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From the Front Lines of Hell, With Love
General | Posted 10 years agoHey all you reading this. Well, after this evening, its a down-hill dash that lasts until the 17th. For those who do not know, this coming week is finals week and I have about 3 take-home essays, all of which are about 8-10 pages long and some I have not given the attention they rightfully deserve.
To all of you who are going through finals, we'd like to wish you the very best of luck and hope that you achieve the grades that you are hoping to get. To those who are not yet there or dont have to do any more schooling, you are lucky and we're still rooting for you. Wish me luck people!
To all of you who are going through finals, we'd like to wish you the very best of luck and hope that you achieve the grades that you are hoping to get. To those who are not yet there or dont have to do any more schooling, you are lucky and we're still rooting for you. Wish me luck people!
Final Cup of the Night (Just Venting, Dont need to read)
General | Posted 10 years agoHey. For those who didnt read the warning this is just a venting journal to throw some of my deep feelings into the void of cyber space. That and I dont want to continue writing about Adolf Hitler or Benito Juarez (being a history major and having finals right now sucks.)
To you students out there, I know finals suck but sometimes just making sure you get through it is just what is most important. I have about 3 take-home finals this week and one of the professors has not even given the prompt for it yet (and its due in a week and will most likely be about 10 pages long.) I find it really hard to stay on task and no its not because of FA or anything like that. Its just because I have always had trouble when it came to racing against hte clock. One of my great friends was helping me out with one of the reports by helpong me map out my stuff while I continued working on the other crap. SORRY FOR ANY SPELLING ERRORS, ITS LATE AND I AM RUNNING ON 5 HOURS OF SLEEP FOR THE WEEKEND!
I just want ot say that I am at least happy to have friends I can count on. In real life, sadly, I discovered that many of the people in some of the groups I belonged to were actually spreading juvinile gossib about me behind my back and jeporising a friendship with someone all on the basis of me being gay. I wont let it get to me, the quarter is almost over and I am trying my very best to pass my classes with at least a B. A "C" to me is a failing grade and I just want ot make thing s perfect as best as I possibly can. That said, here is to my last cup of coffee for the evening and to anotehr, lets say, 5 more hours of work before packing it in for 3 hours of sleep. Finals, I wont be rested but at the very least it feels good to have my feelings written down and just out there, even if no one listens.
Family members are dying of cancer, people back stabbing me and the pressure of finals. To me, this is just something that reminds me there are some out there going through much worse and I am grateful beyond words for those I actualyly get to call my true friends. Thank you all for those who actually read this shit pile.
To you students out there, I know finals suck but sometimes just making sure you get through it is just what is most important. I have about 3 take-home finals this week and one of the professors has not even given the prompt for it yet (and its due in a week and will most likely be about 10 pages long.) I find it really hard to stay on task and no its not because of FA or anything like that. Its just because I have always had trouble when it came to racing against hte clock. One of my great friends was helping me out with one of the reports by helpong me map out my stuff while I continued working on the other crap. SORRY FOR ANY SPELLING ERRORS, ITS LATE AND I AM RUNNING ON 5 HOURS OF SLEEP FOR THE WEEKEND!
I just want ot say that I am at least happy to have friends I can count on. In real life, sadly, I discovered that many of the people in some of the groups I belonged to were actually spreading juvinile gossib about me behind my back and jeporising a friendship with someone all on the basis of me being gay. I wont let it get to me, the quarter is almost over and I am trying my very best to pass my classes with at least a B. A "C" to me is a failing grade and I just want ot make thing s perfect as best as I possibly can. That said, here is to my last cup of coffee for the evening and to anotehr, lets say, 5 more hours of work before packing it in for 3 hours of sleep. Finals, I wont be rested but at the very least it feels good to have my feelings written down and just out there, even if no one listens.
Family members are dying of cancer, people back stabbing me and the pressure of finals. To me, this is just something that reminds me there are some out there going through much worse and I am grateful beyond words for those I actualyly get to call my true friends. Thank you all for those who actually read this shit pile.
A Year of Differences...(Less Talk, More Action)
General | Posted 10 years agoHey everyone (those who actually bother reading my stuff. The, what is it, two, three rare reads?)
Now that the new year is in full swing, I have made some conscious decisions on some differences that will I will do my best to make this year. Some of it I might require a little help with but I am going to do the best damn job I can to make myself a better person (both emotionally and physically. For myself and those around me.) So, this year, here are some of the differences you will most likely see...
1. As Oprah said, "Lets make 2016 the year of our Best Bodies." This was for a Nutrisystem add or something and no way in hell am I joining. BUT, I am going to make 2016 A Year of my Best Body. I am going to try to look as sexy and muscular as my sona. At least getting abs.
2. More Artwork. I have some money saved up this time and have a few artists lined up, so now that my ref is finally complete, I am tackling the list of artwork that I wanted to get that you can find on one of my previous journals. I will also try to get more furs to join me in the pics and bring notice to them. If you want to be in a pic with me, we will pay half way, but I would most likely say a big fat YES! ;D
3. My father and entire family can be a tad cynical and mean spirited and it has greatly affected how I talk to people. So in this new year, I am going to do my best to be less mean, bitchy, and above all KEEP A POSITIVE OUTLOOK ON THINGS!!! It will be VERY difficult for those that know me. But not completely impossible.
4. When school started back I would be away and I got quite a bit of slack for it. So I will do my best to be more available to people on Skype, limiting my time on FaceBook to a minimum (or delete it completely since it has no real use to me anymore) and just Be more active socially in real life and here.
5. Graduating in Spring Quarter with my Bachelors in History.
These things I am sure are going to keep me busy and I dont want to set TOO many goals because I will never keep them. So, I hope to make 2016 a more productive and wonderful year than 2014 or 2015. Thank you all for being there for me. Love you all.
Now that the new year is in full swing, I have made some conscious decisions on some differences that will I will do my best to make this year. Some of it I might require a little help with but I am going to do the best damn job I can to make myself a better person (both emotionally and physically. For myself and those around me.) So, this year, here are some of the differences you will most likely see...
1. As Oprah said, "Lets make 2016 the year of our Best Bodies." This was for a Nutrisystem add or something and no way in hell am I joining. BUT, I am going to make 2016 A Year of my Best Body. I am going to try to look as sexy and muscular as my sona. At least getting abs.
2. More Artwork. I have some money saved up this time and have a few artists lined up, so now that my ref is finally complete, I am tackling the list of artwork that I wanted to get that you can find on one of my previous journals. I will also try to get more furs to join me in the pics and bring notice to them. If you want to be in a pic with me, we will pay half way, but I would most likely say a big fat YES! ;D
3. My father and entire family can be a tad cynical and mean spirited and it has greatly affected how I talk to people. So in this new year, I am going to do my best to be less mean, bitchy, and above all KEEP A POSITIVE OUTLOOK ON THINGS!!! It will be VERY difficult for those that know me. But not completely impossible.
4. When school started back I would be away and I got quite a bit of slack for it. So I will do my best to be more available to people on Skype, limiting my time on FaceBook to a minimum (or delete it completely since it has no real use to me anymore) and just Be more active socially in real life and here.
5. Graduating in Spring Quarter with my Bachelors in History.
These things I am sure are going to keep me busy and I dont want to set TOO many goals because I will never keep them. So, I hope to make 2016 a more productive and wonderful year than 2014 or 2015. Thank you all for being there for me. Love you all.
HAPPY (Soon To Be) NEW YEARS!!! (NEw Beginnings)
General | Posted 10 years agoHey everyone. With 2016 coming to a close in a couple of hours (Some of you already having the celebration over and already entered into 2016), I just wanted to say Happy New Year and I hope that you have prosperity and love to come. This past year was a little rocky for some of you and I just hope things get better.
As for me, I want to thank all of the new furiends and watchers who came to me this year and hope we can get closer in 2016. Though I will be busy I am going to try and make some time to be more active here and you are going to see a HUGE load more of artwork coming in from this Liolf. I am saving my money and commissioning a lot more art for myself as well as a couple of friends.
Let me know if youre interested I hope to talk to you all more. Love you all, and thank you for everything!
As for me, I want to thank all of the new furiends and watchers who came to me this year and hope we can get closer in 2016. Though I will be busy I am going to try and make some time to be more active here and you are going to see a HUGE load more of artwork coming in from this Liolf. I am saving my money and commissioning a lot more art for myself as well as a couple of friends.
Let me know if youre interested I hope to talk to you all more. Love you all, and thank you for everything!
A List of Things to Get...
General | Posted 10 years agoJust making a list of to-do commissions that I want to get done. I need to find artisits (both who fit in my price range and who have pretty good art skills, and other needed things for the pic.)
[X] - Reference Sheet (Clean)
[X] - Reference Sheet (NSFW)
[X] - New Icon
[ ] - Badge (Clean) (Artist needed)
[ ] - Badge (After Dark) (Artist needed)
[X] - Holiday Icon
[ ] - Holiday Picture
[ ] - Picture with
Scion_Z_G_R_V and 
Fortuneotter (My best friend and my real life brother respectively. -Artist needed.)
[ ] - Yiffing pic (Me getting fucked. Need co-star and artist.)
[ ] - Yiffing pic (Me fucking the brains out of someone. Costar needed, artist needed.)
[ ] - Yiffing pic (ORGY! BIG SEXY ORGY! Need costars and artist.)
[ ] - Family portrait of Scion and
CyrusTreywolfGearz (Artist needed.)
[ ] -
alexanderjfragkos to do a Fireplace portrait of me.
[ ] - Fatal Frame Style Picture
-Well I think that hefty list is big enough for now. If anyone has any info or desire for any of these, let me know either by comment or PM. For co-stars you might have to pay half. My funds are semi-limited due to university.
[X] - Reference Sheet (Clean)
[X] - Reference Sheet (NSFW)
[X] - New Icon
[ ] - Badge (Clean) (Artist needed)
[ ] - Badge (After Dark) (Artist needed)
[X] - Holiday Icon
[ ] - Holiday Picture
[ ] - Picture with
Scion_Z_G_R_V and 
Fortuneotter (My best friend and my real life brother respectively. -Artist needed.)[ ] - Yiffing pic (Me getting fucked. Need co-star and artist.)
[ ] - Yiffing pic (Me fucking the brains out of someone. Costar needed, artist needed.)
[ ] - Yiffing pic (ORGY! BIG SEXY ORGY! Need costars and artist.)
[ ] - Family portrait of Scion and
CyrusTreywolfGearz (Artist needed.)[ ] -
alexanderjfragkos to do a Fireplace portrait of me. [ ] - Fatal Frame Style Picture
-Well I think that hefty list is big enough for now. If anyone has any info or desire for any of these, let me know either by comment or PM. For co-stars you might have to pay half. My funds are semi-limited due to university.
Official Transformation!
General | Posted 10 years agoI am now officially a liolf! If you need evidence: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18406654/
Now all I need is a holiday icon, and my first yiff pic (with someone who might be able to go halfsies on with me. Anyone interested?)
Now all I need is a holiday icon, and my first yiff pic (with someone who might be able to go halfsies on with me. Anyone interested?)
TIME TO PRESS F5!!!!! :D
General | Posted 10 years agoAdmittedly I was going for a "Time to Say Goodbye" moment, only because its a beautiful song. But press F5, I am officially a liolf now :D!!!
My First Meme
General | Posted 10 years agoI ripped this off...I mean..."Borrowed" this from 
lead-fang and yes this is my first meme on here.
A- Age:
23 (just turned)
B- Biggest fear:
Losing someone or causing someone I love pain.
C- Cold weather or Warm weather?:
Cold! Not to be morbid but my father jrl said my room is as cold as a morgue.
D- Drink you last had:
Water, clean and in dire need of something stronger.
E- Extraterrestrials (Aliens), are they real?:
Outside of Hollywood? Probably not. But with the number of exoplanets there should be at least one in the Goldilocks Zone.
F- First thing you do when you woke up:
Look at the clock on my phone, see it say 4 am, then knock out again.
G- Ghosts, are they real?
Yes. I think there are things we cannot explain, and sometimes should just be left alone. Some people I knew did not have the luxury and had to fight em off.
H- How tall are you?:
5'9"
I- In love with someone (Just answer Yes or No):
No. But I am happy being single.
J- Jealous of someone (Just answer Yes or No):
Not really, no.
K- Killed Someone?:
I have never and probably never could. Its just something that would crush me from the inside out.
L- Last time you cried?:
A real cry? A few months ago when I found out my cousin's husband had serious cancer. Im scared for her, she is so young.
M- Music genre you hate the most:
Music of any sort that promotes vulgarity, sex, violence, drugs, or noise for nothing other than for the sake of making noise.
N- Newest adquisition:
"The Girl with Seven Names," probably my new favorite book. Read it!
O- One Wish:
No thank you. I work for what I want, its more rewarding that way. Besides, wishes always tend to backfire.
P- Pie, wich flavor you like the most?:
Pumpkin.
Q- Question you usually ask:
Is there something I can do to help?
R- Reason to smile:
Knowing some day I will take everything Ive learned in university and do what I love.
S- Song you like the most:
Honestly my life has too many wonderful songs, I cant pick just one.
T- Time you woke up:
8:30 am...but before that 4:00 am...
U- Underwear Color:
Depends. Mostly back or white briefs. And ONLY those
V- VideoGame you like the most:
The Fatal Frame and Fire Emblem series!
W- Worst Habit:
Being too trusting....ok ok and procrastinating on projects... Im Zeric and Im a lazy liolf, YOU HAPPY! XD
X- X-Rays you've had:
Mouth, pinky, toes, head, ultrasound on testies (hey, Im being brutally honest here!) and that is about it.
Y- Your favorite food:
I have a thing for lasagna and soups, but my favorite would be anything that is warm and soft, I don't like cold things too well as they generally cause me oral pain.
Z- Zodiac Sign:
Virgo
I don't tag any of you, but if you wannae do this meme, go !!!!!
lead-fang and yes this is my first meme on here.A- Age:
23 (just turned)
B- Biggest fear:
Losing someone or causing someone I love pain.
C- Cold weather or Warm weather?:
Cold! Not to be morbid but my father jrl said my room is as cold as a morgue.
D- Drink you last had:
Water, clean and in dire need of something stronger.
E- Extraterrestrials (Aliens), are they real?:
Outside of Hollywood? Probably not. But with the number of exoplanets there should be at least one in the Goldilocks Zone.
F- First thing you do when you woke up:
Look at the clock on my phone, see it say 4 am, then knock out again.
G- Ghosts, are they real?
Yes. I think there are things we cannot explain, and sometimes should just be left alone. Some people I knew did not have the luxury and had to fight em off.
H- How tall are you?:
5'9"
I- In love with someone (Just answer Yes or No):
No. But I am happy being single.
J- Jealous of someone (Just answer Yes or No):
Not really, no.
K- Killed Someone?:
I have never and probably never could. Its just something that would crush me from the inside out.
L- Last time you cried?:
A real cry? A few months ago when I found out my cousin's husband had serious cancer. Im scared for her, she is so young.
M- Music genre you hate the most:
Music of any sort that promotes vulgarity, sex, violence, drugs, or noise for nothing other than for the sake of making noise.
N- Newest adquisition:
"The Girl with Seven Names," probably my new favorite book. Read it!
O- One Wish:
No thank you. I work for what I want, its more rewarding that way. Besides, wishes always tend to backfire.
P- Pie, wich flavor you like the most?:
Pumpkin.
Q- Question you usually ask:
Is there something I can do to help?
R- Reason to smile:
Knowing some day I will take everything Ive learned in university and do what I love.
S- Song you like the most:
Honestly my life has too many wonderful songs, I cant pick just one.
T- Time you woke up:
8:30 am...but before that 4:00 am...
U- Underwear Color:
Depends. Mostly back or white briefs. And ONLY those
V- VideoGame you like the most:
The Fatal Frame and Fire Emblem series!
W- Worst Habit:
Being too trusting....ok ok and procrastinating on projects... Im Zeric and Im a lazy liolf, YOU HAPPY! XD
X- X-Rays you've had:
Mouth, pinky, toes, head, ultrasound on testies (hey, Im being brutally honest here!) and that is about it.
Y- Your favorite food:
I have a thing for lasagna and soups, but my favorite would be anything that is warm and soft, I don't like cold things too well as they generally cause me oral pain.
Z- Zodiac Sign:
Virgo
I don't tag any of you, but if you wannae do this meme, go !!!!!
NEW ZERIC UPDATES!!!
General | Posted 10 years ago Hey ladies and gentlefurs!
I just wanted to give a few updates (I really don’t know if anyone reads these or whatever) but here it goes. For starters I am getting a ref sheet for my birthday of my new sona (hope you like it, it’s going to be really hot ;) ) And I am going to try to be here more often.
Also, I am trying to look for new furiends since I have been away so long that I have forgotten how and would really like to get some help from those that stuck by me. Also, I know this is really stupid to ask but I am also looking for a new master and/or pet/ For those that don’t know I haven’t done anything major in a long while and I do want to experience the real master/pet experience with someone new. Any help in any of those departments are much appreciated. So furiends, hope to hear more from you. I miss you.
I just wanted to give a few updates (I really don’t know if anyone reads these or whatever) but here it goes. For starters I am getting a ref sheet for my birthday of my new sona (hope you like it, it’s going to be really hot ;) ) And I am going to try to be here more often.
Also, I am trying to look for new furiends since I have been away so long that I have forgotten how and would really like to get some help from those that stuck by me. Also, I know this is really stupid to ask but I am also looking for a new master and/or pet/ For those that don’t know I haven’t done anything major in a long while and I do want to experience the real master/pet experience with someone new. Any help in any of those departments are much appreciated. So furiends, hope to hear more from you. I miss you.
Zeric Under Development (Anyone Want to Help Out?)
General | Posted 10 years ago Link to Previous Journal Entry: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6741505/
Alrighty. As I said in the title, I am ALMOST COMPLETELY changing everything about my sona. COMPLETE OVERHAUL AND START FROM SQUARE ONE!!! The only thing that I am keeping is the necklace and wolf. I may make myself a hybrid but I am still in the process of work shopping things. I have a few people who are helping me creatively but I still have a long road ahead. If you want ot help me make my changes (not asking for free art or help paying for art), send a message. I just need an extra few sets of eyes on this fun project. The more the merrier. Thank you everyone!
Alrighty. As I said in the title, I am ALMOST COMPLETELY changing everything about my sona. COMPLETE OVERHAUL AND START FROM SQUARE ONE!!! The only thing that I am keeping is the necklace and wolf. I may make myself a hybrid but I am still in the process of work shopping things. I have a few people who are helping me creatively but I still have a long road ahead. If you want ot help me make my changes (not asking for free art or help paying for art), send a message. I just need an extra few sets of eyes on this fun project. The more the merrier. Thank you everyone!
List of Art I Need to Get!
General | Posted 10 years agoHey all!
I just want to see if anyone can give a little help in finding some awesome artists to assist me in my endeavors. I have a list of things that I want to get done, so I am looking around to find someone who can give a pretty epic pic without breaking the bank. I am a university furry, so budget it a little tight.
1. New Icon
2. New Ref Sheet (hopefully by
Abanob)
3. Pic of Fortuneotter and I
4. First Yiff Pic with
drakelizard
Well all of these are probably going to cost an unholy amount, but I want to get them done by some pretty awesome furrs. And, yknow, maybe one day find my "SIGNATURE ARTIST!!!" Heres hoping. Thanks for everything, everyone, and THANK YOU FOR 1300!!! HERES TO 1300 MORE WITH YOU BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!!!
I just want to see if anyone can give a little help in finding some awesome artists to assist me in my endeavors. I have a list of things that I want to get done, so I am looking around to find someone who can give a pretty epic pic without breaking the bank. I am a university furry, so budget it a little tight.
1. New Icon
2. New Ref Sheet (hopefully by
Abanob)3. Pic of
Fortuneotter and I4. First Yiff Pic with
drakelizardWell all of these are probably going to cost an unholy amount, but I want to get them done by some pretty awesome furrs. And, yknow, maybe one day find my "SIGNATURE ARTIST!!!" Heres hoping. Thanks for everything, everyone, and THANK YOU FOR 1300!!! HERES TO 1300 MORE WITH YOU BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!!!
From Now On...(UPDATE, YAY!!!)
General | Posted 10 years agoHey everyone,
From now on, all my messages will be written in my signature color. My birthstone color. My favorite color. Sapphire Blue!
I am also reaching my 1300th watch number. I might do something special for whoever marks the occasion. Hate to sound like Rise from Persona 4 Golden, but there you have it. And no cheating, boys
Thank you all for being such amazing furiends!!!
From now on, all my messages will be written in my signature color. My birthstone color. My favorite color. Sapphire Blue!
I am also reaching my 1300th watch number. I might do something special for whoever marks the occasion. Hate to sound like Rise from Persona 4 Golden, but there you have it. And no cheating, boys
Thank you all for being such amazing furiends!!!
A Long Time Coming
General | Posted 10 years agoHey Everyone, I was just thinking that I dont get enough commissions done and with a few new changes made to my sona I think I need to get the work done. I am currently saving some money up to get two specific pieces done.
The first, MY VERY FIRST YIFFING PIC!!!!! The reason for the hold up was because I dont know who is going to be in it or what positions or whatever. I am a verse wolf as you may or may not know, but I want to have a picture with someone I trust. I dont want to get it, have us stop being friends and have the pic be a burning reminder of that.
Second: I want to get a commission for a portrait of Fortuneotter and I. Fortune has been my best friend for about 19 years and I want to do something special for him. Though I used to have a fur family, he is the only one I consider my truest brother in real life. We have stuck by each other and I would like to get a pic commemorating our friendship.
SO EVERYONE, IF you can suggest a good artist or someone not TOO terribly expensive, let me know. Ok? Thanks a bundle!!!
The first, MY VERY FIRST YIFFING PIC!!!!! The reason for the hold up was because I dont know who is going to be in it or what positions or whatever. I am a verse wolf as you may or may not know, but I want to have a picture with someone I trust. I dont want to get it, have us stop being friends and have the pic be a burning reminder of that.
Second: I want to get a commission for a portrait of
Fortuneotter and I. Fortune has been my best friend for about 19 years and I want to do something special for him. Though I used to have a fur family, he is the only one I consider my truest brother in real life. We have stuck by each other and I would like to get a pic commemorating our friendship.SO EVERYONE, IF you can suggest a good artist or someone not TOO terribly expensive, let me know. Ok? Thanks a bundle!!!
Back With A New Perspective (Please Read)
General | Posted 10 years agoWell Ladies and Gentlemen, I am back (somewhat). I took off a year or so from this site to clear my head and get things adjusted. In that time I lost a lot of my furiends and people and such, and I am truly sorry for that. While I might not be the same Zeric Treywolf you all knew before, I do hope that you will come talk to me again and take the time to reconnect with the new me.
Some updates (Life So Far): As far as dating and life goes, still in the same place. This time I am now at California State University, and instead of working on my acting career, I have decided to shift my focus to the wondrous world of History! Yes, people, I love history. Without it, how would we learn from our past mistakes and move on with our futures? I am still the poet you knew (though finding it harder and harder to write freely). After I get my BA in History, I intend to take my LSAT's (Law School Admissions Tests) and go to law school to become a criminal prosecutor.
Why I am returning: I thought that being a furry was almost a crutch for me. A device that I could use to escape the world. Well, after doing some soul searching and trying to discover myself a little more, I guess I decided that, though it was a little bit of a crutch, I made some amazing friends and had a wonderful time doing it. I lost a very important friend that I once called a brother and that shook my world to its very core. So I am coming back with a little more knowledge of life under my belt.
Expectations: I am far less trusting than I was, but I am still just as kind, maybe even more so. So please, just give me a message on my new skype account.
GAYMER720 ADD ME!!! :)
Thank you all for listening, supporting me, and being there for me. I hope that I make some new friends and get to know some of my old ones.
Some updates (Life So Far): As far as dating and life goes, still in the same place. This time I am now at California State University, and instead of working on my acting career, I have decided to shift my focus to the wondrous world of History! Yes, people, I love history. Without it, how would we learn from our past mistakes and move on with our futures? I am still the poet you knew (though finding it harder and harder to write freely). After I get my BA in History, I intend to take my LSAT's (Law School Admissions Tests) and go to law school to become a criminal prosecutor.
Why I am returning: I thought that being a furry was almost a crutch for me. A device that I could use to escape the world. Well, after doing some soul searching and trying to discover myself a little more, I guess I decided that, though it was a little bit of a crutch, I made some amazing friends and had a wonderful time doing it. I lost a very important friend that I once called a brother and that shook my world to its very core. So I am coming back with a little more knowledge of life under my belt.
Expectations: I am far less trusting than I was, but I am still just as kind, maybe even more so. So please, just give me a message on my new skype account.
GAYMER720 ADD ME!!! :)
Thank you all for listening, supporting me, and being there for me. I hope that I make some new friends and get to know some of my old ones.
ONE FINAL UPDATE: BLOW ME ONE LAST KISS!!!
General | Posted 12 years agoFirst and foremost, I want to thank you for reading this. I know many will just delete this massively, but if you read it, thanks.
Well, ladies and gentlemen, its happened. I am giving up as a furry. Nope, not a drama or dick move, its not a question of did someone upset me, or whatever. Y'know...I feel like being a furry was a thing that I used to feel like I belonged. Ive met some crazy people on here and some really shitty ones too. Above all, I wouldnt trade any of it away. Even the bad people or moments helped me grow and mature into a better person. There are many whom I have befriended, but we currently do not speak which is a shame. But some people are meant to stay in your life longer than others, I suppose. Still, I am thankful for the time that I have spent on here. And I am grateful to the people that I have met, everyone has helped to change my life and grant me a new perspective.. I don't think that I need in this crutch anymore, and I should begin living my life in the real world.
As I have said, here is my final update. I sincerely hope that you enjoy.
I was recently excepted into Cal State LA, I have only been to one gay club since my 21st birthday in September (and still not dating. S single for a year now. Its been nice, actually.) I have made many new friends in real life, and still keep in touch with a handful online. Due to my father's partner (yes, my father is gay, too) losing his job, I am currently without health care coverage, I am currently working at a diner, Still full-time student, and currently trying to write more of my poems.
I'm sure that there is a lot more to update, but that's it for now. Thank you so much for all of the love and support that you've given me over the years. "I had a hell of a time...and I will never forget it." -Bette Midler
Those of you who DO wish to keep in touch: zthms1992 is my skype. Other than that, thats about it. I just want to say, again, thank you all for the memories, and for helping me to complete the 4 "L"'s: Laughing, Loving, Learning, and Living.
Well, ladies and gentlemen, its happened. I am giving up as a furry. Nope, not a drama or dick move, its not a question of did someone upset me, or whatever. Y'know...I feel like being a furry was a thing that I used to feel like I belonged. Ive met some crazy people on here and some really shitty ones too. Above all, I wouldnt trade any of it away. Even the bad people or moments helped me grow and mature into a better person. There are many whom I have befriended, but we currently do not speak which is a shame. But some people are meant to stay in your life longer than others, I suppose. Still, I am thankful for the time that I have spent on here. And I am grateful to the people that I have met, everyone has helped to change my life and grant me a new perspective.. I don't think that I need in this crutch anymore, and I should begin living my life in the real world.
As I have said, here is my final update. I sincerely hope that you enjoy.
I was recently excepted into Cal State LA, I have only been to one gay club since my 21st birthday in September (and still not dating. S single for a year now. Its been nice, actually.) I have made many new friends in real life, and still keep in touch with a handful online. Due to my father's partner (yes, my father is gay, too) losing his job, I am currently without health care coverage, I am currently working at a diner, Still full-time student, and currently trying to write more of my poems.
I'm sure that there is a lot more to update, but that's it for now. Thank you so much for all of the love and support that you've given me over the years. "I had a hell of a time...and I will never forget it." -Bette Midler
Those of you who DO wish to keep in touch: zthms1992 is my skype. Other than that, thats about it. I just want to say, again, thank you all for the memories, and for helping me to complete the 4 "L"'s: Laughing, Loving, Learning, and Living.
Im Now 21 Years Old
General | Posted 12 years agoAs of September 18.
Cars, Mating, Languages, Life As Is (A rather full update)
General | Posted 12 years agoOk, not that many people will be reading this, but here is a hopeful little journal that if you read it, you know what the hell is going on in my life.
First off, my new car. I got it finally and have been driving it around quite a bit. After a huge amount of drama with family and friends over it, it finally happened and I am beyond happy that it did. I will post pics on here if you want and if I can.
Next, its been a few months since my mateship with Scion_Z_G_R_V ended, and really I am sorry to say but its a bit of a relief. Easy, bitches, I am not cruel. You try juggling a mateship long-distance with a full-time life with psychotic bastards, school and a job. Granted that many of you do this and manage it quite well, I did my best but things just didn't work out. As far as a new mate goes, I am still single and not really looking. Nor am I really looking for sex on here or irl. I am doing my best to manage my life and make it a little bit better.
Also, I am learning Korean. Many I believe I told this, but I decided that I would cover my bases.
So my life is going well considering. Just trying to find more friends and trying to enjoy life. Getting a new job in September working as a seating host in a restaurant (hopefully) and managing college. This is my last semester before Grad school. I am really excited. I may move up north for college.
ABOVE ALL!!! I REALLY MISS TALKING TO PEOPLE FROM THIS SITE!!!! SEND ME A MESSAGE ON HERE OR SKYPE OR TEXT!!!!
Thank you for whoever reads this message in a bottle. Best wishes to everyone.
First off, my new car. I got it finally and have been driving it around quite a bit. After a huge amount of drama with family and friends over it, it finally happened and I am beyond happy that it did. I will post pics on here if you want and if I can.
Next, its been a few months since my mateship with
Scion_Z_G_R_V ended, and really I am sorry to say but its a bit of a relief. Easy, bitches, I am not cruel. You try juggling a mateship long-distance with a full-time life with psychotic bastards, school and a job. Granted that many of you do this and manage it quite well, I did my best but things just didn't work out. As far as a new mate goes, I am still single and not really looking. Nor am I really looking for sex on here or irl. I am doing my best to manage my life and make it a little bit better. Also, I am learning Korean. Many I believe I told this, but I decided that I would cover my bases.
So my life is going well considering. Just trying to find more friends and trying to enjoy life. Getting a new job in September working as a seating host in a restaurant (hopefully) and managing college. This is my last semester before Grad school. I am really excited. I may move up north for college.
ABOVE ALL!!! I REALLY MISS TALKING TO PEOPLE FROM THIS SITE!!!! SEND ME A MESSAGE ON HERE OR SKYPE OR TEXT!!!!
Thank you for whoever reads this message in a bottle. Best wishes to everyone.
Finally Getting My New Car
General | Posted 12 years agoGoing to get it on Saturday. Hope everyone is ok.
Hey guys, I need a little...sex advice...(Adult)
General | Posted 12 years agoWell, a lot is changing people. I have a license to drive, Im single, and now Im turning 21 in 2 months. Today I was helping a gal pal of mine go shopping for...well...a vibrator...and she told me I should get one...needless to say I blushed...and tried looking for the nearest exit...but I am curious about it. I want to buy a vibrator of my own/a prostate massager. So...could someone please PM me, comment or skype me? I could use a little help in this department.
Been 2 Months, May as Well Update (Read if you'd like)
General | Posted 12 years agoWell, its been about 2 months, give or take, since I really did anything major on here. Lot of people have stopped watching, I kinda stopped caring. I have been busy, Im moving on with my life, I am just starting to grow up a little more. Mostly I just come on here to fav a few pieces of art (though most get nuked) and to empty out inboxes so they don't get bulky. For those of you who are still watching me (thank you), here are a few updates.
I just got done with my final exams, I got really high scores and such, I finally got a driver's license, got called up for jury duty, got my debt to the IRS squared away, made a lot of new and exciting friends in real life, began working toward my major, exercising a lot more now, getting a brand new car next month (July), and yeah, thats about it. I have just been working hard and now that my scholastic semester has come to a close, I am going to be relaxing a little bit more and catching up on some reading.
Just want to say hi and hope everyone is doing well. Take care.
ALSO: IM TURNING 21 IN SEPTEMBER!!!!!!!!
I just got done with my final exams, I got really high scores and such, I finally got a driver's license, got called up for jury duty, got my debt to the IRS squared away, made a lot of new and exciting friends in real life, began working toward my major, exercising a lot more now, getting a brand new car next month (July), and yeah, thats about it. I have just been working hard and now that my scholastic semester has come to a close, I am going to be relaxing a little bit more and catching up on some reading.
Just want to say hi and hope everyone is doing well. Take care.
ALSO: IM TURNING 21 IN SEPTEMBER!!!!!!!!
Hey Guys, About my Inactivity on Skype and all...
General | Posted 12 years agoFor those of you who have taken a notice that I am not as active on Skype anymore as I once was, here is why...
For the past few weeks before my inactivity, I was feeling down. Really down. Wasn't exactly talkative after that or with anyone. I just felt alone in the world. Not that you guys aren't awesome company, but in real life, I felt like I had no one.
Anyway, after that, I met this guy named Sam. I knew him from my English 101 class in my first semester at college. He and I kinda lost contact after that, but apparently, he had a math class right next to mine. And, he and I decided to talk, and I found out (now this is the shocker.) HES GAY TOO!!! I WOULD HAVE NEVER FUCKIN GUESSED! Before any of you start thinking I found the guy I want to spend my life with now, that is a faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar cry from the truth. He's a nice guy, and he is a great friend. Hes not my type in any respect. He introduced me to his friend, Miju, (aka Judy) and the three of us have been hanging out a lot lately.
I just feel happy now. Im still a furry, whether I am active or not. But right now, I just feel like I am where Im supposed to be. With actual friends. Not the kind I am used to where I see them and they only tolerate me (God knows I have had friends like that before.) These two and I have had amazing adventures already. And I've begun to meet all kinds of crazy, fun and exciting people now. I don't feel like Im a stranger in my skin. I don't feel alone anymore. I just feel happy.
Honestly I don't know how long it will last. It may last the semester, a few years, or maybe even forever. But all I know is, for now, I am going to buckle down on my work and max out this semester, and I am going to have fun with my new friends. I still miss you all and I am still a furry. Thank you for everything, everyone. I will never forget you.
All My Love,
Zeric Treywolf
For the past few weeks before my inactivity, I was feeling down. Really down. Wasn't exactly talkative after that or with anyone. I just felt alone in the world. Not that you guys aren't awesome company, but in real life, I felt like I had no one.
Anyway, after that, I met this guy named Sam. I knew him from my English 101 class in my first semester at college. He and I kinda lost contact after that, but apparently, he had a math class right next to mine. And, he and I decided to talk, and I found out (now this is the shocker.) HES GAY TOO!!! I WOULD HAVE NEVER FUCKIN GUESSED! Before any of you start thinking I found the guy I want to spend my life with now, that is a faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar cry from the truth. He's a nice guy, and he is a great friend. Hes not my type in any respect. He introduced me to his friend, Miju, (aka Judy) and the three of us have been hanging out a lot lately.
I just feel happy now. Im still a furry, whether I am active or not. But right now, I just feel like I am where Im supposed to be. With actual friends. Not the kind I am used to where I see them and they only tolerate me (God knows I have had friends like that before.) These two and I have had amazing adventures already. And I've begun to meet all kinds of crazy, fun and exciting people now. I don't feel like Im a stranger in my skin. I don't feel alone anymore. I just feel happy.
Honestly I don't know how long it will last. It may last the semester, a few years, or maybe even forever. But all I know is, for now, I am going to buckle down on my work and max out this semester, and I am going to have fun with my new friends. I still miss you all and I am still a furry. Thank you for everything, everyone. I will never forget you.
All My Love,
Zeric Treywolf
The Yiff Pic (Updates, and a little venting.)
General | Posted 12 years agoI have made my decision of who is going to be in the yiff pic. I know that you all voted and stuff, but in the end, I will be the one it has to be with. So, who is it, you might ask? Well, you will have to wait and find out.
As for the venting thing, there was a friend who was interested in becoming friends again. I kinda stuck my foot in my mouth and questioned his reasons for being interested in talking again. And yep, I kinda fucked up. For safety, i wont mention who he is but, I will say this. When i was just a puppy here (just starting out on FA, too naive for my own good,) he was one of my first real furiends. He was nice, sweet, fun, helpful, and honestly I did have a crush on him. He was the first one I ever rpd with, honestly. Sad to say, but time just kinda stopped us from talking. I was going to college, making an FA family and new friends, and he and I just kinda started talking less and less. Idk what happened after that, honestly...but that guy was the friend I just fucked up with. If he is reading this, i just hope he doesnt hate me too much for my rudeness and I hope he and I can take a shot at being friends again.
Heres hoping, at least.
As for the venting thing, there was a friend who was interested in becoming friends again. I kinda stuck my foot in my mouth and questioned his reasons for being interested in talking again. And yep, I kinda fucked up. For safety, i wont mention who he is but, I will say this. When i was just a puppy here (just starting out on FA, too naive for my own good,) he was one of my first real furiends. He was nice, sweet, fun, helpful, and honestly I did have a crush on him. He was the first one I ever rpd with, honestly. Sad to say, but time just kinda stopped us from talking. I was going to college, making an FA family and new friends, and he and I just kinda started talking less and less. Idk what happened after that, honestly...but that guy was the friend I just fucked up with. If he is reading this, i just hope he doesnt hate me too much for my rudeness and I hope he and I can take a shot at being friends again.
Heres hoping, at least.
3-Way Pic Volunteers
General | Posted 12 years agoI am/have been saving my money, and I have saved a fair amount. So, Ive decided, maybe its time Zeric had a little fun and stared in a yiff pic. My first one, none the less. So, being a verse, I need two furries help. One in front and one in back. One plowing and one being plowed. I want to do it with people i trust completely. And maybe by a fairly well-known artist.
Also, there is one picture I am desperate to get. A picture of fortuneotter and I hugging with a very special message under it.
So, if you are interested, send a message here or in my inbox, either to volunteer for the pic to be in it or to draw it.
Thanks so much guys!
Also, there is one picture I am desperate to get. A picture of
fortuneotter and I hugging with a very special message under it. So, if you are interested, send a message here or in my inbox, either to volunteer for the pic to be in it or to draw it.
Thanks so much guys!
MY TRAILER IS DONE!! (LINK INCLUDED!!)
General | Posted 13 years agoFor those of you who didnt know, my brother, 
Shark-Blade, did this wonderful beyond amazing trailer for my YouTube Channel. Well, We talked about it, shared ideas, blah blah blah. And now, the time has come...the trailer...is finished...
https://youtu.be/bTriUiiErRs
And, SUBSCRIBE!!! :) I want to post some cool vids!
Shark-Blade, did this wonderful beyond amazing trailer for my YouTube Channel. Well, We talked about it, shared ideas, blah blah blah. And now, the time has come...the trailer...is finished...https://youtu.be/bTriUiiErRs
And, SUBSCRIBE!!! :) I want to post some cool vids!
Answered Prayers and Wishful Thoughts (Sinabu)
General | Posted 13 years agoLadies and Gentlefurs, I have wonderful news. Because of your tireless work on helping 
Sinabu get donations for his surgery, we have reached $2100. A friend of his gave him a place where he could borrow the rest of the $900 needed for the surgery. What does that mean? It means Sinabu will get his surgery after all. This is an answered prayer for everyone who has been following this. We could not have done it without you all. Even just by spreading the word, you supported him and proved how the furry community is there and ready when someone is truly in need. From the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU EVERYONE!
And Sinabu, here is wishing you a safe surgery, as well as a speedy recovery. Good luck!!
Sinabu get donations for his surgery, we have reached $2100. A friend of his gave him a place where he could borrow the rest of the $900 needed for the surgery. What does that mean? It means Sinabu will get his surgery after all. This is an answered prayer for everyone who has been following this. We could not have done it without you all. Even just by spreading the word, you supported him and proved how the furry community is there and ready when someone is truly in need. From the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU EVERYONE!And
Sinabu, here is wishing you a safe surgery, as well as a speedy recovery. Good luck!!