Well seams that i am a 92 inverted o:

Only one more year before the big 30 time to get life in higth gear it seams o:

So like every year sins FE has started he is my annual i will not be at FE D:

There always thoose weird surcharges nstance sushc as having all the vacation book ride booked and hotel booked and me been on staff this year but somehow some way i wont be there :(

Life suck :C






















;p

And no i am not wrong for french famelies that comes from the Saguenay in Chicoutime in Quebec province we celebrate on the 24 open present on 24 and simply have fun on the 25 whit the toys we got :3

EARLY XMAS FOR THE WIN 8D

 orlequism Have many must have heard Orlequism have passed away resently..
It is hard news to hear so close to Chrismas and for me time seams to have stoped. I remember the first time we met his hight level pitch voice that was so caracteristic of him and the way we would just flails togetjer doing silly things in fursuit at convention and how he seams to never need rest when suiting.

He touched many of us and all i can do is wish my condolences to all that went throught his sadly to short life. And above all to his famely witch as of now will never see the holodays the same way...

One can only hope to live life a bit as he did. Flailing around taking the most you can out of it.

I love you whit all my friendship Olefin
I just wish ivwould have had another FE to told you so like we always did..

So having a dragon from over seas coming in my life its time to get back in the fursuit world of Ottawa xD

So folks keep in touch more and more have been happening in Ottawa it seams and il make sure to do some fursuit meets perhaps here and there =) Regardless its good to be back and should post some new pictures here and there weekly.

To hope to see you folks soon =3

And to that to bed as it is wayyyy past bed time ^^.....

So as every year for the last 5 years i must sadly say that i wont make it to fe D:

It seams that time and time and time and time and time and time again that i cannot make it D':

Of course they are thoose that say that they see me and bla bla bla but do not be fooled as there are crazy wild french coons out there in my imidiate famelie :O

SO sins i now have a career job and tons of vacation and conprehensive bosses and collegue it just seams that all was aline for me to not go D:

Sowy..... :(










































;) ; ) ;)

Well its been for ever sins i did any of thoose but hey i gues that i have nothing to loose by writhing it right =)

Well....

I did it

As of last monday i started a full time job whit permanancy whit all dental, meds, eyes benefits you can think of and that pays around 40k a year not to mention it is right downtown on bank street at 3 minuts walk from parlement hill and that i only work monday tuesday thursday friday have my WENSDAYS AND WEEK END OFF and i am the one that decide when i do my working hours up to 12 hours in one day all full sick time and vacation time not to forget MENTAL HEALTH DAYS 8 of them a year witch i can just call and give NO REASON and get a paid day.

Not to rub it in or something but....who can say they have something like this and claim that they are exited to go to work everyday O.o

We spend a 1/3 of are LIFE at are work place why some people sticks in jobs that they hate :( I gues i was very very very very VERY lucky : S



Anyways...


Yeah now that i am dept free have killer job that i want, money and loving famely i am now back at what matters, my friends.
Alot of them are far away, some less far and some that i should just sent a twitter to do things... I gues that when your life becomes a state of pure hapines all you want is to get the people you care the most around you.

I also need to visit some wonderfull people in the kinston area, i see them not often enougth but they sure bring smiles to my face everytime =) Even when it is during very sad days....(Love you John)

Thats my one regret is that he was not there to see me have that succes as he was confident that i could get the job that i seek and was not surprise when all my new coworker admited that they new him ither closely or remotely. *smiles* He just left a nice memory to everyone and in the end its what i remember the most when i bounce the green shyny ball that reminds me of him.


Anyways

SO yeah =) I now have my week ends free all the time so after a paycheck or two and gething myself my own place *In a month or two* but in the meen time il try to catch back on friends that i havent had time to hang mutch whit =)

The last months have been hard but in the end things came up well i asume =)

While this is rather late for a message to be posted, Furry Canada Day is still a go for 2014, thanks to the efforts of  blitz9

Please check out her journal at http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5871126/ if you are interested in attending.

(This journal and the link on the main webpage will be updated later on with further
details
.)

Hello there everyone, to all thoose that asked if FCD (Furry Canada day) would happend this year well i can tell you that the short answer is no.

Over the last years i realised that FCD was drifthing away from what i seen it when i started it by acident whit 2 friends of mine all thoose years ago.

The amount of stress money and overall headakes of planing this event have just become to mutch and it was simply not Worth the stress anymore.

I would like to thanks Wind and Nancy that have helped me via the years and everyone else that helped whit FCD.

REMEMBER

I always always always said it * It aint because one individual is not there that MEETS CANNOT HAPPEN O"o I leave it to the comunity *if they so desire* to try to do the event. This year is a bit of a to mutch last minut but to anyone that read this if I managed to do it you could surely do it.

I will MORE then hapely try to explain to you the general planification of such a meet and the stress and problems it can bring.

TO FINISH!

Thanks to everyone that came year after years or simply just once to see what was up. You made me smile alot but its time to say goodbye.

And as always

Happy Canada Day

Zets
Founder of FCD
FCD (2008-2014)

Well it whent fast byt its over fir the moment.

Il do a more long journal about whatbi did and the great furs I met here later on.

For now I am in my hotel airport whit view on it.

Flight is in 3 hiur 45m from now but I will get there 3h early for safety sake.

Wow...it have sure been something =)

Wish me a safe flight back home fellas =3

So today marks the mid point of my trip as 12 days remains.

I have to say that one of the first things that I have discovered whenni arive is how worthles are money is when you have no friends around.

Here what I mean

I arive here whit lots lots and lots of money. I aint want to brag but I know how to save up

I decidee to go whit yougth hostel for the simple fack to meet people and I can tell you that the first two days you just feal like leaving as having all the money and having no one like friends and famely makes you realise how worthles money actualy is.

yes I can eat yes I could be all luxury hotel and snob out but fuck this all. Alone is not worth it at all.

This makes me realise how the friends I have are sux a luxury on their own and that their value is beyong my comprention and that everyday that passes by I misses them.

I am very gratefull that I bump into Meta and Snarl on FranceFurs forum and present me to all a bunch of nice furs in the paris ish area and thoose moments where the best. Not the shyny restaurant or eifeil tower that I did on my own but rather simpler moments whit friendly people are worth more then overexagerated luxuries.

I know we need money to live and bla bla bla. But if been ritch would mean having non carting friends then I rather enjoy the path of a porer economic life whit just enought to go by and have friends that will be there in my moment of need.


Its so.....steryle here in paris , most people just look forward and are just to busy to care about anithing, from the homelesness person to a car acident. Its like beenntrap in a abspolute beuthefull nigthmare but when you realise that it is one its to late to get out :/ This is a city for sure, a big one, but I look forward to see my litle vilage of ottawa and my home , parlement hill.

Ottawa is a capital whit a mentality village and I think that whats drives me back to it. The city of love just cannot beat what home is to me. Even whit all the luxury that reminds anyone that cannot afford it that they are pesants. But in ottawa I just aint feal that anywhere.

Anyways...I could talk about it for hours. Thanks if you read this far =)

*hugs to all*

I cant, sleep, to exited O.o

All is pack O.o

V ?/*"R%&*RFWE?*"RSFB(W"DF*TZGX(*)&"F!E*ET(S

That is all O.O

Well seams like it screws up every year does it......for 4 years i been wanting to go to this con and this year i taught (My school is done i can go right?)

Wrong : (

This time i screwed up as i took a month leave to go to europe and totaly forgot to hold vacation time for FE....

*Sight* So i gues i wont see you guys just like last year and the year before that and the year before that...

*sad coon*

Have fun daught

Holly crap i look at all that is going on and internet invincible feeling is sure spreading : P

All those journal exploding everywhere O.o....

Why dont people *for the R side of the story* just leave the people that are CONCERN deal whit that drama O.o

-I mean for gosh sake, take it from a coon that is a social worker, you have no need or write to get into the drama of people you aint know at all and of a issue that you are not related to O.o

Agree or desagree but things are just so insane at the moment O.O

TO LONG DINT READ EDITION BELLOW

-Trip europe 1 month

-Will try and rave my mind off

-Will listen to music non stop during trip

-Find meaning of crazy life


GOT TIME TO READ EDITION

So after many back and forth the tickets are baugth, the batery banks the tablet the backpack all is baugth to do what i see as my escape from everything and at the same time a pilgrimage of my mind.

For the last 26 years of my life i had one vocation

-Helping out and tryng to understand, pain, suvering,desperation, mind colapsing, joy, hapines, euphoria, extasy, life death.WHY DO I DO THIS?: We are ALL DEAD very soon and i want to help all discover the beuty in life itself and so i became a social worker and i have to willingly dig down down in the abys to understand what the heck is there and in there there is Horror and in contrast the most beuthefull feelings you can find EVERYTHING that we are and are not, everything that we want and hope to be and everything that is imposible even in the mind.

-For it my life have been to try to analyse thoose things via my mind whit a world that is beyond simple imagination

AND THEN RAVE MY MIND OFF IT AT FURRY CONS!!!!!!
(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZdeemDbS1Bg) Watch from 8:48 until the end ish, i am a bit into it aswel(In fursuit)

And thats what il do when il be down the eifeil toward is to listen to the same music i did when i danced last AC exept out of suit sadly as i would get arested.


THIS TRIP IS: A way to deal whit the absolute insanity of are life and to find meaning whit rave music and a city that have been calling me ever sins i visit it 7 years the city of love at the top and if you go down street level the city of the dead whit millions and millions of bones burried in the catacombs.

I love this city as it is a bit like me, like a raccoon, you think you get it and then you realise that it is more like a gemeny (like myself to) we are two in there and we coexist at the conection point and then are both what is best and worst in us.


YOU MIGHT THINK I AM INSANE IF YA READ THIS FAR : P : *Shrug* 98% of the time i am just plain (normal? If there is such a thing but a colegue of mine that survived rawda masacer told me in the eyes one day that ANY of us can flip*

I simply want to live more then what is expected =3

Who knows! Whit luck we might meet over there =)

TO THOOSE THAT READ IT ALL

-Thanks for the read =) Its nice to see that some are always curious to read into the details, you and i have that in common, we just want to know.

-Base on what i said i should try and go to more raves xD

-Thanks for you time =)

Zets

So as some of you may know i will have my final evaluation (That is in the bag) this wensday.

After this my life will finaly start. o.o... wow...

But before it does start i managed to get a nice sum on the side to alow myself a trip in europe but also to just...get the hell away from Ottaw as i NEED a vacation from all the insanity that have been my 4 years and a half of university O.o

So this journal is to simpky ask you guys this question =)

1: Who here would like a coon visit =)

And

2: How long would you be alright for me to visit =) (It can be just a estimate)

PLEASE NOTE: I may not come to your place or not as all of this is in a planing mode and of course all of it will be base on what the future weeks holds for me =)

So hope you guys are doing well as it has sure been crazy for me =)

(Hugs to all)

O dear where to start XD

Well I gues the first thing would be to thank my roomates of the con that this year was  Windrunner and  Neeraja witch both combine ended up whit a very relax room whit fun hangout whit guest in are room =3

I think that if there would be ONE MOMENT that could be the most INSANE moment of the con must have been on the rave of Friday from 1am to 2 am in fursuit =3

The DJ that was there was NUTS!!!! In a VERY GOOD WAY O.O Usualy at cons people just dance on the middle of the room but foor this DJ EVERYONE was pushing to be in front of the stage and we where COMPACTED LIKE SARDINES : D And among all I was front row whit  KitsuneRen witch I managed to make him drop the shirt ; )
But THE moment was when I caught  vellocet and her boyfriend  turbocarl at the LAST song and drag them up to the front row =D I ended up screaming so loud that all whent very white and black and felt myself fainting as I remembered to stop screaming like a mad coon to get some of my air back ^^;;..

I was SO tired and out of energy but THAT DJ made me keep going as everyone just kept jumping and screaming =D It was INSANE!!!!! And at the very end me and other fursuiters just swarm the stage and danced are tails off ; )

O and higth 4 (Cause me have 4 fingers in suit :P) to  Clumzy and  flowkitty just to name a fiew for lack of space for your awsome awsomenes =3(All all that i have met at AC =3)

A big thanks goes to who I call THE FRENCH CONECTION =3 Witch consist of  meehsa  vellocet  codyx  dragoongurbux  sneety  Wilkye  RubyTheTurtle and  Shadow_fanatic and SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many others O.o

You guys, and girls :P

Made this AC the best AC yet =3

See you all laters =3

We're auctioning off one of the flags that will be used during Furry Canada Day this year.

Be sure to check out http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10922667/ for the details if you're interested! Perfect for hanging in hotel windows at a con, declaring "Here there be Canadians!" (aside from the beer bottles and maple syrup, of course )

Yeap, that says it all.

Aldaught i planed absolutely nothing O.o So il surely wonder by myself downtown tomorow and eat at about 4/5 restaurant and maybe go see a show or movie.

So yeah =) Its birthday whit just me but i know how to treat myself so it aint so bad =)

And for thoose that wonder how old.

A quarter century + one year.

I could resume my year by loosing alot of friends and optaining my dream coop at a very renown university hospital in ottawa.

The first one sucks more then anithing but the second one balance it out. Lets see how it will turn out for next year.

Only one month left before the 6th edition of Furry Canada Day!


You won’t want to miss it; this year, we regrouped and have spent hours organizing the event for you to have a big red, fluffy Canadian blast.

Here’s what came out of it:

• A Twitter account, to get regular updates. Follow us here at furrycanadaday

• An improved route in order to get the most fun possible of the vibrant, festive downtown Ottawa. Find it right here

• Great fundraising ideas (such as a FCD-inspired YCH commission) in order to have a small budget for props. Keep an eye out for your chance to get a spot - they’ll be limited to 13 only.

• FCD flags! You know them, you love them, and by fluff they’ll be there again. As usual, it is first come, first served, but there will be a fresh batch of 50 there so you are welcome to one if you so desire.

• Want to help out as a handler? Have we got something for you! Shiny slap bands to help distinguish you from the general crowd (because while your fox ears and tail might do it too, they aren't quite as shiny) (unless they are, in which case carry on.) The cost? A promise that you will help with herding the fursuiters so they don’t drown in a happy crowd of many pictures and high fives.

• A brand new FA page with everything you might want/need to know, including a copy of the route.

So join us this July 1, 2013, won't you? The event, as always, is free and the crowd is friendly!


FCD Schedule

1:30 pm
Meetups at the Supreme Court of Canada, on Wellington (same street as Parliament Hill).

2:00 pm
Furwalk begins! We go from the Supreme Court, down past Parliament Hill and the Chateau Laurier, finally making our way over to the Art gallery. There will be one major rest stop and three planned group pictures (at the War Memorial, the US Embassy and by the Art Gallery itself.)

4:00 pm
Meals, Socialization, Relaxation; at this point, there are no planned events for several hours. We suggest you go eat, hang out with your friends/fellow furs locally until at least an hour before the fireworks.

10:00 pm
Watching the fireworks by the Museum of Civilization in Gatineau

IMPORTANT NOTE: The Alexandra Bridge linking Ottawa and Gatineau near the Museum will be closed between 9pm and 11pm. If you are planning on using this bridge to join us, CROSS BEFORE 9:00PM

We will be providing a HUGE blue-tarp covered area down by the river for our group on the lawn of the Museum near the Alexandra Bridge. Again, look for the giant FCD flags marking the space. If you'd like to bring folding chairs or the like for you and your friends please do!


WARNING: If there is rain, the event will be cancelled, so keep updated via Twitter and this FA page.

If you have any question, see our FAQ here or email us at furrycanadaday[at]gmail.com

Token from  skyfox1 I Will Not Let An Exam Result Decide My Fate||Spoken Word

http://www.youtube.com/watch?featur.....;v=D-eVF_G_p-Y

Why do they delete all the journals and pictures?

I mean most of the time and FA will be the place where that person wrote journals and taught that where meaningfull to them and posted picture that only they had and remind everyone good memories.

By a coincidence today i ended up on Lemonade FA page and then.....All journals, All pictures all scraps even the icon...Gone!

I know its about data and what not but could FA not wait at least...I dunno a year or maybe 2?

Why are we in such a rush to erase the existence of a individual?

PS: If this was a request from love ones or final will il totaly understand but what i wonder is why ALL of it got deleted =S?

DOes anyone have the answer?

Thanks you for your time

Zets
Jean-Philippe

So to those that know me nothing scare me most then death and yet il be working whit it in my future career whit dying people.

I seen people dying, i seen people torn them self in suffering and moans that would make you shake in your bed and give you nightmares.

1-The following documentary is hard to see but i think it is important.

2-You may die in a sudden but what would you do if you would have a terminal illness that will make you in great suffering physiquely and psychologically for months and years.

As of now aldaught one case in court, assisted dying, as i refuse to call it assisted suicide, is illegal in Canada and by this journal and documentary i will meant this one thing.

Until I die i will not stop to promote the option of CHOICE for assisted dying.

3-This is not about killing the weak i want choice and choice is, if you want to live it to the end, this is perfect but if you want to die whit your dignity and memories and less suffering then i would like YOU to have that option.

The documentary(Hard but i think its important): Terry Pratchett: Choosing To Die (2011) - Full Documentary http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slZnfC-V1SY

*Share if you want or don't share if that's what you want as in this case you have a choice but when it comes to your own life...you don't right now and this is not right*

Semester exams D: *This is a final exam stress rant X-o* If aint wanna read just leave a good luck it might help O.o.......

This semester this coon only have 1 as the other one is a home exam due on the 19 witch i already will be much over tonight....

Its the other one *only have two classes* that worries me to death :(

Okay techniquely on the 50% of notes that i got so far i have 38/50 witch is a 76% and just given a journal on a tv show called Unit 9 witch even if i get 50% is worth 10% so if i get lets say 5/10 it will bring my average to 43/60 witch mean in my final il only will need 7/40 witch means 17.5%. So if i get 17.5 on 100 i should pass this class.

But what worries me

I have about 10 questions that where given to us for the exam and i am in a group of girls that seams competent but slow do do there part :/ That we all do are questions on are own side and then share it whit others.

But here how the exam will work.

She will pick TWO of those 10 questions and we will have to write FOUR pages for EACH questions she picks and the ENTIRE exam WORTH 40% of final mark will be base on those two questions. I AM FREAKING OUT!!! Some question i am sure of my answer by 100% but some not to sure and those girls are sure taking there sweet time and the exam is on the 17!! IN 7 FREAKING DAYS!!!!!!!!!! And trust me when i say that some of those questions are a BEAST to study.

This is my last exam EVER of my entire university PROGRAM after that coop and that's it! I know i may pass but i am already trembling and having CRAZY panic attack that the girls wont deliver there part as mine was done WEEKS AGO and that the teacher will ask the questions witch il be the least prepare or simply wont know anything do to my mom that have been hospitalize....


LONG WHIMPER :(

All i need is 7/40 of just 18% but i am so scared that i wont be able to get that :( Even if my lowest score EVER whit no study at all was 46% i am so scared that i wont pass :(

Those that know me may think its me freaking out again and it may be but just the fact that this is the last one makes me freak out SOOOOOOO MUCH >_<!!!! I need a hug, Pho and people to tell me that things will be okay and ALOT of luck and a lot of studies O.O Witch will be 24/7 after today as i want to at least get this home exam that i could get 0% and still pass that class out of the way.

Thanks for reading the rent O.o...

So for those whoi been folowing this coon for a wild you knew that my fursuit is gething REAL old and damaged do to the crazy way that i act in it and parcour in fursuit.

For a time i was telling myself, okay il put him in a box and get a Zets 2.0 or Make Stez the red panda version of Zets.

But today after opening the well aired box that i kept the litle bugger for two months i felt a strong feeling when i saw for the first time in a long time his googely eyes look into mine. I pick up his head looking at him and smiling at him as i pet his old fur and look at it for a wild and then hug him telling (to the head) and kised him on the noze and said (I love you buddy =)*

Witch made me decide!

I wont get a Zets 2.0 me and him go back a LONGGGG way and il think that il go whit the very not that mutch aprove decision to have him refured. Witch concist of a whoole new body, hand, feet and tail, as thoose are not really linked emotioly XD But il have the baraclava riped out all the fur remove from the head exept the hair that havent age whit my blue leather ribon and have him put new fur.

Alot of people would say, gething a new suit would be a better idea just trow him away. To thoose that would say that to me i would say this, if you own or have own a dog would you put him to sleep just because your dog would look old but would still be in healf? Would you put him to sleep just to have a TALK TO YOU LATER AMAZING NEW OMG YOUR SO POPULAR fursuit?! Hell no!

I love this fursuit (head) like someone love a dog, i know that one day the foam will go bad but whit a recent insision to look at it myself it looks fine! But when the day will come that defuring will not be and option then i will put the old guy on a book shelf and will proberbly feal crush that i could not wear him anymore but until that day comes me and him will be crazy acomplises and will make FE security runs after him for YEARS and DECADES to come >=3


So how will this be done?

Well the only person i could ever TRUST whit my fursuit head and that i KNOW have skills in this sort of procedure would be  FirestormSix so in a near future il have to talk whit the fella but aint know if he will be fond of the idea as doing this will not be a joy ride ^^;;.....

But will see what the future will bring =D