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General | Posted 12 years agogranted... it's a used collar... but still, I'ma wear it all the time.
thanks
thanks
Great Quality Toony Fursuits! FRIEND NEEDS COMMISSIONS.
General | Posted 12 years agoFuraffinity.net/user/sugarnspicecostumes
They need some commissions for after FC in January. (or is willing to do a Partial before FC)
is a close friend of mine and she really needs some commissions.
She made mine and I am soooo very satisfied with it.
Current Fursuit Pricing:
Heads -- $250+
Partials -- $450+
Fullsuits -- $650+
Digitigrade Fullsuits -- ask
Current Parts Pricing:
Handpaws -- $45+
Armsleeves-- $55+
Tails -- $30+
Mermaid tails- $90+
Bodysuits
Halfsuit: $150+
Digitigrade Halfsuit: ask+
Plantigrade: $250+
Digitigrade: ask
Purchases over $300 may do a payment plan.
They need some commissions for after FC in January. (or is willing to do a Partial before FC)
is a close friend of mine and she really needs some commissions.She made mine and I am soooo very satisfied with it.
Current Fursuit Pricing:
Heads -- $250+
Partials -- $450+
Fullsuits -- $650+
Digitigrade Fullsuits -- ask
Current Parts Pricing:
Handpaws -- $45+
Armsleeves-- $55+
Tails -- $30+
Mermaid tails- $90+
Bodysuits
Halfsuit: $150+
Digitigrade Halfsuit: ask+
Plantigrade: $250+
Digitigrade: ask
Purchases over $300 may do a payment plan.
FREE HALLOWEEN SKETCH! shared
General | Posted 12 years ago
free badges!
General | Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/11567478/
they are doing free badges.
normally I like to forward stuff if they have horns... because we hornies stick together... if you know what I mean
they are doing free badges.
normally I like to forward stuff if they have horns... because we hornies stick together... if you know what I mean
I occasionally feel very alone.
General | Posted 12 years agois it too much to ask for a girlfriend who is like a total bro...
but likes to fuck?
it's the hard part of being a straight male in this fandom... every guy wants to sleep with me... but none of the womens.
heck, if I could cuddle a bit more and kiss... I'd be okay.
but I'm in a poly relationship with someone who occasionally cuddles because she easily gets sick and she is all over the other guy more than she is on me... granted she doesn't fuck either of us... but still, he is cuddled every night... and me... I just sleep alone, cuddling any pillows I have access to.
If I had another girlfriend... the cuddling would never end on my part.
I like feeling close to someone physically, not just emotionally.
not many people watch me on here either... so I guess I'll have to wait until I get a tablet and start drawing before I get enough people to care for me to actually feel good...
I don't care who you are but when you read this... I like responses... it at least shows that someone cares.
my own gf doesn't go through her journals to see if I or anyone else she cares about posts...
then again... why should anyone comment on a post about a guy complaining about not getting laid, or at least cuddled?
but likes to fuck?
it's the hard part of being a straight male in this fandom... every guy wants to sleep with me... but none of the womens.
heck, if I could cuddle a bit more and kiss... I'd be okay.
but I'm in a poly relationship with someone who occasionally cuddles because she easily gets sick and she is all over the other guy more than she is on me... granted she doesn't fuck either of us... but still, he is cuddled every night... and me... I just sleep alone, cuddling any pillows I have access to.
If I had another girlfriend... the cuddling would never end on my part.
I like feeling close to someone physically, not just emotionally.
not many people watch me on here either... so I guess I'll have to wait until I get a tablet and start drawing before I get enough people to care for me to actually feel good...
I don't care who you are but when you read this... I like responses... it at least shows that someone cares.
my own gf doesn't go through her journals to see if I or anyone else she cares about posts...
then again... why should anyone comment on a post about a guy complaining about not getting laid, or at least cuddled?
HAHAHAHAHA I'M TRYING TO POOP!
General | Posted 12 years agoI CAN'T STOP POOOOOOOPAAAANG!
I occasionally watch a ton of little kuriboh.... especially since I met him twice and he remembered me the second time.
I occasionally watch a ton of little kuriboh.... especially since I met him twice and he remembered me the second time.
Free headshot ART raFFle!
General | Posted 12 years agoyou must go watch her! 
Link to her submission for the raffle: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/11533732/
don't forget to come up with an awesome sentence containing the word "fireflies" in your comment on her submission!
Link to her submission for the raffle: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/11533732/
don't forget to come up with an awesome sentence containing the word "fireflies" in your comment on her submission!
69 things meme
General | Posted 12 years ago1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Never smoked in the first place.
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
two of the above? I have a gf but I'm poly, so I'm open for more. (but I'm straight)
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
depends on who you are...
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
which is a bullshit response by the way.
she pretty much told me that since I didn't go to school with her, we couldn't be together and that she needed someone to make out with all the time.
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
I'm practically a sex addict though I've not done anything in the past 9 months and I've only sexually been with three women.
I'm interested in a lot of women who pass by.
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
yes actually... I get to see my gf for the first time in a couple months. I'm going to hug her so tight that she is going to yell at me for it.
7: Do you want to be single?
fuck no.
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
stayed in.
9: How late did you stay up last night?
omg like 4am
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
idk when it was...
11: Last three things you had to drink?
water, tea, wild cherry diet pepsi.
12: Have you ever pretended to like someone?
all the time
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
no.
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
yes. I'm quite comfortable with my girlfriend enough for that.
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
not really
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
no
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
playing borderlands 2
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
nope
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
yes.
20: What would you name your future daughter?
I have no clue. If I followed the traditions of one of my favorite books, she would be named after an illness the mother suffered during pregnancy.
but I wouldn't do that
(book is called Fever Crumb)
21: Do you miss anyone?
yes. and I hope she realizes it.
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
looks like I have a new goal.
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
yes. I kissed her good bye. I had to go home.
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
yeah.
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
everytime
26: Who did you last see in person?
other than the people in my house... uhhh... good question.
27: Are you listening to music right now?
Nope
28: What is something you currently want right now?
is sex too much to ask for?
29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
I don't remember
30: How is your heart lately?
is okay
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
no... though I would wear the hood on my trenchcoat if I ever found it.
32: Are you wearing socks?
Nope
33: What do people call you?
Justin, Zerity... lately I prefer Zerity.
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
I try to talk to her every day.
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
all the time.
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
Alice. sometimes I sleep on the bed. most of the time she says no and I have to sleep on the floor.
37: Did you do something bad today?
is staying in and playing video games a crime?
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
I just died a little.
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
depends on what it is.
40: Will you sing today?
nope
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
I have no choice.
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
no one.
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
no.
44: What are you listening to right now?
my fan blowing around the room.
45: What is wrong with you right now?
sex deprived
46: What is on your wrists right now?
skin
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
anime expo
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Hot chocolate.
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
I did once.
50: Are you a good artist?
that would fall under the conundrums of your philosophy
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
I wouldn't know.
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
They were pretty much the same.
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
yes, I played golf in highschool.
54: Do you have trust issues?
I might be too trusting...
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
we actually both fell asleep at the same time. when I woke up, she was asleep but the phone still was connected to hers. of course I hung up.
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
rave pants, a trench coat, not sure what else.
57: Do you use chap stick?
when my lips are in dire need.
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
not in a serious manner.
59: Do you have a little sister?
unfortunately.... she just got grounded this week for sneaking a boy into her room.
mom was pissed. she is likely to fail highschool. (the councelor pretty much said she has a slim chance of passing and I think she already fucked it up)
60: Have you ever been to New York?
nope
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
-sigh- my gf won't say it straight out... she will say something like "lerv". i treat it the same.
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
nope
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
don't remember, probably playing borderlands2
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
not that I can think of
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
it's not difficult.
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
Yes they were.
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
no...
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
I like to cuddle.
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
NEXT friday? probably not.
Never smoked in the first place.
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
two of the above? I have a gf but I'm poly, so I'm open for more. (but I'm straight)
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
depends on who you are...
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
which is a bullshit response by the way.
she pretty much told me that since I didn't go to school with her, we couldn't be together and that she needed someone to make out with all the time.
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
I'm practically a sex addict though I've not done anything in the past 9 months and I've only sexually been with three women.
I'm interested in a lot of women who pass by.
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
yes actually... I get to see my gf for the first time in a couple months. I'm going to hug her so tight that she is going to yell at me for it.
7: Do you want to be single?
fuck no.
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
stayed in.
9: How late did you stay up last night?
omg like 4am
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
idk when it was...
11: Last three things you had to drink?
water, tea, wild cherry diet pepsi.
12: Have you ever pretended to like someone?
all the time
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
no.
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
yes. I'm quite comfortable with my girlfriend enough for that.
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
not really
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
no
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
playing borderlands 2
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
nope
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
yes.
20: What would you name your future daughter?
I have no clue. If I followed the traditions of one of my favorite books, she would be named after an illness the mother suffered during pregnancy.
but I wouldn't do that
(book is called Fever Crumb)
21: Do you miss anyone?
yes. and I hope she realizes it.
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
looks like I have a new goal.
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
yes. I kissed her good bye. I had to go home.
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
yeah.
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
everytime
26: Who did you last see in person?
other than the people in my house... uhhh... good question.
27: Are you listening to music right now?
Nope
28: What is something you currently want right now?
is sex too much to ask for?
29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
I don't remember
30: How is your heart lately?
is okay
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
no... though I would wear the hood on my trenchcoat if I ever found it.
32: Are you wearing socks?
Nope
33: What do people call you?
Justin, Zerity... lately I prefer Zerity.
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
I try to talk to her every day.
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
all the time.
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
Alice. sometimes I sleep on the bed. most of the time she says no and I have to sleep on the floor.
37: Did you do something bad today?
is staying in and playing video games a crime?
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
I just died a little.
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
depends on what it is.
40: Will you sing today?
nope
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
I have no choice.
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
no one.
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
no.
44: What are you listening to right now?
my fan blowing around the room.
45: What is wrong with you right now?
sex deprived
46: What is on your wrists right now?
skin
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
anime expo
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Hot chocolate.
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
I did once.
50: Are you a good artist?
that would fall under the conundrums of your philosophy
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
I wouldn't know.
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
They were pretty much the same.
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
yes, I played golf in highschool.
54: Do you have trust issues?
I might be too trusting...
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
we actually both fell asleep at the same time. when I woke up, she was asleep but the phone still was connected to hers. of course I hung up.
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
rave pants, a trench coat, not sure what else.
57: Do you use chap stick?
when my lips are in dire need.
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
not in a serious manner.
59: Do you have a little sister?
unfortunately.... she just got grounded this week for sneaking a boy into her room.
mom was pissed. she is likely to fail highschool. (the councelor pretty much said she has a slim chance of passing and I think she already fucked it up)
60: Have you ever been to New York?
nope
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
-sigh- my gf won't say it straight out... she will say something like "lerv". i treat it the same.
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
nope
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
don't remember, probably playing borderlands2
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
not that I can think of
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
it's not difficult.
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
Yes they were.
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
no...
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
I like to cuddle.
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
NEXT friday? probably not.
Zerity is a little bundle of!
General | Posted 12 years agodepression...
If someone loves me enough...
General | Posted 12 years agothey will buy me Janine the dragoness from bad-dragon.com >.>
Random personal questions...thing...
General | Posted 12 years agoyou can ask some more in the comments and I'll gladly... well... I'll answer honestly.
01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
She straight out chose me and I gave it a shot. like a "Daddy, I want that one" kind of thing.
we've been together almost 9 months and I've come to realize she is very responsible, she may yell at me a lot but that's because I'm clumzy and break shit a lot.
02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
Hurting? probably my back. idk what's wrong with it. bothering? my penis, I've not had sex in 9 months (yeah, do the math from the above question. it's like I'm already married)
03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
my headache, I took some meds and ate dinner, then passed the fuck out.
04: what are you listening to?
I don't listen to music at every waking moment like normal people do. currently I'm listening to the sounds of they keys tapping when I type. other than that, I'm getting fond of what the kinds call "dubstep".
05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
growing up. I'm already 19 and I can't get a job for who knows what reason. my gf wants me to move in and I can't because I can't pay to do so.
06: where do you think your best friend is right now?
I have a ton of best friends. I've never really had one person who was close to me because I'm an open book and I don't have secrets. Rabit is asleep right now, Aspride is at home, halonuke is probably asleep because he responsibly sleeps to be awake for college, Dragnacity is probably on his computer, I mean... I've probably listed all my friends there, other than a few I've not known for too long.
07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
I fucking wish. my gf lives like 50 miles away and I'm a fucking secret, so I don't get to do anything while her friends are over.
08: sex on the first date?
I've done it. I have a high sex drive and it sucks to be committed to a person that doesn't sleep with you. -sigh-
I'm allowed to have other girlfriends but they all flake as soon as they hear about me being in a poly relationship.
09: kiss on the first date?
would be awkward if I said no, considering the answer above. yeah, I love being in someone's face.
10: is there one person you want to be with right now?
a few. my gf for one. I've not visited in 2 months because she lives 50 miles away and I don't have a car, nor a job to have money for the bus.
11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
if you read the previous questions, I think it's pretty fucking obvious.
12: is there something you would like to say to someone?
well yeah... I kind of wish my gf would tell her friends about me. Hell, she is a furry, so I can't even say who she is here.
13: what are three things you did today?
sleep off a headache, dogsit, bought my friend a belt for her cosplay we are doing together.
14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
I'm always coming over and they never visit me. so, this is a temporary answer that I'd like friends who actually come over and make and effort to see me.
15: what is your favorite kind of gum?
I'm not too fond of gum... so idk...
16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
almost all of them. most of us left on good terms, other's I've screwed up later on or they found me annoying for some unexplained reason or just because I'm a certain ex or something, I've no clue.
17: what is on your wrists right now?
skin
18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
do models count? a few of the cosplay deviants seem pretty cool.
19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?
I think depression hit me a little harder upon reading this question.
20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?
most of my highschool friends
21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?
well... they are called ex's for a reason. obviously didn't work out in the end but idk if it was wasted because I would have felt a certain emptiness if I hadn't been with them.
22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?
used to in elementary.
23: how have you felt today?
headaches, depression right now, fat.
24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
American currency....
25: what is wrong with you right now?
my thoughts
26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?
ex step brother and that entire family. He believes in the illuminati and that the government is trying to poison us... it's getting fucking annoying.
I mean, you have to strive for some kind of meaning in life when you believe that bullshit.
if you believe in it... I'm not sorry, fuck you.
27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
starbucks... but something cold from there and filled with caramel
28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?
well... she broke up with me. we were on good terms until one day I commented on her picture saying "haha, you look like my high school librarian"
(which anyone who really knows me would remember that I was head library assistant and book club president, so I was kind of close with my librarian)
so she called me annoying, unfriended me on facebook and stopped talking to me all together... so, yeah, when they call me annoying and do that. I just stop caring.
29: how late did you stay up last night and why?
like 2am. tonight it's 2:25 right now and tonight is because I had that medicine for my headache and passed out so I'm practically wide awake now.
30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
I... don't konw...
31: what were you doing an hour ago?
playing saints row 4 on steam
32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?
finding a job
33: are you wearing jeans right now?
yes... which is coincidental. I only own one pair. the rest are slacks.
34: are you a patient person?
I have a high sex drive and I've not been laid in 9 months... you tell me.
35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
duh
36: favorite color?
Red.
37: did you have a dream last night?
I never remember mine
38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
commando! jk. jeans.
39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
most females out there... so long as they can put up with a constant boner. shit, they can be the big spoon for all I care.
40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?
I don't hold strong emotions toward anything really... but I love my gf... I guess. (me and her have talked about it. just like sex is not an emotional experience for me, I buy her shit to express how I feel)
41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
well... yeah! might be awkward if you're a dude because I'm straight but I take advantage of girls liking me because telling me is taking advantage of me in a way because I automatically am like "come here you"
42: do you like meeting new people?
if they're not total D-bags, yeah.
43: are you afraid of falling in love?
not really
44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
not that I can think of
45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
"omg, you have the eyes from twilight." shut the fuck up.
46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
all the time... I want to cosplay but I've gotten a bit chubby. girls can pull off a chubby cosplay.. us guys are looked at with disgust.
so yeah... there is my depression survey... that's not what it's called but... that's what it became.
01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
She straight out chose me and I gave it a shot. like a "Daddy, I want that one" kind of thing.
we've been together almost 9 months and I've come to realize she is very responsible, she may yell at me a lot but that's because I'm clumzy and break shit a lot.
02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
Hurting? probably my back. idk what's wrong with it. bothering? my penis, I've not had sex in 9 months (yeah, do the math from the above question. it's like I'm already married)
03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
my headache, I took some meds and ate dinner, then passed the fuck out.
04: what are you listening to?
I don't listen to music at every waking moment like normal people do. currently I'm listening to the sounds of they keys tapping when I type. other than that, I'm getting fond of what the kinds call "dubstep".
05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
growing up. I'm already 19 and I can't get a job for who knows what reason. my gf wants me to move in and I can't because I can't pay to do so.
06: where do you think your best friend is right now?
I have a ton of best friends. I've never really had one person who was close to me because I'm an open book and I don't have secrets. Rabit is asleep right now, Aspride is at home, halonuke is probably asleep because he responsibly sleeps to be awake for college, Dragnacity is probably on his computer, I mean... I've probably listed all my friends there, other than a few I've not known for too long.
07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
I fucking wish. my gf lives like 50 miles away and I'm a fucking secret, so I don't get to do anything while her friends are over.
08: sex on the first date?
I've done it. I have a high sex drive and it sucks to be committed to a person that doesn't sleep with you. -sigh-
I'm allowed to have other girlfriends but they all flake as soon as they hear about me being in a poly relationship.
09: kiss on the first date?
would be awkward if I said no, considering the answer above. yeah, I love being in someone's face.
10: is there one person you want to be with right now?
a few. my gf for one. I've not visited in 2 months because she lives 50 miles away and I don't have a car, nor a job to have money for the bus.
11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
if you read the previous questions, I think it's pretty fucking obvious.
12: is there something you would like to say to someone?
well yeah... I kind of wish my gf would tell her friends about me. Hell, she is a furry, so I can't even say who she is here.
13: what are three things you did today?
sleep off a headache, dogsit, bought my friend a belt for her cosplay we are doing together.
14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
I'm always coming over and they never visit me. so, this is a temporary answer that I'd like friends who actually come over and make and effort to see me.
15: what is your favorite kind of gum?
I'm not too fond of gum... so idk...
16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
almost all of them. most of us left on good terms, other's I've screwed up later on or they found me annoying for some unexplained reason or just because I'm a certain ex or something, I've no clue.
17: what is on your wrists right now?
skin
18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
do models count? a few of the cosplay deviants seem pretty cool.
19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?
I think depression hit me a little harder upon reading this question.
20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?
most of my highschool friends
21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?
well... they are called ex's for a reason. obviously didn't work out in the end but idk if it was wasted because I would have felt a certain emptiness if I hadn't been with them.
22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?
used to in elementary.
23: how have you felt today?
headaches, depression right now, fat.
24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
American currency....
25: what is wrong with you right now?
my thoughts
26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?
ex step brother and that entire family. He believes in the illuminati and that the government is trying to poison us... it's getting fucking annoying.
I mean, you have to strive for some kind of meaning in life when you believe that bullshit.
if you believe in it... I'm not sorry, fuck you.
27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
starbucks... but something cold from there and filled with caramel
28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?
well... she broke up with me. we were on good terms until one day I commented on her picture saying "haha, you look like my high school librarian"
(which anyone who really knows me would remember that I was head library assistant and book club president, so I was kind of close with my librarian)
so she called me annoying, unfriended me on facebook and stopped talking to me all together... so, yeah, when they call me annoying and do that. I just stop caring.
29: how late did you stay up last night and why?
like 2am. tonight it's 2:25 right now and tonight is because I had that medicine for my headache and passed out so I'm practically wide awake now.
30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
I... don't konw...
31: what were you doing an hour ago?
playing saints row 4 on steam
32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?
finding a job
33: are you wearing jeans right now?
yes... which is coincidental. I only own one pair. the rest are slacks.
34: are you a patient person?
I have a high sex drive and I've not been laid in 9 months... you tell me.
35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
duh
36: favorite color?
Red.
37: did you have a dream last night?
I never remember mine
38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
commando! jk. jeans.
39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
most females out there... so long as they can put up with a constant boner. shit, they can be the big spoon for all I care.
40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?
I don't hold strong emotions toward anything really... but I love my gf... I guess. (me and her have talked about it. just like sex is not an emotional experience for me, I buy her shit to express how I feel)
41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
well... yeah! might be awkward if you're a dude because I'm straight but I take advantage of girls liking me because telling me is taking advantage of me in a way because I automatically am like "come here you"
42: do you like meeting new people?
if they're not total D-bags, yeah.
43: are you afraid of falling in love?
not really
44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
not that I can think of
45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
"omg, you have the eyes from twilight." shut the fuck up.
46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
all the time... I want to cosplay but I've gotten a bit chubby. girls can pull off a chubby cosplay.. us guys are looked at with disgust.
so yeah... there is my depression survey... that's not what it's called but... that's what it became.
FREE FURSUIT PARTS!
General | Posted 12 years agoGo watch 
follow the steps in Journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4962913/
Basically, you're designing a logo for sugar n' spice costumes. it must include the two character's listed in their journal.
now go, go design and win stuff.
follow the steps in Journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4962913/
Basically, you're designing a logo for sugar n' spice costumes. it must include the two character's listed in their journal.
now go, go design and win stuff.
FREAKY FRIDAY FREEBIE RAFFLE!!!~~~
General | Posted 12 years ago
is having a freebie raffle.http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4937697/
visit the journal
watch his/her page
make your own journal pimpin' that journal
comment on their journal with a journal and ref link
you're all set!
Free art stream!
General | Posted 12 years agoTRICKED YOU!!!
jk but really read on because there will be one in the future.
I need advice because I'm a noob/starter/beginner/whatever.
So I'm applying for jobs again.
I think I'm going to buy a tablet after my first check (as far down the road that is).
when I first get my tablet, I will of coarse need to practice because it will be my first.
Any tips or pointers anyone can give me? perhaps even which tablet might be best so I can bookmark the page? (preferably, I want to buy it on Amazon)
and then I will have a free-art/pay what you want stream.
how does that sound?
anyone who links me to the tablet that I actually end up buying will get my first work of art and probably more because I always show appreciation.
don't expect it to be super amazing though.
if you're lucky, I might even do free art for everyone who links me to a tablet (that is if I don't get too many links)
jk but really read on because there will be one in the future.
I need advice because I'm a noob/starter/beginner/whatever.
So I'm applying for jobs again.
I think I'm going to buy a tablet after my first check (as far down the road that is).
when I first get my tablet, I will of coarse need to practice because it will be my first.
Any tips or pointers anyone can give me? perhaps even which tablet might be best so I can bookmark the page? (preferably, I want to buy it on Amazon)
and then I will have a free-art/pay what you want stream.
how does that sound?
anyone who links me to the tablet that I actually end up buying will get my first work of art and probably more because I always show appreciation.
don't expect it to be super amazing though.
if you're lucky, I might even do free art for everyone who links me to a tablet (that is if I don't get too many links)
My interwebs
General | Posted 12 years agoFinally got internet back.
Now I can skype, play on steam, and generally be less bored at home.
on a side note, anime expo is coming up and I got new boots.
my partial fursuit is... it's getting there and I feel amazing.
Now I can skype, play on steam, and generally be less bored at home.
on a side note, anime expo is coming up and I got new boots.
my partial fursuit is... it's getting there and I feel amazing.
Awesome Library scene YCH raffle!
General | Posted 12 years ago
is holding a free raffle.follow the link for details on how to enter.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10881361/
I wanna win so bad because I used to assist in library for 2-3 years and I'm like "GWAHHHHHHH! LEMME WIIIIIN!"
How Furry am aye!?
General | Posted 12 years agoI stole this meme from 
to see how furry I really am!
[x] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 2
[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out through the window of a moving car.
[x] you like when people pet your head
[x] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 5
[x] you sleep a lot during daytime (thanks to my gf I do these days... in a non sexual way)
[] you enjoy scaring birds
[x] you lick peoples faces to show you like them (unless I know they will hit me for it T~T)
[] you bite people if they annoy you
[] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 2
[] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it (buy me one, I will gladly wear it)
[x] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[x] you own animal ears/tail/paws, have a hat with ears, or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 3
[] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around (I do it subconsciously)
Total: 3
[] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[x] you meow or bark very often
[x] you hide when you get scared (ever since I was little)
[] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[x] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hands
[] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[x] you like to do tricks to get a treat (if you know what I mean)
Total: 4
[] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it (if someone bought me a collar)
[] you refer to yourself as an animal
[] your username has something to do with animals
[] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 2
[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[x] people think you act like a pet
[] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 5
Total: 26
one less than my friend... someone buy me a collar!
to see how furry I really am![x] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 2
[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out through the window of a moving car.
[x] you like when people pet your head
[x] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 5
[x] you sleep a lot during daytime (thanks to my gf I do these days... in a non sexual way)
[] you enjoy scaring birds
[x] you lick peoples faces to show you like them (unless I know they will hit me for it T~T)
[] you bite people if they annoy you
[] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 2
[] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it (buy me one, I will gladly wear it)
[x] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[x] you own animal ears/tail/paws, have a hat with ears, or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 3
[] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around (I do it subconsciously)
Total: 3
[] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[x] you meow or bark very often
[x] you hide when you get scared (ever since I was little)
[] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[x] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hands
[] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[x] you like to do tricks to get a treat (if you know what I mean)
Total: 4
[] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it (if someone bought me a collar)
[] you refer to yourself as an animal
[] your username has something to do with animals
[] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 2
[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[x] people think you act like a pet
[] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 5
Total: 26
one less than my friend... someone buy me a collar!
He will make the most detailed arts ever! (RAFFLE)
General | Posted 13 years ago
is having a raffle for when he hits 1000 watchers.http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4299194/
go to his journal to participate, raffle ends when he hits 1000 watchers.
go watch him!
Win a Free Commision!
General | Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:31979637
^ this will tell you what you need to do to qualify.
basically you watch the artist and "LIKE" their facebook post.
Good luck!
^ this will tell you what you need to do to qualify.
basically you watch the artist and "LIKE" their facebook post.
Good luck!
I want your opinion on something.
General | Posted 13 years agoGot an idea just now.
I'm not a great artist with lines but coloring is fun, so I can keep making ref sheets.
my idea is to make a new character that has scars for every place on me that I have a scar in RL and then I'll add more and more when I get a scrap or a cut and whatever. (like a Dorian Grey in furry form or something).
yes? no?
I'm not a great artist with lines but coloring is fun, so I can keep making ref sheets.
my idea is to make a new character that has scars for every place on me that I have a scar in RL and then I'll add more and more when I get a scrap or a cut and whatever. (like a Dorian Grey in furry form or something).
yes? no?
RAFFLE 1000 watchers!
General | Posted 13 years ago toay_k is having a raffle going on until he hits 1000 watchers.winner gets his most detailed piece of work he has ever done of YOUR character!
RULES.
1.post a journal with a link to his journal.
2.post a link to your ref.
3.give him a scenario of said character doing what ever (clean and non fetishy)
4.watch him (if you aren't already)
5.dance around excitedly!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4299194/
My friend is trying to get on TV.
General | Posted 13 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e_Ko4zjcudU
My brother-lady (it's an inside "joke") rabitbuster is trying to get on The Ellen Show for her "Audience is Talented" segment. Please watch, like, and share the video so her production team has a better chance of finding his video. Thank you.
Basically it's my friend contact juggling (I think he's amazing at it), go like his video so he can be on TV and stuff.
My brother-lady (it's an inside "joke")
rabitbuster is trying to get on The Ellen Show for her "Audience is Talented" segment. Please watch, like, and share the video so her production team has a better chance of finding his video. Thank you.Basically it's my friend contact juggling (I think he's amazing at it), go like his video so he can be on TV and stuff.
A little about me.
General | Posted 13 years agoit's about 4 in the morning and I'm bored, so I'll tell you a little bit about who I am.
My name is Justin. Don't much care who knows my real name.
I am a fan of Doctor Who and Gurren Lagann.
I'm good with my hands, I am pretty good, even when I first start, at sculpting, papier meche, spray painting objects (not flat surfaces), and pretty much just stuff that falls under 3D design.
I am Victorian Steampunk.
Since graduation I play a lot of games across steam.
I enjoy survivalist wastelands. (I play Borderlands, skyrim, fallout; I watch Gurren Lagann)
I have experience with video production. In class I was taught to man a camera, be a director, act (little teaching in that subject, you cannot teach a talent in my opinion, so don't assume I'm a good actor)
I read from time to time when I find a book that catches my interest. "The Looking Glass Wars" and "Fever Crumb."
I am polyamorous, (meaning that I date more than one person) but at the moment I have just my one gf and she has her other boyfriend (which for some reason people confuse the two of us. people think he is me and I am him.)
I'm short, I'm only 5'5". though I recently realized I'm the tallest in my relationship... it's still very odd to me.
I am a fox, I act adorable and trick others into doing my will, even when I myself don't realize it.
I believe myself to be a sex addict, though others disagree. If you're female and I like your face... I instantly want to bang.
I never really complain. and for some reason, gifts just pour out unto me. grandma is always giving me expensive stuff, my best friend built me a desktop that can run high quality games.
that's all I can think of for now.
feel free to ask questions.
I'd say I don't bite... but biting is fucking sexy.
My name is Justin. Don't much care who knows my real name.
I am a fan of Doctor Who and Gurren Lagann.
I'm good with my hands, I am pretty good, even when I first start, at sculpting, papier meche, spray painting objects (not flat surfaces), and pretty much just stuff that falls under 3D design.
I am Victorian Steampunk.
Since graduation I play a lot of games across steam.
I enjoy survivalist wastelands. (I play Borderlands, skyrim, fallout; I watch Gurren Lagann)
I have experience with video production. In class I was taught to man a camera, be a director, act (little teaching in that subject, you cannot teach a talent in my opinion, so don't assume I'm a good actor)
I read from time to time when I find a book that catches my interest. "The Looking Glass Wars" and "Fever Crumb."
I am polyamorous, (meaning that I date more than one person) but at the moment I have just my one gf and she has her other boyfriend (which for some reason people confuse the two of us. people think he is me and I am him.)
I'm short, I'm only 5'5". though I recently realized I'm the tallest in my relationship... it's still very odd to me.
I am a fox, I act adorable and trick others into doing my will, even when I myself don't realize it.
I believe myself to be a sex addict, though others disagree. If you're female and I like your face... I instantly want to bang.
I never really complain. and for some reason, gifts just pour out unto me. grandma is always giving me expensive stuff, my best friend built me a desktop that can run high quality games.
that's all I can think of for now.
feel free to ask questions.
I'd say I don't bite... but biting is fucking sexy.
welp. Personal Issues.
General | Posted 13 years agoMom is struggling with money, no christmas with her, and I may need to move in with dad within the next few months.
I was going to go to my girlfriend's house yesterday, and spend "the end of the world" with my future family. rabitbuster kittencheshire but chuck-e-cheese called me for a job offer and I couldn't say no, so I have to stay home and be alone for the end of the world. but that's okay because next to being with rabit and alice, I'd rather be alone.
She doesn't reply to my messages as often as I'd like but it's a new relationship and I guess I haven't earned the attention I want yet.
before typing this out I thought I was strong, but I've started crying now.
I don't really want to be alone during the planetary alignment. when I'm an adult I get to say I spent the most astronomical phenomenon of my life alone. Not even that but I'll be getting ready for a job offer, probably crying on my walk over there.
and then that isn't the end but I got sick when I went to my friend's house. I can only hope I feel better tomorrow.
comment, ask for my number (in a note I would prefer), whatever, I'm kind of a wreck at the moment.
I was going to go to my girlfriend's house yesterday, and spend "the end of the world" with my future family.
rabitbuster kittencheshire but chuck-e-cheese called me for a job offer and I couldn't say no, so I have to stay home and be alone for the end of the world. but that's okay because next to being with rabit and alice, I'd rather be alone.She doesn't reply to my messages as often as I'd like but it's a new relationship and I guess I haven't earned the attention I want yet.
before typing this out I thought I was strong, but I've started crying now.
I don't really want to be alone during the planetary alignment. when I'm an adult I get to say I spent the most astronomical phenomenon of my life alone. Not even that but I'll be getting ready for a job offer, probably crying on my walk over there.
and then that isn't the end but I got sick when I went to my friend's house. I can only hope I feel better tomorrow.
comment, ask for my number (in a note I would prefer), whatever, I'm kind of a wreck at the moment.
Gaming | Steam | Streaming?
General | Posted 13 years agoSo, I'm not the greatest artist, you may have seen... okay I'm not very good at all but anyway, I do play a lot of TF2 and sometimes Saints Row III.
What is your guys' opinion on me starting streaming when I play games? Go ahead and say it's a bad idea if you think it is because I myself cannot stand watching others play games. Tobuscus is my only exception for that and maybe it's because he is hilarious when he talks. Should I attempt playing and talking to you the audience? I have a desktop where I play games on, and a laptop where I either look up console commands or weapons, misc, items, etc. it might even help me enjoy playing if you were to tell me what to do. I'd get into skyrim again and create a brand new character made by you guys in the chat. We can make the ugliest protagonist ever. Though I have a hard time playing the bad guy because I'm just a sweet person like that.
Ideas? comments? suggestions? criticism?
what should I do?
secondly, anyone want to give me some tips on how to stream, how to get my face to show up on screen and use any programs to help this? if you wanted, you could also be my skype buddy and talk to me instead of using the chat. any takers?
What is your guys' opinion on me starting streaming when I play games? Go ahead and say it's a bad idea if you think it is because I myself cannot stand watching others play games. Tobuscus is my only exception for that and maybe it's because he is hilarious when he talks. Should I attempt playing and talking to you the audience? I have a desktop where I play games on, and a laptop where I either look up console commands or weapons, misc, items, etc. it might even help me enjoy playing if you were to tell me what to do. I'd get into skyrim again and create a brand new character made by you guys in the chat. We can make the ugliest protagonist ever. Though I have a hard time playing the bad guy because I'm just a sweet person like that.
Ideas? comments? suggestions? criticism?
what should I do?
secondly, anyone want to give me some tips on how to stream, how to get my face to show up on screen and use any programs to help this? if you wanted, you could also be my skype buddy and talk to me instead of using the chat. any takers?
