Hey guys
Anouncing that im closing any acceptance of new commissions for now. I really need to finish everything i got now and to have a break. I want to provide a proper service, and i feel like it is unachievable for now without a break. I can't say for how long it will be, but I will let you know for sure if anything changes. I might open a couple of slots for sketches sometimes, but nothing bigger.
More over, it is very uncomfortable to draw lots of stuff recently, because I am hardly left alone and we live in 1 room apartment. Takes MUCH MORE time than it should. Hopefully i will finally move out during the break.

Since we finally nearly covered the electricity debts 🎉🎉🎉🎉 will temporarily close all the commissions' options except headshots (b/w, icons and fully rendered). Need to clear out the queue x)
YCHs that are on sale are still available but may take a bit more time to complete rn

Guys, I ask for attention.
I will not be able to draw anything, hopefully only for a couple of days, but maybe more. My mom's dog got lost and I will drive to the city to help in finding her. I may also be much more inactive cause of these all. Moscow is damn huge, so I can't tell exactly how long will I be away from my work space. I'm sorry.

Hey guys! We now got a scammer who has scammed LOTS of artists
They are known by the names   blueberrythebean and   Misfit_Star
They are two e-mails of them are known two -
r3yd0g56[at]outlook.com
audreysw[at]outlook.com
DO NOT DEAL WITH THEM IF YOU SEE IT
I made a headshot commission for them as well but was not affected, as all the scam shit started recently.
In the link below the person made a list of victims of this person and about what they did - https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10687542
The other journal - https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10686496/
Please support these people if you can, also I feel like we need to warn others about them as loud as possible. they are deleting their pages right now but might do all this shit again in the future by making other pages.
They are getting the art/adoptables and after that charging the money back.

COLOURED SKETCHES:
1. Bonus for   Dutchesss and   Dynamic_Absol
2. Bonus half for   neonwo

Full rendered:
1. 2 ~ halfs for   SukariDragon

YCHs:
1. Gangbang NSFW YCH for   Group17

Reference sheet:
1. One for   undonexsingh00

So here are some organisations that needs help, they try to do everything for people.
The load on them is extremely enormous right now. I've set here everything I know / I see on the pages of my mutuals in twitter. I ask you to spread the word and to add more info/contacts if you know something. Also still lots of us will be grateful about shelters info. For now I know about Italy and a bit about Finland.

1) ЛГБТ группа ВЫХОД ( twitter: ComingOutSpb ) - https://checkout.stripe.com/c/pay/c.....VNfQlR3T2QwMj1BakxdMExJQmxcU3Y8VFwxVTR3QTdHc11OREk1VUBKcnFkNTVkdXVUZFZkPScpJ3VpbGtuQH11anZgYUxhJz8nNz1qPEd%2FYj1jNXNQYkRAMnZxJyknd2BjYHd3YHdKd2xibGsnPydtcXF1dj8qKnErZmoqJykndXdgaWpkYUNqa3EnPydKdWBrJVZka3YneCUl

2) Centre-T- https://centre-t.com/help
3) Kilkota - https://boosty.to/kilkota
4) Queer Svit - https://twitter.com/QueerSvit/statu.....87299123249155
5) Snow initiative - the twitter acc of organization which is trying to help me right now and they shares a lot of transgender people asking for help with operation/commission/immigration fees - https://twitter.com/snow_initiative

Too much news I know. But yeah. The day when I realized it came. I'm transmale. Wooh. That's all.
Hope I'll got therapy soon. Maybe this was a reason for a lot of mental shit through all the life.
But will not lie - it's pretty scary for me as I don't know much about this theme and what to do is also pretty vague for me, considering that I live in Russia, and here we have hate for LGBTQ on a law basis.

Well, I may really leave my university now. By my own will. My mental health is too bad for such study load, concidering that I need to keep my own family well. Also my speciality there is illustration and I don't feel like I really want to be an illustraitor in a traditional way. My one desire is to be back active on my social media and becoming well-known and good in art community and I believe it is the only way of success for me. I am about to make the final decidion for the leave, but I still would be grateful about other artists opinion - does your art education helped you gain success? Is it nesessary? In my case I already have an art school, art courses before university and nearly 2 years of university itself, so maybe it's not so bad?

Guys, just wanna keep you in touch. I'm working on my NSFW debts, but it is still hard for me as ptsd symptoms didn't go away, so it is obviously too long, but I am here
Also I unfortunately had to stop working with doctors as we rent a flat rn and shortage of money became chronical. Anyways, I'll be fine, and I wish you stay safe as well

Wanna say a huge thank you to   supersnackbros and Gatlin in Twitter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Their donations helped my family to pay debts and allowed me to buy tools for my study and meds, i just can't i'm so grateful guyssssssssssssssssss Q_Q

Okay, finally I got a full load of hate and death wishes because of my nationality.
I did everything what I could against war and will do it till the very end, but damn. Hurtful. Had not felt so shitty for a long time.
- You stand for the war - the world hate you
- You stand against war - still the same
Fuck, I didn't choose the country I was born, I never supported this government, I don't want to be Russian at all, but I can not just enter the Kremlin and kill Putin (I really would like though). People are frightened and it slowed all the protests before, now I hope they will get stronger, but I don't know what to expect tomorrow.
I am not frightened of mobilisation, I am frightened of seeing lives that are being ruined for already half of a year and now it may last even longer. I don't know what to do. It is useless to seek help in psychologists and such now because we are all in a deep hell, with all the psychologists. I really hope those morons will not see this journal anyway, I just needed to cry it all out because I guess I really have no one to hear it out.

Sharing the journal of a person that needs help.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10266091/

Can't stand all war situation, so hopefully I will share more such posts and also some sources of help for the people suffering from what's going all. I fucking hate, just hate this all. I've been trying not to talk much about this in other social medias, thought still showing my position mildly, as its VERY UNSAFE to do this in Russia now. You can get imprisoned for every opinion that differs from the one that the president have. I fucking ended with my temper.

So thanks to one of my customers I guess I'm learning how to use Boosty xD
Wanna use it as a premium-sub server seriously further, but have not really came up what to offer as special content

The easiest thing that came to my mind - an NSFW versions of some future arts (fanarts, I guess) as the most common subscription thing, + comics stuff for a bit more high price
I know I should resurrect my productivity to do such projects, so I will start a bit later, but still, this is what is in my plans for now
I'm open for the ideas!!!!!

Anyway now this server is used by me mostly as an alternative of getting payment in our current reality

My Boosty account here - https://boosty.to/balterrwald

Hello there guys!
Sorry for announcing that, but as you may already heard that - PayPal introduced some restrictions for my country. As I was told by one of my custoers, now people just can't send money to russian accounts (such as mine).
I will not stop doing commissions as it is my main source of money, but I'm afraid I need help in seeking for another e-wallets.
So, here's my question - What wallets are used in your country/the whole world besides PayPal?
I may create several ones to fit in people preferences for maximum. And for sure - I will edit all my commission info with the new addresses for the payment.

Sorry for spamming all of the timeline with my hospital sketches, I just felt they need to be here as they depict the whole period of my being in hospital this time, I know that some of you were worried about me after all. I wrote stories under every piece as they don't have much sense without it. I know they look very messy and awkward, sorry, hope your eyes won't bleed.

So, that's it, I finally left the hospital. Will try to get back to work ASAP, keep in touch.

Hello guys!
Sorry to announce that, but I'm going back to hospital due to my mental illness exacerbation.
I'll continue doing the commissions after leaving the hospital, but I can't say when it'll be exactly. Hope it'll be no longer than a month, as it was previous time.
Once again, I'm terribly sorry.

Guys, I just wanna say a huge thank you for all your support!
I got a lot of commissions and even a donation recently and my moving out becomes closer and closer, it becomes real only thanks to your involvement and I just can't find enough words for my gratitude ^_^
Doing all of the commissions gonna take time, but I'm trying to work as fast as I can so hope you'll everyone see them soon!
Love~

The commission doing may be slowed down for a while as it seems like I got my second COVID despite my having a vaccine.
Anyway, I'm continuing getting new orders, all of your artworks will be done as soon as I got better 🌺

Greetings for guys who's waiting their comms!
Just wanna say just in case - don't worry, the work is in process, I'm just a bit slow because of the exams that are coming soon
Will send you all the ready stages as it's ready
Thank you for your time a lot ♡