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EMERGENCY CALL TO ORDER!!! FUR IN NEED, SPREAD THE WORD!!!
General | Posted 13 years agohttp://www.gofundme.com/chadr#description
Sinabu, a very nice guy with a loving mate and a personality like a saint, is in dire need of neck surgery. His insurance only covers a portion of this and the other part must come out of his own pocket. This is a tough economy, ladies and gentlemen, as well you may know. But if we do not raise the money by March 11, than he will be unable to have his surgery. They require him to pay up front.
As many of you may be leery of this due to some furs or people who would con the good nature of others for their own selfish purposes (though I have no one to mention because it never happened to me), I would like you to please remember
Sportypup. Sporty's heart condition was deteriorating and he was close to knocking on death's door if treatment was not taken. Sadly he did not have the money, but because we pulled ourselves by the boot straps, he is now in peak health.
I do not ask a lot of you. I do not want you to give $100 (though you could if youd like) or feel the need to give a huge sum of money. $1 that you give is a dollar that brings us closer to helping Sinabu get the surgery he needs before his condition worsens.
Please please please, spread the word and donate what you can. Time, money, everything counts. Its time to rally the troops and help your fellow furry. After all, isnt that why we are in this fandom? To support one another?
Thank you.
Sinabu, a very nice guy with a loving mate and a personality like a saint, is in dire need of neck surgery. His insurance only covers a portion of this and the other part must come out of his own pocket. This is a tough economy, ladies and gentlemen, as well you may know. But if we do not raise the money by March 11, than he will be unable to have his surgery. They require him to pay up front. As many of you may be leery of this due to some furs or people who would con the good nature of others for their own selfish purposes (though I have no one to mention because it never happened to me), I would like you to please remember
Sportypup. Sporty's heart condition was deteriorating and he was close to knocking on death's door if treatment was not taken. Sadly he did not have the money, but because we pulled ourselves by the boot straps, he is now in peak health. I do not ask a lot of you. I do not want you to give $100 (though you could if youd like) or feel the need to give a huge sum of money. $1 that you give is a dollar that brings us closer to helping Sinabu get the surgery he needs before his condition worsens.
Please please please, spread the word and donate what you can. Time, money, everything counts. Its time to rally the troops and help your fellow furry. After all, isnt that why we are in this fandom? To support one another?
Thank you.
FINALLY STARTED!!! ONE WEEK DOWN AND A SEMESTER TO GO!!!
General | Posted 13 years agoHey everyone. Today I just completed my first week back to school. I know what most of you might be thinking. "YOU WENT BACK SO F***ING LATE!!!!" And to that I say, yes I did, And I hated having so much free time on my paws. Anyway, I have only three classes this semester and a total of 12 units. Honestly, for me this is a breath of fresh air in my lungs. I usually take anywhere from 4-6 classes with a total between 14-16 units. (For me, 1 unit = 4 hours of study outside of the classroom.) I know I will have a little more free time to talk to people, and I have a great feeling that I will be able to max this year out.
For anyone interested, heres my schedule:
Social Science: M/W 10:45AM-12:50PM
Public Speaking: T/Th 9:10AM-10:35AM
Statistics: M/T/W/Th 1:40PM-2:50PM
To you all, I hope you have a wonderful and successful academic year. Good luck everyone!!!
For anyone interested, heres my schedule:
Social Science: M/W 10:45AM-12:50PM
Public Speaking: T/Th 9:10AM-10:35AM
Statistics: M/T/W/Th 1:40PM-2:50PM
To you all, I hope you have a wonderful and successful academic year. Good luck everyone!!!
1000, 20,000! Woo! (Calling all Artist Furiends! PLZ READ!)
General | Posted 13 years ago1000+ Watchers and 20,000+ page views! Awesome! Not bad for a guy who doesnt post that much art. Speaking of which, I need more artwork! And, maybe a yiffy pic or two ;) I have decided that for my first official yiff pic, I would not do it with a mate of mine. If we end up breaking up, makes the "first time" shtick a little unsavory. So I am going to raise $50 for an awesome hoodie that this awesome guy said he would do for me. But, for the right artist at the right price, I MAY just reconsider where I will spend my money. Specially for some more awesome pics of my character. Hehehe maybe its time to step it up a bit!
To all of you, THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIENDS AND SUPPORTING ME THROUGH EVERYTHING! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4325913/ AND YOUR SONA COULD BE IN A GAME! ISNT THAT AWESOME!!!!?
To all of you, THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIENDS AND SUPPORTING ME THROUGH EVERYTHING! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4325913/ AND YOUR SONA COULD BE IN A GAME! ISNT THAT AWESOME!!!!?
DATE NIGHT REVIEW! And new furry on the block!
General | Posted 13 years ago
Takoda_The_Fox and I went out tonight. We talked, he was sweet and kind and funny, though a little timid at first. I can already see him as someone very special to me. Now hang on, before you get the wrong idea, let me just put it this way. This snuggly fox is someone who id love to call my brother someday, and someone who i know is going to be a wonderful friend! I had a blast!In other news, MOVE OVER LADIES, THERES A NEW CAT IN TOWN! Yes, tonight at 12:34 am, I CONVERTED MY RL FRIEND INTO BEING A FURRY!!!! Ok Takoda, Ill say it. *sighs* Tonda MAY have helped convince her how awesome furries are, but I sealed the deal. Introducing, the lovely
Dexi_Letah a turqouis cheeta/lepard hybrid with gold and black spots, long beautiful semi curly black head fur, and a gorgeous girl! She will go far, but lets say we give her a good old "FurAffinity Welcome!" Hope everyone had a wonderful evening. For me, this one I will remember for a long time to come.
HOMEWORK!!! And a special guest!!!
General | Posted 13 years agoI MISS YOU!!! I WANT YOU!!! I DEAM ABOUT YOU!!! I WANT TO GO BACK TO CLASS SO BADLY, I HAVE UNTIL THE 19TH AND MY COMPUTER IS STUCK ON CAPS LOCK!!! Ok there we go. Anyhoo, I just feel like there is too much time on my hands these days. It was relaxing at first, but not its kinda eh. I miss having homework and going back to class. Fulfilling a purpose and getting to see old frie...working at homework and studying! I miss it so.
And, tomorrow, I am going to see a play. Yeah yeah yeah, I see plays all the time and I love the theatre. Big shock, I am an
entertainment_furries after all. But the play isnt what makes this so interesting. It will be the first time 
takoda_the_fox and I will be meeting, face to face irl, in a public setting. Dinner, performance, and lets just say my family and I arent cheap. We go big on everything we do. "Go big or go home." Hehehe. Well, its going to be a big night! STRIKE UP THE BAND! GET ME TO MAKE UP! WARDROBE! GIVE ME A SCRIPT! I AM HOME AGAIN!
And, tomorrow, I am going to see a play. Yeah yeah yeah, I see plays all the time and I love the theatre. Big shock, I am an
entertainment_furries after all. But the play isnt what makes this so interesting. It will be the first time takoda_the_fox and I will be meeting, face to face irl, in a public setting. Dinner, performance, and lets just say my family and I arent cheap. We go big on everything we do. "Go big or go home." Hehehe. Well, its going to be a big night! STRIKE UP THE BAND! GET ME TO MAKE UP! WARDROBE! GIVE ME A SCRIPT! I AM HOME AGAIN!Lovesick Wolf, and Family Tree Updates (Advice Wanted, Plz)
General | Posted 13 years agoSo far, Sevlow, Sharky, Bata, Ace, Nekari, Fier and Drake are my bros and will always remain as such. I hope they still consider me bros as well. As for the rest of my family, stay tuned.
In other news, yes. I am lovesick. Believe me when I say that its not as wonderful and sweet as you may think it is. I mean, I feel like love and romance right now is literally making me feel sick to my stomach. Here is the situation... My mate and I broke up after 2 years of being together. We overcame quite a bit of hardships and decided that now was not the time for us to be together. It was mutual and we are still on great terms. For those who dont know,
Scion_Z_G_R_V was my mate, and many people thought it would last past the ages. Well, it lasted longer than a lot of others. And it was my longest mateship I have ever had.
Scion and I broke up about a month ago. Though it was kinda bitter sweet, it isnt easy. For either of us. Recently I have been talking to this fur who lives not too far away and he is, needless to say, a looker. He is handsome, very sweet, fun to talk to, the whole bit. He asked me out on a date, and thats when trouble hit. Takoda_The_Fox
He wants to get to know me and he is really the romantic type. It honestly feels like its been a while since I have been romanced and to have a guy as wonderful as this doing it makes it even more amazing. Whats the problem? The fact that its not who I expected to be romanced by. I really like this guy, and hes great. But, I feel like I am still cheating on Scion. Even if we arent together. Its like a phantom hand sensation when you chop your hand off but you still have a weird feeling like its there. Just kinda wish I knew what to do now. If you are reading this, could you give a lovesick wolf some advice before he vomits his brains out?
Thanks for listening.
In other news, yes. I am lovesick. Believe me when I say that its not as wonderful and sweet as you may think it is. I mean, I feel like love and romance right now is literally making me feel sick to my stomach. Here is the situation... My mate and I broke up after 2 years of being together. We overcame quite a bit of hardships and decided that now was not the time for us to be together. It was mutual and we are still on great terms. For those who dont know,
Scion_Z_G_R_V was my mate, and many people thought it would last past the ages. Well, it lasted longer than a lot of others. And it was my longest mateship I have ever had. Scion and I broke up about a month ago. Though it was kinda bitter sweet, it isnt easy. For either of us. Recently I have been talking to this fur who lives not too far away and he is, needless to say, a looker. He is handsome, very sweet, fun to talk to, the whole bit. He asked me out on a date, and thats when trouble hit.
Takoda_The_FoxHe wants to get to know me and he is really the romantic type. It honestly feels like its been a while since I have been romanced and to have a guy as wonderful as this doing it makes it even more amazing. Whats the problem? The fact that its not who I expected to be romanced by. I really like this guy, and hes great. But, I feel like I am still cheating on Scion. Even if we arent together. Its like a phantom hand sensation when you chop your hand off but you still have a weird feeling like its there. Just kinda wish I knew what to do now. If you are reading this, could you give a lovesick wolf some advice before he vomits his brains out?
Thanks for listening.
Cutting My FA Family Tree DOWN!!!!!
General | Posted 13 years agoI have a bunch of brothers that I never talk to. Along with a bunch of other people who never bother taking to me. Sadly I hate to do this but I am completely cutting my FA family. Takinin the tree and sending it through the wood chipper. If you haven't already guessed it, that means that no one is safe. Also, as I am writing this, I am reading this in the voice of Cave Johnson. This does not mean that I am completely leaving the fandom nor will I stop having an FA family all together. This just means that I am going to make my family tree only available to those whom I really truly love and trust, not just people that want to take up my time and space. I want a family tree of people whom I know will respect me and in turn know that I respect them. I will also make it so my family tree is pruned and not as overly giant as it once was. I dont need 15 brothers. Thats just incest. So thats it for this letter. Thanks for reading.
For those of you who want to be in my family, PM or IM me. Thank you.
For those of you who want to be in my family, PM or IM me. Thank you.
There has been another death, and I have to take care of it.
General | Posted 13 years agoWell, for those of you who do not know, my father irl is a CEO of a company that has a daycare, as well as 2 24 Hour residential programs for people who are developmentally disabled. An "Adult Day Care" if you will. Well, sadly to report, last night one of our clients at the facility has bid a fine farewell to us. The night prior she was feeling very ill. The next morning she was on the toilet and then began vomiting. She then vomited again and completely blacked out. Staff members tried to resuscitate her, so did paramedics...sadly there was no hope. If you also did not know, I work for my father. What does this mean? I am to help with incident reports and funeral arrangements.
I wanted to write this journal because... Connie, as I will only say her first name, had no family other than the AC family. (AC being My father's company abbreviations.) I thought it only right that at least one living person sing of her parting from this world. She was with us for 17 years, and she parted at the age of 56. Farewell, Connie. Thank you for the crazy ride.
I wanted to write this journal because... Connie, as I will only say her first name, had no family other than the AC family. (AC being My father's company abbreviations.) I thought it only right that at least one living person sing of her parting from this world. She was with us for 17 years, and she parted at the age of 56. Farewell, Connie. Thank you for the crazy ride.
NEW SKYPE ADDRESS!!!!!!!
General | Posted 13 years agozthms1992
A Stranger in my Own Skin - Missing A Few People
General | Posted 13 years agoHey everyone. Basically I am writing this because of a few reasons. I want a few people in particular to read this, I need to write it out to come to terms with it, and I hoping against hope someone may read it and give me some advice. Not pitty. Just guidance.
As you may know, I took a 3 month break from here for my education. But, when I came back...it felt weird. A lot of great friends that I had...a lot of people that I knew and who apparently knew me...just kinda lost touch. I either felt like I didnt know them, or the fact that I stopped talking to them for so long that I may as well not be around anymore. Thats a sad statement but very true. There are people who I once called my brothers. Whom I once helped and who once helped me. But now of days, to me, it feels like I am a completely different wolf than the wolf who was here. Its a little weird...and scary...Especially because, i will be gone as of Feb 4. Another loooong vacation to continue the seemingly never-ending battle with my college career. But it must be done.
Its very sad and lonely when you enter into a life that no longer exists. My life doesnt exist anymore. Thats not an emo statement, thats a fact. When I left, things were one way. But as time past, lives changed. And in turn, so did the one that I left behind. I miss so many people, I wish I could name them all or even a few, but that would be a little too shallow if I failed to mention one without the other.
Hey, if your reading this, thank you. I have to say that I will miss everyone deeply. I will have a new skype account soon, and everyone will be nuked from the old one. Good luck to everyone. Be safe, be happy. I hope we get to talk again someday.
But for now, this is Zeric Treywolf, signing off.
As you may know, I took a 3 month break from here for my education. But, when I came back...it felt weird. A lot of great friends that I had...a lot of people that I knew and who apparently knew me...just kinda lost touch. I either felt like I didnt know them, or the fact that I stopped talking to them for so long that I may as well not be around anymore. Thats a sad statement but very true. There are people who I once called my brothers. Whom I once helped and who once helped me. But now of days, to me, it feels like I am a completely different wolf than the wolf who was here. Its a little weird...and scary...Especially because, i will be gone as of Feb 4. Another loooong vacation to continue the seemingly never-ending battle with my college career. But it must be done.
Its very sad and lonely when you enter into a life that no longer exists. My life doesnt exist anymore. Thats not an emo statement, thats a fact. When I left, things were one way. But as time past, lives changed. And in turn, so did the one that I left behind. I miss so many people, I wish I could name them all or even a few, but that would be a little too shallow if I failed to mention one without the other.
Hey, if your reading this, thank you. I have to say that I will miss everyone deeply. I will have a new skype account soon, and everyone will be nuked from the old one. Good luck to everyone. Be safe, be happy. I hope we get to talk again someday.
But for now, this is Zeric Treywolf, signing off.
How is everyone doing?
General | Posted 13 years agoIf we really havent talked, lets. I would like to not feel like a stranger in my own skin, and I would like to rekindle some of my relationships. Good to keep those I love close to the vest. Thank you everyone. And I hope that you are well in your lives! :)
Dec 16: Back Until the Spring
General | Posted 13 years agoFor those of you who didnt know, i was away for about three months taking a break from FA IB and SKYPE. Well, I am back. For now, at least. Many thought I wouldnt go through with it or may be on invisible, but to the honest truth I kept my word and never cheated myself by doing that. I would like to say that I missed you all, but honestly a great deal of you I cannot seem to remember. I did a lot of thinking and soul searching, and I have spent all my time devoted to my job at college. 5 classes down and though battered and bruised, this time away has given me a lot to think about and a lot of time to grow and evaluate my life. So I am back...for now at least. For how long is yet to be determined. But for now, Im back.
Hope everyone has a wonderful holiday, and please be safe.
Hope everyone has a wonderful holiday, and please be safe.
Well...Its Time to Bid Farewell to this Wolf. Take Care!!
General | Posted 13 years agoWell, folks, its time. For those of you just checking this journal, I will be gone from now until December due to a few things. I will be away from here, Skype, Facebook, MSN, Yahoo!, InkBunny, etc. I am entrusting 
Fortuneotter with my password in order to keep my submissions clean so I am not coming back to a bombardment of submissions. I have given him instructions to only Favorite certain artists in order to make the job more manageable. Every Saturday, he and I call each other so if you have a message for me, please relay it to him and I am sure that he will tell me. If not, than I hope that things work out for everyone. Only a select few have my number and are able to either text me or call me. Even then, with my busy schedule I may not be able to respond.
CONTACT HIM IF YOU WANT TO GET TO ME!!!!!!!!!
To the others here, I would just like to say that is has truly been a pleasure knowing all of you and having friends like you all has been life-changing and inspirational. Never in my life did I think that I would ever make so many amazing friends, and be apart of so many interesting stories in people’s lives. Thank you guys. I will miss you all. It hurts me to stay, but it is with a heavy heart that I have to leave you all. I have always been terrible at good byes. I love you all and thank you for the wonderful adventures. You all have inspired me and I hope to make you all proud.
I PROMISE TO YOU ALL!!!! I WILL COME BACK AND I HOPE TO HAVE A LOT OF STORIES TO CATCH UP ON!!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR EVERYTHING!!!!
SIDENOTE!:
The following events will be missed while I am gone:
September 14: Fortuneotter 's birthday (YAY!)
September 18: My Birthday (Say nothing, do nothing)
October 11: National Coming-Out Day
November 22: Thanksgiving
November 23: Black Friday
December 14: My Annifersary (Three years of being on FA).
Fortuneotter with my password in order to keep my submissions clean so I am not coming back to a bombardment of submissions. I have given him instructions to only Favorite certain artists in order to make the job more manageable. Every Saturday, he and I call each other so if you have a message for me, please relay it to him and I am sure that he will tell me. If not, than I hope that things work out for everyone. Only a select few have my number and are able to either text me or call me. Even then, with my busy schedule I may not be able to respond. CONTACT HIM IF YOU WANT TO GET TO ME!!!!!!!!!
To the others here, I would just like to say that is has truly been a pleasure knowing all of you and having friends like you all has been life-changing and inspirational. Never in my life did I think that I would ever make so many amazing friends, and be apart of so many interesting stories in people’s lives. Thank you guys. I will miss you all. It hurts me to stay, but it is with a heavy heart that I have to leave you all. I have always been terrible at good byes. I love you all and thank you for the wonderful adventures. You all have inspired me and I hope to make you all proud.
I PROMISE TO YOU ALL!!!! I WILL COME BACK AND I HOPE TO HAVE A LOT OF STORIES TO CATCH UP ON!!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR EVERYTHING!!!!
SIDENOTE!:
The following events will be missed while I am gone:
September 14:
Fortuneotter 's birthday (YAY!)September 18: My Birthday (Say nothing, do nothing)
October 11: National Coming-Out Day
November 22: Thanksgiving
November 23: Black Friday
December 14: My Annifersary (Three years of being on FA).
Today is my Last Day
General | Posted 13 years agoAnd tonight I will be posting a final message to everyone. This does not mean that I will be leaving FA and Skype forever, but i will be gone until December 15 because I want to focus on my studies, as well as heal from a few events that really made my life turn upside down.
Talk to me while you can, people.
Talk to me while you can, people.
Too Quickly to Change...(Leaving FA for a while)
General | Posted 13 years agoLadies and Gentlemen of FurAffinity,
I want to let you all know that I will be leaving this site, Skype, and other messengers and methods of communication for about 3 months.
From September 4, 2012 until December 17, 2012, I will not be here and will not be around. I may be around on Facebook, MAYBE! That is a big big Maybe, but as far as Skype, here and other sites, I will not be. Things in my life and others' lives have given me a lot to think about and consider. I am getting burnt out and tired and my depression, which for a few months I have been able to combat and conquer, has returned in full swing. Sadly to everyone, I will miss you, but a few people whose names shall not be mentioned, (and no one of those names are not Scion!) have made me a little depressed and anxious. I will be spending this time going to college and making my GPA around a 3.0 which will not be too hard if I can remain focused and determined.
Thank you for understanding, people.
The following events will be missed while I am gone:
September 14: Fortuneotter 's birthday (YAY!)
September 18: My Birthday (Say nothing, do nothing)
October 11: National Coming-Out Day
November 22: Thanksgiving
November 23: Black Friday
December 14: My Annifersary (Three years of being on FA).
So I hope you all take care, and I wish you all good health and happiness. This hurts to leave you all, but I must if I am going to live and not just survive. Thank you for the support and for understanding.
I want to let you all know that I will be leaving this site, Skype, and other messengers and methods of communication for about 3 months.
From September 4, 2012 until December 17, 2012, I will not be here and will not be around. I may be around on Facebook, MAYBE! That is a big big Maybe, but as far as Skype, here and other sites, I will not be. Things in my life and others' lives have given me a lot to think about and consider. I am getting burnt out and tired and my depression, which for a few months I have been able to combat and conquer, has returned in full swing. Sadly to everyone, I will miss you, but a few people whose names shall not be mentioned, (and no one of those names are not Scion!) have made me a little depressed and anxious. I will be spending this time going to college and making my GPA around a 3.0 which will not be too hard if I can remain focused and determined.
Thank you for understanding, people.
The following events will be missed while I am gone:
September 14:
Fortuneotter 's birthday (YAY!)September 18: My Birthday (Say nothing, do nothing)
October 11: National Coming-Out Day
November 22: Thanksgiving
November 23: Black Friday
December 14: My Annifersary (Three years of being on FA).
So I hope you all take care, and I wish you all good health and happiness. This hurts to leave you all, but I must if I am going to live and not just survive. Thank you for the support and for understanding.
New Updates to Profile.
General | Posted 13 years agoMy page is now completely blank. May start things over from scratch but for now I will most likely just leave it the way it is.
Well, he is here everyone.
General | Posted 13 years ago Scion_Z_G_R_V has made it here in one piece and he is sleeping in the guest room of our house (at least for now). I just thought htat I would let you know in case you are wondering if he got here safely. Well, with that said, I'm going to be gone for God knows how long. I may say Do Not Disturb on Skype but that means that I will be on my comp and possibly unresponsive. Sorry. Thank you all for your help and I hope that you all are happy. Thank you for all that you have done, and I would write more but I am currently feeling a little tired and light-headed.
Goodbye everyone. Be safe!
Here We Go...(Updates and Notices, Take Care)
General | Posted 13 years agoWell, as previously stated in my last journal, Scion_Z_G_R_V is coming to live with me and will be here at about 3:45 pm. (my time, whatever that is). The decision is going to be rather interesting but its the leap of faith we've both decided to take. As for me, I don't know how active I will be on here or Skype. If you want to message me, than message me on my cellphone.
Also, notice to people who have Scion's cellphone number, you may want to lose it. This coming week, his parents are going to be cutting his cellphone, and he is going to get a new number. So don't call or text his old number just for safety reasons. Try messaging him here or on Skype. When he gets his new number, either he or I will post it and he can give it to you in a private message.
As for me, I am going to be trying ot talk to a few people on Skype this evening since it may be the last time for a while. I dont want to get swarmed with messages so if I dont respond right away, dont feel bad. Im just trying to keep the chat logs to a minimum.
EVERYONE! THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIENDS! I WILL NEVER FORGET ANY OF YOU! YOU ARE ALL WONDERFUL AND HAVE MADE MY LIFE VERY HAPPY! SEE YOU AGAIN SOON, I HOPE!!! TAKE CARE!!!!
*waves goodbye to everyone*
Scion_Z_G_R_V is coming to live with me and will be here at about 3:45 pm. (my time, whatever that is). The decision is going to be rather interesting but its the leap of faith we've both decided to take. As for me, I don't know how active I will be on here or Skype. If you want to message me, than message me on my cellphone. Also, notice to people who have Scion's cellphone number, you may want to lose it. This coming week, his parents are going to be cutting his cellphone, and he is going to get a new number. So don't call or text his old number just for safety reasons. Try messaging him here or on Skype. When he gets his new number, either he or I will post it and he can give it to you in a private message.
As for me, I am going to be trying ot talk to a few people on Skype this evening since it may be the last time for a while. I dont want to get swarmed with messages so if I dont respond right away, dont feel bad. Im just trying to keep the chat logs to a minimum.
EVERYONE! THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIENDS! I WILL NEVER FORGET ANY OF YOU! YOU ARE ALL WONDERFUL AND HAVE MADE MY LIFE VERY HAPPY! SEE YOU AGAIN SOON, I HOPE!!! TAKE CARE!!!!
*waves goodbye to everyone*
Some Very Hard Decisions: Updates and Changes Being Made
General | Posted 13 years agoOk, just so everyone knows, If you ever want to get a group picture with me in it or a picture of me, please get it only from 
Fierglief since he is freaking brilliant, a genius, and he is one of the greatest brothers and friends Ive ever had. I envy him quite a bit for a few reasons, and if anyone wants to get a pic with me, request it from him.
Now onto a more serious matter...I have had to make a very hard choice yesterday and today... this was a choice that I have had to make in the very beginning of our relationship, but right now the stakes have been raised. I had to answer one question, and one question that will decide the fate of two lives. "Should Scion_Z_G_R_V come live with me and move in next week, or wait a semester or two in Flagstaff, Arizona with his family?" To many of you, you may think that that answer is a no brainer. However, it required a lot of brain and heart in order to make the most ethical, selfless, mature choice that would most likely benefit his future, mine, and our relationship. For those of you who know the full story, you know the decision isnt an easy one...for anyone... With the luxury of time leaving me, I was asked to make my final decision today about the situation.
This morning, I did what I normally do on every single situation that I do. I over calculated this. Over and over, I thought about what could possibly happen with each decision and each possible best and worst outcome for us and our futures. Last night I talked to Fortuneotter and Scion and discussed the situation and what I should do, as well as my father in real life. He reassured me no matter what my decision, he would support it. Finally, I came up with my decision.
My Decision: Scion_Z_G_R_V is going to be moving in with me on the 25th of this month. I do not know if I indeed made the right choice... nor do I honestly know what the right choice is anymore. But this is my decision, and in no which way was it easy to make. But as my father stated to me, "I am making the choice if Scion can come and stay with us. However, HE is the one making the choice to leave Arizona. That truth must be kept clear so in the future we are not blaming each other if things end up not working out. I am taking a rather large risk in my decision. I hope it was worth it. Only time will tell.
Here goes everything... I am thankful for all of my friends and family who have, are, and will support me in this, and throughout this crazy ride. Thank you everyone. I am forever grateful.
Fierglief since he is freaking brilliant, a genius, and he is one of the greatest brothers and friends Ive ever had. I envy him quite a bit for a few reasons, and if anyone wants to get a pic with me, request it from him. Now onto a more serious matter...I have had to make a very hard choice yesterday and today... this was a choice that I have had to make in the very beginning of our relationship, but right now the stakes have been raised. I had to answer one question, and one question that will decide the fate of two lives. "Should
Scion_Z_G_R_V come live with me and move in next week, or wait a semester or two in Flagstaff, Arizona with his family?" To many of you, you may think that that answer is a no brainer. However, it required a lot of brain and heart in order to make the most ethical, selfless, mature choice that would most likely benefit his future, mine, and our relationship. For those of you who know the full story, you know the decision isnt an easy one...for anyone... With the luxury of time leaving me, I was asked to make my final decision today about the situation. This morning, I did what I normally do on every single situation that I do. I over calculated this. Over and over, I thought about what could possibly happen with each decision and each possible best and worst outcome for us and our futures. Last night I talked to
Fortuneotter and Scion and discussed the situation and what I should do, as well as my father in real life. He reassured me no matter what my decision, he would support it. Finally, I came up with my decision.My Decision:
Scion_Z_G_R_V is going to be moving in with me on the 25th of this month. I do not know if I indeed made the right choice... nor do I honestly know what the right choice is anymore. But this is my decision, and in no which way was it easy to make. But as my father stated to me, "I am making the choice if Scion can come and stay with us. However, HE is the one making the choice to leave Arizona. That truth must be kept clear so in the future we are not blaming each other if things end up not working out. I am taking a rather large risk in my decision. I hope it was worth it. Only time will tell.Here goes everything... I am thankful for all of my friends and family who have, are, and will support me in this, and throughout this crazy ride. Thank you everyone. I am forever grateful.
Back from Hawaii with Scion (Thank you, Zeric)
General | Posted 13 years agoHey everyone, Im finally home from my vacation with Scion_Z_G_R_V. For those of you who didnt know, my father paid to take him with us on our trip to Hawaii for about 10 days or so. It was a lot of firsts for the both of us, not all of it good. I know many of you may be thinking that we just had the time of our lives and its something to envy. Well, sorry everyone, but its not how it happened. In fact, Scion and I may not stay together. We just got to know that were just two different people who got to know each other over the internet and that we werent the same people in real life.
Well, whatever the case, whether Scion and I stay together or not, its no one's fault (because I know when things go wrong people have a nasty habbit of finding someone or something to blame to ease the pain.) It just means we were not meant for each other. Good guys, but wrong for each other. And who knows, maybe we just need more time to get to know each other or have other life experiences and need to rediscover each other and ourselves.
As far as the second portion of my journal title, I wanted to say thank you to
Zeric. You may be wondering why I am thanking myself, well Im not really. Im thanking Zeric. I created Zeric in a certain light, an image of someone who others would respect and love. Because of him, I tried to adapt parts of him into myself in real life. However, I cant keep relying on him and hopd that somehow I will make every situation I face in reality better, or hope that everyone I meet here will be the same if we met irl. I want to thank Zeric for his kindness and bravery (though parts of my rl self that I dont like have begun to seep in) as well as everyone Ive ever met that have inspired me.
Hope you all are enjoying Summer.
Scion_Z_G_R_V. For those of you who didnt know, my father paid to take him with us on our trip to Hawaii for about 10 days or so. It was a lot of firsts for the both of us, not all of it good. I know many of you may be thinking that we just had the time of our lives and its something to envy. Well, sorry everyone, but its not how it happened. In fact, Scion and I may not stay together. We just got to know that were just two different people who got to know each other over the internet and that we werent the same people in real life. Well, whatever the case, whether Scion and I stay together or not, its no one's fault (because I know when things go wrong people have a nasty habbit of finding someone or something to blame to ease the pain.) It just means we were not meant for each other. Good guys, but wrong for each other. And who knows, maybe we just need more time to get to know each other or have other life experiences and need to rediscover each other and ourselves.
As far as the second portion of my journal title, I wanted to say thank you to
Zeric. You may be wondering why I am thanking myself, well Im not really. Im thanking Zeric. I created Zeric in a certain light, an image of someone who others would respect and love. Because of him, I tried to adapt parts of him into myself in real life. However, I cant keep relying on him and hopd that somehow I will make every situation I face in reality better, or hope that everyone I meet here will be the same if we met irl. I want to thank Zeric for his kindness and bravery (though parts of my rl self that I dont like have begun to seep in) as well as everyone Ive ever met that have inspired me. Hope you all are enjoying Summer.
Deleting a Few People on Skype
General | Posted 13 years agoWell, i am deleting a lot of people on skype. If you do not see me as a contact, you were deleted. IF you think youd like to be re-added, please comment or resend the contact request please.
Also, my mate is coming on Thursday, and I am going to be busy getting a lot of shit done. Paper work, cleaning, remodeling. So if I dont talk to you, chances are I am busy and cannot communicate atm. Leave me a message and Ill get back to you.
Also, my mate is coming on Thursday, and I am going to be busy getting a lot of shit done. Paper work, cleaning, remodeling. So if I dont talk to you, chances are I am busy and cannot communicate atm. Leave me a message and Ill get back to you.
Guys, I have an Update About my Mateship (to Everyone)
General | Posted 13 years agoListen everyone, for those of you who do not know this all ready, my mate Scion_Z_G_R_V is going to be moving in with me very soon, but not before coming with me to Hawaii for a 10 day vacation.
Before you say that I am flaunting my mateship and good fortune, you may need to stop yourself and know the full story. My mate's parents want to evict him before the summer is over. I am not going to get into much details, but his mother is unfair, his father is a complete bastard, his brothers are terrors and sadistic. His sister, quite honestly is the only redeeming factor going on in the family besides him, but the rest of them love to be mean as they can be just for the sake of being mean. So far, he has done everything he could to be a wonderful and loving brother, but they do not respect him.
Well, when I told my father about the situation, he was more than understanding. In fact of all things, Scion was the reason I came out to my father in the first place. Even if we break up, he has all ready changed my life in so many ways. So after I told my father, he told me to tell him that Scion always had a place to call home and would help him to go to school and house him, feed him, and cloth him. Even if we broke up, he would not leave him hanging. I wanted to take him in and protect him and let him know that I love him no matter what.
People, you may think this is to share all my luck with my mate and I, but to be honest, this new move is a big one. A really really really big move. Its scary. Both of us are moving in with each other without having connected with each other other than being on the internet. This is a dream come true, but when Scion and I are together in real life, we are going to have to basically start back at square one and re-discover each other. That is going to be hard but it is hopefully worth it. I can say this, no relationship is picture-perfect no matter how you look at it. To a lot of you it may seem Scion and I are unbreakable, but what you guys dont know is that he and I have fought so badly in the past that we almost broke up for good. When we are together in real life, things are going to change. Whether for good or for bad I cannot say. I will say this, though, that things will be different.
Ladies and Gentlemen, I am no expert on relationships. I have loved and failed numerous times in the past and have mated for all of the wrong reasons, and made a lot of great men hurt. I hold a lot of regret and I do not expect a few of them to forgive me, but I try every day with Scion not to repeat any of those. My advice to you all, is not to give up on love. Love is all around you. Times are sometimes unkind, but love in the end of all things is worth it when it is true and honest. I am hoping that Scion and I can make a difference in our future for the better. I hope that I am able to provide him a wonderful life and make his dreams come true. Your dreams can come true as well, people. They will if you are willing to fight and keep up the ever-expanding fight.
I love you all and I hope that your lives are filled with joy and hope. Wish us luck, everyone. We will need it.
June 28, 2012: Scion comes to California for the Hawaii vacation.
June 29, 2012: Flight to Hawaii
July 11, 2012: Scion goes back to Arizona
July 2012: Scion comes and lives with me.
August 2012-Onward: ?
Scion_Z_G_R_V is going to be moving in with me very soon, but not before coming with me to Hawaii for a 10 day vacation. Before you say that I am flaunting my mateship and good fortune, you may need to stop yourself and know the full story. My mate's parents want to evict him before the summer is over. I am not going to get into much details, but his mother is unfair, his father is a complete bastard, his brothers are terrors and sadistic. His sister, quite honestly is the only redeeming factor going on in the family besides him, but the rest of them love to be mean as they can be just for the sake of being mean. So far, he has done everything he could to be a wonderful and loving brother, but they do not respect him.
Well, when I told my father about the situation, he was more than understanding. In fact of all things, Scion was the reason I came out to my father in the first place. Even if we break up, he has all ready changed my life in so many ways. So after I told my father, he told me to tell him that Scion always had a place to call home and would help him to go to school and house him, feed him, and cloth him. Even if we broke up, he would not leave him hanging. I wanted to take him in and protect him and let him know that I love him no matter what.
People, you may think this is to share all my luck with my mate and I, but to be honest, this new move is a big one. A really really really big move. Its scary. Both of us are moving in with each other without having connected with each other other than being on the internet. This is a dream come true, but when Scion and I are together in real life, we are going to have to basically start back at square one and re-discover each other. That is going to be hard but it is hopefully worth it. I can say this, no relationship is picture-perfect no matter how you look at it. To a lot of you it may seem Scion and I are unbreakable, but what you guys dont know is that he and I have fought so badly in the past that we almost broke up for good. When we are together in real life, things are going to change. Whether for good or for bad I cannot say. I will say this, though, that things will be different.
Ladies and Gentlemen, I am no expert on relationships. I have loved and failed numerous times in the past and have mated for all of the wrong reasons, and made a lot of great men hurt. I hold a lot of regret and I do not expect a few of them to forgive me, but I try every day with Scion not to repeat any of those. My advice to you all, is not to give up on love. Love is all around you. Times are sometimes unkind, but love in the end of all things is worth it when it is true and honest. I am hoping that Scion and I can make a difference in our future for the better. I hope that I am able to provide him a wonderful life and make his dreams come true. Your dreams can come true as well, people. They will if you are willing to fight and keep up the ever-expanding fight.
I love you all and I hope that your lives are filled with joy and hope. Wish us luck, everyone. We will need it.
June 28, 2012: Scion comes to California for the Hawaii vacation.
June 29, 2012: Flight to Hawaii
July 11, 2012: Scion goes back to Arizona
July 2012: Scion comes and lives with me.
August 2012-Onward: ?
It has begun...My Journey Has Begun..(Read if Interested)
General | Posted 13 years ago
SparkyCanDo For those of you who do not know her, she is a fucking genius fur suiter. I have researched a lot of other suiters what have great suits and moderate prices. But, out of all of them, Sparky is the one who fit the bill to a tee. So that means, I will be getting a fur suit from her. Now hold on, Im not spending a lot of money at the moment on a suit. I am waiting it out. Fur suits aren't cheap. So for me, I am going to be working hard and saving my hard-earned dimes and tweeters to get there. Goal is $2000, so I will hold comissions for stories and poems and such. Or if you want to help the cause, it'd be more than appreciated. Thanks everyone, and give Sparky some love. She has earned it. SPARKY! IM COMING FOR YA, HOLE A SPACE OPEN FOR ME FOR THE FUTURE!!! BIG LOvE TO YA!!!!!
Paypal: Zeric-Treywolf[at]hotmail.com
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FINALS ARE OVER!!!!!! And Status on AC!!!!
General | Posted 13 years agoLike the journal says, my finals are over and done with. Thats right. The long nightmare of classes for the semester is over!!!!!
Now I can relax for a little while and not worry about things, and just get to catch up on all of the chats with friends that I have missed.
Also, about AntroCon. Im sorry to report but I will not be coming. I wanted to go to my first con with my mate Scion_Z_G_R_V, and my bros 
ace_sohrten and a few others who im too tired to write down. I wanted to also be able to get a fur suit and badge before I went to my first con. Needless to say I will not be going for quite a while unless this Cingerwolf has a fairy god fur out there who wants to help.Anywhoo, I hope everyone that is going enjoys themselves and tells me all about it.
And for everyone, I hope you all have a fun and relaxing summer break. I hope we get to talk soon, people. I missed you.
Now I can relax for a little while and not worry about things, and just get to catch up on all of the chats with friends that I have missed.
Also, about AntroCon. Im sorry to report but I will not be coming. I wanted to go to my first con with my mate
Scion_Z_G_R_V, and my bros 
ace_sohrten and a few others who im too tired to write down. I wanted to also be able to get a fur suit and badge before I went to my first con. Needless to say I will not be going for quite a while unless this Cingerwolf has a fairy god fur out there who wants to help.Anywhoo, I hope everyone that is going enjoys themselves and tells me all about it. And for everyone, I hope you all have a fun and relaxing summer break. I hope we get to talk soon, people. I missed you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MAN I LOVE!! 20 YEARS OF HEAVEN!!!
General | Posted 13 years agoLADIES AND GENTLEMEN, TODAY IS Scion_Z_G_R_v 's BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! I wish I were there to celebrate the 20 years of beauty and love that my sweet mate has brought into this world just by existing. Please wish him a happy birthday and let him know how special he is.
Hunny, Happy Birthday. You deserve a day all to yourself for everything that you have had to endure. Strong and beautiful in so many ways, I am honored that todau we all get to share in the excitement of celebrating you, and everything you have been in our lives. You have changed our lives. You have changed mine. Thank you for being so wonderful, my beautiful 20 year old dragon husband.
Scion_Z_G_R_v 's BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! I wish I were there to celebrate the 20 years of beauty and love that my sweet mate has brought into this world just by existing. Please wish him a happy birthday and let him know how special he is. Hunny, Happy Birthday. You deserve a day all to yourself for everything that you have had to endure. Strong and beautiful in so many ways, I am honored that todau we all get to share in the excitement of celebrating you, and everything you have been in our lives. You have changed our lives. You have changed mine. Thank you for being so wonderful, my beautiful 20 year old dragon husband.
