My Halloween art will come out tomorrow

And I wanna do something for Dia De Los Meurtos too >:3

I'm sorry if it's late

I've been thinking about using this (and maybe DeviantArt) as my only platform for my art, since I feel like my Bluesky and Twitter have failed, and this is the only place where I feel like people look at my stuff, despite a number of people having me blocked here.

I've been also thinking about expanding to other places. Would you guys be interested in a Patreon?

Here we go again. Here's what I plan to draw for my burnout-fight challenge!

10/9 - Heavy + Adjust, starring Friedrich and Tassos (Inktober + Octummber)
10/13 - Accident (Octransfur)
10/19 - Arms, starring Axel (Fattytober)
10/22+23 - Signal + Help Me, starring Tassos (Voretober + Fattytober)
10/31 - Something for Halloween

Happy new month!!!!!!! TIME TO START SHIT AGAIN and uhhh fight my burnout and depression LMAO
I haven't gotten anything done for the last two months for that reason + I'm making a Balatro mod (no download yet) and interacting with communities :3

I'm also going to be continuing this!!! and fill out the missing days and do NEW prompts from those Inktober parodies :3c

So uhhhhh yeah again, sorry for the lack of art in August and September; you guys don't deserve me

I have so much to show you!

The fat Godzilla drawing will be posted late Thursday if I'm lucky. I also have more projects waiting to be released sometime this month or next month. My friend also recommended I plan at most one month ahead, so I will be doing that to post special art on time. See my Trello for more details :3

Also, considering that my macro art is most successful, I might just be a macro artist as well.

I'll have two pieces coming out next week! I'll try to get them done when I can, but I'm giving myself a break. I'm just very tired and stressed out. qwq

Also I have art block again lmao!!!!!

what if I draw fat Godzilla smooshing a building with his belly

I'm still alive.

I don't call myself an artist anymore. The reasons are complex, besides the fact that I don't want to do it full-time anymore. As much as I want to participate in this community and interact with friends, I'm using all of my energy to exist right now. My bad.

My mom's cousins came over ereyesterday. They move out at the end of the week, so I'm unable to draw until then. They're from a homophobic state (Arkansas), so I'm scared of them seeing my gay and trans flags...

We're already halfway through August, and I haven't even published ANYTHING yet 💔 I swear, that'll change for Fat Bunny Week when I finally post on the 17th; I just need to figure things out! I also have two more things planned for this month, so I guess I'm catching up???

What else would you like to see? Anything goes; I need to draw my OCs more.

I'm going to try to update my schedule a bit. I plan to change my upload frequency to one art piece every 10 days on average. Would that be good? I have three pieces planned this month, anyway.

Everyone has made something for 8/8 except me... I want to apologize.

If only I could draw faster, if at all. I'm struggling really hard right now. I even planned ahead and now I'm behind like always.

Expect the piece to come out later on the 9th, maybe around 5 PM

Something is coming soon. An overdue piece for a fellow prey :3 I hope you enjoy when it comes out~

Anyways, I'm hungry myself. Can you hop into my maw~? Please...?

A friend and I did an RP to write a story, and I'm currently working on it now! It's gonna be a WG story (TV-14). He said I'm an amazing writer and that I should do it more often, so I'm probably gonna do that. I will publish it later today. It will be the Mature rating so normies don't see it and make fun of me.

I definitely need another break. I dropped out of Art Fight for this year. Here's why all my motivation has been drained (again), ergo I need to delay and cancel some projects:

1. My boyfriend cheated on me. He broke up with me because he said that life and family are putting him through pain. I was very supportive and understanding, and then I see "[not me] I love you so much!!" in his status.

2. I found out that one of my old friends passed away. I haven't spoken to him in a month, and when I found out of his passing, I was filled with guilt. I wish I talked to him more.

Both of these happened on the same day a few days ago, and I'm trying to recover from all of this. I'm sorry if any of this looks like I'm making it about myself. Part of me feels like all of this is my fault and that I deserve it.

Gonna lock in for the final 10 days of Art Fight! Who should I draw?

There's just so many good artists and I don't wanna wait until next year for my chance to trade with them 💔
I could just go up to them and ask, but I'm 99% sure they'll say no 🥀

We dedicate this day to the millions of suffering Americans that didn't vote for this bullshit. Please stay strong out there.

Hey, everyone. Sorry for not posting as often as I do. Here are some upcoming updates.

- I'm canceling my drawing for Fat Fox Week due to me being too late for it. Even if I started now, it'll be published on the 22nd if I try my best.
- My Pride Month artwork is scheduled for the 28th-30th. Preferably the 28th, since that's Tassos's birthday (yes, all of my OCs have birthdays).
- I'm very overwhelmed right now due to a lot of events going on, Art Fight being one of them, and it'll take me a bit to prepare.
- Any previous requests (trades, commissions, etc.) will likely be postponed until August due to Art Fight, unless I can fit them into my schedule.

I also really want to get another piece out before my piece for Pride Month. I'm checking Dragontzin's furry calendar, and there's really nothing of interest for me to work with. Any ideas/requests for what should fill that gap? No OCs please, unless they are my own.

I have at least three pics planned for June; see Trello for more details. My fatass finally has motivation.

My apologies for the lengthy hiatus, especially if you followed me after my birthday image, which was posted in early May. I'm still working on moving into my apartment, plus I was burnt out for the entire month of May and the first half of June due to my usual shenanigans (stress, impostor syndrome, lack of motivation, etc.), but I'm fine now.

Probably gonna cancel my Pride Month art because I'm late to the party and I hate myself. "Better late than never" my ass. I don't wanna be the only mf doing a "trend" that died off...
Also I deleted some of my journals because clutter
And I updated my banner after a year because I hate my drawing of me I did on the old one -w-

I have a tiny bit of motivation to draw again; I finally have my sketchpad! I got reminded to finish my Pride Month art due to the new FA banner and announcement. It's coming either on the 9th or the 10th. Yes, you will see the purple wedge again. You know who you are.

I'll also finish my Kevin sketch later this month. See my Trello board for the full schedule.

Everyone's doing Pride Month stuff, and I have nothing for Pride Month this week! Or maybe next week as well.

I'm so sorry. I feel a bit sick because of that. I'm still working on moving to my apartment, and I can't find my fuckass sketchpad and motivation to continue doing art (zeugma my beloved).

Sorry for taking the entire month of May off. I recently moved into my college apartment! More art will be posted in June, provided I find my sketchpad... Also, as ArtFight is in exactly a month, here's a shameless plug: https://artfight.net/~ZayOrangeDerg

Finally, happy Pride Month! Be a proud faggot, like I am (somewhat)!

I slacked off again, all during this month. I also had an argument with myself, causing me to temporarily retire from art for 2 weeks because

1. I struggle to find it fun anymore
2. I gaslit myself into thinking that nobody cares for my stuff
3. I feel like, and there is, better artists out there
4. I also gaslit myself into thinking I'll never make it in life because I achieved barely anything in the past 20 years of my life

I promised to lock in during May, and I blew that promise, so I need to punish myself; I will do so accordingly; I'll go on a diet.

Because FA is down right now, I have made a journal to notify my watchers about a new upload.

https://bsky.app/profile/zayderg.bs...../3logomzsjgc24

This piece will be uploaded here as soon as possible.