DEAD ACCOUNT
General | Posted 14 years agoThank you very much all of you who follow me. After a long hard thinking I am closing down this account and I will be taking commissions at my main account,
hollo
I don't have that many that it'll be cluttered, and it will be much, MUCH easier to keep track of notes and info.
If you have any questions about anything, just hit me up at hollo
Thanks much! <3
holloI don't have that many that it'll be cluttered, and it will be much, MUCH easier to keep track of notes and info.
If you have any questions about anything, just hit me up at hollo
Thanks much! <3
COMMISSIONS + COMMISSIONERS
General | Posted 14 years agoI am horribly horribly sorry, but I will be unable to finish commissions.
I will be reimbursing everyone who's paid so far, it might take a couple of weeks to get everyone's money back. I will get it back as soon as I possibly can.
I apologize profusely and I will be contacting everyone who's commissioned me through e-mail or notes.
Commissions will be closed until further notice.
I will be reimbursing everyone who's paid so far, it might take a couple of weeks to get everyone's money back. I will get it back as soon as I possibly can.
I apologize profusely and I will be contacting everyone who's commissioned me through e-mail or notes.
Commissions will be closed until further notice.
Halloween Comes Early
General | Posted 14 years agoCheck out this submission for examples and pricing.
I have a few styles to choose from, from $5 to $20, all include shipping within the US.
These include TentaSkull keychains, Buried Alive badges, and Halloween themed small and large badges with and without backgrounds.
I'd like to get around 20 slots filled to be finished by the end of September, but we'll see. It'll help greatly with ferret vet bills, and life bills, so if anyone's interested contact me.
Thanks much everybody! <3
I have a few styles to choose from, from $5 to $20, all include shipping within the US.
These include TentaSkull keychains, Buried Alive badges, and Halloween themed small and large badges with and without backgrounds.
I'd like to get around 20 slots filled to be finished by the end of September, but we'll see. It'll help greatly with ferret vet bills, and life bills, so if anyone's interested contact me.
Thanks much everybody! <3
Work Update
General | Posted 14 years agoJust an FYI to everyone waiting, I'm finishing coloring the TentaSkull keychains right now, then I'm going to take a short breather to eat and work a bit of personal art real quick, and after that I'll be getting sketches done tonight for the Noise Badges and the BA badge.
You can always check out this journal for the status of the commission you're waiting on.
Thanks everyone for your patience while I get your stuff done. <3
You can always check out this journal for the status of the commission you're waiting on.
Thanks everyone for your patience while I get your stuff done. <3
Slight Delay
General | Posted 14 years agoI was supposed to work on commissions today but instead I spent most of it in bed with a horrible migraine and right now my entire arms are shaking all jittery like. It's a low white blood cell week, so of course I'm feeling crappy.
I'll try to get some stuff pushed forward tonight, but otherwise I'll be working on them a bit tomorrow and over the next few days.
Sorry for the delay and thanks for your patience everyone. <3
I'll try to get some stuff pushed forward tonight, but otherwise I'll be working on them a bit tomorrow and over the next few days.
Sorry for the delay and thanks for your patience everyone. <3
Closed for Commissions + Rethink
General | Posted 14 years agoSo I'll be currently closed for commissions for the next week, at least. Maybe two, if it takes me longer to finish the current list, or if something else comes up.
I'll be doing a serious rethink and rearrangement of commissions and prices. I know, I know, I just did that but the focus will be more on traditional art, and digital art will be focused on smaller things like badges and chibis. Reason for this is, that I just don't have that much computer time, it's pretty damn simple for me to open up someone's ref on my phone and go on from there, and I'm just overall mad at digital art and can't work with it too well at the moment.
What does this mean? A serious overhaul of what kinds of commissions are offered and pricing for all of them, as well as a better means of advertising when I'm open for commissions.
All the commission work I do goes towards the ferrets - all of it. Whatever doesn't get used for their food goes toward their vet savings account. Currently it's just there, which is okay, but if I could scrounge up more that's always a bit of leeway that I might need in the future. None of my work money can go towards the ferrets because it all goes towards my student loans, and sometimes I have to borrow ferret-money to help with the loan payment.
All fun, right? I'm looking for a new job, since the current one is being horribly out of whack with hours, and hopefully if that goes well I won't have to worry as much about the money situation.
This is getting horribly rambly (but if you've been with me long enough you know that's just how I do things) so to cut it all short:
I don't have enough hours in the day to take commissions for cheap, unless it's an emergency. So, except for sketches, prices are going to be adjusted according to how much time it takes me to make them.
I can tell you right now that Buried Alive badges will have a slight price bump to $20, but the others I will do some serious thinking about and new prices will be posted at a later date.
I will also be offering bundle packs, for people who want to order more than one thing. Prices for some standard packs will be posted, but I will also price out custom-order bundles as well.
More info to come. Because this journal is a lot longer than it should be.
Thanks for everyone who's kept up with me, and ordered from me, and commented or watched. I appreciate it all. <3
I'll be doing a serious rethink and rearrangement of commissions and prices. I know, I know, I just did that but the focus will be more on traditional art, and digital art will be focused on smaller things like badges and chibis. Reason for this is, that I just don't have that much computer time, it's pretty damn simple for me to open up someone's ref on my phone and go on from there, and I'm just overall mad at digital art and can't work with it too well at the moment.
What does this mean? A serious overhaul of what kinds of commissions are offered and pricing for all of them, as well as a better means of advertising when I'm open for commissions.
All the commission work I do goes towards the ferrets - all of it. Whatever doesn't get used for their food goes toward their vet savings account. Currently it's just there, which is okay, but if I could scrounge up more that's always a bit of leeway that I might need in the future. None of my work money can go towards the ferrets because it all goes towards my student loans, and sometimes I have to borrow ferret-money to help with the loan payment.
All fun, right? I'm looking for a new job, since the current one is being horribly out of whack with hours, and hopefully if that goes well I won't have to worry as much about the money situation.
This is getting horribly rambly (but if you've been with me long enough you know that's just how I do things) so to cut it all short:
I don't have enough hours in the day to take commissions for cheap, unless it's an emergency. So, except for sketches, prices are going to be adjusted according to how much time it takes me to make them.
I can tell you right now that Buried Alive badges will have a slight price bump to $20, but the others I will do some serious thinking about and new prices will be posted at a later date.
I will also be offering bundle packs, for people who want to order more than one thing. Prices for some standard packs will be posted, but I will also price out custom-order bundles as well.
More info to come. Because this journal is a lot longer than it should be.
Thanks for everyone who's kept up with me, and ordered from me, and commented or watched. I appreciate it all. <3
Commissions List: 7/21/2011
General | Posted 14 years agoCurrent Commissions status list:
* Unyko - 1xBA Badge - PAID planning/sketching
* Roxyshadowfang - waiting on info
* Ska - 1xTentaSkull - Coloring
* Vinter - TentaSkull and TentaSkull Mod - Coloring
* Jetstream - Noise Badge - planning/Sketching
* Tuss - Noise Badge - planning/Sketching
* Phineas (LJ) - Noise Badge - planning
* Kujacker - DinoSkin Icon - TBDASAP
* Unyko - 1xBA Badge - PAID planning/sketching
* Roxyshadowfang - waiting on info
* Ska - 1xTentaSkull - Coloring
* Vinter - TentaSkull and TentaSkull Mod - Coloring
* Jetstream - Noise Badge - planning/Sketching
* Tuss - Noise Badge - planning/Sketching
* Phineas (LJ) - Noise Badge - planning
* Kujacker - DinoSkin Icon - TBDASAP
TentaSkull Keychain Tentative Commission Opening
General | Posted 14 years agoOffering up a first batch of TentaSkull Keychains
Awesome Examples Here!
Quick turnaround on these!
Info Needed:
TentaSkull Keychains:
Name: (LJ/FA/etc)
E-mail to contact you at:
Skull type: (can be a mix of skulls and features, including horns, saber teeth, cracked pieces, etc)
Skull Position: Closed, opened wide, face forward, sideways, 3/4, or leave it up to me
Skull Markings: Yes/No and what kind
Tentacle Colors:
Eye Sockets: Hollow (Like the raven skull) or colored in
Specific Details or anything else I need to know:
If I have any questions about the design, I will contact you through the e-mail provided.
You can include your address in your Paypal payment or send it in response to my e-mail.
Prices:
$10 (includes lamination, keyring, and shipping to the entire US)
+$1 for international shipping
Paypal to zoshi[at]cryochamber.net after I confirm your order.
Unlimited Slots!:
1. ska
2. vinter
3.
4.
etc.
Thanks for your time!
Awesome Examples Here!
Quick turnaround on these!
Info Needed:
TentaSkull Keychains:
Name: (LJ/FA/etc)
E-mail to contact you at:
Skull type: (can be a mix of skulls and features, including horns, saber teeth, cracked pieces, etc)
Skull Position: Closed, opened wide, face forward, sideways, 3/4, or leave it up to me
Skull Markings: Yes/No and what kind
Tentacle Colors:
Eye Sockets: Hollow (Like the raven skull) or colored in
Specific Details or anything else I need to know:
If I have any questions about the design, I will contact you through the e-mail provided.
You can include your address in your Paypal payment or send it in response to my e-mail.
Prices:
$10 (includes lamination, keyring, and shipping to the entire US)
+$1 for international shipping
Paypal to zoshi[at]cryochamber.net after I confirm your order.
Unlimited Slots!:
1. ska
2. vinter
3.
4.
etc.
Thanks for your time!
DinoSkin Icons - Have you ordered one before?
General | Posted 14 years agoThen you get in on a super sale! If you've ordered a DinoSkin icon from me before, you can get an update of your icon (you can change your suit even!) for the same prices as the original batches!
Yes! That's right, if you've ordered an icon previously, you will only pay $2 for flat colors and $3 for shaded!
All I need is the following:
Info Needed:
Name: (LJ/FA/DA/etc)
Char Ref:
Dino/Suit Ref:
Suit Colors:
Expression:
Background Color(s):
Shaded:
Payment goes to zoshi[at]cryochamber.net when I confirm. :D
So tell your friends! Tell anyone who you see having a DinoSkin icon! It's a great deal! :D You get better art with better detail work for the same price as previously!
Why? Because I love you. <3
Slots:
1. Kujacker
2.
3.
etc.
Yes! That's right, if you've ordered an icon previously, you will only pay $2 for flat colors and $3 for shaded!
All I need is the following:
Info Needed:
Name: (LJ/FA/DA/etc)
Char Ref:
Dino/Suit Ref:
Suit Colors:
Expression:
Background Color(s):
Shaded:
Payment goes to zoshi[at]cryochamber.net when I confirm. :D
So tell your friends! Tell anyone who you see having a DinoSkin icon! It's a great deal! :D You get better art with better detail work for the same price as previously!
Why? Because I love you. <3
Slots:
1. Kujacker
2.
3.
etc.
DinoSkin/Fursuit Icons Open!
General | Posted 14 years agoUnlimited slots until I close!
Examples here
Flat Colors: $4
Shaded: $5
Info Needed:
Name: (LJ/FA/DA/etc)
Char Ref:
Dino/Suit Ref:
Suit Colors:
Expression:
Background Color(s):
Shaded:
Payment through Paypal to zoshi[at]cryochamber.net
Please do not send payment until I confirm your order.
Slots:
1.
2.
etc.
:3
Examples here
Flat Colors: $4
Shaded: $5
Info Needed:
Name: (LJ/FA/DA/etc)
Char Ref:
Dino/Suit Ref:
Suit Colors:
Expression:
Background Color(s):
Shaded:
Payment through Paypal to zoshi[at]cryochamber.net
Please do not send payment until I confirm your order.
Slots:
1.
2.
etc.
:3
Commissions List: 6/30/2011
General | Posted 14 years agoBuried Alive Badges:
1. Explorer_Fam - PAID - MAILED
2. Icono_696 - PAID - MAILED
3. DavidBowie - PAID - MAILED
4. glowstickk - Inked - Coloring
5. Unyko - Waiting on Info
6. -
7. -
8. -
9. -
10. -
To Be Updated as things progress.
1. Explorer_Fam - PAID - MAILED
2. Icono_696 - PAID - MAILED
3. DavidBowie - PAID - MAILED
4. glowstickk - Inked - Coloring
5. Unyko - Waiting on Info
6. -
7. -
8. -
9. -
10. -
To Be Updated as things progress.
Dino Skin/Fursuit Icons!
General | Posted 14 years agoYes, taking orders for them!
Unlimited slots for now! Whoo!
Icons are $5 for Shaded and $4 for Flat Color.
Examples here and some will be posted in the gallery a bit later. :3
Form:
Name:
Char Ref:
Dino/Suit Ref and Colors:
Background color:
Expression:
Payment through paypal to zoshi[at]cryochamber.net
Please wait until I confirm to pay. :3
Thanks!
Slots:
Unlimited slots for now! Whoo!
Icons are $5 for Shaded and $4 for Flat Color.
Examples here and some will be posted in the gallery a bit later. :3
Form:
Name:
Char Ref:
Dino/Suit Ref and Colors:
Background color:
Expression:
Payment through paypal to zoshi[at]cryochamber.net
Please wait until I confirm to pay. :3
Thanks!
Slots:
Traditional Art Bonanza Sale
General | Posted 14 years agoAll prices include shipping in the US!
Mix and Match deal: Get two (of anything) get $1 off! Get three, get $2 off! :D
$3 Sketches!
$4 Colored or Shaded or Inked Sketches!
$5 Playing Cards (includes lamination)!
Check out my gallery here, My main account, and my TeenyCom post for more examples!
Got other ideas for a commission in my style? Let me know, I'll price it out for you and we can get it going.
Note me with info to get a commission! Unlimited slots at this time! :D
Form
Name:
Contact: (FA/Email)
What you'd like:
References:
Pose/Ideas/Themes for the piece:
Anything else you need me to know:
You will get payment info when I confirm your order.
Let people know! I'll be a total commission whore now -
For every person who posts an ad-journal for these commissions, that person gets one small sketch of whatever they'd like! It'd be either a headshot, or a silly chibi, or something small like that. :3 Yes, I am a bit desperate, I'll admit it.
Thanks to everyone for reading!
Mix and Match deal: Get two (of anything) get $1 off! Get three, get $2 off! :D
$3 Sketches!
$4 Colored or Shaded or Inked Sketches!
$5 Playing Cards (includes lamination)!
Check out my gallery here, My main account, and my TeenyCom post for more examples!
Got other ideas for a commission in my style? Let me know, I'll price it out for you and we can get it going.
Note me with info to get a commission! Unlimited slots at this time! :D
Form
Name:
Contact: (FA/Email)
What you'd like:
References:
Pose/Ideas/Themes for the piece:
Anything else you need me to know:
You will get payment info when I confirm your order.
Let people know! I'll be a total commission whore now -
For every person who posts an ad-journal for these commissions, that person gets one small sketch of whatever they'd like! It'd be either a headshot, or a silly chibi, or something small like that. :3 Yes, I am a bit desperate, I'll admit it.
Thanks to everyone for reading!
IMPORTANT: Monthly Commissions Info
General | Posted 14 years agoOkay, new plans in commissions! I do a lot of stuff over at Teenycom, and I'll be posting there shortly once I get my examples all set up. Anyways, I'm going to have to buck down on the idea of commissions and really get into them. There is a semi-real chance that I'll be able to earn enough money through commissions to afford a health insurance premium, which is extremely important.
Because of this thin, thiiin sliver of hope, I'll be starting a new process for commissions. Rather than run myself ragged trying to get them done omg-asap-now, I'll be taking on commission to finish over the course of a month. Today this journal starts the process for the month of June.
June Commissions
Accepting commissions from Now until June 22nd. Any orders received after June 22nd get pushed into the July Queue.
How this Works:
I will complete the commissions over the course of the month and get them delivered or shipped out to you, the commissioner, before the final two days of the month. I might occasionally push the line to the last day, but I make a promise to finish the commissions before the month ends.
Once I start receiving commissions, I'll put up a master list for who ordered and statuses for the month up in a journal that I will update periodically.
I'll be extremely grateful for any commission orders I receive.
Any questions, comments, whatever, will be gladly received.
2011 Commission Journal
Because of this thin, thiiin sliver of hope, I'll be starting a new process for commissions. Rather than run myself ragged trying to get them done omg-asap-now, I'll be taking on commission to finish over the course of a month. Today this journal starts the process for the month of June.
June Commissions
Accepting commissions from Now until June 22nd. Any orders received after June 22nd get pushed into the July Queue.
How this Works:
I will complete the commissions over the course of the month and get them delivered or shipped out to you, the commissioner, before the final two days of the month. I might occasionally push the line to the last day, but I make a promise to finish the commissions before the month ends.
Once I start receiving commissions, I'll put up a master list for who ordered and statuses for the month up in a journal that I will update periodically.
I'll be extremely grateful for any commission orders I receive.
Any questions, comments, whatever, will be gladly received.
2011 Commission Journal
Commission Info 2011
General | Posted 14 years ago*Progress shots are included with: Playing Cards, Badges, Digital Colors (flat and shaded) and Experimental Art icons.
*Experimental Art icons involve trying different styles, coloring methods, and lighting methods. It's a bit of a grab-bag, but you're asked not to pay until you're satisfied.
*Payment up front at confirmation, at least in half, on all orders except for Experimental Icons. Payment through paypal to zoshi[at]cryochamber.net
*
Buried Alive Badges
Examples: BA HolloBA Shad BA Exile BA Icono
$18 - includes lamination and shipping within the US (international shipping +$2)
Digital:
Examples: *1**2**3**4**5**6**7**8**9**10**11**12**13**14**15*
Sketch: $3
Colored Sketch: $5
Lines: $5
Flat Color: $8
Shaded: $10
Dragonify:
(both version include flat colors)
Sketch: $3
Clean: $6
Klokwerk Designs:
Lines: $5
Flats: $7
Shaded: $9
Dinoskin/Fursuit Full Bodies:
Lines: $5 per character
Flats: $7 per character
Shaded: $9 per character
Icons:
Dinoskin/Fursuit: $4 flat, $5 colored
Experimental Art: $4
ZOMG! : $3
Paired: $8
Traditional:
(Prices include shipping! Please note for prices without shipping)
Examples: *1**2**3**4**5**6**7**8**9**10**10**11*
Playing Cards: $8 (includes lamination, with or without Cut-Out or Sticker name)
Chibis: $7
Headshot: $8
Badges (?): $10 (includes lamination, avg. size 3"x5")
*Experimental Art icons involve trying different styles, coloring methods, and lighting methods. It's a bit of a grab-bag, but you're asked not to pay until you're satisfied.
*Payment up front at confirmation, at least in half, on all orders except for Experimental Icons. Payment through paypal to zoshi[at]cryochamber.net
*
Buried Alive Badges
Examples: BA HolloBA Shad BA Exile BA Icono
$18 - includes lamination and shipping within the US (international shipping +$2)
Digital:
Examples: *1**2**3**4**5**6**7**8**9**10**11**12**13**14**15*
Sketch: $3
Colored Sketch: $5
Lines: $5
Flat Color: $8
Shaded: $10
Dragonify:
(both version include flat colors)
Sketch: $3
Clean: $6
Klokwerk Designs:
Lines: $5
Flats: $7
Shaded: $9
Dinoskin/Fursuit Full Bodies:
Lines: $5 per character
Flats: $7 per character
Shaded: $9 per character
Icons:
Dinoskin/Fursuit: $4 flat, $5 colored
Experimental Art: $4
ZOMG! : $3
Paired: $8
Traditional:
(Prices include shipping! Please note for prices without shipping)
Examples: *1**2**3**4**5**6**7**8**9**10**10**11*
Playing Cards: $8 (includes lamination, with or without Cut-Out or Sticker name)
Chibis: $7
Headshot: $8
Badges (?): $10 (includes lamination, avg. size 3"x5")
Commission Pre-Info
General | Posted 14 years agoCommission prices will be updated for 2011 soon! Just wanted to let you all know and let you guys know I'm alive.
Traditional Art commissions aren't going to be prominent, but I'll leave the info up because oh well.
<3
Traditional Art commissions aren't going to be prominent, but I'll leave the info up because oh well.
<3
Sad Days
General | Posted 15 years agoPlease excuse me if I happen to not be on as often, or maybe be just posting weird stuff on my account.
Tomorrow we're taking in our family dog, Maja, to be put to sleep. It's just time.
Please keep her in your thoughts if you can. She was an amazing dog and she never let us down. We've done everything we could for her, and these next few days will be very, very hard for us.
<3 Much love to all of you.
Tomorrow we're taking in our family dog, Maja, to be put to sleep. It's just time.
Please keep her in your thoughts if you can. She was an amazing dog and she never let us down. We've done everything we could for her, and these next few days will be very, very hard for us.
<3 Much love to all of you.
MIDWEST FURFEST
General | Posted 15 years agox-post with my main acct
Yes! I will be at MFF on November 20 for sure, and maybe during the other days.
Let me know if you'll be there! We can meet up and say hi and stuff. :3
I need to make a tail for then, but I've got time so it shouldn't be too difficult.
Yes! I will be at MFF on November 20 for sure, and maybe during the other days.
Let me know if you'll be there! We can meet up and say hi and stuff. :3
I need to make a tail for then, but I've got time so it shouldn't be too difficult.
ACCT CHANGE + MORE
General | Posted 15 years ago-a repost I guess but plz read-
Account change! My main account will now be
hollo
Zawisza account will now be for commissions.
It means I'll be leaving Zaw behind, mostly, but it feels good. And fresh. Yummy. Even though the new accounts char is basically a redo of Zaw's design. xD I just love it too much.
RAWR
After I'm done with my current icon and outfit commissions (and there's one or two people who had been waiting for an opportunity that I still need to draw for) I won't be taking any Dino Skin commissions for a while.
I'll probably take other commissions, but only in small batches. Dino Skins will be put on Hiatus until I figure out what I want to do - continue or not.
There will be more personal art being done and posted, because I need it. You know how that goes? It's like, screw food, I need to DRAW. That sort of thing.
Currently, I'm finishing the commissions I have and trying to figure out what the hell to do with myself.
Account change! My main account will now be
holloZawisza account will now be for commissions.
It means I'll be leaving Zaw behind, mostly, but it feels good. And fresh. Yummy. Even though the new accounts char is basically a redo of Zaw's design. xD I just love it too much.
RAWR
After I'm done with my current icon and outfit commissions (and there's one or two people who had been waiting for an opportunity that I still need to draw for) I won't be taking any Dino Skin commissions for a while.
I'll probably take other commissions, but only in small batches. Dino Skins will be put on Hiatus until I figure out what I want to do - continue or not.
There will be more personal art being done and posted, because I need it. You know how that goes? It's like, screw food, I need to DRAW. That sort of thing.
Currently, I'm finishing the commissions I have and trying to figure out what the hell to do with myself.
Sometimes...
General | Posted 15 years agoIt's like, what the hell, why should I?
You know, when it just doesn't make sense to do anything, at all, no matter what?
I just wanna kick something, or someone, or something like that.
You know, when it just doesn't make sense to do anything, at all, no matter what?
I just wanna kick something, or someone, or something like that.
Pissed off a bit + Tarot?
General | Posted 15 years agoI can't focus at the moment as I'm bit pissed. Or maybe more than a bit. Or something.
I have a friend who is sort of more like an acquaintance at this point because I talk to her so rarely. We were all buddy-buddy with each other and another two girls and then they got pissed at me after HS because I apparently never made time for them. I'm not going to rant about that, because that's just stupid, and whatever.
Anyways, the past two years have been long months without contact and then a phone conversation in which said friend would tell me she missed me so much OMG we have to hang out sometime. Only to have no contact again for a long while.
Whatever, right, like I'm not an overly social person anyway. I'm not even a regularly social person, and I already decided, in a RAEG, not to have friends again, EVER, because they suck. So it's sort of whatever, except that each time we talked, it's me initiating because I honestly give a crap about her and want to know how she's doing, only to have her, once again, say she wants to meet up and whatever, both her and this other girl we were friends with (who told me off bad like during the post-HS thing), and that we should all get together. Only for silence.
Now, this past christmas, Friend got me a tarot deck, which is pretty rocking. The tarot deck is all with ferrets, and it's black and white so you can color it however you want.
But, thing is, I didn't know she was getting me a present, as we hadn't exchanged presents in forever, and also, she ninja'd it to my house. Seriously, she and the other girl got in the car, drove to my house, left the deck in a bag in front of my door, and drove off. They didn't even ring the doorbell. I had gotten a text from her a few days earlier that I should be expecting a present, but I had no idea what was going on.
I love this deck, but I don't don't know what to do with it. I've got a dragon deck that, incidentally, this same friend had gotten for me a while back, but it was during friendlier and 'happier' times. This ferret deck, as awesome as it is, just feels wrong at the moment. I don't want to look at it, and even though I wish I could like it, I feel like I'd be infusing it with all this negative energy, which is not something I want to do. So it's sitting on a shelf, in it's bag, untouched for the past 8 months. I have no idea what to do with it. I think about it, and it pisses me off. It's to the point where I don't even want to deal with this girl anymore, even though I worry about her because I know she has problems and stuff.
I just don't really know what to do. I got a text from her a couple of weeks back on a friday, during work, that asked me to come out to see her at some pagan fest she, friend #2, and her mom were selling art stuff at, on that saturday. When I'd already been written in to work that saturday. It got me pissed off, admittedly much more than it should, but I don't know. I'm tired of it.
I don't know what I'm writing this here for, but probably just to get it out. It's bothering me a lot lately, and I just don't want to deal with it anymore. I always get the feeling, when I talk with her, like she's trying to tell me how much this other friend does to help her, as if I'm at fault for not helping her (whether she means it that way or not, it's the feeling I get), and I sit there keeping myself from screaming at her because what the hell, I can only help is she's willing to actually let me help, and talk to me. And she doesn't. And I've tried for years to keep in touch and I'm just so freaking tired of it. Can't keep my old friends, can't feel right making new friends, I just don't know what to do anymore.
I think I'm going to get rid of the pouch the ferret tarot deck came in, as I think this girl got it herself, and go through a purification process with them to sort of neutralize both my feelings and any lingering energy that might be on them. Maybe I'll do a joint session with both the ferret deck and the dragon deck, to get them used to each other. Sounds so weird, but I wouldn't want the energies from the first deck to get muddled because of the sudden addition.
If you've read this far, and have any tips about purifying/cleansing tarot decks, let me know. I'd really appreciate any help with that. I've gotten rusty with my tarot stuff.
Sorry about the inane journal. Nothing of too much importance here, just needed to get stuff off my shoulders, or something. I feel so sucky.
I have a friend who is sort of more like an acquaintance at this point because I talk to her so rarely. We were all buddy-buddy with each other and another two girls and then they got pissed at me after HS because I apparently never made time for them. I'm not going to rant about that, because that's just stupid, and whatever.
Anyways, the past two years have been long months without contact and then a phone conversation in which said friend would tell me she missed me so much OMG we have to hang out sometime. Only to have no contact again for a long while.
Whatever, right, like I'm not an overly social person anyway. I'm not even a regularly social person, and I already decided, in a RAEG, not to have friends again, EVER, because they suck. So it's sort of whatever, except that each time we talked, it's me initiating because I honestly give a crap about her and want to know how she's doing, only to have her, once again, say she wants to meet up and whatever, both her and this other girl we were friends with (who told me off bad like during the post-HS thing), and that we should all get together. Only for silence.
Now, this past christmas, Friend got me a tarot deck, which is pretty rocking. The tarot deck is all with ferrets, and it's black and white so you can color it however you want.
But, thing is, I didn't know she was getting me a present, as we hadn't exchanged presents in forever, and also, she ninja'd it to my house. Seriously, she and the other girl got in the car, drove to my house, left the deck in a bag in front of my door, and drove off. They didn't even ring the doorbell. I had gotten a text from her a few days earlier that I should be expecting a present, but I had no idea what was going on.
I love this deck, but I don't don't know what to do with it. I've got a dragon deck that, incidentally, this same friend had gotten for me a while back, but it was during friendlier and 'happier' times. This ferret deck, as awesome as it is, just feels wrong at the moment. I don't want to look at it, and even though I wish I could like it, I feel like I'd be infusing it with all this negative energy, which is not something I want to do. So it's sitting on a shelf, in it's bag, untouched for the past 8 months. I have no idea what to do with it. I think about it, and it pisses me off. It's to the point where I don't even want to deal with this girl anymore, even though I worry about her because I know she has problems and stuff.
I just don't really know what to do. I got a text from her a couple of weeks back on a friday, during work, that asked me to come out to see her at some pagan fest she, friend #2, and her mom were selling art stuff at, on that saturday. When I'd already been written in to work that saturday. It got me pissed off, admittedly much more than it should, but I don't know. I'm tired of it.
I don't know what I'm writing this here for, but probably just to get it out. It's bothering me a lot lately, and I just don't want to deal with it anymore. I always get the feeling, when I talk with her, like she's trying to tell me how much this other friend does to help her, as if I'm at fault for not helping her (whether she means it that way or not, it's the feeling I get), and I sit there keeping myself from screaming at her because what the hell, I can only help is she's willing to actually let me help, and talk to me. And she doesn't. And I've tried for years to keep in touch and I'm just so freaking tired of it. Can't keep my old friends, can't feel right making new friends, I just don't know what to do anymore.
I think I'm going to get rid of the pouch the ferret tarot deck came in, as I think this girl got it herself, and go through a purification process with them to sort of neutralize both my feelings and any lingering energy that might be on them. Maybe I'll do a joint session with both the ferret deck and the dragon deck, to get them used to each other. Sounds so weird, but I wouldn't want the energies from the first deck to get muddled because of the sudden addition.
If you've read this far, and have any tips about purifying/cleansing tarot decks, let me know. I'd really appreciate any help with that. I've gotten rusty with my tarot stuff.
Sorry about the inane journal. Nothing of too much importance here, just needed to get stuff off my shoulders, or something. I feel so sucky.
Laminators?
General | Posted 15 years agoHey there peeps, just wanted to ask if anyone can help me out.
I'm looking into getting a laminator, and if anyone has any tips about good ones, I'd love to hear them. :3
Currently I'm looking at the Scotch Thermal Laminator here: http://www.amazon.com/Scotch-Therma.....=cm_cr_pr_pb_t
Looks like a good deal for the price, but I'm interested to hear if anyone has any others to reccommend, or whatever. :3
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I'm looking into getting a laminator, and if anyone has any tips about good ones, I'd love to hear them. :3
Currently I'm looking at the Scotch Thermal Laminator here: http://www.amazon.com/Scotch-Therma.....=cm_cr_pr_pb_t
Looks like a good deal for the price, but I'm interested to hear if anyone has any others to reccommend, or whatever. :3
Doop doop doop...
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General | Posted 15 years agoI work part-time in a bakery/cafe now. If you're in Chicago (lol like anyone is) give me a shout and come on down to visit me. Yay.
My dog is not doing well. This dog right here, Maja. She can't get up and walk on her own. A few weeks ago she got some pieces of steak from the table (rage) and she had a very bad night. Foamy vomit and gagging and it went on all night. Went to the vet, not much she could do. We got her settled with an anti-nausea med and she's on other meds, but it's not easy. She's snappy (maybe even from one of her meds) and she can only eat canned food now, no dry kibble. She's not going to get better, at best she'll do as good as she's doing, at worst she'll get worse and not get better again.
My fish are dropping like flies. I can't figure out why - no sickness I can see, the water perimeters are all within norms and they're getting fed the same as always. The only ones that are keeping fine are the kuhlis and the pleco.
There's more, but I'm not going to go on about stuff. Life's life, you know? I'm just worried about Maja. She's 14, I guess that's long for a dog? She's the grumpy little lady.
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