Hello there everyone =)

For thoose who have been around for a wild nows that every year for the last couple of years and event have been hapening on Canada Day that mostly involve a huge bunch of furs 60+ and fursuits and such =3

And also lots of flags! CANADIAN FLAGS WHIT PAWS ON THEM WILL BE GIVEN FOR FREE BUT WE HAVE LIMITED NUMBERS!!!Whit paws on them and this year they will all be medium size so no small one and it is FIRST COME FIRST SERVE!!!So arive early =p Il post another journal whit the reminder of the time that the meet takes place =)

Now on a more important mather...

Planning and even takes....alot of time O.o.... And seing the days goes buy real fast puts alot of stress on this coon in particular.

I been proposed help from far away but the ick is all the management and condonation of a huge bunch of people (Nice people to) combining whit facts of life and stress of life plus work can end up overwelming one single person.

So this post is in a way my (Go for broke) Journal

Il be clear here.

I need help xD

HELP THIS COON LIST.

1-The first thing that comes to mind is that i have a giant tarp that people will be ale to use to relax to watch the firerworks. It is kite heavy but for this year is inside a lugage bag whit weals that make it easier to carry around. I would need one or more person to voluntear to bring it to a location witch i can explian to anyone that volonter and show if you are in ottawa, and to deploy it and gard it until i manage to get out of suit take a shower eat a lunch in 5 minut and get my tail back there to releve you.

Youl can ither take posetion of the lugage some days before the event or on the day itself <Before is better> and must manage to bring it there the inconviniency is that you might not be able to enjoy all the fursuit walk whit that lugage and that is why your help would be golden Xx

2-I would some fursuithers and people to carry eatch a giant canadian flag on poles to help situate everyone and that will have to follow a route and to make sure that they are nit to far apart as the group will try to remain between thoose two flags so we dont get lost but you must also be ale to judge when it is time to move or not. Il be most of the time in the front of it as i gained experience over theese last 5 years and will be able to help you whit that. The carier at the back will have to be able to catch back aswell wile still being polite about it.


3-Anyone here is a paremedic? Or know some basic first aid and has notions of overheathing and heat strokes? Id yes we could use any number of you O.o You would be ask to attend anyone that would start to overheat or that would do a heat stroke and STAY whit that person that means if the group go on you must be carring enought to stay whit that person until he is stable. Of course if things gets scary just call 911.


So yeah Xx...If you can help this coon or get anyone to help it would make this event better and get alot of stress of my mind Xx...

And if anyone is interested to be in charge of the event next year just send me a note and we shall talk =)


So thanks for any help you can provide ^^,,,, Or just a tap in the back O.o

Goodnight everyone ^^,,,

zets

So just got home check FA and overload of mesage and i have a smirnoff in my body and soooo coon is a litle drunkl ^^;;...

Thanks everyone =3

I really mesan it

Well this sunday June 10

I get 25 xD

Nothing planet really but i taught i should say it xD

One more year toward my death! Wuuuuuuuhooooo!!!!

Alright, now that i have a calm head i can give you guys the details.

What happend last night was fireworks but you should know how close they where.

Imagine that you are sithing at a bus stop whit noise canceling headphone whit music on the max and the window next to you.

There was a detonation that dint allow me to hear for a second on my right behind the window but literely 60 cm away from me (Right behind the window) grass got airborn and grass was burn followed by a huge white bang whit a white flash at about the same distant.

If there would have been no glass there debrie of the firework could have got in my eyes or body and thoose where two seperate fireworks.

I dont know if they where aimed at me but it left me in shock for a wile.

I am fine now and thanks all for the kind words everyone =)

I was waithing for the bus at a bus stop and two devices exploded close to me.

I am fine

Okay so here is the scenario.

Ar random times day or night my Modem for no reason will start to loose its internet after 15 minuts of action.

Before unpluging and deploging the Modem I MADE SURE THAT ALL MY WIRERS WHERE CONNECTED AND THEY WHERE! So dont give me that option =P

Then i tried whit the Rowter i tried the modem and......ITS FIZES IT EVERYTIME but then it crashed after 15 minuts ish (I took alot of timings)




NOW......

Is it me that have somethings that made it bugy am i doing something stupid somewhere have i forgot ANITHING?

Or is this a legit problem that would be worth wild calling teck support :/.....

I am posthing this to get your opinions and sugestion on the issue O.o....


Thank you in advance!

For the oficial website and updates make sure to go visit: https://www.furrycanadaday.com

*MORE UPDATES TO COME!*


For the fifth year in a row, Furry Canada Day(FCD) is back again!


When: 1st July 2011
Where: Start at Supreme Court at 2PM until the end of fireworks at 10:05PM
Why: Be proud! Be furry! Be Canadian! Be yourself!


Furry Canada Day is our annual way of celebrating Canada's birthday with a furry twist.

For the past four years, we've gathered in downtown Ottawa to help make Canada Day a little more special for everyone.

Your mission is simple, should you chose to accept it: walk from the Supreme Court to
the National Art Gallery, followed by a meal, and finally regroup for fireworks.



Psst... We've have a secret:

For those who plan on coming, we'll be giving out a limited number of Canadian flags
decorated with paws for free. There will be a very limited number, so its first come first
serve. Also! This years will be all medium flags and no small flags!



AFTER THE WALK: Base on the feedback we got from last year we decided to bring the blue tarp (At the location for the fireworks of last year) at the same location but right after the parade. This will act like a place to meet up and relax until the fireworks gets started.

TAKE NOTE: That even if the tarp is a nice place to leave your things that it should not be consider a place to simply leave your things and comes a few hours later as we CANNOT garanti the safety of your belongings.



Events at Canada Day

There are two main events planned for this year, the walk and the fireworks.

The Walk, starting at 2:00 PM:

1. We will walk from the Supreme Court to Parliament Hill and then there shall be
pictures, laughs and hanging out. The official group picture will be taken near the war memorial.

2. Afterwards the walk will bring us to the National Art Gallery, about 5 minutes
walking distance from Parliament Hill where we'll take a break.

3. Break for food, drink and unsuiting.
The Fireworks, starting around 9:00 PM:

4. After eating, meet up on the Quebec side of the river, at the Museum of Civilization.
There will be a nice big tarp set up for us before everyone arrives, but
you're welcome to bring folding chairs or other seating since space fills up quick.


See you on the hill =D


Zets & Sam, your FCD organizers

WHAT THE HELL!?!?!?!??!?!??!

I just got cake ?!?!??!?!

WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!?

WHY DOES EVERYONE SAYS ITS A LIE o.O?!?!?!?

I DONT GET IT??!?!??!


GGGAHAHHAGBKLFCBSAKDJA;VBCHUJSL;DJHHUKAakvcjhikassvcug;ahsfcfabcvuiIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*COON BRAIN ERROR!!!!!!!*

*Shuthing downn......*

Well they are just in but before i tell them to you a litle context must be put =p



THIS WAS THE HARDEST SEMESTER OF MY LIFE O.O!!!!!* Here a resumey of what happend during this year/semester*


-Breackup

-Imcompetent teacher that i had in two clases that says that a class that has 55% overall avarage is normal to her (YOU BITCH!!!! 8p)

-A huge questioning on who i was

And

-A profetional exaustion (Burn out) that got me a month of work and had to strugle to go to school


But DAM!!!! I MADE IT 83!!!!!!!


You should also know that at my first examS i had two failure marks that was bellow 50% so thoose who knows how hard it is to get and average back will know how mutch it demands alot of work O.o


SO!!!! (Drum rool)



Feminisem(The one whit the incompetent teacher) : C

Criminologie and women(The same incompetent teacher then the previus class): C

Control and Socieyety: B!

Torture in sociyety: B!


So in the end i am please of thoose result as i was expecthing faillures and D- everywhere O.o.l.l


ON MY WAY TO TREAT MYSELF SOME NOMMY FOOD 83!!!!!!!!


And to finely relax xD

And its nteresteing!

I actuaky drink for the first time when i was being very nostaologic on my year.

I started to drink today not to forget but to get deeper and...it did.

Alot of things are going out emotionaly right now for the good part of things.



This is me tipicaly. Alcohol and emotional times should always be a NO NO but what i enjoy to do in life is take some said rules that says bring wrong and try to twist them ntil it works.

Not everything works daught.

Yeah drunk journal ^^,,,,


Everything is so mutch clearer daught =)

Wont do this often daught ^^,,,

Well it is all over now!

For the summer that is.

Wow.....Among all the years i had this was the toufest.

In it i had a breackup, ilness and really bad starts for marks witch i managed to bring back to passing levels.

Again i surprised myself whit perseverence but also own a huge thanks to all of you that helped me.



The bigest thanks would be FE the con itself and the people that was there who gived me back motivation to keep on figthing and finishing up.

I am not sure of how the results shall be but il hope that my plima average in the end will at least be a 5 (What i need)


So summer is up and have tons of plans for it 8D

To bad thats it winter right now in Ottawa O.o..


O WAIT!!!!

THE SNOW IS ALL MELTED ALREADY!!!
Wooohooo!!!

So at 23:40 (11:40pm) the titanic will have hit and iceberg on his front flank, at 2:20 it will be all sunk down the oceon whit it 1500 people dead.

This is a reminder that even if we think that having the bigest or the tufest thing, boat, army, airplane, that in the end the most simple thing can hurt sunk and over time destroy us.

sometime we should not think about how to be stronger but maybe being more fair and human and think about the lives of people instead of just pure power... Witch i bealeve is not what are actual federal government is doing in Canada right now.

lets try to remind areself the errors of the past so that they may never happend again.

Death and Furries a Reality
Text by:Zets

Yet again as i was browsing and looking at my Fa journals i ended up on a journal anouncing someone death.

This brought me to think again of a subject that is always near my mind.

Death

Strangely we never exept it in most cases and sometimes regrets over missed ocasion risses.

This is where i find the situation agravathing...We get training to know how to go to the moon yet in school we never learn to talk about it, how to cope whit someone death or even are own.

I sometime bealeve that if everyone would look at eatchother and acknoledge that all of are hearts are tiking time boms and that everytime that we meet it could be are last moments. Now i am hearing your replies. Well that surely would never happend to me. Tell that to the fur that just lots his mother when he was at work.

How does anyone of us know that we will live tomorow? Asumtions?

It may sound dark and sad espeacialy when you havent really taught about death but i think that if we would be more aware of it that we could proberbly live even beter life together and areself. I know that it makes the diference to me.

I just always love to look at someone just before breacking a conversation and go just to remember them in case i never seen him or her again. I did this whit a certain horse friend that sadly died 2 years ago and made my greif easier.


This concept is not for everyone. But giving it a taught could make you aware of certain things.

Here, back then and now but never forever.

Zets

So yeah about my last journal ^^,,,,

it seams that i totaly misreaded a 1 before the number 4

Sorry everyone ^^,,,,

Alot of people may call it a placibo but whatever it is...

IT WORKS FOR ME 83!!!!!

Sins i can bow walk in short or jeans whithout having to put a coat on my moral have past from night to day 83

I am super motivated in my uniniversity studies and do whole days of 50 minuts study 10 minuts breack plus one hour of dinner all day long ^____^

Positive taughts are off the roof and whit all my new summer clothes i just like to look in any reflexion that i can see and found myself dam sexy and dam looking good ; )

Some people may call that ego but i bealeve that we should all wake up in the morning look areself in the mirror and to are eyes appear as the sexy man/Woman in the world witch is what have been hapening to me for about a week now =3

Happy!(Soon to be summer) EVERYONE!!!!!

(Listening in repeat mode) I am sexy and i know it from LMFAO >; )

I had to check out on the coon imposter so i am doing my duty to investigate ; )

SEE YOU AT THE CON GUYS/GIRLS =3

So i got thoose weird text saying that i am at Fe

I AM NOT O.O

But what you should know is that my TWIN insane brother escaped of a mental institute last night after huging a gardien to death and is running free around toronto right now in a night robe O.o.....

BE CAREFULL!!!!!

So you guys have been spaming my Fe journal for the last 4 days like mad xD

Hope that you guys have fun over there =3

Party extra hard for me =D

*Gets back to his study books*

First of all go watch this video in full:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4MnpzG5Sqc&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Now, if there is one thing that i could ask out there is to you guys and girls to do one simple thing.

Repost this even if it would be even one single tweet or one single FA or facebook post about Kony 2012.

You could be more short then me by simply saying 

(Kony 2012)

And you can add the link to the video aswell if you want to get fancy.

As for this coon you should know that my FA and Tweet will be floded at least weakly about Kony 2012.

I also started to write on every school born i could find at university of Ottawa the Kony 2012 Cap the Night.In all the clases i am into.

Many wonder why i would do all this.

Well simply that this sort of action is for something that is greter then myself and that i always was seeking to be part off all my life and after the realese of this video this morning and of the recent events in my life the timming is just right for me to take part in such and action.

MAKE HIM FAMOUS!!!! Kony 2012

The Driveway
(By Zets)

My life is good

Healf(Mostly), Financials(Good), friends(Enought that cares for me), famely (Love me i love them, work(I like it), (School) Tired of it.

Aldaught even when all seam fine there are thoose nights where you just look outside and you would just wish someone to arive in there car, you get inside of it, he ask you where you want to go, you say anywhere and then you say floor it.

This urging feeling to want to escape everything everyone and just be somewhere else whithout no one knowing where you will be and you not knowing where you would go but just being on a random dark empty road just looking at street light and lething your mind escape.

Tonight is one of thoose nights witch i would just wish a car like this would stop in my driveway.

The answer is, would i ever ask him to turn back after a wild, or let as mutch distance as posible seperate myself and this city.


I love this city beyond what most could bealeve but right now i just want to be in a car and it going fast.


Maybe one day, this will happend to me.

Until then il keep looking at the driveway.

(Hope this sound familiar to some of you and that you been able to connec and feel good or bad feelings about it)

Feal free to comment =)

I will sadly not be there just like last year :(

Sorry everyone.

Zets

Just learned a terible news that concern me.

*Feals crushed and horible about it*

Cant talk about it now...

Il be fine in time but....Yeah its bad...

*Not life treathening for those who wonder*

If you learned that you hurted someone for the rest of there life as you dint knew you would hurt them at the beginning...

How could you redemp yourself even knowing that all you will say or do wont change the situation?

Had and interesting day today and wanted to know some of you guys opinions on it.

Thanks in advance =)

For me i never really remember valentines day for myself as i love the people i love everyday =3

But this day is always special to me as it is and aniversery for one of the most wonderfull friend out there ^___^

Happy aniversery to you two silly pupies =3

And for everyone else, i hope youl have a wonderfull Day =3

For me i am stuck home studyng exams xD

Woot xD

***Song that inspired this paper*** We found love in a hopelless place:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XjSI4zP9Fls&feature=youtube_gdata_player


This is a subject that very few talk about but that it seams everytime i do alot of my friends seam to be living the same thing then me.

That is the wish to be a fater

Now some of you may say: Zets your gay you cannot be a father.

THERE WAS NEVER A GREATER LIE!!!

The fact that we love men instead of womans does not and should not stop us when it comes to dreaming of fatherhood.

The process is more complex as adoption or a ceragate mother must be bring in the plan but the option is there.

Many friends i know out there had a father and a mother and lived horible lives because they where not love...I know this will not be what my shild would live.

ALL STUDIES

Have shows that shildren raised by a same sex couple when reaching adult hood where as smart if not more acceptant then other shildren and even had moreself esteam and its my mother and my syster will be greatly implied in my shild life so that he or she will have strong women presence in their life.

WHY I FEAL THAT WAY

I know deep inside myself that i am a wonderfull person and that i love thoose that i love from the botomb of my heart.

In me i know that i have nice values like the fact that men should cry and that emotions are a good thing to show to boys aswell as girl like it was teach by my parents and even at 24 years old i still hug my dad and cry whit him when i feal sad and he hugs me closse. My father is what i bealeve is and example for all fathers out there. There for his son and not achame to show afection as a men.

I bealeve that even if i had a boy that would like to do ballet that i would uby him his dancing shoes in a heartbeat and pay him ballet clases and that i would be the proudest of fathers to say that this would be my son on the stage. Or if it would be a girl and she would like to be a trucker that i would be even as proud and would always support them in all there dreams and be there when they would cry or rejoices from hapines.

WHAT I FEAR

I like many fear there teenage years and all that could happend but i know that i annot shelter them like i try to do whit the younger furs around me as i know that alot of people will exploit them out there. I show them the best i can how to not get hurt and yet still some does.

I would be hurt if my shild would turn to drugs and such but i know he would always have me to try and help him or her out of there.

AND MOST OF ALL

I would love them..

Only thinking about it makes me having tears in my eyes just by thinking about the fact that i could be a father... The simple joice like eathing breackfast in the morning or brigning them to school or to go camping or to visit their grandparents.

I want to be a father so bad.....My entirer body almost ask for it...I dream of them and everytime i wake up i feal like going to see them but knowing they do not exist.

NOW

Some may say this is creepy

I dont care

I know deep inside me that this is not and emotional dependasy or i am tryng to fill a void.

I know my feelings and i know that even in this cruel world, that i can be a good fater.

I love them more then anithing, that it would be one or many.

AND

In the end....i wish that my dream of fatherhood will materialise itself one day. it will be hard beyond reason, but i am strong.