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General | Posted 14 years agoyup,.my mother threw me out last night,.she originally told me i had about 3 months to find someplace..but then last night she just blew her cork and started screaming at me and told me to get out.
most people would think "oh my god, what did you do to make her so mad?" and the answer is nothing. My mom is bipolar,.unmedicated..and OCD. She constantly eels dirty and /must/ clean the house obsessively so she can feel better. ive cought her scrubbing our kitchen cabnets in the middle of the night..when i asked her why,.she said she couldnt sleep knowing they were dirty.
So around 9:00pm last night..i drove an hour through the countryside to stay at
khriskorgi 's house for awhile.
im going to try and save up as much money as i can so i can get my own place...i truely dont know whats going on anymore...im scared...i have faith,.but..god im scared.
most people would think "oh my god, what did you do to make her so mad?" and the answer is nothing. My mom is bipolar,.unmedicated..and OCD. She constantly eels dirty and /must/ clean the house obsessively so she can feel better. ive cought her scrubbing our kitchen cabnets in the middle of the night..when i asked her why,.she said she couldnt sleep knowing they were dirty.
So around 9:00pm last night..i drove an hour through the countryside to stay at
khriskorgi 's house for awhile.im going to try and save up as much money as i can so i can get my own place...i truely dont know whats going on anymore...im scared...i have faith,.but..god im scared.
as of August 10,2011,1:25am
General | Posted 14 years agothe light went out.
the vally is dark.
and theres nobody here but me and my demons.
the scars on my body a constant reminder of what ive thrown away.
the people ive lost because of my selfishness.
im going to live to spite the living.
to spite those who said id never make it this far.
im still here...
the vally is dark.
and theres nobody here but me and my demons.
the scars on my body a constant reminder of what ive thrown away.
the people ive lost because of my selfishness.
im going to live to spite the living.
to spite those who said id never make it this far.
im still here...
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General | Posted 14 years agotill my birthday
ugh,.it snuck up on me lol
ugh,.it snuck up on me lol
you know what a meat drawer is right?
General | Posted 14 years agoutterly beautiful
General | Posted 14 years agofiish
General | Posted 14 years agowtf..more of that crap about penis.
General | Posted 15 years agoCut or uncut?
To answer your questions, the foreskin protects the sensitive head and crown of the penis from obstructions and irritation. After years of wearing clothing such as boxers, Briefs, etc...or especially jeans for those who go commando, the head of a circumcised male will develop a slight 'callus' to protect itself from becoming inflamed from continued exposure to textiles. Therefor, you can conclude that the uncircumcised penis would be more sensitive. But the callus in the for-mentioned is so slight the difference in sensation is minuscule.
in other words...its a tie *wink* ^_^
I guess the tie breaker would be those men who do not keep the proper sanitation.
i hope that solves all the bullshit circulating recently lol
To answer your questions, the foreskin protects the sensitive head and crown of the penis from obstructions and irritation. After years of wearing clothing such as boxers, Briefs, etc...or especially jeans for those who go commando, the head of a circumcised male will develop a slight 'callus' to protect itself from becoming inflamed from continued exposure to textiles. Therefor, you can conclude that the uncircumcised penis would be more sensitive. But the callus in the for-mentioned is so slight the difference in sensation is minuscule.
in other words...its a tie *wink* ^_^
I guess the tie breaker would be those men who do not keep the proper sanitation.
i hope that solves all the bullshit circulating recently lol
my god >.<
General | Posted 15 years agoomg its too early to be awake >.< i woke up to the sounds of my mom and my step dad arguing...for a fraction of a second i was a kid again,..and it was my old step dad's voice...and then i realized he passed away and it couldn't be..i cried.
Today has had a rough start...im doing the finishing touches on an erotic short story that started as a dream xD
i hope you guys like it...blegh.
Today has had a rough start...im doing the finishing touches on an erotic short story that started as a dream xD
i hope you guys like it...blegh.
....wut?
General | Posted 15 years agoyeah,.my friends woke me up at fucking 8 am this morning and say "GET UP!!!!!! we are going to SixFlags"
O_o free sixflags? hells yeah.
>.> makes me feel a little better since these are the same people who lost my CELLPHONE yesterday...plus i think i have a slight hangover....
...today is gonna be a long ass day.
O_o free sixflags? hells yeah.
>.> makes me feel a little better since these are the same people who lost my CELLPHONE yesterday...plus i think i have a slight hangover....
...today is gonna be a long ass day.
a MOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
General | Posted 15 years agowell,.it all started a few nights ago,.my husband normally gets home around 10:45-11:30 and i was still waiting at midnight. i was very upset and decided to be selfish and go to bed without dinner....
i had been laying in bed for about 5 minutes when i heard the screams....
"SQUEEEEEEEK! SQUUUEEEEEEEEEKK!!!!!"
i was like ''wha..the..? AWWE FUCK"
i ran over and turned on the light in the bedroom, to find my younger of two cats laying on his side, using a rodent of some kind as a ball...batting it around and the poor little thing looked like it was going to have a heart attack...
so i smacked the shit out of Link and threw him out of the room.
...i went back into the closet to see the damages...
(heres the thing about our closet...its very big,.it has my prom dresses, a full size solid Oak dresser, and a litter box over in a private corner for the two smaller men in my life lol)
the mouse was fine,.no holes or bites or even claw marks..but it WAS traumatized. The little field mouse was cowering in horror behind the litter box.
i poured out a box that had some pottery i had made in it onto the bed and grabbed the empty box. I then went into the closet and sat down in front of the litter box and moved it a bit to make sure the mouse was still there...she was.
i closed the closet door and blocked it with a towel,then, putting the box up against the wall very quietly i pulled the litter box away from the corner and the tiny mouse went into the box.
.....it was a little female field mouse...with light brown fur and a little tan belly,...
"OH MY GOD YOU ARE AAAAAADORABLE!!!!"-at this point the mouse freaks out and jumps out of the box and hauls ass under the dresser.
"fuck!"
so then i put the box on the wall next to the dresser, and get down on my stomach with a flash-light to see where she ran to....
....she was gone.
But after inspecting the dresser with the flashlight,...i noticed something odd...
...behind one of the legs of the dresser was a tiny tail.
i stood up and went over to the wall and shined the light down the side. "there you ARE!!" "OH MY GOD SOMEBODY GET ME A CAMERA!"
She was about an inch off the ground with her legs against the leg of the dresser, with her back against the wall holding herself up like a tiny Ninja. But the tiny Ninja tail gave her away.
i grabbed one of my husbands many English-style swords, and shooed her back into the box.
i set the box upright and peeked over the side to make sure she was there. Just then, she FLYs out of the box, lands on my arm, runs up to my elbow and dives back down behind the litter box.
WTF it wasnt supposed to be the hard. She KNEW i was gonna close the lid T__T...
okay, so i put the box back next to the littler box and tried to shoo her into it,..she avoided the box and ran back under the dresser...and disappeared again.....
"what the fuck MAN"
so i put the box back next to the wall, got the sword and the flash light, and got down on my belly to look under the dresser...she was hiding behind the leg again, but this time has pulled her tail up T__T so i couldnt see her.
SHE WAS LEARNING O_o
i shooed her back over to the box but at the last second she vears away and runs straight at my FACE!
before i could freak out or scream the mouse launches herself through the air, lands on my neck, and the launches up and into the littler box.
T__________________T
so,.i try the box again,..she avoids it completely going under the dresser...AGAIN.
so then im like 'fuck that' and i open the door and grab the little empty trash can from my bedroom...
...i then use the little white trashcan insted of the box and she runs right in.
(somewhere in all this commotion Chris gets home and my roommates are all in our room waiting..)
...i used my Queen record to block the top.
oh my god,.so after ALL THAT,.chris and i take a drive down the street. it was about 2 am by this point. and we stopped by a ditch to let her go.
we get out of the car,.go over to the ditch with the flash light and the trash can,.and i put the trash can down so Chris can see the cute little mouse i caught....
..the mouse (without hesitating) runs out of the box turns around and then runs between Chris and me back out into the street.
....i followed her with the flashlight for a quarter mile as she ran at a walking speed along the road and back towards our house T____T
dude...wtf.
next time i catch her.. shes sleeping with the fishes.
i had been laying in bed for about 5 minutes when i heard the screams....
"SQUEEEEEEEK! SQUUUEEEEEEEEEKK!!!!!"
i was like ''wha..the..? AWWE FUCK"
i ran over and turned on the light in the bedroom, to find my younger of two cats laying on his side, using a rodent of some kind as a ball...batting it around and the poor little thing looked like it was going to have a heart attack...
so i smacked the shit out of Link and threw him out of the room.
...i went back into the closet to see the damages...
(heres the thing about our closet...its very big,.it has my prom dresses, a full size solid Oak dresser, and a litter box over in a private corner for the two smaller men in my life lol)
the mouse was fine,.no holes or bites or even claw marks..but it WAS traumatized. The little field mouse was cowering in horror behind the litter box.
i poured out a box that had some pottery i had made in it onto the bed and grabbed the empty box. I then went into the closet and sat down in front of the litter box and moved it a bit to make sure the mouse was still there...she was.
i closed the closet door and blocked it with a towel,then, putting the box up against the wall very quietly i pulled the litter box away from the corner and the tiny mouse went into the box.
.....it was a little female field mouse...with light brown fur and a little tan belly,...
"OH MY GOD YOU ARE AAAAAADORABLE!!!!"-at this point the mouse freaks out and jumps out of the box and hauls ass under the dresser.
"fuck!"
so then i put the box on the wall next to the dresser, and get down on my stomach with a flash-light to see where she ran to....
....she was gone.
But after inspecting the dresser with the flashlight,...i noticed something odd...
...behind one of the legs of the dresser was a tiny tail.
i stood up and went over to the wall and shined the light down the side. "there you ARE!!" "OH MY GOD SOMEBODY GET ME A CAMERA!"
She was about an inch off the ground with her legs against the leg of the dresser, with her back against the wall holding herself up like a tiny Ninja. But the tiny Ninja tail gave her away.
i grabbed one of my husbands many English-style swords, and shooed her back into the box.
i set the box upright and peeked over the side to make sure she was there. Just then, she FLYs out of the box, lands on my arm, runs up to my elbow and dives back down behind the litter box.
WTF it wasnt supposed to be the hard. She KNEW i was gonna close the lid T__T...
okay, so i put the box back next to the littler box and tried to shoo her into it,..she avoided the box and ran back under the dresser...and disappeared again.....
"what the fuck MAN"
so i put the box back next to the wall, got the sword and the flash light, and got down on my belly to look under the dresser...she was hiding behind the leg again, but this time has pulled her tail up T__T so i couldnt see her.
SHE WAS LEARNING O_o
i shooed her back over to the box but at the last second she vears away and runs straight at my FACE!
before i could freak out or scream the mouse launches herself through the air, lands on my neck, and the launches up and into the littler box.
T__________________T
so,.i try the box again,..she avoids it completely going under the dresser...AGAIN.
so then im like 'fuck that' and i open the door and grab the little empty trash can from my bedroom...
...i then use the little white trashcan insted of the box and she runs right in.
(somewhere in all this commotion Chris gets home and my roommates are all in our room waiting..)
...i used my Queen record to block the top.
oh my god,.so after ALL THAT,.chris and i take a drive down the street. it was about 2 am by this point. and we stopped by a ditch to let her go.
we get out of the car,.go over to the ditch with the flash light and the trash can,.and i put the trash can down so Chris can see the cute little mouse i caught....
..the mouse (without hesitating) runs out of the box turns around and then runs between Chris and me back out into the street.
....i followed her with the flashlight for a quarter mile as she ran at a walking speed along the road and back towards our house T____T
dude...wtf.
next time i catch her.. shes sleeping with the fishes.
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