I know this sounds bad coming from a Lesbian.. but.. I would TOTALLY fuck Glenn Danzig :\ I'm not kidding. Yeahhhhh he's kind of an asshole and older now but omfg nothing will will make me giddier than looking at old images of him when he was 20 something back when he was in the classic Misfits. And speaking truthfully, Danzig 'IS' the Misfits.

I dunno if I feel this way because I am a Misfits fan but either way that's the kind of man I'd fuck :3 teehee~ He's a DevilMan dork too, go figure. If I saw a young dude that looked like him I dunno how I'd react XD It's totally a looks thing because I really don't find many men very attractive to the point I'd give myself to them. Hm... or maybe if I could be a man I'd want to look like him??????? He's got such a raw voice, I love it. Lol.. I'm going to get a STUPID Danzig tattoo in the next three months.. it should be good for some lawls. I'll keep you posted.

I guess I just never went "fangirl" for guys :\ so when I do finally feel the need.. it must be something special. I really don't listen to much of his music when he formed "Danzig" but I do love Samhain and Misfits.. I like to take things slow. *eats a hotdog* Heheheh.. though "Mother" is a awesome song lol... RAMBLINGS!!!

Zabeth hearts Danzig~

Heheh.. sorry for that drunk message. I really had fun last night. Buddy, Jessica, and I all went to Netherworld in Norcross GA to play in the scary haunted houses they put up this year. I was quite.. entertained even though I didn't get frightened. The werewolves looked cute ^_^ The End coz' I gotta get back to work... which really translates to "I'm going to draw Glenn Danzig as a unicorn in the activities room for awhile."

Later Alligators!

Sober Zabeth~

I'm a little driunk right now but I Wento Netherworld tionight and It was awesome.

Zabeth~
Illoeve yo dguys

Heheheheh and he's in this crazy band that sounds pretty cool. Here's a pic of him playing his GUITAR

http://a432.ac-images.myspacecdn.co.....4c97c55b1f.jpg

I'm bored so I'm posting something random............................................. my face.. is going to look so cool this year.. I'm very inspired now.

The End

Zabreast~

More Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles RPing tonight XD after allllll that dice rolling.. apparently I'ma mutant Coyote. OMFG FURRY! so yeah, I may need to go buy some more tequilla to get me through this.

Meh, I'll be around randomly today


Zabeth

I.. am very high and maybe perhaps a little drunk. I doodled something, lol. DON'T JUDGE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ I'm having a very good time for a change. Me so happy :3

Love~

OMFG I LOVE THEM ^_^_^_^_^ I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING FREAAAAAK... where's my camera :\ LOVE YOU GUYS!!! GONNA DRINK SOME WIIIINE AND ACT LIKE A DOPE VAMPIRE THING!! <3

ZABUTTABREATH~

Hehehe.. well the show isn't until December 9th but I STILL WENT AHEAD AND BOUGHT THEM! Yay i'm so excited ^_^ I wonder if it would be dorky to like.. dress up when I go.. I mean.. I do have a cool custom Misfits outfit ;-; decisions!!


Zabutt the big MISFITS dork lady~

You know.. ab rollers as cliche as they sound ACTUALLY really work. For me at least, I guess there are many different ways to do crunches and shit. I'm getting close to my four pack ;_; I can feel it! Hahahaha then I can work towards a six pack one day XD *cracks up and pees pants*

I really enjoy working with weights too. I want to have sculpted arms like I did when I was 16 *_* I know I can't do much with my chest, but I can do shit about my shoulders. Thanks for the broad shoulders, Daddy, really thanks XD You should see a family photo with my sisters and I standing next to our cousins. WE LOOK LIKE BARBARIANS compared to their tiny asses. They're all petite and we're like RARRRR WHERE'S DUH MEAT?!?!?!

Hm.. maybe this sounds childish.. O_O but a little teeeeeeny part of me wants to get cut as a personal fuck you to my ex *shakes fist* It's more.. of me wanting to feel good about myself again though. Maybe in time I can quit my horrible smoking habit as well. What's the point of getting into shape if I'm slowly killing myself on the inside?? I started smoking august 2004.. maybe there's still time? Heh.

Ah well, I've been eating less too. I am prone to snacking when I get bored, so I've been eating more fruit as snacks and drinking more water, etc. It's so funny cooking for Ben, my new roommate, because he likes everything O_O "omg this is the best Ramen I've ever had!" and shit like that XD It's cool having a positive roomie for a change, whew. And we always encourage the other to work out when we have spare time during tv shows and movies.

I WILL BE BUFFFFFFFFFF BUHBUHBUH BUFF!!!! Just wait and see someday XD.. er.. hopefully a little bit before Halloween but only time will tell. I love my 520ish watchers, I DO IT ALL FOR YOU GUYS REALLY! XD jdgkjdgkjkdfd

Also.. omfg I can't fucking wait for my special effects contacts!!

http://a1468.g.akamai.net/f/1468/58...../90935/200.jpg

I want them so bad right now.. 3 days is too long to wait ;-; *sucks thumb*


Zabutt of Steel~

Heheheh yay I just sent of the order for my contact lenses, ME SO HAPPY! Here's the ones I picked out :D

http://a1468.g.akamai.net/f/1468/58...../90935/200.jpg

I went out and bought some of those "sexy fangs" yesterday too.. because I was bored and then I wore them to Best Buy with Ben. I had my hawk up and I put a fake nose ring in.. and this dude in a turban looked at me like O_________O!!!

Eeeee~ I have to go use the ab roller for a bit now and then do my routine ass crunches :D Gotta get fit to squeeze into my spandex costume OMFG I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!!! AND GUESS WHAT!!!!!!?!?!?!!? THE MISFITS ARE COMING TO GEORGIA DECEMBER 9TH AT THE MASQUERADE!!! And Danzig is coming to Georgia this Saturday... decisions ;_______________;

Oh well.. CONTACT LENSES FROM HELL!!!!!!

Zabutt-lover~

AND.. thehitlist's icon makes me crack the fuck up XD;; I laugh EVERY TIME I see it <3 thanks dude!

Lol.. I need to because I'm feeling.. "inspired" I need to make her do naughty things to herself and others. Uh...Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Stay tuned for the next episode of Lesbians in Limbo, but first a message from our.. anuses.

Zabutt~

Heheheh.. this is awesome! Now I can start commisions, OC with people again, and chat somewhat frequently. Yaaaay.. so happy. I'm one of those people that REALLY needs the use of mapquest and shit too, so this will make things easier in the long run. Wowzers I have so much to do at the apartment, I should make a list or something O_O

Current to-do list *no specific order*

1) unbox all my shit and organize it
2)get my mailing address changed
3)work on my Halloween costume
4)go to the sex shop and buy a new vibrator
5)take Danzig to the vet to get his balls snipped off
6)finish steaming the carpets at the old folks home
7)buy more Jaegermeister
8)work on gift art for my FA friendsies
9)do 100 sit ups every morning and evening and lift weights
10)put all my devilman and kaiju figures out on display <3

Hm.. if I can think of anything else I'll add it on later. Love you guys!!! Talk to you soon ^_^ <3

Zabeth~

I have to drive home and meet the interentz dude -_- asshole i just got to Lithonia!!! Anyway the good news is that MY INTERNET SHOULD BE READY TODAY!! *CLIMAX*

Zabeth will be back later~ <kiss>

edit: okay I'm not a loser, BUT, I am a drunkard at parties. Don't invite me to your parties O_O and I have a BIG CHIN!

WEEEEEEEEEEE I'M A FUCKING LOSER!!!

Zabeth~

Loverly title, huh? Yeah that sums up my life right now. Net will be on tomorrow, GAS WILL BE CUT ON TOO OMFG YES. I'm gonna hook up my silly computer tonight in preparation for some art uploads, quite possibly tomorrow. I've been working on new characters.. weeeeeeeee~ *drinks a beer*

I'm trying to firm up a little for Halloween so that my Danzig costume from last year can be worn in a completed state and I can look GOOOOOOOOD! I'm sad.. that I don't have my pretty devillock though.. My mohawk will have to do I guess. I trimmed and shaved that fucker up. I love her.. my mohawk that is, but I'm debating on making it... even more extreme hehehehe....

Oh yeah, I got 138 tattooed on my left wrist on Friday in honor of the Misfits song "We Are 138" and for the several meanings it holds.. ANUS! Anyways, I got my DevilMan tatt on my right leg touched up as well and he looks purty.

YAY FOR BORING ASS RAMBLINGS!!!!

Zabeth loves you all~

Um.. tonight when I get off of work I'm going to play a role playing game with some friends.. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles to be exact XD; I've never RPed before so I have decided to get REALLY drunk to prepare myself.

They say Dungeons and Dragons will come later. Wish me luck?

Zabeth~

*Farts*

I only know of like one or two other GA furs on here, so I'm posting this.

HOLLA' AT ME IF YOU LIVE IN GEORGIA! :D or howl..?

Zabs~

It took three days of bullshittery and heavy lifting BUT the move is complete. My net will be cut on monday.. and so will my gas :\ Oh well.. hot showers are overrated right? Anyways, I'm veddy happy to be out of my last place.. the roaches didn't help me out with my rent and they majorly outnumbered me x-x.

My kitten, Danzig, is doing very well. He luuurves the new apartment, and my new roommate, Ben, is fucking awesome. I'm happy as a lark right now despite all the rearranging and unboxing ahead of me. I'm going to get a TB test for work today and I may go ahead and get an eye exam so i can hurry up and order my special effects contact lenseeees. WEEEEEEE HALLOWEEN IS GOING TO BE FUCKING AWESOME THIS YEAR. I'LL TAKE MILLIONS OF PICS FOR YOUZ GUYS!

Meh.. is miss  smokeforears I hope she's doing well in boot camp. WHAT A FUCKING BADASSSSSSSS! Heheheheh she'll come visit meh at some point when she gets out YAY!

Oh yeah I've been doodling a little lately.. I have plans to update some OLD ASS furry chars of mine. Smitty Fokker, Royce, Ian, Pez, etc. This could be interesting XD Blegh I won't change them too much but it's always fun to play dress up. Lol, I guess I've just been thinking "furry" lately. I need to like.. post furry artwork or something O_o I always feel weird not doing so.

Rambling, anyways, I gotta go take a shower and hit the banks.

Later Pooples :D!

Zabs~

Well it's official. I'm moving into my new apartment the 29 and hopefully will be finished by the 30th. I'll FINALLY get my net hooked the fuck up <3 so.. maybe I'll give that commission shit a try sometime in the near future. I'm planning on doing some "surprise" gift/practice char art for some ppls here too *shrugs* Either way I'm looking forward to being able to get on this funky site more often ;D

Gotta take Danzig to the vet soon and cut off his BALLS!! Well, I have more packing to do. Later pooples!

Zabs~

I really do. Just saying. But yeah, you should be proud if you are a dork. Not just ANYBODY can be one O_O I mean.. Nerds are similar but a true dork can be spotted from 70 miles away.

I must go home and play with my kitten tonight and watch Dead Alive again.

Good Bye

Zabs~

I'm pooping a bunch of older images I never quite finished on here just for shits and giggles. Then.. they go bye-bye to the scraps when I get tired of looking at them. YOU UNFINISHED BASTARDS!!!! Heheheheh.. some of this shit is fugly and anatomically shitsnooky :D The quality will be bad too because I don't care ;3 yay for fuzzy images!

Zabs~

Well apparently I'm going to be moving soon. Wish me luck, lol? Hm, I'm in a weird "icon" mood. I think I'm going to make a ton of em'. Hehehehe, it's been awhile since I've animated shit.. practice wee. Later guys. Wow, a not so depressing whiney post XD;

When I get the practice shit out of the way I might start a Icon commish thingy if anybody is interested. Lol, my gif animator is a piece of shit though. Wah I miss you flash. I should try to find a bootleg one again x-x Well non-animated icons are fun too I guess XD;

Zabeth~

Hm.. apparently my family thinks I am an embarrassment due to my Mo-fauxhawk hairdo :\ They told me I look like a freak and because of that I must be making poor 'life choices' and they want no part in it. They cut me off, are soon going to turn my phone off, etc. Wow, thanks guys.

Hahahahaha.. I do EVERYTHING you ask me to and then this. I mean really wtf? Lol, fuck quitting smoking YET AGAIN. Goodbye $2000 that was suppose to be a present, goodbye looking at my family and knowing they love me unconditionally, good bye :D

Sorry.. ahaha, wait I'm not sorry. I'm mad and this is my journal whether any of this makes sense or not. Liz IS PISSED, fuck you Natalie, fuck you 2004-2008, fuck you. Fuck you art block and fuck me. Heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh.

Goodbye again ^_^

I'm just a little pissed off.

Nothing unusual about that lately.

Wow life can really suck.

My snake died.

I miss my kitten.

I'm going home now.

My psychiatrist appointment is Tuesday at 3:00, why can't it be sooner??

Oh yeah. Rambling, sorry about that without being sorry about that.

Later.

I'm GONE.. at least for tonight.

New art soon, for real, and it's fucking UGLY, lol.

Zabeth~

I've been posting WAY too many emo wah wah journals here. I'm.. getting over shit, and once Natalie gets her shit out of my fucking house I have decided to cut her off friend-wise. She's a toxic person to me, I don't feel good about myself when I am in her presence.. blah, what the fuck ever. It's just hard when you have spent nearly 4 years around someone and then it feels as though you are easily replaced.

Is it really so bad of me to wish her ill will though? Is it childish of me to want her new relationship with this manipulating BITCH to fail in a miserable way and leave Natalie feeling empty like me? I won't lie, I really do feel these things.. I DO know that I ultimately need to get over it all but the scab wound is very fresh and I can't help but pick at it.

Whatever.. I know that I am a good person, and sometimes good people hang around people that aren't so good for them. It kind of feels like I've been walking around the past few years with a big turd helmet over my head. Everybody else saw it, knew what it was and tried to tell me, but I was so in love I swore it was a delicious chocolate pudding helmet! Well I know now..

I really intended this journal to be something else but meh? Thanks so much guys for all your helpful advice, kind words, and support. That means so much to me. I really couldn't ask for better friends that I've never seen in person XD

DON'T WEAR TURD HELMETS GUYS! JUST DON'T! THEY SMELL, THEY WEIGH YOU DOWN, AND WHEN YOU FINALLY TAKE IT OFF THAT STENCH STILL LINGERS AROUND FUCKING WITH YOUR HEEEEEAD!

Ok, I have to go clean some tables off.. my new roommate, Ben, should be moving in next week and I CAN'T WAIT!

Oh yeah.. I HUGGED A FURRY AT DRAGON*CON LAST SUNDAY! It was a pretty red kitsune-looking creature :3 <3 I was like "ohhhh, it's so fluffy and cute!" and they obliged me with some huggins ^_^ I'm happy! Thanks fox person!

Zabeth~

*Beats head on wall*
Current mood: bummed
Category: Life

I'm feeling.. very fucked up and confused right now. It kind of feels like the life I've known is coming to an end. I'm trying to tie up loose ends with people right now because I feel it's the right thing to do. I'm just really starting to hate my life and/or get very bitter and pissed off about certain aspects of it. I saw it coming but I tried to avoid it. I feel like some of my close friendships are about to die and I'm about to live in a house with a lot of bad energy left over from my break up with Natalie and she's about to go HAVE FUN heeheehee start over and be merry! I don't even want to try anymore, it all just blows the fuck up in my face anyway. I end up looking like a psycho, people nod their heads afterwards and say, "Yeah, Liz is fucked up. I've kind of always known that" Yeah yeah yeah... fuck this fucking shit.

Putting yourself out there is not always a good idea, stepping outside of your comfort zone isn't usually a good for me either. I'm not going to do that anymore. I don't need anyone, I just need to take care of myself from now on and fuck anyone and everyone else that tries to take that away from me. This is my life.

Goodbye