Today I turn 27. Honestly it feels like time is passing by faster than last year :(

Tell me something cool you did today :3

Besides the fact that about 80% of the people that contact me are scammers, the other 19% are people that want nothing but to ERP or lewd in some way.

I don't care about that, I make it very clear on both my main page here and my discord/telegram that i do NOT want that, yet people are unable to read or simply don't respect that. I don't care if you think you have the hottest OC in the furry fandom, I am not interested, and for people that ignore my warning against it I won't hesitate to block/unfriend you. This shit happens frequently enough to make me consider unlisting my discord and telegram accounts from here and/or changing usernames, I am sick of it.

Is very cute, yes? You better agree, or I will zap you until you do :3

What are your favorites monsters from monster hunter?

Next week we'll be seeing 47 degree (Celsius) heat, I cannot wait. My poor AC is struggling. How, HOW can people say they like summer, grr

What I mean by this is, I feel like in the past few years people don't engage as much within the community. I remember I'd get random friend requests/random PMs often, but over the years this has pretty much stopped happening (then again who can blame them, I'm pretty boring :3).

I feel like overall people are harder to socialize with than before, or it could just be that everyone just has their own little social "bubble".

Have also heard artists have seen a decrease in faves/comments, I wonder if people just aren't on FA as much. What are your thoughts?

Checkup time, how are you doing today?

My life is complete, spiderframe is real :3

Ever feel constantly lonely despite having people in your life there for you?

Haha yeah couldn't be me.

You should play FlyKnight NOW!!!

you're welcome have a good day :3

Do you like millipedes? I think they are funny little guys. Many leg, such wow. Thoughts?

Giant African millipede my beloved.

A cool artist could use a few more comms, please check them out! They do pretty much anything and are quite affordable!  sjeyart

Moths? Cute moths? I love moths, do you love moths?



Look at this chonk

It's been close to a year since sadpepega/furzo disappeared and deleted all her pages, disappeared from my life. I considered her a close friend and now I don't know if she's even alive or if she died (by her own hand or Russia's). The fact that I never will get closure... never get to say goodbye, it eats away at me. It's very possible she did all this to avoid doing commissions she owed, but even that is up in the air.

I wonder if I could do things differently and somehow helped prevented her from disappearing (or not, who knows).

Friend, wherever you are, you are missed. <3

Hopefully 2025 will be a better year for me (and everyone really).

Woohoo, I'm 26! I am too old already.

Something something depression. It's that time of the year I guess. Finding myself reminiscing about things that have happened and how much I've lost in the past two years. From friendships to family members. Just makes me feel very jaded and honestly even unwilling to try to meet people.

I usually respond to all comments on the things I upload but if I didn't/don't, don't take it personally.

Bugs are cool. Y/N?

Vent/CW idk

The realization is creeping in that my friend  sadpepega has taken her life and at this point I don't know how to process this... I considered her a close friend and now she's just gone. Just... like that. I wake up and see all her socials deleted and that harrowing gut-wrenching journal and I dunno what to do or what to think. Can only hope she changed her mind and is laying low but she's had a history of previous attempts. i tried so hard to be there for her, maybe i failed at that, maybe i didnt do enough, but now this shit will eat at me forever. I wish she'd just pop up and say "kha got you" or something. Fuck, I already miss her. She even promised me she'd talk to me before doing anything stupid so i can at least have a chance to say goodbye but... i know how it is, depression can go fuck itself. thanks for reading

What a banger game. Goddamn. Worth the wait for sure, 9 long years without my democratic freedom-loving squad.

Any other loyal Super Earth servants here? :D

Guys is it? Is it real? Referring to this!

Wowie thank the heavens that year ended. The only positive part of it was that I finally got a job. Everything else was a shitshow. Three deaths in my family, ended two close friendships, uncovered some messed up shit my grandparents did... and more.

2024 seems to start of well. I plan in improving my drawing and writing skills and to hopefully form some new friendships. Dunno how that'll go but time will tell I guess.

Happy new year everyone, wish you a great 2024

Sadpepega is in a really rough spot. Please read her journal, every bit counts <3

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10754577