One year older, one year wiser and all that business.
Just a normal day when you get into your 30's

Yeah, i need to keep on uploading things faster x33 I've still got things from 2014 to upload... its just really crazy that I can't find the time to just sit at my computer and upload a few at a time. No reason as all for it, just can't be bothered at times to set up my computer to just upload a few things for people to see.

I'm settling into my new place with my man  zerothehusky it was a little hard at first to get used to the new environment and the weather is much hotter so I'm really happy with that. I can say that I'm in a much better state and a lot happier with how things are at the moment. Only took me a month to find a new job down here in England. I'm working part time as an Assistant baker in one of our biggest food retailers.

As for the holiday me and Zero and the family are getting ready to fly to Sorento italy tomorrow morning at 3am. It's only for a week but this is my first holiday in like 10 years so I'm really excited to go and spend time with everyone.

I don't even know how to write something like this to be fair x3

Maybe a few people have noticed my certain interest in a doggo by the name of  zerothehusky well, since I started talking to him back in 2016 on one of my submissions on here. We spoke a lot and even played a few games and still do to this day. I wanted to meet him irl because I thought he was a great person and I got on with him really well.

Ever since we met irl on April of 2017 we've both felt like we have a really strong connection and get on really well when together. It was really hard to leave zero behind every time I met with him. It's only been since I seen him in September that we knew our feelings for each other were that of love.. and we couldn't change that if we tried our best. It's been really hard for us all to think about because I still love  ingeir_palar and I will always. Ingy has been like a best friend to me and he'll always be my best friend no matter what happens to us all. Ingy has helped me through a lot of shit in my life and for that i thank him from the bottom of my heart.

I know some people may perseve this as a 'dick move' and it kinda is to do this to the person that you love. But I'm not exactly gonna cut ingy out of my life, would never ever think of doing that to him. So what I'm trying to say is that me and Zero feel confident enough to make it official that me and him are going out as a couple both irl and online.

Zero has been through a lot and all I ever wanted for him is an easy going life and I want to help him attain that. Me zero and ingy all get along, I can't tell you how much fun we all have gaming during the weekdays and the weekends. We'll all be gaming and chatting about random crap but that doesn't matter because we all get along with each other. Both me and Zero have made a journal at the same time because we want people to know because its the right thing to do xD

Link to the doggos journal: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8625470/

I knew this day would come x.x

I've hit the big 30... feels so weird to hear people say it today. I'm just gonna be a big borfy grey dergy from now on. Gonna have to get those signature grey streaks in my hair on here.

Even with this depressing milestone it's going to be a great week: got my hatchday today, got VDay on Wednesday and on Friday I'm spending even more time with my handsome husky  zerothehusky <333

May this festive season sparkle and shine, may all of your wishes and dreams come true, and may you feel this happiness all year round. Merry Christmas to all the wonderful people I've met this last year, I hope your day is filled with love, prezzies and plenty of fattening foods

I've been off on holiday from work since Thursday and don't have to go back till next Sunday. Me and ingeir are going down to England (we're currently in England as I type this) he's going to see his parents while I'll be spending the weekend with this lovable fuzzbutt  zerothehusky. Will be good to meet one of my besties.

Yeah, another year older another year wiser..... hahaha yeah right. Me?? Wiser?? Hahaha I crack myself up at times.

29....I can't even comprehend that age. Really don't feel like I'm that old.

Hey everyone, what up this fine Xmas day?

Hope everyone is having an amazing day with whatever you're up to. Family or friends it should be a joyful day to all <33333333

Hey all, been a while haha

I'm just giving a signal boost for an upcoming TF artist I've known of for a while. There's plenty of good art in their gallery and it will only get better.

They've done a piece for me recently: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/20982768/ it a freaking amazingly perfect!!!

They are currently open for commissions of all kind. Prices are definitely based on complexity/end result. If you've got the spare cash and are craving TF that is both unique and great looking look no further than  chaosmiles

This guy seriously deserves more attention not only because of the style and dedication he puts into his art, but because he's pretty down to earth and a great laugh.

Level up 27 > 28

Strength +1
Charisma +2
Patience for customers/screaming kids -10

Thank God no work today, I can laze about on my b-day.

Just feels like a normal day to me. Will probably go out with  ingeir_palar later tonight for some noms

I hope all you fuzzies and scalies have a wonderful Christmas.

Just importing all the artwork from here to my account on there. Dont worry, im not gonna move there. Im just getting my account there all updated for when the site comes out of its Beta: https://beta.furrynetwork.com/zerat/

All the guys doing Furry Network have done a great job so far. If anyone wants to fallow me or want me to follow them, gimme your link and i'll gladly follow you there ^^

For anyone else that wants a beta key to it, you are best to go to their twitter page: https://twitter.com/FurryNetwork?lang=en-gb and try their hand at getting a key. And im more active on twitter than i am here if anyone wants to follow my dragony sillyness: https://twitter.com/_Zerat_

Yeah, that time a year again. Where I don't feel any older and I just feel the same as ever

Its about 2 mins from new year in the UK.

I just wanna wish everyone a wonderful new year and i hope it all goes well

I wanna wish everyone a merry Christmas now as where we are at the moment we dont have net or phone the signal :c

We're down in England spending the Christmas holidays with parents in their new house. It's only been built for six months so its like we've reverted back to the age before internet xD

Anyways I do hope everyone had a brilliant Christmas and got what you all wanted ;)

Been aaaaaages since making a journal here xD

A big happy anniversary to my main man  ingeir_palar

Today marks our 3 years together. wow, when you think about it it's kinda scary. I mean where the hell did the time go?

I still wouldn't wanna change anything about us two. We've been through a lot of ups and downs, but everyone knows that just makes each other stronger as a person. Here's to many more happy years together

I decided that i needed to make a Flickr account to put all the pics somewhere

https://flic.kr/s/aHsjXiZBKw

Hopefully you'll be able to see them all.

All suits belong to their owner :)

For Easter weekend me and Ingeir went to Leeds to attend their monthly mini furmeet. Since I've not been to many meets I didn't really know what to expect from it. We were both pretty nervous but we had a friend that helped to introduce us to people did a really great job helping us getting our foot in the door so to speak, so we thank him for making the meet a lot easier.

There was so many awesome funny people we got to meet and talk with, sadly I don't know if they have an FA or a Twitter but if I find them I'll put them on this journal. I'd probably say the highlight of the meet was getting to meet and when I heard they were coming i was pretty glad that more people I knew were coming. Both Danza and Loz and pretty cool people and easy to get along with, can't wait to hopefully meet with them again.

There was also the Fursuit walk that happened about 2ish. We all pretty much walked around Leeds while the people were in their suits. A really, really great walk it was. Everyone was just so awesome in their suits. In the suits there was  lozbunneh a guy that had this amazing Dragon hybrid suit: https://www.dropbox.com/s/gvqdbzmsv.....p/IMAG0408.jpg wish I got their name. there was also a tiger in a partial suit called maxi he was pretty awesome in suit as well, really knew how to play the part.

All together is was one of the best weeks I've had in a long time. Something me and Ingeir will definitely have to do again. Also thanks to the organisers for the meet :)

As the title says im gonna TRY and do a little gaming stream tomorrow afternoon/night. I dont really know if my streams work or not, so if it doesn't work dont blame me xD

It'll be either Final Fantasy XIV: A Realm Reborn or i'll do some Amnesia for the shits and giggles. I haven't decided a time yet, but when i do i'll make another journal for tomorrow.

...would anyone watch?

It would mostly be gaming streams for the PC (oviously) With my new laptop i can now stream stuff, so i was just curious if i woild get anybody to watch me game. I'd stream anyway even if people didn't watch just on the off chance that people do attend

As i said it would be games like FFXIV A Realm Reborn or stuff like Amnesia. If i see that its pretty good and people join i would probably do other stuff as well. Im just testing the water so to speak since ive never done anything like this live.

I'm literally making this before I have to go to work till 8pm then I've got to study for an exam tomorrow lol. Seriously, no rest for the wicked ;)

Outside world

I just thought i'd give everyone a little update on whats been happening with me and such! Most people will know (most of them on Skype) that i've been pretty busy with Uni and work (Not a great combination) If anybody has Whatsapp i'd be more than happy with adding a few more people since i dont have to sign onto something to talk with someone. It just takes up nearly all of my time sadly. It's a real pain in the tail to have to deal with all the work they expect me to do, but i now thats part of the course when your doing hospitality and a masters course :/ you just get totally piled with lots of crap that i could be doine without. And my laptop totally died on my last month so that was a very unexpected turn of events. I wasn't ro bithered about it though, my laptop was at death's door anyway, the laptop was a pile of crap anyway it even had trouble with running Steam xD I got pretty good one for £850 that im very happy with, just getting used to Windowns 8! Thank god for Windows 8.1. The same pretty much happened to  ingeir_palar laptop but this time it was his mother board that got fried. So he's on a lookout for a laptop hehe. Hopefully and i say hopefully this year me and Ingier are gonna go on holiday somewhere for a wek or maybe 2. WE really haven't thought of a place to go yet, but we konw it will be somehwere outside of the UK for a change.

Impending birthday

Its coming to that special time if the year again: Valentine's day :D I expect to see a lot of "Forever alone day" Its just something you expect this time of the year. I dont think Valentine's day is just for couples, hell no! Its for everyone that has any loved ones, even your Family or a special few friends. Sadly me and ingeir will be working it haha xD No rest for the wicked, eh. It means my birthday will be on the 12th as well (Woop) I know a few people that share their birthday with Valentine's day. I know a certain Ebony dragon that shares his birthday with Valentine's. So im hoping to get something of him and me for our special day!

Possible LIvestream

So since i got a pretty good laptop now, i may be able to stream some of the games i play on here now. It'll mostly be Final Fantasy XIV (jusy got a PC version today) And perhaps any that i have on my steam if people wanna watch. It's always something i have been wanting to do for a long time: Stream games. I'm currently downloading the latest update of FFXIV and i'l see how it looks on here, not looking forward to having to use the crappy PC controls. I'll have to hook up my PS3 controller to use it. If all goes well it would be something i'd wana do a couple days a week!

Well thats pretty much everything for now peeps!

I posted a thread on the forums, but i have to wait for a mod to see it before its visable. I cant be assed to repost all the info i did on the thread, so if you know any artist that can do awesome anthro/feral refs id be more than willing to hit them up

1.) What's your name?
Zerat

2.) Do you know why you were named that?
My name closely resembles my father's name (Zeranth)

3. What is your status?
Taken

4.) Have any abilities or powers?
Mastery over shadows and my Scythe (Haxxor)

5.) Stop being a hornswoggle!
Stops being random!

6.) Uh... if you were to get in a fight with a strong wrestler, do you think you'd win?
Somehow I Dont think a measly wrestler is a match for a Dragon.

7.) Right... Have any family members?
Well I've got 3 brothers (Infernis, Blizar and Thundros)

8.) Oh? How about pets?
Mayyybe :3

9.) Cool, I guess. Tell me something that you don't like?
Humans. Gotta hate the humans.

10.) Something that you do like?
Others Dragon of course. A little bit of corruption goes a long way.

11.) Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Taking over the world has always been a hobby of mine #Dragonlogic

12.) Have you ever gone through pain yourself?
I think we can all say we've had our fair share of pain.

13.) Ever had a strange dream before?
A few times, then easily forget them a few hours later xD

14.) What kind of animal are you?
I'm a Dragon/Phoenix hybrid.

15.) Your worst habits?
Trying to corrupt friends.... But never works

16.) Do you have a favorite artist you look up to at all?
I would say quite a few

17.) Gay, straight, or bi?
Gay all the way ;)

18.) Do you currently attend college?
Sadly I do.

19.) Ever wanna get married one day?
Of course!

20.) Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?
Not quite sure.

21.) What are you most afraid of?
Loneliness like most people

22.)What colour is your hair?
Crimson.

23.) Eyes?
Red.

24.) What do you usually wear?
If I'm feeling lazy maybe a loose t-shirt and a pair of shorts

25.)What's your religion?
NA

26.)Do you wish this quiz is over?
Nah, bring on the questions.

27.) Well, it's still not over.
Fine. See if I care xP

28.) Anyways, where do you live?
In a cave high upon a mountain

29.) What class are you? (Low class, middle class, high class)?
Let's go with middle class

30.) How many friends do you have?
Can probably count them on my hands xD

31.) If you could change anything about you, what would you change?
Nothing! Why change a good thing.

32.) What are your thoughts on pie?
Pie is good. It's noms, I'm not a fussy Dragon.

33.) Alright. What's your favourite food?
Everything hahah

34.) Favorite drink?
COFFEE COFFEE COFFEE!!!

35.) What is your favorite place?
My bed!

36.) Least favorite?
College

37.) Are you still wanting the quiz to end?
Of course not. The more the merrier.

38.) Well, it's over you bonkerballs!
Shiiit son.