Blargh I just projectile vomited pure vodka not too long ago, but it's all good. I just noticed that I'm currently at 280 watches and that really means a lot to me. Thank you all so very much, I love you all :) I have too work on some charcoal drawings for class tomorrow so this will be a short note... I hope I can stay awake, coz' those spiked lemonades kind of did me in.

Good night folks. I have a weird Meme planned out for you guys soon...

Zabeth (apparently can't enjoy her shots of vodka)

Seel wanted another VG meme, so I gave it a crack. I warn you ahead of time that I tend to get ridiculous, but it's all out of love! Have fun! <3 VG= video game if you didn't know already XD;; These will be ALL OVER THE PAGE, NO CATEGORIES! I'm gonna shoot for 30 questions.. If you guys like it at all, I could make a sequel XD These are kind of fun..

1) What was your FIRST video game console? My NES! Mom sold it at an garage sale years later without telling me..

2) Name a few games you played on said console. The ones you played the most. Hm, Bubble Bobble, Dino Rikki, Metroid, Kabuki Quantum Fighter, Mario 3, any of the MegaMan series! Later on I got reeeally addicted to Kirby's Adventures.

3) Excluding handhelds, how many VG consoles do you own presently? (Seven) Sega Genesis, Sega-CD, Sega Saturn, Dreamcast, PS1, PS2, and Gamecube.

4) Were you a Street Fighter nut? Any character in particular? Oh hell yes, and I'm not embarrassed to admit that I was one of those annoying Ryu people that forced you into a corner and then proceded to HADOKENhadokenHADOKENhadoken the other player to death. I was so proud of myself the day I finally unlocked that universal fireball move *Wipes tear from eye*

5) If you think Capcom is a FUCKING awesome company with kickass character designs, I would like to hear a "hell yes" followed by a Capcom character you love. HELL YES, Lilith!

6) Here's the scenario.. You had some friends over and you all ate FRIED CHICKEN! After the meal you all decide to play some video games. As your friend reaches for a controller you notice his/her hands are very "greasy." Are you the type that would insist they wash their hands before pawing the controller, or is it no big deal? No big deal? NO BIG DEAL?? That's controller abuse! Go wash your damn hands!

7) What's your favorite RPG/Action RPG? I will allow a second and third fave if you insist. POPFUL MAIL is my ultimate fave! That game was gorgeous and I adored the character designs and plot. Lunar and Lunar2 were great too. And this is why I love my Sega-CD! A remake of Popful Mail.. *drool* Please Falcom, PLEASE!

8) Do you prefer 2D games or 3D games? I definitely love 2D games better. I'm often impressed by how smoothe 3D graphics are becoming, but 2D is just delicious..

9) Are you an SNK fan? You better believe it! King of Fighters was like screwing around with Street Fighter's hot cousin, twice removed!

9) Are you good at DDR? I mean "GOOOOD" at DDR! L-O-L.. no! I try to play it but i usually just end up panting really hard and guzzling bottled water.

10) Who wants to kick that dog's ass from Duck Hunt? That game.. lowered my self-esteem so much as a child. That dog is an asshole! When things are going good he's your "friend" but when you fuck up..! Ohh~ that bastard!

11) Have you skipped out on important events in life because of video games? Yes.. including my education XD

12) Do you listen to video game music? Oh yes.. and I won't even say "way too much" because you can never have too much. If you ever see someone speed by in a crappy, white Civic blasting Contra.. that was probably me.

13) Have you ever cosplayed a VG character..? When I was 4 my sister and I dressed as Bub and Bob from Bubble Bobble for Halloween!

14) Have you ever been in an arcade playing a fighting game, KICKING ASS, and then some 6 year old asian kid comes in and OWNS YOU?? YES! GOD DAMN IT, YES! ;_;

15) Name three games you would love to see remakes of if it was done properly. (1)Altered Beast (2)Golden Axe (3)Adventure Island.. In 2D of course! Impress me damn, impress me!

16) Mario or Sonic? I'm going to say Sonic because I am a Sega follower at heart.

17) When a movie shows up in the theaters, let's use SpiderMan as an example, are you likely to buy the GAME version? It doesn't have to be SpiderMan btw. No, and.. no. I'm sure that some of these games are cool, I've just never been interested enough. Sorry :

18) What is your LEAST favorite genre of video games? (ex. fighting, sports, shooters, etc.) I would say sports but that wouldn't be entirely true because I have had fun experiences with those in the past. I'm going to have to say my least favorite genre is the one that puts out those fucking retarded RONALD MCDONALD'S WACKY ADVENTURES, or BARBIE'S PRETTY BUTTHOLE SEARCH! I think it's stupid to make games like that, fucking stupid. Sorry if any of you liked Barney's Pedo Hide-and-seek ;_; Maybe I'm a bitch.

19) Is there a game out there that you feel was unique and didn't get enough love? You can name a few if you want to. Marvel Land was so cute! I loved the character designs and the gameplay.. I would compare it to Bubsy, but playing as a cute Dragon-boy was way cooler, especially when you got that wing power-up! It was kind of short but a rare gem nonetheless. <3

20) Have you ever verbally abused a game because you couldn't beat one of the levels and/or bosses? yus x-x "Oh! You piece of shit! Fuck you..!! WTF THAT WASN'T FAIR!" That last boss in Blood Will Tell pisses me the fuck off!

21) Do you own any VG apparel? You can go into detail or not XD I do. *thinks* A Nintendo hoodie, two MegaMan shirts, a Sonic shirt, two Mario shirts, two Zelda shirts, a Resident Evil shirt.. a couple of assorted wrist bands and two Nintendo wallets. I'm sure many could top this. I don't really wear my Zelda stuff often.. I think they were on sale or something.

22) What are your thoughts on the live-action Super Mario Bros movie? It was.. surreal O_o? I think I could award some creativity points somewhere.. It was bad enough that I liked it. How about that?

23) On that note, what did you think about the live-action Street Fighter movie? CRAP, BULLSHIT, WTF, WHY?! It makes me laugh that they call Ryu "Rai-yoo" I hope an elephant diarreahs all over the director of this terrible excuse for a movie. Boooooo!

24) Who hottest out of these three KOF chicks IYHO? Shermie, Leona, or Mai Shiranui. Shermie<3 but Leona's a knockout too.. I'd like to see them both make love honestly.

25) Do you say "old-school" a lot when you're having a VG conversation with others? Meeeeh, sometimes. I make a conscious effort to limit that word because it can come off as snobby to some.

26) Have you ever lent someone a game and they returned it to you damaged? ;_; I made the HORRIBLE mistake of lending out my copy of Popful Mail to a guy I wanted to be friedns with. I also lent him my Lunar2(including the strategy guide) Without asking, he lent Popful Mail to another friend who FUCKED IT UP so that when you played one of the later levels the disk would skip.. and to top that off he returned my Lunar2 strategy guide with the first 8 or 9 pages ripped out. He claimed his little cousin did it. He never offered to replace either. I got another copy of Popful Mail later on and I guard it with my life and my phantom VG penis!!!

27) Do you own any imported games? (Excluding ROMs) I have a few for my Sega Saturn :} I have Shining Force 3: Scenario 3, DraculaX: Nocturne of the Moonlight, King of Fighters 97', and Grandia. I think that's all.. *shrug*

28) Are you ready for this meme to be over, or could you keep going? I could go for some more, but that might just be me. I get too random with these things I think.

29) In this scenario, let's pretend you're going to get a video game tattoo! What would you get and where? This can be simple or elaborate. hmmmm.. this one is hard, but I'll give it a try. I think it would be cool to get some kind of tribute to Bubble Bobble.. maybe on my hip. Also, I wouldn't mind having a stylized "Gaw" from Popful Mail somewhere on my person. MegaMan is pretty important to me, the robot masters even moreso.. NONONO, I want pac-man on my boob about to chomp on my nipple XD!!!

30) Have you ever cried after you beat a game? If so why? I cried after I beat Popful Mail because it was such an awesome game, and not only does it have a happy ending, it also shows still images throughout the credits of what Mail, Tatto, and Gaw do after they go their separate ways. The song lyrics were cheezy-good to the point that you couldn't help but get a little teary-eyed.. I didn't want it to end ;_; I started the game over afterwards and played it through again. Since you can play three different characters, certain scenes can be totally different. The voice acting was fun, and the pop-cultural humor mixed in was hillarious. This game just rocks, what else can I say? I feel like playing this now..

Well, that's all folks. I hope you have fun with it! I love critiques so feel free to let me know if this sucked or not XD I love being a lame-o!

Seel's an awesome person. We chatted awhile and then we hopped onto Oc and doodled cute stuff ^_^ It was like a breath of fresh air, and it really boosted my spirits. Well, I'm gonna finish the last part of my survey of western art assignment then I'll sleep a bit and wake up early for the rest of my 2D design homework.

G'night folks!!!

Zabeth (is a whiner IRL. Just thought you should know that)

I'm mainly posting WIP pics and sketches. The brainstorming process is always the fun part for me so I don't like to fuck with shit a lot when I first start out. And I think it's fun to post stuff camera ready when people aren't expecting :} <3

I'm more of a sketch artist anyway. Give me a few months in college and I may change my mind.

Zabeth~

Okay, I have to tell you guys something. If you by chance are a vegetarian you may not want to read this next line..

I AM EATING THE MOST FUCKING-AWESOMEST HOT WINGS IN THE ENTIRE FUCKING WORLD! I can't believe how good they are *_* I haven't had wings in a while either so this is like.. oh god, so good! ;_; Every little bite is just... *climax* >o<!!!!!

So yeah, that's what I'm doing. I highly recommend some of you do the same if you should feel inclined. Hell, I don't even care for football all that much but these wings.. make it "alright."

Well I gotta go and get some more of these crispy, little fuckers and keep Natalie company!

CIAO DOWN ON SOME OF DEEZ NUTS!

Zabeth~

I went out to a local art festival today and helped break down a friend's booth. I had a few drinks and I feel much better. I don't need to sweat the small stuff in life. I want to thank everyone for being so nice.. I was kind of being an asshole.

Sorry!

I'm in a weird fanart mood...

Beelzabeth~

Hello y'all, it tis' I, Zabeth~ I want to make one of those random questionaire thingies! I'm gonna' ask a bunch of questions and you ANSWER THEM! This is for the fuck of it! Some are yes or no questions and some will ask for a little more than that ;D Have at it bitches! I'm not putting these into any particular catagories either. It will be ALLLLLL over the page. Honesty is welcome and I'm really curious to see how others answered these, so drop me a line on this thread if you feel like it and I'll go check your answers out XD

1) Did you have a good childhood? It was alright. Life didn't seem as difficult when I was a kid. Those were happy times

2) Are you a reclusive homebody that only talks to people on chat screens? I can be but I really want to be more social in general.

3) Do you drink? If so, what's your poison? Of course I drink! I love a good Jaeger Bomb, but anything with pineapple and Midori is my best friend. Fuck, I like just about anything as long as it doesn't taste like PISS!

4) Do you exaggerate how "cool" you are IRL when you talk to people online? Or are you the real deal? No.. I'm pretty much a dork and somewhat proud of it XD

5) Do you like the way your hair looks right now? Yeah, Nat could have made it a little more masculine though.

6) Do you talk crap about people when they are within earshot? Or do you politely wait until you're outside or in the car before you start talking schmack about someone you don't particularly like? WELL! As much as I dislike it when people talk shit about me, I would more likely be the person that LEFT and talked shit elsewhere.

7) What is your sexual preference? I looove ze' ladies.

8) Has someone ever confused you for the opposite gender IRL? Oh yes, ever since I was a kid. It didn't help that mom insisted on giving me a bowlcut the first 8 or 9 years of my life.

9) Are you content with your gender? Kinda... I'm still getting over shit from my teens.

10) How do you feel when people stare at you? VERY self-conscious. My whole body locks and i get fidgety. I'm working on this as well XD

11) Are you easily angered? Yes and no. It depends on the situation.

12) You are out in public and you pass by a homeless person on the street. As you're walking in the opposite direction you hear them say, "Excuse me!" Do you turn around and respond or do you ignore them and keep walking? I do both. If I have a wallet full of ones or a fresh pack of cigarettes, I am usually generous.. but sometimes you really want to be left the fuck alone!

13) Do you watch anime and/or read manga? If not ignore the next question. I read a select few manga titles, and the same goes for anime.

14) Do you at all feel that anime and/or manga has influenced your sexuality or gender identity in any way, shape, or form? Be honest. Nope, but I know of others that are completely in denial IRL.

15) Do you have lots of friends or only a few close friends? I have a "smaller" group of friends I hang out with. I get along well one-on-one with people though.

16) What is one of your FAVORITE breakfast cereals? Oh man.. APPLEJACKS!

17) Do you consider yourself a Furry? Or perhaps you just enjoy the community? I think I might be a furry in denial. My old fursona Smitty Fokker was kind of lost at sea ;_; The coomunity is fucking awesome though. Suck my cock DA!

18) Does your character and/or fursona look similar to you IRL; clothes, attitude, build, etc? Yah, but I still draw her as a boy sometimes. Smitty dressed like me when I was in my later teens, but that was years ago x-x.

19) Do you like the way you look IRL? I do and don't. I want my breasts GONE and I want to firm up a little more. I get made fun of for letting my leg hairs grow out sometimes, but you know what? I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!!! I'm insecure though, so my opinion of myself changes all the time.

20) Do you smoke cigars, cloves or cigarettes? Smoked cloves for two years, and now I smoke cigarettes.

21) How about weed? All the time.

22) Are you judgemental of others? If I feel like "I" am being judged by them perhaps.

23) Do you have high or low self-esteem? It fluxes all the time.

24) Have you ever been bitten by animal hard enough to make you bleed? Yes. My dog Luna was trying to bite my other dog and I stupidly tried to protect the smaller dog and got chomped on my arm meat.

25) Have you ever been so angry you punched a hole in the wall or something similar to that? Yes..

26) Did you have a best friend for several years, and always thought you would stay friends, but you later found out they were a douche and were not worth your time? Why yes I did have that happen to me! <3

27) Are you verbally and/or emotionally abusive to others? I can be if I'm stressed out.

28) Are you verbally and/or emotionally abusive to yourself? All the time T_T

29) Do you ever wish life was more like it is in cartoon series? Sometimes..

30) If you could have ONE part of your body have an animal characteristic, which part would that be? I wouldn't mind having a tail!

31) If you could have the power to change your gender at will, would you? Oh fuck yeah I would!

32) What if someone offered you $4,000 to get an ANUS tattooed on the nape of your neck? Would you? Of course!

33) Did you ever say something mean to someone else and felt terrible about it afterwards, and it still still haunts you until this day? Yes -_-

34) Do you ever tell little white lies? Yeah.. when it's one of those, "Did you do anything, or did you just sit around on the net all day?" questions. Me: "Yeah, I did lots!"

35) You're at a party and EVERYBODY is drunk. This one guy pushes past you to get to the bathroom and he is WASTED! Right when he reaches the door he falls and cracks his tooth on the lid of the toilet, FARTS extremely loud, and procedes to hurl all over the floor. How do you feel about this? I would most likely laugh and vomit too.

36) Are you a video game snob? Nah, I enjoy them too much to be a bitch about them.

37) What if a magical French Bulldog flew in through your window, dropped a map at your feet, and said he needed you to accompany him on a quest? Would you go with him? I might. But what's in it for me?

38) Are you the friend that everyone dumps all their emotional bullshit on? I'm both XD

39) Was it good for you? Ooooooooh yeahhh *fans self*

40) Are you glad I stopped at 40 questions or could you keep going? I'm hungry, and food is always a good reason to stop making up stupid questions.

Appearance
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4"
[ ] I am taller than 6'0"
[ ] I think I'm ugly
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (Lose the boobs and we're good.)
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings. (I have three in each ear, the ones at the bottom are gauged out.)
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I've Got one or two Scars

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents. (It actually saddens me how often I say fuck in front of my Mom.)
[ ] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house. (what can I say? I'm gay, I wanted to go to Otakon 02' to meet Jo, and the next thing I know "If you go to that con you're GONE." I did, it was hard afterwards but I wouldn't have it any other way now I guess.)
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday. (HELL-FUCKING-NO)
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] Have a spoiled sibling.
[x] I'm in school. (SCAD baby!)
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. (In the past yes.)
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[x] I've been fired. (lol, I worked at American Eagle waaay back and got pneumonia. I was fired for that and I even had a doctors note. You are extremely expendable in clothes retail, kids, just remember that.)
[x] Are or Have been home schooled (YEP, and I've been in an all-girl boarding school..)

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. (yes..)
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing. (Well, the pig is my zodiac.)
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. (Most definitely)
[x] I've glued my hand to something intentionally
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public
[x] I fell down on my face. (When I was younger, I thought it would be a good idea to run down the hall with my arms inside of my sweatshirt. I eventually tripped and skid my face from my forehead down to my chin on the carpet. OW!)

Health
[x] I've gotten stitches (in my forehead. I was playing tag in first grade, turned my head to look back at my friend, and when I turned back around I ran into a chainlink fence and gashed my head open. 6 stitches woo!)
[ ] I've broken a bone. (Does a hairline fracture count? Or how about a dislocated toe?)
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. (apparently I don't have any and no buds formed)
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (yeah, coz' I have a horrible sense of direction.)
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan. (maybe someday.)
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe. (one day skifi, one day) :<
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've been out of my home country.
[ ] I've Been in Thailand
[ ] I've been in Phillipines

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city. (Atlanta is fucking confusing to me!)
[x] I've seen a shooting star. (We'd see several when we drove back and forth from Athens.)
[x] I've wished on a shooting star. (Dur!)
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (It was an accident but I didn't feel bad coz' he was a douche.)
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping. (It's very relaxing, but I've only done this with girls.)
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship. (I know I annoyed the shit out you to cut my hair yesterday, but I love the fuck out of you Natalie! <3)
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm DIVORCED!
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. (And I will never make that mistake again.)
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. (Love is fucking confusing)
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship. (I have a few trinkets here and there . I sometimes try to forget who they came from though..)
[x] I've kissed a girl/guy

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something (Okay.. okay, I farted once.)
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime. (It was awesome! The dude even tried to fake a seizure!)
[x] I've been in a fist fight. (It wasn't anything major, but it left me feeling weak.)
[ ] I've been arrested

Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I regularly drink. (No, but when I do, I DO.)
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed (And I'll do it again *shrug*)
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[x] I've popped E. (Only twice and the first time was way better. Stick with blue, green, or white! stay away from reds!)
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants. (It was recommended, I tried them along with sleeping pills for my insomnia, I flipped out, and swore off both. Melting hallucinations are scary.)
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying. (I thought she was dead..)

Death and Suicide
[ ] I hate funerals. (I don't hate them but I know they are eventual.)
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide. (Awhile back I hated my life and wanted it to be over with so I was going to eat an entire bottle on Ambien. Then I realized how fucking stupid and wasteful of life that is so I didn't. I am glad too.)
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I cut myself (Only a few times. I used an exact-o knife on my forearms mostly. It was stupid, but I did it out of anger.)

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs. (um..NO!)
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player. (Maybe I'm too old-fashioned. I plan on an iPod someday.)
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (USED TO, but not so much now.)
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. (I don't like purses. I would much prefer a satchel bag or something..)
[x] I own something from Hot Topic. (I'm not a regular there but I do purchase the occasional knick-knack or two. Love my MISFITS shirts..)
[x] I own something from Pac Sun. (I used to buy my pants from there, and the occasional bottle of Kirra!<3)
[x] I collect comic books (Not as much as I used to but the love is still there.)
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] buy the newspaper everyday

Random
[x] I can sing well. (Last time I checked I could. Who knows, I smoke a lot and that kills your throat XD)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily. (It depends on the situation.)
[ ] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs. (I have this odd relationship with roaches especially. I giggle at them when they crawl by now. I used to be terrified.)
[x] I curse regularly. (You better fucking believe it.)
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar. (On occasion..)
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair (Having a bang helps)
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat
[x] I love Spam (That shit tastes awesome! But I hate porn-bot spam..)
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well. (I can make Ramen and easy mac)
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I've worn pajamas to school. (Shut up, it was pajama day!)
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly. (Not so much lately but I shall remedy that soon.)
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. (College :)
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate (White chocolate and hazelnut go soooo well together!)
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
[x] I have been on the computer when I am as sick as a dog (Like I am now x-x)

Wee~ I should make a custom one from scratch sometime :D!

I just found out today, technically yesterday, that Decaf  decaf is in my class XD and I had no fucking idea. OMFG SOMEONE HAD SEEN ME FOR THE DORK THAT I REALLY AM!!!!!!!!! Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ hahaha, wow, I need to get drunk now.

G-night ya'll

Liz-Zabeth~

I started school on Monday and, WOW, it's definitely a change of pace. Right now I SHOULD be doing my homework assignments but I decided it would be a good thing to leave y'all a little note. I won't be able to get on here as often..well, maybe on the weekends if I manage my time better.

Basically I had this silly idea that on the first day of classes that we would (A) introduce ourselves and go over the course in a nutshell, and (B) not have homework until the following class........ ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRT! WRONG!!!!!!! In fact we did meet and greet but we did have homework on the first day, especially in my survey of western art class. That's my least favorite class so far, but I really like my 2D art and drawing1 classes. I had to buy at least $300 worth of equipment for 2D alone, and the books are kind of pricey for the others. I may need to spend an equal amount on equipment for drawing 1 it looks like..

I made a few friends, mainly by going out to the parking deck to smoke (lol) but most of them are pretty cool so far. Mainly guys but I did bump into two cool girls in drawing 1. I had to shoot some guy down after class today because APPARENTLY he was under the impression that I was available and straight to boot. Geez, you have a kind word with someone and they want to fuck you right off. What the hell? Even more awkward was when I told him I was gay and taken and he made a comment to the effect of, "Oh.. so when I said earlier that if you hung out with me at my dorm I could get crazy gropey if you weren't careful.. aw man! Well, I don't mean to be forward but are you saying that YOU wouldn't have a problem with it but your girlfriend would?"

Me: "NO! I'm saying that I have a girlfriend, I love her, and I would never screw around with anyone else, you're a guy, I'M A LESBIAN, blah blah blah."

Why do people have to make things more difficult? I always seem to attract guys like this. You know, those awkward, " She said hello to me!This girl is talking to me.. that must mean she's INTERESTED in me, which further leads me to believe that she will eventually FUCK me!"

Mother fuck! I'm a nice person, I'm a talkative person. I share many common interests with people, but for fuck's sake don't assume that I want to gobble your cock if we both are illustration majors and I had a kind word with you. FUUUUUUUCK!

So yeah, other than that situation today everything is coming along. I really do have projects to work on tonight though so I guess I'll chat with youz guys as soon I get that shit out of the way. I love and terribly miss you all even though it's been such a short breath of time. Wish me luck with this crappy western art bullshi-er.. GAWD THAT'S SO NOT THE ATTITUDE I NEED TO HAVE. YAY I LOVE SCHOOL!

Liz-Zabeth~

I took that DotA song and mixed it with magic orgasm and it sounds FUNK-E! I sped it up a little to give it that happy hardcore dancie feel and it's ridiculous XD anyway, I gotta register my car for parking and then I'm heading out for my first day of classes. Bye y'all!

Liz~

I have things that I need to take care of in my life; my relationship, school, social anxiety, etc. I think I may need to become a net-ghost again because I can't be trusted to accomplish things throughout the day with the internet around. It used to be video games but it's definitely the net now. I have some trade business to finish with Decaf and a few other things, but then I'm gonna' take a much needed break.

Today has been rough and I still don't know how to make it to SCAD from my house other than the motherfucking MARTA, and I'm sorry but I fucking refuse to ride on that piece of shit, sweatbox of a junk pile. I don't feel safe at MARTA stations and I would much rather take make chances with traffic. I'll just need to get into a routine of leaving for school a few hours earlier. I did alright while I was at SCAD's orientation yesterday, but I flipped out when we had to get back on MARTA. I was verbally abusive towards my Mom, I felt like everyone was staring at me, and I hate myself for my stupid hangups in life. I'm fucking up with my relationship right now and I fear the worst if changes aren't made on my part.

I'll stop rambling. If you guys don't hear from me anytime soon it's really nothing personal. Please keep drawing wonderful artwork and have fun at future cons.

Zabeth or is it more honest to say Liz?

1. ARE YOU GOING TO LIE?
Most definitely

2. WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
A red Varsity tee with a hotdog on it.. it says "The Naked Dog"

3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST?
Yeah, sure.

4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS?
Not really. I just annoy people.

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
Hm.. none?

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
NONE! in fact take my uterus now and be done with it.

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
I know my Dad loves me but we hardly talk. Mom loves me as well but we're too much alike and we alwasy want to get the last word in.

8. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE BESIDES THIS ONE?
How about Hazelton? Or Maxwell Sparks?

10. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST B-DAY?
Got stood up by all my friends, smoked a lot of weed, and got wasted.

11. WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT LOCATION?
Avondale Estates in Georgia. Lots of lesbians here, yay! <3

13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?
If I remember correctly I was doodling a pic of Aycee in OC then I rolled on the futon with Natty.

14. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
Only if you punch me in the mouth first :}

15. NAME SOMETHING YOU CANNOT WAIT TO DO/ CANNOT WAIT FOR?
To get situated with college? Make some friends outside of my normal circle?

16. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
Wednesday before I went to my psychologist.

17. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOU?
I want to get rid of my breasts and I want big muscles.

18. IF YOU HAD 300,000 MILLION DOLLARS... WHAT 3 THINGS WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?
- Buy a comfortable house for Natty and me and the doggies.
- Travel around the world.. within reason
- Help my family and friends and buy them ridiculous stuff.

19. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
Yeah, we were engaged.. HAHAH not. You suck Tom.

20. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Um.. I think I drank a Tazo Mojito Tea yesterday and smoked a bunch of cigarettes.

21. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
October and December

22. WHATS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
June or July.. it's fucking hot and all the kids are out of school.

23. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE?
Natty's black tanktop coz it looked nice with my octopus beltbuckle.

24. WHOSE GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
Myself. I need to get a grip.

25. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
Furaffinity, Youtube, Myspace, and Hotmail.

26. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Freeman!

27. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Yeah.. but I would hope to catch it in the shoulder.

28. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK(S)?
Pineapple juice, Milk, Water, Vanilla Vodka.

29. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
I'd be like "wow, they're dead." and then probably think about it too much.

30. ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
Natty in the living room.. I think I may join her.

31.HAVE YOU KISSED SOMEONE IN THE PAST WEEK?
Natalie of course, and my dogs.

32. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
I miss my DevilMan and Kaiju collections that are still boxed up and waiting to be displayed.

I'm FINALLY sketching out my half of the arttrade with Decaf.. I suck warty dick, sorry XD; I think I usuaully make cooler stuff when I sketch it out on paper first.

Anyways, I feel like I need to participate more with this community so I'm gonnas sketch out a bunch of random chars for practice. Yay, boredom. Oh yeah if anybody is also bored and catches me at the right time, I'm always up for some OC XD BYE!

Zabeth the fucking lame-o

This is fun to do!
The only catch is that you can't ask the person who posted it anything about it!
Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine.
Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine.
Title your response "My Bar Tab is$........"
You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.

Smoked pot -- $10
Did acid -- $5
Did some X -- $15
Did cocaine -- $20
Did meth -- $25
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you--$40
Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Had sex with members of the same family -- $50
Had sex with 2 different people in the same day -- $50
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Crossed dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15
Ever drive drunk -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend --$50
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a car while it was moving-- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $100
Spit in someone's food --$25
Made a nasty home video -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in the wild -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex -- $25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars -- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27 -- $25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time -- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work --$25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good --$25
Been raped -- $500
Have raped -- $200
Had sex with some one under 16 -- $300
Had sex with a dog -- $25
Had sex with a horse -- $50
Had sex with a cat -- $75 (add $50 if you tied it up so you didn't get scratched)
Have you ever had sex in a fursuit -- $100
Have you ever had sex while your partner wore a fursuit -- $100
Been spanked by a lover -- $50
Been whipped by a lover -- $ 100
Been fisted -- $150
If you know what "CBT" stands for -- $250
Used whip cream in bed -- $25
Used handcuffs in bed -- $50
Used a whip or paddle in bed -- $75
Ever imagined the person you where having sex with was some one else -- $100
If you have had a butt plug in for more then an hour -- $75
If you ever used any vacuum cleaner attachments -- $100
Had someone come climb in your bedroom window for sex so your parents would not find out -- $100
Used a blow up doll -- $50
Drove away from a car accident you caused -- $500
Cut yourself on purpose -- $100
Cut someone else on purpose -- $150
Pissed on some one -- $10 (Add $10 if they drank it)
Been pissed on -- $15 (add $20 if you drank it)
Shit on some one -- $20 (add $25 if they ate it)
Been shit on -- $25 (add $50 if you ate it)
If you have ever been shot -- $300
Dyed your hair -- $10
Dyed your pubes -- $20
If you ever ate your own cum (vaginal fluids for females)-- $20
Smoked while having sex -- $20
Ate a sandwich while having sex -- $50
Slapped someone across the face while fucking them-- $100
If you ever shoved a candle up someone's ass and lit it-- $200
Fucked someone while they were crying-- $300
If you have ever fucked a girl on the rag -- $100
If you ate her out after -- $200
If you have sucked your own cum out of a guy's ass -- $200
If you took this test and were completely honest add -- $500
Didn't use a condom -- $50
Got an STD -- $ 25
Have an STD -- $ 100
Planned to kill some one -- $50
Killed somebody -- $1,000
Add $5 for each tattoo and piercing you have
Add $10 for each scar over an inch long that you have

Tally it up and title it..."My Bar Tab Is $...."

A lot of smoking, drinking, and chatting happened last night. I think everyone got along well and the food was good. One of our friends showed up later after work and stayed until 3:00am... I kind of ex[ected that to happen but oh well. You live and learn? Besides that it was a laid back evening among friends and I welcome that in my life.

I have an appointment at 6:30 this evening then I might come back and help Natty clean up the party mess XD I have to go to some kind of orientation for school this saturday for SCAD, then classes start Monday. If I can squeeze in one more party before classes I wouldn't mind it, but I really got to buckle down and prepare at the same time.

I'll talk with y'all soon.

Liz-Zabeth~

Thanks so much guys I've never had this many people watch me before, yay! Well, today is my girlfriend's 28th b-day and I gotta clean up this nasty-ass house for her *_* I maaaay not be around this afternoon, BUT I STILL LOVE THE FUCK OUT OF YOUZ GUYS!

HUGGY-HUGGY-KISSY-KISSY! <3

Liz-Zabeth~

I really feel the need to hang out with other Lesbians. I don't think I have been exposed to the social scene enough. Sure I've gone to bars with Natty and Shannon and Lindy, but we only seem to talk with eachother. They have all these neat-o stories to tell about the old crowds they used to hang out with, but I don't ;-; I feel left out sometimes. I've never even been to Pride before.

I love being gay, I wouldn't have it any other way. I just really want to embrace my sexuality more and be proud of it. I hate having those stupid fucking, "BABY DYKE" jokes thrown at me. I know they aren't meant to offend but they kind of do piss me off. I am not a baby dyke, and I'm not your traditional dyke by any means. I'm just, LIZ, fucking Liz.

God I'm so hormonal right now. I'm fucking pissed off at other things too. For one, my breasts seem to have gotten larger and I'm not talking about "ow period boobs" This really upsets me. I don't want them but they keep coming back to taunt me. Fuck this shit, I'm buying some mother fucking cigarettes god damn it.

Liz-Zabeth~

I need to start posting my characters again. I havent' really done that since I stopped drawing Smitty and the crew. Part of me wants to upgrade the character designs and continue on, but the other part of me thinks I should start fresh. I've been working on Zabeth and some of the other Chimaera designs lately. It's been awhile. I did a lot of writing for the story but I kind of slipped out of the sketching aspect of the project.

I think I should make it easy on myself and just post a few Zabeth, Pierce, and Apolis pics to start off. Yay x-x ow... cramps.

Zabeth~

Well.. I got new furniture yesterday and I got pretty wasted afterwards. I was kind of hormonal earlier yesterday, if you know what I mean, but I still managed to hang out with Natty and Janel and have an excellent time. Who knows how often I will be able to cut loose like this in the future. I gotta bust ass this first quarter X_X

Oh well, apologies to the people's submissions I commented on when I really should've been drinking water or puking. I also wanted to share this becayse it's so.. cute! teehee ^_^


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=922xn8ckhjg I love the pink one XD

Zabeth~

Hi guys,
I love you all,so much and I justbwanted tyoteklll you that.

Zabeth`1

I get hung up on certain things, DUH! XD; Welp! I think I've been doing too much painting and not enough "drawing". I'm gonna pull out some paper, pencils, and pens and doodle away. I need to reteach myself shit I forgot due to anxiety.

Later Gators and Masturbators!

Zabeth~

I am trying to understand aspects of my life a little better, so in order to better accomplish this I'M DUMPING ALL MY BULLSHIT HERE! :} You don't have to read any of this. I use this place simply because I loathe DA and livejournal and people have been honest with me here. If say things that don't make sense or sound whiney.. that's how I roll I guess. Sorry <3 Oh yeah, but I don't say "that's how I roll." I would more likely say "that's how I am."

My smoking habits. "Cigarette-wise"
Where should I start? I'm a smoker and I don't "really" want to quit but i know it's terrible for me. I smoke just about everyday and unfortunately I am about to be a pack-a-day smoker if I don't control myself better. I've been smoking for three years now. I originally started off on Djarum Specials, then I moved to Djarum Blacks pretty quickly. I smoked Blacks almost a full two years then I went a long time without them and couldn't stand the taste afterwards. I took to menthal cigarettes afterwards.. and they smoke faster than cloves, so I go through a lot more of these. I really should at least attempt to quit again. They have really become a Linus-blanket for me when I try to go out in public.

Social Life?
I say weird things IRL that make people go O_o Huh? Reguardless I'm a likeable person, and I feel like I can reach most people when I hang with them. I do tend to be a doormat at times but it's not as noticeable as my weird-assedness I guess. I like to have "remember when" and "what if" conversations with people. Those are very open and abstract sometimes. People laugh with me a lot. My close friends love me and I love them back. Despite all of this I have become a semi-introvert over the years. Sometimes I feel nervous in public and I get uncomfortable when people look at me or address me. When I feel comfortable in someone's presence that's one thing.. A lot of my deepest conversations I have are with fellow smokers outside where it's quiet. I know I have low self-esteem. That is a big part of my social anxiety. I'm really try to work on this. It even extends to the internet a little. Yeah I'm not looking you in the eyes when I'm talking with you but I do worry about your JUDGEMENT sometimes.

Gender and sexuality
As much as I would love to rip off my breasts and have a flat chest, I can't. I was born a girl and I very much live as one.. though I would wager that I can be just as disgusting as any guy could, ask my girlfriend. Why she puts up with me I still don't know. I'm such a tomboy. I just don't really like being labelled as one or the other sometimes. I used to have a fursona that was male.. I was really comfortable with it for a long time, then people where like, "YOU'RE REALLY A GIRL??" Yes, I'm a lesbian because I have a vagina and only have sex with vaginas. I love girls, I think they are beautiful works of art. I wouldn't have it any other way. I feel masculine though! A lot of the time. I still confuse people IRL and online. Part of being an artist, to me, means I can still appreciate that a penis does exist. If someone makes a pretty image that just happens to have a boner, fuck yeah I'm gonna compliment it! My issues with my gender were much worse off in my middle to later teens. I feel awkward about this subject because it's hard to explain to some of my other friends. I have heard things like, "Why would you deny being a woman? A woman's body is sacred, I don't understand those girls that want to cut their tits off and BE THE MAN. Why have roles?" I'm ending this one now. Whatever, yeah, I'm a girl..

Blegh this is taking longer than I thought. Maybe I should just do one of those

Age
Weight
Gender
Likes/Dislikes

thingies. Yeah that would prolly make more sense. Meh, I really don't care. I gotta clean my house *_*

Zabeth~

I'm so relieved right now. I had a good talk with my shrink today and right when I got back into my car I had a message from SCAD. I got to hang out with both of my sisters today and my Mom sounded so happy she could cry when I called her to tell her. I tied up some loose ends from my past the other day too.. this has been a good "later in the week" for me.

And if that wasn't good news, when I came home from all of this I had a message on my myspace pafe from my FAVORITE roller derby chick, Demi Gore, complimenting my art. That was a nice boost ^_^ I feel great right now! I'm having some orange juice and melon vodka and my baby bought a bottle of champagne to celebrate. I can relax now so that's exactly what I'm gonna do.

I'm gonna post some more art soon.. but first.. I DRINK!!!

Zabeth "chugs-a-lug" Johnson~

P.S. Thank you all for your support. That is one of the major things that kept me going.

I'm geeting extremely anxious about hearing back from SCAD. It's now the 28th and still nothing. If I'm not going to be accepted I really want to know soon because I may need to make preparations to get a job. That would really suck, but at least I would know where I stand.

Zabeth~