I havent been able to get on much due to the fact I have hit a rough patch. My husband lost his job and cause of that we ended up losing almost everything and we had to move to my in-laws. I have my art stuff packed up and can't really do anything since most of everything is packed. It makes me sad thatI really cant do much so I'm letting my watchers know. Sorry everyone. I do have very basic art stuff out but not really working on much I need some inspiration to be honest.

So computer is still not working. Hubby decided in his drunken state to take it apart and try to fix it but forgot to put the screen back in so now no screen. I have been thinking about hooking it up to a computer monitor but been busy with work. Art hasnt even been pumping out lately. I have been checking on everything with my amazing phone so that i still feel in touch. But for now its still hard. Ok enough with me ranting get back to your lives.

My computer quit working so i havent been on. And cant really check anything. I know it sucks but i hopd it will be repaired soon. So since its still not working im going to still be gone for a while. I love you all. And sorry.

My mom is living in Montgomery and found this poor lil stay kitten. Every time she tells me I wanna drive 2 hrs to go get this baby. So cause I keep hearing about her I wanna make her into a character. She is a sexy lil thing light gray baby that's tail has been skinned off and has left the spine that makes up the tail. My mom is taking care of her now . But I figured I like my weird babies so if I could this baby would be mine so instead I'm making her one of my characters.

I need to work on a real ref sheet since I have been changing my character more into what I want her to be. I have been drawing alot trying to figure out how to do new poses and draw men since I can never get then right. I haven't posted cause my husband lost the cord to the camera so I can't take pictures of what I have so far. (stupid hubby) So I am wanting to get people to inspire me more so I can try new stuff and see how it comes out. I put out that I will do freebies and trades but no hits. And I guess no one else does freebies really. She I'm a stay at home wife at the moment so I don't have the funds to pay for art even though I wish I did. Plus I have kinda noticed like everyone's characters seem to be neon. WTF is up with this. it seems that to get anything done they need to be that way. I like how mine is so far and don't wanna change it to conform to the neon/glow thing. So yea... that's how things have been going.

I'm afraid of:

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[x] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
So far: 3

[x] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's dad
[ ] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
So far: 5

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[x] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
So far: 8

[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
So far: 9

[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

Result: 10

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.

If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.

If you get 10-20, you are normal.

If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.

I'm feeling a little blah and anti-social today. I'm listening to music and sketching, but nothing is coming out. I wanna do something involving my husband but he is so hard to put on paper for me. I do have some work I need to put up on here but yea..... I need something to get out of this rut. Inspiration or something. This does totally suck since I wanna start drawing/painting more. ARRRRGGGG. I HATE artist block. Now what just keep sketching until something looks good? That don't seem to help. I don't want to go out and do something for once. I guess I'm just weird that way. Oh how this sucks ass.

I get scared putting my work on here sometimes. I am very weird cause my style is weird in what I live. See I like 2 extremes too, Exaggerated to cute. Dark and twisted to bright and colorful. I am trying the furry thing cause I have liked the work and all. I love peoples work too. There is everything that I like and more. I love that you can talk to the artist and be friends and everything. Ok yea I'm kinda rambling cause I thought of this last night before I went to sleep. I do want new friends and all but who doesn't so yea no being weird. I do have room mates on here too. They are on here but I don't know how to put them on this. I have a husband too but he isn't on here but all of us together made up his character as a German Shepard that is wacky but cute. But for me its weird to draw men so I mighty never put one up of him. Ok so i don't have power at the moment so I'm going to stop typing now.