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Posted 15 years agoWell, here's what's happened to me in the past few months. Be warned, it's long, and I need to get some things off my chest.
I'll start this off, by saying, my uncle died. Ever since, I've felt like an emotional yo-yo. He was one of the rare few in my family who seemed to actually care about me. He would always seek me out, just for a chat. Be it nagging me about this or that, or praising me for being the sole supporter of my entire household.
My last memory of him, was sitting out back in the bed of his truck outside the shop (Not only do we live in the rual area of our town, but the 'Shop' is our nickname for the Mechanical Garage we had on the property.) He had gotten into making home-made wine, and we sat out there for hours talking and drinking, and getting my first taste of his wine, which wasn't half bad once you've been drinking on it for a while.
We talked about a number of things, he was one of the two people I was never afraid to open up to and just talk about feelings, fears, my wants, or needs. We had a blast talking about old memories of my Father, who died about three years ago last month. I don't remember what time it was when my cousin's fiance, who the both were currently visiting, came to drag/escort me back to the house.
I remember being put down once inside, and walking through the house, swaying and running into anything and everything, grabbing my younger brother, and hugging him, and telling him I loved him, which seemed to freak out my brother, because as soon as he was able to claw his way away, he simply pointed at me and stated "That is NOT my sister!" and hid.
Walked down the hall to my room, got to my room, where my cousin was playing on my computer, and her fiance went back to playing my 360. Until he ran out of my room when my drunk mind thought it was a good idea to start stripping. My cousin stayed the night in my room, for fear I had alcohol poisoning, but, I woke up the next morning without a problem or hangover, which was a good thing, considering the next two nights I had to work.
Two mornings later, unaware as I came home from work, only to find out later in that morning. My uncle had been found in his room, dead, from an apparent heart attack. I don't know any details, probably never will. No one ever really tells me anything, because, despite my age of 24, I'm still deemed a 'child' in their eyes.
Ever since my Father's death, I've been more open with my emotions, refusing to bottle them up as much as I can allow it. It took me MONTHS to finally realize that my Father wasn't going to come home. The entire time I never cried, except in anger, until I hit that breaking point of 'He's never coming back'. Sure, I cried at his funeral, because some of it was getting to me, the many masses of friends and family constantly telling me how 'sorry' they were, making me want to rip my hair out and yell at them for giving up on him like that.
I suppose that was the first time I was hit with a death so close. I had a Great grandmother who died when I was younger, but I never fully understood the meaning of 'death' until my Father died, who was actually my step-father, but more of a Father to me than my actual biological one.
But yeah, the day my uncle died, I think I cried more in that day, than I had my entire life. As close as my Father and I were, my uncle and I were even closer, he was like a second Father to me. And, the one time I actually wanted people to talk to, friends, my online ones that I normally wouldn't talk to about such things, my internet had went down until I could pay it back up, and when I did, no one seemed to really want to talk to me.
Which left me feeling a bit empty on the inside. The words of my deceased grandmother, who I lived with for four years of what I like to call my 'impressionable years' of my life seem to haunt me even to this day. Part of me feels like she's been right all along. That's I'm nothing, a nobody, that I'll never do anything with my life, ect.
Then there's the other part, a bit smaller, that tells me that she's wrong. I've had a job, even though it drove me crazy at times, found a loving man who loves me for me, respects me and my view while also sharing it, of my view of not doing anything sexual until we've married. A subject I will get on here in a moment.
Work was hell during that time of anguish and hurt. They didn't care that someone I was close to had just recently died, the bastards even tried to get me to work the day/night of my uncle's funeral. I blatantly told them 'Fuck you.' and hung up the phone. It was then that I made plans, and told them that I wouldn't work after the year came to an end. Because, I knew, if I was going to go ahead with plans in my life, they would keep working me, making it impossible to have energy during the day to do what I needed, like making arrangements for my move to Virginia, and packing.
I wound up working Christmas Eve, Christmas, and New Year's Eve. Yeah, thanks a bunch you bastards. Give me New Year's off when all the fun things happened the night before. But then again, with working Graveyard shifts, I never really had much of a 'day' off, because to me, I was going into work the evening of one day, and coming out of it the morning of the next.
Not to mention that they had me working EVERY single damn Holiday that year as well. Did I get the chance to have one more Halloween with my family, taking the younger ones out Trick or Treating, and the older ones to Haunted houses? Nope. At least I was allowed to wear a ctostume..That had to be in accordance with being 'safe' to work in.
I also worked Thanksgiving, which I would've loved to have off, and spend time with my family, as it was probably to be the last for the next few years. I have a large family, and we usually end up going to about two or three 'dinners' during the day. We had one for lunch, one in the evening, and in between, or after the two, maybe another with friends and neighbors.
This last year, I only got to go to one, and that was because I had to sleep through the Lunch Dinner, so I could be up in the evening, and spend a couple of hours at the Evening one, before I had to ask someone to run me home right quick, so I could lay down and get a few more hours of sleep for work. Fuck you bastards, I'll never work for you again. (On a small note, I worked as a Clerk for a Convenience store. And NO they do NOT have to shut down for Holidays if the owner didn't want to. It was a 24/7/365 store, we NEVER shut down, at all.)
After my final pay week was up, (I had stayed a couple days over my statement of quitting, because I wouldn't have gotten a full check.) I was out of there. I talked some things over with my fiance, who I was to be moving in with, and he didn't mind that I wanted to go visit a friend before I had moved.
So thus, I took a week long trip to Colorado, to visit my friend Darck. It was a fun and interesting week. It felt glorious after all the emotional stress I had been going through with work and my family. I barely got online during that time, with the few exceptions to check messages, and to chat with my fiance, who didn't hold it against me for not being online every morning to chat with him, because, as he put it. "You're on vacation Sexybutt. I don't expect you to do anything other than have fun." I think I fell in love with him even more after that.
I had a hell of a lot of fun in Colorado, no worries, no stress, just hanging out and having fun. Though, I did offer my help around the place a few times, because I felt silly for not doing anything chore like. I finally got to see snow like I wanted to all my life, though not as much as I would've liked. Hiking is fun, if you're prepared for it. Note to unexperianced hikers. Wear comfortable shoes (I though I had, I now know better), wear comfortable clothes, don't get over-heated. Trust me, even with snow around, you can get hot and sweaty fast. And bring at LEAST something to drink, don't over pace yourself, take as many breaks as you need (I know I had to take a lot of those). And have fun.
My week long vacation ended, and I, regretfully, had to go home. Where drama had been brewing while I was away. My cousin and my mom picked me up late in the evening from the station, where we stopped at a local Taco Bell, and got some dinner. Where I found out, my cousin and her fiance, were no more.
Four about six months or so, they've been battling getting their kids back, two adorable little boys named Bobby (3), and Connor (2). Anthony (The name of my cousin's fiance), was doing drugs, and on top of that, VERY possessive over my cousin.
Back before he was in the picture, my cousin and I, every weekend, would borrow my mom's car, and go to a local theater and watch a movie. Then he came into the picture, and he HAD to tag along with us on our Girl's Night Out. It was some of the only socialization I had gotten, other than school or work.
I knew the guy from High School, he annoyed the HADES out of me, I didn't like him, and to this day, I can barely stand him, and that's NOT including my more recent feelings regarding him. Apparently, while I was away, he got paranoid and pissed off when my cousin had asked for a temporary sepperation. He trapped her against her will, and tried to cut her wrist. Then he stabbed himself.
They're both alive an well, and I hate him for what he tried to do to my cousin, but, as bad as this is going to sound, I hate him the MOST, for getting into MY mother's face and yelling. NO ONE is allowed to do that except me. I NEVER allowed anyone to yell at my mother, NO ONE, not even my Father.
My brother's try to yell at mom? I kick their asses and take away what they value most, their gaming systems. My cousin's ex-fiance? I'm surprised he and his family didn't try to bring charges against me for aggrivated assault and/or a restraining order.
NO ONE messes with my family, despite how much they can annoy me or piss me off, they're the closest things I love and care for. Of which, on another note, my other uncle, the oldest of the three so far stated of the older men in my family, had also suffered a heart attack while I was in Colorado, he thankfully lived through it, and I worry constantly about him, Despite not being as close to him as I was to my Father or my other uncle.
On happier news, on March 27th, I will be departing for Virginia, to marry my fiance, and be his wife, after near three long years apart. He has been the ONLY person, other than my cousin, to understand me fully, though a few great friends come pretty damn close.
So, to all of you who've read this, can you give me some advice? I'm trying to figure out the easiest and cheapest way to ship my things to Virginia. I've been told UPS, FedEX, the mail, and even Greyhound, of which I will be going via Greyhound buss' to Virginia. But I want to find the best possible way to ship my things, and hopefully not cost too much, as I do have a limited budget.
Thanks to all who stuck with this and read. I hope you guys have a happy day/night.
I'll start this off, by saying, my uncle died. Ever since, I've felt like an emotional yo-yo. He was one of the rare few in my family who seemed to actually care about me. He would always seek me out, just for a chat. Be it nagging me about this or that, or praising me for being the sole supporter of my entire household.
My last memory of him, was sitting out back in the bed of his truck outside the shop (Not only do we live in the rual area of our town, but the 'Shop' is our nickname for the Mechanical Garage we had on the property.) He had gotten into making home-made wine, and we sat out there for hours talking and drinking, and getting my first taste of his wine, which wasn't half bad once you've been drinking on it for a while.
We talked about a number of things, he was one of the two people I was never afraid to open up to and just talk about feelings, fears, my wants, or needs. We had a blast talking about old memories of my Father, who died about three years ago last month. I don't remember what time it was when my cousin's fiance, who the both were currently visiting, came to drag/escort me back to the house.
I remember being put down once inside, and walking through the house, swaying and running into anything and everything, grabbing my younger brother, and hugging him, and telling him I loved him, which seemed to freak out my brother, because as soon as he was able to claw his way away, he simply pointed at me and stated "That is NOT my sister!" and hid.
Walked down the hall to my room, got to my room, where my cousin was playing on my computer, and her fiance went back to playing my 360. Until he ran out of my room when my drunk mind thought it was a good idea to start stripping. My cousin stayed the night in my room, for fear I had alcohol poisoning, but, I woke up the next morning without a problem or hangover, which was a good thing, considering the next two nights I had to work.
Two mornings later, unaware as I came home from work, only to find out later in that morning. My uncle had been found in his room, dead, from an apparent heart attack. I don't know any details, probably never will. No one ever really tells me anything, because, despite my age of 24, I'm still deemed a 'child' in their eyes.
Ever since my Father's death, I've been more open with my emotions, refusing to bottle them up as much as I can allow it. It took me MONTHS to finally realize that my Father wasn't going to come home. The entire time I never cried, except in anger, until I hit that breaking point of 'He's never coming back'. Sure, I cried at his funeral, because some of it was getting to me, the many masses of friends and family constantly telling me how 'sorry' they were, making me want to rip my hair out and yell at them for giving up on him like that.
I suppose that was the first time I was hit with a death so close. I had a Great grandmother who died when I was younger, but I never fully understood the meaning of 'death' until my Father died, who was actually my step-father, but more of a Father to me than my actual biological one.
But yeah, the day my uncle died, I think I cried more in that day, than I had my entire life. As close as my Father and I were, my uncle and I were even closer, he was like a second Father to me. And, the one time I actually wanted people to talk to, friends, my online ones that I normally wouldn't talk to about such things, my internet had went down until I could pay it back up, and when I did, no one seemed to really want to talk to me.
Which left me feeling a bit empty on the inside. The words of my deceased grandmother, who I lived with for four years of what I like to call my 'impressionable years' of my life seem to haunt me even to this day. Part of me feels like she's been right all along. That's I'm nothing, a nobody, that I'll never do anything with my life, ect.
Then there's the other part, a bit smaller, that tells me that she's wrong. I've had a job, even though it drove me crazy at times, found a loving man who loves me for me, respects me and my view while also sharing it, of my view of not doing anything sexual until we've married. A subject I will get on here in a moment.
Work was hell during that time of anguish and hurt. They didn't care that someone I was close to had just recently died, the bastards even tried to get me to work the day/night of my uncle's funeral. I blatantly told them 'Fuck you.' and hung up the phone. It was then that I made plans, and told them that I wouldn't work after the year came to an end. Because, I knew, if I was going to go ahead with plans in my life, they would keep working me, making it impossible to have energy during the day to do what I needed, like making arrangements for my move to Virginia, and packing.
I wound up working Christmas Eve, Christmas, and New Year's Eve. Yeah, thanks a bunch you bastards. Give me New Year's off when all the fun things happened the night before. But then again, with working Graveyard shifts, I never really had much of a 'day' off, because to me, I was going into work the evening of one day, and coming out of it the morning of the next.
Not to mention that they had me working EVERY single damn Holiday that year as well. Did I get the chance to have one more Halloween with my family, taking the younger ones out Trick or Treating, and the older ones to Haunted houses? Nope. At least I was allowed to wear a ctostume..That had to be in accordance with being 'safe' to work in.
I also worked Thanksgiving, which I would've loved to have off, and spend time with my family, as it was probably to be the last for the next few years. I have a large family, and we usually end up going to about two or three 'dinners' during the day. We had one for lunch, one in the evening, and in between, or after the two, maybe another with friends and neighbors.
This last year, I only got to go to one, and that was because I had to sleep through the Lunch Dinner, so I could be up in the evening, and spend a couple of hours at the Evening one, before I had to ask someone to run me home right quick, so I could lay down and get a few more hours of sleep for work. Fuck you bastards, I'll never work for you again. (On a small note, I worked as a Clerk for a Convenience store. And NO they do NOT have to shut down for Holidays if the owner didn't want to. It was a 24/7/365 store, we NEVER shut down, at all.)
After my final pay week was up, (I had stayed a couple days over my statement of quitting, because I wouldn't have gotten a full check.) I was out of there. I talked some things over with my fiance, who I was to be moving in with, and he didn't mind that I wanted to go visit a friend before I had moved.
So thus, I took a week long trip to Colorado, to visit my friend Darck. It was a fun and interesting week. It felt glorious after all the emotional stress I had been going through with work and my family. I barely got online during that time, with the few exceptions to check messages, and to chat with my fiance, who didn't hold it against me for not being online every morning to chat with him, because, as he put it. "You're on vacation Sexybutt. I don't expect you to do anything other than have fun." I think I fell in love with him even more after that.
I had a hell of a lot of fun in Colorado, no worries, no stress, just hanging out and having fun. Though, I did offer my help around the place a few times, because I felt silly for not doing anything chore like. I finally got to see snow like I wanted to all my life, though not as much as I would've liked. Hiking is fun, if you're prepared for it. Note to unexperianced hikers. Wear comfortable shoes (I though I had, I now know better), wear comfortable clothes, don't get over-heated. Trust me, even with snow around, you can get hot and sweaty fast. And bring at LEAST something to drink, don't over pace yourself, take as many breaks as you need (I know I had to take a lot of those). And have fun.
My week long vacation ended, and I, regretfully, had to go home. Where drama had been brewing while I was away. My cousin and my mom picked me up late in the evening from the station, where we stopped at a local Taco Bell, and got some dinner. Where I found out, my cousin and her fiance, were no more.
Four about six months or so, they've been battling getting their kids back, two adorable little boys named Bobby (3), and Connor (2). Anthony (The name of my cousin's fiance), was doing drugs, and on top of that, VERY possessive over my cousin.
Back before he was in the picture, my cousin and I, every weekend, would borrow my mom's car, and go to a local theater and watch a movie. Then he came into the picture, and he HAD to tag along with us on our Girl's Night Out. It was some of the only socialization I had gotten, other than school or work.
I knew the guy from High School, he annoyed the HADES out of me, I didn't like him, and to this day, I can barely stand him, and that's NOT including my more recent feelings regarding him. Apparently, while I was away, he got paranoid and pissed off when my cousin had asked for a temporary sepperation. He trapped her against her will, and tried to cut her wrist. Then he stabbed himself.
They're both alive an well, and I hate him for what he tried to do to my cousin, but, as bad as this is going to sound, I hate him the MOST, for getting into MY mother's face and yelling. NO ONE is allowed to do that except me. I NEVER allowed anyone to yell at my mother, NO ONE, not even my Father.
My brother's try to yell at mom? I kick their asses and take away what they value most, their gaming systems. My cousin's ex-fiance? I'm surprised he and his family didn't try to bring charges against me for aggrivated assault and/or a restraining order.
NO ONE messes with my family, despite how much they can annoy me or piss me off, they're the closest things I love and care for. Of which, on another note, my other uncle, the oldest of the three so far stated of the older men in my family, had also suffered a heart attack while I was in Colorado, he thankfully lived through it, and I worry constantly about him, Despite not being as close to him as I was to my Father or my other uncle.
On happier news, on March 27th, I will be departing for Virginia, to marry my fiance, and be his wife, after near three long years apart. He has been the ONLY person, other than my cousin, to understand me fully, though a few great friends come pretty damn close.
So, to all of you who've read this, can you give me some advice? I'm trying to figure out the easiest and cheapest way to ship my things to Virginia. I've been told UPS, FedEX, the mail, and even Greyhound, of which I will be going via Greyhound buss' to Virginia. But I want to find the best possible way to ship my things, and hopefully not cost too much, as I do have a limited budget.
Thanks to all who stuck with this and read. I hope you guys have a happy day/night.
Smex? X3
Posted 16 years agoStolen from Shadowedxrunes
[Years since virginity was lost]
Still a virgin [$0][x]
6 Months [$50][]
1 Year [$70][]
2 Years [$90][]
3-5 years [$120][]
5-10 years [$150][]
10+ years [$200][]
[Sexuality]
Straight [$50][]
Bi [$70][x]
Gay [$50][]
Trisexual [$70][]
[Number of past relations that where sex took place]
0 [$50][x]
1 [$100][]
2-4 [$150][]
4-6 [$180][]
6-8 [$200][]
8+ [$220][]
[Size of boobs/penis]
Small [$60][]
Average [$80][x]
Large [$120][]
Huge [$150][]
Astronomical [$200][]
[Level of personal health/fitness]
Unhealthy [$20][]
Average [$40][]
Active [$60][x]
Very Healthy [$100][]
Exercise Nut [$130][]
[Average length of sex session]
doesn't apply~
5-10 mins [$20][]
10-30 mins [$50][]
30-50 mins [$70][]
50-90 mins [$120][]
[Longest ever sex session]
doesn't apply~
20-40 mins [$20][]
40-60 mins [$40][]
60-90 mins [$70][]
90-120 mins [$120][]
120+ mins [$200][]
[Sexual personality]
doesn't apply~ x3;
Selfish [$0][]
Give and take [$50][x]
Generous [$100][]
[Positions Tried]
if it counts trying possitions without doing anything...
1-3 [$20][x]
3-6 [$50][]
6-10 [$70][]
10-15 [$100][]
15+ [$150][]
[Number of Different Locations of sex]
dun apply~
1-2 [$30][]
2-4 [$60][]
4-8 [$90][x] (It's fun to play around X3)
8-15 [$120][]
15+ [$160][]
Total: $420. Wish I knew what this was more about, with the money thing anyways X3
[Years since virginity was lost]
Still a virgin [$0][x]
6 Months [$50][]
1 Year [$70][]
2 Years [$90][]
3-5 years [$120][]
5-10 years [$150][]
10+ years [$200][]
[Sexuality]
Straight [$50][]
Bi [$70][x]
Gay [$50][]
Trisexual [$70][]
[Number of past relations that where sex took place]
0 [$50][x]
1 [$100][]
2-4 [$150][]
4-6 [$180][]
6-8 [$200][]
8+ [$220][]
[Size of boobs/penis]
Small [$60][]
Average [$80][x]
Large [$120][]
Huge [$150][]
Astronomical [$200][]
[Level of personal health/fitness]
Unhealthy [$20][]
Average [$40][]
Active [$60][x]
Very Healthy [$100][]
Exercise Nut [$130][]
[Average length of sex session]
doesn't apply~
5-10 mins [$20][]
10-30 mins [$50][]
30-50 mins [$70][]
50-90 mins [$120][]
[Longest ever sex session]
doesn't apply~
20-40 mins [$20][]
40-60 mins [$40][]
60-90 mins [$70][]
90-120 mins [$120][]
120+ mins [$200][]
[Sexual personality]
doesn't apply~ x3;
Selfish [$0][]
Give and take [$50][x]
Generous [$100][]
[Positions Tried]
if it counts trying possitions without doing anything...
1-3 [$20][x]
3-6 [$50][]
6-10 [$70][]
10-15 [$100][]
15+ [$150][]
[Number of Different Locations of sex]
dun apply~
1-2 [$30][]
2-4 [$60][]
4-8 [$90][x] (It's fun to play around X3)
8-15 [$120][]
15+ [$160][]
Total: $420. Wish I knew what this was more about, with the money thing anyways X3
Boy? Girl? Now we know!
Posted 16 years agoTotally stole from Shadowedxrunes
boy side
[] You love hoodies.
[*] You love jeans.
[] Dogs are better than cats.
[*] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[*] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[*] Shopping is torture.
[] Sad movies suck.
[*] You own an X-Box.
[*] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[*] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[*] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[] You watch sports on TV.
[*] Gory movies are cool.
[*] You go to your dad for advice. (Did, until he passed away)
[] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[*] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[*] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[*] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[*] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
Total: 14
Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[*] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories.
[*] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[*] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[*] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it. (Hey, if your little male cousin wants to play dress up, then it's fun for me! >:D)
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
Total: 4
Whoo! I'm a boy!..Wait, but I'm a girl...damn you evolution! True story, up until the day I was born, my mom was told by her doctors that I was 99.9% going to be a boy..Hmm..Maybe they were a bit right..
boy side
[] You love hoodies.
[*] You love jeans.
[] Dogs are better than cats.
[*] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[*] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[*] Shopping is torture.
[] Sad movies suck.
[*] You own an X-Box.
[*] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[*] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[*] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[] You watch sports on TV.
[*] Gory movies are cool.
[*] You go to your dad for advice. (Did, until he passed away)
[] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[*] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[*] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[*] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[*] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
Total: 14
Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[*] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories.
[*] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[*] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[*] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it. (Hey, if your little male cousin wants to play dress up, then it's fun for me! >:D)
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
Total: 4
Whoo! I'm a boy!..Wait, but I'm a girl...damn you evolution! True story, up until the day I was born, my mom was told by her doctors that I was 99.9% going to be a boy..Hmm..Maybe they were a bit right..
Impurity! :D
Posted 16 years agoStolen from Matinus
1. Smoked-
2. Drank alcohol-
3. Cried when someone died-
4. Been drunk
5. Had sex
6. Been to a concert
7. Gotten/given a hand job-
8. Gotten/given a blow job-
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed-
10.Verbally/sexually harassed somebody
Total: 6
11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up-
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.-
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend-
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school-
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking-
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room-
Total: 12
21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over-
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house-
23. Kissed a stranger-
24. Hugged a stranger fursuits :3
25. Went scuba diving
26. Driven a car-
27. Gotten an x-ray-
28. Hit by a car
29. Had a party
30. Done serious drugs
Total: 17
31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball-
32. Got paid to strip for someone
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.-
35. Eaten sushi-
36. Bought porn-
37. Watched porn-
38. Made porn
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex-
40. Been in love-
Total 24
41. French kissed-
42. Laughed so hard you cried-
43. Cried yourself to sleep-
44. Laughed yourself to sleep
45. Stabbed yourself
46. Shot a gun-
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.-
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.-
50. Watched an animal die.-
Total: 31
51. Watched a person die-
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.-
54. Put somebody in the hospital-
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex-
57. Dressed punk-
58. Dressed goth-
59. Dressed preppy-
60. Been to a motocross race-
Total: 39
61. Avoided somebody-
62. Been stalked-
63. Stalked someone
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.-
66. Ridden a horse-
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.
Total: 43
71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.-
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.-
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.-
Total: 46
81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.-
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more.-
85. Sat on your butt all day-
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.-
87. Had a job.-
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore
Total: 51
91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.-
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.-
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.-
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.-
97. Been rejected.-
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.-
100. Been raped.
Total: 58% Impure, and 42% Pure.
1. Smoked-
2. Drank alcohol-
3. Cried when someone died-
4. Been drunk
5. Had sex
6. Been to a concert
7. Gotten/given a hand job-
8. Gotten/given a blow job-
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed-
10.Verbally/sexually harassed somebody
Total: 6
11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up-
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.-
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend-
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school-
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking-
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room-
Total: 12
21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over-
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house-
23. Kissed a stranger-
24. Hugged a stranger fursuits :3
25. Went scuba diving
26. Driven a car-
27. Gotten an x-ray-
28. Hit by a car
29. Had a party
30. Done serious drugs
Total: 17
31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball-
32. Got paid to strip for someone
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.-
35. Eaten sushi-
36. Bought porn-
37. Watched porn-
38. Made porn
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex-
40. Been in love-
Total 24
41. French kissed-
42. Laughed so hard you cried-
43. Cried yourself to sleep-
44. Laughed yourself to sleep
45. Stabbed yourself
46. Shot a gun-
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.-
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.-
50. Watched an animal die.-
Total: 31
51. Watched a person die-
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.-
54. Put somebody in the hospital-
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex-
57. Dressed punk-
58. Dressed goth-
59. Dressed preppy-
60. Been to a motocross race-
Total: 39
61. Avoided somebody-
62. Been stalked-
63. Stalked someone
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.-
66. Ridden a horse-
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.
Total: 43
71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.-
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.-
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.-
Total: 46
81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.-
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more.-
85. Sat on your butt all day-
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.-
87. Had a job.-
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore
Total: 51
91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.-
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.-
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.-
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.-
97. Been rejected.-
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.-
100. Been raped.
Total: 58% Impure, and 42% Pure.
Elemental Meme X3
Posted 16 years agoStolen from http://www.furaffinity.net/user/Matinus because I can! X3!!
.:FIRE:.
[] You have a short temper.
[] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire.
[] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[x] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[] You often lose control over yourself.
[] You can be quite reckless.
[] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[] People have often called you insane.
Total: 2
.:WATER:.
[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[x] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[x] You think before you act.
[] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[x] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.
Total: 9
.:EARTH:.
[] You are physically strong.
[x] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[x] You could easily survive in the wild.
[x] You care about the environment.
[x] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[] You rarely get depressed.
[] You aren't afraid of anything.
[] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 6
.:AIR:.
[x] You have a free spirit.
[] You hate rules.
[x] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[x] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly.
Total: 8
.: DARKNESS:.
[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[x] You like creepy things.
[x] You like to play tricks on people.
[x] Black is your favorite color.
[x] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[] You don't talk much.
[] You are atheist.
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[] You love to break the rules.
Total: 7
.:LIGHT:.
[x] You are very polite.
[] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[] You believe everything you see or hear.
[] You are afraid of the dark.
[x] You hate violence.
[x] You hope for world peace.
[x] You are generally a happy person.
[x] Everyone loves to be around you.
[x] You always follow the rules.
Total: 7
Total:
Fire - 2
Water - 9
Earth - 6
Air - 8
Darkness - 7
Light - 7
Wait, this makes me a Water? Damn, I was sure I'd be Fire. X3 Ah well.
.:FIRE:.
[] You have a short temper.
[] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire.
[] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[x] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[] You often lose control over yourself.
[] You can be quite reckless.
[] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[] People have often called you insane.
Total: 2
.:WATER:.
[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[x] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[x] You think before you act.
[] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[x] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.
Total: 9
.:EARTH:.
[] You are physically strong.
[x] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[x] You could easily survive in the wild.
[x] You care about the environment.
[x] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[] You rarely get depressed.
[] You aren't afraid of anything.
[] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 6
.:AIR:.
[x] You have a free spirit.
[] You hate rules.
[x] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[x] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly.
Total: 8
.: DARKNESS:.
[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[x] You like creepy things.
[x] You like to play tricks on people.
[x] Black is your favorite color.
[x] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[] You don't talk much.
[] You are atheist.
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[] You love to break the rules.
Total: 7
.:LIGHT:.
[x] You are very polite.
[] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[] You believe everything you see or hear.
[] You are afraid of the dark.
[x] You hate violence.
[x] You hope for world peace.
[x] You are generally a happy person.
[x] Everyone loves to be around you.
[x] You always follow the rules.
Total: 7
Total:
Fire - 2
Water - 9
Earth - 6
Air - 8
Darkness - 7
Light - 7
Wait, this makes me a Water? Damn, I was sure I'd be Fire. X3 Ah well.
I was told to take it.
Posted 16 years agoSonic:
[ ] You're a leader, not a follower.
[ ] You're really fast and famous for it.
[ ] There's someone who admires you and stalks you all the time.
[x] You don't like to be held back.
[x] You usually know what your doing.
[x] You're carefree and go with the flow.
[x] life is like a roller coaster to you, there are ups and downs.
Total: 4
Shadow:
[X] You're pretty anti-social. (x'ed this one because unless you're part of my group of friends, I am this way)
[X] Nobody really knows you, not even you sometimes. (Most of my close friends get to know most of me..)
[X] You've lost a great friend and can't get over it. (Two actually..)
[ ] People have called you a fake.
[ ] You're really fast.
[X] You don't smile a lot (I x'ed this one, because I usually DON'T smile unless a friend manages to make me)
[X] You talk to yourself.
Total: 5
Knuckles:
[ ] You're pretty short tempered.
[ ] You're gullible.
[ ] You're very strong/tough
[ ] You sometimes make a fool of yourself showing off.
[x] You're very protective.
[ ] You prefer mittens instead of gloves.
[ ] You're a bit full of yourself.
Total: 1
Tails:
[ ] You're very smart for you're age.
[x] You're very good with technology.
[ ] You hang out with people that are older than you.
[x] You look up to a friend.
[x] You love to play around on computers.
[ ] You have some kind of deformity that gives you an advantage.
[x] You're always the one to figure things out. (Usually anyways, i'll tip my hat to someone who can figure something out that I can't)
Total: 4
Rouge:
[ ] You're always coming up with sneaky plans.
[ ] You'll do whatever it takes to get what you want.
[ ] You could care less about people's feelings as long as you get your way.
[ ] you don't really have any friends.
[ ] You're a loner.
[x] You just go place to place, sometimes unnoticed.
[x] You flirt a lot. (Only with friends who know i'm playing around)
Total: 2
Amy:
[x] You're tougher than you seem.
[x] People are afraid to get you mad.
[ ] You're obsessed with someone.
[x] You're always following someone around. (Not ALWAYS..>.>)
[ ] Sometimes you get reeeeaaaalllllyyy annoying.
[x] You don't like to be messed with.
[x] You usually hang out with people younger than you.
Total: 5
Whoo! I'm a hedgehog!....Damn, just realized this turned out like that other Sonic quiz I took about a year ago..XD If they ever made a character mixed with Amy and Shadow, I'd probably have to sue Sega for my personality back. XD...Tired..gonna pass out now...I shall look back over this again when I wake back up to make sure I get the same thing again.
[ ] You're a leader, not a follower.
[ ] You're really fast and famous for it.
[ ] There's someone who admires you and stalks you all the time.
[x] You don't like to be held back.
[x] You usually know what your doing.
[x] You're carefree and go with the flow.
[x] life is like a roller coaster to you, there are ups and downs.
Total: 4
Shadow:
[X] You're pretty anti-social. (x'ed this one because unless you're part of my group of friends, I am this way)
[X] Nobody really knows you, not even you sometimes. (Most of my close friends get to know most of me..)
[X] You've lost a great friend and can't get over it. (Two actually..)
[ ] People have called you a fake.
[ ] You're really fast.
[X] You don't smile a lot (I x'ed this one, because I usually DON'T smile unless a friend manages to make me)
[X] You talk to yourself.
Total: 5
Knuckles:
[ ] You're pretty short tempered.
[ ] You're gullible.
[ ] You're very strong/tough
[ ] You sometimes make a fool of yourself showing off.
[x] You're very protective.
[ ] You prefer mittens instead of gloves.
[ ] You're a bit full of yourself.
Total: 1
Tails:
[ ] You're very smart for you're age.
[x] You're very good with technology.
[ ] You hang out with people that are older than you.
[x] You look up to a friend.
[x] You love to play around on computers.
[ ] You have some kind of deformity that gives you an advantage.
[x] You're always the one to figure things out. (Usually anyways, i'll tip my hat to someone who can figure something out that I can't)
Total: 4
Rouge:
[ ] You're always coming up with sneaky plans.
[ ] You'll do whatever it takes to get what you want.
[ ] You could care less about people's feelings as long as you get your way.
[ ] you don't really have any friends.
[ ] You're a loner.
[x] You just go place to place, sometimes unnoticed.
[x] You flirt a lot. (Only with friends who know i'm playing around)
Total: 2
Amy:
[x] You're tougher than you seem.
[x] People are afraid to get you mad.
[ ] You're obsessed with someone.
[x] You're always following someone around. (Not ALWAYS..>.>)
[ ] Sometimes you get reeeeaaaalllllyyy annoying.
[x] You don't like to be messed with.
[x] You usually hang out with people younger than you.
Total: 5
Whoo! I'm a hedgehog!....Damn, just realized this turned out like that other Sonic quiz I took about a year ago..XD If they ever made a character mixed with Amy and Shadow, I'd probably have to sue Sega for my personality back. XD...Tired..gonna pass out now...I shall look back over this again when I wake back up to make sure I get the same thing again.
