i will write your name down on a piece of paper, Once i get my 1000th page view i will dump all the pieces of paper into a bucket, i'll shake it up, then (with my eyes closed) reach in and pull out three pieces of paper,

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The first name pulled out receives, One free full color commission, With no limit on content (other than cub) or complexity.

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The second name pulled out receives, One pencil sketch commission, With no limit on Content (Other than cub) But please, no more than two characters per sketch ^^

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The third name pulled out receives, One pencil sketch commission, With no limit on Content (Other than cub) But please, no more than two characters per sketch ^^

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Then i will post a journal announcing the winner ^^ Have fun!

(Btw, i kinda stole the idea from  necromuncher Shhhh...lol)

~Peace~

Alright, so.


Over the next few weeks expect A) Me to not be online B) My pics to get darker/depressing.

This is because i might have cancer.

I noticed a spot on my skin that i Think could be melanoma, I will be going to the doctor sometime in the next week or so, Then i should have some real answers.

The spot fits some of the criteria for melanoma,

It' slightly asymmetrical, and it has a few different colors, It's only about a mm across though, So hopefully it hasn't spread.

I'm a very calm person, I'm not panicking, But i also think worst case, So right now i'm thinking about my death, How it could play out, My will, all that stuff. Hopefully i'm catching it early, But We'll see.


I will do my very best to keep ya'll informed, I love you guys ^^


~Peace out~

Oh yea, i'm doing it...


http://www.formspring.me/YoUrSeLfninety


I know it's an old bandwagon, But it sounds really fun. Go ahead, Ask me a question. I'll be happy to answer it :D


I'll be putting the link somewhere in my artist profile Btw.



I look forward to your questions ^^

My page view counter just hit 666 >:]

Guitars, I'm not that good with them :/

I'd like to know if theres any of my Friends/Watchers/Or-Any-One-else That can play? If so, What do you play? What guitars do you use? Etc.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FoV-MbCDPR4

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My hero ^^ I'm trying to learn to play like him, But I've got a long way to go :P

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Have a nice day :D (i have to go to work)

Alright, After thinking about it, I really don't think i'll be able to do a series like this. Mainly because i have a very hard time drawing the same character over and over :/

So, i'm afraid i'm moth-balling the idea, Sorry heh.

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But, Some good news, I'm opening 5 Free Request slots :D

I'll leave them open for a week, So if you want a pic, You need to hurry. I might open 5 more later, If i can handle it ^^

~Rules~

1 One Slot Per Person.
2 Please Use The PM System To Let Me Know Your Interested
3 I can't draw Scalies, :/
4 No Cub.
5 No More Then Two Characters.

Everything else is fair game.


~Thanks For Reading~

Hello everyone :)


I'm beginning work on a new project, to get me back into the snuff mood.

-Subject-
It will feature a vixen being abducted, (maybe raped, i dunno :P) Tortured, And killed.

-Length-
I'm thinking some where around 10 pics

-What i want from you-
Tell me if your interested :D I don't want to spend a week or two drawing this, Then have no one like it.

-What else i want from you-
Do you want a small (maybe 2 page) rape sequence?


Thanks for looking ^^

I'm Back Goys and Birls!


I really want to sincerely thank each and everyone who gave kind words and encouragement to me while i was having a hard time, Thank You.

Now on to business, I've done a lot of thinking over the past two weeks or so, And I have come to the conclusion that i'm just going to be a good person, And do what feels good and right.

Also, MY DRAWING MOJO'S BACK :D



~Peace Out Ya'll~