Today was my first encounter with a transphobic person... a person who lived next door to me and lives in my community.. a person who "supports" the LGBT community.... It was so awful that it actually made someone's tumblr post.

I was told that she would rather a "tranny" be raped and killed than a regular woman... she then said if I was ever in a female washroom that she and another male friend of hers who identified as an "Alpha Male" would beat the shit out of me... I title this "Almost Died Today" because I almost ended it. Yes I know it's weak and hence I didn't do it... but never have I been so close in many years. I know this stuff happens...but not to me... I feel unsafe and scared in this fucked up world...

In the end I called the police.... they told me not to use the washroom when she was in it and said I have a tough situation... A complaint was put on her file and she is getting a call telling her to stay away from me....

Here's the link to the article: http://transpeoplerapewomen.tumblr.com/

Hello everyone. I'm really surprised how little I've been on FA lately. I don't journal as often as I have been so busy and I have my Vlog which I believe reaches more people and more in the transgender community. So really the best way to keep up with my goings on is to visit my Vlog http://www.youtube.com/user/yumatheintrovert I have really gotten quite adept at quick editing and uploading so I use it frequently as a lot has been happening in my life.

I am about to come out to HR at work and dress female 100% of the time. Work has been great and family acceptance has been mediocre but they are trying so hey I can't bitch. I don't get out much but I stay busy. Transition has really made me come out of my shell which it partially responsable for my absence. I also don't like posting whiny journals anymore as it's just really depressing. On top of that life has been going quite well thus far so usually when things go terrible I keep it to myself as to not bitch and moan about it.

If you have any questions post I do check FA daily but rarely have time to respond so if my responses are delayed I am very sorry. I'm not leaving FA or anything extreme I'm just right now really busy in life. I'm working on building the transgender community on PEI among other things.

Love you all

Byes~

So aside from this day being somewhat of a hard one for me I am really happy in a sense. I finally managed to record and upload a video to youtube in true 1080p

I'm not going to bother explaining why my day is poor in the vlog I'll let you go to the video and watch it if you want to be sure to select to view in 1080p.

Oh and umm.... I am showing SLIGHT cleavage in the video....... growth spurts...... *blush*

Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pE8U6PzWQSc

WATCH IT!!!

Stolen from  waggable

What if?~

● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house

unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
● Keep a secret if i told you one?
● Hold my paw?
● Study with me?
● Cook for me?
● Love me?
● Date me?
● Yiff me?

~More ~
● When and how did we meet?
● Describe me in three words.
● What was your first impression of me?
● What do you think of me now?
● What reminds you of me?
● Could you see us together forever?
● When's the last time you saw me?
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

So I walked to work on the Confederation trail. It was really spectacular as it took you through the city but it looked like a totally different realm at parts it felt like I was walking through the country and then at others I saw buildings I have never even seen before some of them so tall I didn't think we had such tall buildings. It was lovely.

During my walk I was listening to Gensis's self titled album and it was AMAZING. I have to say The album Genesis is my favorite album ever and perhaps if my father and mother had listened to them while I was just a sperm I could have been born a proper boy..or a KICK ASS girl XD

I'm totally joking I would have been a girl no matter what but either way my point is that the album is beyond words it is so good.

Also does anyone know how to prevent stretch marks from breast growth. I feel I'm at high risk.

Anyway that's all for now Ciao!

So I'm editing videos... I assume that is going to take up most of my day and quite frankly I couldn't be happier. Also I bought some clothes and I lurves them. They will be in my Youtube video which I will record and hopefully upload later aswell. I mostly have videos of  waggable so any of you Waggable fans out there will get to see more of him.

Hope everything turns out okay. I lost two of my SD cards so I am down alot of recording capability and am too poor to afford new ones. Needless to say HD recordings of any length will be hard to do.

Also I am uploading in HD to youtube from now on I have finally learned how to compress videos and hopefully I can make it work with Youtube.

We'll see later.

Ciao!

I often think what I want to do with my future. At this rate I'm really torn between a multitude of things and I fear in the end I'm just going to fall into whichever one is most available for me to practice. My partialness to one given career path changes bi-weekly

I want a job where I have some freedom and I have a comfortable atmosphere. Somewhere I want to work. Where I have a sense of accomplishment from my work. i want something that I can do solo of my own accord or for a company/institution. Something where I can gain employment wherever I go that has stability.

There are two things I have always wanted to do. One of them is an artist of some kind be it photography or fashion design, maybe even cinamatography or acting/modeling. However I have little skill and acting is a tough job to get though I would make a fantastic actress. Art careers are rough and with my transition I would not be able to support myself. I also have fascinations in the psychology field. I have always seen councellors growing up and psychology FASCINATES me to the enth degree and I am very intrigued to pursue it given the oppurtunity but I fear that if I do that job I will not be able to go out and have fun times for fear of patients seeing me or losing credability. Plus with psychology I could study where I live now which is IDEAL almost a must. Another idea is a computer tech but as much as I like the idea it is not something I dream of. My dreams lie in psychology and the arts... Does anyone have advice? I have two wolfs in mind who I could use advice from additionally and you should both know who you are.

ANY help is appreciated. It's coming time for me to make a decision and I don't want to be a callcenter agent my whole life (I'd be better off homeless)

NEW VLOG!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVzIpN0ymlg

I will be recording in HD from now on so quality should improve.

Another video soon

So I've been uploading this Vlog for TWO DAYS and guess what it was about to finish AND IT CRASHED!!! SO I HAVE TO TRY A 3RD TIME!!!

I'm going to have to edit it and cut more out... UGH!!! I am so MAD! FFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

I've come to a disturbing conclusion...it's one that doesn't so much tickle my fancy. The last little while I have not really spoken with many people. I have pushed forward and been happy most of the time. I have watched those around me struggle while I sit in silence contemplating how to take care of myself.

I long for someone, a friend who I can go out with and who will help me when I am in need. I have longed for a mother, a father, a mistress, everything most have longed for so have I... but I realize now. This is all a farce. Me clinging to things I do not need...a comfort blanked which is too small and no longer provides warmth.

When it comes down to it I am not some helpless girl. I do not need a master to watch over me as I am my own master and I will do whatever it takes to make me happy. This may sound selfish but it's true. I was relying on others to do things for me that I should be capable of doing myself. This is life. No one is going to take care of me %100 of the time. These expectations and relationships were superficial. Not in the bond I felt but in the fact that I thought I needed it. I am one of the most independant and strong people I know and if I fall I know who will catch me and I know it won't be a mistress or some online protector. It will be me who stops me from falling. I will catch me every time. I can count on myself.

So with that I will be making some changes. and improving my life for the better. It's time to keep moving forward and stop expecting delusions to protect me. I know who my friends are and they know I cherish them as I cherish many of you. You're all very sweet to me.

This isn't aimed at anyone nor does it denounce friendship. Just the kind of master/pet relationships and the likes that I really don't need. If anything I should be in the master role (not happening)

Thank you for reading and please all of you be well. I should have a vlog up within an hour or two. I will post.

Life is a mad world lately. It seems like everyone is falling apart and having turmoil. This is something I should be used to by now as having the ground around me upheave is a common occurance for me. Somehow I always manage to hold on. Perhaps it's because I am so used to misery and sarrow that I have just learned to cope and function when it happens. I mean whiny journal here and there problem get's rectified quickly. I'm a take action kind of girl.

I'm not posting this to pretend I'm better than anyone because sincerely believe me when I say I know I am no better than anyone. I'm just shocked that at the age of 21 I'm still here and still pushing through. I really thought that I wouldn't be here today. Growing up I was a train wreck and a half. but here I am. Walking along the wasteland of broken ground as if it were common place.

Also I have god news later and lots of it. I haven't posted it because as usual depression decided to kick my butt and I've been busy so Ill do it later but lots of cool news coming up so stay tuned.

and if you are one of the many who's lives are in turmoil right now. Don't get too beat up about whatever it is. In the big scheme of things it's just a bump and after you overcome it it'll just be another battle scar you can wear with pride.

Your Boy Side

[] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (unless it's an ER worthy injury)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[] Shopping is torture.
[] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[X] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[X] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (
[] You watch sports on TV.
[] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[] Sports are fun.
[X] Talk with food in your mouth.

Total = 7


Your Girl Side

[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[X] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[X] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[X] You like hanging out at the mall.
[X] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[X] You like wearing jewelry.
[] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[X] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[X] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.

Total =16

YAY I WON!!!

So unfortunately being transgender in the early stages I have to come out repeatedly to varying people if they find out. So I am kind of making a game of it now as it's really awkward. This time it was a man from work who I greatly respect. He is in the same position as I am, maybe a bit higher actually.

On my facebook I posted about how I bought a new bra and complained how the stores didn't have good enough sports bras so he comes up to me and here's the story:

Coworker: "So what's thhis I hear about you buying a sports bra?" his tone was somewhat sarcastic as if he was embarassing me

Me: I looked up at him from my desk and raised my eyebrows innocently "I'm on pills, I'm transgender."

Coworker: His eyes widened in shock and his draw almost dropped as he went silent for a moment. "really...? I didn't know?"

Me: No not many here do until they add me to facebook or ask what the pills are for."

Coworker: His face was still one of shock and he stared into the distance silently I could not fathom what things were going through his head

Me: I looked up at him with wide eyes and smiled saying in a high voice "Surprise"

Coworker: He smiled "I guess so"

I got a call and he walked away but within minutes he came back and apolagised saying he supports it as long as it makes me happy.

Cool situation eh?

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Also I ordered an ocarina just a cheap practice one but I want to learn. I have been really depressed and got a burst of energy and I ordered it so I can play away my blues...plus it brings me to my happy place. I find when I'm really down I listen to Zelda music and it makes me dream of how I always thought the world would be.

Also I have not been working on my voice... I have come to the realization that I don't like talking. I don't talk when I'm home and I enjoy not speaking. I feel my voice hides who I really am and that to express myself I must be silent. So hopefully learning an instrument will give me voice. I need to learn to speak better and I need to nip this fast before I don't want to speak at all.

Oh and I am currently without a therapist at all for my transgender needs... I am concerned greatly and hope to hera from one soon as I dn't know what happens if I am on HRT without a therapist

So I restarted my "getting art from" section as alot of artists have gotten busy and I have realized that they likely aren't going to get around to drawing and that's no big it happens, we all have lives.

I can no longer comment on favorites. I literally spend hours thanking people for favorites and it's becoming way too time consuming. So If you fav that's awesome thank you a ton. I am grateful I just can't spend the majority of my day expressing that grattitude.

Also I am noticeing alot of lude comments towards me so I'll say it again. "I'm not that type of fox or girl. I am not interested in RP or anything sexual. Alot of people have spent a great deal of time getting into my good graces IE. IM and skype only to try and RP thinking they are "special" No matter who you are unless you are  sultry I will not RP with you and the second you try I usually shut down and I will likely never be capable of having the same level of open conversation with you again. It's not personal I'm just not like that and I do not appreciate it. I cherish friendship and it seems alot of people are only trying to be my friend for the tails (chuckle at that joke)

Lemme see..what else... Yeah I've got nothing just that bit of news as I wanted to clear up those things

Paragraph 1: Birthday summery Paragraph 2 onward: Transition Update

So I survived my birthday. It all actually went really well. We all pretended things were fine. It was like the Christmas Truce of World War 1. We all enjoyed eachothers company. When everyone went to bed my mother and I spoke about me being transgender among other tings and I tried to stress to her that this is not a choice I am making and that if I could have it any other way I would. We had some impasses but overall it seemed to sink in for her seeing all of my struggles and the fact that I have seen two therapists at this point and am about to see a third. She knows that transgender people typically don't stay on PEI and that because I love it here so much I am having to work ten times as hard to stay where I am and I think that she is grateful, we're far too close for me to move so far to a big city. Plus I love where I live... it's safe and that is a big thing for me.

So birthday presents consisted of practical things like fly stickers, bread holders and a REALLY SOFT SHIRT!!! I'm wearing it right now and I can't stop touching it and snuggling myself. However the biggest birthday present was something I found after my birthday early in the morning. I was at my parents house watching TV at 4am when they were asleep. My breasts were sore beyond reason so I *ahem* massaged them because it really helps a TON. However when I grabbed them I felt a lump and not just a lump in one spot, my entire breast was raised. I squeezed as anyone would and it felt not like my normal skin... it was extremely soft and squichy. I threw my hands back and took a look...low and behold my breasts had gotten larger. I don't know when it happened as I didn't notice it the day prior... I don't know how fast body stuff grows but it would explain the HORRIFIC growing pains. I took a pictures and emailed them to  sultry and she was surprised from what I could tell.

Now the bad part is that I could see them through my shirt quite well so As soon as I left my parents place  lacerta drove me to my friend Amanda's house and she gave me one of her sports bras that didn't fit her to hold me off until her and I could go shopping for more of them... So here I am at work. Wearing a bra... also I smell different... I can't place it but my scent has changed... it's like I'm wearing perfume. My bra can be seen a bit through my shirt, the spaghetti straps and the front aswell... The time is coming to speak with HR at work... I am hoping I hear about that promotion first so I can secure my position within the company. Also I'm worried my need to look female will superceed my appearance. I hope my face makes more changes fast as I am going full force into womanhood and puberty and "the girls" are not waiting for me. I am amazed at how hard puberty is hitting me but I guess that's a good thing...

Anyway thank you for reading if you have and have a wonderful day. New vlog should be up shortly.

Edit: For those who don't know my birthday was august 2nd... it's passed by 3 days....

So tomorrow is my birthday... I am going to be visiting my parents and staying the night there... Artemis will not be the slightest bit pleased with me for leaving him home alone. I'm sure he will make me suffer for it for days to come.

I have mixed feelings about going to my parent's house as you can imagine. I love them and all but ugh... two days of "boy mode" Oh well I'll go, eat cake, get presents and make them all happy so it's a worthwhile event. I don't generally like my birthday, I have never been able to figure out why but since I moved out I always feel nervous on my birthday. I love being spoiled and getting presents... I guess I just never really do much on my birthday. I envy those that get to go out and eat with friends and laugh and reminisce. Worst of all I feel bad being at my parent's house enjoying their food and gifts while in my head wanting to scream at the self repression. Anyway enough of that.

I hope it will be a good birthday full of laughs and cheer. Who knows, maybe they might surprise me on my birthday and speak openly about my being transgender..not likely but who knows. I'll keep my fingers crossed and hope it's a good birthday, I'll only be 21 once.

What a 1/2 of a month it has been. I've come to learn that I have cycles. I am social and such then I slip away and become more and more reclusive as I feel that I can get more accomplished in solitude where I have no obligations to people...then I slowly but surely slip into a state kind of like insanity but not quite. At first it's blissful and I see the world through a new set of mystical eyes... but then it becomes challenging as I become unable to comprehend the world.

Then eventually I realize that I need people to bring me back to some state of normalcy and I seek out people. and I begin reveling in conversation. It repeats. I realize I am selfish. I asociate with people when it's conveniant for me... I'm a recluse however I need to work on making people less circumstantial especially people like my Sis who has done nothing but help me and provide AMAZING support. I'm so strange. It's like I go through a period of insanity as a means of rebirth and renewal here and there... oh me.

Also I spent this morning looking up "cures" for being transgender oh and by the way, there aren't any that don't cause mass suicide... I'm just starting to come to terms with the fact that no matter how much I wish I could just live as a normal boy that I cannot. I don't get to choose how I am born and although I hate this fact...it's reality and I need to stop fighting being trans and accept it as who I am. This is a hard pill to swallow. I was under a delusion that I was in control...however I am not. I wouldn't wish being transgender on anyone in the entire world. Maybe in a different society where parents were supportive and it was treated as a medical condition this would be easier...but my parents aren't accepting. I might be starting to penetrate my mother's thick head though. She is starting to see that I don't want to be transgender and that it is just something I am wether I like it or not.

Let's hope for good things. I'm also struggling with spirituality at the moment. No i'm not talking about christianity I am of a different practice...one that makes people come off a bit strange... I worry by practicing my beliefs I will gradually lose touch with reality...

Anyway feel free to chat me up if you care to hold a civil conversation. I could use much of this.

Look at me I have a new Vlog uploaded... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZN6_PAcrBOw

So I am still working on drawing and I am considering the idea of a tablet.. I mean I want to do digital art that's my goal so I'm thinking that starting off with digital will probably be the best idea. I dunno though. I'm certainly not getting a tablet until I can fill up an art book with drawings. I just think that if I can get good at drawing well that's a dream come true and plus it could in the future help me raise money for transition (distant future) I guess first I must draw for myself however.

I dunno starting to draw is frustrating plus I'm colour blind so I don't know how easy it would be to do greyscale on a tablet becasue that would likely be all I did unless I became daring. Anyway I want your opinions. I'm thinking about getting a Wacom Bamboo tablet off of ebay as they are mega cheap as in like $40 mark this is all assuming I can stay motivated to draw and fill up my art book by the end of next month or sooner.

So... after doing two vlogs I forget how to write journals... Well I guess I'll start with the latest developement in Transitioning... it's kind of embarassing "things" are getting...bigger... the two things on your chest...well they are getting really....puffy....not the surrounding skin just the two "nodes" themselves... I am super embarassed about it... I mean I'm glad but...these changes...puberty is awkward. I thought it would all be fun and games developing... Yeah well... it's odd....So yeah.. they're starting to...change That's all I have to say about that.

Also I want to get on Google+ if anyone has an invite could you email it to me? I'd be more than happy to provide my email address. I hear google+ recognizes transgender people and the ability to have a gender other than Male or Female. Plus I'm sick of Facebook. So yeah if someone has an invite could you send me one?

Also I need to get better at this Vlogging thing and video editing. Oh and I should soon be able to go and try makeup and such. My face is really filling out I'm really hoping I won't need Facial Feminization Surgery as things are changing really fast. MUCH faster than I expected.

OH and my therapist missed ANOTHER appointment. Her excuse this time was that her server was down all day... REALLY you're going to lie to a person who does tech support for an INTERNET SERVICE PROVIDER?!?! That is REALLY smart. I'm going to try and secure another therapist and then leave her. I have not much but complaints regarding therapy...

Vlog link is in the bottom if you want to skip the morbidity.

Every have nights where you just feel lonely? I'm not meaning to be emo here it's just when you really think about it. It's 1:14am where I am, all my family is at home in bed, asleep. Until the morning they are gone. Until the morning I am fundementally alone. Someday they will be gone forever an dI will be closer to alone.  sultry isn't around either,... the same applies to her. I will be a transexual girl all alone in the world... Fuck I'm being so morbid but this is how I think sometimes specifically at night when everyone sleeps and when my mate is away. Someday it will be like this, and it won't stop.

Am I the only morbid person who feels like this? It is so disturbing that in life I am fundementally alone. Everyone around me will go away someday and it will be me... I don't know if I could do it. As long as I have Sultry I'm fine.

Anyway I'm being morbid I'm going to stop before I get more upset. Also I have a new vlog up.

New Vlog: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kcHnptfHlf8

I have to say as much as I try to say "screw it" I am never going to be able to draw there is just this part of my brain that simply cannot accept it. So after denying it for a while I'm sick of hearing it complain so I'm giving in.

This means I am going to try drawing AGAIN. I'm going to draw and draw and suck and suck until I am half decent at it. It's extremely frustrating for me as when I draw it looks like garbage and I beat myself up but I have to stop caring. I see people on FA drawing and at first I think their art looks rther bad but then I see that same person 3 months later and it is substantially better. So I just have to suck it up and draw until I am good.

I wish I didn't have to do this but I keep getting this reoccuring craving to draw over and over and it pains me because I have a million images my mind has come up with that I want on paper that grow daily ad I have no artistic outlet. The pressure in my head is too much so it's time to learn to draw.

I need suggestions. Advice, tips,training. All of that good stuff. I know a few of you are artists and I want your assistance. Toni I'm talking to you *grins* among the rest of you. Halp! Seriously if I don't learn how to draw my head is going to explode. So please for my health sake, assist me in getting better. I have seen people get good fast and I want to do it too.

Things I want to do COMMENCE!!!!

I want to take art lessons
I want to learn to draw
I want to be a rolemodel
I want to be known as an eccentric and brilliant women
I want to be immortalized in art form
I want to know what I really look like
I want to break free of society
I want to be an irreplaceable part of my job
I want to be famous
I want to be beautiful
I want to look perfectly female
I want to be accepted or at least brutally rejected
I want my life in a novel
I want to wear big boots and put my feet on my desk
I want a tablet
I want to be married but stay free
I want to rock a plaid miniskirt with 3 belts, boots, and a tank top
I want a new hairline
I want to make my parent's to love me for me
I want you to keep reading this so I can feel like I am appreciated
I want to genuinely be appreciated
I want to be important to not just one person but many however mainly the one.
I want to piss off a police officer
I want to get drunk and do something awesome
I want to go to a furcon
I want to get a fursuit
I want to be recognized
I want to go back to all the places people knew me at an earlier time and show them who I am now
I want this list to go on forever
I want to feel good about who I am
I want to go out and not worry about looking too boyish
I want to be a rockstar
I want breasts (obviously)
I want to wear a tanktop and go drinking with boys and outdo them
I want to grow old
I want to be elegant
I want to be innocent despite my actions
I want to break the boundries of stereotype
I want you to write one of these lists too and go make things happen
I want you to stand in line and march towards making this world a better place instead of crying
I want parents to respect their children
I want better schooling
I want more acceptance
I want this journal to explode
I want you to feel every single line I write in your very soul
I want to cry even more as I write this
I want equal rights for every single person on this planet
I want to save a life
I want to be myself
I want to have female muscle and look hot
I want a six pack
I want to be petite
I want to get a tattoo and have it not negatively effect my life but improve it
I want to model
I want a female voice
I want to not have to worry about violence in my life
I want to help convict a rapist
I want my mother to go to one of my Endocrinologist appointments
I want my family to not be ashamed of me but proud to have someone so independant
I want you to comment

It has come to my attention that alot of people really either don't know alot about transition and being transgendered. This is understandable but I want to take the time and clear up any uncertainties.

So ask me anything. I will answer any questions you have about being trans and the likes. Try to keep them apropriate I understand some will be medically relevant and may sound inapropriate those are okay but don't ask me something horribly lude unless it has some medical ramification.

So there a go. Ask away.

Genetic Girl: Can talk to their parent's about the effects of puberty
Trans Girls: Can't even fathom asking their mother

Genetic Girl: Goes to girl's slumber parties
Trans Girl: Isn't allowed to stay the night at other girl's houses

Genetic Girl: Goes shopping for her first bra with her mother
Trans Girl: Get's her first bra alone or with a female friend

Genetic Girl: Get's told by her mother she looks pretty in her clothes
Trans Girl: Get's told how hideous she is.

Genetic Girl: Spends weeks looking for prom dresses
Trans Girl: Spends a day picking out a meaningless suit

Genetic Girl: Worries about boys and friends
Trans Girl: Worries about being beat up, raped, and killed

Genetic Girl: Is walked down the isle by her father
Trans Girl: Walks herself down the isle

Genetic Girl: Goes to the girl's washroom
Trans Girl: Hopes she won't get clocked in the girl's bathroom



I just wanted to write this as it was in my head.