I normally make one of thes eon my birthday to let everyone im still alive. and im working on things its just hard to focus on things with irl stuff. but i couldnt do it ON MY birthday cause of FA being hacked lmao. still, no need for birthday wishes thisyear, I'll try to post when i can

So you might have noticed, besides that birthday journal, I've been kinda not posting. well the long and short of it is, life has been giving me a colossal ass kicking and i just wanted to focus on that without pressuring myself to create something. I apologize especially for all the new peeps who have come to follow me, (i just looked it over after all this time). I've also struggled with what to focus on because I do more than just art too. but starting next year, im gonna solely focus on art and hopefully, that'l be the catalyst for a proper return to form. thanks for your patience and I promise imma bring the goods soon.

Im getting older in my years. sorry i havent posted as often, been a weird year. havent drawn much at all. hoping to change that tho. soon

Man i dont make enough journals. but its my birthday again!

im also getting old ='(

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Thank you for the birthday wishes guys =)

[Update] Opening comms again, 3 slots, hit me up if you are interested. Here's my comm sheet https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25206772/

Side note, this is the last time I'm using this commission sheet, not only is it out of date, but also I wanna change things about it. so this is the last time you'll see this one.

Man i dont do journals on here alot lol. this year im hoing to have some IRL plans happen. if they do you can expect me to be alot more active. gonna try my best to make it work.

other than that what is up with it folks?

still open for Lewd Mario Asks here
https://www.pillowfort.social/ZeoLightning
https://www.pillowfort.social/ZeoLightning
https://www.pillowfort.social/ZeoLightning

its that time of year again hahaha =D

hey peeps. I'm finally updating here with a new journal lol. I've been posting a ton of WIP's and stuff on twitter as well as just general updates so make sure to follow me there for more consistent ones.

anyway. back in 2017/2018 I had a tumblr where I did Mario enemy requests from an ask blog. tumblr banned porn in 2018 and thus my art blog died along side tumblr. since then i tried looking for a replacement. I thought about curious cat or other asks websites, but none seem fit for blogging and art. but recently a new website just became public called Pillowfort, and without all the stupidity of tumblr its become a suitable replacement for art blogging. its not perfect, still has some kinks to work out.

but I'm happy to say Lewd Mario Asks are back with branding and everything. Follow me and send me a DM of a Mario enemy on pillowfort and i might lewd it =D
https://www.pillowfort.social/ZeoLightning
https://www.pillowfort.social/ZeoLightning
https://www.pillowfort.social/ZeoLightning

Other than that. In the coming months Pics might slow down (even more so than now) cause i'll be moving. if things go smoothly though I'll be ready to pump out pictures faster than ever and start more commissions. that's basically everything. how have you guys been, hope you are all doing allright. make sure to get vaccinated.

hi guys, hope you are doing well, and are keeping healthy

Im the worst with this website in recent times lol. i havent been on here for like 2 months. but i wanna thank everyone that sent me Birthday wishes. it means the world to me.

I post alot of sketches and updates on twitter as you know, but i've been saving pics for upload until i finish them. i could post more line art like i used to tho, would yall want that?

what a crazy year, but imma get through it and talk about it when im old

Hey every. Hope your doing allright in this weird era. stay safe and wear a mask and all that. Update for me. i have Kinda been slowing down cause of recent evens, but im hoping to pick back up by the end of this month, the extra time indoors should start making it so i can try to be more productive but im not fully taking advantage of that. gonna try to soon. Lewd mario asks is making a return, but i gotta setup. I'll be doing it here https://www.pillowfort.social/ZeoLightning so stay tuned for that. Birthday is also soon so gonna try to enjoy that. Draw some goombella =P

lemme know how yall are.

More commisions, more projectss. New shit coming up soon!

Also whoa FA got a face lift. kinda like it actually

I know im VERY late to this but thank you all for the birthday wishes. Im on abit of a break right now focusing on some IRL stuff. so sorry. commissions arent on hold tho. i have 2 slots open and 1 that im still working on when i have time to. i'll give a more formal update sometime next week.

peace. love yall

Its my birthday =D

Allrighty so im actually just straight up opening commissions now. I sorta opened them without actually saying i did, but at that time i was trying to balance thnigs, but since no one knew they were open it sorta works out. cant be stressed about commitment, i just have to commit. i have to push myself. i can do this. thank you guys for the patience. for now

i'll have 4 slots open

1. PeelzHere
2. Outside User
3. Outside User [Complete]
4.

I'll update the journal when im full.

ALSO FULL WARNING i haven't drawn in around 3 and a half weeks cause i been focusing on IRL stuff, so i might be spending some time getting myself back up to snuff. idk how long that could take, but at most a week or 2 (i hope) so i might not work on your commission immediately. i apologize in advanced for that.

In other news. whats up. E3 was kinda meh this ear. but Banjo kazooie in smash holy shit.

ALSO PLEASE DO NO NOT TAKE THE TOP PARAGRAPH LIKE IM PUSHING MYSELF TO DO THIS, I WANT TO I JUST HAVE TO MOTIVATE MYSELF, IM FINE DO NOT WORRY

Hey guys sup

"Are you opening commissions now"

Ok so i've been kinda stressing myself out about this. Right now im currently focusing on a ton of things. Competitive Smash, IRL stuff, Video making for youtube, Streaming etc. And i've just been afraid of committing to more. im actually ready to do commissions but i guess i need a push of some kind to doing it. so im not gonna say commissions arent open, but im not saying they arent closed. help me out here if you can.

Other than that, I enabled for shinies. if you wanna support me consider giving me a shiny. Im also going to open up my (KOFI)[https://ko-fi.com/thunderfap ] Too so i can practice on sketches. but i havent finished setting it up yet, so just look on kofi for a post about it. or twitter

I know its been kinda a slow first half of the year but i hope to make it up. anyways. How are you guys. I might sound stressed in this journal but its mostly just the thougof stress thats stressing me out. im actually doing fine. been buying alot of 3D platformers lately in the hopes of doing a 3D platformer-thon of some kind

what do you guys think of my user name?

I usually go by "ThunderFap" and "ThunderFappin' Zeo"

do you think i should make a more fitting name for myself?

mine started off with me getting sick lol

im ok now, but its gonna take awhile before i can get into the swing of this year, gotta move soon so i'll be busy, once im done. im reopening commissions immediately.

anyway, hows your new year going so far?

Tumblr is dead. Imma come up with an alternative. i wish i could transfer all my followers. Sigh~

anyway happy holidays. Gonna try sometime next month to open commissions again

i just wanna say, thank you guys so much for enjoying my content. I got a ton of faves and watches and it was pretty awesome, i made it to 500 watchers Which i didnt think i'd make it too at least this year. this inktober challenge has been exhausting but Enjoyable. I had alot of fun doing all the various themes and coming up with ideas for Inktober. Viewers choice came out to ghost, so expect that later this month

......That said i benched alot of things and ideas just to go through with it. Im SO glad im not gonna be drawing every day now. i need to slow my roll lol

so here's an update. besides the viewers choice pick, imma slowdown posting slowly throughout this month. Gonna be preparing to smash!

once December hits imma be glued to my switch XD

However, I will still be taking Random Mario Asks until the end of this month (imma close asks in the middle of the month) so if you still wanna see some mario stuff from the mario rule 34 aficionado , than hit me an ask =)

Dont make them too complex, and the more obscure the enemy the more likely i might pay attention to it, but that doesn't mean i skip out on the classics. (the first one i did when i started was birdo lol)

Here's my tumblr link

https://thunderfappingzeo.tumblr.com/ask

As you can see, i've started to the missed days of inktober, my bad. Anyway, todays the last day. As such. im gonna be doing a viewers choice thing, just leave a comment here or in my stream chat about which theme you'd like to see again.

im also stremaing finishing the last remaining pics, maybe more. https://picarto.tv/ZeoLightning

hey guys, Inktober is almost over so i wanted to update you guys on some things.

the rest of the days are planned and i have somehting special planned for halloween. so lets talk about them

Day 25 is ghosts. and to be honest. i need some ideas for this. there are SOOOOOOOOOOO Many ghosts idk what to do. i could do a poll like last time but i feel like doing something abit more. drop some ideas. maybe i can compile them into one big one.

On halloween day the final theme is Viewers choice. SO I'll be doing a stream (as early as i can) and i'll be choosing 2 of the themes that are voted on. you can leave some comments here about it, but im hoping to hear them in the stream.

thats all. thanks so much for all the views and watches. this inktober series has been tough for me, but fun. =D

will have a more serious update on streams, tumblr asks and commissions soon, just getting my self prepared

i've been pretty busy today lol, its been a great day for me

hows everyones 2018 going? im enjoying this year so far its been great. just to update. i been doing good trying to get out more and stream more. right now im in the process of trying to balance all the things i do right now. i been focusing alot on art so i want to take a small break. im not leaving or stopping posts. but im gonna put commissions on hold (besides one more) for awhile till i get a more refined schedule i can follow.

Yo sup. haven't made an update in awhile. So i havent been keeping up with my promise of trying to stream every wednesday and its mostly because im lacking in ideas. so i think for a little while maybe starting next week, im gonna make my streams some viewer request stuff for abit. im hoping to be more consistent and active this year. so im gonna try my best.

[edit] So i didnt mention this before. the main reason im hesitant about requests is because of a fear i have. not a fear of failing mind you. im not afraid to fail and learn. thats wow you learn best. im afraid of not doing justice or not meeting the expectations someone could have from a request from me. when i travel outside my comfort zone its not always pretty but im gonna put this fear aside and just try my best. it if it comes out less than stellar all i can say is sorry someday i'll improve and be able to actually do it. im gonna come out of my comfort zone and try to do any request (IN STREAM) as they come. this is how i progress

you can view it here: https://picarto.tv/ZeoLightning
(Will also be doing pixiv streams too)

If you wanto stay fully updated on what im doing, make sure to follow my twitter.

SO hows it going for you guys. Ignoring the logan Paul shit. i think this year will be great.

Commissions Available

Commission sheet: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25206772/
Doc: https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....it?usp=sharing

Slots:
1.  Nero-TH *Complete*
2.  Peelzhere *In Progress*
3.