Note me for it ovo/

It has a small update and stuff in the journals and I'll start moving things shortly, I'm just going to clean up here and I'll see you there!

FYI you're free to continue watching this account but anything that isn't SFW will be posted on my new account, this account will serve as back up

Me, I do |:

I'm having a tough time with it lately, I can't seem to shift it nor motivate myself ahh ; u ;
I'll try not to go too long without posting something but until then, I'm sorry I'm not very active at the moment! ;A;

I'm not entirely sure what's causing it but I'm either doing worthless doodles or art I can't even stomach to look at afterwards, I can't focus either and I hate it because art has always been such a big part of my life and to hate it or go longs amount times without doing something is really getting me down >A<;

welp I'll just have to see if it goes.
In the mean time, I hope every one else is doing well <3

I keep seeing this around but is it true that one could be at risk if they accept payments from customers rather than sending invoices to customers??

I just need this confirming because I'm paranoid about getting fined now aha q w q;;
If you have any information let me know (I'd actually love to see a link to where it says this on the paypal website or something)

Ah. I'm a bit slow to notice things but I have 200 watchers! O:
It's really nice, really! When I first joined I was pretty inactive and barely posted much and when in did, it wasn't worth looking at, now I'm some what active these days and some how grabbed the attention of you lovely bunch ♡

For what ever reason you watch me for, thank you so much!! ♡
It means the world for me and as long as I have that in mind, I will continue to try improve for you guys, just.. thank you for the support ;u;

Any way, I'd hold a raffle but I have a small debt to pay off (like $50 so it's not huge x3) first, so I free art until then ~ once I'm free to draw free art again, I will put up a notification journal nwn

Thanks again, and enjoy your day!! ♡

I was away longer than I expected, I was under the impression I was staying out until Monday, I ended up staying until this morning ^^;

Any way, getting back on track. I will be working on finishing the raffle art today and some of tomorrow if I don't finish today.

I will also be opening up commissions too but I need to work around my boyfriend's new night shifts, he will be around more during the day and call me silly, but I don't like drawing fetish and nsfw in front of people! XD So co mission maybe completed slowly, either way, I need the money to help pay a bill off uvu; .. the night shifts is a temporary thing whilst his work place gets an extension but I don't know how long it's going to last.

Either way, have a nice day c:

It has been a while <,:

See, for three weeks I was without internet and it happened so sudden, I never got a chance to any one know, it happened when FA went down which was even more awkward since My account used to be attached to an e-mail thst I could no longer access, so I had to contact the site to gain access again, that alone took over a week ;/
It was the time I really wanted to be active too since I had commissions open and I was trying to get a birthday gift for my boyfriend with the money I earned.. a birthday which thanks to everything, I missed. But I am still going to try get the money to get the gift, even though it will be late, so commissions are still open <:

This isnt a complaint journal aha. But I've been inactive as heck and suddenly I've had a bunch of watches which is nice but wo a h !!

But yeah, the inactive thing. I am still drawing but things I'm less likely to post here (Like human work, I know I post it, but not very often so the human smut and fetishes tend to go on Y!Gallery or if it's SFW, my side account on deviantArt.)

I know people have tried talking to me and I've not replied, I'm VERY sorry for that q n q
Not to sound whiny or pathetic or something but I wrote something on my main account that might .. idk, give answers?

"
Bleh, I couldn't think of a title but eh.

I thought I'd write this journal instead of telling people and to avoid misunderstandings and what not.

See, a bunch of you have probably already noticed:

> I don't comment much
> I don't reply often
> I leave reply for a long time
> etc

Basically what has been happening is that I've been slowly withdrawing myself from society. Why you may ask? I'm not actually sure. I have a theory it's something to do with my social and anxiety disorder/General mental state ;/

It is pretty depressing for me. I have friends I don't talk to as much because of it, the development I crave for my characters is shoved aside because of this 'withdrawal', people probably think I don't care or I'm not bothering and worst of all; I've lost contact with some amazing people and good friends.

This isn't just on deviantArt, I'm the same on Fur Affinity, Facebook and Pokeheroes.

What I'm trying to say is, I don't know why I'm turning out like this and I don't know how to stop it or how to prevent it but I want people to know, I haven't stopped caring ... ;u; I view your art, I check your page to see how you're doing, I read your journals, vote on your polls, I still do bits that you may not be aware of. Friends are important and I know that all too well, which is why I find myself writing this, I don't want to come across as that ignorant person who doesn't bother.. </3

Of course I'd love nothing more than to talk about it or to talk in general but as you can see in this journal.. I'm struggling to bring myself to do so.

On another note, it doesn't mean I'm not going to be there for my friends, that won't change, every one who feels they need some one to talk to, can note me, I will listen and because I know when it's important to be there for my friends; I will reply and talk to you, my friends happiness is important and I know they'd do the same for me.

Extra note:
You guys are amazing, don't let others tell you other wise <3"

In other news, I've not gotten any better .. I'm still distant from others and away from sites for weeks on end. My new home is horrible, I hate it. It was nice at first but there a THREE major factors that just makes it plain horrible to live here.. So we've decided to move out which is going to cause MORE stress and I'll be stuck at my boyfriends parents for a year ,'yay' =v= I feel sick and I'm losing sleep and it's not easy to work with. but either way, I'm wanting to try opening commissions again because .. moving u~u

I was a little busy/pre-occupied and just generally stressed so I've not really done anything to post here oxo;;;

because I have such a shoddy memory, I'm not sure if I owe any one art because it's just been that long?? //looks at my last post// over a month jeeeez
I'm sorry, life is upside down qwq

Let me know if I owe you art! I probably need to make a list tbh. But if you can, like if you have a message from me, show me it as proof? c:

Okay, so I can to open commissions but I'm very nervous about it ;; I've opened commissions before and my style hasn't really changed since and I still can not do backgrounds or scenery.

What I'm seeking advice about, is there a price set you recommend I should use? ;v;

To give you a rough idea what I do, here's a list;

Sketch; http://prntscr.com/96e6wh
Line Art: http://orig05.deviantart.net/8142/f.....at-d9hjutj.png
Cell Shaded: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15952316/
Painted: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18323190/ (I'm very iffy about offering this one, it's very experimental)

Thanks, I appreciate it <3

//if all else fails, I can just try to sell YCH's since with that, you bid a price your comfortable with ;O;

I've got 98 watchers! O: I know I've lost like 10 from being inactive .. I mean my account is 2 and a half years old and to be perfectly honest, until recently I had no reason to use it.

BUT -- With reasons to now use this account and I'm feeling more confident with my work (Seriously, look at my old work on here: http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/zerohym/6/ ) so I'm going to be using my account more, I've already gained a small handful of new watchers and it has made me totally pumped for this :3

I was thinking, once I reach 100 watches, I might hold a art raffle to celebrate. Would any one be interested? Of course it'll favor preg and tentacle fans, I want to avoid Pokemon unless it's Anthro or Gjinka.

Thanks though, I'm not the best artist, I'm a bit of a lazy butt, however all 98 of my watchers make me so happy and I appreciate each and every one of you, I'll keep trying to get better for you all <3

You're just really inactive //OTL
I should post something but I have no ideas and no motivation, sorry about that :'D

I've had some of my content regarding my Gjinka, removed from my gallery, I'm not annoyed ( Reading the message though, I'm curious why it's only my Gjinka art and why it wasn't reported sooner, that and there's plenty of people who draw 15+ humanoids on here s: ).

Although, I knew minors hunmanoids weren't allowed on the site, I thought it was below 15 because only because then is it classed as shota /le shrug/ . I mean I have a human in my gallery who's 16 .. again I think those specifics have been targeted, my gjinka I mean. Poor Nik uvu;

15+ plus age isn't a bad thing to post on here, is it? God only knows there are worse things <'': I know the site focus is non-human but really when I think about it, Nik isn't human and he was originally a Pokemon form, I only draw his gjinka form for the fun of it, y'know?

I'm not exactly going to fight this case because if under 18 humans aren't allowed here then rules are rules? My point really was I felt Nik was targeted and I didn't know it was 18+ when I posted some one who was nearing 16. Simply put; I didn't know this rule, either that or I don't remember it, I'm usually the type to stick to rules, for the sake of a peaceful life.

**Note: I've wondered why it hasn't been reported sooner because it was two of my most popular pieces on here.

wow.

Probably why I love my ragdrago's so much, my magical weird goat babies <3

.... Pointless journal is pointless :'D

Hellooooo out there --- Any one here? ovo idk, I'm not very active here so it would be nice to meet people to give me a reason to hop on more often .. xD

Some thing you poured your heart into doesn't get looked at twice.

Something you lazily did and took no time at all on it gets all the attention.

Maybe I need to try harder on the things I took my time with..

Of course you may have noticed; I'm not very active here :'D
What I draw here usually goes onto my deviantArt so it leaves this place a little... pointless to me... .u.
I do want to draw art I can only do mature for here but my motivation is poor and I don't really have any idea's, nor do my commissions sell unless it's pixel art so I'm stuck in this loop of what to do.

Tempted to get rid of this account and start over and only submit unique art to that account or I might leave it around just just be an ex achieve, whatever man, I'll decide what to do soon.

'Bout time I wrote a journal here.

I'm sorry I don't most much or talk haha..
Any way, any thing I upload on here usually comes off my deviantArt account x3

If you have questions, ask, I swear I'm a harmless as a kitten c':