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Posted 13 years agoSickness + Gravity Falls + Motorciity
Posted 13 years agoBluh. Sorry commission progress has been slow lately. I got mad sick for a while and couldn't draw very well (eye-strain headaches and congestion and whatnot). Will hopefully start and finish caldy's commissions tomorrow, God willing!
Anyway, since I was feeling better tonight, here's some copypasta from tumblr:
so pals came over tonight to hang, etc.
when azha and aya went home, G and I chilled out and at his behest we watched Motorcity
holy shit guys. That show is SO COOL, love the style and the animation. Good shit. I also have a ship to ship and a sexy black man to fangirl. Good stuff.
Then I decided hey
hey let’s watch episode one of Gravity Falls because I’d been interested due to tumblr and G’d been interested due to friends and
HOLY SHIT GUYS IT’S AMAZING IT IS MY NEW FAVORITE SHOW HOLY SHIT
Anyway, since I was feeling better tonight, here's some copypasta from tumblr:
so pals came over tonight to hang, etc.
when azha and aya went home, G and I chilled out and at his behest we watched Motorcity
holy shit guys. That show is SO COOL, love the style and the animation. Good shit. I also have a ship to ship and a sexy black man to fangirl. Good stuff.
Then I decided hey
hey let’s watch episode one of Gravity Falls because I’d been interested due to tumblr and G’d been interested due to friends and
HOLY SHIT GUYS IT’S AMAZING IT IS MY NEW FAVORITE SHOW HOLY SHIT
Shit, FA, get it together
Posted 13 years agoDayum.
So between commissions and practicing colorings and such, my dear friend just randomly gave me her PS2 and all the games with it because she's moving for college and doesn't need them anymore.
Kingdom Hearts is my guilty pleasure and I am going to play the shit out of all these games you have NO IDEA, GUYS
this journal is now a Nostalgic Games from Our Childhood journal
So between commissions and practicing colorings and such, my dear friend just randomly gave me her PS2 and all the games with it because she's moving for college and doesn't need them anymore.
Kingdom Hearts is my guilty pleasure and I am going to play the shit out of all these games you have NO IDEA, GUYS
this journal is now a Nostalgic Games from Our Childhood journal
Updated profile + waitlist for superhero commissions?
Posted 13 years agoHey guys! I just updated my user profile with some new info and cleaned everything up a bit! Added the other sites I'm active on, too.
Also, would anyone like me to set up a waiting list for the superhero splash commissions?
There's been some interest stirring and if it's help you guys out, I'd be glad to set up a waiting list of 5 people or so. information on pricing and such can be found over here!
Waiting List!
1. draegwolf
2. tigertau
3. mission
4. convel
5. inkfall
6. hera
Also, would anyone like me to set up a waiting list for the superhero splash commissions?
There's been some interest stirring and if it's help you guys out, I'd be glad to set up a waiting list of 5 people or so. information on pricing and such can be found over here!
Waiting List!
1. draegwolf
2. tigertau
3. mission
4. convel
5. inkfall
6. hera
Now on Nabyn!
Posted 13 years ago3 Superhero Splash Slots CLOSED! Thanks!
Posted 13 years agoThat's right! Opening up for the first batch of superhero/villain splash commissions. x3
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8606414/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8508164/
Price: $40 USD per character - may be more depending on character/hero complexity! Via Paypal only.
Please provide full-color examples both for your character and for the hero/villain you'd like them dressed as! A blurb about abilities for lesser-known heroes would be welcome, too!
No adult themes, please! Try to keep things PG-13 or lower - i.e., if it's been in a major motion picture, we should be okay. No porn, though. I'd like to keep these clean!
SLOTS:
1.skunk-man
2.
caldy
3.
caldy
First come, first serve! Comment here to claim a slot!
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8606414/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8508164/
Price: $40 USD per character - may be more depending on character/hero complexity! Via Paypal only.
Please provide full-color examples both for your character and for the hero/villain you'd like them dressed as! A blurb about abilities for lesser-known heroes would be welcome, too!
No adult themes, please! Try to keep things PG-13 or lower - i.e., if it's been in a major motion picture, we should be okay. No porn, though. I'd like to keep these clean!
SLOTS:
1.
2.
caldy3.
caldyFirst come, first serve! Comment here to claim a slot!
Superhero Splash commissions?
Posted 13 years agoHey guys! I've been running this idea through my head for a few days and wanted some input.
I've been wanting to offer commissions like this image here - a colored sketch of your character/fursona/what-have-you as the superhero of your choice!
It's fun for me because I can be loose with the lines and colors, and awesome for commissioners because they get more input into their commissions than the presketch ones.
Also considering doing them via Livestreams, possibly with the mic on, so you'll be there every step of the way.
Price would be between $30-$40, depending on character/hero complexity.
So would anyone be interested in something like that? I'll be doing a Green Lantern image of Lady Z to time myself and provide a furry/female example, too.
I've been wanting to offer commissions like this image here - a colored sketch of your character/fursona/what-have-you as the superhero of your choice!
It's fun for me because I can be loose with the lines and colors, and awesome for commissioners because they get more input into their commissions than the presketch ones.
Also considering doing them via Livestreams, possibly with the mic on, so you'll be there every step of the way.
Price would be between $30-$40, depending on character/hero complexity.
So would anyone be interested in something like that? I'll be doing a Green Lantern image of Lady Z to time myself and provide a furry/female example, too.
ACTION/GAMING Iron Artist Slots - CLOSED. Thanks!
Posted 13 years agoThat's right, here we go!
Examples of previous commissions:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7938841/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7949465/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7956230/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7955772/
Price: $20 for a single character (artistic nudity included). There is also a $5 wing/detail tax for wings that are large and extravagant (tiny, simple ones are fine), or for insanely detailed coat patterns/outfits.
There'll be 5 slots this time, and there is a theme: ACTION and VIDEO GAMES. I've been playing a lot of vidya gaemz in my down time lately, and I've been inspired to draw some actiony stuff to practice dynamic poses!
Now, while the base price for a sketch is still $20, bear in mind that ridiculously intricate costumes - a la the Altair armor from AssCreed Brotherhood, for example - will be met with a small fee for extra detail - probably around $5-7. We can negotiate pricing when you claim a slot!
Slots:
1.
roxyshadowfang x 2
2.taijii - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8505629/
3.
inkfall
4.artica - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8514705/
5.
darktoast
Leave a comment to claim a slot! I'm off to the store real quick so I'll be back in an hour or so to answer these, so don't panic if I don't reply right away! First come, first serve!
Examples of previous commissions:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7938841/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7949465/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7956230/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7955772/
Price: $20 for a single character (artistic nudity included). There is also a $5 wing/detail tax for wings that are large and extravagant (tiny, simple ones are fine), or for insanely detailed coat patterns/outfits.
There'll be 5 slots this time, and there is a theme: ACTION and VIDEO GAMES. I've been playing a lot of vidya gaemz in my down time lately, and I've been inspired to draw some actiony stuff to practice dynamic poses!
Now, while the base price for a sketch is still $20, bear in mind that ridiculously intricate costumes - a la the Altair armor from AssCreed Brotherhood, for example - will be met with a small fee for extra detail - probably around $5-7. We can negotiate pricing when you claim a slot!
Slots:
1.
roxyshadowfang x 22.
3.
inkfall4.
5.
darktoastLeave a comment to claim a slot! I'm off to the store real quick so I'll be back in an hour or so to answer these, so don't panic if I don't reply right away! First come, first serve!
ACTION Iron Artist slots opening Wednesday around 6PM EST!
Posted 13 years agoFirst of all: If you're into Pokemon or How to Train Your Dragon, click here to browse some awesome IRL merch you can buy from the ever-awesome teahound - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3683208/
Secondly: I will be offering a few more of my Iron Artist sketch commissions this Wednesday evening!
Examples of previous commissions:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7938841/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7949465/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7956230/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7955772/
Price: $20 for a single character (artistic nudity included). There is also a $5 wing/detail tax for wings that are large and extravagant (tiny, simple ones are fine), or for insanely detailed coat patterns/outfits.
There'll be 5 slots this time, and there is a theme: ACTION and VIDEO GAMES. I've been playing a lot of vidya gaemz in my down time lately, and I've been inspired to draw some actiony stuff to practice dynamic poses!
Now, while the base price for a sketch is still $20, bear in mind that ridiculously intricate costumes - a la the Altair armor from AssCreed Brotherhood, for example - will be met with a small fee for extra detail - probably around $5-7. We can negotiate pricing when you claim a slot!
So yes, be prepared! x3
Secondly: I will be offering a few more of my Iron Artist sketch commissions this Wednesday evening!
Examples of previous commissions:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7938841/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7949465/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7956230/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7955772/
Price: $20 for a single character (artistic nudity included). There is also a $5 wing/detail tax for wings that are large and extravagant (tiny, simple ones are fine), or for insanely detailed coat patterns/outfits.
There'll be 5 slots this time, and there is a theme: ACTION and VIDEO GAMES. I've been playing a lot of vidya gaemz in my down time lately, and I've been inspired to draw some actiony stuff to practice dynamic poses!
Now, while the base price for a sketch is still $20, bear in mind that ridiculously intricate costumes - a la the Altair armor from AssCreed Brotherhood, for example - will be met with a small fee for extra detail - probably around $5-7. We can negotiate pricing when you claim a slot!
So yes, be prepared! x3
Want Pokemon or How to Train Your Dragon merchandise?
Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3683208/
Head on over to that link up thurr ^^^
Tea's a cool dude and needs some extra cash for rent this month. Signal boost!
Head on over to that link up thurr ^^^
Tea's a cool dude and needs some extra cash for rent this month. Signal boost!
Tips for giving up red meat? - EDIT
Posted 13 years agoYes let's get the "DID YOU MEAN PENIS" jokes out of the way
red meat sounds like a euphemism for penis
good job, everybody. go team!
BUT ON A SERIOUS NOTE, I'm going to attempt to cut red meat out of my diet. More for health reasons than anything.
Has anyone ever made the decision to give up red meat? Are their recipes/dishes you guys can recommend someone giving up red meat? Replacement foods?
Thanks in advance.
Edited for clarification -
I don't want to eat red meat anymore because it's 'unhealthy' - when I said I wanted to cut out red meat because of health reasons, I meant that it's part of my recovery from binge-eating disorder.
Red meat - beef, rather - is a trigger food for me. Consuming it makes me want to dive back into self-destructive binging behavior. Even the lean ground beef I've been using as substitute just makes me want the beef I ate before, so it's been nothing but detrimental to my recovery.
I'm going to try to switch to ground turkey and also start eating more wild fish. c: I've taken plenty of nutrition class - taught most recently by a doctor who is also a vegetarian - so I know most of the myths and facts about meat consumption from every conceivable angle.
I don't have any nutritional deficiencies, so I'm not terribly concerned about cutting out beef and pork. And I am going to begin seeing a physician when my medical insurance is reinstated, so no worries there!
But yeah! That's all. xD Didn't mean to trigger such a large debate down there!
red meat sounds like a euphemism for penis
good job, everybody. go team!
BUT ON A SERIOUS NOTE, I'm going to attempt to cut red meat out of my diet. More for health reasons than anything.
Has anyone ever made the decision to give up red meat? Are their recipes/dishes you guys can recommend someone giving up red meat? Replacement foods?
Thanks in advance.
Edited for clarification -
I don't want to eat red meat anymore because it's 'unhealthy' - when I said I wanted to cut out red meat because of health reasons, I meant that it's part of my recovery from binge-eating disorder.
Red meat - beef, rather - is a trigger food for me. Consuming it makes me want to dive back into self-destructive binging behavior. Even the lean ground beef I've been using as substitute just makes me want the beef I ate before, so it's been nothing but detrimental to my recovery.
I'm going to try to switch to ground turkey and also start eating more wild fish. c: I've taken plenty of nutrition class - taught most recently by a doctor who is also a vegetarian - so I know most of the myths and facts about meat consumption from every conceivable angle.
I don't have any nutritional deficiencies, so I'm not terribly concerned about cutting out beef and pork. And I am going to begin seeing a physician when my medical insurance is reinstated, so no worries there!
But yeah! That's all. xD Didn't mean to trigger such a large debate down there!
Lively updates + next Iron Artist batch theme: ACTION
Posted 13 years agoOkay so. Between my last personal update and now, some stuff has happened.
- I (re-)joined a 12-step program.
- I have a wonderful sponsor that I report progress to everyday (or as close to it as I can get!)
- I've gotten lots of support and encouragement over on tumblr and it's been wonderful
- I've been abstinent for 9 whole days!
- I'm feeling shaky and unstable but hopeful, also.
Let's hope I can keep going!
ALSO:
I decided the next batch of Iron Artist sketches will probably be themed, and that the theme will be ACTION. I've been playing a lot of vidya games recently and watching lots of movies and such, and I've been inspired to try out some dynamic poses!
So when the next batch opens (probably within two weeks, and I'll be sure to put up a warning a day early), you can request any sort of action-y, fighting pose! If you'd like, it can even be of your character cosplaying as their favorite character (taxes may be included depending on level of detail, as always).
So yeah! Be ready!
Hope y'all are doin' great. c:
- I (re-)joined a 12-step program.
- I have a wonderful sponsor that I report progress to everyday (or as close to it as I can get!)
- I've gotten lots of support and encouragement over on tumblr and it's been wonderful
- I've been abstinent for 9 whole days!
- I'm feeling shaky and unstable but hopeful, also.
Let's hope I can keep going!
ALSO:
I decided the next batch of Iron Artist sketches will probably be themed, and that the theme will be ACTION. I've been playing a lot of vidya games recently and watching lots of movies and such, and I've been inspired to try out some dynamic poses!
So when the next batch opens (probably within two weeks, and I'll be sure to put up a warning a day early), you can request any sort of action-y, fighting pose! If you'd like, it can even be of your character cosplaying as their favorite character (taxes may be included depending on level of detail, as always).
So yeah! Be ready!
Hope y'all are doin' great. c:
Iron Artist - Batch 1 CLOSED
Posted 13 years agoIron Artist Full Body Sketch Commissions
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7938841/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7949465/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7956230/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7955772/
Price: $20 for a single character (artistic nudity included). There is also a $5 wing/detail tax for wings that are large and extravagant (tiny, simple ones are fine), or for insanely detailed coat patterns/outfits.
Slots are first come, first serve! Should have these finished during the week! Must be able to pay within 24 hours via paypal! Comment on this journal to grab a slot!
SLOTS:
1.ladyloki - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8221841/
2.XzelieaFantra - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8229792/
3.CatBirdWoman-CatWing - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8238318/
4.ShadowTiger18 - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8245936/
5.demon87 - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8263152/
6.- off-site (tumblr) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8377827/
7.kusatsu - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8363093/
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7938841/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7949465/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7956230/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7955772/
Price: $20 for a single character (artistic nudity included). There is also a $5 wing/detail tax for wings that are large and extravagant (tiny, simple ones are fine), or for insanely detailed coat patterns/outfits.
Slots are first come, first serve! Should have these finished during the week! Must be able to pay within 24 hours via paypal! Comment on this journal to grab a slot!
SLOTS:
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
birthday swag
Posted 13 years agoNew Monthly Commission Deals + Iron Artist
Posted 13 years agoSo recently some health issues affecting my dad have sprung up and funds are tight in my house.
This, combined with the fact that my "job", so to speak, is physical rehabiliation and fitness, has given me an opportunity to take on more work and help my family. So I'll be doing monthly commission deals! Read more below:
Once-Monthly Full CG Presketch Commissions
Examples (most NSFW):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7289274/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8088789/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7797752/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7784749/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7423929/
Price: $55 flat rate, with taxes for extra details (i.e. wings, complicated stripes/spots, rainbow colors). If you don't know if your character would be subject to the extra details charge, we'll talk it out when you decide you want to commission me. c:
How it'll work: These will be offered ONCE monthly, on or near the first of every month. I will post rough, base sketches and the first commenters who claim the slot will have that sketch customized into a character of their choosing. For the most part, they'll be single-character pin-ups with artistic nudity included in the base price. I'll occasionally offer two character presketches that are sexual in nature - these will run between $75-$100 depending on the pose and the difficulty level.
Money made from these commissions goes into paying for my health insurance and emergency funds that go to myself and my family. There will be four of these slots offered per month.
Iron Artist Full Body Sketch Commissions
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7938841/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7949465/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7956230/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7955772/
Price: $20 for a single character (artistic nudity included). There is also a $5 wing/detail tax for wings that are large and extravagant (tiny, simple ones are fine), or for insanely detailed coat patterns/outfits.
How it'll work: These will be opened as the Full CG commissions mentioned above are finished, as well as worked on in between. They'll be opened in batches of 5, hopefully once weekly/bi-weekly. Occasionally, they will be themed - unusual species, males only, non-binary gender characters only, humanoids only, etc. - but for the most part it'll be your standard character sketch commission!
Money made from these commissions are for personal spending - most of it will be saved up for a new computer for Christmas (my poor darling is basically obsolete these days!). And, as in all Iron Artist Challenges, the ultimate goal will be to accept and complete 100 sketch commissions!
So yeah! This'll be the way commissions work for the forseeable future! The first batch of Iron Artist sketches will open up for grabs after I complete an off-site Full CG commission. If y'all have any questions, leave a comment here! Please and thank you! <3
This, combined with the fact that my "job", so to speak, is physical rehabiliation and fitness, has given me an opportunity to take on more work and help my family. So I'll be doing monthly commission deals! Read more below:
Once-Monthly Full CG Presketch Commissions
Examples (most NSFW):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7289274/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8088789/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7797752/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7784749/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7423929/
Price: $55 flat rate, with taxes for extra details (i.e. wings, complicated stripes/spots, rainbow colors). If you don't know if your character would be subject to the extra details charge, we'll talk it out when you decide you want to commission me. c:
How it'll work: These will be offered ONCE monthly, on or near the first of every month. I will post rough, base sketches and the first commenters who claim the slot will have that sketch customized into a character of their choosing. For the most part, they'll be single-character pin-ups with artistic nudity included in the base price. I'll occasionally offer two character presketches that are sexual in nature - these will run between $75-$100 depending on the pose and the difficulty level.
Money made from these commissions goes into paying for my health insurance and emergency funds that go to myself and my family. There will be four of these slots offered per month.
Iron Artist Full Body Sketch Commissions
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7938841/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7949465/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7956230/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7955772/
Price: $20 for a single character (artistic nudity included). There is also a $5 wing/detail tax for wings that are large and extravagant (tiny, simple ones are fine), or for insanely detailed coat patterns/outfits.
How it'll work: These will be opened as the Full CG commissions mentioned above are finished, as well as worked on in between. They'll be opened in batches of 5, hopefully once weekly/bi-weekly. Occasionally, they will be themed - unusual species, males only, non-binary gender characters only, humanoids only, etc. - but for the most part it'll be your standard character sketch commission!
Money made from these commissions are for personal spending - most of it will be saved up for a new computer for Christmas (my poor darling is basically obsolete these days!). And, as in all Iron Artist Challenges, the ultimate goal will be to accept and complete 100 sketch commissions!
So yeah! This'll be the way commissions work for the forseeable future! The first batch of Iron Artist sketches will open up for grabs after I complete an off-site Full CG commission. If y'all have any questions, leave a comment here! Please and thank you! <3
oh right, birthday + The Secret World
Posted 13 years agoso yeah I'm turning 23 on June 13th. Kinda fun.
No big plans, but I'm hoping to get a new tablet from my folks and I'll probably be buying The Secret World for myself as a ... self-gift. Yes. Anyone else played the beta? LOOKS FUN RIGHT?
Illuminati playaaaaaa
No big plans, but I'm hoping to get a new tablet from my folks and I'll probably be buying The Secret World for myself as a ... self-gift. Yes. Anyone else played the beta? LOOKS FUN RIGHT?
Illuminati playaaaaaa
Minecraft servers?
Posted 13 years agoHey guys! I just recently bought the PC version of Minecraft and have been wanting to get in and mingle with folks on multiplayer servers!
If you know any good ones, drop the name and address in a comment and I'll see if I can check it out!
If you know any good ones, drop the name and address in a comment and I'll see if I can check it out!
Taking 3 Presketch Commissions!
Posted 13 years agoMore info over here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8076911/
Taking ONE $20 USD full body sketch commission! - CLOSED
Posted 13 years agoThat's right! Assassin's Creed 2 is on sale on Steam for $14 and I NEED IT so I am taking one sketch to be completed by tomorrow to pay for it. :D Thank god for Ubisoft sales!
So yeah. $20 USD, to be paid immediately. It gets you a sketch like the following examples (one character only, nudity fine):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7956230/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7955772/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7949465/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7938841/
First come, first serve!
Edit: Thanks, sonichomeboy!
So yeah. $20 USD, to be paid immediately. It gets you a sketch like the following examples (one character only, nudity fine):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7956230/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7955772/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7949465/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7938841/
First come, first serve!
Edit: Thanks, sonichomeboy!
Back to work!
Posted 13 years agoTrip is over and was tons of fun! :D Commission work resumes tomorrow!
Commissions delayed until May 7th~
Posted 13 years agoYes, minor delays ahead!
My mother's leg has been acting up a lot with her Restless Leg Syndrome so I've been trying to help her out around her house a lot and haven't had much time to work on art. I'm thumbnailing poses for commissions but that's the extent of things.
Also, on the 30th my dear sanurapanthress will be coming down for a week long visit! :D I don't know if I'll be able to work much while she's here so I'm just letting y'all know.
With that, I'm off to finish cleaning house. xD
My mother's leg has been acting up a lot with her Restless Leg Syndrome so I've been trying to help her out around her house a lot and haven't had much time to work on art. I'm thumbnailing poses for commissions but that's the extent of things.
Also, on the 30th my dear sanurapanthress will be coming down for a week long visit! :D I don't know if I'll be able to work much while she's here so I'm just letting y'all know.
With that, I'm off to finish cleaning house. xD
5 bust/full body sketches closed! thanks, guys!
Posted 13 years agoOpen now! Leave a comment here to snag one! Payment must be made within 24 hours via Paypal. c:
Bust sketch examples ($10 each, $17 for two characters):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7750212/
Full sketch examples ($20, single characters only, nudity accepted):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5247050/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5353271/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5287679/
SLOTS:
1. cadburythealien - Full body
2. sonichomeboy
3. recca_sen_li - Fully body
4. ladyloki - Full body
5. tifreak8x - full body
Bust sketch examples ($10 each, $17 for two characters):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7750212/
Full sketch examples ($20, single characters only, nudity accepted):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5247050/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5353271/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5287679/
SLOTS:
1. cadburythealien - Full body
2. sonichomeboy
3. recca_sen_li - Fully body
4. ladyloki - Full body
5. tifreak8x - full body
Taking 5 more Bust/Full sketch commissions this afternoon!
Posted 13 years agoYep! Sometime this afternoon, probably around @ or 3 PM EST, I'll be opening up five slots for bust sketch or full sketch commissions. c:
They'll be done between the shading I have to do on two current commissions and one complete full CG commission. c: Need the money just to pad out the week I'm spending with my awesome pal next week. :D
Bust sketch examples ($10 each, $17 for two characters):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7750212/
Full sketch examples ($20, single characters only, nudity accepted):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5247050/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5353271/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5287679/
So yeah, I'll post a journal when I'm open! Just a brief heads-up. c:
They'll be done between the shading I have to do on two current commissions and one complete full CG commission. c: Need the money just to pad out the week I'm spending with my awesome pal next week. :D
Bust sketch examples ($10 each, $17 for two characters):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7750212/
Full sketch examples ($20, single characters only, nudity accepted):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5247050/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5353271/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5287679/
So yeah, I'll post a journal when I'm open! Just a brief heads-up. c:
Re: Openness about my depression and eating disorder
Posted 13 years agoSo over the past year or so, I’ve been talking a lot about my struggles with depression and the resulting eating disorder I developed to “cope”.
There are reasons for this. For one thing, I can no longer afford to seek professional counseling so I really feel like I have no one to talk to about it. There are few people I interact with on a daily basis who understand what it’s like to live with severe clinical depression, and less who share my particular eating disorder.
Since I’ve started posting journals and artwork related to my mental health, people have been wonderfully supportive. They even call me brave for coming out into the open with these issues.
I don’t know if I’d call it brave, really. It took a lot to get me to come out about my disease the first time, true, but since then it’s been easier.
There’s a stigma in our society today that sends the message that depression is something to be ashamed of. “Normal” people get along fine day-to-day, what’s the matter with than portion of the population that can barely drag themselves out of bed? Something’s wrong with them. They need help. They’re unhealthy.
And I was very ashamed of my thoughts, for a very long time. Refused to admit that I was anything but “occasionally sad”. That’s where my eating disorder came in. It offered solace, in its own damaging way. The shame I felt over being different manifested itself in a potentially fatal disease that has opened the door for a whole host of other dangerous physical diseases.
That’s why I write, and it’s why I draw.
While I still struggle with self-loathing and shame over my depression, I realize that I’m in a position to help others because I have many fans and followers.
I believe depression shouldn’t be locked away behind closed doors. If you are too ashamed to seek help, as I was for nearly ten years, there’s a good chance that you’ll turn to an unhealthy habit to cope with your feelings. My refusal to seek help about my depression is the reason I started binge-eating, and it’s the reason I started to self-mutilate.
If you feel depressed, or abuse substances or have thoughts of death or ending your life, I encourage you to talk about it. Fight back against the stigma society’s forced upon you. You have nothing to be ashamed of.
Of course, you don’t have to discuss it on a broad public forum like tumblr or dA if the thought makes you uncomfortable. I just want to share the message that if you feel like you might be depressed, you should let it out. Don’t let it fester inside. That just makes it worse.
So I thank everyone for their support and kind words and intelligent discussions.
I still battle my bad thoughts every day. I still occasionally binge and hurt myself. But talking about it helps. Trust me.
There are reasons for this. For one thing, I can no longer afford to seek professional counseling so I really feel like I have no one to talk to about it. There are few people I interact with on a daily basis who understand what it’s like to live with severe clinical depression, and less who share my particular eating disorder.
Since I’ve started posting journals and artwork related to my mental health, people have been wonderfully supportive. They even call me brave for coming out into the open with these issues.
I don’t know if I’d call it brave, really. It took a lot to get me to come out about my disease the first time, true, but since then it’s been easier.
There’s a stigma in our society today that sends the message that depression is something to be ashamed of. “Normal” people get along fine day-to-day, what’s the matter with than portion of the population that can barely drag themselves out of bed? Something’s wrong with them. They need help. They’re unhealthy.
And I was very ashamed of my thoughts, for a very long time. Refused to admit that I was anything but “occasionally sad”. That’s where my eating disorder came in. It offered solace, in its own damaging way. The shame I felt over being different manifested itself in a potentially fatal disease that has opened the door for a whole host of other dangerous physical diseases.
That’s why I write, and it’s why I draw.
While I still struggle with self-loathing and shame over my depression, I realize that I’m in a position to help others because I have many fans and followers.
I believe depression shouldn’t be locked away behind closed doors. If you are too ashamed to seek help, as I was for nearly ten years, there’s a good chance that you’ll turn to an unhealthy habit to cope with your feelings. My refusal to seek help about my depression is the reason I started binge-eating, and it’s the reason I started to self-mutilate.
If you feel depressed, or abuse substances or have thoughts of death or ending your life, I encourage you to talk about it. Fight back against the stigma society’s forced upon you. You have nothing to be ashamed of.
Of course, you don’t have to discuss it on a broad public forum like tumblr or dA if the thought makes you uncomfortable. I just want to share the message that if you feel like you might be depressed, you should let it out. Don’t let it fester inside. That just makes it worse.
So I thank everyone for their support and kind words and intelligent discussions.
I still battle my bad thoughts every day. I still occasionally binge and hurt myself. But talking about it helps. Trust me.
Day one of physical therapy:
Posted 13 years agoGoing from a 40 minute, fairly intense elliptical workout to struggling to finish 5 minutes on a slow treadmill is detrimental to my self-esteem. Ow, my dignity.
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