Hello everyone it's been a bit since I let you all know what I've been up to so here is m update on my life.

Currently I am trying to find a place to live. It's not an easy task with two dogs but I'm doing my best I need to find a place in 4 months and I can't move out until 4 months because that is when my lease is up. The only issue is I'll be moving to a pretty bad area of Palmdale most likely so I'll have to deal with that again but hey it's cheap so there's that. My only other option is to have someone other than myself and my future roommate move into my current home when my family moves out and as much as I'd love that I just don't know any other reliable people out here or anyone willing to move out here and being on disability my income is set and set low so I'm kinda stuck out here for the time being.

I have been practicing my S-staffs when I can and started working out more to try to get on shape. The progress is slow but it's there.

The ticket I got is ways away I set a court date and the soonest I could get was May 11th so I suppose it gives me a little more time to save money incase I lose and have to pay the ridiculous leash law fee.

I suppose that's about it if there's more I can't think of it right now.

Wish me luck and hey what are you all up to

so here it is the AC unity releases tonight at 12pm eastern so we on the west cost get it at 9PM how exciting! I will be streaming my first impressions of a game im super hyped for!! if ya want to check it out ill be streaming tonight at 10:00PM Pacific Time on my twitch channel below! Come join me as Arno as he joins the assassin ranks in one of the bloodiest times ever The French Revolution!!!

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After brushing off some of my old books ive decided im going to fight the ticket under the grounds of extenuating circumstances due to the fact that i wasn't walking my dogs off leash they had escaped and it was an emergency on top of the the animal control officers who handled the situation did not do so with the urgency required of there job even stopping to tell me my dog was running to a busy street and then trying to stop me for my ID after having just done so.

anyone else with a bit of legal knowledge care to chime in I'm pretty sure that on these grounds i can fight the ticket and win but Id like a second opinion

Uhhhhhgghhh My head, yup pretty groggy this morning anywho how is every buddy?

so idk how but my dogs got out this morning i freaked out and started to run out the door to get them, Babe was already back home accompanied by two animal control trucks ( they didnt have her on a leash they were literally in there trucks she came back when they told her "go home") so i i wondered where shadow was and he came running up and i told him get in the house and he did, feeling somewhat relived i thanked the two control people and turned to walk inside when i heard what was said next ring out........ "can we see some ID please"


I turned and asked, "why? why would you need to see my ID?"

they said they needed identification for the dogs I told them "there clearly my dogs they obeyed my commands and ran inside my house so cut the bullshit"

it was only when i told them to cut it that they told me the real reason for wanting my id, I was getting a ticket, for not having my dog on a leash...... WHAT!!! i told them "No i don't think so you're job is done please leave, im not showing you my ID" they then threatened to call an actual police officer to harass me even further. i said Wait here ill go get it......

I went and got it and said so im getting cited for the leash law, "yes because" i cut them off and said they need not explain a simple law to me, so i give them the ID and they start writing there ticket and the female officer started explaining the situation to me, My dogs were on I (up the street) they say they were running around in the middle of the road, the control people rolled up in there two trucks and stuck there heads out the window and yelled "GO HOME!!!" to which my two dogs turned and ran toward my home, they then followed my dogs to my house where i was just heading out to find them and Babe ran right in the house, the two control people got out of there truck's to inform me that my other dog was running towards I..... IF MY DOG IS RUNNING TOWARD I WHY ARE YOU HERE WHY ARE YOU NOT GETTING MY DOG THATS LITERALLY YOU"RE WHOLE FUCKING JOB, i didnt say this mind you but hell i was thinking it so i ran off to get Shadow who was on his way back and i got him in the house.


So after she told me that story to look on the bright side, my dogs could have been ran over if they hadn't- I cut her off and yelled "YEA AND YOU WOULD HAVE FINED ME FOR THAT TOO!!!" to which she put her head down and said ....".....Well yes"

The guy handed me a ticket and said to go to the court house to get it sorted out, I ask him "how much is this gonna be?" and he looks at me and says "I don't know you have to go to the court house" I then said " come on you have no idea? you've never written this ticket before just give me an ball park idea" he said no i would have to go to the court house i said well when will this go through? and he told me about two weeks to which i said to weeks? thats bullshit!

He then told me the even if he were a cop it would take that long and that thats the normal time for a ticket, i lost my cool and yelled"I WOULDN'T"T KNOW I'VE NEVER GOTTEN A FUCKING TICKET!!!!"


so yea pissed off because i hate owing people (especially the government) money

some people have noticed how i've been "off" allow me to explain myself....

I am bipolar 1 to those who know what that means great, to those who don't it basically means unlike most people who have a stable mood I am almost never stable i have rapid mood swings, but they have been even more rapid lately....

a week and a half ago I lost my 2 year old nephew Ryan, he was left unattended.... he fell into my cousins Koi pond and drowned. Those who know me well know im know stranger to death, but there's something about losing someone so young that urks me it. worst of all i find myself unable to deal with this loss... I've tryed processing my feelings but I have been unable to yet..... worst yet is due to my "relationship" with my family i found myself unable to attend his funeral... prolly for the best as I don't think i could keep my mouth shut and i would end up saying something that would make my "family" dislike me even more than they already do.


I feel bad now because i fear the grief i feel now has become a burden to my friends and loved ones, my poor mate is handling this so well i am truly blessed to have someone like him through this time.

I would like to apologize to those who have tryed to contact me will little result, and I would like to apologize if ive inconvenienced anyone with my outburst's.

i will as with all things get over it eventually, but in the mean time please bare with me i am truly sorry if i have made anyone worry or anything like that.

I know this is no excuse to the people ive snapped at lately especially my mate whom i love with all my heart.

thank you for you're time

So im super excited because my fav band infected mushroom plays at the avalon in hollywood tonight and ima be there (again) but this time i get to meet the band im so stoked you can't even believe

Im back and pooped i had a blast, there were way to many hard drugs there for my taste but to each there own i suppose.... im gonna relax tonight and wake up to some nice coffee!! might post pics tomorrow !

Im back and pooped i had a blast, there were way to many hard drugs there for my taste but to each there own i suppose.... im gonna relax tonight and wake up to some nice coffee!! might post pics tomorrow !

SO FREAKING PUMPED We leave today on a 8 hour drive to lake tahoe were staying the night in a hotel to be well rested for BASSCAMP 2014!!!! feat. INFECTED MUSHROOM, DATSIK, CANDYLAND, AND MANY MORE!!!!

GONNA BE LIGHTSHOW CRAZY!!! 11am to 11pm so not very much nighttime fun but still my fav band under the stars FUCK YES PLEASE

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Wheeeew im all set up in my hotel room, the crowne plaza only about 15 minutes away from the expo!! great hotel any who..... Let me know whos here and whos gonna be here!!! i would love to hang out with everyone i can cause theres only a few actual events im going to!


Ill be wearing my beenie as always and for those looking for me ill be wearing the outfit in my profile pic the first day (tomorrow) so im easy to identify, I will also have a badge hanging off my emazing back pack but if you see me shout me out and we can hang!

Come and join if ya want to id sure enjoy the company and convos

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Wheeeew today I made my last payment on my Xbox one! Got it in November and have been paying it off ever since but I'm happy to announce I've payed it all in full!

Yay!! Now I just save up for all the releases later this year!

so whats up everyone more importantly whats up anime fans and fellow otakus!!!!

Tomorrow i head out to my hotel for Anime Expo this year is sure gonna be fun alot of my close friends will be there!! Unfortunately i dont have any moneys to spend on and stuffs like i did last year due to a road trip later this month, but it will just be fun to go!!!

I was gonna cosplay but again money issues so not this year hopefully next time, i hope to see all my friends there as well as some new ones, ill be bringing a furry badge to help identify me but im pretty much wearing my "trademark" beanie and scarf!!

If anyone wants to meet up and hang there send me a note and ill shoot ya my number! we we can meet more easily (try;d to use FA to meet up with someone last year and it just didnt work out.

Borrowed from  DiamondDragon

Comment on this journal and I will. . .

1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your FA page for 10 seconds.
2) Tell you a color you remind me of.
3) Tell you my first memory of you.
4) Ask you a question.
5) Tell you something I like about you.
6) Tell you the object that is in front of me.
7) Dare you to do this yourself in your own journal.

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CHAT UP xp

hey hey Im home safe and sound! i had a blast at califur i didn't make a whole lot of money but i did make enough to make my trip free! so thats good at least!

I met so many great furs and made great friends, thanks to you all for your kindness.

Day one was a blast! Great dance at the end of the night met some great local furs as well! Can't wait to chill back home with em!

Don't be shy come to my table talk to me I'm very much in the swing today!!

Yo yo yo!! I'm here running on like 3 hours of sleep! But I'm pumped!!! Set up for vendors is at 8, so I'll just be mingling until thin come find me, rasta beeny wereing all black with a rainbow scarf!! That's how to find me!

So as many of you know I'll be attending my very first Furry convention at Califur!! this is also only my second convention ever!!

and as many of you know ill be vending debuting my business Shitz and Gigglez !!!

I will be selling glow toys and accessory's ! I WANNA MAKE THAT DANCEFLOOR LIGHT UP!!!

we also have a small supply of EL wire, regarding the EL wire tough we have a very small supply as this is the case it will be first come first serve on the stuff its nothing personal, we will have a bunch of other stuff including my personal fav a set of nifty LED gloves all ready to go out of the package! We also have LED balloons ( no helium ) like i said i want it to glow! we even have black light reflective nail polish! for all you bio-luminescent furs ;D


but yea we are confirmed!

http://califur.com/dealers-den/deal.....den-attendees/

first row "Shitz and Gigglez"

THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY xp

haha i told you, I love to say i told ya so!! so what am i talking about?

Xbox is dominating this console war already with a huge rate of ps4 users returning and switching to the one. Microsoft has proven they put the customer first, next months update will bring exciting changes to those still on the fence by bringing "Games with Gold" to the Xbox one giving away a free game every month for gold members not only that but there bringing there "deals with good" to the one as well with price cuts as much as 75% on great games! ( hush now steam users this is a big deal for us console gamers XP)

BUT WAIT THERE'S MORE!!

We complained and they answered, starting next month you will not need to have a gold account to use xbox apps such as netflix and machinima these will be available to all users gold or silver!

Xbox ya done good.. ya done good

Arrival and departure?
Early on the 30th and leaving late on the 2nd

Where are you staying?
in the marriott

Mode of transportation?
Van full of product and peoples

Who will you be with?
My mate  Servo117 and my business partners


What are your major plans?
SELL SELL SELL

What fursuits do you have?
none but hopefully will have my first tail!

Attending parties?
FUR SURE, that is if im not too pooped

How do I find you?
i always wear my rasta hat and rainbow bandanna ! also dealers den

What is your gender?
Male

How old are you?
22

Can I talk to you?
Totally as long as im not working

Can I hug you?
OF COURSE the more the better

Can I buy you a drink?
If you insist

What's your poison?
hmmm hard to say, right now prolly monster or green tea

Can I commission you?
unfortunately i don't take commissions, as im not a artist

What events will you be attending?
im not sure as ill be in working most of the time

How tall are you?
6'3

Are you nice?
Yes yes I am! -smilessinisterly-

Are you friendly?
Very! at least id like to think so

Can I touch you?
mmhmm as long as im wearing cloths you can touch me XP

Are you cliquey?
Kinda I suppose, i get along better with people i have things in common with, but everyone is osm to me

Can I stalk you?
sure take lots of creppy pics XP

Can I dance with you at the dances?
im not much of a dancer but id be glad to give ya a light show!

Can I buy breakfast, lunch, or dinner?
henh henh well im not one to turn down free food as long as its not too pricey

Can I get a picture with you?
I would love to take pics!! but lets be honest your saving that for the osm suits!

Can I steal you away for *Censored*?
if you feel like it just ask worst thing that can happen is i say no XP


How long are you going?
the whole shindig

Do you have an artist table?
Yes! im not an artist ill be selling glow toys but i do have a table!

Can I give you a gift?
sure i love gifts!

If I see you, how should I get your attention
a tap on the shoulder should do it! but please no surprise glomps my back is not what it once was

Going to the cabaret?
not sure

Going to the ice cream social?
im pretty sure thats included in my dealers den package

apparently i play this now on the northern shiverpeak server anyone play>?

happy 420 everyone i decided since ima be alone ill toke a few and play through borderlands two for the 360! what are your plans!