How is everyone doing?

coming on to FA again and noticing someone is reselling designs you sold to someone else.


Ugh, even when I'm not on this shitty site someone seems to rip people off using my name. seriously wtf guys.

Not that anyone really cares I just hope maybe someone would help me.

I feel so alone.

My ex step dad (Only father figure in my life) is pretty much treating my mom and I like dirt. He's forcing us to come up with the money to pay him for the rest of the house, but its not like we can both pull $100,000 out of our asses.. So hes going to kick us out.

We both make minimum wage and use all of that money on rent (To give to my ex step dad), food, and things I need for school. Barely any is left over for me for school anyways.. We don't have any money, whatsoever to just be able to move our entire life away. I grew up in this house, and its just stressful that i'll be forced to leave it to live in a shitty apartment. Like its one thing for me to be 18 and move out on my own, but I'm not ready to leave this house, but I don't really have a choice.

I don't really know what to do anymore.

School has been super rough on me mentally and physically, and its only been a month in.
I want to kill myself honestly. I need help.

I've started self-harming again, not as bad as I use to, I don't want anyone to see them this time and stare at me with pity. I don't want people thinking I'm weak.
But I guess that's ironic to say since I am weak.

I'm too much of a pussy to go through with killing myself..

I don't get enough sleep to care about anyone, though its not like people really care about me all that much anymore.

Most of my friends have either deserted me, or too busy to even message me back or talk to me.

I'm a depressed fuck, I want to cry.

I don't know what to do anymore.

I need help, but I don't want to go to help. I don't want to live anymore, and I'm not really living anyways.

Nothing in my life is going well, I put on a brave face for my school-mates, but really I'm screaming on the inside. Nobody seams to hear. Nobody seems to care that my excuse for everything is "I'm too tired" when I cant seem to fall asleep anyways.


Sleep is a wonderful thing
only when you're dreaming

When you arent, you're falling
You fall to your knees, you start crawling.

You beat on the ground, you scream in the air
Nobody cares
Everybody stares,
Stares with blank expressions
You stare at them with plain aggression

They don't know why you're crying
They don't understand how you are somehow "dying"

You're frustrated
Frustrated that they cant see your obvious pain
Your screams go in vain

Its plain to see that I'm not just "tired"

Nobody is "tired" 24/7

I'm done, I'm done trying
I'm done trying, crying, feeling, revealing my inner soul
to people who don't understand
I'm nothing but a black hole
Destined to be alone, in a world all my own. -Zecrosis

Im bored, and between my stress and my paperwork I HAVE NoO TIME


So this is my free time and I just want to know how y'all are doing.

PLEASE LOOK!!!!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7708311/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7708311/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7708311/

Im in Georgia till the 24th and its coming in the 25th down at my house in Florida

So ye

New computer so happy

Does anyone know of any Acer laptops OR desktops $300/$400 and under that have Quad core processors or Core I7 processors for sale???

I'm planning to get one soon and I need a lot of help.

Thank you for reading.

All money that comes from selling all of my old characters are going into buying a new laptop

My laptop glitches and lags like hell sometimes, and the side of it where you plug in the charger has broken, its like completely fucked up

I want at LEAST $300 to get a new laptop

If you would like to donate please send to AwkwardZecrosis[at]hotmail.com

AND if you would like to see photos of the damage I will gladly show you!

Note me


Im not going to publicly post it

Sorry

is anyone awake, im bored.

THis NEW SEASON GOT ME FUCKED UP I WANT TO FUCKING KILLMYSELF WHATEWHW


Im literally crying, why did it get so fucking dark........

http://www.deviantart.com/art/Cat-M.....Open-616207071 Is this Waitresses base??? idk of they have permission or not, the hands look hella familiar..